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#i should seriously just write something already but im not feeling fully confident yet
silver-greedling · 5 years
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Jumin Han x Reader (based on a visual novel in day 8, and, like always, i diverge from the script....if you want the actual storyline, im not ya girl lmao, also im using the real brands instead of the fake ones)
“Oh my,” Sarah gasped, staring at me where I was sitting on the edge of Jumin’s bed, legs dangling off of the side, “look at that girl, lying through her teeth. What the Hell are you doing in my fiance’s house in the middle of the day?”
Jumin spoke up, “...Who’s whose fiance?”
Sarah faltered for a moment, and I bit back a laugh a her expression. “Jumin, no need to be shy. I know everything.” She shot a dirty glance my way, and I turned my eyes away from her for a moment. “I’m sure she’s just a hook up.” Her gaze returned to Jumin, and I felt sick at how her eyes looked over him. “I’m not a woman who makes fusses about these things.“
She took a step closer to Jumin, who folded his arms and said nothing. “You work in the big league,” Sarah went on. “I’m sure this is nothing. It’s fine. Marriage is a much more sacred bond than meaningless desire. I’m old enough to know everything.” Jumin’s back was to me, but I felt something change in his intensity, as well as in my mind.
What if...I was just a meaningless fling? Was that what I meant to him? Between myself and the beautiful women who surrounded him daily, why would her pick me?
“Alright, alright,” Sarah sighed. “Don’t look at me like that.”
I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, and the sound caused Jumin to glance over. We locked eyes for a moment, but I couldn’t hold his stare. Instead, I focused on fiddling with my hands, not wanting to look at either of them.
“You’ll feel much better if I show you the photo,” Sarah said. “Now, here! It’s her, right?”
Jumin didn’t say anything, but Sarah kept on. “It’s Elizabeth.”
“Unfortunately,” Jumin spoke up, “it’s not.”
“What?” Sarah’s voice cracked. “Look closer! All cats kind of look alike. White fur and blue eyes! It’s her. What do you mean it’s not her?” She sighed. “Maybe...the photo didn’t come out as well? It might be Elizabeth if you actually see her.” I heard her step closer to Jumin. “Do you want to go see her with me?”
“I must refuse,” Jumin replied.
Sarah huffed, clearly annoyed. “You have no idea how hard it was for me to find a similar looking cat in such a short time! Jumin, are you really going to be this rude?”
Jumin sighed, and I brought my eyes over to them again. He had his arms crossed at Sarah, who clutched the picture tightly. Again, his eyes met mine, but he looked back to Sarah quickly. “I’m afraid I cannot see you off...I will call someone to escort you.”
“You should at least offer you fiance a cup of tea,” Sarah whined.
“That will not happen,” said Jumin. “And I hope we do not have to see each other ever again. I will tell father about what happened today.”
“E-Ever again?” Sarah stuttered. “What?! Are you breaking up with me?”
“Break up?” I heard an amused lilt in Jumin’s tone. “How strange of you to say that when we have never been together. If you thought that exchanging a few words was being together, then you are delusional. In addition, that photo of the cat can easily be found online. You must be very confident of my father’s support to shamelessly walk into my house with such a photo.”
“I...” Sarah glanced at the photo, and I could tell that she was getting very nervous. “I must have been tricked...!”
“Will you please leave?” With a sigh, Jumin shook his head. “I do not wish to further waste my time, as I must find my cat.” He sighed once more. “I will tell father that you brought a fake photo of my cat to win over my affections. If my father has any sense left in him, at all, he will stop talking about the marriage.”
“Wait,” Sarah chimed, “Jumin, don’t try to call off the marriage on your own! Is it because of that woman?” She gave me the dirtiest look yet. “I’m going to tell Mr. Han first! That you have another woman!”
Jumin said nothing in response. His gaze settled on me, and he sent a warm smile, as if to reassure me, or tell me he had it under control.
“What,” the woman spoke, “are you two in love, or something?” My cheeks felt hot, and, once more, I dropped my gaze. “That assistant didn’t mention anything like this!”
“Hey!” I could tell this was directed at me, and I looked up to see she had taken a step in my direction and was now yelling at me. “If you think that you’re going to get a Prada bag by being with him, make sure I don’t catch you! I don’t know where you came from, but rich families have a reputation to keep up! So don’t even think about doing something funny!”
I felt my mouth move without me asking it to. “Sarah, I’m Jumin’s friend. Please, watch what you say.” Jumin smiled at me, and I could have sworn it seemed like he was applauding my bravery at talking to Sarah.
Speaking of Sarah, she now had her arms crossed, still glaring at me, “Friend...? Friend, when you are alone at his house?! And it looks like you spent the night here. And what are those, pancakes?! It’s so obvious!”
“Oh, I forgot to clean the plates, this morning,” Jumin sighed. “I should have called a maid...”
“Are you pretending you can’t see me, now?”
Jumin didn’t respond, so Sarah turned to him fully and stepped in his direction. “Jumin! How could you do this to me?! Mr. Han loves you so much...how could you be so rude to me when he picked me! I can’t just leave like this!”
“...You’re hurting my ears,” Jumin spoke again, and I looked up. “Seriously, where did my father bring in this woman?”
“I’m hurting your ears?” Sarah laughed, but it was forced and full of anger. “Then listen to me!”
“I wanted to end this quickly, since she is watching...” Jumin shook his head. “But this reminds me of an episode from a soap opera.”
“W-What?” Sarah faltered, again. “What are you saying?”
“This has just become unnecessarily troublesome, but I’ll do it for my father. Your fake tears...your timid threats...it’s all so cliche that I can’t help but laugh.”
“I mean it! I’m really going to tell Mr. Han. No use stopping me, now.”
Crossing his arms, Jumin met her stare. “I can guarantee you that your threats are pointless, to me. I’ve gone through this multiple times in the past. You should use your energy on something else in life...giving you advice will only be a waste of time, so let’s stop it at that...”
“W-What are you talking about?” Sarah feigned a pained look, like a kicked puppy or a cat left outside in the rain...
Bad analogy, given the circumstances.
“Anyways, you’re mad at me right now, right? Just be honest!”
“Not yet,” Jumin spoke coolly. “I do not get angry very often. But, you’ve annoyed me enough to make me talk. I know very well from experience that people like you will do whatever it takes to get what you want.” He looked at Sarah, looking like he was reaching his wit’s end. “You will have the right skills and even the spontaneity to do it...but people like you easily fall into nihilism once you’ve acquired that wealth you’ve so coveted. I...felt pity. A life filled with pointlessness, but I suppose that’s the life you want?”
“W-What?!” Sarah reeled at Jumin’s words.
He looked at his hands. “I had all the wealth, ever since I was born. Do you want some?” He turned back to Sarah. “A couple million, is that what you want?”
She gave Jumin a confused look, so he went on. “Tell me. If you ask me for it, I might give it to you. You need money, right? It’s nothing to me.”
“Jumin...” I spoke up, and we locked eyes. His gaze softened when we did. “I think you’re too emotional, right now. Are you okay...?”
“I’m fine,” he assured me with a sweet smile.
“You...You’re being too harsh! Can you write me a check, right now?”
“I do not like talking about impossible things,” Jumin mused.
“So, you mean it?” Jumin nodded, and she stood straighter. “T-Then...about three million. Then, I’ll say no to the marriage. With the condition that I’ll put it nicely to Mr. Han.” She sighed. “This will be better, I suppose. It’s a win-win.”
Jumin laughed. “...Got you.”
Sarah glanced at him nervously. “Why are you smiling?”
He settled himself and faced Sarah fully. “I just repeated some lines from a soap opera I watched. It’s funny that you’re almost replaying that scene for me. Apparently, it’s a very popular TV show, these days.”
“What?! You were messing with me?!”
“Yes.”
Sarah sputtered, “God...! Who the Hell do you think you are?”
“Unfortunately,” Jumin went on, “I will be charged with embezzlement if I use company assets for personal means. I’m not keen on being behind iron bars.”
“Are you out of your mind?” Sarah asked, seemingly bewildered.
“Yes,” Jumin said again. “You’ve managed to come here with a fake photo of my cat and insult my dear friend. My joke is only fair, don’t you think?”
“I’ve never insulted her!” Sarah said defensively. “And the cat photo...! I...I was tricked, too! And isn’t it rude that you let another woman in your house when you’re engaged?!” Her cold eyes turned to me. “And, at that, such an average looking girl...!”
Jumin moved to stand between her and me. “She is not an average girl. What you see isn’t everything. You won’t understand, even if I explain it to you.” He sighed. “It seems we have no more to talk about. Why don’t you leave?”
“No!” I couldn’t see Sarah, but I could hear in her voice that she was reaching her limit, if she wasn’t already at it. “I can’t leave like this! This isn’t fair...! No!”
“I don’t know what is not fair,” Jumin said, taking a step to the side and, very briefly, looking over to me, before his gaze fell on Sarah again, “but, if you do not wish to leave, I will use you to do what I want.”
“What are you talking about?!”
Jumin sighed, stepping closer to me. “There was something I wanted to do...but I just couldn’t come up with a proper excuse, but this seemed to happen a lot in soap operas.”
“What’s with the whole soap opera thing?!” Sarah whined, and I stood up when Jumin motioned for me to do so. “God, so childish!”
“I’m sorry,” Jumin told me once he got close. “It seems you’ll have to excuse me. I had no other choice to let her out...yes, let’s put it at that.” He glanced to the side, and, for a moment, I could have sworn he was...embarrassed. The Jumin Han, face red in embarrassment. “And...I was going to do it soon, anyways.”
Before I could ask, he put his hand under my chin and pressed his lips against my own. Sarah yelled when he did.
“What...What are you...!”
“J-Jumin?!” I squeaked, as he pulled back, only a little bit.
He shushed me, smiling. “You’re blushing. You’d better close your eyes. Focus on your senses.”
I did so, closing my eyes and putting my hands on his chest. He kissed me again, his other arm grabbing my waist.
“Ugh...I’m going to tell Ms. Choi!” Sarah whined.
“Yes,” Jumin mused as he released the kiss. “Having an audience for our first kiss takes off the tension. Your lips are so warm and soft. And...I think I smell a bit of the pancake?” He chuckled, and my cheeks got very hot. “You’re cute.”
“How...! I’ve never been so insulted!” I heard footsteps stomping out of the place.
“God...” Jumin sighed. “Finally, she’s leaving.”
The sound of the door slamming startled me, even though I was kind of expecting it. When Jumin didn’t move away, I spoke up.
“Jumin...” I trailed off, searching for the words. “Can we really do this?“
“To be honest...” He met my gaze. “I wanted to kiss you from the first moment I saw you. I’m sorry if that was so sudden. I wanted you to be comfortable here...perhaps I’ve bothered you.” His eyes grew warmer, and he smiled. “But I don’t regret what I did.”
My lips trembled, and I looked for anything to say. “Is this appropriate...” My brain wracked itself for any semblance of a thought. “...when Elizabeth is missing?”
“This has nothing to do with that,” Jumin told me. “It’s my emotions. And Elizabeth isn’t here, but you are. Oh...I just realized something after the kiss. That you are indeed different from Elizabeth III. The special person who can truly understand me...who I can touch and kiss and understands what I’m saying. I’ve known this for a while, now. That I need someone like you, not a cat.”
His hand went to my cheek, and I leaned into the warm touch despite myself. He seemed to be happy with that, because he smiled at me. “And, seeing you in front of my eyes...I feel like I’ve finally gotten what I wanted. I don’t want to be a fool who loses what he needs. Elizabeth III...even if I find her again, she is just a cat. But you’re different. You can soak in all of my emotions.” He breathed in sharply, voice going softer. “You can be mine.” His face broke into a sweet smile. “That makes me so happy.”
He pressed kisses on the side of my face, and I laughed a little bit. When his lips met mine again, I could have melted.
“Jumin...first, calm down,” I said, even though I wanted more. “You were worried about Elizabeth a minute ago!”
Jumin’s forehead rested on mine. “I’ve never been so sure of my feelings,” he said. “Now that Elizabeth III isn’t here...it must be ironic that I’m so happy. But, I’ve realized what I truly wanted, thanks to my cat going missing.” He stopped for a moment, letting his thoughts collect, before he went on. “I want you...and I want you to want me, too. I mean this.”
I went to speak, but my words got caught. What would I say? What I felt? Or what was the right thing to do?
Damn my better judgement.
“I think any relationship needs time,” I said. “Let’s think about it. First, let’s find Elizabeth.”
He nodded. “I can understand if you need time,” he returned. “Just don’t leave my side, right now. I’ll try to be the man who can do anything for you. That’s...That’s what everyone expected from me, ever since I was little.” His eyes met mine. “I won’t say much. Even if it takes time, I want to have everything you are. So just stay here, with me.”
When I nodded as a response, he went to pull away, but I grabbed his hand.
“Jumin,” I said, and he took both of my hands in his own. “I...I want you,too. Really.”
He reeled at that for a moment, but a smile crossed his lips. Before he could say anything, I grabbed his cheeks and pulled him to me again. Without a second to waste, his arms were around me, and my hands were on the back of his head, pulling him down to me. His arms secured me against him as he sighed, breathlessly. I put my head against his chest, listening to the thumping of his heart.
He wanted me, and I wanted him. That was all we wanted.
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How Horikoshi treats his female characters (Feat. How his ‘Fans’ treat him): A Rant
Something that has recently been popping up a lot in the BNHA tags, for me at least, is this idea that Hori is a “Lazy/Bad Writer”. It’s a topic that’s genuinely interesting to me and I would love to discuss it! After the reaction i got to my last post on discussing the fandom, i feel like this is a really fun topic for me to look into and i love having an open discussion with people. So just to let you know before we start, everything here is my opinion - feel free to respond with your own thoughts and i’d happily have a conversation with you about anything and everything! If you disagree with me then that's fine, if you agree with me then that's fine too! I'm just a person with a keyboard and an opinion and so are you! :)
So today i would love to discuss how people treat Hori in regards to his female characters and i hope you enjoy this 1500 word essay/ramble i did. (PS if you came from my last lil essay then this one is a lot less sarcastic because its a more serious topic and i don’t want to come across as too rude also i actually got sleep today)
Now, this was actually the first topic I came across when looking into the Hori tags. At first, I was on board with the general theme of what was happening. I saw some lovely artwork of Momo where people had redesigned her costume, they were very creative in how they did it and overall, I had no complaints – if the whole topic of this tag was about how people wanted to be creative and redraw characters in their own design then I’d 100% support it, but the more you look into it, the more…. Nasty is gets.
So, the overall theme of what I gathered from this little tag is that idea that Hori is some sort of [Word I really don’t want to type out but im sure you can guess what it is] because of how he draws his females, most of which are underage. So if you, as a consumer, are, well, consuming something, such as a TV show, film, anime, Manga etc. and you see something that makes you go “This is disgusting – I need to write a Tumblr post about this to warn other people about what's happening here” then I fully support you – please keep on doing what you’re doing. 
However, this isn’t what I see, what I see are posts going “F*CK HORI HE’S A [Nasty word] AND I HOPE HE D*ES – HERE EVERYONE I MADE AN ANTI FLAG, SHARE IT EVERYWHERE AND LET ME KNOW WHERE I CAN SEND MY D*ATH THR*AT TO” Meanwhile, when you go on this same persons page it’s all reposts of the characters and screenshots of the show, posts of them saying “Yo did you guys see the new BNHA episode last night?!?” and overall just very fandom-y stuff. I truly cannot comprehend this type of behaviour – you are so set in this belief that Hori is a [Nasty Word] and yet here you are, on the very same blog you use to slander his name, actively supporting him! Listen, if one of you Anti’s were to sit there and say “I wholeheartedly think Hori is a [Nasty word] and therefore I am no longer going to participate in this fandom or with supporting his creations” then, while I don’t agree with you, I support you in your decision as you have made a clear stance on something with both your words and your actions and I can truly respect that, and hell you would actually get my attention and I might read into what it is you’re talking about. I’m not, however, going to waste my time reading a piece of material written by someone who does all that nasty stuff I previously mentioned and take any of what they say seriously. Let me put it this way; you think Hori is a [Nasty word], you are supporting the show, you are therefore supporting a [nasty word], so why should I take anything you say seriously? I don’t want to see any more of this ‘One minute we love him, one minute we hate him’ attitude because when you hate him the things you are saying are some of the worst things you could possibly say to another person and its childish, disgusting and you’re giving this fandom a bad name.
Now back to the girls, I personally do find certain characters outfits a little distasteful, especially with how they’re done in the anime and how they zoom in on certain body parts, i also dislike how it’s ‘funny’ for characters like Mineta to get away with such disgusting behaviour. I do think that’s the biggest flaw I can find in this show – I don’t however 100% blame Hori for this. Now obviously at the end of the day, it is down to Hori what happens in his show, but can we all stop pretending that it’s just him that does this? When I think of anime the first thing that comes to mind is anime girls and their… attributes. It’s an industry issue and Hori is one of many people that partakes in it – so im not saying he’s not to blame, im just saying some of you are a little dramatic and need to realise if you truly want this behaviour to stop then you need to go after the industry and not just one guy.
Now this next point I want to make is something im sure might be a little confusing for most of you and something I can 100% see the other side of better than some other points ive made. It’s also kinda hard for me to put into words so please bear with me here.
I don’t think its necessary for Hori to develop his female characters as much as their male counterparts – now im sure that’s an odd concept but let me explain. As a child growing up in the age of great TV shows such as Hannah Montana, iCarly, Wizards of Waverly Place etc. I think ive spent a fair amount of time watching TV, my personal favourites as a child were Winx Club, BRATZ and W.I.T.C.H (Im from the UK so apologies if you have no idea what they are). Now all of these shows were ‘for girls’, they all revolve around a group of girls and their adventures in their respective worlds, they learn things along the way, because, even if you don’t realise it, these kids shows have hidden messages in them that are like ‘we should be kind’ ‘we should treat others with respect’ and all that jazz you need to know to be a decent human being. However, the one thing that these shows always lacked was any form of male presence. Now im not saying these shows had no males in them, that would be weird, but what I am saying is that the males in these shows were very one dimensional and they were always the love interest of one of the characters, or you might get the odd parental figure that would show up for one episode to be a motivation for a character. However with BNHA, a show that is specifically aimed at teenage boys, I don’t feel like they do such a disservice to females (AKA the ‘men’ equivalent of my other shows), sure they’re not treated great in certain aspects that I've already discussed, but look at their actual characters, Uraraka is the main girl, sure she very much has the same role as many of the men did in my childhood shows of the ‘love interest’ but her character is more than that and we see it in the sports festival as well as some of the more recent chapters (213-215 to be specific). Her character isn't just some airhead and neither are the other girls, Momo is literally top of the class in terms of written ability and she had her own little mini-arc around gaining confidence (which is still ongoing because guess what – people don’t change overnight), Mina has had some spotlight on her and is seen to be a very confident and skilled fighter, Tsu was literally described as the ‘perfect student with no flaws’ and is shown to be a badass on multiple occasions, Midoriya’s mum is even a character that’s had some form of arc with her learning to believe in her son and she's not some faceless character we hear about every so often when they need a plot device.
Now im not saying the female representation is perfect and it’s certainly not 100% equal to that of the men, but im saying it doesn’t need to be. This is a show for boys, sure girls can watch and enjoy it, but its made for boys in the same way my shows were made for girls, and the average boy isn’t going to want to watch a bunch of fairy princesses run around saving their fluffy little pets like I did (im sure a some of them will – and good for them, in the same way that some girls might want to watch superhero films, it’s not something im saying is bad, its just most people raise children into predetermined stereotypes of what gender roles they should fill and the media caters to that).
So what im saying is that taking a show aimed at boys and comparing it to shows aimed at girls and how each handles the opposite sex (we’re not going into gender here, that’s a whole other topic of diversity), I don’t think BNHA is all that bad. I guess if I want to be a little harsher in my approach, why is it okay to have a near-all female cast and not a near-all male cast? I understand a need for diversity, truly I do, but sometimes having a token character for each ‘type’ of person takes away from what the show is actually trying to convey – and in BNHAs case I think its trying to teach young boys that it’s okay to be emotional or vulnerable when you’re in situations that other shows teach you to ‘man up’ in. Not every show can solve racism, sexism and homophobia, I’m sorry to break it to you, but some shows are a little more basic in their approach to what it is they want to show and I think BNHA is a perfect example of that, it’s showing boys that you can cry, you can go through struggles in life, you can even come back from being a terrible person through growth and development, and I think that’s something boys need. A lot of people in this day and age want men to change (and I agree that there are a lot of things all groups of people can work on) and BNHA is showing boys how to grow up in a way that’s not this ‘tough guy that has no feelings’ and at the end of the day isn’t that something we want?
I do believe there are areas that BNHA really needs to improve in when it comes to it’s female cast, but can we stop with this awful hate? This fandom had such potential to be an amazing community of people who are skilled with art, writing, storytelling, cosplay, etc. but it seems like half of you just want to tear each other down and it’s sad to see such potential wasted because you can’t handle someone having a different opinion or view to you.
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tumblunni · 5 years
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Ehh i think i finally summed up why all of this steven universe diamonds stuff has been so underwhelming.
YES you can redeem a villain
but you have to
actually
TRY
Yes you can write a story about the world’s most fuckin horrible person being really actually sad at heart
Yes you can write a story about an abusive parent actually being able to change
Yes you can write a story about some wild genocidal alien civilization of asshole space rocks actually only doing it because something something societal pressure DESPITE BEING THE ONES IN CHARGE WHO SET THE DAMN RULES I GUESS
But fucking hell its not gonna be EASY and you shouldn’t treat it that way.
All of this shit was SO fucking quick?? And everything else WASNT!
You spent SO long hyping up these guys you spent SO long convincing us that they WERE evil and that they had entirey different motives for what they were doing and EVEN WITHIN THIS FUCKING EPISODE you spent more time showing us White Diamond being absolutely ridiculously existentially horrifyingly awful and refusing every offer everyone gave her to help and refusing every chance and fucking fucking goddamn violating people’s entire minds and just.. fuck.
After all that you cant just fuckin have steven walk up to blue and yellow and say “hey everything you did was bad” and them go “GEE WE NEVER KNEW!” for some reason this time they’re convinced in a single sentence despite it being the same sentence steven said before in every damn episode and pink said to them years before and every person they abused and enslaved and mutilated and KILLED said while they were DYING
And you can’t fucking have white diamond never redeem herself and never change and never admit she’s wrong and steven SOLVE IT WITH FUCKING FIGHTING WHILE SAYING HE DOESNT WANT TO, WHILE THE ENTIRE SHOW TRIES TO CLAIM THE REASON THEY ARE DOING IT THIS WAY IS BECAUSE OF PACIFISM
because seriously he?? just defeated her?? and this made her?? change???
redeeming a villain shouldn’t be easy. redeeming a villain has to have the villain TRY. white diamond has done nothing to prove she really has a heart, prove that she really did all this for sympathetic reasons, prove that she’s able to change, AND ESPECIALLY NOTHING TO MAKE IT UP TO ANY OF THE PEOPLE SHE’S HURT
she just got defeated and basically admitted she’s wrong cos she has no other choice. and i guess her blushing because steven issued a SICK BURN to her is meant to be enough proof that her entire motivation so far has been because of self confidence issues forcing her to put up a false front aka her entire personality we saw so far. If you wanna tell me she’s entirely different to what we saw so far then please could you please give it more screentime than twelve goddamn seconds.
