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dailymothanon · 11 months

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THE ALASKAN DREAM CONSISTS OF HUGE FUCKING FISH ‼️ I don’t know if y’all in the Lower 48 also learn about fish in your schools, especially salmon (and yes in Alaska we do indeed say salmon like ‘samen’, salmon without the L cuz we’re always winning no we’re not), I had to learn atleast like two weeks worth of school of purely salmon and watching salmon documentaries and dissecting salmon cuz of how important they are to Alaska 😭 (I didn’t mind tho cuz I love learning about Alaska) (also, a really long rant below, I don’t expect y’all to read all or any of it— it’s not a sad or deep rant, just like a long letter of appreciation for you guys)

Btw I’m sorry I couldn’t do more this post :( my heads been a little preoccupied with some struggles so I couldn’t focus on drawing much else, also I just simply hit a creative stump is all as well, I have considered talking a little deep about me (or technically, my life a little bit) for y’all, I dunno why, maybe it’s simply the fact most people I’ve talked to within this fandom n such has simply just been so nice and relaxing (although, I’m aware I don’t interact that much or consistently) sometimes I really like deep conversation as well, or just spouting random facts and ideas I have, it’s nice, especially if there’s people that atleast somewhat get my rambles— but I suppose this is a thank you, to be honest, because I love that you guys like my work and sometimes even use them or build off of them, even if I think the idea I had was a bad idea (Punk Ny for example was an idea I was worried about not being a good one), most of the time I don’t edit them out because I think maybe one person out there might like it and want me to keep it there, like my girlfriend who encourages my ideas or helps me shape them, I never had this type of interaction and it makes me so giddy at times, so I really appreciate it :)

Also, I know I’m not obligated to draw so much with each post (maybe I’ll talk about how long my process is and what I do for most posts) but sometimes I feel like I owe you guys it because a lot of you are very respectful, and a lot of states do not have the amount of content that one who is passionate about would want, I mean, that’s why I joined this place and immediately started drawing Alaska like a mad man since there wasn’t much content about him (especially specifically about him), im passionate about my state, I yearn to know as much as I can and see how others think of it and us, I wanna do the same for other states but I worry that I don’t feel the same amount of passion for them as I do Alaska and I know that’s fine, but I still feel bad about it because I think I can do better for you guys, Indiana and Arizona and North Dakota for example I feel I can do more, even if you guys are content with what I came up with, but it’s very relieving to hear the expectations were not unreachable like I expected you guys to be about them, and I’m glad you guys aren’t critical about the fact I’m very inconsistent with Alaskas design because I’m not quite sure what I want for him and how much his design feels like him so I’m still trying always

anyways, have a good day or night yall <3 much of you guys are simply so so nice. Err, idk how I feel about this rant cuz I don’t wanna waste y’all’s times because I know you’re here for the states, so I might delete it depending on how I feel later about it

#wttt #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse #ben brainard #wttt fan art #wttt alaska #wttt fanart #wttt headcanons #wttsh #wttsh alaska #wttsh fanart #wttsh headcanons

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artcommunityvent · 8 months

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heres my rant for today: (sorry in advance for long post)

i hate how modern art communities have to “fandom-ify” every single new trendy thing literally DAYS (and sometimes even hours) after it drops. i know this is a lot of the same sentiment as those people that just go “popular thing bad” but honestly it really puts me off some medias because i dont want to associate with anyone else who likes it

do we really need a million different fan ocs and aus for EVERYTHING? and like, i know its nothing new, obviously we have the onceler and undertale aus to look back on, but its exhausting at this point because while those communities were presumably genuine, in the present day it just feels like the fandom equivalent to an industry plant. and most people dont even stick with the thing they decide to make their entire personality!!

remember when spiderverse came out and everyone made spidersonas? who can you name thats actually drawn their spidersona more than once? it feels like everyone just trend hops, and yes i know thats how the internet is but its just exhausting especially when it brings down otherwise creative and inspired works

fnaf security breach: everyone makes fnaf aus and glamrock animatronics, then spiderverse as previously mentioned, then welcome home dropped and thats becoming a shitshow with how yall are fandomizing what is essentially a small creator telling their ocs lore in a creative way, and now its happening with digital circus. im so tired of seeing projects that are cool and visually appealing becoming a cesspit of bland, unoriginal aus and piles of fanart only to get dropped when the new shiny comes out

and i wanna elaborate on welcome home for a second because i know damn well if one of these people who makes “daddy dom priest wally is actually the devil” aus had an oc they loved, and someone came along and made their own aus of it in the same way, that person would bitch and cry oc theft. some people dont even change up the characters design, like how entitled do you have to be to essentially just steal someones oc and call it your own? it disgusts me how people are treating clown and honestly i wish they would put the series on indefinite hiatus or complete their story privately to teach these people a lesson

another thing that puts me off is how every piece of media has to have the “fandom daddy” for lack of a better term. glamrock freddy, hobie brown, wally darling, or jax, its all the same thing repackaged; someones gotta be the tumblr sexyman. its so tiring—ESPECIALLY as a lesbian who doesnt really wanna center men in my life at all—to wanna see fanart of the media you like and its only: “heres the one character everyones horny for drawn in a totally different and more sexualized body type” with everyone in the comments salivating over them. i really like digital circus! but all i see are people who would walk across a mile of broken glass just to suck a fart out of jax’ ass. what about the other interesting characters? why does EVERY conversation with popular media have to be about “which guy is the most fuckable” (guy specifically because come on, when has a female character been the highlight of attention; using the previous example have you seen ONE person talking about digital circus that even remembers zooble exists)

it feels like nobody can appreciate work anymore without having to claim some form of ownership over it, to say “hey this thing is so popular and important that it is now a part of my identity!! look at my millions of ocs that i will draw one time and never again!” im just tired of people being unable to passively interact with media they enjoy and everyone seeming to fight over and prove some connection to the things they like

tldr: im tired of everyone in the art community making heaps of fanart, aus, and fan ocs for stuff the second it gets popular and then totally forgetting about it the next time something else gets popular

(and before yall bring up hyperfixations: i am autistic; i understand having so much love for a piece of media for a short while and then dropping it for no reason and its heart shattering; BUT AT THE SAME TIME this pattern is on oxford to me and its on such a large scale that it infects the greater art community as a whole)

That is indeed the nature of media consumer at its finest. I do feel like it is more appearent now due to the way most social media algorithm works. They only show what is trending at the moment, so naturally, we are exposed only to this specific thing until another trend eventually takes over.

