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forestofsprites · 8 months

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#how many times can a guy say that they're so damn happy to be alive before they get imploded #because #i'm so damn happy to be alive #i still can't believe that i'm here #and this is real #and i've moved out #and i'm doing all these things that i never ever thought i'd be able to do #when i was dying i was okay #but you can't Not think about everything you wish you could do #mainly it was the little things #that i'd fall asleep with an open window blowing a breeze on me as i slept. that i'd a) wake up but b) see the sky #or that i'd get the chance to finally move my lego flowers to the correct bookshelf shelf #but it was also the hope that This would happen #and it wasn't a wish i let myself fully indulge bc i genuinely genuinely did not want to chance a thing #for all the stress and the hecticness of all of this #i just can't believe it's real #and it's happened #and i made it #i get to do those things i thought i'd never get the chance to do again #if this all goes to shit again next year bc at some point i will relapse and it will happen again #i think i'll be much more at peace #just knowing that i got my chance to be away and to feel like a human #i didn't think this would ever ever ever happen #especially not during the april calamity of 2023 #i'm just so happy #i keep smiling at absolutely everything #i think i've accidentally been flirting with people bc i've just got the chance to be kind and talk and get to know folks #and i just ! can't believe it #i really can't #:]

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empty-movement · 7 months

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Chiho Saito's Illustration Collection artbook is the highest-quality visual media in the Utenaverse. Oversized, single-sided, heavy pages with extremely high quality printing. It is the first artbook I ever scanned.

In 2001, the average screen resolution was 800x600, and I delivered a 1250px wide collection that for a while, took $60 A MONTH to host, because no normal website was hosting images of this ludicrous size. It took my scanner almost an hour to capture a third of each page. I spent months piecing the scans together in Photoshop. It was one of my first true Utena labors of love, and the result is that for decades, these copies have been the definitive copies of Chiho Saito's artwork on the internet. For a very long time, even kinda now, if you see these images, they're probably my scans.

But decades have passed, and I've never been happy with these results, because they couldn't capture the fine details, the paint spills, the sketch beneath poking out, the brilliant use of gradients of dark color to pop the image but drive me insane. What I am finishing up now is a true, archival copy of the artbook. One that delivers such high resolution, that these can print posters larger than the originals, and thanks to some truly brilliant descreening tech, (Thank you Sattva) I've been able to dig up fine details in the work that the printing obscured, but undeniably included.

It's been over 20 years, and it shows. 1250px? Nah, my archive copies are 15,000px wide. I can't wait to finish this and share it with the world. <3

#utena #revolutionary girl utena #empty movement #chiho saito #it's actually insane how much has changed #I can't believe I'm still here doing this shit lmao

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falolion · 4 months

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@partycoffin

AAaaaaa!! OMG-

My Wally Darling plush is finally here! Woohoo !!!

#I'm so happyyyy!!!#He's so silly!#I still can't believe he's here #welcome home #wally darling #wally plush

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 6 months

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#sherlock #it might be the cough medicine but I'm really feeling the bbc sherlock wedding episode today #a good feeling ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#like finding an old block of cheese in the back of the fridge you forgot about and its gotten super hard and chewy #i currently have half a block of gouda curating in the vegetable cupboard #waiting #how are you doing friends!! C:#I'm good! I still have the cough but I also got a new scarf #I'm still thinking about buying window colors as well but I am waiting if that is also just because of the cough medicine #I can't believe it's already been a year since I have moved! last year I was doing everything here for the first time #and now everything is happening for a second time! that year was both very long and also happened very fast #our floor in the “office” my father wanted to install still is not completly done but he threw up last time he tried #he did not threw up because of the floor but because every time he does a home renovation project he drinks 3 liters of Cherry Coca Cola #we are trying to not make him drink 3 liters of Cherry Coca Cola but he doesn't want anyone else to finish the floor I think so we just do #not mention the hole in the floor #have a nice autumn day friends!! I hope you're doing well! ( ´͈ ◡ `͈ )#♥

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magspeaches · 2 months

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"Hey Soldier... who's your friend?"

