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silent-mysteriousguy · 3 years

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I saw another post on @postalninja doing this meme, thought i would join in on the fun!

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

10 and counting! 9 for octopath traveler (not counting the one disowned fic) and 1 for the Grishaverse

2) What's your total AO3 word count?

37 702

3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

As anyone who ever spared even a glance at my tumblr account knows, I love Octopath. Its my comfort game and is definetly one of my favourite games of all time. On the other hand, the grishaverse fic was a contest fic. I love that book a lot as well but it never came close to my damned love for that game

4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

About women’s problems, lack of sleep and bluntness: Oh, that lil thing. It was my first fanfic I had written in years! It doesnt have the best writing but it does have a special place in ma heart

A Diary’s Importance: My ongoing longfic. Its as of date not completed, but its going somewhere eh! Luckily finally got a beta, so progress is there folks. But alas, currently on vacay so writing is out of the question.

Why phones and the 8 travelers should not be combined: A silly textfic I wrote to get myself out of writersblock. Believe me, I thirst for textfics I NEED MORE.

Sharp, stabby things: Well, if it wasnt obvious enough, im halfblind. Meaning I am actually unable to see shit from my right eye. So sense of depth does not exist. So when I discovered Therion would likely have the same struggles with his right eye I decided that damnit I was going to write something about it because the struggles of being halfblind are real folks.

About the practicallity of not being a caster: A little fic I always wanted to do of what a conversation between Cyrus, who got so many magic spells its practicallity his only thing, and Olberic, who got no magic at all, about magic would look like.

5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Fuck yeah I do! I love comment so so much. They give me motivation to write and shut the inner Bruno up (if ya get the meaning)

6) What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

Hmmm, hard one here. Most of the angst in my fic is very much in the middle with the end being happier as I sadly do have a soul. But, my vote goes to a friends betrayal. The fic was basically about Olberics thoughtprocess after the fall of hornburg and what lead him to his situation in beginning of the game. As you can guess, it is very angsty.

7) What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?

Many! But, the vote goes to my beloved sharp stabby things. But that can just be my seretonin brain.

8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you've written?

Not yet… (but i have an idea)

9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Some passive agressive comments, but not really hate.

10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Nope. Huns, I am ace as fuck i cant even read it.

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know.

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

as a polyglot I could do a fine I will do it myself moment, but i havent.

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not as off today, but I am open to the idea of it.

14) What's your all time favourite ship?

Oh boy thats such a tough question. On one hand, gimli x legolas from LOTR will always have a special place in my heart as it was the ship that actually got me into fandom culture. But… if you spared a glance at my ao3 account you know my love for Cyrus and Olberic. I mean my two comfort characters in a relationship? Thats the stuff man thats the good stuff.

15) What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?

STUPID A LEGAL DISPUTE. I LOVE THE IDEA OF IT BUT THE WORDS MAN THE WORDS.

16) What are your writing strengths?

I think it would be describing emotions and thoughtprocesses.

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

Grammar, no doubt. I mean its not that 9 year old bad but my use of commas is through the damned roof.

18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

Ahum, as someone who has multiple conlanguages and is a polyglot I adore them. Just wait yall asses till i get a solid idea of what acient hornburgian sounds like and its over for yall. IT WILL BE IN DIARYS IMPORTANCE OR I DONT DESERVE MY SCRIVINER.

19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Suprisingly, it was Percy Jackson. A Solangelo fic to be precise. Oh i cringe at it every time I see it.

20) What's your favourite fic you've written?

Brand’s Thunder, no doubts about it. It was the transition to my longer fics and I impressed myself with my own writing which was new.

#octopath traveler #lotr #percy jackon and the olympians #grishaverse #fanfiction #ficwriter meme

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toutallyahoe · 4 years

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Middle Brother (rdr2 headcanons)

i want to write but the gremlins in my mind are fighting... well, fluff and thot gremlin are while angst gremlin is kinda dead rn which i think yall are happy to know...

but anyways, here's some brotherly headcanons on this beautiful fucking game known as rdr2 with these beautiful boahs and [Name]

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• i already established [Name] would be the middle brother with Arthur being the oldest for a year or two and John being youngest of fours years soooo (here it is if ya havent read the first)

• lets get some angsty stuff because angst gremlin isnt actually dead... yet (i think thot gremlin might kill 'em but i think yall would be happy with that)

• anyways

• when John had left the gang for about a year, Arthur and [Name] were affected by it

• the whole gang actually

• but Arthur and [Name] kinda took the blow hard

• especially how they had been with John for years and protected and taught that greasy dumbass everything he knew

• Arthur was the angered one

• Arthur's temper was really bad those few weeks of John's departure

• no one can calm him down as he always blew a fuse when someone just even mention John's name

• [Name] was the one who worried a lot and was lowkey depressed

• [Name] lost someone who he had seen as a little brother

• John didn't even said good bye to them?

