#i should make this into a comic or something lmao

[fruit-sauce]

Thinking about it more, I wanna expand on my Fallen Angel BBH headcanon, where he fell and became a demon because of Ironmouse questioning if the creator really existed (explained in this video), as well as update my personal headcanons/theories/timeline for q!BBH

Again, this is all my personal thought process, a lot of it is made up/may not makes sense, this is just me making a cool story lol:

Here's where my brain is at-

In her story, Ironmouse became curious in whether or not the creator existed, opening the inner chamber to see for herself. In the end, the image was stripped from her memory and she fell into the abyss below, along with many other angels who wanted to know, and was locked into a box, deprived of all her senses, until Bubi, the then ruler of hell, came along and freed her, wanting her power. She then became the new ruler of hell and.. you can watch her lore videos, they're really well made and she's super interesting

ANYWAYS!... BadBoyHalo :D

Going with the name "Saints of Games", before becoming a demon, Saint was an angelic deity that lived in heaven. He was a deity that revolved around games and luck. Alongside him was Philza, who is the angel of Death (Philza was not there when Mouse opened the chamber)

Being the curious creature he is, of course, he was there to witness Ironmouse opening the chamber, but knew of the dangers and stayed off to the side. So, when he fell down, he was not a part of Bubi's or Mouse's rule (as well as him not liking being ruled over).

Upon becoming a demon, he gained a new name and lost his status of being a deity of games and luck (with luck going to Alpharad and games becoming more like tricks/pranks), but he did not lose his power. Seeing as he resided in the outskirts of hell, most knew to stay away from him, resulting in him becoming very lonely, desperate for any type of interaction.

This desperation turned violent, growing worse as time went on, becoming hungry for food; for power; for soul energy... Until something finally happened.

Seemingly out of no where, he was dragged to the surface, summoned by a group of occultists, BadBoyHalo was pulled to the Earth's crust, against his own will. Unfortunately, they were a few centuries too late, this was not an all powerful demon, ready to make deals and offers- this was an all powerful demon, fuel with rage and hate, disdain for anything and everything that lived.

Atlantis sunk that day. Some random day in 9600 B.C.

Sitting in ash covered, charred ruins of once a thriving civilization, now sat a demon, curled in on himself, crying to no ears but his own. The one thing he wanted, he needed, was gone. And it was because of him.

For the first time in his eternal life, he felt so small; he couldn't stay here. He didn't want to stay here.

Thankfully, he didn't have to.

With the sheer amount of death and destruction he created, it was only a matter of time before one of Death's angel came by.

Philza, surprised to see Saint BadBoyHalo so far from hell, takes him to the Void as a last ditch effort to calm him down. I say "last ditch effort" because Philza tried to handle it there, but BBH was having none of it (they fought, which caused Atlantis to 100% sink)

Reaching the Void, BadBoyHalo was able to meet the Goddess of Death herself, Kristin (we love the goddesses in the household). Taking pity on him, the Goddess of Death, decided to help, healing his shattered soul and giving him purpose. While not fully whole, it was a start. From that moment on, he now serves as one of her highest ranking reapers (one of = there are others -> I see Missa as a grim reaper) BadBoyHalo then has the ability to travel from the Void to the surface, both for fun and for his job.

During this time, after destroying Atlantis, Foolish, a deity who once slept eternally, blessing a lucky few with the ability to come back from the dead, was awakened. He watched Philza and BadBoyHalo leave, but since he could not follow them, he walked the earth to bide the time.

In the background of all this BBH stuff, he is worshiped as a god, feared my many, and more, waiting for cross paths again. Basically, when BBH woke him, it forced a bond between the two that only death could break, but since BBH is immortal... they're kinda stuck with each other...

Eventually, BadBoyHalo finds himself in The War (hunger games), where he meets Cellbit. Instead of killing this small child, they form a pact, a deal-

BadBoyHalo becomes his familiar... temporarily, at least.