This is like how yellow and blue just suddenly were accepted as part of the family and steven agreed to go with them to homeworld literally just because they realized he “is really pink diamond”. Like they never fucking repented or actually learned to empathise with humans or ever explained why they dont empathise with humans no nope the only answer we got is that they were sad about their sister/daughter/friend dying even though they were already doing all the same evil stuff before that and its what caused her to leave in the first place. no we’re gonna just completely trust them instantly and not even continue making an effort to convince them? we’re gonna trust them so much we’re gonna trust that white diamond will also change just cos we beat her up? COS SERIOUSLY STEVEN FUCKIN DEFEATED BLUE AND YELLOW IN A FIGHT AND THATS THE END OF THEIR ARC, HOW IS THIS PROVING THE POWER OF PACIFISM!! beating everyone up and then saying the same singular sentence again and somehow now it works!! or saying “my mum was pink diamond” and it doesnt convince them but hey if we say it again with magical proof its true then i guess it works now. wow that sure does argue the power of words i guess
everything EVERYTHING they did was just a fuckin misunderstanding cos they dont UNDERSTAND they were doing bad and thus they dont have to face any form of consequences beyond being mildly embarassed i suppose.
if you wanna make that the ending then you need to work to disprove all the hours you spent implying that.. yknow.. they were doing things because they were evil
and even if theyre sympathetic they still did evil things and they still need to work to prove that theyve changed
and ESPECIALLY if you’re making a show very heavy on subjects like LGBT discrimination it shouldnt be FUCKIN WOW UNEXPECTED that the audience would see this plot as a metaphor for stuff like homophobia and abusive parents and.. yknow.. societal oppression in a law system that forces you to live in the closet in constant fear of being discovered and killed. and all the other apparantly accidental undertones of racism and extermination of indigenous people in stolen land which YOU REALLY SHOULD HAVE EXPECTED PEOPLE TO SEE WHEN THE PLOT IS LITERALLY EXTERMINATING PEOPLE TO STEAL THEIR LAND
all of that means you need to do MORE work to prove that that isnt actually what the plot is supposed to be, and more work to redeem villains who are very heavily goddamn triggering to a large part of the vunerable audience YOU SPECIFICALLY MARKETED YOURSELF TOWARDS
this was just so fucking overwhelming and somehow rushed despite being an hour long episode, and i hate it because the show spent so much effort on so much other stuff yet decided to half ass it at the really important part that NEEDED to have thought and time put into it if it was gonna nail the landing
especially after ALL THAT FUCKIN TIME AND EFFORT INTO THINGS THAT ONLY AMPED UP THE VILLAINY AND TENSION OF THESE GUYS AND MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE
like fucking hell how can you be so tone deaf??? this has been in the planning for so damn long and theyve been working on it forever and THIS is what they chose to rush over? this is the priorities they thought were important? even just within this episode if youre struggling to fit it all in then like seriously cut out some of the stuff like the montage of unseen fusion forms that did basiclaly nothing but a few jokes, and the equally as rushed bad lars and sadie romance resolution. Which is another thing that needed a lot of work to fix when the introduction we got to these two was a really unhealthy relationship and a dude who refuses to change despite being given twelve chances but suddenly changes COMPLETELY on the thirteenth one and i guess cos he died that proves he’s all good now. Except he acts all weird and creepy in the very next episode and endangers his new friends by acting all possessive over sadie again and getting angry that she has other friends????
i hate it because ive had to deal with the fandom telling all the people who were rightfully uncomfortable with how these subjects were handled that oh we’re just overreacting and oh wait and see cos they totally have a big plan for the ending or something that’ll make it all make sense. And comparing people being triggered by child abuse and racism to “huhu those dumb su criticals who hate the art style” or whatever...
god, man, its just a deflection of what the issue really is
“oh youre saying NO VILLAINS can EVER be redeemed and NOBODY can EVER talk about dark stuff in shows without being SECRETLY BAD AND SUPPORTING IT IN REAL LIFE?”
no im not saying that im just saying the subjects are fucking depressing to people who’ve suffered from the real life stuff and the villain redemption should be GOOD and should THINK ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE IN THE AUDIENCE if it wants to make up for it
like fucking hell look at how much zuko from avatar went through before his redemption. look at how long he struggled with his morality and how long it took him to realise he was wrong. look at how much detail they showed us on all the people who negatively influenced him into making the bad choices he did. look at how much he went through to make up for what he did and apologise to everyone he hurt. look at how everyone he hurt didnt believe him at first and it took a while for everything to work out. look at how sometimes he messed up and took steps backward before getting to where he needed to be. and look at how he actually changed as a person and continued learning and growing and trying to be a good person even far into the future after the story ended.
hell, fuckin look at PERIDOT! peridot had a full goddamn zuko arc! peridot had more screentime than all of the diamonds combined, and it was way better utilized! she had a full process from being introduced as a scary villain BECAUSE OF MISUNDERSTANDING WHO SHE REALLY WAS, then being revealed as having a fully rounded personality, flaws and redeemable traits while still being a villain. and moments of her proving that she did indeed only become a villain because she didnt understand what she was doing was wrong, and a personality that matched with that reveal rather than having NO INDICATION she was like that until it suddenly happened only after she was defeated. and her redemption came slowly through friendship with steven and it had moments of the other characters not instantly trusting her and also of her making mistakes and struggling with believing steven���s philosophy when it went against everything she knew about life. and speaking of which it was established that she had a very different life which had negative influences pushing these ideas upon her, and tough stuff that made her scared and pressured. Not just being in a high position of ruling over a planet in the lap of luxury and ONLY AFTER BEING DEFEATED do we learn that they feel pressured by the societal expectation to be perfect and they actually would have agreed all along with dismantling the system but they were just too afraid to be honest. Or whatever the fuck that rushed ending was trying to go for! And man even after peridot joins the team she’s NOT redeemed yet, she’s initially only halfway doubting herself and only teaming up with steven because they’re both afraid of the cluster. And she messes up and says horrible shit to her new friends and feels the consequences of her actions and chooses to change. And her ultimate choice to switch sides is REALLY hard, she gets so close to going back to the diamonds and its a great personal sacrifice on her part when she chooses to give it all up and make an enemy of the person she was so scared of!
and GAHHH that good redemption is one in a million episodes that really set up the diamonds Being Bad and should have been a goddamn tally in the “effort required in the fuckin ending” chart!
could we not have even just had one ten minute episode of blue and yellow going around earth and experiencing human life and realizing there’s things worth protecting? or a few damn scenes foreshadowing white being actually insecure and lying to protect herself, rather than GENUINELY ABUSIVE BECAUSE SHE’S BAD?
and seriously even if you hurt people because you hate yourself YOU STILL HURT THEM
a sympathetic backstory should be a reason why they COULD be redeemed, not proof that they already are redeemed just because the backstory was stated in words and nothing else has fuckin changed.
imagine if zuko just lost one fight to aang and said “yes but my dad abused me” and aang was like “oh no now lets team up with zuko to beat up his dad” and none of the bad things zuko did were ever mentioned again and also he keeps his season 1 personality throughout the entire series
imagine if peridot fuckin.. just changed sides cos she’s funny and we like her. people wantedher to change sides as soon as she acted funny and likeable but they still made the effort to actually prove she had changed! the diamonds didnt act remotely harmless or remotely good until they just suddenly are in the very last episode.
hoo
fucking
ray
also why are we constantly just ignoring all these dark things about homeworld? like the episode with holly blue agate and the famethyst slave caste and all the creepy ways the entire place operated. i totally thought thatd.. yknow.. EVER BE REFERENCED AGAIN?? its never even mentioned that anyone even WANTS to go back and save them?? and the human zoo were outright stated to be like.. unsaveable. “oh theyve never known real human life and theyre happy in their slavery so itd be cruel to take them away from it” One off episode, forgotten about. And the creepy as fuck scenes of gems being BUILT INTO THE WALLS AND DOORS AS SECURITY SYSTEMS and the confirmation that more lapis situations are constantly going on yet somehow that singing hairbrush person doesnt get all the sympathy that she did. And steven going daww at the pebbles instead of being horrified that theyre born to work as servants and forced to live in the walls because the noblewomen dont want to look at them? and he asks them to make him a new outfit?? and theres no plot anything involving them except them puttering around in the background outfitting?? like was none of this meant to be seen as PROOF THAT THE DIAMONDS WERE EVIL and PEOPLE WHO NEEDED TO BE SAVED????
goddddd
please say they were rushed or something please say this is all the faultof being given less time than they expected please say there were other plans for other episodes we didnt see that would have given at least slightly more substance to any of this
also why wasnt this even advertised as the last episode if its the last fuckin episode
hhhh well at least obsidian was a great character design and so were the other fusions and new outfits even if they only appeared for twelve seconds. and white’s whole scary evil mind invasion stuff was really good even if it actually hurt the episode by being good, kinda
man im not even mad or anything i just feel mehh and bored and like im actually glad its over. i never wanted to feel that way about a show that used to be so good. i kinda wish the earliest episodes werent so good if the answers to all those well set up mysteries were gonna have so much less effort than the setup itself
...man i should make a whole post about all the mistaken ways i THOUGHT the show was gonna go that actually would have been way more interesting than the real answer.
i’m just super glad that my last theory was wrong cos wow that would have been the only thing worse than this ending! when white pearl first appeared before we’d actually seen white diamond, and it had all this thing that white diamond hadnt been seen in ages.. well i was worried it was setting up some sort of reverse twist where actually white pearl is bodysnatching white diamond instead of vice versa. So the whole evil empire would actually be run by a member of the slave class that its oppressing, and the diamonds/representative of the upper class would actually be poor victims all along. dear god i am so glad i got that wrong! tho im weirded out by how evil white/pink pearl looked in that first hint that she was originally pink pearl??
anyway basicallly im just so fuckin tired
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that's how you write a song!
pairing; hinted momojirou. i guess platonic bakukami? but they're getting more and more gay towards each other. so yeah.
summary; Bakugou has no idea how to write a song. Fortunately, Kaminari sure does, thanks to his knowledge about European songs.
words; 3316
for the second day of kaminari denki appreciation week!
fantasy | kindergarten | creator's choice (no quirks au, kinda musician au? not sure)
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Everything seemed to be so boring lately for some reason.
Kaminari had no idea why was that. Maybe he did. Perhaps it was because of the summer break? Probably yes, but was that a reason for his classmates to make plans without him or no plans at all? He ran a hand through his hair as he continued to walk down the sidewalk, whistling a melody of some new catchy song under his breath. It wasn't that nice and he didn't even like it. He just had the urge to whistle it. That's how it is with most of the weird songs today, right?
Then, out of sudden, he noticed something. It was there, hanging freely on a not much used fence, being lifted up by the wind. Seems like the tape which it was sticked onto the fence with was really strong. It was a poster. And not a normal poster. Definitely not.
It was a poster, propagating a competition of some sorts. Kaminari took a step closer to it, so he could see it better. His eyes wandered across all the letters on the poster. With each sentence that he read to himself, his eyes seemed to light up more and more with happiness. “Nice.” he muttered to himself as he kept staring at the poster curiously.
Perhaps this will awaken some of his friends. He smiled a little as he pulled out his phone from the pocket of his jeans excitedly, opening it and then taking a photo of the poster quickly. He went to the class group chat, his fingers starting to gently tap on the keyboard.
sparky kalamari: hey guys! you won't guess what I found when I took a walk today!
sparky kalamari sent a photo
sparky kalamari: see this poster? we could perhaps sign up as groups for this!! what do you say?
He stared at the screen for a moment before replies from his classmates started to appear.
momo is my cute gf: um.. Kaminari, most of us already has groups. for example, we have a group with the girls already. right?
jirou is my cute gf: yes, we do. besides, someone sent this poster to the chat before. I think it was a few days ago. so, we split into groups after that. maybe you didn't notice it?
banquet of darkness: I think there are only few people left (like two or three) that aren't in a group yet, you could ask them.
sugar: Ojiro said himself that he won't participate for personal reasons. and Tooru said she would like to take part in it, but.. she went to a vacation.
pinky: there's also Bakugou left. he didn't say why he doesn't want to participate though. such a shame! :(
There were a few other replies from others, but Kaminari already had his phone back in his pocket. His happy mood was gone as fast as he got it. So he didn't have anyone who he could enter the contest with. It was quite sad. How come he didn't notice that it was already discussed in the chat?
He let out a quiet sigh as he continued to walk into his (or more like his parents') apartment. They were never home. Like Mina said though, it was really a shame. He seriously wanted to participate in the contest.
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The blond haired boy flopped down on the bed in his bedroom, already wearing his yellow pajamas with black thunderbolts on them.
“Dammit.” he muttered to himself quietly as he turned to the right side. He was now staring at a poster of his favorite band which was hanging on the beige colored wall. Wasn't there really anyone? Ojiro didn't want to take part in it for personal reasons. Tooru was on a vacation with her family. And..
Bakugou.
Bakugou didn't have any special reason why he didn't want to participate. Of course! He was just too angry to care about it.
Denki grabbed his phone from the desk next to his bed and quickly searched for Bakugou's number. When he found it, one half of his lips curled up as he started to type.
denki: hey bakubro! want to do some music with a pal?
And that's where it all started.
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“Listen, you imbecile, I know you called me over here for music purposes, but why exactly?” the other blonde huffed as he entered the room of the obviously more excited and interested teen.
It was another day, afternoon to be exact. Kaminari told Bakugou to come over to his house. For music purposes. He was actually really surprised his "sort of friend" seriously came. He thought he would get a reply that would sound like "fuck off, sparky" or "don't bother me, you idiot" but there they were, standing in his room now. It made Denki feel happy for some reason.
He gave the other blonde a grin as he gestured to his bed - wanting him to sit, obviously. Bakugou just groaned and then shook his head, declining the offer. Soon he sat down on the floor though, resting his back against the bed. “Answer me.” he said afterwards as he watched Dennis walk across the room. It seemed as if he was looking for something.
Kaminari chuckled quietly. “Wait and you'll see.” he responded a bit too calmly before he stopped walking. Finally. He glanced at a spot beside his closet and there it was! His favored black electric guitar he haven't played on for quite a long time. He gently took it into his hands. “Wow. I don't remember it being so heavy.” he said, glancing at Bakugou for a moment.
The said boy was quiet. He only continued to watch Kaminari's actions. It was a little weird. Usually, he would maybe shout or demand the answer but he didn't. Perhaps he really was curious about what Kaminari wanted to do. The silence didn't last very long though after Bakugou noticed something. “If you have a fancy looking guitar like that, where is the amplifier thing you should connect it to?”
Kaminari looked around the room with a shrug. “I have a mini amp. Not sure where I left it though.” he responded as he gently slid his fingers across the strings. Because it didn't have the amplifier, it was quiet, but Kaminari didn't seem to mind it and neither did Bakugou.
“Dumbass,” he snorted as he turned his gaze away from the boy with the guitar, “will you finally tell me what do you want to do? I don't have that much time to waste.”
Denki sat down fast next to Bakugou, careful not to hit him with the guitar. “Oh, come on. I bet all you have to do at home is watch cute animal videos while eating some of that shitty food you like.” he teased as he rested his back against his own bed. “Anyways, you do read messages in the class chat, right?” he questioned curiously, tilting his head slightly.
“Do I seem like that kind of person?” Katsuki asked back, his voice telling Kami that he obviously was getting more angry because of the fact that he wasn't being straightforward at all.
“I thought so,” he chuckled before fully glancing at the other blonde, “Well, yesterday I sent this photo of a poster propagating.. uh.. a contest. And because everyone else in the class already has groups and you don't and Ojiro and Tooru can't go for some reason, I just thought it would be nice if you would be my partner or something for the competition? I mean, you don't have any special reason for not going, do you? Because that would be a shame and I really really really want to take part in that comp-” he was shushed by Bakugou's hand that was put on his lips.
“Fine, so you want me to be your partner for a musical contest just because there isn't anyone else you could be with?”
“Ye-, well wait not exactly. I.. uh.. Wanted to get to also know you better? The fact that you're the only one without a group or a partner made it better and gave me the opportunity to ask you, so.” Denki flashed a grin in the angry boy's direction, hoping that he would agree. “What do you say?”
Bakugou gave him a sharp glare. “No. Fucking. Way.” he began to stand up, dusting his baggy pants a little. “Is that all you wanted?”
Kaminari put his guitar away, a sad look in his eyes. “Bakugou! Please? I seriously want to be part of the competition! You're the only one who can help me!” he sighed as he ran a hand through his hair, looking up at the other teen.
“I said no. Are you deaf? Take part in it alone, for all I care.” he replied, not even bothering to look at the other. He started to walk to the door of the room.
Kaminari should have probably expected that the other wouldn't be convinced so easily. It wasn't a surprise, really. Then why was he so upset about it? When he noticed Bakugou was already at the door, he quickly stood up and walked towards him, grabbing his wrist. Dammit, what was he gonna say? What was it that always worked on him? Kirishima managed to convince Bakugou nearly everytime. If Kirishima can do it, then Kaminari can as well.
Katsuki turned to him with a softened look in his eyes, but his expression still seemed to be angry. “The fuck do you still want from me, you dumb idiot? I told you I won't be your partner for this. And nothing will change that.” he said, gritting his teeth a little afterwards. He didn't do anything about Kaminari's hand on his wrist though - what the heck? It was surprising.
Then it hit him. He remembered what would make Bakugou agree to the idea. He didn't bother to let go of his wrist as he lifted one corner of his mouth up. “Could it be.. That you're too afraid that you'll fail? Are you scared of losing to others? Or can you simply not sing or play the drums anymore?” Kaminari questioned, confidence in his eyes.
Bakugou blushed a bit im embarrassment as he shouted at the other: “That's not true, you moron! I can still do that music stuff! And like hell I'll ever lose to those other losers!”
“Prove it,” Denki smirked at him, “prove me that you're not scared and that you'll win the competition with me.”
“Fine! I'll enter that damn contest with you! But I am doing this because I want to, okay?!”
“Yeah! Of course, Bakugou.”
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“Do you know how to write a proper song, Bakugou? I have never seen you write one.”
“I do!”
“You sure about that?”
“Of course! Just watch me!”
Katsuki growled quietly as he held the pencil tightly in his hand, staring at the paper placed on the desk in front of him. Denki sat next to him on another chair, watching him with a raised brow. “I don't think you're really capable of that-” he said, unsure. He didn't want to piss the other off.
It was a few days after Bakugou declared that he will join the competition with Kaminari. They have finally decided to do something with the song they should write for it. But it wasn't going very well.
“I told you I can fucking do it!” he huffed while continuing to stare at the paper intensely as if his whole life depended on it.
“Yeah, but it kind of doesn't look like that. I mean, all you did for the past hour is stare at the paper but you wrote nothing on it.” Kaminari snickered quietly, hiding his mouth with his hand to quiet down the sound more. “That kind of tells me you don't know how to do it.”
“Well, got any advice, smartass?” Bakugou spat, finally giving Kaminari a look full of something he didn't get to see much in Bakugou's eyes. It was.. Something unknown for sure. His crimson eyes were really telling him something he couldn't figure out - perhaps he was really that stupid after all. He just had no idea what it was. The usual anger was gone. His gaze wasn't even gentle. It felt almost too normal.
Kaminari nodded his head slightly. “You know about that one European song? I found it randomly on the internet when I was bored.” he replied while smiling slightly.
Bakugou rolled his eyes. “How the fuck am I supposed to know an European song?”
Denki shrugged his shoulders. “No idea. But it's about how to write a song!” he said, seeming satisfied with what he replied with.
“And how do you write a song then?”
“Step one,” Kaminari lifted up one of his fingers, “believe in it and sing it all day long.” Then he proceeded to lift up another one of his fingers before saying: “Step two, just roll with it.”
“..what's next?” Katsuki asked, a hint of curiosity in his voice, which made Denki smile more than before.
“The next lyric is: That's how you write a song!” he put his fingers down as he started to make the sound of the instrumental music in the song.
“That's it? That's fucking it?!” Bakugou asked, his curiosity and normal look in his eyes gone.
Kaminari just nodded his head with a shrug. “Sorry about that. Criticize the creator of the song, not me.” he grinned before he gently slid the paper over to the spot in front of him. He didn't have the pencil though. It was still being held in Bakugou's hand. “May I?”
Katsuki raised an eyebrow. “May you what?”
Kaminari reached his hand forwards, gesturing to the pencil in the other's hand with his head. “May I?” he repeated the previous question, chuckling quietly.
“Dammit, why are you being so polite, Sparky? It's just a pencil,” Bakugou said as he handed him the pencil, “besides, if you're going to use the advice from the song to actually write our piece for the contest, I am going to personally stab you in the chest 26 times.”
“I don't doubt that.” Kaminari gave him one of his lopsided grins as he took the pencil in his hand, playing with it for a while.
“Will you start writing something?”
“Hey! I have it in my hand for like four seconds only and you're already pushing me to write. Let me think!”
“Seven seconds. And I never thought that your brain could think.”
“Now that was just mean! Take that back!”
“No way, it's true. Admit it, Sparky, you can't think.”
“I can! You'll see!”
Kaminari started to think of the words to write down on the paper, clearly focused on his work.
And the sound which could be heard after was a quiet, soft laugh silenced with a hand. Bakugou's quiet and soft laugh. Silenced with his own hand.
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“Is this thing on?” Kaminari questioned as he stood probably too close to the camera while looking into it. He was wondering if it works or not, but the loud 'beep' it did when he pressed another one of the buttons kind of scared him. If he didn't look at it only from the side the objective was at, maybe he could see he was currently being recorded.
Bakugou sat behind his drums, humming the tone of the song he thought of the melody and accords for and Kaminari made the lyrics of. His humming was quiet, almost inaudible. Maybe if Kaminari wasn't so focused on the camera, he would perhaps hear him.
“Don't you want to help me with this?” Denki pouted as he eyed the other teen while pressing another button. It let out a shorter beep. But nothing else.
“It's not that hard, dumbass. You're just standing on the wrong side while pushing the same button over and over. The beeps are going to be the death of me soon.” he responded, sounding slightly irritated.
The hopeless boy standing in front of the camera pouted yet again and moved behind the camera without a word. The silence didn't last long though. “I got it! Thanks Bakugou!” he showed his companion two thumbs up to which the other responded with a grunt and a few impatient beatings with his drumsticks together. “Now we're completely ready!”
Denki switched the camera on as he stepped in front of it (with few steps back this time) and grabbed his guitar. “So, um.. Hey! My name is Denki and this here,” he pointed at the clearly less excited person who sat on the stool, piercing the camera with his eyes, “is my good buddy Katsuki!” he grinned widely before he continued, “We would really love to present you our song which we made specifically for this contest,” he continued as he connected his mini amplifier to his black electric guitar, “and we hope that both the judges and the people who'll ever stumble upon this will like it!”
After his short speech, he gave a smile to Bakugou's direction. He beat with his sticks together again, three times specifically. “One, two, three!” he said with new sudden energy, his drumsticks beating into his drums now with a good force.
