#i know its my blog and i can post whatever i want but i dont want it to be awkwarddddddd

[honorarypines]

Autumn sillies + text posts

#Ik technically its not even autumn anymore but you know what I dont care #my blog I can do whatever I want #worst case scenario it will get like 4 notes now and will be rediscovered this next autumn #over the garden wall #otgw #otgw wirt #otgw greg #wirt #greg #text posts

[myonmukyuu]

marker practice ayumu

#love live #ayumu uehara #my art #myon's marker training arc #i think the light grey i have is running out of ink #it was a bit of a struggle #markers are scary #how do i graduate to colour when b/w is so comfy... LMAO #i was writing a lengthy blog post that featured all of my experimental ugly wips with explanations but then tumblr did an oopsie and #none of it saved and like; man..... #but i'm pretty happy with my progress!! the really early experiments were super ugly LMAO #once i feel comfortable with b/w ill probably toy with colours but its a bit conceptually foreign to me #cus there's only like #select colours #so you have limited colours to pick from? and to blend with? #and i dont really know how to mix pigments #aand on top of that im not sure what are the best ways to mix mediums (like if i wanted to do a colour wash #i can use water colour right??? is there an order??) #(like water colour is obviously water but copics are alcohol based so like does it matter what order one goes on the other??? AHHHH PANIC) #i have many questions... and for whatever reason started rambling in the tags #i like ayumu 😊 #(im have a lot of tutorials to watch)

[chentastic]

im so tempted to post self insert nsfw art you have no idea

#i know its my blog and i can post whatever i want but i dont want it to be awkwarddddddd #i know i told u to not sexualize me earlier asdkgjasdg shut it #mumblings

[jpivot]

continuing the tradition, heres my art summary for 2023! (though i must admit, i cheated on december's by working on it a little more during this january)

as always, heres a link to last year's. and hey, while im at it, heres a link to all of the previous years. wow! thats 12 years worth of art

#pivart #art summary #soooo much tagcen in here. its 75% tagcen. i love my ocs......... its almost as if i made them in a lab. specifically. for me. (i did) #i didnt end up posting march or july anywhere online... ahhh... im sorry... #also didnt post december but thats cuz i wanted to find the actual photo source first and... i havent had much success on that front. help #everything else can be found on my sketchblog. well... besides may. which was posted here on main #should i put together the links for each month's full image posts? #i like the idea of doing that but i dont know if that'd be cool or useful or helpful for anyone to justify the effort. #and if its just for me... well... i know how to search my own blogs. im confident i could find whatever quickly

[thecherrygod]

currently thinking about lighthouse keeper hdb and ship captain kim kitsuragi................

like.. look. hes in the lighthouse. alone. only company his skills and some alcohol to also keep himself warm in the winter. most interactions he has are the people that he gets stuff for his own survival. dora's been out of the picture for a looooooong time now, he wasnt around often, the pay isnt relayable, and every time she met him he was worse, so she left. all he has is himself, and the lighthouse.

there are times in which the light will reflect on the fog in the ocean, and he will see her in there, as if she was a guardian angel with long blonde hair who would take any ship coming nearby into her hands as toy boats, and she could decide if theyd make it to safety, or if shed just drown it on a whim. all he can do is manifest her with the lights, but her actions are her own.

and then theres kim, the diligent captain of a ship that has all the love in his heart, something he can use to move through fog and pale alike without losing himself to his surroundings, always ready to make sure him and as many as his men survive what the sea has to offer them, but he knows its dangerous, all of them do, everyone is ready to lose their lives if it comes to it. storms and tides and an inavility to see through the weather, they are all ready to manouver the ship or die trying.

thankfully at the worst times, theres always a helping hand, a guiding light helping him move in the right direction, making sure hes able to keep them as safe as possible even through the worst storms and the densest of fogs hes ever seen.

#my posts #and for organization so i can find this in my blog one way or the other: #disco elysium #hdb #kim kitsuragi #harrykim #the.. harrykim is mostly implied. i. dont know how id make them meet #also... hi i love including his fucked up relationship with dora in everything i can like i find it so interesting so its always there #ah and this au while it could work the other way around... look at me. harry being the one guiding and saving kim. is just.. #very important to me.... #maybe once they meet depending on how it could be a mutual thing but #yeah idk #i think that if i knew how to make the specific details for my ideas i wouldnt just post them like this id be writing fics lmao #tho idk the only fic i wrote was like.... this year its gonna be ten years since i havent tried to write sdiugdhsgu #ah whatever im calling this guiding lights. idk. hopefully ill remember and find it if i want to lmao #guiding lights au #but... yeah....... #also silly detail this is bc a few days ago i was drawing kim as a captain and harry as a sailor but. more like a costume with a skirt #bc well. i have that and i think hed look good on it. i havent finished it yet but ill get back on it at some point #and well its been on my mind but also i saw something about a lighthouse and automatically i thought #'.... oh no. harry du bois as a lighthouse keeper.....' and i wrote this just now and im not gonna check if it makes sense lmao #im just going with the vibes i may think about it later again and properly get an idea but like.. yeah i wrote this in 30 min #the details are for another time if they have to happen dughsgdsgh anyways!!!!!!!