• Dutch and Hosea tried everything to go back to his usual sarcastic self

• everyone tried but never worked

• it was very hard for the Van Der Linde gang for a few weeks of John leaving

• sure, they both worried for John despite that bitter and angered feeling they have

• they still cared for their little bro

• but they also felt betrayed by John leaving

• so when John came back-- one word: chaos

• it so happens that Arthur was the one who was guarding the entrance of the camp

• Arthur was not happy to see John

• he almost shot the younger man as he threatened John to leave

• Arthur's warning shot had attracted the others attention

• making them knew that John was back and they welcomed John

• it was no surprised that Arthur and [Name] came up to him in fury and tried to belittle John

• it was a surprise though when [Name] was the one who punched John on the face

• not Arthur, but [Name]

• Bill and Javier had to hold [Name] back when he wanted to tackle and beat John up while Dutch commanded him to calm down

• when Arthur and [Name] (who Javier still holding his arm just in case he'll decked the shit outta John again) heard that Dutch welcomed John again, they protested

• Arthur was against the idea of John being welcomed back by Dutch like John didn't just ditched them for a year

• [Name] was silently fuming and agreeing with Arthur

• but no one listened to their complaints and protest as there was a party to welcome John back

• the party went on as John was in the campfire surrounded by the others while Arthur and [Name] was far away from them

• John wanted to approach the two older men but Hosea had stopped him

• "give them time, son"

• John wanted to protest but remembering Arthur's glare and [Name]'s furious look at him earlier, he agreeded

• the next day, John tried to talk to his older brothers

• it was hard

• Arthur always insults him and leaves when he tries to talk to him

• and [Name] always goes into the next direction when John comes and pretends he doesn't see or hear John

• John was annoyed by it

• "why won't they just talk to me?!?"

• John often asked himself

• "you left for a year. didn't tell anyone and they took it hard, John"

• Hosea had explained as the older man had seen how Arthur and [Name] reacts to John's approach

• "just give them time... they missed you but you know how stubborn they are"

• skip to a few weeks

• Arthur's and [Name]'s attitude to John haven't change

• they were still pissed and angry about him leaving

• John tried to get into their good graces but the two really were stubborn

• John done chores in the camp, helped out as much as he can to prove that Arthur and [Name] could trust him again

• but it seems like the two just wont give him another chance

• it honestly was a sad sight to see

• John tried his best but Arthur and [Name] just wont acknowledge his efforts

• those were the moment John realized how much he hurted his older brothers

• John thought be could never get that old days they had again

• but John was stubborn as his brothers too

• he wont give up

• John took their attitudes as motivation

• one day, they were low on food and John offered to hunt

• was a mistake

• John should realized he always gets in trouble with nature

• John did caught some prey for Pearson to cook

• about five rabbits or so which is good enough for now

• when John was putting the rabbits corpse on his horse, he heard growling

• John Marston knew he was in trouble

• in camp, [Name] and Arthur were the first too knew of John's disappearance

• sure, they were still mad with the greasy ass bitch but even what John did, he was still their little brother

• [Name] asked where John was and when he had heard John went out hunting few hours ago, he and Arthur immediately knew there was something wrong with John still not being back

• [Name] had urged Arthur to saddle up as they were going to track the "golden boy"

• Arthur almost didnt want to come if it wasnt for [Name] giving him a pleading look

• Arthur sighed and had went with [Name] to track their greasy little brother

• after awhile, they found John's hunting spot

• how did they knew? John's horse laying dead with scratches and bite marks on its body

• [Name] dismounted his horse as he inspected the dead horse's body

• "fuck... goddamn it Marston"

• [Name] and Arthur looked at each other and knew that John wouldnt be far behind