Of course, it doesn't last forever, they split paths; Cellbit gets arrested and BadBoyHalo does.. something???

Its during then and now where BBH not only finds Skeppy, but then the two of them manage to get themselves stuck in a timeloop, yet every time it looped, they still managed to find each other.

Skeppy is some sort of gem creature, being said to be made of purely diamond, only killable via extreme heat

To me, Skeppy and BadBoyHalo also form a pact, but it's way stronger than the one Cellbit and BadBoyHalo:

Skeppy is able to live for centuries, able to shift his body into any size and shape he so desires, look through diamonds as if they were his own eyes, shatter into billions of pieces and get back up again.

BadBoyHalo is constantly hungry, but no physical meal could satiate his hunger. No rare meats or pretty plants, rocks or wood, nothing.

Except soul energy.

In simple terms, Skeppy is a constant source of energy of which BadBoyHalo can eat from, without the worry of killing him. BadBoyHalo can consciously eat it, but he also naturally absorbs it, meaning that if he stays near someone for too long, he'll end up accidentally killing them or at least making them weaker. That's why, when he "pretends" to be the grim reaper, he's constantly telling people to drink water, or how he generally tries to keep people alive, healthy and happy- it lessens the chance for him to accidentally kill them.

By creating this deal, Skeppy gains some of BadBoyHalo's immortality, further becoming a constant fountain of soul energy.

With the idea that Skeppy and BadBoyHalo consistently found the other while in the time loop, I'm just gonna call them soulmates lol

Going back on myself, Skeppy being "a constant fountain of soul energy" is not an exaggeration, BadBoyHalo is considerably stronger the closer they are together. But, seeing as they are apart at the moment, BadBoyHalo is very weak; he doesn't want to feed off the other islanders, Cucurucho and the Code are not options he wants to try (looking at q!Slime being corrupted and q!Forever on the happy pills), so its just a waiting game

Things I don't know how to incorporate at the moment are all the references he makes towards Italy, being whatever happened in Venice and Naples, and anything involving Mount Vesuvius; I don't wanna make any guesses right now while cc!BBH is still dropping crumbs. Unfortunately, this includes anything with the Eggpire, not only do I need to rewatch it, but since it was retconned and cc!BBH said he'd reveal some stuff about it, that section is gonna be on hold for me. On top of that, apparently MCC being at least somewhat canon??? that was mentioned at one point

So instead, here are some little headcanons:

BBH hates being summoned, when he was summoned by Foolish, Cellbit, Roier and Jaiden is a perfect example of this; this trait was passed to Dapper, as she seems to also find it annoying to be summoned at random

BBH will pick up and cradle Dapper and/or Pomme while he sings to them, they find immediate comfort in being held by him

Grim Reapers don't kill, not often at least. They collect souls and guide them to the afterlife. It is the angels of Death that actively kill. This can be seen whenever Missa stands back while Philza kills off mobs. BBH, being a fallen angel/powerful deity, differs from this, as he does both the killing and soul gathering

BBH and Ironmouse never really knew each other as angels, nor as demons, but they could sense that the other was a demon, as well as just use their eyes, Mouse doesn't hide it and BBH is bad at hiding it. Tina, on the other hand, is good at hiding it! Since she has no wings and consistently files down her horns

Whilst wondering the mortal world, there have been times where people have tried to jail or contain him. Tried. Just for fun, BBH enjoys to wear some of the chains from their attempts, almost like jewelry! They make a frightening noise, clinking against each other, but it makes him even more terrifying when he appears without making any noise

Foolish and BBH love to fight, but it usually needs to be on a secluded island or a place very far from civilization because of how much destruction they usually cause

If BBH stands in one spot, the plants around him start to die. In contrast, if Foolish were to walk in the same path, they would regrow.

