#i should have my own podcast

[mindfulstudyquest]

complaining about the degree i chose myself ( season 1 episode 1 )

just finished a big project which will weight ⅓ of the final grade. honestly i'm not satisfied with it at all; i think it could have come out much better, but now alea iacta est. it's not entirely my fault tho. it was a damn group project. conclusion: i hate group projects, i hope it still goes decently.

#complaining #complaining about the degree i chose myself #i should have my own podcast #it will be hella funny #degree #college #education #school #university life #uni life #university student #university #architecture studyblr #architecture student #architecture school #architecture #architecture projects #group project #i hate group projects

[drinkingdeadpeopletea]

man not to read too much into spahr's "there was a reason i picked him" about phineas but. i am always keeping in mind that spahr pulled phineas out of the delta personally. he didn't meet phineas as a prospective adsecla he met him as a scared little kid! maybe it wasn't so much that spahr actually thought phineas was the best choice as that he really wanted to believe he was. maybe without even being aware of it! how could he not want to believe in the rags to riches of it all? something that started with that scared little kid HE was able to help save? a tangible representation--beyond valor--of something good he did? but now of course that whole narrative has crumbled around him! phineas did something horrible (that was all spahr's fault as far as he's concerned) and now phineas is dead! that's it! story over! :)

#man i can't wait for him to see phineas again. i hope phineas is ACTIVELY in the middle of some traitorous activity when it happens. #or actively falling through a field of mica i'd settle for that too! #this whole post was almost in the tags of my last reblog but then i came to my senses and realized i should spare op and make my own. #midst #midst podcast #midst spoilers #midst podcast spoilers #i think there's also something to be said for phineas's desperation and drive being a quality spahr might have seen as an asset #that fire that propelled him to try so hard the entire time! something that spahr seems to relate to and so probably thought #would make phineas an even better adsecla! worked for jonas didn't it? :)))))))

[feline-evil]

Hiding my shirt that says 'i am not normal about narratives that imply an inanimate inhabited structure is a living breathing organism' as i walk into a board room and pitch my idea that we should make more horror revolving around living architecture

#jay talkin #I JUST. I JUST. i'm thinking about old haunted house movies that have this grimy sticky feeling to the house #where the evil is not just afflicted to wood and bricksbut eminates from it as a hatred #the house itself hates you. the voice screaming get out is born on the vocal chords of the hallway #i am also thinking about The Hotel the podcast you should all already be streaming CHOP CHOP CMON NOW #which is of course a more unique and i would say more abstract sister to this concept #(said deeply positively the concepts and horror explored make my brain ping pong rapidly) #which is another reason you should be listening because it does its own thing that i think you should listen to and discover yrself :) #(and also it is far more than this this is just a tiny SLITHER of what is explored go listen NEOW) #and i am also thinking about. drum roll please. you know whats coming. yes it could be nothing else #kitty horrorshows anatomy which is TO THIS DAY one of the best and most influential games upon me i have played #a game that pushes this concept to its core grotesque emotional fleshy pulp and runs with it #anatomy is a game that breeds in anxiety and discomfort and bleeds a sincere love in the horror it portrays #that love is something i yearn to see in horror media! it is also present in the hotel AHEM AHEM #but yes anatomy is an experience like no other that you really should experience for yourself #(glances down at my shirt) um. um ok so ill leave the board meeting now thank you for listening #dear god my pain medcin kicked in and i instantly became the worlds least normal man didnt i. WELL!!! thats all of youse problem now

[longelk]

#i want a cringe boyfriend like her #my art #kaycee hobbes #ok. im gonna write in the tags like its a diary #i found a kaycee-like character in an audio drama podcast ive been listening to and i fell in love with her #her voice and personality are what i imagine is kaycee's and even the weird cursed shit that happens to her is similar #time will tell if this girl will claim a part of my brain on her own or if the parts of her i enjoy be subsumed by the kaycee #i love women and im being pushed to my limit #anyway #im wondering if i should post what i have on that comic since im currently stuck on the dialogue #it would be left on a kind of cliff-hanger but if people like it it may give me the strength to finish the rest #for reference its literally just p03 and kaycee talking to each other

[maxgicalgirl]

Archive 81 tv show made Melody Pendras straight we cannot trust podcasts in the hands of mainstream media !!!!!!!