• aswell as danger

• Arthur pulled out his shotgun while [Name] took out his pistol

• the two were high alert on the danger

• they began to track John again on foot as they knew the forest was dense for their horses

• [Name] did the tracking as Arthur looked around just in case the things that killed off John's horse will appear and jump onto them

• after tracking for awhile, they had heard screaming

• they immediately knew who was screaming as they ran to find John

• they did found their dumb greasy little brother

• John was up on the tree with some bruises while there are four wolves beneath the tree

• [Name] immediately saw John's gun on the ground which he cursed John for it as he and Arthur held up their guns to shoot the wolves

• they killed the wolves and John looked so fucking happy

• "i though i'll be stuck in this tree for days"

• [Name] merely rolled his eyes as he approached the tree John was and took out his knife to skin out the wolves they shot. wanting the wolves pelt to craft some stuff despite it being poor

• "yeah, well, would've done us good if ya got eaten"

• Arthur grunted as John went down the tree and hissed at his bruises

• [Name], being finished with skinning the wolves and having the pelt had grabbed John's gun on the ground and shove it at John's chest

• "next time, don't leave yer gun on the ground"

• [Name] said as he went to Arthur, carrying the wolf pelt

• John looked at both his older brothers and bit his bottom lip

• he knew they were still mad but he was happy that they actually cared enough to save him and not be wolf food like his horse

• "th... thank you..."

• John had said as he walked behind Arthur and [Name]

• "whatever. now hurry up, before more of those wolves come up from the smell of blood"

• Arthur and [Name] lead John back to where they left off their horses and helped John up to sit on the back of [Name]'s horse while [Name] placed his pelt on Arthur's horse

• when [Name] and Arthur mounted on their horses and ride, it was quiet

• John wanted to say something but bit back his words as he didnt know what to really say

• [Name] lead away as Arthur was behind them, just in case some wolves follow them as they rode off the forest to go to the dirt road

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dausy · 3 years

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As much as I love the smell and feel of books I just cant justify purchasing physical copies. Im a book reading poser. I have to force myself to read unlike some of you weird people who have that reading for pleasure gene. So I drew my read list instead

I am going for 52 books but I was too scared to make it official on goodreads. I was like 2 books short last year so bo stress. Im also going for entertainment value and not intellectual here. I may be 30 but give me yalls middlegrade psshaw.

I started reading Cinder end of this past year and zoomed thru then. I never read them because I assumed they were garbage YA and voila..here I am loving it lmao. Finished Winter at the turn of the year and it was probably my favorite read of that month.

The midnight Library was fine but I felt the story could have ended sooner. She seemed like she learned her lesson and made the same speach over and over.

Addie Larue..I didnt like it. I was bored. Was probably nothing wrong with it, it was just not for me.

The Crooked Sixpence and Anya were just available from the library and were colorful so I grabbed them while waiting for my February lists to become available.

I actually had started reading Words of Radiance by Brandon Sanderson and made it a bit over halfway before I had to return to the library. I still havent gotten it back yet. But Ill finish it hopefully this next month.

Graceling was again just available while waiting for my other rentals to come in and it was shit garbage *thats my official professional review*

I had heard good things about Amari and the cover was pretty. Its middlegrade and I think it started strong then went down the magical school trope and it flopped and I wont apologize for thinking it was a flop.

All the Stars of Fate. I enjoyed book1. Book2 just didnt live up to the adventure of the first one. I dont want to give spoilers but I just rolled my eyes at the ending. I felt it unnecessary and I wasnt even sad. Just annoyed.

Instant Karma. I dont know. I guess I just enjoy Marissa meyers writing. Im not sure why I liked this book but I did. It had flaws to it. The main character is like Rachel Berry from Glee to the extreme...and I dont know. Like Im positive I should not like this book and it was one of my favorites this year.

ESCAPE FROM AURORA. I LOVE IT. Its just a simple family friendly adventure. Akin to ATLA and The Dragon Prince and I just really like that.

For March I have planned to read Good Girl Bad Blood and The Inheritance Games. Id also like to lowkey read Ickabog even though she who shall not be named has been internet banned. Im hoping libby will give me back Words of Radiance. I may also get to Legendborn but I have a feeling its going to suffer from "pretty cover, crappy story, booktube made me and it wasnt worth it" syndrome.

I also got a free copy of another middlegrade book but Im not sure if Ill actually read it....