There are very few that BBH cannot eat soul energy from, some being: Death's angels and reapers (Philza, Missa, etc.) Dapper, Pomme, Tallulah and Chayanne. Everyone else would need time far away from him to recover, hence BBH living underground, far from anyone else

^ Foolish and Skeppy are technically in the same category for "infinite soul energy" but for different reasons

^ Very few eggs can withstand it, only the ones that are children of those who can already not be drained: BBH -> Pomme/Dapper; Philza/Missa -> Chayanne/Tallulah

^^ this means that, like Foolish, Leo has infinite soul energy

#an update on my bbh lore ideas since it needed an update so bad lol #i should make this into a comic or something lmao #fs qsmp headcanons #qsmp #qsmp headcanons #badboyhalo #skeppy #foolish gamers #ironmouse #Cellbit #philza #qsmp dapper #missasinfonia #qsmp leonarda #qsmp pomme #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #tina kitten #tinakitten

[naturecalls111]

on liking girls

#comic #vent art #other fandoms #the fandom is my personal life LMAO #I had posted this on twitter and deleted it because it was vent art from back in like. Ohhh I forget. Must have been january #Like I had just had my birthday and I don't know what it was but something made me realise like #oh. I haven't come out to my parents #like it's Been a minute I probably should right #and my parents are like. the best in the world I say that with my whole chest #my sexuality is not something they would ever care about let alone judge me for #like they have so many gay friends OBJECTIVELY I KNOW THIS IS A NON ISSUE LOL #but I don't know. something about it DOES feel dangerous and I can barely come to terms with it #I hate the idea of making it a "thing'. does that make sense #i don't want it to be a ���thing” #I don't want them to tell me they'll love me no matter what and that this doesn't change anything #I don't want to have to subject them to feel like I'm “opening up” and then Have to respond like that #I wish it felt like as natural of an integration as someone is being straight you know #i wish it was: i come home with the prettiest girl in the world (she is the prettiest because she is my girlfriend) and they're just like #“hi! so nice to meet you! lets sit for tea!” #and thats it no questions asked. my mom or dad wouldn't ask “why didnt you tell us?” does that make sense #This is why none of my highschool friends know either #i'll tell them if they ask but I don't want to make a performance of Telling Them #I don't. Owe them that #I don't owe anyone a heads up. I don't want to. I don't want to make it A Thing #It's a Me thing. I don't get why it has to be turned into a You thing. #also hi if you havent seen my face i look like That LOL

[mamawasatesttube]

as we all know i don't like rebirth and especially not its handling of kon. but if i do consider rebirth kon, i really think everyone should shut up with the tired jealousy/pining jokes and embrace the truth: kon and kenan are absolutely making out. dude that is a bro4bro relationship and theyre having a GREAT time. WHY is there literally no kon/kenan tag on ao3 what the fuck!!! look at them!!!!

BRO 4 BRO RELATIONSHIP. LOOK AT THEM.

#rimi talks #im torn because i DONT like rebirth i dont particularly want to write rebirth fic #HOWEVER what if i read new superman and then write kenankon (konkenan? kenkon???) fic-- #theyre just so cute in action comics every time??? they are besties whats better than this guys being bros #kon #kenan #long post #in theory i could just bring kenan into my postcrisis sandbox. #the thing is that in my postcrisis sandbox kon's relationships with his friends and family still mean something. they do not in rebirth #except for bart who still actually is his bart (mostly..?) (man i literally read yj19 where they explained this and it still makes no sense #(well it's because bendis was incredibly inconsistent explaining anything about kon's situation lmao but anyway) #ANYWAY THE POINT IS. i think kon and kenan should kiss. thank you for your time

[bleaksqueak]

realizing I did not letter the next page that goes up this week and that I have to do that still...