Even artists who never create fan content can be influenced to do so by looking at the other artists, be it to dive in along the hype for the popularity of it, for the geniune fun, for the sense of community, and many more reasons.

- ☁️

#vents #general

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tr1ckysp00k · 1 year

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Hello and welcome!

Introduction! <3

You can call me Trinity!

I will mostly be writing bob x reader stuff, that goes especially to my new story, just one bite. I will be writing for other types fandoms!

I do draw! My drawing isn’t all great, but I will be posting it nonetheless!

I do repost! Mostly stuff that I think are underrated, but if you don’t want me reposting please let me know! So no inconveniences can happen in the future.

What I will post/write? <3

I mostly post bob x reader! But I do plan on writing bob x *oc* as well!

The reader, aka y/n, is gender neutral! If you’re wanting me to write on a certain gender though, like female, male, transgender, masc, ect+ i’ll be happy too! 😋

What I really like writing is yandere stories or maybe angst! So much tension, and adrenaline! I often read other people’s stories and find inspiration in them!

What fandoms will I write for? :D

Spooky month, ofc

And DHMIS {big fan of this series}

{Maybe} welcome home ☀️

•Nothing Inappropriate just little eery stories between the characters and the reader•

{that’s all for now}

Fandoms I’m in?

🕷️ fnaf

🕷️DHMIS

🕷️ Spooky month

🕷️ welcome home

🐝 owl house

🐝 gravity falls

🐝 Kipo and the age of the wonder beast

Do you take request & ask?

Yes! Absolutely! Though, I may or may not respond quickly, I’ll make sure your asks don’t go unanswered!

I do have some rules that must be followed if you are gonna make a request, and if your gonna interact with my page!

Rules that must be followed:

No hatful comments on my work, if you don’t like what I post just scroll! It’s simple!

I don’t want pr-shippers not c0mshippers interacting with my account.

I do have boundaries. I will not be posting anything too inappropriate

I want to keep it 13+, please!

I don’t want ‘Fans’ of APH Interacting with my account.

Nor do I want people who support hatful and nasty behavior {by this you should know what I mean} on this account. I will not hesitate to block you.

What stories are you working on?

The current one i’m writing is a bob x reader story!

‘Just one bite?’

It was inspired by multiple artist in this app, in which I will be tagging! ⬇️

@dib-thing-wannabe /inspiration to my writing!

@grilladrago /inspiration to my writing and art!

@fatdemonlover /inspires my art and writing!

@ech0lesss /inspiration to my writing!

@cringe-croissant /inspiration to my art! And gives me motivation

@shaggyspook/@theogratking inspires my art and creativity!

{send love to these people!}

{I’m sure more inspiring artist will turn up! I enjoy seeing peoples art and stories, yall are so creative!}

How often do I post?

Not much unfortunately

Stuff about me! {just putting this on the table}

I am apart of the lgbtq+! [im pansexual!]

I’m as well a ally of the furry community!

I often draw as a hobby, as well as listening to music! I love various artist in the music industry!

{I’m not a HUGE fan of country music, it’s ironic because I grew up in the countryside LMAO}

I do a lot of writing in my spare time! I mostly like making fanfics {I love receiving peoples recognition off of them :’)}.

I don’t self-ship, but I support it and have no problem with people who do! <3

My bday is in June 23!

Music artist I’m mostly into;

Sodikken

Jack stauber

Lemon demon {I’m in love with the song ‘touch tone telephone’}

Slip knot

Surasshu

TEMPOREX

Mother mother

Nine inch nails

Black dresses

Vundabar

Crystal castles

And Gorillaz

Weird facts about me cuz why not? :D

• you know when you take out a fresh trash bag {specifically those black hefty trash bags} and it has a certain Smokey smell to it? I love the smell. And it has to be the hefty brand or otherwise it isn’t the same.

• I like cutting the sausage part of the Hot Dog into little bits, then eating them with chopsticks.

• I often collect trinkets and such, and keep them in a small box. I don’t even use them, I just collect them just for the heck of it.

• show me something smaller than it should be and I’ll lose my mind. {I also like collecting those mini brand figurines}

• I space out 24/7

• I cannot stand dry hands or touching anything that is too dry, it can be tolerated but I prefer for my hands not to feel chalky.

• often running out of glue because I’m obsessed with letting it dry on my hands then peeling it off.

• I have a habit of talking to myself.

Thank you for reading!

Hugs and love to all of y’all!

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mizugucci · 2 years

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Hello! 4, 7, and 18 please!

