#i have a very particular vision

[gl1tchxr]

hitting juxt with my dragon beam

#ghost post #art #digital art #oc #worldbuilding #dragon #juxt #i am queuing this at midnight and its dark so i have no idea if the colors are good but WHO CARES #i was thinkin about corrupted/monster designs for juxt paradox ny and laci #each of them is missing something important (for juxt its his eyes) and its all very symbolic #this one in particular is also a reference to juxts og design where hes blind and uses future vision to see #for a size reference: the bandana on his antler is the same one he usually wears around his neck #the fact that he has antlers in this form is also symbolic #if anyone wants to hear abt it i would love to become an unskippable cutscene

[whatudottu]

New OC time, and for every person to call him an animal Wrau adds another tally to his shit list-

Ough fuck my hand broke

#wrau #vulpimancer #oc #ben 10 oc #ben 10 #fanart #it was a very interesting challenge to make wrau look pissed without eyes but i couldn’t use human standards #i looked at angry dogs to reference a more canindea face to snarl with- especially since adult vulpimancers (outside of ben 10k) go lipless #(or perhaps are a particular clade but i like the lipless look) #i hope he looks pissed enough he’s going to beat the shit out of you #it’s hard to come up with alien names when literally all vulpimancer characters are unnamed save for hero titles #so i decided to based wrau’s name off of a transliterated text of the sound that his name is #(by looking up what ‘woof’ is in different languages and just mixing and matching consonants and vowels) #on vulpin he goes solo and just fucks around in the numerad of intergalactic junk piles #real nasty places that tend to be avoided because sharp twisted metal and obscured vision does not mix well #that and the obvious ‘there is nothing of value here’ plants don’t grow here animals don’t graze here there is nothing to live off of #vulpinic tortugans have been here a while and have done some stuff with engineering and mechanics but not as good as the tortugan settlers #who were the ones who got stuck on vulpin in the FIRST PLACE #so while vulpimancers don’t desire nor feel the need to develop technology as a whole they’re apex predators already #(no i will not be debating their predator status- considering their teeth they have a varied diet if not a generalist species) #wrau wants to flip the bird to everyone else in the universe that turned his country into a landfill and forced his folk out of their land #they already gotta share with the weirdly hot mini towns of the tortugan who still have their eyes in the pitchblack planet #as a note: wrau is a weirdo and weirdo vulpimancers who metaphorically look to the stars are really just out to prove something #it’s just that wrau specifically is anger incarnate even to the baseline irritation of interplanetary vulpimancers #who feel the universal perspective of vulpin in its entirety weigh on their shoulders and only their own #as even vulpinic tortugan cannot speak for them for they are a descendent species of the KNOWN tortugan noted for old planetary colonisation #yeet that’s a tag ramble an d i have no idea how cohesive that is yeet

[beelzzzebub]

waging a desperate war against the twinkification of good omens

#please you have to understand #i have no ill will against anyone in particular #i just find great discomfort in turning middle age looking 6000 year old beings into very fit 20 year olds #if that's how you see book omens in your minds eye thats chill i guess #but like #i just can't bring myself to get behind the vision in regards to show omens #like please for the love of someone #aziraphale does not have to be skinny #crowley does not need smooth skin #i'm not expressing this properly #look #ok #it's just #ahh #you know #good omens #boink

[dutybcrne]

Me BSing hcs like: The fact that Kae is not only able to create a shield when he is dangerously low HP but also the fact that he is able to regenerate HP when he hits opponents with Frostgnaw is definitely due to him receiving his Vision when Diluc had tried to kill him in their Confrontation...but could it be possible that his familial ties to the Abyss Order could have influenced that HP drain of his-