#klsafjs lmao I'm sorry I don't generally like to neg meme about art or the art process bc I think it's a great way to develop an unhealthy #relationship with something that yes is difficult but requires love to do #but you see #I hate lettering #I think I'm not very good at it but i'm also extremely picky about it and I hate the process of actually doing it #it's the ONLY PART of comic making I dislike #I find I dislike it less when I write the script in real time and write it as I'm lettering #but we don't do that here since that's a great way to end up with nonsense #anyway I do really like the next page... i guess I should letter it for you guys so you can read it #I GUESS #I'd pay a letterer if I hate spare money to hire one #at least making my balloons mix-n-match brushes made it easier #it would also be easier in clip studio if I could use clip studio without wanting to throw my computer out of a window lmao #so I letter in procreate #ANYWAY. #anyway #hope you're excited for the next page #enjoy audric answering questions in the meantime

[todayisafridaynight]

I saw the "#is there yaoi in the arakawa family" tag basically right as it popped up in the notes and was also left completely dead on the pavement, but honestly? As someone who is wholly and irrevocably AraSawa-pilled (whether said pill is red or blue in color is up to interpretation...), it's objectively SO much funnier if they're just Like That. I love your comics on the topic!

There's also some element of this post I saw earlier I think, divorced from the sexual context since it's not really relevant to what I want to talk about (you'll just have to bear with me there I guess lol, can't help what the post says). It's also still pretty melodramatic applied to them (even for me) when it chiefly is just. Hilarious. But what I'm trying to say is that, taking a more serious approach, "unresolved potential" is such a compelling and central recurring beat here, so what's one more instance?

I guess that post kind of presupposes that there is or could be yaoi, but I think it's kind of like. The concept of "yuri of absence." But with dads. Like that's along the lines of the emotion things like the pair of armchairs on the second floor of Jo's office evokes in me. Honestly I think this particular ask is probably one of the least intelligible I've sent and I'll probably regret it. But. It's. They're married. But they're not. But They're Married. BUT THEY'RE NOT. But th

after meeting with The Arakawa Family Council the verdict i bring to everyone today on Is There Yaoi In The Arakawa Family is:

Well,

#fave #snap chats #OK BUT NO I FEEL LIKE I AGREE TOTALLY #like it really is... indescribable.... like what's going on here... because it's definitely something..... but not THAT but???? #yeah they're married but i don't think they know that. #like its different from the married/divorced energy between kashiwagi and kazama yk what i mean #it's like. when hummingbirds co-evolve with flowers right. #like they just ACCIDENTALLY co-exist perfectly with each other after being around each other so long #like it infinitely is better if its just limbo situation where its like. What Do We Even Label This As. Should We. Do We. #cause again it's infinitely funnier if this all happens and they arent the slightest bit aware #desperately need a montage of arakawa and jo just being in really domestic situations together #but like. with the most This Isn't Anything Serious energy right #like ichi running into the office and jo and arakawa are just having a cute lil candlelit dinner #and ichi just Oh Is This Like... A Thing... but neither of them blink arakawa just wanna know what ichi wants like :)? #thank you for enjoying my comics on the idea though it's really fun walking the line between Being Serious and just Being Silly #i need to make more... but im so busy.... ill just rotate them in my head for now #ill just rb my old faves on the idea lmao #like its funny to toe being For Real bout it if not so i can make more silly slice of life manga parodies #i think itd just be funny if jo experiences human emotion for the first time and its in the most awkward situation imaginable #yk. the drama of it all its so goofy #ohhh but i dont wanna write my silly essay about them.. not now anyway... i do enjoy them immensely tho. #in case that wasn't evident. i'll ramble about them in another post of mine im sure :) #but yes thank you for your input i was hoping you'd come around LMAO i needed that peer review #and im glad- as per usual- we came to the same conclusion. We Don't Know. #edit: in review as it turns out its not old man yaoi its old man yuri. thats my final answer im locking it in

[robitherat]

Genuinely think it's so funny how everyone latched onto "Jay is canonically a gay man" when it was "confirmed" thru an ask to JACKIE who didn't write for the original series and also considering it held literally less than no relevance to the series itself. Like fuck man if I wanna say Jay is a she/they faggot I'm going to it literally doesn't matter. It has no plot relevance and the series came out in 2009. I will make up as many genders for these fuckers as I want to. They're all transfemme now.