4. Do you have a favorite fandom on tumblr to post for?

yessss i LOVE to post for onf, just because its so relaxing to post like unlike for some bigger groups where theres A Rush to get your stuff out as fast as possible, its so easy to take your time. ALSO im mutuals with like 99% of fuseblr anyway, so i know who will rb my stuff, and fuses imo tend to leave nice comments in tags more often than any other fandom so thats another plus lol

7. Do you have a comfort group or idol you create for when you're feeling down or uninspired?

like above, probably onf. it used to be dongkiz too but now that theyve rebranded and wondae left and munik is mia its just not the same </3 it ALSO used to be jbj/jbj95 but now that theyve disbanded theres not much... new content to make and also it hurts lol but if theres any news abt kenta yall will see me immediately talk about it

18. Why do you create? This can be why you started, why you continue (or both), or however you choose to interpret it.

well i remember i started like 6/7 years ago because i wanted to gif nam joohyuk in cheese in the trap and no one else seemed to have made it LOL but i actively started using photoshop and making gifs regularly because i really enjoyed the interactions w followers and to be able to... create... and see stuff happen and stuff right in front of me. as for why i continue... that is hard to answer. i almost dont. but i guess it means too much to me to completely quit, since its a nice creative outlet for me considering i cant draw or anything like that and it still is nice to see something come together that i had envisioned

send me some numbers <3

#thank you so much!#replies #answered

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schmeesky · 4 years

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Honestly I'm absolutely LIVING for how everyone is sharing their Oc's and everyone is really nice about it and I'm loving the amount of love people are sharing towards keone and Dashinslashin's oc like ♥️ everyone is so creative and I love seeing what other people come up with cause it took me FOREVER to come up with a solid idea for mine so seeing everyone else's is just, ugh 😍

i really like everyone’s oc’s that i’m seeing. i want to draw a few of them, especially @dashinslashin ‘s Niko. the is so much creativity in this fandom it blows my mind.

i also and seeing a variety of slashers: some cannibals, e-boy like slashers, its just all interesting. so many different ideas, would love to do some future interacts with others.

im just happy yall like keone. this creative community is top! 🖤🖤🖤

@melodiesihear

#keone the ghost #schmee screams #i get scared sharin ocs and stuff #but yall have been so nice #🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤#thanks yall for the love

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ivyandink · 4 years

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a life update

if you’re interested! :) i know im the nosy person who loves reading about peoples’ personal lives, so if that’s you.... below the cut sis, i see you lol

I have been sooo absent from tumblr for months now! And I know I don’t owe any explanations or anything, but idk, I just thought it’d be kinda fun to share with you guys what’s been keeping my mind busy and away! So here goes nothin’.

I had one hell of a summer. Emphasis on hell. Read: Family DRAMA. Which left me in a pretty rough place mentally/emotionally. In a much, much better place with it all now (altho as I say that my crazy aunt has been texting me all day tryna drag me bag into stuff lol no rest for the wicked y’all). But, when you’re feeling kinda down, it’s hard to find the energy to create.

I am starting up my web design side hustle!!! Which has been a long time coming lol. I’ve been meaning to do this for years, but things never quite lined up or worked out. Last year, I finally felt like I was at a good place to start, so I have! This is by far taking up the most space in my brain for now, as I’m still getting things off the ground. It’s hard to balance starting a business while working full time, and also trying to have other hobbies/interests/social interaction lolol. PS: If you or anyone you know needs a website designed.... ;) just sayin’. I know a gal.......... me. It’s me. I’m the gal. Moving on. :)

I’ve been revisiting my novel. Idk if I ever talked about it much on here or just vaguely referenced it here and there? But last Spring (yikes almost a year ago.. BIG YIKES) I started a novel with the goal to finish by 2020. I wrote about 3 chapters and effectively scrapped it. lmao. So here we are! Revisiting the drawing board. FYI, this novel is an adaptation of my “Disapora” story if any of yall remember that hot ass M E S S-- aka, how Eli and Clem meet, fall in love and what not. My concept is to take my Ivy characters and kind of build them out their own book series... a series that would explore generational ties and relationships, and give me space to REALLY develop these characters I’ve loved so much. Like, I could gush and geek over this forever, but developing the old Elliot and Clementine into REAL characters (let’s be honest, their development had always been a little... lite lol) feels amazing, and seeing the same character yet also they’re so different?? It’s hard to explain, but it’s exciting, and fun, and a big, long-term project/goal of mine, and 2020 is the year I write the first book!!!! Or at least start it lol.

I lost my very best furry friend, my cat Juno, in December. See above for mental hardship making it hard to create. However, Seth and I have opened our hearts and home to two little ragdoll brothers , who we’ve had for a few weeks now, and are in love with. I think Juno would’ve really loved them too. ❤️ They’re a lil bad sometimes lol I like to think they’re in the preteen phase right now, and acting up and being extra. But they’re so cute and sweet and quirky, and already apart of our little family.

Then there’s just tons of misc things that have sucked up my time. Like: learning how to use my iPad Pro + Apple Pencil, creating a digital bullet journal with said iPad/Pencil combo, researching going back to college for my MSW to then become an LCSW (good LORD the acronyms in the field... kill m e) and become a therapist, researching houses we cannot afford???? literally wasting entire days looking on Trulia/Zillow/etc. lol, trying out a super DUPER extreme elimination diet to pinpoint some of my health issues (which i suspect might be autoimmune by nature, as it runs in the fam, despite me not being diagnosed-- and there is a lot of at the bare minimum anecdotal evidence that AI diseases are caused by food intolerances), went through a weird regression where I played Zelda for a few days lmao, and I’ve also taken up a daily manifestation journaling practice! And lord knows what else. :)

All of this is to say.... YEAH I’ve been busy. But here I am. I can’t make any promises to myself or others are my content, how often I’ll post, if I’ll ever even finish this dang story, or what. But!! That’s all good. :) I’m gonna let myself have fun with this hobby. Because for ME, I need something I can just have fun with. Read all the above points for things in my life that aren’t meant to be taken very seriously and leave no room for ‘just have fun with it’ and you’ll get it lolol. At the end of the day tho, I love tumblr, for as much shit as we all talk about it. It scratches a very particular itch for me, and it’s an enjoyable itch to scratch (???? weird metaphor but ok). It’s fun. I love the community (I’m good at blocking the icky blogs, and love my mutuals/followers/anons/people who interact). And I love having Like Ivy in the back of my head, getting ideas and inkings for it here and there, with no pressure on myself to do anything with it, right away. I want to keep this as my creative, free for all kinda space. But that might mean some radio silence here and there. I feel like most my main followers are also adults tho with busy lives??? So I’m sure y’all more than understand the struggle lolol.

