#i have no clue where i would put it

[sesamenom]

dear british silm people: where approximately would be a good place for the Dagorath final battle to happen?

#silm #silmarillion #geography #britain #i'm working on writing/drawing the maglorath #and at least in my hc/maglorathverse modern british isles = tol himling #and i want the battle to happen there as a symbolic thing #but i am very much not british and have no clue where to put it #and i don't really want to invent an entirely new place? like im fine changing something where theres just a parking lot or ikea irl #but i don't want to just tape a fake peninsula onto your country #btw if you have a good semi-secluded suburban area to tentatively place maglors neighborhood in that would be great too #but that one's easier to excuse bc his presence does weird things to the area anyways #so it could easily be somewhere not visible/accessible to humans

[residents-of-spookys-mansion]

this would be something specimen 14 would do for some reason

#sjsm #spookys jumpscare mansion #spookys house of jumpscares #specimen 14 #specimen 12 #the old man #spooky’s jumpscare mansion #animation #vine #I have no clue what my thought process was when making this #I put too much effort into this mf animation #idk why I thought 14 would do something like this #where did that spoon come from tho

[khr-doodling]

tfw the person you love with all your being loses the round and is killed in front of your eyes

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #khr fanart #sawada tsunayoshi #my art #still have no clue who would take sua's role in this #like the obvious answer is kyoko. but then that kinda raises the question abt where ryohei fits in all this #hypothetically kyoko could fit the role of hyuna. but so could chrome. so could lal mirch #maybe haru? but she's such a cheery character that the vibes don't particularly match #ofc so is kyoko but she's a lot calmer in comparison so it works better i think #idk man i've already put way more thought into this then i originally intended #mukuro or byakuran in luka's role is also floating around in my brain #i'm leaning more towards the former for that one #solely bc it opens to possibility of hibari in hyuna's role #and that is such a big personality clash that i'm kinda living for it tbh #i should probably make a tag for this au #alien stage au

[designernishiki]

kiryu sitting haruka down for a really important talk and looking nervous but deeply serious about it and when he finally speaks he gives an honest and vulnerable admission that upon much self reflection, as unlikely as it may seem, as shocking as it may come, he is, in fact, gay, and he hopes this doesn’t make her feel any distress or discomfort in-part due to the implication that he likely didn’t have romantic feelings for her mom, he did care very very much for her regardless of labels, and so on and so on. and she lets him give this lengthy emotional confession that goes on for like twenty minutes before he finally goes dead silent anxiously anticipating her response. and she’s just like. uncle kaz I really appreciate you opening up to me like this and I’m really proud of you for accepting yourself for who you are. but me and every other kid at morning glory figured this out like 10 years ago

#he’s shaking he’s on the verge of tears and she’s just sitting there like. should I act shocked? this clearly means so much to him but #i feel like saying ‘uncle kaz. its not that subtle. you were a bachelor taking care of a bunch of adoptive kids with no interest #in women whatsoever for years. i already know. most people close to you already suspected.’ is a bit anticlimactic #I think about this a lot #cause realistically she would probably be the first person to open up to about it #unless he miraculously put together through Obvious Context Clues that daigo and mine were a Thing (probably YEARS after the fact though) #and then went and asked daigo about it. which would be hilariously awkward and id pay money to see it #he’s so bad at reading the room and like. getting social cues. I feel like he’d finally get a moment where he’s alone with daigo in his #office and would strike right as daigo’s about to make casual conversation like #‘so how have you b–‘ ‘daigo-san do you like men’ #with his typical stoic intense look on his face. poor daigo that’d be mildly terrifying. also the funniest thing he could possibly do #kiryu #haruka #rambling #kazuma kiryu #haruka sawamura #yakuza #amusing follow-up to the initial idea with haruka. he eventually calms down and is relieved and whatnot and says to her kinda casually #‘I’m not sure if I’m ready to tell anyone else. except maybe majima. I’ve been able to trust him for decades with just about anything and I #know he’d never be judgmental–‘ and haruka’s sitting there like. oh god do I have to tell him. someone’s gotta tell him.

[dustteller]

I think modern au Zhu SHOULD be the lesbian best friend trope to Ouyang except that its because this man is her pet project and gODDDAMIT she's gonna FIX him she's gonna MAKE him be BETTER she's going to SOLVE EVERYTHING and he will RESPECT HER (she is actively making him worse). She has a whole complex about it and everything. She has based a part of her identity on dragging this man up from his toxic funk and is fully convinced that if she tries hard enough he will eventually come to his senses and be an equal participant in this relationship. They have a terrible wonderful toxic loving codependent relationship that's neither a romance nor a friendship nor a rivalry but a secret fourth thing.

