#i say at 2:30pm

[bluuscreen]

i think. there’s more than one kind of unconditional love. like it’s not all ignoring peoples flaws and staying by someone’s side forever, it’s also like

you hurt me and made me feel awful sometimes, and it’s a good thing we aren’t friends anymore. but i hope you changed and got better, and you were important to me at some point, and i love you

we drifted apart and haven’t spoken properly in years, but i still think of you sometimes and i hope you’re doing well, and i love you

you were a relative stranger i spoke to a few times on the train and while eventually we both stopped needing public transport, i wish you the best in getting wherever you’re going, and i love you

you stopped talking to me one day and never really explained why, and i just had to move on from that even though i saw you every day, and i still love you

sometimes it’s not unconditional because you’re with someone forever, but because you’re not

#.txt #half asleep thinking abt all the friends i’ve had over the years that i don’t have anymore let’s goooo #half asleep because i just woke up. good morning #i say at 2:30pm #i’m having a weird day i guess #the waking up this late isn’t that weird i mostly mean my Mood

[greaserink]

NEW SCAR: acquired

#tom speaks #it did NOT heal well #why the hell didn't it #good mornin btw #i say at 2:30pm

[frecklystars]

don't do this to me 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

#cannot believe i got so attached in 0.005 seconds just bc he says he has triggers #bitch me too we have so much in common??? you wanna be insane together???? #you wanna fucking scream in the rain with me babygirl i'm free at 9:30pm... #love notes #💕♬♪ ♡ You don’t have to change when I’m around you - ̗̀˚₊·♡📜💕☆˚₊· ̖́- #im stealing that maroon jacket #and kissing him on the mouth #im so 😭😭 in wuv with him #ryan gosling #rgosling #pretty ppl tag #steven papyrus #papyrus 2 #steven wingdings #<- still the funniest most ridiculous lore we've unlocked

[definitelynotnia]

im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed

my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.

and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.

anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,

I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me

im going by metro which is quite safe

im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18

she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)

anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm

so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?

anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".

and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.

#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play #till 10:30 at night #she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8 #this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house #and now that my brother is in class 7 #he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30 #he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like #one sentence #yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke #up in the house its all my fault #this is just so damn unfair #like literally insulting #im not a child what is her problem #what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate? #i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present] #and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up #my whole life i've been told abar late?'' #and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play #5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30 #and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude #with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play #im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi #after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other #she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit #and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12 #its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how #like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO #istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy #groceries #i can cycle

[cerealmonster15]

dropping everything to look up zodiac compatibilities. for fictional characters. for fanfiction purposes.

#goood lord. i really am tired. i remembered caters aquarius but i had to look up trey #I KNOW TREYS SCORPIO. HE AND THE TWEELS SHARE W/ME I KNOW THAT ONE OUGHHHH ok anyway #since cater's best class is listed as astrology and he says it's fun to look at horoscopes or w/e i feel like i NEED to incorporate that #into the treycay im writing #i. dont know what im gonna do w/it but jfklsdjlfje #but omg: #'Scorpios tend to be more focused on emotional connections and intimacy' + #'Aquarius values their personal space and independence' hello thats so Them... #[scrolling down] 'scorpios can become possessive and jealous' that is NOT so them 😑 #however i can still use that lol #i want to have a scene of cater and trey lookin at their horoscopes or something #actually doesnt trey or maybe cater specifically have a line somewhere #about cater sometimes doing the fortune telling for trey for fun or practice?? am i making that up???? #i swear 2 god i thought trey had a line about it somewhere #but i have NO idea what context he'd be bringing it up 🤔 #or maybe cater said it idk #i know cater does bring up horoscopes in his own broomquet story w/floyd #HMMMM well i got distracted from this cosplay anyway bye #god why is it already 4:30pm i hate everything im so tired LOL

[little-eye-guy]

imperials finally done !

first is mine, the other two belong respectively to @woodoats and @oldmanyaoi-jpeg

#eye guy art #drawings #ocs #flight rising #eye guy plays fr #shop opens TOMORROW with spirals and imps added to the lineup.. get hype! #i'd open tonight but it's 11:30pm. which i guess doesn't matter that much but i'll just wait #unintentionally opening on my bday lol but i don't want 2 wait since i've Finally finished these guys #also i gotta say metallic is a difficult gene to figure out but i think i did ok

[truthundressing]

just woke up from a power nap and am ready to livewatch my first louis show of the fitf tour😎💪

#says girl (gn) that is usually tucked up in bed every night by 10:30pm lmao #i WILL manage it tonight tho bc i miss the chaos of watching a livestream while simultaneously trying to liveblog <3 #(also have 2 love island eps to catch up on to keep me up until then lmao)

[idolsgf]

the summer is the worst time for the power to go out bc the apartment is gonna be boiling

#personal #tbd #they keep pushing the time forward several hours every time i check #power went out at 6am this morning #they’re now saying it’s not going to be fixed until 2:30pm #I even doubt that timeframe lol