#robi rambles #not main tagging but i AM vaguing #i should probs block that person #like okay if its not stated in the actual series. it is not canon. idk what makes yall think it is. but uh. #an ask to the adjacent comic series' artist who wasnt originally part of it and alsp isnt even attached to their main account now #isnt canon #lol anywaus. it doesnt matter #im not saying you cant think of jay as strictly a gay man but like. its not canon idk why we started saying that. #remember when ppl got mad at jkr for 'confirming' dumbledore as gay over twitter? #why is it suddenly okay for post-writing revisions for the sake of diversity points #especially from someone whose oart of something that isnt even nevessarily cannon anyways #like i dont want to spund like im dismissing jackie's contributions because im definitely NOT #but even if troy himself says its 'canon' it doesnt matter bc its not relevant to the storie #story* #im not taking representation away bc there isnt any there to begin with lmao #anyways. yall im laughing night #delete later

[ladybugkisses]

How does Rocky show affection to your sona? Is there anything he does specially for your sona? 💕

aside from words of affirmation (sometimes in the form of poetry)- he's a pretty physically affectionate guy!

even when he's not totally clinging to her he'll still be close enough, putting his arm around her or entwining her tail with his à l'Aristocats

my sona was probably a bit embarrassed or shy about it at first, specially if it's in public, but it's not like it wasn't welcomed; he's one of the few people whose touch she doesn't mind at all :^) 💘

#this ask alone made me wanna draw sooo much stuff but I CANNOT RIGHT NOW #though maybe y'all should expect me to at least make something of the hugsperiment comic with my sona soon enough lmao #anyway shoutout to rocky for being an exception to my sona's touch aversion yayyy <3 #asks #anonymous #hc tag

[softgrungeprophet]

ah yes mr trebek i will take "plot twists ~no one saw coming~ because they don't make sense and are stupid" for $500 lmao

#nadia reads comics #i really thought wells was gonna try and nuke mj or something but no (well. he might still be in terms of characterization idk) #instead it's ''i wanna kill off a character from someone else's series who probably should be doing her own thing instead of being here'' #like peter barely knows her lmao that's the wrong spider-man my dude wyd #in other news i made french toast and have topped it with whipped cream and strawberries #i'm not like mad-mad about this because i haven't been keeping up with her and am not attached to her the same as ie andi #but i do think this is a stupid-ass decision and a great example of pointless and random shock twists being prevalent in comics for a while #like yes every superhero dies at LEAST once but this is a dumb and shitty way to do it in this instance imo #esp for making it all about some white guy (like i love peter but cmon now. really.)

[papaiyatree]

tbh in a the batman world the only version of babs that makes sense to exist is oracle <33

#batgirl!babs one of the bat charas that needs a normal gotham to Become gotham #kind of in the way of dick jason tim steph etc #also correction **to become an important bat chara LMAOO #meanwhile oracle is because of tragedy but born of hope #and hm... that sounds like something REALLY familiar doesn't it? #this is me trying to push my oracle!babs and batgirl!cass should exist in the batman universe #i truely think those two are the only ones who make sense narratively and all that #instead of the joker shooting babs maybe her spine hit something bc of the flood idk #and then with cass i don't even have to imagine anything bc she was already introduced in a likewise way as the batman film #but yeah. would love to have a battinson with a robin but it just doesn't make sense :// #and honestly the really interesting dynamic cass and bruce had back in her early batgirl days can be emphasized bc battinson is sooooo #mentally ill lmao like. the part where he views her as a sort of mirror? bro that shit would work tenfold with a batman like battinson #dc #dc comics #dc films #the batman #barbara gordon

[forecast-rain]

