#i have everything that upsets me blocked

[wolvierinez]

proshippers will be like "we tag our work its your fault you see it" and like i JUST saw a "darkfic" with no actual tags i could filter out. i didnt wanna have to see that when i first fucking woke up. you cant just tag the characters and what franchise theyre from you have to include tws in the tags pleasee

#maybe i should log off. #[has only been on here for like 20 minutes.] #but it for real just showed up on my dash bc i follow the tag the characters are from #i shouldnt have to see that. #i have everything that upsets me blocked #i have every shitty proship term blocked. #im paranoid so if anyone says shit on here thats stupid i just wont respond this isnt a debate #ok? #ok.

[dekarios]

every now and again i think about the friend who completely cut me off because i said i dont like how the sims 4 clothes for all body types sometimes looks weird and bugs out

#fray.txt #they were upset with me i wasnt just happy that the setting existed #and me having a complaint about it made them feel bad #bad enough they didnt wanna be friends with me anymore ig i was blocked on everything #hmmm.

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Ok so uh just to clear up my tags from yesterday bc i overthink everything & don't want ppl to get the wrong idea fjhdhg; when i say "liking/hating things the wrong way" i mostly mean having bigoted reasons for opinions or being a dick about them or being weirdly performative with/invested in fictional activism (and those same ppl tend to be the ones who make dragon age opinions a morality race smh).

And overall of course everyone is entitled to simply Not Like a character! And there is lots of valid criticism that i might even agree with! But i am also entitled to blocking ppl who are being overly negative about them; not because you're not allowed to do that or because you're wrong, but bc i like to curate my fandom experience and not going insane bc of constant discourse. Highly recommend doing that btw; blacklists are there for a reason and your mental health is important✌

#lay rambles #examples: if you do not jive with sera thats valid! if you 'defend' you not liking her by being abelist thats not valid! #if you love anders thats valid! if you tell people they are morally reprehensible if they dont like him that is not valid! #if you dont like the qunari bc theyre written badly thats valid! if you dont like them for racist reasons youre not valid! #simple as that <3 #ok i lied it is not simple as that there is ofc always nuance to everything #and there are some no-gos or side eyes from me that are way more subjective #and this goes both ways ofc!! you are absolutely entitled to block or unfollow me for any reason #(tho if i did sth that seriously upset you i'd appreciate letting me know so that i can learn & avoid it in the future) #but yea. #idk where exactly im going with this bc truth be told i am probably preaching to the choir here xD #bc again i do take care to curate my space and also ppl w similar tastes are gonna flock together #so. #im glad to have found such a nice corner in the fandom :)

[vulpinesaint]

mkay not to be like. a little insane or anything. but god i've been going crazy over religion (catholicism) and blood lately. did anyone else drink blood as worship every week since they were seven. was anyone else inundated with images of open wounds as holy. is anyone else consumed by the thought of holding onto a crucifix tightly enough for the edges of it to draw blood. i turned in a poem about drowning in communion wine in an empty church while bleeding from crucifix-inflicted hand wounds and trying to talk to god and my creative writing professor gave me extremely normal critiques i feel like i'm losing my mind

#is ANYONE ELSE here. #also i made my poetry insta and i was gonna backpost but i think i might just sit and stare at it until april sfkghsd #it's me and my few hundred tumblr followers on my poetry acc. and the five thousand pornbots on this one ig #life is so. like. #i CONSTANTLY think that being raised catholic didn't do that much to me but obviously it did SOMETHING #you know what. yeah. cause i didn't end up with guilt over being queer but i did end up having my whole world view torn away from me #cause when god is the fundamental building block to everything... #my parents were extremely reasonable about things all things considered #but losing trust and faith in god is like having the bottom block pulled out of your little tower #and since i was fifteen i feel like i've been trying to either get it out fully without letting it all crumble #or trying to push it back without causing more damage #and the tower's never gonna be the same no matter what. you know. #i suck at self reflection so i never actually think about this stuff but dear god does it consume me #like no i did not end up with catholic guilt really. however being asked to examine yourself as a sinner at 7 will do things to you #HATE myself why am i still awake. so fucking upset i need to be up so early tomorrow skdjfgh #screaming and crying. anyway anyone else up thinking about catholicism and blood??? #valentine notes #catholic tag