#//And that's without mentioning the fact that Glacial Waltz's duration increases FOR EVERY OPPONENT DEFEATED #//Between that and his lil teleporting trick like an Abyss mage's (minus the flurries of ice); I have SO many thinkings #//Deffo love the abilities of his being an amalgam of Vision based and Abyssal energy imbued #//Deffo love that fact meaning it hurts a bit to use his Vision at all; esp with the teleporting being such a Staple to his combat style #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Sidetracking a bit; but I also like to think that even after the Abyss is defeated/beaten back enough to not be such a threat; he'd still #keep his abilities from it/some connection to it. Bc he's so used to it being such a big PART of his fighting style/assets to use in a pinc #//But also bc keeping that connection means it'd help him keep track of any remnants of the Order far easier #//He could track them down with far more ease; sense if they are growing stronger; get intel from Domains/abyssal traces #//Of course being very mindful to keep it a secret & trying to not involve his loved ones/fellow knights of it all #//But he very much is careful esp bc of risks of him being corrupted by it; keeping a keen eye on his mental/physical/emotional states #//Deffo has plans to leave Mond and/or end his own life if he starts seeing the Abyssal corruption affecting him irreversibly #suicide mention tw #//Kind of but also kind of not; considering some of the ways how he'd go abt it #//Knows it'd be harder to the further it goes; so he has particular criteria he keeps tracks of to ensure if they come to pass #//he; in a clearer state of mind; would either 1) use his Vision to try & purge the energy out of himself (extremely painful; COULD kill #if the corruption runs deep enough & save him the trouble) or 2) use the aggressiveness of the corruption to provoke someone (esp Luc) #into taking care of him &thus ending the problem all together. Bc he KNOWS he's strong; only a handful of beings could actually kill him #//& actually be WILLING to; without hesitation. Luc comes to mind first bc of their Confrontation. But also bc Kae'd be happy w him being #the last person he ever sees. Thinks it'd be comforting more than anyone else. Esp since a lover would just break his heart to see them #//Worst case scenario is him falling to the corruption & sb breaking it out of him in the moment #//Bc the Instant he realizes what's happening; esp if they are crying and/or angered at him; he WILL fatally wound himself #//And make SURE it's not something he can come back from; save by a miracle (or 'curse' as he'd see it) #//Probably making an icicle and slitting his own throat; if not jamming the thing into his heart #//he won't hesitate; wont offer explanations; final words or apologies; he cant risk that moment of clarity being too short for it #//he HAS to make sure he can't hurt anyone any further; no matter what it means for him #//Which is partly why he'd be so keen to make sure it's not found out; bc he KNOWS he can be talked out of keeping those abilities #//Or worse; he'd fight them on it; and thus make for a fucken MESS in the aftermath if he's been too far along in the corruption #//But he KNOWS that even with the risks; the powers are a VALUABLE asset to him; &thus desperately wants to keep them #//'sidetracking a bit'; I said. Proceed to write a wHOLE FUCKEN NEW HC IN TAGS; I did; kjfbgkftg. Whoops lmao

[swordmaid]

just got the durge reveal..!!! screamnnn it’s saur good when you actually have a durge specific character and not just an au of the char you previously made lol. anyway I’m just imagining yves admitting that she’s one of bhaal’s children and then her going like oh btw I was his bride too 🧍‍♀️

#I was watching corpse bride earlier (bc of yves lol. it’s inspo) and now I have a vision #of yves wearing her old vein again (gifted by gortash) maybe in her old dress but idk if she’ll manage to find that #but anyway yves in her old veil walking back to bhaal’s temple with her flail humming here comes the bride #it’s a whole ass visual in my head ok LIKE THE girls who gets it gets it ‼️‼️‼️ #but I’m like 🤭🤭 at the reveal then waking up to jaheira watching you #bc yves is not revealing anything!!! she’s not saying that she’s gonna turn away from bhaal nor is she saying she’s gonna embrace him #she’s being very sly rn… keeping her cards close to her chest … #her dialogues are getting more calculated too… unlike in act 1 where she was mindlessly following whatever people were telling her #(like she literally smeared shit on her face lol) she’s now being very careful of what she says … #and I just imagine her demeanour changing completely after the reveal … she’s not that naive cleric anymore she’s someone else entirely …. #her eyes are hardened she is more shrewd and reserved … but there’s moments where she lets her guard down #and she becomes that sweet girl again .. #anyway start of act 3 is yves starting to plot…!! and to scheme ..!!! 🤭 #/IM/ particularly excited bc I’ve been planning to do this particular thing and it’s the sole reason why I’m doing her playthrough #so I hope it works out LMFAO like I’m hyped for it personally feels like a fitting climax to her story #shut up about bg3. #bg3 spoilers

[rawliverandgoronspice]

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feels hella weird to still feel attachment for characters you wrote once, and developed, and fought for --but had zero impact on the actual end result-- and then watching the relay being passed onto a new budding fandom as the mangled result of what you saw them as and what they ended up being, and going like "okay so what does remain", and then you get to find out depending on how people react.

feels. weird.