OH I almost forgot-- keep your 👀 peeled for the return of my Youtube channel this year! That was another fun hobby I enjoyed doing just for myself. I still need to figure out how I can make it work for me, in my new crazy life/schedule lol but alas!!!!! I’m a double scorpio and i LOVE a good challenge. Also might be a bit of a masochist??? So, I’ll figure it out, no worries lolol.

If you read this, and got all the way to the end without tapping out, I just wanted to say hey 👋 I see you. You’re awesome. I love you. Thanks for being interested in me. Also, we’re nosy creepers together, so we clearly have that in common 💁‍♀️ and idk! even if I’m not posting, I’m always lurking/around and always open to chat, answer asks, whatever. :) And if you have any questions about anything I wrote here, feel free to shoot them my way too!! All humans lowkey love talking about themselves (this post? case, and point oof). No shame~

Anyways-- thanks for reading!

#nonsims #yall wanna creep my life errr what #bc i wrote u a novel #:)

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paralianprince · 4 years

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8, 9, 24!

8. Are there other websites you roleplay on that’s not on Tumblr?

nope! just here. i do play RPGs in-character but that’s the only other thing that MAYBE counts.

9. How long have you been roleplaying?

in general since 2006, and for hetalia since 2011 !

24. Where do you draw your inspiration from?

i genuinely like micronations themselves and how silly and creative they can get, as well as just completely improbable in cases like sealand where half the things i read are just like ... how did yall even do this

also music is a big part of it! im that type of person who has scenes play out in their head when im listening to a character or plotline-relevant song

im also just really fond of the charas i play as, and just wanting to see them do stuff and interact w other characters is enough to motivate me usually!

#ooc #THANK U !!#fury-of-argos

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floralkittygambler · 3 years

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Return of The Thing

Sort of. By thing, I mean me. But I love this movie and the meme. Ok, context for this post: - Where I’ve been - Why I left - Whats hip happening - Where I’ve Been:

Long story short, I’ve had real life matters to deal with. Firstly, my entire household contracted COVID. Well, *almost*. We’ve been through constant testing, quarantine zones, and had the ambulance up numerous times. My parents and 2nd oldest sister were hit the hardest. My 3rd oldest sister was positive and asymptomatic. Now something none of us could predict that I would be completely COVID free despite my compromises. Despite that I was in close contact with them all, including the 2nd oldest who contracted it first and accidentally being coughed on a few times lol. I went through the exact same testing and yet nothing. No symptoms. No presence of COVID. And I took no precaution to isolate from my family as I presumed in our small house we’d all get it, so I was more preoccupied with caring for the sick. Ultimately, I’ve either gotten off scott free this time or there’s a chance I may actually either be highly resistant or even immune. Even then, I WILL be having the vaccine as and when my family are eligible. And we all still follow regulations set. I’ve also had other real life obligations, much of it either mundane fixing up my living circumstances to more personal matters. Overall, I have been extremely preoccupied.

A mini update, the stray cat Big has been in our porch a lot more in recent times due to the snow as well as being even more affectionate. And Queefster passed away after a good life and a full tummy. Why I Left:

Aside from COVID, business, and my own health declining, I’ll be blunt. I left because of how disgustingly toxic most fandoms are nowadays, but Hazbin is one of the WORST for it. That includes harassment, death threats, mocking MI and triggering an ED. In fact, I’ve even seen others get rape and death threats. So yes, even if YOU are a decent fan, collectively most of you arent doing any favours. Even some critical blogs seem to be overtly catty in ways no one else seems to pick up on under this ‘look how blunt I am’ look and it’s just... You dont have to be a prick to have your say, to be honest and to disagree with the trending. That’s a few on and off of tumblr, and no one I follow anyways.

In regards to my ‘sensitivities’ - two things: 1) Of course trauma is going to hurt, 2) Im fully aware of kids doing and receiving much of this, which hurts MORE. I have my own lil squids and Im worried of them eventually having to deal with this shit. And no, no one SHOULD have to put up with such rude and poor behaviour. Agree to disagree doesnt live in some people’s realities, but by God harassment and bullying seems ok if YOURE doing it or enticing it. That ISNT ok. Even if it seems like nothing to you it could kill another. I certainly will not take your shit.

On huskerdust I STAND by my words. It’s fucking creepy and there is sexual harassment and obsession. And there are large triggers. I will not go into detail here because Ive done that dance before and I’ll be refining it again. YOU may like it, however it triggers my very real traumas as well as those in my bloodline. Be respectful and keep that shit away from me. And for goodness sake, parents PLEASE dont raise your children to behave as such online. And no, being anon isnt actually fully anonymous. Also to send hate and threats anon is not only traceable but also cowardice. Grow a pair and find a hobby. I avoid my traumas for the most part. I will not allow you to weaponise or diminish my own or others experiences for your fictional based gratification. Likewise, if it becomes canon, I’ll just make an AU where it is not. Simple. You can hate it but Im not your personal circus so go be toxic elsewhere. IF you like HD and follow me, honestly... Youre probably better to unfollow as I am deeply and passionately against it and stolitz, and valvox, and am very vocal on that. Dont mistake my traumas and discomfort as a personal attack - and dont personally attack me over it either. And before anyone claims homophobia, no. This is nothing to do with sexuality. You arent the victim. If you love these pairings with your soul to the point of a ‘stan’, then youre best off unfollowing because I really am too old for extremists and rabid fans more crazed than the infected in REC. Also I never used to hate angel but now... Fans behaviour is abhorrent and hes so over saturated that I honestly really dislike him now. Doesnt mean you have to hate him too, but just bloody respect that angel isnt loved by all, he can be triggering to some as well as toxically enabling [incl. past addicts], a vile homophobic gay stereotype and just overall a lack of knowledge and respect of sex workers as a whole. When you know a lot of the ins and outs and victims, it’s hard to overlook. I respect your triggering ships by avoiding that mess. Respect others. The problem with Viv - and I will elaborate in the future - is that your audience is often a reflection of your work and it’s message/presentation. And most of the fandom Ive met are awful. Honestly, though lonesome I find more comfort keeping distant from fandoms because yall often extremely toxic and petty. Perhaps others have had better experiences than I however Im drawing a line in the sand. For MY sake. I’m annoyed with virtually anyone I sense great potential in that becomes wasted. Im angry at Viv because she can do so much better but is blocking HERSELF. This is from a creative and business mindset. When someone has potential that gets wasted - especially creatively - it burns me. Im just passionate on artistic fields. It doesnt mean I hate them. I hate the waste of full potential.