[jibunwo]

JUST REMEMBERED THE FIRST TIME I EVER GOT DUMPED. CRYING…

#i was actually crying at the time but in retrospect possibly one of the funniest things thats ever happened to me #they were breaking up with me and i started crying and they were like (judgementally) are you CRYING? #i was like yes??? youre breaking up with me? #like i wasnt devastated or anything it did not feel like the end of the world but i was getting dumped and i was upset abt it so i was #crying. i thought this was very normal of me but apparently they did not agree #and then a few days later i was like hey are you doing ok. like i know were not together anymore but you were having a hard time and im #worried about you. and instead of being like ‘yeah im fine thanks for asking’ or ‘i dont think i can do just friends sorry’ they just #blocked me on everything and i never heard from them ever again <3 #WAIT AND THEY DIDNT EVEN DUMP ME PROPERLY. THEY SAID WE SHOULD TAKE A BREAK #pretty funny tbh #mine

[phantom-does-a-thing]

It’s almost worse knowing they hurt me unintentionally because I don’t have any right to hate them. It was an accident, they didn’t know, but still I have breakdowns at the mention of them and they don’t even know.

#I haven’t talked to them in months #and by god I don’t want to talk to them again #because it hurts So Bad #and I’m not even in the right to hate them bc they didn’t do it on purpose #I’d rather them do it on purpose because then I could hate them #because I’m angry and upset and I had a panic attack last night about it #this person who probably doesn’t even think about me for a second #and they’re constantly in my mind making me feel like crap #that’s not fair #I hope my name is never in their thoughts again and I hope they always wonder why I stopped talking to them #I wanted closure before but it’s too late for that because it’s been long enough that #wtf would I even say? #you hurt me. you abandoned me? but I’m the one that stopped talking #it felt like you abandoned me and I didn’t have the energy to keep up a one sided talk #when I know there were people who would talk to me #I know you’re busy. but at least something would be nice #I’m needy. and clingy. and I KNOW that #but still. it hurts because it’s like everything I always get left behind and they’re the PRIME example of that #I don’t even know why they hurt me so bad #maybe it was because it was someone I trusted completely #someone that I was closest to above all else above everyone else #I trusted them. I loved them. we talked about getting to meet up one day #but I hope that when they come up here I am Long Gone and they never think of me again #I trusted them enough they knew my state. I trusted them with parts of myself I barely trusted anyone else with #and the absence hurt like hell #and there wasn’t even one big event to break it off #just a slow deterioration in anxiety and stress that sometimes bubbled up in a message #but I always kneecapped the conversation because never was a good time to have it #and then just no more messages #I should block them. but I don’t want to ruin all the messages we had

[vrabbiit]

btw in case it was not abundantly clear, this blog is NOT a safe space for proshippers / whatever other names they go by nowadays.

all of my content is written of consenting adult readers, with characters who are also written as adult (and are not portrayed as children in canon!!), BY an adult author. i do not endorse content that includes incest, abuse, pedophilia, bestiality or any otherwise illegal or immoral things.

i politely ask that you don’t come into my inbox to to “debate” me over this, either. i have no interest in engaging in discourse or harassment of anyone, myself or otherwise, and any comments trying to engage in a debate or argument will just be deleted.

thank you <3

#🐰 v.txt #i will leave a note here that says wanting to boink the sentient robots from security breach does not make u a proshipper lmao #in everything less sfw that i write all characters involved can and do consent #edited to say do not come into my inbox abt this either #i won’t respond both bc i am within my right not to #and also because i have. 600 followers here. while that’s not millions i also don’t want to be responsible for any sort of discourse #please just accept that i very much have boundaries on what i write or engage with and if you disagree enough to be upset then block me

[the-kipsabian]

like i would be fine if you just reposted a meme i made. thats fine. everyone does that its free real estate who cares

but you add ai shit to that i am fully offended tbh. like thats not even effort. youre better changing it with ready made images or just reposting it, i dont care. but as an artist, as a creator, seeing someone use ai to change something

sincerely. fuck off

#im sorry this is so stupid but im mad about it #ai can fuck off and if i see you doing shit with it we are instantly enemies #this was just so off putting to me. tbh i didnt really like this person to begin with for various reasons but cause we exist in same #communities i just dealt with it. mostly having them just muted on the bird app occasionally checking what they were doing #but this and them just blocking/unblocking to force me to unfollow them was the last straw #fuck people. why do people suck. god i fucking hate everything im so mad #im not even upset like yes fuck ai and people who use it but. im just mad #the art wasnt even good!! like fuck!! #sorry rant over. ugh #night is an absolute mess on main