#thoughts #personal #anyway I feel detached from most characters I worked on except The One #that I have fought so fucking hard for and saw potential in and shielded from Decisions #and there are traces of my work in him that remain in spite of the Horrors #even if I kind of feel very HMMM about the way he's written and represented and how the narrative fails to develop him #BUT #still baby to me ;;;; #“no one understands you like I do” but like in this case for real and genuinely #given a huge part of this character's canon does come directly from me #putting all of my faith in the future fandom to see past the Horrors and unearth the lost potential #I think it's already starting to happen #which !!! very good #to me this character was to become the “tumblr sexyman” of that particular project but I think nobody in the team saw my vision :( #but I hope tumblr actually does see my vision through the many-layered muddying of everything else #ANYWAY I should *definitively* shut up :D :D :D :D

[batfamfucker]

Tell the truth comic fans challenge. When's the last time you read a comic and how many have you actually read?

P.S. This isn't me being gatekeepy btw I'm being genuine because I'm gonna be honest I've probably only actually read about five series and every thing else I've gotten from movies/series, online, or fanon. I know all the important events. Have I actually read them? No because my ADHD just wouldn't. And I can't be assed having to read important events if it's in a shit run by a bad writer.

#Also ngl I was determined to read from the very start but. I would not have the time for that in any life so lmao #I have read quite a few of the early Batman comics and do actually hope to read as many of his as possible #But I have not actually sat and read all of the Batfam origins yet tho I intend to #I know them all and I've seen the panels just never actually sat down and gone through it all #I also have read a lot of the Golden Era Batman and Superman team up comics where they basically act like parents #Taking Dick out on family day trips. It's a fun read tbh #And back when I was a early teen and couldn't afford comics I watched YouTuber who would read them for you and tell you about them/show you #So I've read half of Batman Eternal from that but he stopped uploading vids about it which made me really sad lmao #So I need to get around to reading the rest myself/rereading it because it's been a while #I think I liked the story but wouldn't canonise it in my mind #I also read a bit of Suicide Sqaud that way I think? So that too #I totally don't pirate read Injustice #I like it but I think some of it is iffy. But that's the case with comics in general #Batman: Wayne Family Adventures is the only I actually keep up with #Probably because it's more accessible but also because it's the kind of comic I've wanted about the Batfam for ages #There's room for improvement and I would like to see how one similar to that style would be made like. In the fully canon mainstream comics #Because I'm aware it's very fanon/fan servicey but honesty after all the DC chaos we deserve it. But I would like to see more family #Urban Legends is really good. But Idk. I'm very particular about my vision lmao #Let me be a writer is what I'm saving. Or make a competant TV show *Glares at Titans* #Titans is good but God do they fucking butcher Jason and Bruce. I am sick of DC TV and film adaptions doing the Batfam dirty #Like. The animated movies #Tim just is never a thing ever. Why #Titans does have him and I like that. But I haven't watched that season ngl because I don't like how they write Bruce #Like. He doesn't. Look for cjild soldiers bruh. I'm disappointed with Titans because they coulda done so well #But Bruce is far too old and they made Dick almost murderous with him and they fucked up Jason. I haven't seen Tim's- #-Characterisation yet but I'm scared to at this point #Alfred must be fucking dead because he would be SO OLD if Bruce is already like 60 bruh. No offence to the actor but yeah. #Chella Man is the best thing about the show. Tbf I adore the cast other than Bruce. But everyone is just so OOC and it doesn't- #Stick to the comics at all #Idk it just. Isn't it lmao

[oyasleepy]

hi guys. would you still love me if i got really into danganronpa 2 & realized komaeda is the exact type of character i go for. in the year 2023.