After a few seconds, Kaminari started to play his guitar gently, but the noise could still be heard really loudly because of the amplifier connected to it. There was a long while of only the two of them playing in perfect sync before Kaminari was the first one who started to sing their song. The rhythm was perfect. It had also amazing harmony - even if it was loud and more of a rock kind of song, it sounded.. So peaceful. The fact that they were being in sync the whole song make it so much better. And when Katsuki joined in with his beautiful voice, everything felt just right and how it should be at the moment. Basically, everything Denki did with Katsuki lately felt like it was perfect. Their practices were perfect. The lyrics of the song were perfect. The accords and the notes were perfect. Their voices were perfect. But Kaminari would have never make it without Bakugou. After all it just felt impossible.
It went by so fast. 'Almost too fast.' thought Kaminari, when Bakugou sang the last note of the song and the music slowly vanished into quietness. Then, Kaminari just waved at the camera and went towards it with the guitar still swinging from his neck. And he switched it off with a satisfied smile on his lips.
As he turned around to face Bakugou, his smile widened even more.
Bakugou's smirk not full of arrogance but something else and energy was definetely worth it.
~~
It ended well. Not that well, but still great. They were second. Bakugou was not very satisfied about it at first, even if he still seemed to be happy about the result later. And Kaminari was glad to see that Bakugou was happy. It was almost as if their bond has grown much stronger since they decided to enter the competition. Maybe they were much better duo than either of them could ever imagine. And it was great in all honesty. They even started talking to each other and visting themselves from time to time. Like today. When Denki said he'd play a "serenade" for Katsuki and they had a bet that he couldn't, so they ended up there, in Kami's room. Kaminari glanced over at Bakugou who somehow ended falling asleep on his bed when he was playing on his guitar without an amplifier. Quietly. And he looked cute. Almost too cute and soft. Maybe that was something like a sleeping serenade.
Denki just smiled slightly as he slowly stood up and stretched before throwing a blanket over Katsuki who left no space for him on his own bed. Oh well. Sometimes you just gotta save your bed for cute angry people like Bakugou. Bonus points if their passion is music and being aggressive towards people because of insecurity. Yes, that was Katsuki Bakugou. But Denki Kaminari couldn't help but adore him. Adore him and his perfect everything.
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GOT7 - Ft. BTS
Im Jaebum (JB)/Reader [F]
Genre: Drama, Violence, Romance, Angst, Strong Fem.Lead
Words: 11.8k (why is this so much longer than the first part????)
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Released: [verb]:  allow or enable to escape from confinement; set free.
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This is a second part of a JB story I wrote way back, and a while ago, someone wanted me to write a second part and while I was stuck bored staring at a screen I had a small idea. And no, Bangtan ain’t your friends here.  Read the first part here
(you don’t actually have to read this part, it’s just a little more of a mafia-eqsue GOT7)
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On the 8th month, you confessed to a man who was the leader of a gang of boys who had kidnapped you from your job at a bank.  Now, on the 12th month, almost exactly one year since your first abduction, you were getting taken again.  But instead of being taken from your boring job at your regular old bank, you were being taken from your hiding place you had chosen to stay in, out of sight of a job the boys were doing.  Maybe all of this could have been avoided if you stayed out of that room.
But you had to find out where that sound of shattered glass came from.  
The morning had started out as any other had for you the past few months.  You would be wearing your standard oversized shirt of one of the boys and a pair of shorts, if it wasn’t too warm for shorts that is.  Spring had just started and the winter chill hadn’t left yet, but the sun had started supplying it’s steadily growing warmth day after day.
You would feel that familiar weight on your waist of an arm draped around you with your head either lying on yet another arm, or a pillow.  You’d always move closer to the body in front or behind you, depending on the way you moved as your slept, and tried to sleep just a little longer.  When you felt the familiar kisses being placed on your neck from your partner, you’d groan at your distaste from being awake and your wanting to fall back asleep, always making him chuckle.
“We have to get up.”  His tired, low, husky voice would whisper just barely into your ear, missing a few syllables as his sleepy state hadn’t let him fully remember how to speak. If your back was to him, your twist your body and always tuck your head underneath his chin and move your legs so that your knees lock with his, all while never once opening your eyes.  He was warm, always so warm, and it brought so much comfort to you that you couldn’t even describe it.  
“Y/N.. come on now.  The boys will come barging in here if we don’t get up.”  He would be running his finger through your hair, snagging on the tangles you acquired over night and watched as you would wince when he snagged a particularly strong one, just before kissing your head as a silent apology. This is when you would crack open your eyes and move to tilt your head up and untuck yourself from under his chin.
“Sometimes I wonder why you put up with them.”  You’d all but whine to him, wanting to sleep more.  He’d chuckle at you, and put a kiss on your forehead; the kiss would change from day to day, one day your cheek, the next your nose, etc.
“They’re like my brothers.  I can’t just not put up with them.”  
“More like their your children. They act like your their father.”  He’d chuckle again at you, your morning state was never very nice.  One time, you had been woken up by Jackson, who had burst into your room when he heard from Bambam that you liked JB.  JB hadn’t seen you move so quickly.  You had torn yourself from the bed, and him since you had already become a couple, and chased the muscular man down.  
Through rooms, along the second floor railings, the staircases, and even around the rooftop.  When JB had gotten himself out of bed, still wearing nothing but his sweats and his messy bed hair, he watched as you were literally dragging Jackson by the back of his tank top.  He was still on his feet as you lightly choked him with the thin fabric, and made him quickly and clumsily step backwards to keep up with your rapid, angry stomps.  
He watched as you all but threw him on the couch and sternly told him to stay put while you started screaming for Bambam, who had just walked into the room in his t-shirt and shorts.  He looked at you, practically steaming in rage, and then to Jackson who gestured silently behind you to the boy to run while he could.  
Bambam had pretty much figured out the entire scenario, just from the way you seemed so angry, the way Jackson was pretty terrified and didn’t dare move an inch and how JB just watched the first floor in amusement, leaning on the railing on the second floor, watching it all go down. He opened his mouth and motioned for you to calm down with his hands in front of him; but as you charged at him, he let out a high-pitched squeal and bolted in the opposite direction.  
Jinyoung, who had been woken up by all the noise, stood next to JB, watching as you chased the young boy around and Jackson remained staring directly in front of him, still afraid to do anything.
“What the hell is going on?”  He grumbled as JB just looked at him, a smirk on his face.  “Well, it’s been a while since you had that look.  What, Y/N finally tell you she’s got it hard for you?” He made a smirk of his own when JB shook his head and rolled his eyes.  Jinyoung had been telling him for a while, ever since JB told him he liked you, that you had a thing for him too.  But the damn leader was too resilient and didn’t want to get his hopes up.  
“Wanna put a bet on what’s going on?”  JB knew it wouldn’t take much for him to figure out the entire situation, but it wasn’t really worth it.  He just shook his head and leaned on the railing, watching as you finally got to Bambam, kicked his feet from under him and pinned him to the ground on his chest, both of your knees firmly sat in the middle of his back as you held one arm behind him.  
“Why did she even consider confiding in Bambam?  I mean, I guess she was smart for not telling Jackson right off the bat, but really?  Bambam?  I would have gone to me or Mark if I were in her place.”  JB looked at him, a brow raised.
“But, if she came to you, you’d just give her shit over it.”  His friend shrugged.
“Small price to pay for finally getting two incompetent fools to finally give in to desire and fu-,” his sentence was cut off from the shrill, high pitched cry of Bambam as you took his arm and dragged his body on the ground to the couch next to Jackson.  The two clung to each other and shook, almost like cartoon characters as you crossed your arms and glared down at them.
If you hadn’t been so terrifying, they would have thought you to be cute in your oversized clothes.  You tapped your foot on the ground as you moved your gaze to glare at Jackson, then to Bambam.  Mark, who was in the kitchen, had started making breakfast, as he knew that he was in the clear from whatever pain you were about to whip up.  Maybe a bit of food would calm you down, you did like Mark’s cooking after all.  
“Well, start explaining.”  You had demanded but the boys were silent for a moments, trying to telepathically ask who would start talking first.  When a few seconds of silence passed, you grew more impatient and lifted your foot to harshly slam into the cushions of the couch, between the legs of Jackson, impling that if he wanted to keep that thing between his legs, he’d start talking.
“Bam was the one who told me!”  Bambam let out a sound of betrayal as you rolled your eyes.
“Well, no shit, really?  I don’t know who else I decided to seek help from, a horrible decision I realize now.”  You shifted to barely blare at Bam who visibly jumped at your gaze.
“I didn’t want to!  When I came back to my room, Jackson kept asking me what we talked about.  He was like a broken record and he wouldn’t shut up!”  Jackson gasped.
“I was NOT a broken record!”
“You wouldn’t leave me alone!”
“I was curious and you wouldn’t tell me!”
“I was a secret for a reason!”
“Yeah, but-”
“ENOUGH!” You had sounded your booming voice, effectively shutting them up with small ‘yes ma’am’s falling from their whimpering voices.  You moved your foot back to the ground and closed your eyes, rubbing at your temples at the strong oncoming headache you had forming.  You then felt a soft had on the nape of your neck, rubbing it slightly as you turned to see JB smiling down at you, in both endearment and comfort.  He had, at sometime, moved to the first floor.  As amused as he was, he knew you’d get a headache from all of this and just worsen your mood.
“Let’s just let them off the hook if they apologize, okay?”  His smile and his soft voice soothing your pounding head made you roll your eyes; you couldn’t say no to him. You looked to the two on the couch as they looked at each other and then moved to the ground, bowing to you and apologizing sincerely. Maybe you were a bit harsh no that you had time to calm down a fraction.  
“Yeah, fine, it’s okay.  Just get up and go help with breakfast.”  You huffed out as the two rose and offered you a small hug each, which you returned with a small smile before they ran off.  You sighed as JB placed a small kiss to your temple.  
“I never even got to say a proper good morning.”  You chuckled at his playful tone as you rolled your neck, his hand still massaging it.  
“Good morning to you too.”  The two of your were then approached by a smiling Youngjae, a closed fist holding something in his palm, and a glass of water.  “Youngjae?” He opened his fist to reveal two small pills.
“You were yelling a lot and moving really fast right after waking up.  I’m sure your head must hurt, so I brought you some medicine and water.”  You wanted to hug him, he was seriously the softest person here, you sometimes forgot he was a criminal hacker, notorious for his undercover work. You took the glass and the medicine and took it, huffing out a breath when the water pushed the pills down your throat.
“Thanks.”  He nodded.
“They should kick in soon, just don’t overexert yourself again and soon your headache will be long gone.”  You nodded as he moved to the kitchen, muttering to himself on how he needed to fill up Cocoa’s, the dog JB had brought home to him, food and water dish.
JB still remembers that morning every now and again to give himself a good laugh.  Because of that one morning, he’s come up with his way of waking you that wouldn’t result in a serious pounding. Like now, as he kissed at your forehead and rubbed at your back for you to get up with him, which you did do.  
The two of you left the room, JB waking in front of you as you trudged behind, still tired and rubbing the sleep out of your eyes.  Jb always tried to be the first one awake, along with you, so that things could get done without the loudness that is the rest of the boys.  However, sometimes Jinyoung would surprise them and be awake already, sitting in the coffee drinking coffee, like today.  
“You’re up early.”  JB spoke to him as Jinyoung looked at you over the rim of his mug. He pointed his pinky out in your direction, watching as you took a seat at the table, supporting your cheek in your palm.
“So is she.”  You mockingly chuckled at him as you then followed it with a hiss.  He just scoffed and took another sip of his hot beverage as JB loitered around in the fridge.  Normally when Jinyoung was awake, you and he would make breakfast as Jb had the liberty of waking everyone up; but he decided that it’d be a fend for yourself morning and they can get up when they wanted.  
“Babe, you want breakfast,” JB spoke as he looked in the fridge.  
“I’m fine thanks,” replied Jinyoung in a teasing voice, making JB nearly fall into the cool appliance.  He looked over his shoulder to see you throwing something that was on the table at Jinyoung while he just chuckled and continued to drink his coffee.  JB then looked at you, while you made eye contact.
“Do you want anything?” He asked with a smile, earning a grin from Jinyoung who was deciding if he wanted to answer again.  You glared at Jinyoung before you sighed and shook your head.
“No, I’m not hungry yet.”  JB nodded and pulled out a bottle of water.  He walked the table and put it in front of you.
“Hungry or not, at least drink some water.” He placed a kiss on your cheek before his phone vibrated in his pocket.  Pulling it out, he furrowed at the number while you paused mid-drink. He looked at Jinyoung who had sat down his coffee mug and moved to slightly hang off the chair he was on. “Wake them up.”  
“Roger that.”  Jinyoung got up and raced upstairs as JB turned to you and put a hand on your shoulder.  
“I have business.  Stay here and wake up a bit yeah?  We’ll just be in the meeting room.”  There was one room in the base that was completely off limits to you.  It was specifically used for when the boys had plans for a job or had work to plan out on their own.  You never knew what was in there, and it was slightly eating away at you, but all you did when JB told you was nod.  You’d always nod, not letting him know of your curiosity.
“Go work then.”  You offered a small smile when he squeezed your shoulder a bit before walking off and into the room at the far end of the first floor.  Soon after, the boys came filing down one by one after Jinyoung.  
“He already in there?”  Jinyoung would call to you and you’d just call back.
“Yup.”  Once Jinyoung was gone, down came Youngjae and Mark, Yugyeom, then Jackson and Bambam trailing behind.  All of them disappearing into that one room you’re not allowed in, that one room that always made you remember that your family of 7 boys were a pack of criminals.  A pack of criminals who, a year ago, kidnapped you.  
You had put your past behind you by now, but it was always a trip when you were thrown back into the reality of what the boys have done, will do, or what they’re capable of.  Jinyoung and Mark could shot a man dead in the head without batting an eye, Jackson could break someone’s arms without hesitation, Bambam wouldn’t flinch if he got into a knife fight with someone, Yugyeom could easily brawl with someone and beat them within an inch of their life bare handed and Youngjae would easily hack into anything he wished, spying, tracking and sabotaging anything electronic based.  
Then there was JB.  He wasn’t just the leader because of his age, he was the leader because of his skill.  He was the one who trained Jinyoung on the ways of guns, who in turn trained Mark, he’s the one who motivated Jackson and Yugyeom to use their strengths, he showed Youngjae a path he could take that didn’t get blood stained on his hands, and he helped Bambam find his potential when he was lost.  
He wasn’t just a leader, he helped his team find their way, and with that, they were loyal to him.  Sure, they had their spats, but what family didn’t?  JB was manipulative, he was able to get into someone’s head, make them act the way that he wanted, he was clever, sly and had connections through blackmail he held above people’s head.  He didn’t have a weakness, or at least you didn’t see one, but he knew he had at least two weaknesses.  
His team and you.  
His fear of losing one of his brothers and his fear of ever losing you haunted him.  It’d keep him up some nights, what would he do if something happened that he didn’t prepare for, something he didn’t know how to work with, something that resulted in losing someone for good?  He didn’t know, and that terrified him.  That was why he never let you in that room, if you stepped in that room, you’d have to stop sitting on the border of criminal or innocent.
If you walked in that room, you’d be considered a full blooded criminal.  
Too many secrets and missions lay in that room.  Too many things that keep him on constant alert, too many dangerous threats.  He wouldn’t let you in, no matter what and he hoped you would never try and come in.  
They were in the room all morning, and when you had finished your water, you refilled it before putting it back in the fridge and turned to the door across the main floor.  Metal and bare, tucked in a corner.  You didn’t even know how big the room was, let alone what was inside.  You silently toed over to the door and stood beside the door frame, letting your curiosity get the best of you, hoping to catch a bit of conversation.
You jumped as you head the clattered of a chair hit the ground, after what you guessed was someone kicking it.  What was going on in there?
“How did they even find out?!”  The voice was Mark’s.  Mark didn’t raise his voice often, he was more soft spoken and was quiet.  So listening to his shout wasn’t a good sign to you. The boys tried to calm him down, while he just shouted at them.  “Get your hands off me!  Jaebum, what are we going to do?”  Mark was older than Jaebum, but never acted like it.
There was silence before there was a sound of footsteps getting closer to the door.  You pushed off the wall, bolting to the stairs and skipping up them before shutting yourself in the bathroom.  You didn’t have a story, but you were too anxious right now to go back out and act like nothing had happened.  
You head the sound of someone kicking something down stairs and shouting curses at nothing, and that someone was JB.  Whatever they were talking about, it wasn’t good, far from it.  As nothing they talk about in that room is good, but this seemed worse than the other times.  So, with a strong intent on not going out there, you started stripping yourself of your clothes to take a shower.  
When you had peeled off your clothes, remaining only in your underwear, you jumped at the sudden knock at the door.
“Y/N? Are you in there?”  It was JB.
“Yeah, I’m going to take a shower.  Hold on.”  You slipped your shirt back on and opened the door, revealing a distraught looking JB.  He sighed when you appeared in front of him, almost relaxing.  “You okay?”  You’d ask him, as if you didn’t over hear part of their meeting.  
“Yeah, I’m okay. Just checking on you.”  He moved his hand to pass through your hair again before he pulled you to him, holding you to his chest around your shoulders.  He buried his face in your neck, his nose trailing around the crook of your shoulder.  You rubbed on his back as you held you tight enough to break you to your toes, heels lifting off the ground.  
“Are you sure you’re okay?  I can let you shower first, you seem so stressed.”  Your brow furrowed in concern as he shook his head.  
“Some new information we received just shook me up.  It was from another unit, like us, and they just found something out about us.”  It worried you when he spoke like this.  “It scares me and I don’t know what to do.”  He shook in your arms as you pulled him into the bathroom with you and shut the door with your foot.  
Now he held you in piracy and you felt him continue to tremble in fear.  Whatever it was that had him shaken, it genuinely terrified you.  You could guarantee that if JB looked down the barrel of a gun pushed again his eyes, he wouldn’t do anything be remain completely calm, but now he was holding you and trembling in cold, solid fear.  Fear about something you had no clue about.  He was scared and at a loss for what to do, and you had no idea how you could even begin to help him.
So, you just decided to hold him.   
You stroked his head, rubbed his back and would talk to him softly about anything and everything you could think of that might calm him down.  You had even pulled at the hem of his sweats, as all morning he hadn’t been wearing a shirt as he came straight from bed.  
“You should shower, it’ll help calm you down, okay?”  You pulled away from him as you cupped his cheeks, pushing his head to look at you.  His arms were still loosely linked around your waist, dropping from your shoulders.
“You calm me down.”  You shook your head in amusement of his childishness.  
“Then I’ll shower with you, deal?”  He only nodded as you removed your clothes like before and he rid himself of his own.  You had seem each bare before, and so when you entered the shower, nothing happened but you mission to calm him down.  
You’d stand on the side of the tub, balancing to wash his hair because of his height, and you’d help release the tension and knots in his back with subs of soap and rubbing it into his skin.  In turn, he’d wash your own hair and back for you and even when everything was clean and done, he still just hold you.  He held you under the water to his chest, the warm water hitting your back slowly turning chilled.
“JB, we should get out or else we’ll use all the hot water.  I don’t want to hear Youngjae whine from a cold shower all through the base again.”  JB managed to crack a small chuckle at the memory of the whines from Youngjae when he was the last to shower one morning with a balls freezing shower.  “There’s a smile.  Now, let’s get out and get dressed, yeah?”  He nodded as the water was turned off and you stepped out to grab him and yourself a towel.
“We’ll have to go to the room in towels, I didn’t bring extra clothes and neither did you.”  You smiled at him as he wrapped it around his waist, you wrapping your own around your chest.  You left the bathroom, telling JB to head to the room while you scanned the downstairs for Youngjae, who was sitting on the ground, playing with Cocoa, an almost sad smile on his face.
“Youngjae!”  You shouted to him, resulting in him snapped his head up to you. He nearly turned tomato red seeing you in only a towel and still wet from the shower.  “Go ahead and take a shower before the other boys do, okay?”  He nodded as he smiled at you, his normal radiance showing again and the sadness from before gone.  Maybe you just imagined it?
When went to the shared room of your’s and JB’s while you two began changing.  You watched as he picked out clothes to wear, and you knew he’d be leaving today.  
He chose a long sleeved black turtle neck that clung to his torso and exposed his muscles along with black cargo pants with pockets and slips along the pant leg.  You watched as he pulled a pair of fingerless gloves from one of his drawers and socks with a black cap and mask.  
You had just put on a pair of ripped jeans, an a long sleeved shirt that was just one size too big.  You didn’t bother with your hair and wore a pair of black socks, as brighter colors tended to be easily dirtied.  You watched as he sat on the bed and pulled on his socks, walking over to him and rubbed his shoulder.  He looked to you as he sighed.
“You're going out to work today, aren’t you?”  He nodded.  
“I’m sorry.  I really, really don’t want to.  Not today.”  He looked at the ground as you shook your head and moved to rub the back of his stiff neck.  
“Hey, it’ll be okay.  I’ll be here when you get back.  Are all the boys going?”  He nodded.
“Yeah, it’s a big deal, this job.  I have to take all of them.” You nodded in understanding.
“Just be safe.  I’ll go down and make some food for you guys before you leave, it’s not good if you do your job hungry.  Plus, I’m sure Yugyeom will just whine the entire way there if he’d not fed.”  You smiled to him, trying to reassure him.  He took your hand and ran his fingers over your knuckles, happy for you trying to make him smile.  He nodded at you.
“If you would, that'd be great.  Thank you.”  You nodded to him, a big smile on your face.
“It’s no problem at all!”  With a quick kiss to his cheek, you ran out of the room and down the stairs to start doing whatever in the kitchen.  He watched your back until you turned out of his sight and his thoughts consumed him again.  
“How did they find out that you were with me?”  
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After all the boys had showered and gotten dressed, they all greeted you in their normal ways and sat to eat the food you had made them. It wasn’t anything big, since you were short on time, but anything was better than nothing.  One by one they finished their plates and piled them into the sink where you said that you’d get to it later.  
You watched as they armed themselves with their weapons of choice and geared up with communication wires and hid themselves in caps and masks; a few even putting on sunglasses, one of which being Youngjae.  He didn’t want his entire face known to where ever they were going.  He was a secret infamous hacker after all.  
They had moved all their equipment out to their van as JB stayed with you for a moment more.  He just stood in front of you, his hand holding yours as Jinyoung called from the van that they had to go.  He just looked at you, something clouding his usually strong gaze.  You just smiled at him.
“Come home safe.  I’ll be waiting, okay?”  
“Promise?”
“I promise.”  He squeezed your hand before he dropped it and ran to the van and you watched it pull out, seeing the boys waving out the windows before it was out of sight.  You straightened up the base, getting laundry sorted out and what not, they’re more or less need to wash their clothes when they got back; safety purposese and all. It was 20 minutes after they left when you started the dishes.  It was silent, save for the sound of the water faucet, when you heard a rather loud sound of glass being shattered in another room.  
You jumped as you turned and looked around.  You definitely knew where it came from, but part of you was scared to check it out.  But you had to check to see what had caused the sound, even if it did come from the meeting room. She knew he shouldn’t go in, but as she crossed the room to the door, she tightly held a plate in her hand.  If anything, she could just hit someone or whatever caused the sound with it.  