If you've seen the High Rollers episodes where the BG3 main cast play a D&D one-shot, then this might be a familiar face. Gale as a Tiefling! He is everything to meeeee

#gale dekarios #tiefling gale #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 art #bg3 fanart #gale of waterdeep #can't believe I haven't posted this here yet #idk this was from over a month ago #I think I'm a bit better at drawing him now but still think it's cool fjsefsj #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #painterlypeaches

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sparrowmoth · 1 year

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This was the kiss he’d been waiting for. It was a gunshot. It was prairie fire. It was the spin of Makker’s Wheel. Jesper felt the pounding of his heart—or was it Wylan’s?—like a stampede in his chest, and the only thought in his head was a happy, startled, Oh.

Please do not use, edit, or repost my art without permission.

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beif0ngs · 8 months

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Buggy the Clown || Anime vs. Live Action comparison shots

#One Piece #opgraphics #One Piece Live Action #Buggy #Buggy the Clown #OPLA #oplaedit #Jeff Ward #*mine #good on 'em for keeping this iconic scene in lmao #but didn't care for how they changed it to Luffy having the idea to separate and lock up Buggy's body parts #when it was actually Nami who thought of the idea in the manga #like she STOLE and tied up Buggy's body parts like the THIEF that she is #why tf would they change that sheesh 🙄#ANYWAY i can't believe that the OPLA turned Buggy into the most celebrated and hated character here on this hellsite #i mean i need y'all to know that he is really just a dumb pathetic loser clown whose true strength lies in riding off others' coattails #and while i'm still not a fan of the live action i did surprisingly enjoy Jeff Ward's performance as Buggy

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cerealbishh · 9 months

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If the time is right and the time is tonight

Go on and kiss the girl

#the little mermaid live action spoilers?#the little mermaid 2023 #the little mermaid live action #halle bailey #princess ariel #jonah hauer king #prince eric #ariel x eric #you can count on them holding each other and their intense stares before a kiss(or almost kiss)#it honestly felt like i wanted them to kiss more here than in the animated version? but i'd have to rewatch the og movie to know for sure #he really is looking at her and holding her like 'i can't believe i almost lost you' huh?#i just love them #tlmedit #thelittlemermaidedit #disneyedit #hbaileyedit #jhauerkingedit #he just gets closer and closer to kissing her eith each almost kiss. granted there are only two... but still?#look i did my best with the 2nd almost kiss so... i'm sorry if it looks off #that second gif was hard to color correct tbh #good bye to the sunset but to be fair that's not important to the gifset #idk how to color correct these scenes... sorry

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chaos0pikachu · 1 year

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it still cracks me up to my bones that the romance plot that ended as an open ended sad separation was the cute, soft university boys who has multiple romantic musical numbers together and not the bodyguard/mafia boss who tried to kill each other and had sex against a mirror or the bodyguard/mafia 2.0 boss who tried to kill each other twice and had sex in a torture dungeon after their therapy hedgehog died

#kinnporsche #nope still kilsl me #i'm dying #kim and chay: hello world we're so soft and simple and chill #SIKE BITCHES #here's lying and deception and kim being unhinged while chay plays overwatch #porsche is getting fucked in a pool and pete is getting fucked wearing chains and they both got happier endings with their mafia men #chay's over here like #I can't believe kimlor montana betrayed me like this blocked #pikachu's chaotic recaps

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eskawrites · 11 months

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the funniest part of the celebrity fake dating au is that dustin spent years teasing robin and steve for being blatantly in love, when in reality anyone with eyes could have seen that robin and nancy were head over heels for each other the entire time

#writing things #ronance #celebrity fake dating au #i can't believe #like a week ago i was like 'gosh idk this story is so intimidating idk what to do about it'#and then motivation came out of nowhere with a steel chair. knocked me down and took over my life again #and now i'm here #i've written over 12k words in the last 3 days #and granted at least half of that was spur of the moment smut but YOU KNOW WHAT #i'm still having fun

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inexplicably-spookified · 5 months

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it's the final FUCKING BNUUY FRIDAY of 2023!!! good job making it through the year!!!!!!

#cave story #usagi #my ocs #scribblins #FUCKING BNUUY FRIDAY #i can't believe tomorrow is new years eve (in my timezone) jesus christ #this year both dragged on forever and flew by incredibly quickly i'm still kinda reeling #i think it was definitely one of the best 202X years i've had so far for sure #anyway here's to another year of bnuy :]

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artsy-n-smartsy · 7 days

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him... (and her...)