Predictably, this does not go well. The character arcs would be Zhu learning she can't fix a sinking ship and letting Ouyang fail by himself, and Ouyang learning to not be a shit person, actually, and coming out of his bubble of self-centeredness and working on himself instead of unloading his emotional labor onto the people around him. And they should both get to develop a healthier relationship with each other than what they had in canon bc queer solidarity is great and its even better when it's in the shape of some weird bullshit some gay people built out of the corpse parts of heteronormative romance (affectionate and completely unironic)

#brought to you by me thinking about the last half of HWDtW and how Zhu interacts with Ouyang post-betrayal #well. interacts with the concept of Ouyang. he kinda (spoilers). #she was unhealthily attached to Ouyang and honestly I think she deserves an universe where her whole deal is reciprocated. #but only AFTER i put them in a fully self sustaining terrarium jar and sic the emotional isopods on them. #that part comes first bc my personal entertainment is CLEARLY the most important thing here guys #the radiant emperor #my thoughts #zhu yuanzhang #OHHH AND ALSO i think Zhu and Ouyang should get to have their weird little gay relationship #while their partners stare in accepting horror. #ma would be supportive bc she knows how important this impressively awful man is to her girlfriend #but rest assured she DOES NOT like him. she will (very politely) bitch about him to Baoxiang and then feel bad about it #she shouldn't feel bad tho bc Ouyang deserves it and Baoxiang repeatedly reminds her of this fact #eventually ouyang grows on her. #kinda like the bowl of mold in the back of the fridge you've developed an emotional attachment to. #he shouldn't be there but now she feels bad about evicting him into the trash! #(she feels significantly less bad about evicting him into Esen's appartment) #Esen has even less of a clue what's happening with Zhu and Ouyang. #he just knows that Zhu is important to Ouyang and also is 90% sure that they fucked at some point. #30% sure that they are still fucking but he grew up around Baoxiang and Ouyang #he has learned Not to Ask! he does Not Want to Know! #and anyways it's none of his bussiness who his bestie/person that he wants to adopt a horse and grow old with/hot roomate is fucking! #its not his problem! he is not invested! he is not going to think about it! there is no reason to think about whos in Ouyang's pants! #he is not thinking about anything involving Ouyang's pants at all! much less about the inside of Ouyang's pants! #and since hes not thinking about it bc theres no reason to think about it then he cant have a problem with it :) #so he wont ask!

[alienssstufff]

Do you have any ideas for a gillion classpect... I was thinking breath for aspect... but idk...

YES !!! YES I HAVEEEEE I HAVEEEEEEEE >:]] (was just thinking about this today) Ok so like...

Gillion is Hope-Coded: There's the characteristics like optimism, trust, love good things that to me define Gillion.. Then there's also shit that ties him like belief, destiny, reliance on him as the Chosen one, religion etc. I like this explanation on hope by loquaciousgamer-classpecting:

Infinite in its power and limitless in its utility, Hope has the honor of being the Aspect of Possibility. To try and narrow its purview to anything less broad would be to go against the spirit of the Aspect. As a positive Aspect, Hope creates innumerable opportunities and makes all things possible. When Hope’s power is present, all things seem brighter, obstacles crumble away and belief becomes reality.

And it makes me think about the quite literal vibe he brings to the Riptide Pirates 'it is your destiny' and shit. Also a lot of the names of the stuff he does in fights (eg Favoured by the Gods, Divine Smite, Prophetic Screw Up - his SWORD is called Destiny's Blade) like... cmon man do I even have to say

MAID OF HOPE: Ok so I have a personal rule (im stubborn) that most if not all of Charlie's PCs are Heir-coded. It's just in his veins or smth if he doesn't do this he like dies --

Except Gillion (stay with me here)

LIKE from a distance if you didn't know him personally - only by his titles and his importance as the Chosen One, you'd pin him as an Heir he EMBODIES hope and is the deciding factor for the world's fate. But to those that do know him you'd discover how fucking daunting that role is - by the world he was thrusted this responsibility he was born with never asked for. When thinking about Gillion's situation I think of this quote by dahniwitchoflight:

Maids start out relying on others for their Aspect. They’re often treated like doormats, dismissed or pushed around by those they rely on. Their challenge is to learn to rely on themselves for their Aspect. 