He slowly turned the handle of the door and pushed it open, a strange gush of wind hitting her face as she did so.  She stepped inside and looked around.  There was a large wooden table with all sorts of papers and files on it, a bulletin board with a large map and tacks with string connecting them.  Pictures of faces all over the board is what caught your attention.  
You walked over to the board and looked at them. There were 7 photographs of different men with labels over each one.  The positions were nearly the same as your group of boys.  Hackers, gunsmen, combat specialists and the leader.  There was a large, bolded label beneath the photos label ‘Bangtan’, so you assumed that’s what their little group was called.
“Are these the people JB was worried about?”  You looked them over for a brief second more before you decided to look for reason you came in here.  The sound of breaking glass.  
Looking around, the only think you saw was towards the ceiling, a small horizontal window was shattered.  Maybe an animal had thrown a rock at it or something?  You tried to ignore the fact that everything you tried to think it was, was probably wrong.  The window was large enough for a person to slip through and with all the tree outside, it wouldn’t be hard to get in.  
You felt your breath start to quicken as you took a few steps back, ready to leave the room.  You turned to leave, but screamed and dropped your plate as you saw a small, quick black figure rush at you from a corner they had been hiding it. 
They pushed you against the table, your back pushing against the top if it, making papers fly off the tabletop and others to crumple under you.  Your toes brushed the ground as the person pinned your neck down.  You kicked with your legs, tried to pry who ever this was off you while you tried in a blind panic to pry their arms off your neck; your nails leaving scratches on their wrists.  
“Sorry ‘bout this.”  Was all the person said before your blurry vision caught sight of one of his arms lifting up, holding something that looked to be the shape of a pistol, before harshly slamming it’s end into your head, knocking you, completely and utterly, unconscious.  
When your squirming stopped and your body fell limp, the person who was holding you let go over your neck and your body pulling you down off the table to collapse onto the floor.  The person looked at their wrists with small kitten like scratches and red, raised flesh at your attempts of freedom and seethed.  
The person was a man, and he was dressed in all black, as most people tended to do when they did something like this.  HIs shirt clung to him as it’s sleeves only came down to barely pass his elbows.  He wore a watch and black pants with boots.  His white hair peeked out from under his beanie and his covered his face with a mask.  
He pulled a small polaroid camera from a pouch he had attached to his right leg and quickly snapped a picture of your unconscious body on the floor.  He set the camera on the table after pulling the photo and waited for it to appear.  He moved your head as he knelt to your body and examined the wound he gave you.  
Blood still slowly oozed down the side of your face as your eyes were shut, lips parted slightly.  You’d live, but you’d wake up with a headache, that’s for sure.  He had no choice in the matter though, you made it impossible for him to work if you were still conscious.  He had a job to do after all.  He felt his phone vibrate in his pocket as he stood up and answered the call, knowing it was from his own boss.  
“You get her yet?”  The voice spoke into the phone.  The man looked down to you and he nudged you with his foot slightly, ensuring you were out cold.  
“Yeah, I got her.  Tore up my wrists though, bitch.” He muttered under his breath.
“Get her back here ASAP Suga, we don’t have a lot of time left.”  He nodded.
“Will do.”  Suga ended the call and noticed as the picture of you laying unceremoniously on the ground had fully cured.  He took a mark from his pouch the camera was in and wrote at the bottom of the photo before he picked your body up, and left through the front door so casually it was almost sickening, before he piled your body in the backseat of a car and then took off; leaving both the camera and photo behind for your little group to find later.
The game has officially begun.
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“Y/N!”  JB had stormed into the base that afternoon, after his mission had turned out to be a busy.  A false lead someone had lead him into and the sinking pit in his stomach, known as fear, only heightened when he realized it. The boys had raced in after him, all clearly panicked along with their leader.
“I’ll check upstairs, Bam, you take the roof.”  Yugyeom called to Bambam.
“Roger that.”  Jinyoung ran out the back of the building while Mark and Jackson covered the outside.  Youngjae searched around the first floor with JB, who was in the kitchen right now.  The sink had still been filled with dishes from the morning while the water was still running.  The sink hadn’t been stopped thankfully, but it was odd to him.  You wouldn’t just leave things off and unfinished like this.  
“JB!” He snapped to when he heard Youngjae’s panic laced voice.  He moved to see the younger boy in the entrance to the meeting room.  “The door was open….”  JB raced in the room, and saw the shattered glass on the floor as well as the small spots of, now dried, blood on the ground.  He walked around to the table where some papers were scattered around, but more than anything, walked towards the camera that he knew wasn’t his.  
He saw the corner of a hidden photograph under the camera as he slid it out to look at it.  His eyes nearly popped out of his sockets as he gripping his fists tightly, his short nails digging into his palms. “WE GOT THE PRINCESS,” was what was written on the bottom of the photo. His face began to burn in rage as he grabbed the camera, and with strong, pure rage, he flung it against the bulletin board at the group of photos; at Bangtan.  
“God- fucking- Dammit!”  Youngjae jumped and moved out of the way as his leader stormed past him, and up the stairs only to slam the door to his room, shutting himself in there.  Jinyoung had watched him and made his way to the meeting room where Youngjae looked like he was ready to cry at the photo he was holding.  Youngjae looked at Jinyoung, sorrow in his eyes.  
“Jinyoung…”  He raced to the younger boy and pulled his head to rest on his shoulder.  “They took her…” He let out small sobs as Jinyoung took the photo and felt his own anger build up.  He told Youngjae to go sit on the couch as he got the rest of the boys.  Jinyoung passed around the photo to show the boys. There were mixed reactions.  Yugyeom had reacted the same as Youngjae with his tears and fear of your abduction, Bambam was just as anger as Jinyoung was and was just shouting about how something needed to be done and Jackson was, for once, speechless.  He couldn’t process that fact that you weren’t here.  
“Those psychopaths took Y/N, we have to go get her before they go and go God knows what!”  Bambam’s face was red, all his blood rushing to his head and his breath quickening with his panic mixed cocktail that is the emotion of fear.  
“We all know this, but we can’t just go in guns blazing you idiot.”  Jinyoung was trying to be the voice of reason, as their leader was currently probably having a breakdown of his own.
“Why not?!”  Jinyoung slammed his hand on the table.
“They already hurt her once, we don’t think things out Y/N will fucking die!  Any more stupid ass questions?!”  His temper flared and entitled silence.  Yugyeom looked up at the second floor, looking at the shut door of the shared room.
“JB, is he okay?”  
“I doubt it,” Jackson whispered.  “If my girlfriend just got kidnapped from the place she called home while I was out on a job, that turned out to be a fake, I’d be in the same position.” Everyone looked anywhere they could, to try to get their minds focused, but nothing helped.  Youngjae wouldn’t smile, all he did was frown and cry, not even when Cocoa, who had been spooked near to death, climbed on his lap, all he did was cry.  
“I’ll go talk to him.”  Mark had stood from where he sat.  “If we need to get things moving, we need him.  He’s is complete distress right now, and if he stays this way, we might as well kiss Y/N goodbye.  Without a leader who can properly get us started in the right direction, Y/N is as good as dead.”  
“Don’t say that!”  Bambam shouted at his senior.  Mark didn’t find it offensive or rude, everyone is on edge right now.
“It’s the worst case scenario, but a scenario we still need to be aware of.”  His blunt reply just earned a frustrated groan from Bambam.  Yugyeom had gotten off the couch and moved Bambam to come outside with him, so he can calm down.  Yugyeom had the best calming effect on Bambam, they were best friends, so it was the best course of action.  Jinyoung looked at Mark who started towards the stairs.
“Take care of him.”  Mark waved in confirmation at Jinyoung.
“Consider it done.”  He moved up the stairs and soon disappeared into the room. 
JB had practically tore the room apart.  The blankets from the bed had been disheveled and pulled off, books and items from shelves were on the floor in unorganized, messy patterns and the chair that sat at the desk in the corner of the room was clear across the room on the ground, below a hole in the wall that clearly indicated JB had chucked the chair in rage.  
The said man himself, sat at the end of his bed with his knees up, on the floor, and his elbows rests on his knees, pushing his palms into his face.  His fingers slightly pulled angry at his bangs that were pushed out of his face as his deep breaths were shown in his heavily rising and falling shoulders.  Mark moved to sit beside the leader and lazily through his arms over his knees, his hand dangling in front of him as he looked around the mess of the room again.  
“You really did a number on his room.”  Mark all but muttered as he took in a quick breath through his nose and tapped his feet on the ground, not sure where to start talking.  He said he’d talk and help, but he had no idea how to do that.
“Why didn’t I notice the flaws in that stupid fake lead. Why didn’t I ignore it.”  Mark looked at JB as he watched his jawline move with his words, not really able to see his face, let alone his mouth.  His words were slightly muffled, his hands causing the issue.  “If I had done a better fucking job, Y/N would still- she’d still-”
“You’re acting like she’s already dead.”  Mark’s blunt, nonchalant reply irked JB.  He moved his hand to glared out of the corner of his eye at the older man.  “Yes, things are shitty, we took a bad lead and now Y/N is gone, but it could be worse.”  JB sprung from his fetal like position and grabbed the collar of Mark’s shirt.
“How could this be worse?!  We were played, juped and Y/N, my fucking girlfriend, has been taken by a group of 7 pieces of horseshit who had lead us on in the first place!”  Mark grabbed JB’s wrist, and kicked his gut, pushing the man off him and pinned him to the ground.
“You wanna know how it could be worse Jaebum?  Let me tell you.”  His grip on JB was firm, not allowing him to move.  Mark didn’t intend one a brawl, but if that’s what it took to snap him out of it, then that’s what he’d do.  “We could have come back to see Y/N’s body, cold and dead on the floor, but we didn’t.  She could have been murdered and left for us to find, but she wasn’t.  She’s still alive out there, and we just need to find her.  You act like you’ve already lost and you haven’t even started trying yet!  If you really care about your fucking girlfriend, if you care about Y/N at all, you’ll stop giving up before trying and actually give a damn!”
Mark throw a spontaneous punch at JB’s right cheek, finally giving the last push he needed to come out of his blinded rage.  JB’s mind had cleared, just a small hole thanks to Mark.  He just lay on the floor now, not moving and not looking back at Mark.  He just kept his head turned as he thought.  He thought about you, how he missed you, how he wanted you back and how he would go through hell to get you back.  
“Are you finally ready to start getting to work, or do you need another reminder.” Mark drew his fist back slightly as JB turned to finally look at the man above him.  His were still angry, but not they were more than that.  They were focused, determined, ready to fight.  Mark smirked at him.
“I think I'll go without that second strike.  One is plenty.” Mark dryly chuckled as he got off him and grabbed his arm, pulling JB to his feet along with himself.  
“What a shame, I had a second one all ready to go.”  JB smirked at him as he left the room, Mark behind him. He was greeted with the mixed faces of his team on the first floor again before he looked at each of them.  Each face morphed into a face of determination, ready to fight, when JB seemed to be ready to lead them.  
“You have a plan?”  Jinyoung asked JB.  He looked at his watch before he mentally took into account his ammunition in the van right now.
“Yes.  Meeting room, right now.  We’re getting Y/N back.”  The boys sprung off the couch and chairs and ran to the room, ready to work when Mark patted JB’s shoulder.
“Lead us to our princess, or great Leader. I don’t want to be stuck with a bunch of guys again.  How lame would that be.”  He walked past JB and into the room, where the rest were waiting on him, calling at him to hurry up so they could start.  He wasn’t alone, he had a family, and with their help, he’d get you back.  No matter what he had to go through.
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When you slowly started coming to, your head pounded and your eyesight was blurred.  Blinking several times in hopes that it would clear up, you lifted your head from it’s dropped position, neck biting with a dull pain.  You looked around, you were in an unfamiliar room, a table in the corner with a lamp and an old, dusty cot that looks like no one had laid in it for years.  It was dark and devoid of windows and it had a tangent, musty smell of stagnant air.  
After scoping where you were, you had tried to move your body and quickly found you were bound to a chair.  Bound with a harsh, splintering rope, you were happy to have long sleeves on, because it was your sleeves that was keeping your skin from taking on the harsh texture full on. Your ankles were also bound, just as your wrists and you finally got a hold of yourself to realize that you were also gagged.  A thick piece of cloth was tied around your head, no doubt the knot at the back tangled with your hair as you breathed harshly through your nose.  
The chair you sat in was fastened to the ground, so even if you had the strength to try and move the chair with yourself, you had zero chance of doing so.  You could feel the dried blood, caked and crusted on the side of your face as you mouth tasted like iron.  Your mind started to whirl into overdrive as the door, at the front of the room, clicked with the sound of unlocking and was soon pushed open.  
You winced, squinting your eyes as the light from the outside flooded the room and seemed to attach your vision.  You blinked a few times, eyes still narrow and saw a two figures in the doorway.  One was smaller, slimmer, while the other stood taller and seemed more wide shouldered.  You stared at the smaller one, recognizing their body size and shape, and deemed that they were the one who brought you into this mess.  
He was the one who had knocked you unconscious with the blunt end of a gun and dragged your body out of your home.  He was the one who kidnapped you.  
“Well, you’re awake much sooner than expected,” the taller man spoke.  You only shot him a glare, with your mouth gagged, you couldn’t speak.  Your body tensed as he walked towards you and grabbed the gag, pulling it down, out of your mouth and now around your neck.  You hissed as the knot at the back of your head pulled strands of your hair.  
“You really don’t know how to treat a woman do you.”  You seethed out at the man in front of you.  “Short stuff over there proved that already, thanks to him, I have a nice little gash on my head.”  The smaller man jumped to as he approached you.
“You left me no choice, you were squirming around way too much and I had a job to do.”  
“Yes, because I was going to willingly let myself walk off with some stranger who is more than likely just as criminally active as the place he decided to break into. Oh, and by the way, for future reference, if you wanna be sneaky, don’t break a window in a room that leads to the main area were anyone could see you.  That’s just piss poor planning.”  
Your words continued to irk the smaller boy, while it seemed to amuse the taller one.  He chuckled at your attitude, surprised at how you can run your mouth in a situation that is less than desirable.  You only looked and glared at the man.
“What’re you laughing about?”  He crossed his arm and bent down to grab your chin and jerk your head up to look at him.  You narrowed your eyes, recalling his face from one of the photos in the meeting room back at the base.  He was the leader and you were no doubt in some isolated room that was under Bangtan’s rule.  You pulled your chin away, but only to have it gripped harder and pulled back to him.  
“I prefer eye contact when I’m speaking to someone.”  He looked you over, moving you head with your chin and keeping it firm in his hand.  “I can see why those rookie 7 kept you around.  You’re easy on the eyes.”  You furrowed your brows and jerked your chin away and fast enough to grab ahold of his thumb and harshly bite down on it.  
The man hissed as he pulled it from your teeth and then, instinctively, slapped the back of his hand against your face.  He waved around his hand, hissing at his red thumb as you you huffed with a now red cheek.  
“Clearly someone doesn’t have an idea on how to deal with people.”  He seethed at you, his octave lowering. YOu fought back with your casual snarky attitude.
“Practice what you preach Leader,” he seemed a bit surprised you called him by his position, “you’ve not only demanded me, a woman, but also rather disgustingly commented on my looks like some pig and then laid your hands on me.  I don’t think I’m the one in the wrong here.”
“So, you’ve got intel?”  He was surprised, yet amused.  You looked at the smaller boy then back to the leader.  
“I’ve got enough.”  
“Well, enough to just now our faces and positions isn’t going to cut it sweetheart.  Names are preferable.” You rose your brow at him. Was he really willing to give up names in a situation like this?  You figured he had no intention on letting you go, so that was his voice of reason his head, but you had other plans.  In time, he would figure that out.  
“Well, are you gonna let the silent friendly ghost tell me, or are you going to open your mouth again. I’m no physic, so talk already.”  He clicked his tongue in amusement at you, jerking his head in an amused manner.
“Ahh, such a charmer you are.”  The man pointed to the smaller one close to him with his thumb.  “The one who brought you here when I asked him to is Suga.”  
“Suga? Sound’s fake.”  Suga huffed, moving his head away from you before muttering under his breath.
“Of course it’s a fake name, idiot.”  You furrowed your brows at him.
“Yah, I’d appreciate if you wanna insult me, you do it to my face instead of look away like a rebellious child too afraid to stand up to their mother thank you very much.”  Disgarding your small quarrel, the leader got your attention back by giving his own alias.
“RM.  Just call me that.”  
“Oh, so no cute pet names?  Ehhh, I dunno if RM is gonna stick, ya feel?  You look too much like an egg.  Can’t I just call you that?  It’ll be in endearment, I swear.”  Your voice was thick in sarcasm and attitude that it irked RM, just enough to where he had to bit on his lip and advert his eyes to keep from losing his temper again.
He looked back to you, grabbing your neck firmly. Not enough to cut off your passage of your oh-so-beloved air, but enough for it for his fingertips to push just enough into your skin to leave small, faint bruises later; leaving the area of flesh tender and sore for some time.
“You’re bait, so start acting like bait.” Well, you got the reason why you were here, now you just need to keep pushing to get the why they were after your family.  Those 7 boys were family, ever since a year ago, they were the only thing you had left.  You couldn’t afford to get them into a situation that is beyond stupid.  You had to fight for yourself here, you had no one to save you.
You fought back the urge to wince and tense up around your neck with RM’s hand still placed around it and challenged his glare with one of your own.  One you had perfected from glaring at the boys on a daily for various reasons.  A small skill, but a skill nonetheless.  
“What do you want with them?  I can’t say whether or not you’ve met before, but the past year I can say for certain that they haven’t had anything to do with you.  What could you possibly want from them, you go so far as to kidnap a woman in hopes of luring them in?”  RM rolled his eyes, sighing.  His annoyance was becoming more and more abundantly clear, and a small part of you feared begin struck once again.  But, if you could get answers, then you could will yourself to take a few more hits.
“There was a little rumor about, saying little leader JB got himself a little whore to play with.”  You glared at RM as he got closer to your face, smirking all the while, seeming to gain back a bit of his lost patience with you.  “So, I just acted before anyone else did.  It’s all in good fun here, doll.”  You rose your brow, clearly annoyance and a bit confused.
“Fun?  You broke in your my home, sent your little fuck boy,”  you gestured with your eyes to Suga in the corner, “to kidnapped me, tied me to a chair and then put me where I am right now, having this lousy conversation, all for a bit of fun?” The heightening anger in your voice made RM chuckle as he pushed himself closer to your face, making you twitch.
“Everything we do in this business is all in good fun.  Killing, stealing, hacking, anything we do.  It’s because it’s fun to us.  All of us are the same, if you think that your rag tag GOT7 is any different,” he chuckled, “well, then you have a big wake up call honey.”  Your tempter reaching its peak, you threw your forehead in a rapid motion to connect harshly with RM’s.  
He yelled as he stumbled backwards, his fingers leaving red, raised marks on your neck as he cradled his head in his palm.  Suga moved towards his leader in a quick motion before checking on his poor, injured head.
“They aren’t anything like you scumbags.  They’d never lay a hand on a woman unless they absolutely had to.  They’ve taken hits among hits from women before.  There are jobs they hate taking and I know because I’m the one they come to when they need help, advice and I’m there to make sure they know, no matter what they do, they’ll never be evil to me.  They care, maybe no at much as they should, but they do.  You are just unfair, grotesques and sickening men who act like cattle, sticking together and making nose while all your headed to in the future is a slaughterhouse.”  
You’re short monologue, although drenched in anger and your breath heavy from all the stress pushed upon you in such a short time, only snapped the last straw.  RM’s temper had flared, just after yours, as he raised his foot to slam into your gut, his heel pushing harshly and painfully into your pelvis.  
You bit at your bottom lip, trying to hold back the whimpers of pain, but not stopping them completely, as you let small whines out. With each whine, the weight of his foot increased and you can feel your gut scream.  Your head had ducked forward on instinct of the pain, but only did you regret it when your scalp screamed when your hair was harshly pulled upwards and your head lifted to look at RM’s harsh glare.  
“I suggest you shut your mouth, or else we really will have to do something about it.  Loud, obnoxious girls just aren’t my type.”  You bit back the instinct to shoot back a smart remark, but the pain in your gut and your head kept you from saying anything at all.  
The small bit of relief, and your huff of air hurt as his foot was removed and he ripped his hand from your hair before stepping out with Suga and smalling your isolated room’s door.  You breathed sharply as your breathing hurt in your gut and your lip was swollen from you biting back your sounds of pain.  
You sat for a moment in the room, just thinking.  Eventually, you knew that the boys would come storming into, where ever you were being held.  If your mind was in the same thinking process as that of a criminal, you figured that when that happened, someone would come and take you out to use as a sort of shield from harm, threatening your safety for their actions.  
You’d have to be patient until then.  
You had startled awake when the door to your room was slammed open.  You were unaware of when or how you fell asleep and you were barely registering anything until everything sleep state wise was ripping from you, just as you were ripped off the chair.  Your hands and ankles were free, but your hands were held behind your back by a pair of hands who also pushed your forwards.  
You heard shouting as you were pushed down halls that weren’t familiar and you had a feeling that the only reason you were being moved at all was because they were here.  They showed up.  You testingly twisted your wrists held tightly behind you, trying to see if there was any way to get out of the grasp you were in.  But, there was nothing.  Whoever was behind you, had a grip of experience.  You weren’t going anywhere unless something happened to him or distracted him for just one second.  
“Where are you taking me?”  You seethed out at the man behind you.  He was shorter, almost like Suga from earlier.  His hair bleached blonde and, despite his size, you could clearly tell that he was stronger than you were.  It was fine, all you had to do was think and you’d get out of here unscathed.  
“Just move it.”  He opened up a door to a wide, open room, pushing you inside, making you stumble as he let go of you.  You whipped back to him to glare at him, but took note of the sudden silence.  
“Y/N!”  You jumped at the familiar voice and looked back into the room where you could see, across at the other side of the open space was JB.  But, it wasn’t just him.  Everyone stood with him, even Youngjae who hated being in the front lines.  
“Jaebu-agh!”  Your relief filled smile lasted but a moment before your neck was ceased into a hold by someone’s arm around your neck and your movements stopped completely when you felt that circular, chilled piece of metal against your head.  You didn’t need to stop and think when you knew you had a gun pointing a clean shot into your skull.
It was that same man who brought you here.  The only reason he let you go was to put you in this situation.  You kept your hands at your sides, gripping harshly onto the bottom of your shirt.  If you moved even an inch, nothing was stopping this man from blowing your brains out.  You looked at JB, and even at such a distance, you could see so much negative emotion in his eyes.  
But, they were in everyone’s eyes.  Everyone was panicked, scared, enraged and impatient.  They wanted nothing more than you grab you and get back home.  If you just had an opening.  If you just had one chance to move without the threat of a bullet, you could get home.  You just needed that opening.  
“You’re sick.”  JB seethed across the way as the rest of Bangtan showed up, RM stepping in the front.  His arms cross and a smug smirk on his face.
“How much do you think a young girl would sell to a whore house now adays since they’re all hidden underground in black markets?”  JB’s rage started flying off the handles as Jinyoung grabbed his shoulder, holding him back.  They spoke silently with their gazes, almost like they had something planned.
And not a second later, something did happen.  