#illustration #booktumblr #books #tbr #book illustration #booktube #the inheritance games #frostheart #instantkarma #the midnight library #all the tides of fate #addielarue

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olberic · 4 years

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vesperia ask meme from this post

👤 favourite character?

pretty even tie between raven and patty! love their backstories. love their development. love their thottiness

👥 most used party?

yuri or flynn / raven / patty / rita ! yuri or flynn depends on what mood im in or if i want extra healing

👍 who do you play as most?

still yuri, but ive been playing as patty a lotttt more lately

👎 who do you play as least?

estelle and judith.... i love them but im so bad at targeting estelle’s spells and i can’t keep judith in the air for longer than like.. 20 hits....

🌆 favourite town?

aurnion!! the music is so so good, i love that its a base of sorts for a lot of the npcs, and i really like that its like in a corner of a mountain too! i’d live there

🏞 favourite dungeon?

manor of the wicked, mostly bc i spent sooo much time grinding in and around there! honourary mention for tarqaron for having the best soundtrack tho

🌎 is there anywhere on the world map that’s comforting to you?

i love the zopheir drifts!

😴 what inn do you go to most often?

the one in myorzo even tho its super inconvenient bc it has everyone sharing a bed which i think is super cute

🎧 favourite song on the soundtrack?

YES i listen to the soundtrack all the time YES i have these memorized: breath of resonance (aurnion), fury sparks (vs flynn), twisted blades (vs zagi), oath of the union (dahngrest), tragic resolution (sad music from the post-cumore confrontation), dark conspiracy and the tower of contraption (upper ghasfarost), radiant light fostering life (egothor forest), the world at your fingertips (zaude), brooding omen (tarqaron)

🦅 most fun giganto beast to fight?

BRUTAL BY FAR... it spawns so often and u can get ur allies to distract the summons and just 1v1 it w a paralysis charm

🐆 favourite monster?

first time i had to fight a skunky i nearly cried i can’t kill them i always run away

🐉 favourite boss?

fight wise? probably gauche and droite bc they’re fun or estelle bc she’s really easy to practice combos on! character wise its schwann bc ill admit it i simp for raven

⚔️ most fun battle?

again probably gauche and droite, and outside of bosses it’d be the wrath nails in the labyrinth of memories! if u take flynn and just use dazzling glare on them two or three times you get a fatal strike and its fun to make a 300000 hp total battle go down to like. 6 hits

💀 hardest boss battle?

besides the first gattuso def the cameos in the tag team battle... how many times have i gotten barbatos almost dead before he gets healed and my healers get sealed... then stressing about the time left for the party battle im sick of it im SICK

✨ favourite mystic arte?

raven’s wink in crisis rain it’d be wolf fury if not for the rare time i can get seifer with summon friends

🎉 any victory quotes that stand out to you?

“our weapons are love!” “justice!” “sexualityyyyy” “WOULD YOU STOP”

and besides that i love patty’s “the queen of the seas has arrived!” and yuri and flynn’s fistbump bc those are cute

🥰 favourite NPC?

i didn’t really have any for this game?? like i much prefer the PCs but also... gauche and droite hold a special place in my heart, and nan won me over with her development. also yeager. kakyoin lookin ass

🧥 favourite outfits?

yuri: true knight + the hairpins attachment. i’d die for the ponytail

estelle: her default is actually my fave, but heroic actress for the ristelle

repede: not an outfit but overdrive brigade or bust

karol: warehouse master! i love the jacket

rita: seeker. its what she deserves

raven: that summer guy bc his hair in that has me 😳 and also adept assassin

judith: draconic lancer or glamourous maid... i am not immune to hot girl

patty: pirate queen bc its what she deserves

flynn: benevolent beneficiary and its soley because of the thigh holster

👕 least favourite outfits?

whoever decided on yuri’s yumanju/swim outfits needs to be JAILED... miska doctoral degree and the frog outfit and sultry temptress and dont get me started on the xmas and samurai ones

🎥 favourite skit?