Maids of Hope start out relying on others for what to belief in or feel happy about. At their starting points they don’t have much to believe in that is of their own making, just what others have told them. This can make them seem like very gullible people at first. They trust and love whatever they have been told to by some kind of authority figure, or what they have always grown up trusting and believing. They do anything they feel they have been allowed to do, and nothing can stop them, but anything they feel like they haven’t gotten the green light for, they will not.

and then i cough i throw up and cry :[

Being a Maid of Hope means to create hope, to create a possibility out of impossibility, to forge his own future and decisions beyond what was put onto him.

and this is what he's doing now with the Riptide Pirates - and I find that message more than anything beautiful ;w;

#ask stufff #stufff rambles #classpect #gillion tidestrider #boly shit i never thought id see the day where i get to put jrwi and classpect in the same post wiaogh?? #jrwi riptide #jrwi #unrelated-ish but Jay would be Breath-coded (idk the classpect yet) #and chip despite spiralling over him numerous times i have zero fucking clue #also unrelated UNRELATED I’m at the part where they get into the Corridor of Chaos and I have a fucking sotomafh ache I’m crying so hard #poor Jay 😭😭

[just-slightly-chayotic]

if a random person on here messaged me telling me they're jeff satur, i'd just believe them. i'm that convinced of the fact that he has a tumblr

#why would he tell me?? no clue either #sleepy brain no think about that #also watch me get a rando in my dms telling me exactly this #and i literally would believe them #me: heh i would never get scammed by those emails where a person pretends to be someone they're not #also me: this entire post #help #and hii alex i know i said i'm going to sleep and i swear i was. i was literally asleep and then this thought woke me up #so obviously i have to put it on tumblr #because what else would i do #goodnight 💛 #tea's ramblings #jeff satur #me and my conspiracy theories #sigh

[dragonanon]

Me at 13: Ew! I HATE girly shit! Who cares about smelling nice and looking like a model??

Me now at 24: Holy shit this body butter makes me smell like a key lime pie, and this magic stick can HIDE my acne?? Sign me tf up!!

#my teen self would be REPULSED by what i have become #i’ve never had any interest in make up before #but i find myself getting interested in maybe trying some minimalist stuff #trouble is i have NO CLUE wtf i’m doing with makeup #and if i ask my mom she might honestly teleport here just to start putting makeup on me lmao #my mom was always a bit salty that i wasn’t a girly girl growing up #so me expressing interest in anything even remotely girly makes her really excited #i honestly do not know where my sudden interest in makeup has come from #but its got me in a fucking chokehold #anyway im now on my way to sephora to buy a bunch of shit i don’t need #pray for my wallet

[diseaseriddencube]

girls literally only want one thing and it's fucking disgusting

[life size replica of Courier's bike]

#akudama drive #< i don't think my posts are showing up in the tag anymore actually..... #now that they finished all showings. do you think they destroyed the bike or is it just Out In The World Somewhere #anyways I just finished watching the play #i'm literally the only one who has the disk but i'm like the last person to have watched it #and it's like. exactly what i expected. which is to say it's good #i have no fucking clue what anyone was saying but the ending was so sweet #like Kurosawa just seems so genuine she was literally sobbing at the end #and holy shit i remember complaining that Honda said all his lines really quick #well his normal speaking voice is like: hiimplayingcutthroat 'n mynameishondareothankyouforcoming #but I do appreciate how he puts in so much in-character energy even when he's just in the background #and all the undertones of the bond between the actors 🥺 like Master and Courier's actors seemed to get along really well #i find it strange that they sort of removed Boss from it #like she shows up twice as a disembodied voice (i think it's her actual VA too) and that's it???? #where's Sniper's actor lurking in the background >:( #rave ramblees #am i happy about the near $200 i spent on this? no #am i happy that I have it and it's properly archived forever? yes absolutely #i couldn't stand the idea that the play would only exist in the memories of whoever saw it #and the few who owned the disks but didn't rip it. leaving it vulnerable to destruction via scratches/degradation #the chinese uploader on bilibili definitely had a rip of it though so it's fucking annoying that they only released a few minutes of it

[ollies-moving-castle]

We all have those mutuals

the one that you actually friends with and talk to on and almost daily basis

the one that you don’t talk to all that much but still have a emotional attachment to

the one that comments on all of you post and tells you shark facts when they bring you close to and emotional breakdown

the one you aren’t really sure is a mutual but you follow each other but don’t talk to at all and occasionally you like and/or reblog each others posts

the one that disappeared awhile ago but you still check their blog everyday to see if they came back

and the one you share a fandom with

#Mutuals #gotta love em #Gotta be confused by em #Are they a mutual I don’t know #But they put two gay men I have no idea what fandom they are from but they are cute and I would die for them #I only know that one of their names is ghost #I’m pretty sure the other is soap but I have no clue so don’t quote me on that #I love those weird gay guys #I have no idea where they are from #But my dash would be the same without them