#Minecraft #Herobrine #White Eyes #Minecraft fanart #Got reminded that I needed to post my Herobrine artworks here..#First two are from 2021.. third one is from 2023 :]#Still can't believe that I never knew about White Eyes until last year....but I'm glad I do now #Here's to 11 year old me. She would have eaten this stuff up >:3c

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debatchery · 1 year

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A Refresher Course in Computer Safety [READ HERE]

A sequel to A Crash Course in Computer Safety by followthattardis

SUMMARY:

A year ago, Dean’s life was thrown into chaos. An email with encoded information turned him into a priceless asset, thrusting him into the world of counterintelligence - and into Cas’s path. Forbidden feelings bloomed, decisions were made, and now they’re here: Dean free of the Intersect, Cas free from the CIA. Together.

With the dust settled, it’s time to figure out what’s next.

(Read the whole Computer Safety Verse here.)

#A Crash Course in Computer Safety #A Refresher Course in Computer Safety #deancas #Destiel #Destiel ff #mine: fanfic #I'm wiping my brow as I post this #I can't believe it's done #is anyone here? do you guys still wanna read the sequel to that one Chuck AU?

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greenerteacups · 26 days

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What do you think as Hermione's career would be post battle of Hogwarts? To me her being minister for magic really doesn't make sense. She does not have patience or tact to wade through murky waters of politics 😭😭

So hard to say! The Trio are so, so young when we leave them, I find it almost impossible to project their futures farther than a few years out. The job that suited me at 17 would be radically unsuited to me now. That's why of all the Trio, Ron's ending strikes me as the most realistic — he jumps straight into the save-the-world business again, burns out, realizes he's actually Done The Fuck Enough, Thanks, and pivots into a low-stress career where he gets to see his family a lot. Feels accurate! The others are weirder to me because they do seem to just... pick a lane and stay there.

With Hermione, you could spin her a couple ways. You could say that she leans into her bookish side and does research or teaching, which is not my preference for a couple reasons (namely, I don't think Hermione would like academia as a profession; she finds her classwork interesting and enjoys intellectual validation, but she'd be stifled and wasted in a DPhil program, and she'd be infuriated by the administrative politicking of your average higher-ed faculty). You could say that she gets disaffected with politics and ends up as a barrister or a lobbyist of some kind, but if anything that requires more political finesse, because you don't actually have institutional power, you're just handling the people who make decisions and trying to persuade them of your goals. This is not Hermione's preferred method of influence. She's not even particularly good at persuasion, she just happens to be smart enough (and right often enough) that people take her ideas seriously.

Or you could say her brashness fades with the years into a softened flavor of tell-you-like-it-is honesty, which some politicians actually do successfully trade on; as we see in British politics today, you don't have to be all that charming or clever to get ahead, you just need to be really driven and well-connected (which Hermione completely is; she fought shoulder-to-shoulder with the first postwar Minister and her bestie, the Literal Messiah, runs the Auror Office.) But I don't know if Hermione especially wants to be Minister, after the war. She's just watched years of horrendous bureaucratic incompetence plunge the country into a violent civil conflict. She's had not one, but two Ministers of Magic try to bully or shame her friends into complicity with fascism. Her view of government is... likely extremely dark.

But Hermione also isn't the kind of person who sees her life as a quest for happiness. Babygirl has a savior complex that makes Harry look selfish. (She basically kills her parents — yeah, obliviating is a form of murder, #changemymind — "for their own good," and justifies every batshit, vindictive, mean-spirited move she ever pulls on the grounds that it "helps" one of her friends.) She is a mean, lean, dragon-slaying machine, and she needs a dragon. After Voldemort, the Ministry is the no. 1 threat to muggle-borns and non-wizarding Beings. As a war heroine with basically infinite political capital, I'd be surprised if she didn't try to do something there. That said, Hermione is so vivacious and dynamic that she could potentially grow in a hundred different directions; it's possible that all of this, while true of her at 18, becomes completely inaccurate by 22. That's why I'm not too fussed about any particular fanon interpretation.