I suddenly have to urge to make a theme for my blog from scratch

#cloud posts #it would have the dash in the middle or right #it would be bright white or sky blue but I'm imagining very white #laces????? at the top of the page maybe #or maybe flowers on the sides of the screen... #idk if I'd want a cursor... #mmmm I could include a waterfall... #have it be a snow area... #maybe some deer... #gjeaighwuoaief #wow I'm getting lost here huh #hmmmm #I would want a good font tho #not a pixelated one but also not one that's super swirly #probably something like comfortaa from google docs #maybe comic sans lmao #nah #not that one but #some round I think... #hmmm I guess since the bg would be white I should make the main post thingy either gray or pastel blue right? #what if it's like the top of the page is a waterfall and the posts make up the water of the waterfall... #I could also find a song that fits... #juiahgwiohewoigjwiehg #ya know I'm generally not that big a fan of custom themes #because whenever I want to reblog anything from there it resets my dashboard end point bneuiyahgwui #but then there's tagged/xxx/chrono so eh

[thecherrygod]

no context but this is my favorite kim ive ever doodled also yes its three of them bc i didnt want this to be huge

#my posts #disco elysium #theres something about him i just like drawing this #also its more like the sketch of a thing im doing #also ive been debating if once i post this i should.. #well actuallly wait context for that one im making a comic out of another de post #idk if i should link back to the post and link op ill probably link back to the post that im pretty sure ill do #but the other. ive been on this site for a million years i still dont know if i should do things or not if people arent my mutuals lmao #ill think it out but if anyone sees it and knows tell me

[snekdood]

welp, at this point if anyone in the crowd of Bad Faith People Who Stalk Me And Hate Me Bc Of Someone Else's Compulsive Lying tries to accuse me of antisemitism bc i have a vampire whos a villain in my comic, i'm gonna ask them what their take was on allll of this going on. if its anything like "israelis and/or zionists are all evil people" then ik i never have to take their opinion seriously bc they dont even know what antisemitism means.

#i will listen to jewish ppl if they have any critiques or concerns about him in my comic but the rest a yall. lol. lmao. #if you are right now perpetuating antisemitic conspiracy theories about how jewish ppl are in control of all the money n shit #how can you claim you are less antisemitic than me? #its honestly freeing to realize a lot of internet leftists dont know wtf they're talking about ever. #so now i dont gotta over think if i Am being antisemitic bc yall dont even know wtf it looks like! #i was always so worried about this possibly happening but yknow what ive realized through all of this- #a lot of yall dont know wtf you're talking about at all ever. i was worried about being dog piled but like. why should i be now #you want a reason to hate me regardless. you're gonna be bad faith and assume the most uncharitable thing regardless. why #should i care and try to cater to YOUR- a non jewish leftist's- sensibilities? #just say you hate what i make and move tf on. #stop pretending you have a moral reason. also maybe stop pretending you know whats going to happen esp if my abuser on here #gave you their rundown and understanding of my comic bc i kept so much shit a secret from them to begin with. #why tf would i share all of my comic to them. so they can steal my ideas and/or share it to everyone? yeah i already knew ahead of time #that could be something they do. and i know to never reveal anything that spoils the plot anyways. #even if they're right about the tiny amount of stuff i showed them assume they're still wrong bc they just LOVE mixing truth with lies. #its like. their favorite thing to do. #but yeah yknow if any jewish ppl have any concerns ill listen. everyone else can go fuck themselves though. #dont come up in here acting like you know what antisemitism is lmao. #honestly i should've only considered jewish ppls opinions on this to begin with. but yall really gaslit me into thinking you knew just as #much as they do about antisemitism. and now look where we are. you've revealed you dont know shit and i dont need to take you seriously. #while you spent all this time laid back thinking you Know Better bc you call yourself progressive and think thats all the work you need #to do- i was ACTUALLY learning about antisemitism and conspiracy theories so i ACTUALLY know wtf to avoid in my art #and yall are gonna really try and be bold enough to assume you know what it looks like. you havent done shit. you havent reflected on shit #you think you're already above it all when really you're only a couple steps away from regressing into a conservative.

[ikol-loki]

not me posting Loki show fan content and immediately following it up with saying I don’t like it and then fan content and then criticism and then…..