[minwooks-moved]

okay when less emotional abt h.&d nd when i can find better pics of it i will show u gyul’s airport fit lov u byeeeeee~

#(🐝 rambles!) #i have to #. get ready for the day ( i say … at 2:30pm)

[goldensunset]

i’m not celebrating my professor getting sick right after struggling to find time to take her child to a doctor’s appointment or anything like that but there is something truly special about your first class of the day being cancelled two classes in a row

#and that class begins at 12:20pm normally my other class isn’t until 2:30pm #meaning once again i can sleep in like it’s the weekend #she told us in advance she was feeling sick yesterday evening and that wednesday’s class would be on zoom #then she just now emailed to say that she felt too sick for even zoom #terribly sorry about that ma’am but i am very over the moon about the prospect of not getting out of bed until 11 or 12 on a wednesday #peach rambles

[allofuswantgwinam]

sometimes i don’t wanna get on tumblr bc i have so many requests and i feel bad bc im not writing anything 🤧🤧 i just get on here and be annoying by vomiting my thoughts and feelings then leave 🤣

#i wanna write something so bad #i need to take some time and do it #but i feel like my thoughts are just always happening #like Idk how to explain #i hate me more than y’all do it for it 😭😭 #the last time when I started writing I was really at peace with my life #cannot say I have been at peace like that since then 💀 #but we gettin there I was close #then my whole schedule switched and everything #the other day I was remembering how when I did my tarot cards they said what they said #i might become one of those people that just does a lot of easy shit #multiple easy jobs that I can work my life around d #I got one on stand by rn that I’m excited about #and I’m a dasher but I haven’t dashed yet bc idk how to make my life work 😭😭 #workin fuckin 2-10:30 and 3-11:30 #but I’m 12-8:30 this weekend so maybe I’ll get more of those #I can work with that better #but I still no likey #im sad bc I was excited to house sit and get off at 5:30pm #lmao #im house sitting and not really enjoying it instead bc I work fucking late as fuck #fml sometimes #im ok tho #but fuck it fr

[shadowkira]

I'm at the ER on black Friday because suddenly the medical staff I've been trying to contact since Monday is concerned. :)))

So, now I get to pay an emergency fee, and I could have just done this myself before the holiday.

#Personal #I am LIVID #Not taking it out on the ER staff because this isn't their fault but wtf. #They called me at 2:30pm to say it's important that I'm seen today but that their facility closes at 4pm and the ER at 5pm. #Yall scrambling because you dropped the ball and I'M the one who's paying for it in more way than one.

[demonicangxl]

got myself my favorite coffee and i will be finishing my book today! i will not be letting the sadness monster get me!

#i say this now at 2:30pm #we will see what tonight brings to the table!!!

[airenyah]

one more hour till the start of my thai class, now the question is do i start rewatching today's ep with subs right away or do i wait until after class

#well actually i'd be rewatching it a 2nd time WITHOUT subs and then a 3rd time WITH subs but on a scene by scene basis this time #so i'd def not be done before class #and it's 6:30pm rn so i still need some dinner before class bc that'll take till 9pm #also i wouldn't be able to look at the gifs anyway bc i wanna wait until i'm done with those rewatches #i don't wanna know what the eng subs say until i've watched every scene a 2nd time without subs #bc often the 2nd time around i'm having an easier time understanding the language #bc my brain isn't focused on taking in all the new information and trying to follow the main points of the plot #so no gifsets that include text for me until i've rewatched the ep #airenyah plappert #our skyy 2 #os2: te #adrm

[gobbluthbutagirl]

has anybody ever done michaels same-day delivery before and do you know if orders placed after 2pm but well ahead of closing time tend to go out first thing in the morning

#i placed my order at like 4:30pm and by 5:10pm it was ready to be picked up but it says it’s ‘scheduled’ but not when it’s scheduled for #i am trying to avoid having it arrive while i’m at work because i highly doubt their delivery driver will have key access to my building #which is why i waited until 4:30 to place the order instead of doing it before 2 so it would actually arrive today #i know michaels opens at 9 and i will be leaving for work around 11:50 #and the michaels i ordered from is like 6 miles away which according to dr google is an 18 minute drive #no fear / my michaels delivery arrives while i’m at work tomorrow and somebody steals it before i get home / one fear #is basically the situation here

[luveline]

hello miss jade ily! since you’re feeling the marauders right now, may i request something with any of the boys, pre-relationship and too lovestruck to speak? reader has done something innocuous, or she’s literally just standing there, and he can’t not break and smother her?

hello lovely, thank you for your request! ♡ fem, 1k

modern au 

You let yourself in quietly. Remus can tell without raising his eyes from his laptop that it's you. James would shout hello, Sirius would beeline for the downstairs bathroom. You close the door with care and leave your shoes under the stairs; Remus can picture you turning your head to one side gently, listening for signs of life. 