#oyaspeaky #this is a 10 year thing in the making i hated him when i was younger #it's really interesting revisiting dr2 for me in particular bc i was very into dr at a fairly formative part of my life. but #sdr2 had me fall off eventually... due 2 many factors #picking it up during the steam sale and playing it has been proving to be. actually very fun and fairly nostalgic #& it's been fun to understand characters more & appreciate them instead of having teenage “every character who does something bad #is a bad character“ vision #anyway the real bottom line is sorry but i want to kiss komaeda a little bit #megumi ogata is such a ridiculously good va btw. i think she should get a raise #if u read all these tags im giving u a lil kiss on the forehead btw. these tags are functionally the real blog post

[rubyneo]

also forgive me but i saw an excellent post about the romances in rw//by and it perfectly describes how *i* personally go about rubyneo and why i dont rly get along with other rubyneo shippers. bc i want to see them with the themes of present romances in the show (the tenderness, the momentum, the hand touch) and basically every other fic i find is just. horny. BSNFNSMD

#cj.txt #i have a very particular vision for them that i cant find anywhere else besides my friends who only like em because i do 😭

[shoechoe]

What was the IHNMAIMS video game even trying to do with its ending section

#ihnmaims (1995) spoilers #i have no mouth and i must scream #not jojo related #rambles #it's like... a metaphorical place? you're transported digitally into AM's mind and there's like freud psychology shit? #why do the russian and chinese supercomputers look like bootleg jojo characters?????? #the fact that there's living humans frozen on the moon is a pretty major thing to only actually include at the very end... #there's a lot of weird character inconsistency with the ending too #like how ted is stated to be a conman who lies about his wealth and status but then is stated to be actually affluent and popular #also benny's gayness being erased and ellen implied being into ted hurts me but what are you going to do ig #i would've taken the original vision of there being no good ending and just some endings that are better than others #than shoehorning in a bunch of info at the last minute and making a ''good ending'' that's rushed and confusing #i could make a whole rant about how this ending section and AM getting nerfed in the video game frustrates me tbh #yeah the video game is a very mixed bag to me #it has both things that i like better than in the book and things that really annoy me #what was done with the characters is FANTASTIC. the melodramas were excellent. the exploration into the dystopian future was fascinating #the gameplay is a design mess and a lot of aspects of the story felt annoying and unnecessary #but idk. theres something about the ending in particular that makes it feel less rebellious and interesting and more... #generic? sanitized? whatever it is it hits wrong #i just feel like it could've been... a lot better. it's frustrating because there is great shit here but it flops at the finish line #idk. am i the only one who feels this way #should've probably wrote this in the post instead of leaving it in tags but oh well lmfao #not an ihnmaims blog...... this is a jojo blog.......... #shoe midnight media rambles

[psalmsofpsychosis]

You know what, i'm a bona fide pessimist. That's really just what being mentally eel is like, but yeah, it's a thing. It's spectacularly easy for me to focus on the things that aren't working out, things that are going wrong, things that are unsatisfactory, focusing on fear and grief and frustration to the point that it's almost all i see.

I like problem solving. I like a good challenge and i like getting rid of problems but for problem solving you first got to acknowledge the problem and sometimes you create problems where there's none because focusing on problems becomes a comfortzone, it feels safe. It is what you know, it is what you're good at. And everybody likes a little bit or a lot of comfortzone.

And the "just think positive thoughts!!! see the bright side!!! there's nothing wrong here keep a gratitude journal count all your blessings!!!" shit never worked for me, i doubt it ever will (HAHA PESSIMISM). When optimistic people try to point out the good things around me and in my life, i often dont percieve it as a geniune offer of help; all i feel is misunderstood, my concerns trivialized and my legit [to me] worries dissmissed. I feel unheard and small, and end up feeling so much resentment towards the aforementioned optimists.

But there's something, i discovered it a month ago, and it's doing wonders for my sanity. There's a long road from pessimism to optimism, it's a long journey and it's not one you can take when you're feeling particularly overwhelmed and terrible.

But there's a relatively short distance from pessimism to neutrality, and it works.

pessimism is a super narrow mindset; so is optimism. In both cases you eliminate and gloss over half of reality in order to keep persevering in what you think is the key to survival. Neutrality is the ground between the two, it's where most of life happens. It's where things aren't good or bad, they're just complex and nuanced and real with all the good and bad and everything inbetween.

And neutrality is the space in which your point of view expands.