#it’s an endless cycle sorry #at least I try and tag it?? #anyway I think everything one enjoys deserves criticism anyway #and anything one criticises should actually be experienced from the source content #I think all this discourse and dichotomy between comic fans and mcu fans could have so easily been avoided if the show writers actually #cared #anyway I think it’s pretty clear they wanted the fan service but did it in the most shallow way that it just caused problems lmao #the show could have been so good if they just made something completely new. take the character that exists and #take the character that exists and make a new story. and don’t try and change the core character cause you don’t like him? #why write for a character you don’t like lmaoooo

[bleaksqueak]

There's one weird page in chapter 3 where the coloring came out so weird, it looks like none of the other pages, and it drives me a little crazy. But, you know, whatever lol done is better than not-done. I have a huge buffer, I *really* should get to posting. I also want to get to posting bc (well, I want to, I like reading update comments more than you can know)...and bc I keep getting asks that have a few things that are quite literally in chapter 3, so I sit here looking at them, going (marge thinking sounds)

Well, here, have two unrelated statements that look amusing put together.

#there is also an omake comic paula did that goes before chapter 3 #so I really should just start posting lol #solivaga #I think my brain is slightly scarred by when I started posting my buffer last time I quite literally had a weird stalkernotquitestalker #situation pop up right when i'd started #and the whole mess after that ate thru my buffer #like wtf man lmao #here though for anyone reading the tags #I'm either going to cut some of the double pages up into singles or double (and a couple of triple) pages will be the only update for the #week they land on #do you prefer the single page pacing and two pages a week #or the doubled up pages for better pacing one post a week #bc I really like manga pacing where some actions are allowed to breathe #but those make poor single week updates #so I usually double them up together with their setup or payoff #it's the one true downside to webcomics #pacing generally demands every page has something very interesting on it #and i'm like dangit bobby no sometimes I just want a page of a character doing jazz hands

[todayisafridaynight]

#i genuinely do think he's naturally one of the cutest dudes on earth he just has a face like that yk#was very funny watching kinpika and seeing him play this serious character and He Did An EPIC Job Dont Get It Twisted but still...#what are you doing here... you should be off somewhere being silly...

FUNNIEST POSSIBLE TAGS BECAUSE AT THE TIME I WAS STARTING THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE TRAVEL NURSE. AND. PLEASE WITNESS MY JOURNEY

I've redacted things so as to not spoil ENTIRELY just in case but. Literally Arakawa Nurse AU TO ME I'm SORRY it's how you start off thinking he's just gonna be this cute silly old man but As It Turns Out he's kind of a sicko [affectionate] with an incredibly strong morals... not TOO much of a sicko just enough to be chilling... and no one gets what the fuck he's trying to do up until he explains it and then it's like Oh Okay You're Insane... But It Worked Out So I Guess It's All Good... And also tell me this is not an Arakawa And Ichiban Type Interaction...

Perfect role for Nakai I sweaaar 'cause he gets to be cute And serious And a weirdo And--

Also just fun because I've mentioned how Tsutsumi would want to be a lumberjack if he could switch jobs on a whim like in Y:LAD, but Nakai said he'd want to be a doctor so he could help people more tangibly than he can as an actor... it's like that bit in The Deer King when Van chops wood yk it just makes me smile...

So anyway... first show I'll be subbing myself since I'm very much hooked and the only option right now is to machine-translate subs to English...

ALL OF THAT ASIIIIIDE very very very excited for the Ikumi fic :]]]]]] WHICHEVER COMES FIRST, THAT OR MY NEXT ASK... SEE YOU THEN...

CRYINNGGGG HES PERFECT..... ALSO WEEPING AT THE DR KANZAKI BIT WHY IS HE LITERALLY JUST

ABSOLUTELY EXCITED to see this if you share the subs..... im making grabby hands........