"James?" you ask.

"Just me," Remus says. 

You come around the doorway, beaming at him like he's the one you were looking for the whole time. "Hey, Remus. Don't suppose you know when James is back? He's going to take me to the garage so they don't rip me off." 

"Uh, no, but– but I could go with you?" he suggests. Remus isn't your boyfriend, but he wishes desperately that he was and he thinks that's a boyfriend's duty to perform, right? "I'd be happy to." 

Your phone dings. You pull it out with a smile. "Oh, it's James," you say, "he's still coming, but he's late. That's fine, I didn't have an appointment or anything. I'd love for you to come if you want, though, baby." 

Remus chokes on nothing, clearing his throat and sitting up to not seem so pathetic. "I'll come." Because baby? Baby?!

"Brilliant. How's you writing?" 

"Uh, it's, you know, happening. Slowly." 

Remus is admittedly much more collected regularly, but your sudden arrival, your smiling, and now your pet name, you've thrown him for a loop. He's doubly thrown when you sit down on the sofa beside him, no polite space, thigh to thigh and close enough to smell the oils in your hair. 

"I'm not looking, I promise," you say. 

Writing is a raw process. Knowing someone else's eyes are on it magnifies the flaws, but he realises with certainty that he doesn't care if you see it, flaws and all. "That's fine. I don't mind so long as it's you." 

"Lucky me," you say. 

You take your phone out. Remus doesn't mean to pry but you're right there, and your phone screen brightness is high. The text thread between you and James is open, your thumbs penning a quick response. 

Hey James, are we still meeting at the house? I'm omw. 2:17PM

yeah of course, remus is there so go have a cup of tea ill be there soon 2:30PM

ok 2:31PM

sorry running late !! Promise I'll be there, have remus make you a scone :) 2:40PM

I like him too much to have him act like my serf, you can buy us both big salted pretzels on the way home to say sorry for wasting his time 2:45PM

I'm sure he's just gutted to spend time with you 2:46PM

Nice one, James, Remus thinks incredulously. That's exactly what Remus needs, more evidence that he fancies you. You don't seem to have noticed either way, swinging a leg over your knee and finishing another text to James. 

I hope not, I love spending time with him 2:48PM

Remus turns to his computer screen, elated and guilty at once. He was not supposed to see that, surely. 

"Your word count is really climbing," you say, tucking your phone away. "A hundred and fifty thousand. I can't imagine writing so much… will you have to cut that down?" 

"Yep. Much more chance of being published if I fit their standard count. It'll need at least forty thousand words shaved off." 

You shake your head. "I can't imagine putting in all that work and then having to put in more work to get rid of it." 

"Think of it like refining, instead," he suggests, his fingertip sliding across the laptop's space bar. "I'm making sure nothing is boring." 

"I doubt it's boring if you're the one writing it." You stand to his surprise and stretch, a slice of your waist appearing as you twist away from him, an audible click emitting from your back as you roll your shoulders. "Can I make a cup of tea, please?" 

You've had a hundred cups of tea in this house. 

"You know you don't have to ask," Remus says. 

"But it's always nice to ask first," you say as you leave. 

He suspects you were talking more to yourself than him as you occasionally do, and he pays little mind to your movements in the kitchen. He has a lot of work to do and not nearly enough time to do it, and editing isn't as simple as cutting away. It's not obvious what needs to go. Remus has to have a deep think. 

He gets distracted. When you return he barely notices, busy rewriting a clunky sentence. It's not until your pinky finger brushes his arm that Remus remembers you're here, emphasis on you, and that he's besotted. 

When he looks up, he doesn't suppose he'll ever forget again. 

You're at his side neatening a plate of biscuits and toasted scones, the very tip of your tongue peaking between your lips in concentration. It's a simple thing, some might even find it unattractive, but you're totally focused on the plate of biscuits, your lovely eyebrows tightly pinched. 

You seem upset, for a moment. 

Then you meet his eye and any trace of unhappiness vanishes. You're smiling again, eyes alight with something he can't name. "I got you a couple of biscuits and stuff, hope that wasn't too forward. You never remember to eat when you're writing." 

"Oh, sweetheart," he says unbidden to himself, hands paused at his laptop, "that's not too forward." 

He sets his laptop aside and stands. There's nothing for it, no hold to bar —Remus steps forward to kiss your cheek and squeeze the top of your arm, the kiss swift and the squeeze less so. 

"Don't set up around me," he continues fondly, "we'll go have tea in the kitchen with the window open. You can tell me about your day, please. I should've asked you earlier." 

"Don't worry, there's nothing important to share," you say, and to Remus' delight, you've visibly flustered. 

His hand slides down the length of your arm to your hand, where he holds your fingers in his palm. "If it's about you, it's important. Mm?" 

You stare down at his chest and laugh softly. "Okay." 

It's a credit to his self restraint that he doesn't kiss you then and there. 

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