I’ll state things here people disagree with but encouraging harassment, hate or just being an overall cunt just aint on- It’s like people charade as being this fair being but its all bullshit. Self improve and sod off, I do NOT have time to parent you online.

And obviously there are RL duties I must fulfil. Some in which I will need the publics assistance for if you can spare it. Overall, Im just... Fandoms behaviour generally disgusts me. Disappoints me. We SHOULD be better than this. It’s like listening to bloomin incels rant on fuckin chad or some bullshit pill theory instead of looking to improve themselves too. Honestly... I do mostly acknowledge my own flaws and faults and try to improve each day. It just feels fewer folk see that in themselves and do the same. And that’s coming from an old cunt whos far from fuckin perfect. Also, my fuckin laptop broke so I waited a week for a bloke nearby to fix it. What a fuckin lifesaver, he’s the real mvp!

Also Also, one of you did privately apologise and I appreciate that. I certainly hope we agree to disagree and continue to grow as people on our separate ways. Trust me, I dont forget small acts like this. Even the trauma that caused and the aftermath, please dont think I dont appreciate the apology. However you’re also entitled to know that the forgiveness and healing side may take longer for me due to various factors that occurred - much that few are aware of, including yourself especially. I wish you well and safety.

Hip Happenin Now:

Still busy but slowly visiting. I’ll reply and reblog soon, be patient please. Ive still many things to sort which take priority as well as other things. Im trying to get money n shit for a future and whatnot. Health issues are strong in the blood rn and Im spending extended time with both Big and the other pets to keep up harmony, especially now that Big is accepting slowly that our porch is a welcome shelter for him and he’s free to leave and stay whenever. Trust me, overloaded isnt even the word. Im prepping shit early this year and from now on. Also, my God Ive been dealing with more physical issues as well and had to play doctor. May even need medical interference but holy shit I could never see this coming. Still... It’s... An experience- If you could call it that. Staying more active and healthy. Cat’s nearly clawed my eye out in my sleep (to which I can only presume Billy got too close or hyper) but it’s fortunate placement so Im alright. Most of my body is in pain to the point of absolute normality at this rate. And I plan to make space for a better altar. Future of the Blog:

Errr, it’s my fuckin space so it’s whatever I want really. Ill still have my Viv rants (ie, pros and cons of her work, HH/HB, other shit like that) however I just really dislike most the fandom at this point as well as the poor management and lack of professionalism and attitudes of staff. It’s just draggin me down and making me ill. I also want to showcase more of MY work (from redesigns to projects to some dumb 2am shit), cosplays, fashion, hobbies, spiritual practises - MY. SHIT. I feel like Ive strayed slightly. But I WILL be honest. And damn well will it upset people. And if it does and I’m genuinely ding something wrong/harmful - guide me patiently. Educate me. If it’s like this HD shit where Im not only allowed my opinions but justified on my traumas or mocking my disabilities or features, then just yeet yourself elsewhere. Also some of my gaming shit too. Getting to know folk who interact with my stuff and just... Create my space. For me. Something hopefully others can enjoy. Something that can function as a bit of an art portfolio as well. Critiques and whatnot. But I will continually not stand for anyone’s shit or poor handling of serious matters. You will not cause me to doubt and invalidate my experiences like you have to others. For now, Im tottering but slowly returning. For those who I previously and daily interacted with, I will get back to you. And Im sure you’re patient and understanding of my situation - it’s appreciated. But in terms of any fandom, more so if it’s known to be as hostile, I’d rather keep a healthy boundary between us. That’s for newer folk. Perhaps we may bond further and you’re welcome to try, however I do feel far safer not getting involved into other people’s shit any longer. I will put anon back on but any toxic shit will be reported as well as compiled so at least I have a reference on the actual toxic nature of fandoms. Likewise, Im slowly getting there but god theres a lot of fuckin work. So much that not even my closest friend has heard too much from me until recently. I’ll be returning to the grind for now as I have duties, as well as many demanding felines for my attention. Alongside some physical medical concerns which require additional care, I’ll be popping off now. Im thankful for those who have checked in on me. I will reply shortly. Take care

#im fucking tired #ive hardly had any alcohol lately as well #ive snuck some though but not as much for unwind time sadly #also discovered sourz alcohol and it is wonderful #i made someone laugh until literal pissing themselves though so #im taking bloody pride in that comedy so

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astralcircuit-blog · 7 years

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.

• NAME: Lillie! • PRONOUNS: She/They • SEXUALITY: Big ol’ Lesbian my dudes • TAKEN OR SINGLE: Taken! <3

– THREE FACTS.

I love stingrays like. a lot. my faves are cownose rays and i literally burst into tears when i get to pet them at aquariums (also i love the ocean?)

I’ve had this blog for almost a year? I gave it up the first time around because I wasn’t happy with Noire (her personality/how she looked) but now I’m a lot happier and I love seeing that other people love my baby too like im cryin i love yall

I’m a really bad talker. like, REALLY bad. ill message you then forget to check your reply until a week later. im sorry if i ever do this to you im just busy and forgetful sometimes :(

– EXPERIENCE.

• HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): Ten years? Yeah that sounds about right • PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: GaiaOnline, Deviantart, Skype, Discord, Omegle (dark times), and Tumblr! • BEST EXPERIENCE: can i just say that ALL of my roleplay blogs have been the best experiences? like, no joke, i LOVE writing and making friends with people through it, it’s been my favorite thing for years. i’m so glad i didn’t give writing up like i planned to ;w; <3 I think one of my best experiences is making a blog with a friend. It’s SO much fun and helps me feel so much more comfortable when I go out to follow/interact with other blogs !!