[imaginryfriend]

i got deadnamed at my mom's funeral and all i got was this stupid t-shirt

#this post sucks sorry. i know this is my own blog and i can post whatever i want and its nice to get my misfortune out somewhere #but sometimes i still feel bad venting lmao #barely a vent. just joking so i dont feel like shit about it #i had a nametag and everything too. impossible to fuck up #at least the rest was closure #txt

[pansyfemme]

i dont like it when ppl reblogging directly from me/ppl who follow me/mutuals call me op, its so formal. i am op, yes, but also i am your friend jude :)

#not a serious post call me whatever #but lol i do want u guys to feel like im not someone you have to be nervous to adress directly u can just call me jude its ok!! #i have limits so if someone i dont know starts acting like we know eachother well. then maybe i will draw the line but idk #my blog is a fun place for nice people and i like when ppl hang out w/ me (are in my notifications)

[sydmarch]

antiviral fandom so small the fact that recently my rambling text posts about it consistently get 3-4 notes gets me like WOW antiviral nation come through!!

#also if you like my antiviral posts & i dont follow you back just know i recognize your url and consider us mutuals in spirit #im just at my limit for blogs i can tolerate on my dasjboard its already too many thats the only reason why #so like if youve ever wanted to message me or send an ask about antiviral but felt like 'oh well were not mutuals' or whatever #PLEASE FEEL FREE TO lol #literally i am always so down to discuss this movie its been living in ny head sonce 2015 if you think i post a lot about it NOW. oh boy #texticles #antiviral

[eepyjay]

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#so much more I want to say about this album. butchered tongue was so like idek how to explain it it moves through you and it’s so #upsetting and the ending line is just so crushing and beautiful and holding hope that culture carries on even after devastation #and every song on this album has its own right to be the best song on the album they are all the best song on the album like genuinely #the collab song was amazing no one does collab songs like him he’s the only person to knock it put of the park every single time when it #comes to collalbs for me #and god de selby pt 1 was so beautiful and mesmerizing #I dont think I can like stop talking about this album there’s so much more I want to say but just won’t bc it wouldn’t even do this album #any justice in any way it deserves #I just made this post to touch on the songs I didnt make a post about which yea I know those posts are annoying but whatever it’s my blog so #hozier #unreal unearth

[im-still-a-robot]

Hey folks,

Recently I've gone against my morals and decided to start a side blog

@imstillarobot

Think of it as the evil twin. Do what you will with it. Idc <3

#wacky watermelons #this is not an april fools thing i promise. look at the blogs pinned post #its from a few weeks ago #i just decided to post about it today #follow or dont i really dont care #just know that while i try in some capacity to rb things i want to show my friends for this blog #on that one it is genuinely just whatever I want to rb/post #which isnt too much different than here. but there will be a slightly broader range of topics. #and fewer fun posts. those can just go on here. #the blog's title is storage unit. and thats what it is #personally still hoping our band directors send out a april fools list of leadership members

[chameleon-sting]

hello! my sense of time somehow has gotten even worse and it is bc in the time that ive been barely active, i have acquired Dragon Ball Hyperfixation in the year of our lord 2022. i watched all of the original show right at the end of last year and im now 30 episodes into z and i have had Many thoughts but ive been basically bombarding one of my friends with them. i would like to talk to more people about it bc as much fun as we're having i also feel incomprehensible. if you are queer, neurodivergent, and/or a person of color (or an ally for all three) who is also a fan of dragon ball and down to discuss with someone whose brain cells are being shaken around in a soda can by this series as we speak, please interact 🥺 i would like to be friends

#thoughts on #ive actually never done a. whatever these are called. 'mutual call'? sorry if its a little obstructive. i only plan to do this once #dragon ball #dbz #in the body of the post i pointed out three specific traits bc they are minority groups that i fall into that i struggle to find and that #ive found some people can be hostile toward. like im black and i have some. Opinions on parts of dragon ball. #you probably get it #also i am an artist! i draw! i havent posted anything db yet but if in the coming days i do (i may) then... this sentence doesnt make sense #if i posted dragon ball art on my art blog. i dont post it bc i did. no i didnt ❤️ #well if youre here in these tags this is how my brain works so if you dislike these vibes no worries we dont have to talk at all #but i may still want to follow #you know how it is

[vanillabat99]