So what i've been doing is, when i start to hyperfocus on things that are going wrong and it's all i see, i tell myself that it's okay, and what i percieve is true. It's legit, it exists, i accept it. But it's not the entire picture as i think it is; it's only half of it, most likely even less than half of it. And then i keep asking "what else? what more is here? what am i not seeing?" and most often it's the neutral things, besides the obvious goodness in the world. Neutral grounds in which nothing too big or extraordinary is happening, small stuff that dont feel special. "This tastes terrible" turns into "this has a sharp taste. I dont have a preference for sharp taste; i have a preference for sweets." "this person is being mean" turns into "this person exists in the same space as me, they're using their vocal chords and producing words. humans tend to do that."

And suddenly the world is so much more bearable to be in. I catalogue taste, touch, sound,smell,sight notes in the environment in a neutral language ("this table is dark blue; the edges have been rounded up to avoid injury"), and it actually helps me to catalogue the goodness in my environment too, simply because neutrality is inclusive, it doesn't cut off mountains of data just to keep you on your respective bullshit. Neutrality is where you say, "that's true. What else do you see?"

#This is also helping me so much in dealing with my physical pain #because i used to focus solely on where i have pain and now i'm like "oh. at any given time there are parts of my body that feel neutral. #Nothing particular is going on here. nice.'' #and i'm finding neutrality so grounding and kind in a way that positivity isn't #for me #i dont like being dissmissed for the problems i see; but neutrality is not dissmissive. it's accepting and inclusive #And the way i can expand my vision with a neutral ground helps me to actually see that yes; there is a lot of goodness around me. #there's so much to love #it's just that i dont want to jump into optimism; i dont find it adequate. i dont want to be a pessimist either #it's literally fucking up my life beyond measure <3 #i want to be neutral. i want to make space for ''everything'' not just part of reality #and right now i'm especially allergic to people who mistake ''the world is fucked we're all gonna die'' pessimism with being realistic #like no <3 the world simply is. Do what you can and choose your path; the rest is not your fucking business #on psychology #pessimism #mental health #Farimah blabbers #''see the glass as half full!!!'' that i can't do not really #''there's a glass here. half of it is water; half of it is air.'' THAT i can very much do!!

[hecksupremechips]

One of my new creative things to try is making character playlists and I have no clue how long these things are supposed to be or what I’m doing 👍

#the klock keeps ticking #i dont think mine will be very long cuz tbh i dont make playlists much in general cuz they get kinda off topic #but im feeling proud of the ones im making currently despite everything #im mainly working on an akane one and a ryuki one and then i have rough starts for potential date and junpei ones #the ryuki one is closest to being done it has i thiiink like 22 songs rn #my idea for it might be kinda abstract idk if i can pull it off successfully im very uh. insecure about how itll end up lol #im really excited about my akane one but its still a bit short so im gonna look for more #but hers is gonna be fun cuz its part just me going YES GIRL FUCK IT UP GET HIS ASS and the other part really sad #im just worried that with these playlists though that theyll be too focused on a small aspect of the character and not diverse enough #its kinda difficult cuz like theres a lot of banger songs about being mentally unstable but not many about being a silly guy #so its just kinda a lot of angsty stuff i hope thats acceptable 😩 #i will share them when im done and hehehe. do a behind the scenes breakdown of my vision! #i just really hope i can pull it off but i mean either way the songs on the akane playlist in particular all fuck severely so yay

[dutybcrne]

Both Halfdan and Rethel have times where the Curse gnaws at their minds and starts pulling them into the same headspace as they had as Husks. Sometimes it's something small like memory problems or zoning out, sometimes they find themselves partially transforming and/or growing aggressive the way they would have with most any unlucky lost soul stumbling upon them in the Chasm.

#hc; halfdan #hc; rethel #//Heightened emotions tends to hasten/worsen these effects #//There are several times where gaps in their memories leave them so stressed it ends up with them shifting back to those forms #//And it is NOT recommendable to approach them in such states #//They WILL lash out thinking they're being attacked #//Halfdan has it slightly easier than Rethel; since he's lucky to have a Vision #//Rethel was shifted back due to Abyss Order's intervention #//So it's easier for her to succumb to it #//There are times they get EXTREMELY claustrophobic; sent into a panic within a certain space or around many others #//Rethel in particular can hardly stand being in crowds for very long before she starts feeling the urge to transform #//As if to hide in that headspace and let whatever her Husk's instincts drive her to do happen #//Will not feel too much remorse once she gets back to herself. Just a 'it was either them or me; and I choose me' & compartmentalize it #//For Halfdan; that happens when he finds himself in the dark & feels trapped in it; transforms to avoid dealing with his severe fear #//And woe betide anybody who runs into him in that state; he will NOT be merciful #//Best to carefully let him ride out the feeling and--carefully--work to change the conditions of the place #//Lighting candles; opening windows--sneak around to do so; bc if he catches you while in That state- #//The best solution is to calm them down/remove them from those situations BEFORE they've transformed #//It's the safest means to help them and will prevent the next time from being worse in the process #//Halfdan constantly has a Crisis abt if this means he is truly more monster than man; with how easily he transforms back into his Husk self #//Rethel has fully embraced she no longer is human; is prolly a monster now; but would strive to do no harm