In the small silent tension, in a split second, a window from the upper part of the room, shattered and the man behind you let out a shrill scream before he let go of you and stumbled backwards.  You took the chance to act instead of act like a fear stricken deer in headlights.  
You whipped yourself around and grabbed his unarmed arm, twisting it over your shoulder and flipping him over your back.  He flew over your small body before landing harshly on the concrete floors, coughing and hacking as you noticed the small bullet wound in his left shoulder.  You shook off your questions as you raced for his gun he had lost and quickly fired a round upwards.  
You were going to shot anyone, at least, not yet.  It was a warning shot and while you stood alone, standing above the boy you had put on the ground with a bullet wound, all was silent.  Your glare you shot at Bangtan and all its members was icy, cold and harsh.  Anyone would think that by your gaze, you had spent your life killing others, but in reality, you hadn’t taken a life at all.  
But that’s changed.  If you had to, you were willing to pick up a gun. You were willing and ready to fight for your life.  This past year had changed you and with the change, you weren’t inexperienced.  Bambam would spar with you, Jackson would teach you how to defend yourself, Jinyoung showed you how to use and maintain firearms of all kinds, Youngjae made you smarter and taught you the simplest form of hacking he could, Yugyeom helped you develop your speed, Mark taught you patience and timing and JB had taught you how to keep yourself together and keep your head.
All of these things you had learned and now, it was paying off.  You were not helpless.  You refused to be another damsel in distress.  You could take care of yourself to an extent, and if you needed help you’d ask for it, but right here, right now, all you wanted to do, was prove that you weren’t someone ordinary.  
RM had cleared his throat, clearly not expecting this type of revolt from you.  He walked towards you slowly, opening his mouth to try and compromise.
“Now, listen-”  
You wouldn't listen.  Not to him, not to Bangtan.  You lowered your gun and shot off a round, putting a bullet in his leg, watching him fall to his knee and hiss as he let out strangled cries in pain.  You started walking towards RM, as the rest of his men started to gear up, grabbing their weapons just as your boys took theirs. 
You made it without a foot of RM, looking down at him, gun pointed at the ground, watching the blood flow from his leg and listening to his continuous hissing.  
“The next time you decide to kidnap a woman, do your research.  Because this woman,”  You raised your gun, pointing it at him, “was the wrong fucking one to take.”  Before you could act, you felt someone push your head down and pull you backwards, pulling you to their chest as gun fire went off around you.  
“Y/N!”  JB, who had grabbed you, held you to his side as the two sides started to act separately.  Some of GOT7 spared off with Bangtan and some took to the side of the man who held you captive and RM.  It was all a blur because with JB rushing with you in his arm, flush to his side and the others slowly regrouping around you two, soon they made their way outside to their van, all hoped in and were soon speed off.
As Mark drove off in a speeding frenzy, Youngjae in shotgun working with his laptop to try and find the quickest route out, the rest of you all sat, out of breath in the back of the empty van.  Bambam and Jackson had wasted no time in tackling you and letting out cries for leaving you alone.  
“Listen it’s fine.  Everyone’s okay, so it’s fine.”  Yugyeom pointed to your head, the blood still dried to it and the faint scratches on your neck from RM earlier, not to mention your split lip you didn’t realize you had.  
“Yeah, you look totally fine.”  He was upset, but that was reasonable.  
“It could have been worse.” Jinyoung hissed and closed his eyes, shaking his head at you.
“Nope, don’t even go there.  I don’t want to think about anything worse happening.”  The group was silent for a moment before JB grabbed your hand and held it tightly.  You held it back as you thought back to what happened to the man holding the gun to your head.  Thinking about it, none of the boys were armed and yet, he was shot in the shoulder.
“Hey, who shot the man holding me?”  Bambam looked to JB.
“JB had contacted a rookie unit we know.  They’re rookies, but they have a sniper who’s exceptionally skilled.  Yugyeom and I knew him before, so it was a favor between friends for a friend.”  You looked to JB.
“Thankfully they look up to us for both training and supplies, so they couldn’t exactly say no. However, Chan had excellent aim as usual.”
“Chan?”  Bambam nodded.  “There’s this small faction, more like subunit to us, that Chan had started when he needed to support us.  There’s only 9 of them, and they’re still young, but they’ll learn.” You nodded.  Well, that was 9 more supportive bodies at least.  Too bad you were only learning about them now.  
The rest of the trip home was silent and when you got there, the boys insisted you go to bed and sleep off the events.  You needed rest, and not tied to a chair, but proper sleep.  Of course, they pushed JB along with you, knowing that out of everyone, he needed you the most right now.  So, taking JB’s hand, the two of your went upstairs and into your shared room.  
When you had entered, your hand was released and soon after your wrist ceased before you were yanked to JB.  He pulled you with such force, he stumbled backwards himself, hitting the wall before he started to slide his back down it.  The two of your came to sit on the ground, you between JB’s perched knees as his arms seemed to grow tighter and tighter around your shoulders.  
“You’re okay…” His voice didn’t even sound like him. It broke your heart as you just leaned in his chest more, listening to his rapid, panicked heartbeat.  
“Of course I am.  You all taught me how to defend myself.”  
“That doesn’t mean anything.  So what if we taught you bits and pieces, you had a gun to your head and I thought you were going to die.”  His voice began to crack.  “I thought I was going to lose you.  Lose everything.”  He took a shaky breath as you ran your hands over his sides.  “I was fucking terrified.”  
You knew he was, and looking back, if you hadn’t been in such a delusotionary state of rage and pure instinct, you would have been frightened to the point of stillness.  The only reason you weren’t was because you had your friends with you, your family.  You had JB right behind you, ready to defend you at any moment, and he did.  
“Jaebum,”  you spoke softly to him, “let’s just go to bed.  We’ll go wash out face, change into our comfortable clothing and just sleep.  Just trust me, it’ll help.”  
“I’m too scared to let go of you. What if-”  
“You’ll be right beside me.  What happened couldn’t be helped, it was a mistake, everyone makes them.”
“But this mistake could have been unfixable!”  You shook your head, pulling away from you and cradling his face in your hands.  His under eyes were dark, heavy black.  His face was sollen, frightened, terrified and sad.  You pulled his head down to yours, putting your forehead to his.  
“It’ll be okay.  I’m here now, and I’m safe.  So, let’s wash up and rest for the night, okay?”  Your voice was soft as his stiff shoulders seemed to relax and soon he only gave you a nod.  He stayed at your side as you washed the blood from your face and treated the split to your lip and the minuscule scratches to your neck before going back and changing.
As you crawled into bed that night, JB had nearly immediately pulled you to him, pushing you air tight to his chest, not ready to let you go until he was forced to.  He found so much reassurance in your warmth and your touch, it made him remember that you were with him again and that the time you were gone, was in the past.  
It could have ended with him bringing back a body tonight, cold and limp with a bullet in your head, but instead he got you back.  He got your warmth, your smile, your reassurance and voice.  He got his everything back.  
The fear and tension in his muscles were finally released as when he felt your breathing steadily against his chest, sleeping like an angel he had been blessed with in his cruel, tainted life. He’d never let something like this happen to you again, even if he had to go the extra mile to make you safe.  
From that day, you had acted more with them, rather than for them. You would ride along on easy scale jobs, but still sat the higher ones out.  When you had called Kyun, after you hadn’t in what felt like decades, and told him your experience, he nearly shouted your ear off before he demanded to speak to JB and then shouted his ear off.  You’d help more with Youngjae and his codes and schematics and help Jinyoung stalk, clean and test new and old firearms.  
However, through all of this, you still did your work as the resident mother of the rag tag group of 7.  But, your bold attempt on RM’s life not long ago and your cold gaze and clear intent that you meant every word and action you said and did, quickly spread through the underground community.  
Needless to say, when they knew that you were out on a run with the boys, they were all ready to steer clear of the single woman terror that was you.  All eyes on you that night saw it, they saw you and the cold side of you that you weren’t afraid of anymore.  And if any was willing to try and test you on it again.  
They’d learn the hard way that you wouldn’t hesitate to release it again.  
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Hooeee mah god.  If you made it all the way, you really deserve a gold star, and you should highkey pop by my inbox and tell me what you thought (tbh I dunno if I like this or hate it???). 
Also, I was running low on steam towards the end. This shit took forever to write, so just pardon any spelling errors and I’ll go back and reread it some check some other time, mmk? 
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Got7 Reaction: Both them and their s/o being each other’s first. (Request)
Hey guys! I’m sorry that this reaction took forever to write, it was a little bit of a challenge to write about first times. But we pulled through! Anyways I hope you enjoy these scenarios/reactions.
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JB / Im Jaebum - Tonight was your 8 month anniversary and just after dinner you and JB decide to walk around town. Although there were absolutely no secrets between the two of you, just a few weeks ago JB finally felt that it was time to reveal a secret he’s been keeping for a long time. He was a virgin. Being insecure yourself, after his reveal, you decide to confide in him and also reveal that you too, share the same secret. Typically for your anniversaries, you and JB would order take out and watch movies at home. This morning you were getting ready by slipping on sweatpants and one of JB’s sweatshirts. You looked through a wide selection of movies on Netflix, trying to find one that you’d thought you both could enjoy. Suddenly you received a text from Jaebum telling you to look inside your closet for a pink box. Confused, you walk into your closet finding a pink box. Once you carefully opened it, you gasped. In the box there was a gorgeous dress and under the dress you find a hand written note saying.
I hope you liked it. Wear this and be ready by 7:30 xoxo  
Quickly, you glanced at the clock, it walk already 4:50pm giving you a little more than two hours to get fully ready. Ditching your sweatpants and sweatshirt, you immediately hop into the shower. Once you were finished you slipped into your robe, getting started on your hair and makeup. By the time you slipped on your dress and shoes, you hear the doorbell ring. Opening the door you see Jaebum in a nice white button up polo and navy blue chinos, looking as handsome as ever. Giving you a bouquet of flowers you gladly take them and put them in a jar of water, before going to the restaurant.
All through out dinner, the tension between the two of you was enough to be cut with a knife. So walking out of the restaurant felt like a breath of fresh air. it was almost 9pm when you and JB decided to walk back to his dorm. Worried about the other members, he assured you that he had the whole dorm to himself for the next week while the others went to visit family. Unlocking the door to his room you gasped in shock at the sight in front of you. His bed was covered in rose petals. 
“Jaebum,” you marveled “You didn’t have do this” 
You turned to face him with cheeks burning pink. He slowly puts one arm around your waist, and kisses you passionately. 
“Then I guess you have to take this off and give it back” he says pulling on your dress. 
“hmm, maybe I should” You smirk before kissing him again.
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Mark - It was the morning after, you and Mark’s romantic night. Laying next to him in bed, you stare at his handsome sleeping face. It never occurred to you how handsome Mark looked when he slept. You would always sleep before he gets home from work, and wake up to an empty apartment. Although you understood Mark’s frequent absences at home, it sometimes left you lonely, especially after a hard day’s work and you just want to come home and see his smiling face. Yesterday was different. Once you came home from work, surprisingly, you find Mark sitting on the couch. 
“I didn’t know you’d be home” you say with a confusing tone as you begin to put your stuff away.
He looks up from his phone and smiles before getting up and giving you a big hug and a peck on the cheek. 
“Let’s do something” he suggests.
You glance at your watch. 8:15.
“Where are we gonna go at this time?” you ask
“Uhmm,” he starts “Let’s go to the beach”
Hesitantly, you agreed. After changing into something more comfortable (probably shorts and a long sleeve idk), you and Mark immediately drive 30 minutes heading to the beach. The moon was out and there was a nice breeze. Hand in hand you and Mark walk against the shoreline. You lean your head against his shoulder as he places a kiss on the top of your head. Suddenly, Mark removes himself from your hold. You look at him confusingly, as he begins to take off his clothes. Your eyes go wide as you see an almost naked Mark, standing in front of you in nothing but his underwear. 
“Let’s go for a swim” He says before running into the water. 
You give him a crazed look. 
“C’mon! The water’s great!” He yells splashing some of the water toward you. 
“Fine!” you exclaims as you start removing your clothes. 
Running into the water to wear Mark was, you squeal laughing as he pulls you close to him. 
“I can’t believe you’re actually doing this”
You couldn’t believe it either. It wasn’t like you to go out and do thing impulsively. Yet, for some reason, tonight had a feeling that you would remember forever. After your swim with Mark, you both dried off and went home. Once you got home the mood completely changed. The once playful vibe you two shared turned into something you couldn’t describe. Suddenly all clothes were off before you two could reach the bedroom. 
Now, here you were laying next to the man you love. Snuggling closer you feel his skin against yours. That when you realized.
“OH MY GOD!” you exclaim loudly, as you sit up.
A startled Mark suddenly wakes up looking at you worriedly.
“What’s wrong?” he asks holding your arms tightly
“We had sex!” You exclaim, “I lost my virginity”
Mark then engulfs you into a big hug. 
“You’re not mad are you? Because I lost mine too”
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Jackson - Meeting Jackson was probably the best thing that’s ever happened to you. Your past relationships were nothing compared to what you and Jackson shared. You were hopelessly in love with this man. Although your relationship with Jackson seemed perfect, there were flaws that you wanted to change. You and Jackson didn’t fight often, but when you did, you noticed that it wasn’t because of something silly like him not picking up some of his stuff or you taking forever to get ready, it was because of something deeper than that. Sometimes when you fight, the sexual tension between the two of you was unbearable. There were times where you wanted to just kiss him in mid sentence and let him do whatever he wanted to your body. You held back all those times because you were still unsure about losing your virginity. Of course, you had no doubt in your mind that you wanted to lose your virginity to Jackson, but you felt insecure sometimes overthinking about not being able to please him. 
After much thinking, you finally made up your mind. You were gonna have sex with Jackson when the opportunity is given to you. Both you and Jackson have been on edge this past week due to stresses at work. Right after work you met up with BamBam to go shopping. After about an hour you wonder to yourself why you went shopping with the kid in the first place. He could not for the life of him make up his mind about certain clothing item. So an hour and a half at the mall turned to 3 real quick. You got home exhausted. Opening the door you see an angry Jackson sitting on the couch waiting for you. 
You roll your eyes knowing what was about to happen.
“Where were you?!” He asked angrily.
“I was out with BamBam.” You say tossing your back to the side with your jacket.
“What were you two doing?” he seethed.
“We just hung out, at the mall” 
“Mhmm, sure” he scoffs
“We were!” 
“Tell me the truth. Were you two cheating?” He accused “He’s one of my best friends Y/N!!”
“THAT IS THE TRUTH.” You yelled, shocked at his accusation. 
“Bullshit Y/N I know you tw---” 
You crash your lips against his, not wanted to hear anymore. 
“You seriously think I would cheat on you?” You ask, kissing him again. 
Things got heated between you two really quick. Before you knew it, the both of you are in your room nearly undressed. Just before things furthered on, you suddenly stopped. 
“What’s wrong?” Jackson asks, with a worried look on his face.
“I’m nervous....this is my first time” you reply shyly.
He pulls you tight and kisses your forehead.
“Don’t worry babe, this is my first time too. I’ll be gentle.”
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Jinyoung / Park Jinyoung - Last night was definitely one that you’d remember forever. Yesterday started off not so great but ended in a way that you never thought would happen. The day started with a cup of coffee. On his day offs Jinyoung would take you to new cafes, where the both of you can spend time sipping on coffee and having conversations that could last for hours. This time, something was different. When you lightly brought up the topic of sex, Jinyoung looked oddly uncomfortable. Although you were a virgin, you never had any problems talking about sex openly with other people (especially since most of your friends talked about their sex lives like an open book). 
“What’s wrong?” you asked him, curiously.
“Uhm.. I’m just not used to us talking about sex so openly with each other” He says as he shifts in his seat, taking another sip of his coffee. 
“It’s just sex,” You start, “Besides, I don’t really know what it’s like...”
This time was your turn to shift uncomfortably. Talking about sex itself wasn’t a problem for you, but when it came to talking about your own sex life, let’s just say that you much rather keep that to yourself. You were pretty insecure about still being a virgin. Whenever it came a time to talk about your sex life, you often times thought that talking about your virginity scared guys away. So, that led to many failed relationships due to the lack of sex.
Suddenly Jinyoung’s vibe completely changed. It was like he was suddenly relieved from your sudden confession. 
“Me too...” he says awkwardly.
Your eyes widen, as you choke on your drink. You both continue talking about your sex lives, and it was shocking that someone as handsome as Jinyoung was still a virgin, like yourself. For a while you both talked about how your friends would always come to you two whenever they had problems regarding who they slept with or whenever they wanted to boast about their sexual conquests. Jokingly the both of you talked about having sex that night and even went out of your way to buy the stuff ‘needed’ for that night (roses, lingerie, candles, condoms....etc). 
Once you got home, headed straight for the bathroom, to try on the new lace lingerie you bought. When you got out of the bathroom, the lights were dimmed and you saw Jinyoung lighting up a few candles. Coughing, you made your presence known, and when he turned around, Jinyoung couldn’t stop staring at your body. Soon things got heated and eventually you both lost your virginity to each other. Now, here you were laying in bed with Jinyoung. His eyes flutter open as he smiles at you, kissing your forehead. 
“Good morning” he mumbles “How do you feel?”
“I feel good,” you smile “It kinda hurts though”
Suddenly he got up, placing both his hands on your cheeks.
“Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you too much did I?” He asks frantically
You smile shaking your head
“I feel great”
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Youngjae / Choi Youngjae - You and Youngjae were on the couch playing video games, like usual. Nothing was out of the ordinary for the both of you, but soon you started to get bored. Most of the time, you are always the one losing when it comes to playing video games and you hated it. Naturally instead of throwing a fit, you would just tell him that you didn’t want to play anymore. This time you had enough, you lost for the billionth time and Youngjae didn’t get the hint that you started to get annoyed. 
“No! I don’t wanna play anymore” you say pushing the controller away from you.
“Y/N it’s just a game,” he says picking up the controller, “Here I’ll let you win this time”
You roll your eyes shaking your head, and sigh. 
“I don’t want you to let me win. That wouldn’t be fair”
“Hmm. Let’s make a bet” 
“What kind of bet?” You asked, confused.
“If you win, we could do whatever you want,” He started, “If I win, we get to have sex”
“Youngjae...I’m still a virgin. I don’t wanna lose my virginity over a bet.” 
“Baby I don’t want to lose mine over a bet either, all the more reason for you to win.” He says as he cups your cheeks, lightly kissing your lips. 
Sighing. You agree, grabbing the controller. This time you were definitely going to try your hardest to win.You loved Youngjae from the bottom of your heart, and there was no doubt in your mind that you wanted to lose your virginity to him. But you always thought that when you lost your virginity, it would be romantic with roses and candles. You definitely did not want to lose it because you lost a bet. 
You and Youngjae agreed to play three rounds. Before playing, you made him promise not to take it easy on you. If you were going to win, you were going to win fair and square. The rounds between the two of you felt like a life time. By the end of the second round, the score was tied. The tension in the room made you more nervous than when you started. You glance over at Youngjae, he looked almost as nervous as you were. For some odd reason, you started to find his hard focus on the game a huge turn-on. The competition started coming to an end, but instead of focusing on the game, your mind started to drift off to how sexy Youngjae looked. Before you knew it, the game was over. 
“I won!” You exclaim with excitement. “I actually won!” 
“Good job Ja--” 
You interrupt Youngjae with a heated kiss. 
“Woah...Okay” He says pulling away “So what is it that you want to do”
“I have something in mind” You reply with a smirk before kissing Youngjae again.
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BamBam - It was the morning after you and BamBam shared your first time. You snuggle closer into the pillow as you open your eyes, it surprised you to find BamBam not sleeping next to you. It left you feeling a little disappointed and upset. You always thought you’d wake up the next morning seeing the man you love right by your side, after your first time. But waking up to an empty bedside, made your heart drop. Sighing, you pull on one of BamBam’s t-shirt and head over to the kitchen to make yourself a cup of coffee.
 As you walk over to the kitchen, you hear BamBam talking on the phone. You roll your eyes. BamBam left you to wake up alone so that he could talk to his friends (the friends he sees everyday). You were about to interrupt him and give him a piece of your mind but, something stopped you. 
“Yeah guys so I’m a man now.”
You tilt your head in confusion.
“Well I lost my virginity to the woman I love. I know that most of you aren’t able to say that,” BamBam coughs, “Mark” 
You smile to yourself as you lean against the wall. “Yes I do love her. I don’t see myself with anyone else but her. She’s amazing”
Feeling your cheeks heating, you place your hands on your face to calm yourself down. 
“Shut up Yugyeom!” He exclaims, “I’m not telling you details. What’s wrong with you??”
This time you couldn’t help but giggle to yourself, as you imagine what Yugyeom said. Suddenly, BamBam stops talking. Your eyes widen as you grab what’s closest to you, a lamp, and hide behind it. BamBam turns around the corner and stands in front of you, smirking. 
“Really, y/n?”
“Uhm y/n isn’t here at the moment, please leave your message after the beep.” You pause, “Beeeeeeeep”
“Okay, well when y/n wants to eat breakfast, I’ll be making some in the kitchen”
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Yugyeom / Kim Yugyeom - You and Yugyeom were in the dance studio. Ever since Yugyeom caught you trying to learn the choreography to ‘Just Right’, he never stopped bugging you to let him personally teach you the choreography not only to ‘Just Right’ but for any song you were willing to dance to. For the past week, Yugyeom’s been teaching you some of the choreography he’s danced to when he was on Hit the Stage. Reaching for your towel, you wipe the sweat off your face, and take a sip of from your water bottle. You walk over to Yugyeom laying on the floor also wiping the sweat off his sweat. 
“Thanks Jagi” He says out of breath. 
You hand him your water bottle, and he sits up taking a large gulp.
“I’m gonna practice the one part we’ve been working on” You say walking over to the speakers. Putting on “Take you down” by Chris Brown, you walk over to the middle of the room waiting for your cue to start dancing. Once the chorus started, you immediately started feeling the music as well as the choreography that Yugyeom taught you. When the music ended you stood up and leaned against the mirror. 
“How was that?” You smile, breathing heavily.
Yugyeom stays silent as he beelines over to you. He puts both hands on the mirror trapping you between himself and the mirror. Your eyes widen as you look up at him. You see the lust in his eyes, and you shift beneath him. His body pressed against you, made you flustered flustered. It was like the air in the room started suffocating you.
“Babe...” You mumble.
Suddenly, Yugyeom pushes himself off of the mirror. 
“I’m sorry Jagi,” he starts “You looked so sexy”
Now it was your time to step forward.
“Babe, you know how we talked about our first time.” 
“Mhmm” He replies
“Do you wanna get it over with now?” You suggest smirking.
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Not a useless person
Fanfiction based on: Mob Psycho 100
Category: romic and angst
Pairing: Tome Kurata/Tokugawa
                                                                   Chapter 1
“Telepathy club is hereby disbanded”.