#archive 81 #I have mixed feelings about it and as soon as they introduced Gal Pal Annabelle to replace Actual Girlfriend Alexa it should have been a #red flag #conceptually I really liked what they did to flesh out the first season #but they took it in a completely different direction by the end and at that point it’s not even the same thing anymore 🙄 #like you can’t even pick up anything from the original’s season 2 because they reconstructed the narrative so much #idk man its not like they’re going to make any more of it anyways but I still felt the need to come on here and bitch #honestly main stream adaptations of podcasts scare me like I revel in exposure for things I like but ultimately so much gets lost in #translation #like archive 81 podcast is weird and nonsensical at times and Tape Recorder Man’s adventures in the Upside Down just don’t translate to a #general audience ? so they gotta bring in reasons for it to make sense like satanism and witches and demons #when that was sooooooo not the point of the original #like seeing how much they had to adjust to appeal to an outside audience makes me almost glad the wtnv tv show didn’t get green lit #can you imagine ???? how the fuck would they get five headed dragon Hiram McDaniel on my actual television ???? #standing next to a Cecil Palmer with a canon appearance no less #like adaptations are cool and they CAN work sometimes but if you’re going to have to break and bend the world in order to make it to the #point where it’s a new thing entirely #ESPECIALLY since we live in a world where audio drama is not respected as a creative medium #at that point I’m just like leave it alone it’s fine on it’s own #anyways archive 81 is an interesting experiment into what live action podcast adaptations COULD look like but you can pry lesbian Melody #Pendras from my cold dead hands and that makes the adaptation automatically inferior imo #I guess she could be bi but when you remove Canon Girlfriend and instead make her kiss a man ? not likely #I am just talking to hear myself talk now goodbye #max rambles in the tags

[magentagalaxies]

also idk why that last post reminded me of one of my favorite bellini fun facts which he shared in the podcast he co-hosted with scott back in like 2013 which is that he never played "rock, paper, scissors" until he was in his late 40s??? like he'd never learned how to and he was like "if i saw someone doing that i would leave a room. i don't need an extra thing to learn today" honestly king behaviour

#i love bellini sm i should listen to more of that podcast i never finished the last few episodes bc i got distracted #also very proud of the fact that i was able to track that podcast down bc both scott and paul were convinced it was just lost media #(which especially says something for paul bc he saves everything and he didn't have any recordings of it) #so as soon as i found it online paul had me send him the link so he could download all of it for his archive #tbh i talk a lot about how similar i am to scott or bruce but really i'm moreso following in the footsteps of bellini lmao #like between me being the apprentice ''scott-wrangler'' (bellini's unofficial title during the KITH tv show) #and me being very into archiving everything related to KITH (and just in general) #all i'm missing is my own version of the towel lmao #i of course know how to play rock paper scissors but also who am i kidding if i didn't this would 100% be jessamine behaviour #like i can think of multiple examples where there was a ''universal'' thing i never experienced which i then refused to learn anything abou #despite it being such a small petty issue lmao #i hope bellini is having a good day today he deserves it

[yourheartinyourmouth]

microdosing on writing by rambling abt my personal life on tumblr to an audience of like 5 people

#it counts #I haven’t written anything in a long time #any practice is good practice #my spouse and i should write fanfic together #too bad we both has the adhd #lol #we’d write primo cabin pressure and fallout fic #i’d help him write stargate fanfic even though i don’t go here #i also love to joke that we need our own sketch comedy channel #we always have ideas for silly stupid sketches #i’m thinking abt writing a fiction podcast #i’d love to write a comedy but by the gods comedy is hard to write #the next obvs choice is a horror podcast #u kno me

[kaurwreck]

hi have you considered starting a podcast

Every so often, @sarahworm suggests we should start a podcast, and I have to remind her that's the devil talking.