POINTS SKIT POINTS SKIT

❤️ did you ship any characters?

from the moment rita blushed at estelle i was hooked on them... also yuri/flynn is like. too canon to not love. also raven/literally anyone except karol (son) and rita (lesbian)

💔 any ships you don’t like?

yuri/estelle and flynn/estelle bc i can’t stomach her not being a rita im not even joking

🏥 what healer do you use most?

raven! i usually don’t need more than a few love shots and i have more than enough items to make up for the lack of recovery spells

🗺 most enjoyed side quest / side quest chain?

do i even have to say best friends? and the sicily ones are pretty fun and i also like seeing nan in the hunting blades ones

🤢 most annoying side quest / side quest chain?

FUCK GUILD QUEST ALL MY HOMIES HATE GUILD QUEST

🔪 what difficulty do you play on most often?

normal for now sjvbksdvjbs i plan on doing hard next tho

💯 solo coliseum fights or tag team coliseum fights?

tag team bc i love fighting the others! i usually bring raven but by god do i love rita and schwann’s dialogue in the knights fight

➕ have you played the EX new game plus?

not yet! i’ll be doing that for the mid-hundreds levels tho

🔨 are there any weapons you always keep equipped?

meteorite blade and defender for yuri, strike eagle +1a and misericorde for raven, holy avenger for estelle, beserker heart for flynn, song of gaia for rita, brionac for judith, and leoluca + black thunder for patty

🗣 do you play dubbed or subbed?

dubbed

🎮 which is your favourite minigame (warehouse, draspi, snowboarding, poker, dragon rider)?

fuck minigames but gun to my head i had to pick one it’d be poker bc the mechanics make sense

🗡 yuri or flynn?

sorry king but it’s yuri for this one yall had me with the vigilantism

👑 ioder or estelle?

estelle obvs tho ioder is def the better choice for emperor

🏹 raven or schwann?

raven bc hes a thot and not a bootlicker but id be lying if i said schwann couldnt get it

👯‍♀️ gauche or droite?

gauche

💪 hunting blades or leviathan’s claw?

leviathan’s claw! even if the hunting blades werent awful i’d still pick them bc i love LOVE the serpent’s fang lore and how the guild itself is linked to patty’s backstory and also. also yeager.

🏠 zaphias or dahngrest?

dahngrest! i truly cannot stand the empire imagine living there

🏕 inns or camping?

inns 100% i will go so far out of my way to make them share rooms rather than camping which is so so boring

👾 original or definitive edition?

definitive! its the only one ive played, i love patty too much to ever play the og, and being available on the switch is so good

🎢 what difficulty do you play on?

oh my god. oh my god i put this question in twice FUCK

💿 have you played any other tales games?

not yet :-( i love this one too much to change tho i do have beseria bought and ready to go

👬 have you watched first strike?

not yet :-(((( i havent found it anywhere yet but i heard raven’s in it and im. im

⏱ how long have you spent on the game?

....190 hours and counting.....

🗻 what part of the game are you at right now?

working through the 200 man melees now! once i finish those (ive only got yuri and raven done so far)

✅ how did you decide to start playing?

1 i heard it was similar to octopath 2 i thought it was turn based going into it SKJSBDVKSJDVB 3 saw a gif of yuri and flynn on here somewhere and thought aw shit guess i’ll start this game if there’s an active fandom (NOT THAT THERE’S MUCH OF ONE) 4 the game was on sale sdbksdvjbksdjv

#tales of #vesperia #t #long post #this was fun ty op #(op is me)

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is-hiveswap-act-2-out-yet · 6 years

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March 8, 2018

Hiveswap: Act 2 is not out yet.

Hey what’s up guys I hate tumblr apps and I hate the ipad I have to remember and retype all of this so I ugh it won’t be as raw as the first draft but

Anyway

I am depressed and very sad...and I am depressed. I wasn’t gonna even make the original post bc I’m so sad and didn’t have the energy to do it i was just gonna go to sleep but idk I feel kind of a personal obligation so here I am...remembering and retyping the post I just made but tumblr just pooped out of existence.

I um I got a car like I signed for it and everything and it’s all good i can pay for it but the problem is the insurance. Because since I’m under 21 (woman) the insurance is like super expensive it’s like $300 a month at the cheapest and that’s like a DEAL.

I can’t like get on my dads insurance bc my dad and I...like really bad stuff like we don’t talk and honestly I’d rather Uber the rest of my life than give him one more thing to hold over me when trying to manipulate me and emotionally abuse me

Um but so anyway it’s stressing me out because like ugh its so unfair its just so unnecessary it’s so stupid you know? The life ive had to live because of my dad. Its not even the price. That made me cry. Its that I’ve been living this way for so long now that it feels never ending. It feels like...my goals are /just/ out of reach.