I'm going to my first ever convention this weekend!! The safety measures are as good as they can be (which still isn't great) and I will be doing my best to stay safe!! My siblings and I got offered free passes for the whole weekend!! I'm looking forward to a couple pokémon events but mostly the artist alley :3

#i dont have much money but i do have some and i think i would like to spend it on art maybe #not all of it of course but a little bit :3 #ive never been to a convention before!!!! #im very glad my siblings are also going because i dont think i could go alone #i might post pictures after!! #all i have planned for sure is pokémon jeopardy on saturday and a sew your own pokémon plush on sunday :3 #the rest is whatever happens ^-^ #batty blogging #i am tempted by the mario kart tournament but its at 10am and thats too early for me #the sewing event is limited spots / first come first serve so hopefully i can get in!!!! #my sister and i are looking forward to the jeopardy game though #suuuuper hyped for the art!!!!!!! #i dont know if my walker will be enough support for me but i know what i want to do so im okay with not doing much else #i dont know what i want to wear.. my sister is probs wearing her fox ears and tail and i have some kandi cat ears but the headband is small #i assume furry adjacent is fine for an anime convention. especially if one of the artists listed at the alley is a fursuit vendor #i dont think any of you are in my city but if you see me this weekend feel free to say hi :3

[ravegore]

"Raw as fuck" ass shit yeah i bet you think it's so based to vague people you don't like huh. You're 24 stop embarrassing yourself and grow the fuck up this is so childish

#and listen #i would NOT care at all if this was instead say posted on a private or vent space #because thats for you to vent your feelings out on #im only vaguing here because nobody looks at this blog and its for me to put my unfiltered thoughts #and yes its your blog still you can put whatever you want on it #but. dude. #public vagues are just so fucking stupid #we ended things on a neutral note you wouldve had to know id see it #and not to play sherlock because i dont know what youre thinking #but i cant help but get the feeling you did this Because i did not respond to your dms #which btw i didnt respond for both our sakes so you dont cross your own boundary? #and now youre here ranting and raving in public that helping me is useless and no amount of words would help me #gee i wonder if this is something a well adjusted and emotionally mature adult would do! #i can say with absolute certainty my other friends are not like this. #they would not do this shit. #if there was a problem theyd talk to them and if there was a boundary theyd maintain it! #and i feel safe with them. unlike you. #this just reinforces to me that distance is for our best

[aashiqui-aashiqui]

by the way when i say other cricketers i mostly mean the english players and no offence but i do not get what people see in them…like i know theres english people on here who obviously are gonna post about their own team but like i refuse to believe those players are that interesting

#joe root might be the only white person on that team i care for #moeen ali and adil rashid get my support by default though because theyre fellow brown people and muslims so like they were always gonna be #included in this incredibly small list #but yeah thats it i could care less for any other english player like so many of them infuriate me for no reason #buttler and stokes are two popular ones i dont care for at all but for some reason theyre (relatively) popular on here? #in comparison to other individual players i mean #australia has fans on here too but like i dont mind them because the aus team is interesting to me #nz had some key word being had as in most of those blogs are inactive now so thats great but its a nice time capsule almost to revisit- #those blogs and see what was going on then in earlier years #as for pak i literally can count on my hands the number of blogs dedicated to pak anf its not a lot at all 😭 #im gonna post more about pak cricket too but thats when psl starts #indian cricket fans are probably pretty common om here too i just purposely ignore them because like as a pakistani i cant bring myself- #care about that team at all and any time i see an indian player its like a jumpscare you know #hate that team so much its in my dna but theyre also just obnoxious as people #our team just has a bunch of cuties like what has pak ever done #anyway yeah that concludes my massive rant in the tags but in conclusion i need to see more subcontinent cricket stuff #as compared to white people cricket like we should be more active than the colonizers guys #what do i tag this as #i guess cricket but like i dont want to be attacked and murdered #its okay whatever happens doesn’t matter to me #cricket

[girl-bateman]

Would ppl on here be interested if I ever posted snippets of my original writing ? I wrote a chapter for my book yesterday that I felt like was general enough that ppl might enjoy it on here ?

#i know that its my blog and that i can post abt whatever i want but idk #its not rly something i feel compelled to post abt but i also think it could be potentially fun ? idk #ppl who post their own poetry and shit on here are a breed of cool that i just dont feel represents me

[beeseverywhen]

i really want there to be a little indicator on a post to tell me i’ve reblogged it before and on which blog. like colour coordinated,

#one that actually works obviously #the reblog indicator does not work.(maybe just on mobile? maybe just for me?) which is why i have to like everything i reblog so i know. #but i dont know when and i dont know what blog #i want a tab in the notes thats like 'your personal history with this post' and its a list of my interations with like a date and what blog #and maybe also whatever the ppl that reblogged it from me added #so i can see like if i've started a spinoff