#as much as i like the sound of my own voice #I can't imagine there's much of an audience for what I have to offer #although a bsd podcast equal parts series analysis + historical background and biography + short story readings would be delightful #and someone more charming and organized than me should do that

[iintervallum]

ive been listening to the grotto and 1) it's really good, the production is something that stuck out to me immediately and i was pretty much hooked in after listening to the first two episodes

2) the concept of endangering yourself to view a hallucination of your ex just reminds me of twilight, i now half wonder if there will be sparkly vampires appearing in the near future of this show/j

#aster.txt #the grotto #it always takes me at least two episodes of anything to get me to get fully immersed #almost every audio drama I've listened to i only became a full fan after the first 2 eps #the only exception being the Amelia project because it was that interesting from the get go: hot cocoa will do that #more people should listen to the amelia project its super good- i really need to catch up at some point #but yes the grotto that's what the post is about lol #i was immediately intrigued because of how ep 2 started off with Emily's perspective and her being alive #that just made the whole show do a 180 and challenged my initial first impression of what this show would be like #the woe.begone inspirations are very markedly obvious but only for the first ep really #ep 2 and onwards cements it as its own thing and i like that #also athans music is very nice i now want there to be more music in podcasts i didn't realize that was a thing i would want #it works for nightvale so it's surprising how not that many other shows have used that aspect #like the weather intermissions are one of my favorite parts of the episodes because of how varied they are #anyways please do listen to the grotto it's just started and it's pretty good!!

[dabidagoose]

I think one of the biggest tragedies of glassheart losing popularity (judging based off I haven't seen a post in months) is just that it was the sickest ship name I've seen in years. So many other ships in fandom are just slapping names together. Sometimes they're not even creative. Like ok farcille you replaced the first letter. Like I can barely distinguish that as separate from marcille. Glassheart ship name was really too good to be true

#labru also fucking sucks as a ship name so fucking hard #please. i want fun creative ship names. #even if they are names put together they can still be cool! lumity is a great example where it is just mixed names but it still makes s #sick ass ship name! playing with words. can we have some. please. #should i tag this worlds beyond number it's kinda less about the podcast and more about my own personal gripes

[dullahandyke]

Oh also I've figured out why I jive w calling myself a neckbeard so much n I think its bcos of the reclamation of it all. Like 'neckbeards' r mocked and belittled as unmanly, repulsive, and perverted, and while I certainly understand the archetype and the reason why the men it targets (violent gamergaters and so on) need to be scrutinised, I keep getting hung up on the fact that they are near unanimously represented by an image of a fat man with a neckbeard and struggling hygiene. Many of the traits that I see in my myself are used as visual shorthand for bigotry, and are used to inspire disgust in those watching. The reality of the matter is that men of all appearances are guilty of perpetuating bigotry, harassment, and violence, and by pinning our imagery on those we deem ugly, we only reinforce older ideas of what a man should and should not be (ugly, fat, nerdy). Even in liberal spaces, this imagery is proliferated near and far (cough cough ironic soyjak), and whenever I see it, it is a reminder that in a lot of people's views, appearance does reflect morality. I will defend neckbeards to the grave, certainly not because of their politics or character, but because I hate to see people falling into the same traps of appearance-based evil which can be used to draw a line to bigotry.

Like, I'm a fat slob of a girlboy, and my beard hasn't yet graduated to my cheeks, but still I adore it. Despite my adoration of it, however, when I look long and hard at myself in the mirror, I see soyjak and people making fun of the amish for not shaving and every stereotype of the gross fat nerd. My facial hair will one day be more typically attractive, and I'll have that coveted gentleman-lady appeal, but until then, it sets me apart even in genderfuck spaces when I see people laughing at Emperor Nero not for his atrocities but for his chinstrap.

I don't know where I'm going for this. Fuck it, I am dirty and gross and perverted, and the fuck are you going to to about it? When I buy an oppai mousepad, it'll be a lesbian win operating on so many levels of subverted norms that it'll make someone's brain explode and it'll make me very happy.

#some clarifying notes: #i am also hot as hell. dont get this wrong. i may be gross but im also smokin hot #i do not support 'neckbeard ideals' or whatever the fuck. i just think it would be funny to have sexy anime girl mousepad #this does ambiguously mean that my transition goal is 'redditor'. none of u can stop me #i did not reread this before posting and i made it over the course of 20 minutes so god knows whether its legible #also for my own ease of mind this was partially prompted by a comic i saw w like Diverse Podcast Designs #where the gag was that the worst thing in the world that could have happened to the fat character was him getting a neckbeard #so i just sat there like lol um everyone who puts this on my dash instablock! #anyway i should probably study for my latin test