#snap chats #THE TIMING OF /THIS/ ASK IS SO FUNNY TO ME TOO THO BECAUSE THIS MORNING #I WAS LITERALLLLY THINKING OF ARAKAWA TAKIN CARE OF A SICK JO.... #not the EXACT same tune here today but we are in the same ballpark..... lmao.. lol even.. #my god i was also gon make a post about arakawa and him being silly hold on. nakai being too silly in these roles <- this is a perfect thin #ALSO TRUUEE arakawa would have to help ichi get used to bowing to people 😭😭 punkass kid 😭😭 #Doctor With Morals had me thinking of ttm's role in Lone Scalpel but then Added Evil.. woAgh.. i wanna see... 👁️👁️ #he's SOOOOOOOO cute tho... i love him... why is he so cute it just aint fair !! #'because nurses have strong feminity'my god yore right hes SO girl #mr nakai thinks hed help people more as a doc and MAYBE TRUE however his roles give me reasons to not jump off a bridge #so ME THINKS he helps weirdos like me at least.... thats something... kinda #giggling and kicking my feet i cant even watch this show but one day .... #and like Fair Nuff queen shit its just funny... lol.. #i love how every doctor in japanese media is obsessed with nightingale like deadass this the third time i heard someone ref her #OH BUT SPEAKING OF FICS I SHOULD GO FINISH THAT LMAO im just brushing it up and making 90 amendments as per usu #ngl im not too big of a fan of it.. i mean some bits i like but it overall just feels very corny.. #OH WELL. it'd work better as a comic as i keep rereading it but OUGH thatd be a long comic #anyway.. bye LMAO

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my comic for @aabadendingzine which is out for free over here.

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helloooo how's it going? i really hope you enjoyed the comic <3 it's rare for me to draw such wholesome things, i know [bats eyelashes]

DFGHDJKF ok i know, it's evil, the entire zine is evil you should go read it!!!!!!! but also, i remember coming up with this prompt and the image of mikeko trying to wake a dead apollo up evoked such a visceral reaction in me that i audibly went "NOOOOOO" when i thought it up LOL

the fourth page is the first page i ever thumbnailed bc i knew EXACTLY how i wanted this thing to end!

i think my favorite page of this comic is the 2nd page (the 4th page being my second favorite bc what can i say, i'm evil wheezes) i just really enjoyed drawing the montage of apollo going about his life and kristoph just. being there. always watching him.

i keep thinking about how spark brushel mentioned feeling like he was being watched those past 7 years. i imagined apollo would get a taste of that once he starts trying to find out the truth behind what happened in his first case.

and as for my favorite panel, I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE!! it's just fun shoving every important element alluding to the case 7 years ago to the moment when zak died!

and it's not very obvious but an element i really like about this one is zak still on the chair he died on. it's just his torso visible and i would've loved to make it more obvious that he's there but oh well.

i can't think of anything else to add about drawing this so i'll end it by saying: PLEASE GO READ THE ZINE, IT'S SO SOS SOSOSOS FULL OF LOVE FOR HURT AND TRAGEDY AND THE WAY MY FELLOW ZINEMATES EXPLORED THAT IS SUCH!!! GOOD AND HEARTWRENCHING STUFF!!!!!!!!!

i had to take a break from reading the zine when i went out to finish it bc my chest started to physically hurt bc ohhhhh lordy, it just hurt. it just hurt a lot! (please do read the trigger warnings before reading the thing bc this zine deals with a lot of heavy stuff!)

i like to joke about how i'm evil and enjoy evil things such as angst no comfort which. well, it's kind of true LMAO so i'm thrilled that i was able to be a part of this zine and cook up something completely terrible <3

here's the link for it again, go read it!

#ace attorney #apollo justice #kristoph gavin #trucy wright #phoenix wright #beanix #mikeko #klavier gavin #zak gramarye #magnifi gramarye #shadi smith #aa4 #aa4 apoilers #cw death #tw death #cw implied poisoning #tw implied poisoning #ace attorney zine #sunnysidedraws #described #id in alt text #sunnysideattorney #sunnysidezines