[crimeronan]

oh i've started listening to nona btw, my audiobook hold went thru at the library after many weeks of waiting. i also realized part of why i'd been putting it off was because i know i'm gonna miss a lot of important details and characterization and implications and have no idea what's going on during the first read and embarrass myself, which is silly. not knowing wtf is happening is a Vital Feature of these stories. i do not need to retain every single page of a book with perfect clarity or absorb every single thematic implication as i read it in order to enjoy it. <-desperately chanting this sentence while gripping the sink staring wild-eyed into the mirror

SO the plan is to just casually let it play through once so i get the vague shape of the story & then, if i have enough time left on the hold, to do a second listen wherein my brain will Actually Pay Attention. we'll see.

#i'm ~2 hours in. i find nona and her gaggle of younger friends very cute so i'm sure terrible calamities will befall them #the only thing i'm sure of plotwise is that their names are just weird bc she's literally translating them due to speaking Every Language #but i can't imagine that will have plot relevance it's likely just st the reader is supposed to put together naturally #i AM loving the occasional mentions of horrific atrocities peppered casually thru the narration #feels similar to book 1 where the narrator has no clue about the important political plot machinations and does not care to know #which is hilarious and fun. we'll see where it's going #nona the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #i won't retain as much w two audiobook listens as i would with one sit-down paper reading session BUT #audio can be played while falling asleep. i don't have enough concentration or time to devote to a sit-down reading #bc i will struggle not to read each paragraph at least 4 times & think about every individual sentence. #audiobooks hum right along without my brain stalling out which is ideal for when i want to just. Experience The Damn Story. #the locked tomb #once i finish this book theres the murderbot audiobook and i gotta get my hands on hell bent

[slagginbitch]

when will i, known ADHD haver, realize that throwing clutter into random places while cleaning is always a bad idea (the answer is never)

#sometime in the last month or several I put my external hd.....somewhere. #and i have no fucking clue where and i would like to read the comics on it #and is it in any of the sensible places i just checked that I probably should have put it? :))) no :))))) #adhd tag

[tinogiehd]

i think it’s only fair to take george’s words on his sexuality as fact until he officially says otherwise. it’s not really anyone’s place to try to look for hints. time and time again people are made to talk about their sexualities before they’re ready because of people digging and making assumptions. like to be honest some of y’all are starting to sound like leaktwt at this point. he’s okay with the shipping and that’s great keep going with that and the jokes are very funny but when it comes to truthing his actual sexuality giving him labels he hasn’t claimed yet is invasive

here are my thoughts on george's sexuality if you want to give it a read 👍 it's from a bit ago but my take is pretty much the same however with recent developments I think that there is nothing wrong with taking things said at face value. I hope that when you say his "words on his sexuality" you are including the "I like guys" moment. if you are, then I think we are on the same page with it

#the same way that tub.bo putting a pride flag in his bio was his way of subtly telling us he likes men #or ran.bo.o making gay jokes was their way of coming out #I don't think it's out there to assume the cute date snaps and the kissing snap and I Like Guys and so on could be the same thing #I don't find them to be hints of anything but rather forms of expression #like I don't think he's straight and I'm open about that. I don't know what he is I don't claim to know but I don't think he's straight #and it's not me digging around for clues or little easter eggs it is quite literally me watching his streams and looking at snapchat storie #I said this before but events do not exist in a vacuum and sometimes if you step back and look at the whole picture you go Huh. #when I take a step back and look at the whole picture I go wow I would be shocked if dnf WEREN'T dating #I am a truther. being a truther I cannot believe that george is straight #I'm not stripping his autonomy by presuming that based off consensually released public content #he knows how he is perceived - from his earliest content he's been conscious of his public image - and if he wanted to change that #then he is a grown man who is capable of doing so #he's capable of restating that he's straight or telling dream to tone it down with the dnfing if that's where he takes issue #and to act like he isn't is frankly strange #<- not at you just in general #anyways sorry for the essay I wanted to explain myself and it's been a minute since I have #if you want to have a discussion about it you can dm me #discourse #aya asks #ref

[designernishiki]

You asked for a fic rec so I’ll toss this one at ya: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46767358?view_full_work=true Stick through the formatting for the characterization, tone, and really the whole vibe of this fic. I haven’t been able to get the bathroom call between Daigo and Majima out of my head for weeks since I read it with how naturally it all flows. My own little Daigo characterization booklet to review when I feel like I need a refresher on him.