– MUSE PREFERENCES.

• FEMALE OR MALE: Usually Female! I’ll do NB/Agender/ETC ofc too but like. Males haven’t been a thing with me for a really long time? I used to have a Pru.ssia blog that got pretty big and I was apparently a very quality Gil.bert. It was interesting. But he’s the only male muse I’ve ever really had :> • FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: Allllllllll <3 Though, I do try to avoid angst because I tend to put myself in the characters shoes, literally (with my emotions) and I end up spiraling as a direct cause. It’s weird. I’m too empathetic for my own good 8( • PLOTS OR MEMES: BOTH! I love both. sometimes ill be lazy/busy and do memes, but a good plot will definitely make me Bust A Nut • LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: both! I do better with short replies, but at the same time I loooove writing lots and making everything unnecessarily long, • BEST TIME TO WRITE: Night time????????? Like. Always. That’s also the time to draw. It’s the time of day for creativity • ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): Me and Noire? yeah, pretty much identical, and i’ve had a pattern where with past rp blogs i made i was kin with whoever I made. Like, for example, if I were to make a Lillie RP blog bc im SUPER kin with her, that’d probably happen and I’d love it. I have to have a strong personal connection to a character and see them as a part of me in order to really delve them into the writing world, if that makes sense ;;

TAGGED BY: @krupnick thank u!!! <3 TAGGING: @liifedrain @solitcire @underneaththenightsdisguise @pressnerftocontinue @brokenbcw @restcre @rhondavoxs @timeruins AND UHH... ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO DO THIS just say i tagged you tbh its all good babs

#this was really fun aaaaaaaaaaaaa #about the mun #ooc

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sadiebreane-archived · 7 years

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Well! I did it yall! I made it to 200! This was about where I was before I accidentally lost everything. It was a hard blow to take, but the fact that most of everyone that was following me before followed me here makes me super fucking happy and super fucking blessed.

I’m not good at these listing things, but I’m going to do my best to try and not leave people out.

So let me start with those special few that have pushed me here.

@brennasnow / @team-skull-admin-cataleya Wow Bre, let me tell you I am so blessed that we met each other through Oliver and Overwatch. We started rping before I even joined this fandom and you were one of the few people that actually helped push me into making a blog and I have got to say it was one of the best decisions of my life. Sadie means so much to me and for her to be the first OC of mine to streatch into multiple fandoms its just great because I love her so much and without you I wouldn’t be here at all. Your amazing and I’m so happy to have you and call you my friend.

@jointhegrunts Bruh. My Bruh. After I drew Sadie as a Team Skull Grunt, I went on a massive hunt for other Team skull OCs to see what all everyone came up with and you were one of the few people I found and let me tell you, I STILL to this day love V and W so much. Your art is amazing and to find out that your just as amazing as your art floors me. And the fact you actually talk to me and dare call me Senpai....Rude. Your so rude. I don’t deserve your praise, you can’t just walk into my life and lift me up the way you do. XD Anyways my dude. You are also one of the biggest contributing factors I’m here. And I’m so happy and excited we get to venture into this pokemon discourse together.

@skull-bxnes Another person that followed me before I even made my blog. Lex your so great. Alena is one of the biggest reasons I made a blog and I’m so happy that Sadie and her get to interact. I smile every time I see you on my dash and I laugh almost every time we talk. But your another one of the few people that helped me make my blog. By supporting me and encouraging me to make the plunge. Well. Here I am and I still enjoy every second of being here. Can’t wait to rp with you some more kiddo. Your the best. And I love seeing your art improve. <3

@asknanu LECHE. I will never understand why you followed me, and why you found me so interesting, but I feel so honored to call you a friend. I always wanna talk to you and when I do I get so giddy and excited. And your art is so damn amazing and I love how you humor my shipping trash and slam on the angst button with me. I hope we continue to talk and rp and just all around interact with each other because I think your so amazing.

@gruntadminloch My friend. My dude. I never expected a friendship to blossom the way it did between us. Like, my god your so fucking amazing and encouraging and just always there when I need it. Your so talented in writing and I can see why people flock to you. Your just magnetic and full of encouragement and kind words and I’m so happy to of met you. You and all the others mean so much to me and your another person I always want to have contact with.

@rocbites I know your off doing your school and work thing, but Im so excited for you to come back. I know our timezones clash, but your one of the coolest dudes I know, and I love how comfortable I feel when I rp with you. And I’m so glad that we can still talk even tho your away. Your so creative and I love the way you write and how our characters interact. I’ve had a history of having rp partners that I really wanted to be friends with that lived over seas, and they kind of dropped me all together and it really hurt, but the fact that you still wanna talk to me makes me so happy. I wish you the best in school and await for your return! Your amazing dude! So glad to have met you!

@itsyagrunt I know life has you busy, but I do miss you terribly and I love you so much and hope we can draw,rp, and talk some more. Once again, I’m so glad I can talk to you outside of Tumblr and I love how we always seem to come together on things. Your so amazing and so talented. I love your art so much and I hope we have many many many more art trades in the future. <3

@pokemon-fighter Izzy.....Izzy.....IZZY MY DUUUUDDEE when i found out we had met through the Overwatch fandom before, I FUCKING LOST IT. I couldn’t believe it and I was so pleasantly surprised! And I’ll admit, I was really anxious when we talked and plotted because I was just so new to the rp experience on tumblr and not used to how things were ran here. (Teiko my robot oc was one thing, but Sadie is so close to my heart and I imprint on her so much i get sensitive) There was a spill where I wasn’t sure how to handle it all, but because of your patience and kindness I feel like I’m finally flourishing with my OC and to see you come into Damien is so fucking wonderful. I can’t wait to rp more with you and plot some bad ass stories.