Her words echoed in her head again pushing more tears on her cheeks. Tome was passing winter break mostly like this, closed in her house in front of many books left casually open. After her parents went away for a travel in the suggestive sight of snowy mountains, (they do not take her because it was for her best she stayed to study) the house fell in a total silence broken only by her sighs. She was thinking at the time wasted on doing nothing with guys that didnt care about her at all. Tome founded her club with a deep desire, maybe crazy or creepy, but in which she truly wanted to believe. She was glad to share her passion with other people thinking maybe they are interested too. Fool! Who is so fool to believe in aliens? And telepathy too… They were only searching a club where laze around without any specific goal to think about and yeah.. the “telepathy club” seems the better to fit with this. Tome was the only one enjoying this club all this time. And so this is finished leaving her with an empty mind. Three years of any memories. Now at least she had to make up for study. There are so many things she didnt understand yet. Finding an alien maybe its easier…
Tokugawa approached the house and looked closely at the little sheet in his hand. “This is the address. I wonder whose..”. He glanced at the doorbell and read “Kurata”. That rang him a bell but he just couldnt remember where had heard it. He just pushed it and waited. Someone opened the door as fast as closed it. - What the.. what happened?-.      The girl, actually Tome, just shouted -Why are you here?!- “Maybe he knew I was continuing secretly the club” -I’ve already disbanded it if you wanted to know that!- with the voice little broken. Tokugawa remained silent for a moment elaborating -What club?- “She has to be the one from the Fake club” -Aah that club. I’m not here for that. Anyway it occured months ago.. why do you come up with that so suddenly?-. She opened a bit the door and mormored something. Then just said -Enter-.
Tokugawa sat properly on the sofa and released a deep sigh before of starting to explain. Tome just sat quite far from him unsure on what expecting. -I’m here for this-. He put a piece of paper on the little table in front of them. -You, I suppose, left this message on my school desk in which you beg me for help you to study and there is also your address-. Tome blinked her eyes several times before answer: -I didnt do that! And I would never ask for YOUR help-. -Ah..So do you have any idea of who could have done it? I dont know, someone who might thinks you need my help-. Tome startled. -I dont know..- “someone who cares about me?!” -It must be a stupid joke! So I think you can leave now-.                    Tokugawa was watching her carefully in silence.
-What? Are you listening??-.
He just said seriously: -I will help you-. -Whaaat?! I dont need it!-
“She’s got marks under her eyes. She was crying. Is so desperate for the exam?. I cant just ignore it”.  -I dont think so-.
-You are so stubborn, I told you I dont need any help!-
-Tome..-
-Indeed I just cant stand your presence in my house in this moment-
-Tome..-
-And I can manage to study on my own. Ive already all under control-
-Tome..-
-So dont get worried for nothing and..-
She stopped in fear after has noticed tokugawa creepy face.
-Just shut up Tome -
Tome gulped “Maybe I should call the police” but then just mormored an -Ook-. Then she guided Tokugawa to her room. He sweated a bit “Why she invited me to her room so suddenly?! It’s so naive. If I was another guy I would have taken advantage of the situation. Lucky her, im not interested..”. When he entered the room paralyzed. “What on earth..”. Tome’s room was fully painted with a Universe pattern and covered with strange psychedelic posters of unearthly things and some pieces of old newspapers about ufo apparitions. While on the floor there was a mess of colourful packages, some of them containing every sort of snack and others just being garbage. “This is way more shocking of Kamuro’s room”. Tome sat at the desk trying to put some order. Tokugawa came closer behind her.
-Sorry there’s only one chair. Did it bother you?- she said. “Yeah maybe this convinces him to leave”. “She is just too lazy to bring me a chair from the living room” -No Im ok like this. So in what subject do you have more problems?-.
“All of them but I dont want to seem stupid or like I need help” -Im ok with everything like I said, but math..-. -Mm let me see-. He took the math notebook from Tome’s hands. Tome froze. He took a quick look to all her notes and exercises to judge in which seems in more trouble. Then he return the book to Tome.. after using it to hit her head. -Is plenty of nonsensical sketches. Can you just pay attention to the lessons, cant you? Anyway firstly I’ll help you with basic and symple notions and then with exercises-. Tome foreshadowed a huge headache for this.
It seems like Tome wasnt in a desperate situation. She managed to solve several exercises (Tokugawa’s advices on some of them were of help too, she had to admit it). -Now come the difficult one-. Tome remained with a ‘what’ face. Tokugawa wrote down the equation. Tome, trying to regain confidence, started to fill the paper of scribbles that could fit but something stopped her. -No. You cant start like this-. A hand took the pen from Tome. Tokugawa’s chin leaned on Tome’s shoulder while he explained the resolution. Tome looked at his face expecting the usual angry gaze but instead he was too concentrate on what he was doing.   She hadnt never see him like this and not this close to her. He wasnt ugly but for somewhat reason he was extremely pale. That gave him a more vulnerable aspect. Tome blushed a little without caring what he was saying. He suddenly turned around and paused. The creepy face returned. -You’re not listening. Why are you staring?-
She gulped -No,no,no I heard everything. I swear it!-. Tokugawa sighed. “Maybe I shouldnt do much pressure on her. Is she really so desperate only for exams? Anyway she had cried for somewhat reason, it’s normal she is a little distracted”. Tokugawa stood up. -Tome I know you are worried, but you have to pay attention if you want..-.
He stopped and close his eyes. Then fell on Tome’s lap. Tome froze and after a second let out a scream: -Aaaah!What are you doing?!-. He fell on the floor without any reaction. “Oh.. He is not moving. Is he dead!? Is it my fault?? I havent done anything!”. She turned him panicking. “Oh. He is ok. He just passed out”. Tome was tempted to leave him there like this but in the end thought at least to carry him on her bed.
“Hgnn he is pretty heavy” she struggled until finally managed to lay him down. Then came nearer with the chair to look at him. She osserved the Vice president thinking of what could have weakened him to this state. He is the kind of strong and overwhelming guy and it’s just of discouragement to see him like this.
Tome kept to stare at him when noticed something wrong on his face. It was a lock of hair that escaped from his fixed hairstyle. It was so strange. She hasnt, anyone hasnt ever seen him with a single hair out of place. But seeing him like this made Tome feels a bit strange. “Im curious on how he would look like with messy hair”. She, without thinking to much on what she was doing, tryed to get closer to Tokugawa and to place her hand on his hair. But something immediately stopped her.
One hand of the Vice president held her wrist tighly. “Wha-a-t? Is he awaken? He still had his eyes closed though”. Tome felt embarassement on what she has tryed to do and just blushed and stayed still. Suddenly all the force in Tokugawa’s arm faded. It fell on the bed dragging also Tome’s arm that couldnt help but lose balance on the Vice president.
Tome didnt know how to behave instead of remain still and turning all red.
       (the end in the next chapter)
Notes:
it’s my first fanfiction ^-^ im happy ~~
chapter 2 will be posted next week
sorry for my bad english really; Ive checked it several times to not leave big mistakes but surely you still can find some others (a ton of others)
sorry my writing is strange *-* if there’s something incomprehensible you can ask
any comment is accepted
and ideas too
hope you to enjoy this ship
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(BELATED) MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!
NOW THAT’S OUT OF THE WAY, LET’S FINALLY GET STARTED TO:
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@krullish​ - || OH MAN MANDY OKAY I KNOW I WROTE A LONG PARAGRAPH ABOUT YOU IN MY PREVIOUS TAG FOR THE MILESTONE BUT MAN I CAN’T HELP IT TAGGING YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH???? I’M GRATEFUL THAT YOU’RE MY FRIEND AND YOU’VE STUCK WITH ME NEARLY A YEAR (OR HAS IT ALREADY BEEN A YEAR??? WHO KNOWS) BUT MAN WE’VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER, LIKE ACTUALLY MEETING UP FACE TO FACE AT ANIME EXPO 2015 THEN HANGING OUT AT ANIME CALIFORNIA THEN JUST DJSGHSKLJGHDF A LOT OF STUFF HAPPENING AND GOING ON!! I’M HONESTLY SO GRATEFUL AND REALLY THANKFUL YOU’RE HERE AS MY FRIEND AND STILL GOING ON AHAHAHAHA I LOVE YOUR MUSES AND JUST YOU IN GENERAL HOW GREAT OF A PERSON YOU ARE! THERE’S SO MUCH MORE I WANTED TO SAY TO YOU BUT AS I WAS TYPING THINGS SLIP MY MIND BC EVERYTHING IS IN A JUMBLE AND I’M JUST TRYING TO TYPE DOWN AS FAST AS I COULD ALL THE THOUGHTS AND THINGS I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT YOU BUT I CAN NEVER TYPE FAST ENOUGH TO SAY IT I’M SORRY DDDD: BUT OTHER THAN THAT BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEARS MANDY! <33333
@thedarkmattergod​ - || YOU FRIGGIN SINNER-- OKAY NOT SINNER BUT MAN I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT YOU??? WE HAVE JUST BARELY INTERACTED BUT MAN YOU’RE SUCH A GREAT PERSON IN MY LIFE???? I LOVE HOW YOU JUST APPEAR OUT OF NOWHERE IN THE IM JUST TO TALK AND WE JUST GO OFF ABOUT THE MOST RANDOM THINGS THEN COMPARING KAKINE AND LEST THEN TALKING ABOUT THE ANIME INDEX AND JUST SO MUCH STUFF WHY DO WE DO THIS LOLOLOL AND MOST OF THE TIME WE’RE JUST SHOUTING “FIGHT ME” THEN DOING JACK SHIT TO EACH OTHER LOLOLOL BUT WOW YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON HONESTLY PLEASE NEVER DISAPPEAR AND YOU DESERVE MORE LOVE FOR YOUR BLOG AND MUSE BC HONESTLY YOUR PORTRAYAL OF KAKINE IS GREAT /SLAPS SELF
@lordgeales​ - || I KEEP TAGGING YOU BUT I CAN’T HELP IT BC HONESTLY HOLY SHIT YOU’RE AMAZING-- I KNOW I ALREADY SAID THIS WHEN I LAST TAGGED YOU IN THE MILESTONE POST BUT MAN I’M SO HAPPY THAT WE DRAW TOGETHER JUST FOR AUS BETWEEN LEST AND URD IN THE YOI WORLD AHAHAHAHA I MISS DOING THAT I NEED TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS-- AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT HONEST TO GOD ALPHA YOUR URD IS SO PERFECT LIKE WHAT THE HECK AND WHENEVER HE MENTIONS SOMETHING ABOUT LEST I JUST POP IN OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE “I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED” LOLOLOLOL SORRY THAT I SEEM TO RAMBLE ON TOO MUCH OR BE AWAY FROM MY BLOG FOR A LONG WHILE WHEN YOU DO STUFF THAT INCLUDES MY LEST JDHSFKGJDLJFDSHGLKDFJ I’M JUST A REALLY AWFUL PERSON WHO’S TOO INVESTED INTO GAMING SO I HOPE THAT YOU FORGIVE ME DDDDD: I LOVE YOU DON’T LEAVE-- /CLINGS TO TIGHTLY
@brassboundvalkyrie​ - || BEST MUM HERE ALWAYS SUPPORTING AND PROTECTING BOTH ME AND LEST AHHAHAHAHA HONESTLY THO I KNOW I ALREADY SAW THIS LAST TIME BUT HORN RLLY IS A GREAT MOTHER FIGURE TBH ;;;;; IF WE WENT AU AND IGNORED CANON, I WOULD DEF CHOOSE HORN TO BE LEST’S MOTHER FIGURE IF NOT BLOOD-TIED JFGHSDKFGHDLFD YOU’RE SUCH A SWEET PERSON AND KIND MUN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS POPPING IN RANDOMLY INTO MY IM TO SEND NICE MESSAGES AND JUST TO FRIENDLY CHAT EVERY NOW AND THEN I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!! WE FIRST STARTED OFF AS BARELY KNOWING EACH OTHER AND TALKING BUT NOW HERE WE ARE WITH SUCH A WARM RELATIONSHIP???? THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND GIVING ME A CHANCE TO DO SO DDDD: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH STAY AWESOME!
@impaler-prince​ - || MAN OKAY YEAH WE HAVEN’T TALKED OR INTERACTED IN A LONG TIME (partially my fault OTL) BUT LIKE OH BOIIIIII I MISS US INTERACTING LIKE YOU’RE SUCH A COOL PERSON AND I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU EVEN GAVE ME A CHANCE TO INTERACT WITH YOU??? LIKE HONESTLY I LOVE ROLEPLAYING WITH YOU, AND YOUR ART (STYLE) IS ONE EXAMPLE OF WHAT I ASPIRE TO BE HONESTLY, WITH HOW CONFIDENT YOUR LINING AND COLOURING SEEMS TO BE??? MINE IS LIKE STILL HESITANT AND CAUTIOUS BUT WELL I’M GETTING THERE SO DON’T WORRY! BUT ALL IN ALL I’M JUST GLAD YOU’RE HERE AND I’M SORRY TO ALWAYS BE THE ONE TAGGING YOU IN RANDOM STUFF HAHAHA BUT SERIOUSLY I JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT YOU TO KNOW I APPRECIATE THE HELL OUT OF YOU AND DON’T WANT YOU TO THINK OTHERWISE, OKAY??? STAY GOLD FRIENDO!
@seventh-progenitor-ferid-bathory​ - || ASH YA SINNER HERE I AM AGAIN TAGGING YOU AGAIN EVEN IF WE HAVEN’T TALKED IN AWHILE BC IM BAD AT KEEPING CONTACT -LAYS DOWN AT YOUR FEET- PLEASE FORGIVE FOR THAT I SWEAR I LOVE YOU OKAY IM JUST TOO INVESTED INTO GAMING IT’S A BAD HABIT PLEASE SUE ME DDDDDD: BUT I STILL ENJOY WHERE EVEN IF WE HAVEN’T TALKED IN A WHILE, EITHER YOU OR ME CAN JUST SEND EACH OTHER A RANDOM MESSAGE ABOUT FERID OR LEST OR ONS IN GENERAL THEN SUDDENLY BAM WE’RE OFF TALKING AND SCREAMING AND SAYING/COMMENTING THE MOST RANDOM OF THINGS THAT I HAVE TO SHARE HERE ON TUMBLR BC IT’S SO AMUSING??? I’M REALLY GLAD YOU’RE HERE AND BEING MY FRIEND :DDDDD 
@fortisgladio​ - || *QUOTES MANDY* “LIME GREEN PEPE” OKAY SORRY I WON’T DO THAT AGAIN BUT YOU REALLY ARE A MEME LOLOLOL SORRY ABOUT NOT TALKING MUCH SINCE I’VE BEEN AWAY FROM TUMBLR FOR SO LONG AND EVEN THEN I RARELY EVER REPLY TO ANYONE’S MESSAGES, WHETHER HERE ON TUMBLR OR FB, I JUST NEVER SEEM TO REPLY BC I’M TOO INVESTED INTO GAMING I’M AN AWFUL PERSON DDDDD: I KNOW I ALREADY SAID SO MUCH ABOUT YOU IN MY MILESTONE POST, BUT HONESTLY I CAN NEVER SEEM TO FULLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU??? YOU’RE ONE INSANE WRITER AND ROLEPLAYER, AND MUN HERSELF IS JUST....A BRILLIANT PERSON??? EVERYONE DESERVES TO KNOW YOU AND BASK IN YOUR GLORY BC YOU’RE TRULY ONE HELL OF A GREAT FRIEND AND PERSON???? DON’T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE AND YOU’RE FOREVER ONE OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE I’LL EVER HAVE AS A FRIEND <33333 
@forgottenprogenitor​ - || OH MY GOD YOU-- SERIOUSLY I’M SO SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING BACK TO YOUR MESSAGES AND WHEN YOU’VE TAGGED ME IN SOMETHING BC USUALLY WHEN YOU DO, I SEE IT ON MOBILE AND I HATE TEXTING/TALKING ON MOBILE OR JUST TYPING IN GENERAL, AND MOST OF THE TIME WHEN IM ON PC I’M JUST PLAYING GAMES SO BASICALLY---WHAT I WANNA SAY IS I’M A LAZY PERSON AND AWFUL WHEN IT COMES TO SHOW APPRECIATION FOR THE AMAZING THINGS AND WORKS FRIENDS DO DDDDD: SO I WANT TO TAKE THIS AS A CHANCE TO EXPRESS TO YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE, THINGS YOU’VE INCLUDED ME AND LEST IN, AND JUST BASICALLY BEING HERE IN THE FANDOM AND BEING WHO YOU ARE! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND INTERACTING WITH ME, I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH <3333
@divincndo​ - || OH MY GOD YOU-- YOUUUUU--- YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG OF A HEART ATTACK YOU GAVE ME WHEN I WENT TO CHAT WITH YOU ON IM OR TO CHECK YOUR BLOG IN GENERAL TO SEE THAT YOU DEACTIVATED???? I PANICKED LIKE OH GOD WHERE DID YOU GO DID YOU POST ABOUT A NEW BLOG TO FOLLOW OR DID I MISS IT?? BC THEN I FELT SO BAD AND I WAS UNSURE OF WHO WAS A MUTUAL WITH ME OR FOLLOWED ME AND KNEW ABOUT YOU AND I WAS LIKE “OH GOD WHERE DID THEY GO” AND WENT TO MAKE A POST ABOUT IT ASKING FOR YOU BUT NO ONE EVER REPLIED--UNTIL YOU MESSAGED ME YOURSELF ON YOUR NEW BLOG THEN SOMEONE COMMENTED ON MY POST YOUR NEW BLOG URL FDJGHDSKLFJG LIKE OKAY I’M GLAD I FOUND YOU AGAIN BUT OH MY GOD LITERAL HEART ATTACK ;; YOU SCARED ME I THOUGHT I LOST YOU FOREVER AND NO ONE WOULD EVER TELL ME WHERE YOU WENT AND I’D FEEL SO BAD BC THEN I FELT LIKE A LOST A GOOD FRIEND DDDD: PLEASE NEVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN I LOVE YOUR MUSE AND BLOG, AND JUST MUN IN GENERAL <33333 I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT OKAY?
@stardustrhapsody​/@fearedexistence​ - || GOD I CAN’T KEEP TRACK OF ALL YOUR BLOGS ANYMORE OR WHICH BLOG YOU’LL SEE THIS ON BUT IF YOU DO SEE THIS THEN HERE GOES-- DEEP BREATH I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN NEVER EXPRESS TO YOU HOW MUCH YOU BEING MY FRIEND REALLY MEANS TO ME I’M SO GLAD WE’VE MET AND ALTHOUGH WE NEVER SEEM TO TALK TO EACH OTHER ANYMORE, WHETHER YOU’RE BUSY WITH IRL STUFF, YOUR BLOG, OR JUST IN GENERAL DON’T KNOW WHETHER OR NOT YOU SHOULD MESSAGE ME, JUST KNOW THAT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU AND HOPE TO FOREVER KEEP YOU AS A CLOSE FRIEND! YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GUY I’VE EVER MET AND YOU’RE A WONDERFUL PERSON, AND I MISS OUR RABBIT HANGOUTS AND ETC. WHERE WE WATCH STUFF TOGETHER, BUT YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON AND I’M ALWAYS FREE TO TALK TO--AND I’LL START BOTHERING YOU MORE IN 2017 TO HANGOUT LOLOLOL SO LOOK FORWARD TO THAT! AND YEAH I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU’VE BEEN HOOKED ONTO GAMING SO THAT’S THAT BUT DW I’M LIKE THAT TOO SO ???? RIP LOLOLOL BUT SERIOUSLY KAI, YOU’RE AN AWESOME D00D AND FRIEND TO HAVE, DON’T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE ALRIGHT? LOVE YOU SO MUCH KAI, HERE’S A BIG HUG FROM A SALTY WAVE <33333
Okay, I’m going to make an effort to write a little something for everyone else I’m going to tag, instead of being the lazy ass I am when I did my milestone post, and say what’s on my mind--bc honestly everyone I mention I have something to say to and talk about, but my laziness gets in the way and it irks me DDD: I really want to show and express to you guys just HOW MUCH I love and appreciate EVERY DAMN SINGLE ONE OF YOU! SO HERE’S SOME LOVE FROM A SALTY WAVE FROM ME!
@ferid-trash-bathory​ - || ALRIGHT WHAT DO I SAY TO YOU?? WELL HONESTLY THE MAIN THING I WANT TO TELL YOU IS THAT 1) YOUR FERID IS G R E A  T 2) MUN IS A FUNNY AND BRILLIANT PERSON 3) THANK YOU FOR BEING THE MEME YOU ARE, YOU’RE REALLY APPRECIATED AND I LOVE THE SILLY INTERACTIONS WE HAVE BETWEEN LEST AND FERID EVERY NOW AND THEN <3
@tatsu-rose-bathory​ - || YOU LITTLE CHIBI--WELL NOT REALLY SINCE YOU’RE ALSO A MOTHER BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN-- YOU REALLY LIKE TO PICK A BONE WITH LEST AND ALWAYS GET HURT IN RETURN, I’M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT DDD: LEST IS AN HONEST PRICK AHHHH BUT MUN IS A VERY SWEET PERSON THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO BOTHER MY LEST SO I’M NOT BORED LOLOLOL 
@rigr-stafford​ - || I STILL HAVE YET TO GET BACK TO THE THREAD YOU TAGGED ME IN I’M SORRY ABOUT THAT I JUST PROCRASTINATE ALOT SOBS-- BUT NOT ONLY THAT BUT YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON AND I CAN’T THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR HELPING ME SETTLE THE HEADER FOR BLOG ;;; THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING IT WORK AND HELPING MY BLOG LOOK MORE DECENT YOU’RE THE BEST <3
@mithosofcruxis​ - || C OUGHS LOUDL Y  AT  YO U -- YOU’RE AN AWESOME PERSON AND I KNOW I’VE SAID THIS SO MUCH BUT LIKE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY TO SHOW/EXPRESS THAT FACT??? YOU HONESTLY ARE AND I LOVE HOW REFINED YOUR CHARACTER IS, AND HOW SWEET THE MUN IS DDDD: THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY SLOW SELF <3
@bloodthirstylacus​ - || HEY I KNOW WE NEVER REALLY TALK, AND THE ONLY TIME WE TALK/INTERACT IS WHEN YOU SEND MY LEST RANDOM ASKS BUT HEY I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE YOU DOING THAT AND YOU’RE A COOL PERSON! THANK YOU FOR BEING IN THE ONS FANDOM AND ROLEPLAYING LACUS <3
@mad-eggs-onthewall​ - || HHHHH I KNOW I ALREADY MENTIONED YOU IN MY OTHER POST BUT MAN MAN MAN I LOVE READING YOUR POSTS AS HUMPTY AND DUMPTY EVERY NOW AND THEN AND HOW YOU WRITE--AND YOUR INTERACTIONS WITH GREY ;;;; yesistalkyoupleasesuemeLOL YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON AND ROLEPLAYER, AND MUN IN GENERAL AN AWESOME PERSON! 