[terroristiraqi]

oh i wish feelings would go away

#p #need to unregister from the class we signed up for together lol #unless i need it in that case he can leave #i do care about him but he was just exhausting me constantly #just being immature and not to my standards. which like fine i have high standards for ppl whatever #but just not being realistic at all. then has the gall to call me immature and call this 'tv ahh shi' #genuinely burst out laughing at that one #he loves me sure. #i realized i kept dreading calls or trying to ignore his texts and avoid him essentially #didn't see him for a month and we kissed day after eid and there was nothing honestly #none of the spark or the feeling that was there before #alhamdullilah. i came to my senses even tho 3 weeks late #he says he doesn't hate me. 'you're the only one who can break my heart'. direct words #he's upset no doubt. blocked him on everything #i think he thinks i'll come back i mean i came back twice #but khalas. sneaking around and lying and the excuses i keep giving to my family. it's exhausting #on top of me being already iffy about him. i'm 18 man i have so long to find someone #he was a lousy boyfriend a lot of the time. didn't make up for the things he said he'd make up for #he did get better but im not entirely sure since we didn't see each other for a month #all i need to do is look at the bright side of it all. i have so much freetime now. i can do what i want. i don't have to apologize for #every little thing. i feel more relaxed. i don't have to check my phone as often. i don't need to make excuses for someone else #alhamdullilah alhamdullilah alhamdullilah

[reddiamondyeet]

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#red rants #I'm literally so depressed that I'm past the point of wanting to kms #I'm so fucking tired I don't even consider it. Even that is too much work. #I'm so tired all the time. Too tired to live. Too tired to die. Too tired to express myself. Too tired to keep it all bottled up. #Too tired to care. Too tired to let it slip. #I feel emotion for 15 minutes maximum and then I just fall back into exhaustion #everything I need to do. want to do. takes more effort than I can possibly give right now. #I'm sorry I can't support you but I can hardly fucking support myself right now okay. Plus all my instincts keep screaming at me to isolate #I'm so much happier with other people but I don't have the energy to upkeep connections with them. #I'm too tired. maybe I should just lay in bed and rot away #I know no one will see this. no one ever sees it when I'm upset. I'm half convinced that everyone has my vent tag blocked #but if anyone does see this. I don't know. talk to me maybe? I'm too tired to think of what would help but that usually works so #just please talk to me. i guess #tw suicidal thoughts #eh maybe

[crystalbeastsquidney]

Everyday I’m upset about what mk12 did to this fandom

#i want people to be normal about raiden and his kids again… #i’ve had to block and filter out so many people ever since this game came out #i fucking hate being here but my autism and the fact that I’m dead set on finishing SoDLP means my brain won’t let me #there’s nothing here for me anymore and worse no one cares about the same versions of these characters that i do anymore #so everything preforms poorly which just makes me more upset #i’m fucking sick of having to make my own goddamn food for every fucking meal of my life #only for a bunch of shitheads to spit in my face by liking without reblogging #vent #my post

[unityrain24]

tumblr please stop with the unfollow glitch and block glitch. please tungle please

#just randomly unfollowed a mutual for like the 4th time??? without my knowledge? #and i'm still blocked by a mutual. that is 99% the same situation bc like. #they block me. i get sad and upset bc i'm worried i did something wrong. we get back in touch. they say they didn't block me #(and actually thought i blocked THEM) and that it was a glitch and accident and it's been happening to them with a lot of people they follo #a few days later they unfollow me and then follow me again saying it was a glitch #(which i 100% believe bc MY tumblr glitched and unfollowed someone that week too) #everything's good for a few days #then i randomly get blocked again and i didn't have a way to reach out this time #and that happened a WHILE ago #i tried contacting tumblr support and a MONTH after i sent the request they finally got to it and said they'd investigate and send #biweekly updates. they did not. #instead as soon as they sent that response i got an email saying “rate our service!” and that was it #??? #so. #unityrain.txt #tungle dot hell

[drivinmeinsane]

I talked to your friends @yohohotookabiteofgumgum and @danime25. Theyre claiming to be your family and that you know them in real life. Its sad you have to have people lie to defend you and your problematic fanfiction.