@twoskullbois I NEED TO KNOW YOU MORE. We have so many of the same taste and I HATE that I don’t go out of my way to interact with you anymore cuz I feel like we line up on a lot of things together and I just find your muses so interesting and fascinating and your just an all around fun, great, amazing person! The fact that you make playlists like I do KILLS ME. Don’t ever be afraid to hit ya girl up! Your so talented and amazing. How dare you follow me with your talent.

Shout outs to these other wonderful people that have made my experience here wonderful.

@askgreen/ @craniumaniac / @agentcatman / @startrainer / @pokemon-champion-archer / @curiousobjecthead / @champion-carahart / @grunt-low / @shieldarchitect / @bigcalavera / @ask-yomonsterboy / @rowdyruffpearl / @itsburnet / @the-lost-undead / @missmalkavya / @bexutyindexth / @violeteyedraven / @looker-investigations / @tender--age--in--plume

I really really wish I could write out a long drawn out letter for everyone because you all mean so much to me and have made everything I have done possible and enjoyable. I hope that I continue to make content you all want to see and I hope you all still enjoy my muse and art as much as I do.

And for those reading this that are not on the list, don’t ever feel afraid to approach me. This list can only grow and new bonds can be developed between me, you, Sadie and your muse.

I have only started my journey here, and the momentum hasn’t slowed down yet!

#ooc #Follow forever #200 watcher #milestone #holy shit yall #THANK YOU SO MUCH #I would of never made it without yall

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nastyy3xclusivesclt-blog · 7 years

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“Gallery walk” the @whateverJewel interview

Man, what can I say about Jewel? @whateverjewel is an independent artist that currently resides in the Washington, DC and attends Howard University. From the time I laid eyes on Jewel in 2015 in the pre-calculus class we shared, (if you are reading this FUCK YOU MS. VALENT) I knew she was someone special. Something about her draws people to her. With a smile that will brighten a room Jewel is nothing short of a superstar, and I have felt this way since before I even knew she was an artist. Her approach to art is simply amazing. She has built a grassroots following of people who genuinely enjoy seeing how her work progresses and what the final product will look like. The work she does isn't just dope as fuck, many of her pieces have some type of meaning or inspiration behind them. Not only does she draw and paint she also makes clothes. I'm currently in the process of grabbing me an exclusive one of a kind shirt from her myself. Jewel is definitely someone you should take an interest in, even if you aren't the artsy type, I'm sure you will find something you can connect with even in the slightest. Just get on twitter or Instagram and search #jewelsart. Here are a few of my personal favorite pieces by jewel…

Now lets get to the interview!

First things first, Who are you?

“so! I'm me because well...i am. lmao my names jewel so what more can i really say???? honestly im really just a regular schmegular bitch who likes Netflix and eating and napping and drawing.

When and How did you get your start in making art?

i was always making art lol, my preschool and my first grade teachers told my mom i was going to be an artist so i really can't pinpoint how it started. it just did and it just is”

Who are some people who influenced your early work?

“my early work is, like i said, as early as preschool lol. so like my laterish work, more towards highschool, because i taught myself to really paint, like more seriously around that time...and my life honestly just sucked lol. so i pulled alottttt from that; id rather have my pain inspire me than hinder me”

Who are some mentors of yours?

“i had no real mentors (because honestly my life and my interactions with others inspire me most) until my senior year when i won a scholarship to have a personal visual arts mentor...and he was so great! he was all about showing me how to be myself and still grow as an artist and i loved that. now i have all these bomb ass professors for mentors and they teach inside and out of the studio and i love love love how much they let you build a personal relationship with them, especially bc all of my mark ass racist ass high school art teachers were awwwwwful. they didn't care about me or my visions and intentions. so fuck em ;)”

If you had to describe your art in 5 words or less how would you describe it?

“ok 5 words to describe my artttt: crazy, sexy, kewl, chillin, etc? naaaah deadass um, personal, expressive, colorful.....imma stick with sexy and kewl lmaooo’

What words of encouragement do you have for aspiring artists?

“for inspiring artists? literally nike shirt that hoe and just do it!!! dont fear anything, just dive in head first. the key to that is to delete any expectations you have for how your work should/shouldnt look because honestly that fucks you up. never compare your work to others, you are your only competition. be better than YOU!!!! and when its time to "decide what you want to do with your life" after graduation or whatever, art IS a legit thing to do with your life!!!! dont ever let a single person make you deny that“

What are you currently studying in school?

“im currently a painting major at Howard university and its funny because, like, when people found out i was going to Howard and moving to dc they were super lit for me...but when they would ask my major and i would tell them painting, its like they weren't as excited for me anymore. like my major wasn't good enough. but I'm the type of artist who knows what the painting will look like before ts done, and in that same right, i know ill be successful regardless of the process.”

How supportive was your family in your decision to pursue art?

“my fam is SUPER SUPPORTIVE!!! even though neither of my parents are artistic, they never ever ever made me feel like my art wasn't important or realistic. i have so much supplies from years of asking for bday and Christmas gifts and them understanding that art was just simply my thing. my parents both pushed me super hard in school and that gave me drive in an artistic sense as well....like I'm motivated so much because they're so poppin. i couldn't do it without them, and I'm the only child, so id like to think they couldn't do it without me either lmao“

I see you make clothing as well, tell me about The Naughty list. How did it start and who were some people that influenced you to make clothes?

“YO THE NAUGHTY LISSSST. funny you should ask. so i went to this panel on design at school, and the presenter basically was suggesting how doing "bad" things makes for a much more creative mind. its like theres more thinking and planning and plotting and scheming...and when those that exercise that same enegy channel it into creative activity, its soooooo much more powerful. and that intruigued me like crazy bc, trust me, im living proof. so i openned up this suggestion box and told people to confess their absolute WORST BEHAVIOR. and so i had it going for about two weeks, then i compiled the list and divided them all into two main categories of sin: lust and indulgence. the stories/confessions for each category that reeealllly stood out, i turned those into specific images. the ones that were left, i hand wrote them, and used them as the texture for the background”

When you sit down to a blank canvas where do you pull your inspiration from?