It sucks to see your friends all have opportunity like from their parents. And help from their parents, to at least get started. And...I don’t have that. I’ve never had that. My parents just kind of did their job till I was like 13 and then I had to learn everything myself. And I obviously havent learned a whole lot. Just how to sing and how to be a kind of cool person. But maybe not even that. Idk I’ve never been close to my parents. Theyve never made an effort to like be a part of my life and know who I am. And I don’t know them either. Like I see them every day, my mom drives me places if I ask, but I don’t know them.

And I don’t know how orphans that leave an orphanage at 18 do it. Because without the help from parents, without that little push, it’s so hard to exist in this world.

Like I can almost grab them but I’m stuck in that never ending stretch. And no matter what I do no matter how much closer I move the finish line, I still am stuck, alone, reaching for it and struggling to grab it.

I also um I got an offer for a full time job. But honestly I’m not too confident in my ability to be a sales person 24/7 but I don’t really have a choice. I’m scared I’ll start and theyll realize how terrible I am and how they made a mistake and theyll fire me and my uselessness will be: confirmed. And its like really giving me anxiety. But...again. Don’t have a choice.

And its also killing me bc my current job. I’ve been there for 3 years. I’ve built so many important friendships and learned so much there. That place is forever in my heart, I love it so much. Its honestly my comfort, from my actual life. Which is weird, right? Work is where you find comfort? But yeah. Work is currently my comfort. I feel at home when I walk in the doors.

And it hurts me to think about having to leave. Or to even think about having to tell my coworkers and managers that I got an offer for a full time job that I have to take. I don’t want to end that chapter of my life. Not yet. Not for some boring sales position at what seems like a terrible company.

I tried to tell them today and I couldn’t do it it was so hard I was thinking about it all day and I felt guilt for not telling them and that makes me really sad.

But you know I need this because I don’t have health insurance and I need health insurance. I need it.

I don’t know.

I was always scared to get a full time job too because to me...a full time job...is like...the end. Or not the end but more like...the beginning of...acceptance? Like just the beginning of accepting that you have to work away your life to live and you have to work under capitalism and succeed in capitalism and just...taking a seat and following all those rules to live a secure life. Giving your life up. Giving up your dreams, even.

It feels like I’m running out of time.

And you know I don’t want to be stuck in a cycle under the capitalist thumb until I die I want to do things I want to perform I want to sing I want to see things!!! I haven’t had the privilege of others to you know go out and do things I wanted to do because my family is so broken and I just want that. I don’t want to be smooshed down into a case and hung up on some CEOs huge wall of other people smooshed into cases.

I just...it feels like I’m running out of time. And its stressing me out. And making me sad.

And you know of course I have mental health issues like I don’t even know if I can be a functional person at all 24/7 so I don’t know how working full time is gonna be.

I’m just scared of failing in every area. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of running out of time. Scared of being defeated and having to just comply with the world.

And of course the no internet affecting my ability to do any of the things I enjoy, leaving me an empty shell of YouTube videos and video games out of obligation.

Also the fact that I cant afford an apartment even with s full time job, meaning I have to stay here in my dads house, miserable, for that much longer.

And just....there’s a whole lot. There’s a whole lot. I’m thinking about a bunch of stuff and I’m sad and it’s hard for me right now. So if I miss a day or two or a few...I’m sorry. Uh. Just know that it’s not bc I’m lazy it’s because I just really am not “feelin up to it right now”.

Sorry to dump my 2nd edition life story on yall but idk sometimes you just gotta share your feelings with a bunch of random strangers on the internet so they understand why you arent having the best time keeping up with your daily blog.

Edit: just watched the Nintendo direct and WOW SUPER SMASH BROS FOR THE SWITCH YEAAHHHHHHH

Also congrats, Toby. On your dream of getting undertale on the switch. And also making it onto a Nintendo direct woe.

There are 11 days until “Spring 2018”.

#im not even sure im excited for hiveswap anymore tbh #i cant play it anyway #im so sad and out of it that hiveswap has drifted so far from me #which makes me really sad because homestuck made me grow more than anything but #idk ill be ok ill live #i wont die from this bad place...i can make it

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