Well, friend, I don't know how to break it to you but... uh. Here's a photo of us all together from 2016? 2017? Left to right is: me, @danime25, and @yohohotookabiteofgumgum. Don't have a more recent one unfortunately, but there'll be plenty in March when we're all cosplaying Ken. ♡

I mean, I don't think my work is defensible, so props to them for supporting their irredeemable buddy when they weren't asked to. I don't appreciate my family getting harassed, so please direct any further complaints about the content I post about to me directly.

#🐝 #From you #Off topic #Seriously though. I don't know what kind of content you expected from this kind of Tumblr. I tag *everything*. #This is the *only* time that I will be delving into my personal life in a way that's off topic. This is a Ryan Gosling sideblog. Like???? #I've been patient. I can clearly tell that you're upset because you don't like the way I wrote about Ken. Point taken but just block me. #Nothing is going to change. I'm not suddenly going to repent. #Our boy is just gonna have to glizz (glitter jizz) when he gets touched by Driver. That's how it is here.

[laugtherhyena]

Csm thoughts,,

#Putting these in tags cuz they're rather negative and like this people can ignore this if it shows up on search #anyways today i was showering and had a realization that like #if csm part 2 didn't exist and the manga had ended in chapter 97 i really wouldn't mind that. like at all #because so far there hasn't been anything in part 2 that stuck to me in such a way that i would be upset or miss it if it didn't exist #be it arcs world building (not big on religious allegories. that prophecy stuff really doesn't intrest me at all) or characters #in fact if it did end on the publig safety saga i probably would have liked it better #because then it would have ended and that's it. because part 2 exists i can see the story move foward #with the absence of almost everyone from part 1 and i just. miss them #so reading part 2 in general makes me inherently a little sad #and i feel like that's what blocks me from enjoying it or even growing to care for the new characters from part 2 #because i don't care for any of them that much. not even asa and yoru #and this isn't me being mad at the story for killing people off. i think all deaths in part 1 happened exactly where they needed to #and the story is beautifully crafted. i just genuinely miss them #and see denji staggering about looking so tired all the time barely looking like the same guy from part one due to everything that happened #that also makes me fell just. like this pain in my chest that i can't even explain well #i don't dislike part 2 i don't think it's bad #it's just not for me and i don't think that will change anytime soon #tho i will still look up the new chapters because i wanna see what happens. tho if there ever is a part 3 i doubt i will bother reading it #hyena ramblings #rant? i guess?

[arospecsyourblockdudes]

if there’s one thing abt qsmp fandom it’s that basically everyone is horrific at tagging for child death/endangerment

#I have those tags blocked and filtered bcus like #I don’t wanna see it #bcus that sort of content upsets me in like a #I’m lucky if I can watch a movie or show where a child dies w/o getting horribly upset over it #had to block the entire smp tag one time when one of the eggs died cuz it was Everywhere could Not stop seeing it #and like idk obv ppl can’t tag for everything cuz that’s unreasonable but #i would Imagine that’s one u would think to tag ? idk mayb I’m biased bcus I would #this just my personal rantyish post don’t mind me

[musashi]

If anyone would like to blow my ask box up that would be very nice. I have friends who are helping things along, but I really could use a distraction right now.

#wordy wendy #tl;dr: someone i really liked dumped me because i did not have the free time to read their fanfiction #lowkey stalked me to find out what i was doing with my free time #accused me of brushing them off to watch tv with my friends #claimed i was giving certain people special treatment based on things they made up about me #doubled down when shown proof to the contrary #did not apologize to me #and then fully abandoned me and hardblocked me #apparently they had also been venting about me to their friends for months but i had no idea they were even upset with me #im still in shock and havent even been able to process #literally a week ago we were just hanginf out like everything was normal #anyways. ftr i like questions about my special interest #do not send generalized positivity i will block you