“when i sit down to a blank canvas, i dont pull inspiration from anywhere in that moment. im allllways getting inspired, literally once i draw the canvas sketch, im already inspired and ready as hell to go!!! i have this desktop folder and google drive folder and album on my phone titled "inspo" so whenever i see anything remotely interesting, i save it so im sure not to forget....bc im usually pretty in my own world and get kinda forgetful lmao”

What can people expect from you this year?

“this year? who knows lmao. expect new clothes and art for purchase...but thats all i got for ya for now ;)”

Quotes you live by…

“quote to live by???? shit my senior quote is always my mood: "i take a whackin and keep on smackin" -cheetah girls, 2003

Any shoutouts...

“shoutout to every person i ever met, yall all made me. i made yall too. thats the crazy thing about life, ya know? shoutout to every single person who ever commented something positive on insta, retweeted me, or hmu with something supportive...i hear it all, i feel it all, and i appreciate it all!! i dont really wanna shoutout anyone individually bc id prob leave so many great (and not so great) people out, but i have to give an ultimate shoutout to asante parkins...i would not be who i am without his presence, and im forever different since hes gone away. love him (but love yall too ya feel me)”

#art #painting #clothing #jewel #painter #interview

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intothespideyverses · 7 years

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oh my god please write more zasha stuff i love it

!!!!!!!

zasha dates

-yes, they do finally have that hsm singalong date! rasha’s been doing her research (with help from goldi of course) to get the lyrics just right, and is super super serious about impressing zoe with her high school musical know-how. she comes wearing her red jacket and zoe comes in a cute white sweater (I can’t exactly remember what gabriella wears in the movie but I’m positive at some point she’s wearing a white sweater) and someone in charge of the singalong mentions they look like troy and gabriella. they make them come up on stage and sing “start of something new” and for the first time zoe is nervous about going on stage bc she’s afraid ppl will be able to tell she and rasha are together and have a bad reaction, but rasha, the SPIRIT of troy bolton flowing through her veins, squeezes zoe’s hand, leans in real close to her ear, and whispers “get your head in the game” before dragging her on stage. they sing and its gay as fuck and zoe can barely handle it. rasha’s voice is so-so (she’s more into just regular non-musical acting but loves musicals anyway) but the passion that she’s singing with is more than enough to blow everyone (ok mostly zoe) away. zoe gets the Sparkly Eyed Look that she gets (yall know the one I’m talking about) and “is this love”- bob marley plays on repeat in her head ok

afterwards they head back to the nahir household to watch all the movies with goldi. rasha’s stuck between chad and sharpay for her fave character but goes with sharpay when zoe mentions that she practically used to BE sharpay. goldi laughs at all the cute.

first day that they’re back at school, zoe’s humming hsm songs in every class, and rasha makes a playlist full of musical songs

-zasha and gronah double dates except all four of them can never figure out what to do. jonah’s into dorky shit like mini golf and pseudo-intellectual “””provocative”’” bands (grace is all for these things but zoe and rasha are very much not), ngl grace is probably into boring shit (except she’s probably into aquariums so that could work), rasha wants to do rly physical and interactive and messy shit, so she’d probably suggest paintball or something like that, and zoe tbh just wants to go to a nice dinner lol. i think they all eventually settle on something simple but still rly fun, idk what but they do!

-zasha can never have any reeaaal alone time bc rasha still doesn’t know how goldi’s parents will react and zoe can’t exactly be making out with rasha on grace’s bed, so they have to be creative. im not saying they end up keeping the student council office door locked more often than not but…thats exactly what im saying

-also “coffee” is their official code word for when they hook up (which lord knows what this means in degrassi anymore….i sure as hell dont know)

-not date related but idk why but i feel like rasha’s rly into james bond?? like she watches goldfinger one night and is hooked. also i think she discovers west drive and watches half of it before getting to the seasons that have zoe on it and lets just say she wakes up the whole nahir family that night when she sees her.

rasha’s webseries (I’m so stuck on this idea ok)

-I’ll flesh this idea out more in a separate post but the way zasha as a couple interacts with the webseries rly stems from zoe’s mom kicking her out. so like rasha probably holds auditions for the webseries (she’s playing the lead o course) and after finding out that zoe used to be on west drive she begs her to join. but zoe’s not sure AT ALL bc what if acting was never her passion, but her moms? were all the awards for her mom? did she really care about any of that? and she has a bit of a crisis bc she rly doesnt know who she is without her mom. so zoe declines :/ buuuut it turns out that rasha had literally written a part for zoe ANYWAY as the lead’s gf so…rasha’s in a bit of a pickle now bc there’s kissing and shit and she can’t kiss someone else!! but zoe, head fuzzy from all the angst that I talked about in the last post, brushes it off without realizing what she’s doing when rasha asks if it’s okay to let another girl audition for the part of the gf. so imagine zoe’s surprise when the girl who got the lead is fucking esme of all people (I rly only include her in these things as a catalyst for drama tbh) and zoe is immediately ready to throw hands once she watches the first ep while winston’s editing it or something. but instead of drawing everything out zoe confronts rasha and finally breaks down to her about how confused she’s been since being kicked out, about how much she WANTS to love acting again but she just doesnt know how much of her is HER and how much of her is mama rivas. rasha’s super understanding and decides to take the kissing out of the ep until zoe’s ready, and when she is (like…an episode later lbr here) she makes esme a side character after their characters “break up” (which’ll probably make her quit lol) and introduces zoe as the new love interest :)

i’ll definitely write more about rasha’s plot later cause it literally writes itself omg. pls send more headcanon requests!!

#degrassi #zasha #degrassi next class #rasha zuabi #zoe rivas #isingtothenightletmesingtoyou

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