so I may have stayed up until 6am reading this (would’ve slept earlier but I couldn’t stop reading it) and hgggahaghhhhaggahshhhhhhhh that was one of the most well-characterized fics I’ve ever read what the fuck. like the differences in how each character speaks (both tone-wise and in differing levels of authenticity) and how they speak to specific others (the daigo and majima dyanmic specifically- how they actually take into account how long they’ve been working really closely- SO good), the mental anguish and chaos vs the overwhelming emptiness of being daigo dojima but no longer The 6th Chairman Daigo Dojima……….I could keep going but I think you get it.

tbh I’d been wanting to write something exploring a similar set of dynamics/situation (post-kiryu’s fake death, interactions with haruka, daigo, and/or majima specifically, reflecting on his shortcomings while acknowledging the heavy Grief left behind) but now I’m like. well I still could but this was so well written in regards to daigo and haruka that, as far as something between those two goes, I don’t feel the need to.

thanks for the recommendation! my brain is broken now (affectionate)

#rambling #fics #fic rec #there’s a little bit of minedai in there via flashback but I don’t know if im gonna put this in my minedai tag cause it’s really #not tecccchnically a minedai fic. it’s just. a daigo-centric fic/study more than anything #my favorite more lighthearted moment in this story is daigo talking to haruka in Okinawa after like 3 years and hearing about her #‘situationship’ with yuta and how it’s just more convenient to tell people they’re a legit couple and daigo’s immediate response on impulse #is just. ‘that must be nice. I mean that you can do that. if it were two guys or two girls or something you wouldn’t be able to do that.’ #or something like that and simultaneously sweating because he has no fucking idea why he’s saying that and can’t find a way to abort #my only critique is that I was hoping he’d come out to her (probably on the scene after that where it’s just them sitting on the deck) #and it wouldn’t even have to be a Big Thing it’s just. it felt like it was leading up to that (whether coming out on purpose or on accident) #but ah well #don’t get me wrong I think she could probably figure it out on her own based on the fact that daigo’s never had a girlfriend to her #knowledge and is in his 40s + that weird little gay tangent he went on earlier out of the blue #if anyone could pick it up though context clues and hints it’d be haruka and akiyama The Investigators. and oh no. looks like that’s #exactly who he’s stuck with #id love to see an update cause of this oh mannnn #(if anyone could pick it up it’d be those two + also majima but I kinda figured at this point majima would almost certainly already know #they seem like they have a mutual (possibly unspoken) recognition of one another on that front. based a little on what daigo says about #‘when kiryu says jump you say how high’ and majima floundering a little before admitting ‘you know I can’t resist those big #brown puppydog eyes…’ like i know that’s not too on the nose but it’s enough of a casual acknowledgement to Me that it feels… idk it just #feels like they Know. it just makes sense. and I hope they do cause it’d feel a little less lonely and terrifying to be gay in that world if #that were the case. yet another thing making it feel like majima’s a way more viable parent figure to him than kiryu fr fr…… #anyway I could keep going forever so I should probably stop #I’ve never considered how daigo would interact with akiyama and now they’ve got me intrigued. I really hope they update this with something #daigo #I really think a chunk of this fanbase (particularly The Queers) understand daigo as a character better than rgg studio does. and cares more

[crybaby-bkg]

YES I know I said I’m taking a little hiatus from writing on here to focus on finishing my original works, but I’m close to 3k and I kinda wanna do an event!!!!! Im not sure of what though so suggestions are welcomed!!!!!

#I would do a poll but I literally have no clue what to even list as an option lol #kinda wanna so short burst writings where it’s more self ship-y #if that makes sense #or like creating mood boards for people and their self ship #I don’t think I’d ever do a match up tho bc I’d give everyone their favs LOL #also I still haven’t even worked on my original story yet ajdhdjf #I’m gonna try tomorrow but then again I think I might just wait until the semester is over #I’m on my second to last week and my final projects are very long and dumb and unnecessary #so it’s hard being creative when I’m putting so much effort into STUPID SHIT #LIKE MAKING A PPT AND WRITING AN ESSAY ABOUT THE SAME SHIT #BUT I CANT USE THE SAME MATERIAL #so dumb bye I hate it #anyway pls give suggestions if you have any!!! #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[arinakaard]

maybe i’ll self ship with the rabbit bastard just because it’s funny

#guards put his ass in the taffy machine <- could be me about any of my f/os #i actually have no clue what my si would be umm #bc it’s kind of like ena where it can be literally anything i need it narrowed down LOL #arina.txt