[youjustwaitsunshine]

listened to the new seb podcast (the german one) today, wasn't that special or interesting tbh (like. through all the sections about f1 and sustainability etc the host didn't really seem to care about sebs input/views that much, interrupted him and added multiple sections after/into some of his answers where she put some commentary on sebs answer that she could have just asked him/have him explain/clarify, it seemed a bit patronizing to me and it could very well just be me but the podcast felt like she could have just done a thinkpiece on her own without a guest)

(also he talked about laying awake at night being scared of not knowing if he'll be able to cope with retirement/what comes next and about wanting to talk openly about failing and hoping to show to his kids that failure isn't something to be ashamed of and how everyone is flawed and makes mistakes/fails)

but most importantly the host said something about seb learning to/playing the alphorn? which is either a joke (sad, disappointing, uncalled for) or he is genuinely learning how to play a fucking alphorn (please god yes let him have 726162308 weird hobbies now). which is fucking hilarious.

#sebastian vettel #my favorite thing about seb is that he's so openly flawed idk how to put it better #im just very soft about him #i wish theyd gone more in depth about seb but that wasn't the focus of the podcast #which is why i think she should have just done that episode on her own bc it just was a little pointless to have him there for validation #im being harsh on the host here but she annoyed me a bit

[dragonomatopoeia]

making notes on the demographic profile the advertising algorithms have crafted for me, and i appear to be an entire suburban family all by myself

#podcast app thinks i'm a dad. music app thinks i'm a gay millenial. streaming apps think i'm a mother as well as my own infant children #did they determine whether raspberry pi is still spyware. have they figured out an alternative pihole #i should look into that. when i have free time.

[nillial]

im a big fan of tiefling devo You know this . you all know this . but in addition to it being swag if the voice of the apocalypse and major figure of the fantasy catholic church was a lil blue demon guy theres this Thing in tiefling lore where a tiefling can be born from two non-tiefling parents if a) there was some fiendish blood in there somewhere down the line or b) someone made a deal with the devil and i just think itd be soooososososooso swag if perhaps SOMEONE not naming names (declan cern) tried to make a deal in an attempt to get his son back . maybe this does not make sense . but in my mind . it does

#hush lillian #ethersea #that bit of tiefling lore may not even be true and real im going off of what my dm told me #(this is why scrungly is a tiefling) #(fun fact about scrungly his mom dad and brothers are humans except 4 him) #(its a Metaphor . for a feeling of not belonging) #(<- this is also why i think devo should be the same) #(hypnosis meme Come here podcast character im not going to give you the same traits as my own personal dnd character dont be scared) #i dont even know if this would fit into the timeline or even which cern is his mother/father but Let me have this okay let me have this

[piplupod]

racist homophobic misogynist uncle and boomer granddad are going to be here again this evening -_-

#also we're going to the lake today which is ... exciting idk fdsjkl #i am bringing sketchbook and podcasts bc i did not sleep well so idk if i want to spend much time in the water sdfjkl #trying to brace myself for tonight but i really just cannot fsdjkl it was SO BAD LAST TIME Y'ALL #he was saying shit about how white privilege is a load of woke bullshit and that homosexuals shouldnt exist #AND I KNOW THATS LIKE. 101 BIGOT TERRITORY. BUT GODDD my fragile constitution cannot handle it rn honestly #plus theres some personal hurt of like. my mother just expects us to all smile and nod and she will just keep conversing w him #and not attempt to chnage the subject even ??? so this is like ''this is okay and acceptable that he thinks you shouldn't exist :)'' #coward behaviour on her part. with a mix of her own bigotry lol bc she has essentially told me i shouldnt exist before so 👍👍👍 #idk i just feel so weak and stupid for not being able to grin and bear it easily like i am just so weak idk. other ppl have it so much wors #this shouldnt be so hard to handle fdsjkl i should be able to be around this for a couple nights and not tear my hair out #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[lucifer-kane]

I still can’t get over David saying “The best thing I could do, was to transform into you” to Raven bc his whole thing is just. It’s so good. Man who had SO much anxiety in him that he played a character and ended up becoming that character over time until his original self died to keep him alive. Him becoming that MC was both a blessing and a curse for him 

#the way posthumans are and how they have their own archetypes is. it's such good storytelling. i wanna make an oc.... #raven's everything makes me lose my mind bc it's so much and i relate to it #i should relisten to the podcast eps with David getting to the Playhouse and becoming Raven #shaperaverse