@panadabro​/@simply-emily24​ - || GUYS YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I’M GOING TO SAY BUT WHO CARES I’M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN BC I HAVE TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW AGAIN HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOUR HARD WORK AND EFFORTS THAT YOU GUYS PUT IN TO TRANSLATE THE NEW RAWS FOR ONS IT REALLY REALLY SAVES MY LIFE THANK YOU FOR DEALING WITH ME WHENEVER I SUDDENLY POP INTO YOUR IM RANDOMLY ASKING FOR HELPING WITH TRANSLATION DDDD: <3
@cxndytuft​ - || HEY I KNOW IT’S BEEN A WHILE BUT LET ME JUST--- *SMOOTHLY SLIDES IN FRONT OF YOU* ....HELLO THERE LOLOLOL HOW’S IT BEEN? YOU’RE A SWEET PERSON AND EVEN TALKING TO ME WHEN YOU MOVED BLOGS LIKE I WAS THINKING “THIS LEGENDARY ALOIS CONSIDERS ME, SOMEONE FROM ANOTHER FANDOM, WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED??? HAS GOD SPOKEN TO ME THIS DAY???” LOLOLOL SORRY THAT WAS OVERDRAMATIC BUT THAT’S HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU OKAY JUST KNOW THAT <3333
@totally-hiiragi-mahiru - || HERE YOU ARE AGAIN STILL SPAMMING MY NEWSFEED EVERY NOW AND THEN OR RATHER SPAMMING MY NOTIFICATIONS BY MASS LIKING MY POSTS LOLOL THANK YOU FOR THE SPAM, I APPRECIATE THE NOTION OF IT??? STAY COOL YOU TROUBLEMAKER <3 
@repulsc - || WHERE DID YOU COME FROM WHERE DID YOU GO-- NO SERIOUSLY WHERE DID YOU GO YOU MESSING WITH LEST AND TAUNTING HIM WAS GREAT I MISS IT DDDD: ALSO SEEING YOU AND LORDGEALES INTERACT TOO IS FUNNY AND AMUSING TO WATCH AS WELL! PLEASE COME BACK WHERE DID YOU GOOOO I KNOW YOUR YU BLOG B U T ST  I L L -HUGS YOU TIGHTLY-
@makotonarumi/@dusksovereign/@taodhair - || DAMN TSUNAMI! BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH TAGGING ALL THREE BLOGS! SORRY LOLOLOL I HONESTLY DON’T KNOW WHICH BLOG YOU CHECK THE MOST FREQUENTLY SO I’M TAGGING ALL THREE JUST TO GET YOUR ATTENTION AND TELL YOU THAT I MISS THE HELL OUT OF YOU AND LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR RETURN AND FURTHER INTERACTIONS BETWEEN LEST AND CROWLEY AND NARUMI <333 STILL HAVE YET TO FACE KURETO BUT WE’LL SEE LOLOLOL 
@asurayuucentral - || LOOK AT YOUUUU ALWAYS COMING IN TO BOTHER MY LEST LOLOLOL I LOVE IT WHENEVER YOU DO? MUN IS A VERY OUTGOING AND CHEERFUL PERSON, PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE IN THE FANDOM AND DO WHAT YOU DO ALRIGHT? <3
@lyserg42 - || MAN I TOTALLY FORGOT HOW WE EVEN FIRST MET BUT I JUST REMEMBER YOUR URL AND JUST YOU IN GENERAL AS WHO YOU ARE AND I APPRECIATE YOU BEING MY FRIEND??? EVEN IF WE RARELY TALK AND IT’S JUST TO COMMENT ON RANDOM THINGS THAT LEST DOES, I’M STILL REALLY GLAD YOU TAKE AMUSEMENT IN WATCHING LEST AND WHATEVER SHIT HE PULLS LOLOL 
@these-evil-hands - || HELLO HI YES HELLO YOU MAY NOT KNOW ME BUT CAN I TELL YOU I LOVE YOUR BLOG AND MUSE FOR LELOUCH??? THANK YOU FOR GIVING MY LEST A CHANCE AND I KNOW YOU MAY BE BUSY OR AT ROUGH TIMES LOSE MUSE EVERY NOW AND THEN, BUT YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON SO STAY GOLD!
@masterofzawarudo - || OKAY YOU-- DIO YOURSELF-- ARE AN ASS AND IF YOU SO DARE LAY A HAND ON MY SON, THEN I’LL SHOW YOU WHAT A REAL GOD OF THE UNIVERSE IS-- EVEN MORE SO THAN THAT-- Now Mun on the other hand is a really cool person and deserves love and hugs :DDDD Your presence is appreciated <3 Please look forward to the fellow High Progenitors facing off with Dio :DDD
@no-signs-no-lights - || Hello hello! I know you’re not in the OnS fandom anymore, but I still really appreciate and love your blog! And the previous contributions you’ve made to the fandom :DDDDD I look forward to a new year still stalking I MEAN following your blog for YoI content and more!
@rutilisanguinis - || I KNOW YOU’RE RARELY ACTIVE NOW BUT JUST KNOW THAT US ROLEPLAYERS STILL REMEMBERS YOU AND YOUR CROWLEY AND ARE STILL HERE TO INTERACT WITH AND JUST TALK WITH IN GENERAL <3 YOUR PORTRAYAL OF CROWLEY IS GREAT AND WHEN I FIRST JOINED TUMBLR I WAS RLLY TIMID TO APPROACH ANYONE BUT YOU’RE A REALLY NICE PERSON SO THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME TALK WITH YOU! YOU’RE AN AWESOME PERSON! <3
@iojosamakrul - || I HAVENT SEEN OR HEARD FROM YOU AWHILE BUT I HOPE YOU’RE STILL ABLE TO SEE THIS BC I KNOW WE ONLY INTERACTED LIKE ONCE, BUT IT WAS REALLY CUTESY BETWEEN KRUL AND LEST AND YOUR MUSE FOR KRUL IS CUTE TOO I LOVE IT??? PLEASE KEEP ROLEPLAYING IN THIS FANDOM WE APPRECIATE YOUR MUSE <3
@brokenhexrt - || IM AN AWFUL PERSON I STILL HAVE YET TO GET TO OUR THREAD AND MAN IT’S BEEN SUCH A WHILE IM SORRY THAT I SUCK SO MUCH AT ANSWERING TO THREADS I STILL HAVE ONES TO REPLY TO FROM MONTHS AGO??? BUT D00D YOUR ART--- SJHGSLKJHFDK YOUR ART STYLE IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT I ASPIRE TO BE AND WORK TO BE ;;; EVEN YOUR DOODLES WITHOUT LINING LOOKS SO FLAWLESS I’M JEALOUS AS HECK HOW DO YOU EVEN DO IT??? YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON AHHHH! 
@narcasse - || WAIT DID YOU REPLY TO OUR THREAD YET OR IS IT YOUR TURN???? IM SORRY IM JUST REALLY WORRIED BC I REALLY LOVE THE ROLEPLAY GOING ON BETWEEN US, AND LIKE I TAGGED YOU AND THE OTHER ARSLAN MUSES IN, YOU ARE HONESTLY A GREAT MUSE AND BLOG FOR NARSUS AND AM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU GUYS PUT SO MUCH EFFORT INTO A SMALL FANDOM FGJSHGLJKERGDFG I WISH TO JOIN YOU GUYS SOON!! <333
@kaikhosrow - || OH BOI LIKE WITH NARSUS I’M SO PLEASED TO SEE YOU GUYS PORTRAYING THE MUSES OF THE ARSLAN SENKI CHARAS SO FLAWLESSLY AND PUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT FOR IT??? AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT MUN YOURSELF IS SO SWEET AND KIND FDHGSKLDJGHSLDFK WHAT IS THIS BOTH MUN AND MUSE ARE CINNAMON ROLLS? HONESTLY THOUGH YOU GUYS ARE REALLY APPRECIATED!!! <3333 
@gievememusic - || I KNOW WE ALREADY TALKED EARLIER BUT PLEASE STOP BEING SO FLUSTERED!!! MY WORDS ARE HONEST AND YOUR BLOG FOR GIEVE REALLY MAKES ME LAUGH AND YOU PORTRAY HIM WONDERFULLY!!! I STILL CAN’T GET OVER YOUR URL AND I KNOW I SAID THAT SO MANY TIMES BUT I JUST DON’T KNOW WHY IT GETS ME SO MUCH AHAHAHAHA BUT YOU’RE A GREAT PERSON!
@priinve - || YOU ONLY KNOW ME FROM CHATTING IN IM BUT /DEEP BREATHS/ CAN I JUST SAY YOUR PORTRAYAL OF HILMES IS JUST ???? SO PERFECT AND ON POINT?? AGAIN I’M REALLY THANKFUL THAT REALLY TALENTED WRITERS AND MUNS LIKE YOU GUYS CONTRIBUTE SO MUCH TO A SMALL FANDOM FGJSHKDJGSHLD THE SHOW DEFINITELY DESERVES MORE CREDIT!!! THANK YOU FOR BRINGING LIFE TO A SMALL FANDOM YOU’RE AN AWESOME PERSON!!!
@progenitress - || I KNOW YOU DON’T POST ANYMORE AND ARE PROBABLY INACTIVE BUT /DEEP BREATH/ WHEN I FIRST JOINED TUMBLR AND SAW YOUR BLOG FOR KRUL, IT WAS HONESTLY THE MOST BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND FLAWLESS BLOG I’VE EVER SEEN??? AND I WAS JUST REALLY AWED AND REALLY WANTED TO INTERACT WITH YOU BUT I WAS STILL GETTING USED TO THINGS DDD: BUT NOW YOU’RE GONE /SOBS/ I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR MUSE AND BLOG FOR KRUL THOUGH AND HOW AWESOME YOU WERE WITH PLAYING HER!!
@kinglest - || HEY THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE--JUST KIDDING LOLOLOL AND oh my goodness alpha if I have to be honest with you, I honestly really really think your portrayal of Lest, at least the way you write him and how he acts, is far more canon and flawless than how I do it??? I’m really jealous LOLOLOL but seriously the way you portray him honestly seems so perfect?? DDD: I FEEL SO BOTTOM-TIER COMPARED TO YOU FJHGSLKJGFDE I JUST WANTED TO GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY OKAY SO I’M GONNA RUN NOW FJGSHKDLFJ I’M NOT YOUR SENPAI LOLOLOL I AM BUT A SALTY WAVE 
@xemissarium - || DEEP BREATHS-- I REALLY STILL AM LOOKING FORWARD TO INTERACTING WITH YOU DESPITE ME KNOWING YOU’RE PROBABLY BUSY WITH OTHER THREADS OR JUST WITH IRL STUFF IN GENERAL DDDD: BUT YOUR BLOG IS AMAZING AND YOUR MUSE FOR MIKA IS GREAT AHAHAHA I ACTUALLY DON’T THINK I’VE SEEN A MIKA BLOG AS OF LATELY WHICH IS SURPRISING??? I’VE ONLY SEEN BLOGS OF VAMPIRES SO MAYBE I’M MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING BUT HEY YOU’RE HERE SO LET ME JUST STAY CLINGING TO YOU :DDDDD pleaselovemeokay /SLAPS SELF 
@sassygreytea - || OKAY YOU MAY NOT KNOW ME AND HAVE NO IDEA WHY I AM TAGGING YOU-- AND I ALREADY TAGGED YOU IN MY MILESTONE POST BUT SERIOUSLY I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO SAY TO YOU AT LEAST DDDD: YOUR PORTRAY OF EARL GREY IS BEAUTIFUL AND FLAWLESS, AND YOUR INTERACTIONS WITH ANYONE IN GENERAL IS REALLY GREAT I LOVE OCCASIONALLY SEEING YOUR POSTS COME ACROSS MY DASH AND READING THEM BECAUSE THEY’RE SO IN-CHARACTER AND YOUR WRITING STYLE IS ADMIRABLE???? STAY GOLD AS YOU ARE! I LOOK FORWARD TO CONTINUE FOLLOWING YOUR BLOG AND SEEING YOUR WRITING! :DDD 
@sassyshinoahiiragi - || I DUNNO IF YOU’RE THE SAME PERSON AS SASSYKRULTEPES BUT I WILL SAY SEPARATE COMMENTS TO BOTH BC I HAVE PERSONAL THINGS TO SAY-- YOU’VE BEEN HERE SINCE WHEN I FIRST JOINED TUMBLR AND WOW THAT’S A LOT OF DEDICATION RIGHT THERE! AND I HAVENT SEEN MANY ROLEPLAY BLOGS FOR THE HUMAN SIDE OF ONS SO I’M REALLY SUPER THANKFUL YOU’RE HERE AND THAT YOU ROLEPLAY SHINOA OKAY??? PLEASE NEVER DISAPPEAR AND KNOW THAT YOUR BLOG IS LOVED <3
@sassykrultepes - || I DUNNO IF ITS ME OR YOU, BUT I HAVEN’T SEEN YOUR BLOG IN A WHILE PASSING MY DASH SO I DUNNO DID YOU GO INACTIVE??? I’M REALLY SAD TO KNOW THAT BUT I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW YOUR KRUL MUSE WAS ONE OF THE BEST THAT CAUGHT MY EYE WHEN I WAS STILL GETTING USED TO TUMBLR, AND WOW WOW WOW I CAN’T BELIEVE SOMEONE WOULD BE ABLE TO PULL OFF THE SAME MUSE AS A FEW OTHER PEOPLE, BUT PUT SUCH A DISTINCT DIFFERENCE IN THE PORTRAYAL YET STILL AUDIBLY MAKE IT SEEM LIKE KRUL’S CHARACTER??? YOU’RE REALLY AMAZING AND I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT!
@krul-tan - || OH MAN ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE TALKED, AND THE LAST TIME I EVER SAW YOU WAS AT ANIME CALIFORNIA (YOU’RE SO CUTE BTW AND I LOVED SEEING YOUR KRUL TEPES COSPLAY IN PERSON!!!) I MISS YOUR BLOG AND SEE THAT YOU’VE GONE SOMEWHAT INACTIVE ON IT, BUT THAT’S FINE I STILL FOLLOW YOUR MAIN BLOG BUT MAN DO I MISS SEEING YOUR KRUL DOODLES AND INTERACTIONS WITH SEVENTH-PROGENITOR-FERID-BATHORY BC HONESTLY YOU’RE A REALLY COOL AND GREAT PERSON!! I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH TOO AHHHH!
@offreespirit - || LULU NO-- OKAY JKJK THAT WON’T BE THE ONLY THING I SAY THIS TIME OKAY LOLOLOL BUT OH BOI MAN I KNOW YOU’RE IN A DIFFERENT FANDOM AND I UTTERLY LOST THE URL AGAIN BUT I STILL HOPE YOU SEE THIS DDDD: I MISS SEEING YOU ROLEPLAY IN THE ONS FANDOM AND TALKING TO YOU, BUT THAT’S MAINLY MY FAULT BC WHENEVER I GO TO REPLY I WANDER OFF WATCHING VIDEOS AND FORGET I’M SORRY ;;;; BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU WERE ONE OF THE VERY FIRST BLOGS I SAW WHEN I FIRST JOINED TUMBLR AND REALLY CAUGHT MY EYE! AND I’M GLAD WE’RE FRIENDS STILL NOW :DDDDD <3
@lvstforblood - || AW MAN WHERE DID YOU GO???? YOUR BLOG WAS SO PERFECT AND YOUR MUSE WAS FERID WAS AMAZING?? YOU WERE REALLY SERIOUS AT TIME AND IN-CHARACTER WITH FERID, AND I WAS JUST AT AWE HOW SOMEONE CAN PULL OFF A MUSE JUST LIKE THAT??? I REALLY MISS SEEING YOUR WRITING AS FERID DDDDD: 
@13andthecross - || I KNOW YOU SAID YOU WERE ON A HIATUS OR RATHER JUST DEALIN WITH STUFF IRL AND IT’S HARD GETTING BACK INTO WRITING, BUT I ASSURE YOU THE FANDOM IS STILL OPEN TO YOU AND HERE TO WELCOME YOU BACK AND INTERACT WITH YOU AGAIN! SO DON’T BE AFRAID TO GET BACK ON YOUR MUSE AND ROLEPLAY WITH PEOPLE! YOU’RE A WELL-KNOWN CROWLEY IN THE FANDOM AND A GREAT MUN!!! WE LOVE YOU! <3
@fallen-asura - || HHHH I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF YOU’LL SEE THIS AT ALL BECAUSE YOU’VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG....BUT YOU WERE ONE OF THE VERY FIRST ASURAS I MET ON TUMBLR AND GAVE ME A CHANCE TO INTERACT WITH YOU! AND YOU USED TO BE SO ACTIVE AND ROLEPLAYED WITH SO MUCH PEOPLE DDDDD: THE FANDOM SEEMS SO EMPTY AND LONELY WITHOUT HAVIN YOU AROUND JUMPING EVERYWHERE AND INTERACTING WITH EVERYONE! I REALLY MISS YOU AHHHHHH I HOPE YOU’RE ALRIGHT!!!! BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE THIS! <3
@fifthprogenitorkyluc - || HEY I KNOW YOU’RE NEW HERE BUT I’M ALWAYS OPEN TO INTERACT WITH AND I’M REALLY HAPPY THAT YOU’VE TAKEN THE MUSE UP FOR A NEWLY INTRODUCED CHARACTER!!! I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ROLEPLAY IN THIS FANDOM AND INTERACTING WITH YOU!! WELCOME WELCOME!!
@f-unny-bones - || I KNOW IT WAS JUST RECENT THAT WE STARTED TALKING TO EACH OTHER BUT WOW DO I REALLYLOVE YOUR MUSE FOR UNDERTAKER AND STILL HAVE YET TO ACTUALLY SEND SOMETHING FOR US TO INTERACT WITH???? IM JUST--REALLY SHY OKAY AND I STILL HAVE TO SORT OUT THE CURRENT THREADS I HAVE WITH OTHERS AND INTERACTIONS I HAVE PLANNED JGHSDKGJDFLGSD THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO INTERACT WITH YOU YOU’RE REALLY GREAT!!!
@grotesque-puppet - || I LOVE YOUR ROLEPLAY BETWEEN US RIGHT NOW!! YOU’RE INCREDIBLY DETAILED WITH YOUR WORDS AND WRITING AND JUST WOW HOW DO YOU DO IT??? YOU SEEM SO SOPHISTICATED AND REFINED WITH YOUR WRITING THAT OKAY I’LL ADMIT I’M INTIMIDATED BY AND WISH I CAN BE LIKE THAT??? THE PATIENCE TO GO THROUGH TO WEAVE TOGETHER SUCH DETAILED SENTENCES THAT CREATES A TAPESTRY OF IMAGERY IS BRILLIANT!!! I LOOK FORWARD TO CONTINUE ROLEPLAYING AND INTERACTING WITH YOU <3
HHHHH I’M REALLY SCARED TO END THE LIST HERE....BECAUSE I DEFINITELY KNOW I FORGOT A LOT OF PEOPLE AND I FEEL SO BAD ABOUT THAT??? THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME AND MEANS A LOT TO ME BUT BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH WORDS GOING ON IN MY HEAD YOUR URLS COMPLETELY SLIPPED MY MIND??? I AM SO SO SORRY ABOUT THAT AHHHHH !
IF I FORGOT YOU, PLEASE I ASK OF YOU TO IM ME BECAUSE THERE REALLY IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO SAY TO EVERYONE, ANYONE, WHO SEES THIS POST AND WASN’T TAGGED IN! FOR SURE I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT YOU AND I /HAVE/ TO SAY IT TO YOU BC I HAVE TO SHOW AND EXPRESS JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE AND APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!
OTHER THAN THAT, I’VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR (I shit you not) FIVE HOURS BECAUSE I’VE BEEN TRYING TO LIST PEOPLE AND REMEMBER URLS FDJSHGLKJGHLDFKJ THEN GETTING DISTRACTED AND TALKING WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND JUST IT’S BEEN A HUGE MESS, AND NOT ONLY THAT CELEBRATION FOR THE NEW YEARS IS STILL GOING ON PLEASE SAVE ME FJDGHSKDJHGLSFDKJ 
THAT SAID, I KNOW I STILL HAVE A LOT TO SAY, BUT IT’S 5 AM AS I FINISH THIS AND WILL POST TOMORRW AFTER THE NEW CHAPTER, BUT JUST KNOW THAT I REALLY LOVE AND APPRECIATE EVERYONE HERE THAT’S BEEN FOLLOWING MY BLOG!! ALL OF YOU ARE WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!!
AGAIN, A BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEARS FROM BOTH MUN AND LEST!! <3 <3 <3
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Im a 20 Year old Male in New York City. My Parents never drove so i am looking to start a policy under my name. I bought a 1997 Accura CL Coupe a couple days ago for $2000. I have my Permit and i have my road test in 3 weeks so i should get my license shortly after. I know New York usually has higher rates but i checked a free online quote from Geico & it was about $600 a month / $3600 for 6 months. This looks way too high to me. Is it this high because i don't have my insurance yet ? And how much do you think it will be when i do get my insurance with the state minimum insurance ?
""No pink slip yet, Can I insure my car in California. Also needs tags?
Ok so I bought a used G35 from a private seller but he has one more payment to pay until he gets his pink slip. We made a contract I still owe him some money until we switch it over to my name. My question is there any way to insure the car so I can drive it or should I just wait until its under my name and not drive it. Also it needs tag how should I go about that? I know the easiest way to do this is wait but I want to drive it already so if there is a possible way I'm willing to go out of my way.
Cheap insurance?
im 17 & i live in toronto (CANADA) and i gotta 1992 honda civic , and i m looking for the cheapest insurance possible does anyone know some kind of insurance agency who can get me a cheap insurance $300 or less?""
Help me with a car tax/insurance question please?
I just bought a used car that isn't taxed I am trying to swap my insurance over to the new car but the problem is I heard you can't insure a car without it having car tax but whilst trying to tax it I read on the dvla website will this vehicle have valid insurance by the time the tax begins so what do i do first?
No insurance. Can I get temporary insurance so I can have surgery on my wrist?
Hello thank you for viewing my question and I appreciate any help.. I fractured my wrist a few years ago and never went to the doctor until recently. The doctor told me that my wrist was screwed up and I need surgery, but I don't have insurance and was paying him cash unfortunately He told me surgery would be like $15,000 and I think he was telling me that I can't just go get insurance now, because there is an injury on file so they won't let me. My sister who is a nurse told me to get temporary insuracne just to get it fixed, and she said she didn't think it would matter that the injury is on file. Does anyone know if I am able to get insurance at an affordable rate to get fixed or did I screw up by visiting the doctor already? Thank you very much""
Is it true that you don't need insurance on a car registered in New Hampshire?
A friend of mine went to college in New Hampshire. She told me that in New Hampshire the state motto is live free or die and insurance on a car is optional but not required. I'm from New York where people pay out their ears for insurance on cars. I can't imagine that this is true. Is it?
Can I get car insurance under my boyfriend's name even though the car is registered to me?
My car is registered under my name BUT i want put my boyfriend as the primary driver on the car insurance. He signed over the title to me because of some private reasons but even though legally its mine I still see it as his. Anyhow, can I put car insurance under his name even though the car is registered under my name?""
Whats an Affordable Auto insurance if you have 2 at fault accidents?
Hi I just turned 18 and in May I was blocked in at school and I had to leave. I hit a car and was dropped from Geico because it was my 2nd at fault accident. It just left a scratch on the car but still. I want to go to college full time and I need a job but I cant go to college at all if I have to pay 300 a month, which esurance was the lowest quote I got. So is there any places that can help me with my insurance so I can work part time and go to school full time?""
""I wrecked my car it wasn't my fault. I want the car totaled, but the insurance company is using retail value?""
of the car. Is there anyway I can get them to use a private party value or something else? I had a 2001 honda civic LX, 1 owner, auto, 117,000 miles on it. The insurance company is ...show more""
What's a cheap Car Insurance Company for a 18 Year old Male?
The car is a 106 1.1 Peugeot, does anyone know of any cheap or best ways to get the cheapest car insurance.""
If you total a new car and have full coverage, does insurance pay off the loan you owe?
Your Open Question Show me another  I totaled my car. Car insurance question? I got a new car that was worth about $19,000 last year. Ive only had the car for a year and 2 ...show more
How much will be my car insurance? (I'm serious)?
Guys please take this question seriously and don't even try to answer unless u r going to answer thoroughly I'm 18 and will be 19 in october And I'm getting driver license in a month My parents are not citizen and they don't live in US But I'm citizen and go to high school I heard that my car insurance is extremely expensive since my parents don't live in US But I really NEED to drive my own car ( Not i want to, i NEED it!) I'm aware that the insurance fee depends on companies ***So what I want is approximation or similar examples or similar cases (My GPA is over 4.0 so probably there will be discount... *** if there is, i need every info for discount) And only my mom got her license when she stayed here for few month last year She needs to renew it and she is registered to my uncle's car (I live with my uncle) ***Does this affect my fee? I'm working in city recreation department How can I go work if i don't have car? Now...I ride bike for 4miles to go there... Please help me""
Does anyone or has anyone ever used California Casualty Insurance?
Im getting off of my dads plan but its really difficult to find a cheap one and Im a teacher with no strikes, tickets or anything. I get these notices in the mail for California Casualty but Im hesitant, what do they cover? Are they any good? Whats your experience?""
Do I have to pay for insurance on a moving van rental?
I want to rent a moving van from Uhaul. They won't let me rent the van unless I pay for their insurance coverage. Is that legal?
How much can we expect to get from insurance for replacement of car door?
Our 2003 Hyundai Sonata got backed into recently. The lady hit the front passenger door and smashed it in. It still opens, but sounds awful when it does, and the window doesn't work right (power window). She had Farmers insurance, and I've heard bad things about them, but we're gonna get an estimate from different auto body shops around town. How much can we expect the insurance to pay out for this damage?""
Average cost for motorcycle insurance for a 16 year old?
i know that the rates will be very expensive for a street bike for a 16 year old first rider, but i just want a round about. i have car insurance with state farm so thats who i would get the insurance through. from what i found it will probably be better to start on a dual sport bike rather than a sport bike due to the cost of insurance and the possibility of not being able to get insured due to my age. i want to get a street bike, but i know insurance would be nearly affordable.""
Need advice concerning a comprehensive insurance plan...?
I will be getting married in December. Both my fiance' and I are still on our parents' plans (as we are below the age of 24 and have not been forced off yet). This includes car and health insurance. I am lost when it comes to how much I should pay, what kind of coverage I should aim for, etc. We will both need car and health insurance as of 12/20/09. We are looking for an all-around DECENT plan that will fit in a limited budget. Any advice/tips on what we should be doing or looking for would help a lot! Thanks!""
Will health insurance cover IVF procedure?
As of right now, my health insurance have been covering all of my wife procedure of IUI and her surgery for unblock 1 of her tube. But after 3 procedures of IUI and all are negative, I think my Dr will go to IVF next and just wondering if health insurance will cover the IVF procedure.""
Cheap auto insurance?
im 17 years old driving a 2004 pontiac grand prix. im trying to find cheap auto insurance for sacramento california. is there any deals better than 69 dollars? i have 0 credit score, no job,sleeps in my own parking lot, i only drive it to school which is 3 miles 5 times a day, and clean history. full time student holding a 3.5 to a 3.75 gpa. i also live with my parents(they have gieco and im on it temprararly until i find something cheaper) they both ahve clean records and passed high school. my mom has an associates degree. they both work and crdit scores are well over 700. please respond soon.""
How much would the insurance be on this car?
A ford ka 2001 around 56,000 miles and I am a new driver 17""
Do you have health insurance?
if so, How much is it per month? How old are you? What kind of deductable do you have? Feel free to answer also if you do not have insurance, also, do you support obamacare?""
Can I insure a car I don't own?
My dad bought me a car when I was 17, but its in his name. I still have that car and the insurance runs out at the end of the month. I'm tired of having him pay for things so I'm paying for my own insurance. He's going to sign the car over to me, but I will still need to get insurance on it and he probably won't transfer the title for a few more weeks. So, can I shop around for insurance rates and purchase and pay for my own insurance on the car, and include my husband as a driver, even though I don't own the car yet? Or does my dad need to transfer the title first? The problem we're running into is, I'm in Missouri, my dad is in Utah (where the car is currently registered), and I'm moving to California in 3 weeks.""
How much do 22 year olds pay for car insurance?
How much do 22 year olds pay for car insurance?
What auto insurance does aarp offer?
the name of the insurance (auto) offered to aarp subscribers
What is current on the insurance business?
Has there been any development or change? this is for a job interview
Is medicaid a very low cost insurance? does medicaid pretty much stink !?
im just wondering becouse a couple of therapist have turned me down becouse of my medicaid insurance.
How much more is it to insure two personal cars vs. one?
I am just one guy, I live by myself and nobody drives my car but me. I keep insurance on it but conditions may turn out that I will end up with a 2nd car. I would ultimately drive them both and have them insured but how much is it for one person to insure a 2nd car? Is it (premium of one car) X 2 or more like 1.5(P) I hope this wouldn't be too expensive and make it not worth it.""
What does 'annual deductible' mean for health insurance?
Hey guys so I just want to get this straight because we are looking at purchasing new insurance... When it says Annual Deductible; $7500 does that mean after I paid that amount within the calendar year, then the insurance would kick in and start paying some of the cost? Is this still true with any type of doctor visit like routine checkups and stuff? It also says this regarding that Member pays $30 Copay or 30% after deductible (applies to the 3 office visit copay limit) . Can someone give me an explanation? It doesn't seem like this is a good option if I would have to pay $7500 before any insurance kicks in right?""
Can someone who smokes marijuana get affordable life insurance?
Can someone who smokes marijuana get affordable life insurance?
How much is your car insurance a month?
What kind of car do you have? What car insurance company are you with?
Where is my car insurance?
Which insurance campaign insured my car
Does having a commercial drivers license affect my insurance rates?
I don't drive commercially for a living, so I'm wondering if having my CDL (which I do have) would affect my auto insurance rates positively or negatively. I have my CDL because I drive a bus every once in a while for the university where I work. Thanks for any help you can give.""
Cheap car insurance for 7 star driver?
Cheap car insurance for 7 star driver?
""Free health insurance near Brandon, FL?""
Is there any way to apply or receive FREE health insurance in or near Brandon, Florida. I am a college student here and don't want to pay for health insurance b/c its expensive. I used to live in New York and know that there there are many companies that give free health insurance for low income people. Any help?""
I saw on TV awhile back a life insurance policy you can use while your still living?
I saw it awhile ago on television that it's a life insurance policy you can use while still living such as to pay for children's college and stuff? Do they still offer this and from what company is it from?
How can i get my story known if Im a United States Marine Corps veteran and dont qualify for health insurance?
They tell me I make too much to get the government insurance and the company Ive worked for throughout the last 7 months will not promote me to full time to where I could even qualify for health care. Im married with a 3 month old and owe 30k in medical bills already at the age of 22. Is there anything anyone can tell me that will help?
If you total a new car and have full coverage, does insurance pay off the loan you owe?
Your Open Question Show me another  I totaled my car. Car insurance question? I got a new car that was worth about $19,000 last year. Ive only had the car for a year and 2 ...show more
Motorcycle and car insurance?
I want to get a motorbike but cant afford to run my car also. Put a question on here the other day about running a bike only all year round and been sort of put off by responses re winter riding. Is it possible to road tax and insure a car for half a year only and then for other half of year not road tax/insure it. During that period to insure and tax bike instead if put car on private driveway and not use it for that period? So basically run car half year in crap weather and bike other half in good? Whats the reprocussions insurance wise if thats possible? UK answers would be more usefull as thats where I live! thanks!
Why is insurance so high on the scion tc?
what is the best/cheapest insurance out their for the scion tc and why is it so high?
What is the best insurance company for garage liability insurance?
I am trying to find a cheaper insurance company for auto dealership. I live in Kentucky, does anyone know a better insurance company? Thanks""
How do i buy car insurance and how do I find a insurance company that suits me (cheap)?
ok so I've seen a car I would like to buy, how do I get car insurance? should I ring a call or get insured online? Also a list of names of insurance companies would be helpful? thanks""
Cheap insurance in michigan?
Hi i live in Taylor MI and im trying to find cheap insurance for a 2008 ford focus
Car insurance rip off?
my car insurance lists 2 drivers, 1 is excluded from coverage. the other person listed, I have no idea who that is. Why would they do this? Is it cheaper this way, having 2 drivers, or more expensive?""
Isn't a lack of affordable health insurance merely a very late term abortion for Blue collar workers?
Alright, I'm being overly dramatic but what if, as head of household such an individual, without insurance, is treated to a very costly procedure and dies anyway? Why does it become necessary to bankrupt the remaining family as it often is? Why then, if Welfare is so frowned upon by the same opposition group to affordable health care (often referred as Universal health care by way of diversion)why is the mother, if she is unable to provide for her children often left homeless and left to wander the streets while they are given up for adoption? Why is this oft repeated scenario accepted by Christian voter or even wealthy atheists (ordinary ones, even) for whom there never may be enough money? This is a worst case scenario and actually happens in some cases. How does one address this issue? I've heard all of standard insults but I'd really appreciate an honest answer and I'm not at all in favor of universal health care for the indolent or the F--k 'em and forget 'em fathers everywhere or, for that matter, the largest group of Welfare recipients, save their unfortunate offspring.""
How much would insurance on a 1990 dodge neon ?
I think it might be my first car , && I have to pay for insurance .""
Do I need a California driver's license to deliver pizzas in California? (Domino's)?
Just interviewed at Domino's and everything seemed to go well, but afterwards I realized my current driver's license is in the state of Nevada and not California (since I am just here attending college). I anyone aware if this will be a problem for insurance issues or something?""
Is getting renter's insurance a good idea? How about with Balboa insurance?
I'm considering getting this but have no idea how renter's insurance works or anything.
""Grad Student Getting First 4x4: Buy/ Lease, and Insurance Cost?""
I'm going to grad school for 2 years in Utah. It'll be such a shame if I never get to explore its remote wilderness, just because I don't have a 4x4. So, I'm thinking about a Wrangler: - Lease one.. On Jeep's website, it says leasing a Brand New Sport for 24 months is less than $400/mo [$9,600 2 years] - I can buy a preowned, and the furthest I can go is $10,000. But with that price, I reckon it's gonna have lots of miles, and need some tune up crap.. Another thing is: Being out of state, I have to get my own insurance, which presumably is more expensive than extending my parents policy. I'm 23, 2 speeding tickets. Progressive gimme a ridiculous quote - $1,200 for 6 months. I wonder if it's me being underage, or my violations.. But I see some post in here, people pay 70, 80 bucks a month. How much do you pay for yours? What do yall folks think I should do..buy one or lease one? Or based on my case, do you suggest me getting other 4WD alternatives?""
What is average for car insurance?
I was just curious, as I am shopping for car insurance for the first time. I am a 23 year old male, so it will probably be higher than a lot of others, but I was wondering what you think is a fair rice as I shop around? Recommend a certain insurance company? All answers will be appreciated! -Dan""
When to add insurance a newly purchased used car?
I'm purchasing a used truck from a relative of mine for pretty cheap and I'll have to drive the vehicle back down, about 130 miles, to my city by myself. My question is do I have to purchase insurance for the truck before I go up there? Or do I have a grace period where I can drive the truck (say 5 days) without insurance and then once I have the title and other paperwork in my name, go and get insurance? I'm in the state of California, if that helps.""
Buying SR22 Insurance Online?
I need to know the cheapest site or agency to buy sr22 insurance. Any ideas? Thanks!!
Car Insurance Rates long island?
Help....My 20 year old needs car insurance... has two tickets,,, we live on long island just the basics""
Do I have to buy health insurance under Obama care?
I am a single mother 44 years old, I live with my 16 years old daughter in Colorado. I make about $ 24000 a year, my daughter and me are very health people and we never go to the hospital. We never buy health insurance before and have no idea about it. I heard under new law, I have to buy some kind of health insurance, anyone know which one has the lowest rate and how much we have to pay every month? many thanks.""
""Car accident, insurance rate?""
ive been driving 2 years, no tickets, no accidents....so tonight i got in an accident, rear ended a car....my fault,,,how much will my insurance go up? i have Allstate.""
""Where to get the cheapest car insurance for new driver, and which combinations of options, to get it lower?""
I am 17 and lice in Hartlepool in England and I have got a 1.2 mk2 3 door Fiat Punto. And i need insurance, apparently Adrian Flux is cheep for young drivers, but just over a month ago i was quoted 1800, and now that i need it i am being quoted 2600, y? I was also surprised when i found out that my car is a group 4 insurance, with it being a little 60bhp 1.2 compared to my mates 130bhp car being a group 5. I cannot go on my mams insurance either as she can only drive an automatic. So I considered selling my Punto and try getting an automatic to go on my mams insurance as she has over 10 year no claims, but her 200 insurance went up to 2500. I guss alot of the price being because of where we live, there was multistory flats, in a big estate, and was a bad area, but now they have been knocked down and is now a new modern housing area. Is there anywhere I can contact, to come prove it is a nice area now? Thanks""
Would my car insurance company give me any problems if I get a 2nd car?
I am the only driver in my household but I plan to get my son a car and register it under my name and put it on my insurance. He has a license and lives at a different address. Would the insurance company get suspicious about anything?
Whats the best insurance?
Im still on my dads insurance till I'm 21, but it wont cover prenatal care for his children unless its his spouse having his baby.... which is like most insurance... so what is the best insurance for me to use? I need opinions.... THANKS A BUNCH!""
IS THERE A LISTING OF CAR INSURANCE COMPNANIES?
IS THERE A LISTING OF CAR INSURANCE COMPNANIES?
Where is the best place to purchase product liability insurance?
Need product liability insurance for imported hardwood flooring.
Graduating from college and need affordable health insurance?
Graduating from college and need affordable health insurance?
Why do people spend so much on insurance?
I mean other than general health and drug insurance.
If i take an online drivers ed what will it do to the price of my car insurance?
The insurance companys told me that my insurance would be cheaper if i take the actual driving class. but will it still be as cheap if i do the class online?
If you total a new car and have full coverage, does insurance pay off the loan you owe?
Your Open Question Show me another  I totaled my car. Car insurance question? I got a new car that was worth about $19,000 last year. Ive only had the car for a year and 2 ...show more
Motor trade insurance for 21 year olds?
Im looking for motor trade insurance as a second driver and Im 21 years old.
Car insurance increase...?
My regular insurance (just liability) is $70 a month. but I just bought a 2001 audi s4 and am adding collision to it. i guess you could say its a sports car because its fast, but its still a sedan. any idea on how much my insurance will go up?""
Insurance grace period/need insurance to title and register?
In IL, is there any grace period between buying a car and having insurance? Or put another way, will I need to show proof of insurance when I go to DMV to register and get title? My plan was to pickup the car and immediately go to the DMV, but my insurance card probably won't be hear for a few days... will they not let me register it w/o insurance? Also, god forbid I'm pulled over on my way to the DMV (without insurance OR registration) or on my way home from DMV (still no insurance) will there be a problem if I can show (with bill of sale or something) that I just bought the vehicle and am on the way to register it and/or insurance is in the works?""
Does anyone know how Obamas health plan is going to work?
If everyone will be required to have insurance, will the insurance offered be affordable? Will it be based on your income?""
How much will my car insurance cost?
I know that this is a vague question, but I was just curious as to what the average amount would be? I'm 16 years old about to be a new driver. I have a used red 2000 Jeep Cherokee if that matters. I'm female and live in Rhode Island.""
Car insurance quote help!?
I am 18 years old and received my Florida permit when I was 16, and my Florida drivers license when I was 17. I'm looking for a car and have been searching for a good insurance quote. I've tried everywhere from geico, progressive, all state, etc. But they all seem to be VERY high. Anyone know of a cheaper/better insurance company that will give me a good quote? Thank you for the help!""
HELP PLEASE. car insurane/accident help needed. please.?
I got in a car accident Saturday night. The other person was at total fault. She called her insurance company, Allstate, and made a claim, and told them that everything was her fault. I called today and put in my statment. They told me to come to a local Allstate place tomorrow, they will estimate how much it will cost to repair my car, cut me a check, and I can take my car anywhere to get it fixed. They said while my car is in the shop they will rent a car to me free of charge. My insurance hasn't even been involved, and it doesn't look like it will be. My concern is, that my boyfriend was driving, and he is not on MY insurance. But will this even matter? Help please. I'm 18 and I live in Florida and I'm stressed out to hell and back.""
Insurance type help A-Z?
Hello, If there is no accident will occur or occured, but lost your eyesight naturaly, what type of insurance policy you should buy to cover your permanent disablement because of that, which will give you payout like personal accident insurance does?""
Can I use European car insurance in the uk ?
Insurance prices in the UK are insane. Can I buy a UK car but get it insured with a European company in a European country (Hungary for example has really cheap car insurance) will this insurance be valid in the UK ?
Does a written warning affect your driver's insurance in Massachusetts?
I just got a written warning tonight in MA. I have a couple of questions, does it affect my insurance (I heard that it does not increase my insurance, but my insurance company is notified and my rates for next year will not decrease, is that true?). Also, how long does it stay on record? Much Thanks!""
Will my car insurance rates increase? Please help?
I have a lease with the full mandated insurance in FL and I have Geico. There is construction on my building and while my car was parked in it's space apparently a rock or some piece of concrete from my building must have hit my moonroof and shattered it completely. I must have this fixed ASAP and am still working out who between my condo association and the construction company are going to pay for this. In the meantime I need to know if I call Geico about this incident will I be in jeopardy of having my rates increased? The car was parked in it's space, I was not driving, and it was not my fault. Thank you for answering.""
What do i do about health insurance?
I need health insurance. Most assitance i dont qualify for but work doesnt offer and i cant afford just any insurance. Any ideas?
Car insurance?
okay my parents want me off their plan..cuz aprantly i suck at driving. -speeding -illegal passing - failure to stop at a light and bad driving resultin in an accident....so i dont blame them..anyway..could some one help me find the most affordable way to go about gettin my own insurance policy..i am 18 full time student working a part time job..yes i know that isnt very good..but i have to deal with what ive got.. so please help me..and no before you ask my grades are not b average
Cheapest 600cc sportbike to maintain?
Which of these bikes of the 600cc class is the cheapest to maintain in terms of insurance, gas, maintenance, etc...(so which is the cheapest combining all of these aspect) the bikes = kawasaki zx6r, honda cbr600rr, yamaha r6, suzuki gsxr 600""
Car insurance question no claims bonus?
so, i went onto the website with the annoying singing fat man, got a reasonable quote for my classic car, declared all cars in my household, one of which is a company car with 2 years NCB. Paid the deposit and remainder was to be paid monthly by direct debit. After a couple of weeks now they've written to me wanting proof of the NCB I stated, wanting details of the previous insurance and policy number. So, I email them (as they stated in the letter that this would be the quickest way to resolve and avoid having my policy cancelled) saying the NCB was on company insurance rather than another private insurance which i think they assume I have (the option on NCB on the website included NCB on company cars), no response to my email, so I send another, now I've had a red coloured letter threatening cancellation of my insurance unless I provide the information. Tried phoning and it's either constantly engaged or answer phone. Emailed for a third and final time and put a copy of the email in the post with no response. I feel I have been totally mislead by assuming I have NCB on my company car policy, so, should they decide to cancel my policy can I get my deposit and 1st month's payment back? Citizens advice has told me that the policy was misleading and was not as described so I should be due a refund but how can I expect to get this if I cannot contact them? HELP and advice please!""
How much will my car insurance go up because of a ticket?
The other day, I was in a hurry to get to school, and I was pulled over going 70mph in a 45mph speed zone. I was issued a $101.99 speeding ticket and was NOT charged with reckless driving or anything else. I haven't told my father yet (I'm not yet 18.), but I am selling a lot of video games I do not play anymore to pay for the ticket and any other increased insurance rates. My question is: how much will my car insurance (USAA Full Coverage) rates increase per month because of this ticket? I drive a 2008 Super Black 350z, and I have been involved in an accident, so my rates are already about $500/mo. Friends have told me that my insurance will go up at least $200. Is this true? More or less? Or is there a percentage of my current rate that it increases by. Any help would be appreciated, so I know how much I should expect to pay my father when he sees the ticket on my insurance report. Thanks!""
""If my mom adds me onto her car insurance, about how much would it go up?""
I'm 17 Shes with GEICO Its a Buick Rendezvous SUV (2004) Our zip is 33312 (South florida, if this helps for those answering that may be in my area) I have a clean record B Average in school""
Who is looking for affordable health insurance?
life insurance, health insurance, long term care""
Where can I get a cheap health insurance?
health insurance is so expensive... where can I get those health insurances?? especially the cheap one... yea...the best cheap..not the worst cheap
Motorcycle Insurance cost in Ontario?
I know it depends on a lot so I'll give you as much info as possible: age: 18 bike: honda cbr125r driving(car) record: spotless -the bike will be kept in my house overnight, and I'll only be using inner city (for work, school, social..) So guys I just need a rough estimate, doesn't have to be exact. how much would it cost be per year? Also, is insurance less if you're female like with car insurance? thanks for any help!""
How much does car insurance cost at age 16?
ok so i want a used 2002 toyota celica but i wanna know how much insurance will cost me first before i buy it. so if you can help plsss answer thxs =) p.s i live in the state of new jersey if that can help idk lol.
How much would I pay for the Insurance Renewal?
I recently had a car accident with my brand new 4WD vehicle. The front part were badly damaged and is now in the manufacturer's garage. Good thing I didn't get any physical injury as the vehicle's air bag went off just on time and my comprehensive insurance will cover for the agency repairs. My question is, assuming that I'll never encounter another major accident for the next 11 months, how much(more or less) would I pay for the vehicle's insurance renewal next year after it has been assessed by a qualified individual. As early as now, I want to have an idea how the insurance company will compute for my insurance renewal and what are other factors do they consider say I paid them around $1,300 for this year's fee. I hope someone could give me an idea re insurance renewal and other pertinent info re this matter.""
I would like a rough idea of how much it will cost to insure my 17 year old son to learn then drive my car?
I have a peugeot 206 1.4 2005 plate car, it is the only car we own and I would like to put my son on the insurance. He will be 17 in Jan 2011 and we need to gage how much it will cost to have him as a named driver of my car""
Is it legal for auto insurance companies to adjust rates based on where you live?
I live in California, and I thought it was now illegal to charge more or less based on where you live. Does anyone know the laws regarding this?""
17 years old and my car insurance is way too high...?
I'm 17 years old and I live in the state of New York. A few months ago I had a little accident with my moms cars. My father said he'll buy me a car if I pay for insurance... but my insurance would be 3600 dollars per year which I won't be able to afford making minimum wage. Is there anyways I could lower the price for insurance? I really need some help thank you!
If you total a new car and have full coverage, does insurance pay off the loan you owe?
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