[frecklenog]

i want you all to understand this.

insulin pens are very often used by diabetic children (or their parents, but they were very easy to use during the short time i was prescribed them when i was a child myself). they’re less cumbersome, produce less waste, and are far easier than pulling insulin from a vial with a single use syringe, as syringes are much more susceptible to air bubbles, which result in the diabetic not getting enough medication. i’m explaining this part because i know that some diabetic adults do also use them, and i’m sure that that’s true of diabetic adults in palestine with such scarce resources. when it’s life or death, you can’t really be picky.

the israeli occupation is now banning insulin pens from entering gaza.

lack of insulin results in diabetic ketoacidosis — essentially a very, very dangerous version of the effects of the keto diet. insulin is a key for the sugar from one’s food (both slow and fast acting, since all food has some carbohydrates, from nuts to potatoes to table sugar) to get from their bloodstream into their cells. without insulin, the body resorts to eating through its own fat stores rather than the sugar it cannot access and tries to flush the excess glucose that is in the blood through the urine. this results in weight loss, headaches, nausea, dehydration, blurred vision, abdominal pain, impaired mental faculties, and, if left untreated, will result in a coma, and eventually death within a matter of weeks. not “can.” it will kill you if not treated, and was largely considered a lethal diagnosis until insulin was discovered in the early 1900s and made readily available in 1922.

i’ve been in dka. admittedly, i was very young and have blocked much of it out. but i do remember that it fucking sucked. i couldn’t focus on anything, i was ravenous no matter how much i ate, and the room spinning to the point i felt like i was going to throw up became an increasingly regular occurrence. i was seven years old and wasting away like i was starved. i was dying. a few more days, and i likely would’ve gone into a coma and might not be here now.

to inflict that, willingly and knowingly, on innocent people, is nothing short of a crime against humanity, and violates the geneva conventions (item 2.a.ii. torture or inhumane treatment, including biological experiments and item 2.a.iii. willfully causing great suffering or serious injury to body or health). not that the israeli occupation cares, of course, as south african prosecutors have already extensively detailed their crimes in the icj, and this one in particular has already been committed near-countless times.

this entire occupation is a genocide, and this is only one more nail in that coffin. but, as a diabetic — as a human being who has been in that state and was lucky enough to have the resources to live almost another fifteen years (with the anniversary of my own diagnosis about halfway through next month), i can’t find the words to express my disgust and rage anymore. maybe it’s selfish to be so deeply impacted by this particular blow. i don’t know. but these people have done nothing wrong but be disabled in gaza, and as someone with the same disability, i know that no one deserves this, even if they have committed a crime (which, again, these civilians, largely children, have not). i will not fucking stand for it.

we need a ceasefire. we need an end to the occupation. we need a free palestine. now.

here’s a masterpost of how you can help.

EDIT: here’s a post on how to help diabetics in gaza specifically

#free palestine #free gaza #israeli war crimes #actuallydiabetic #actually diabetic #actuallydisabled #actually disabled #shut up emrys

[screampied]

i have an idea :]

ok so i always see people asking for gentle/needy/desperate choso. and i love it, but…

what about unassumingly ruthless choso? reader doesn’t know what she’s getting into? reader is cocky and gets humbled FAST? idk i just…

👉👈

❤︎ ໋𓈒 choso who puts his cute bratty gf in her place

warnings. fem! reader, attempted brat taming, doggystyle, big dick choso, unprotected.

you’ve always been one to push his buttons, mainly because he always made it so easy.

choso was as intimidating as a kitten, whenever you’d tease him he’d always keep composure or restrain himself.

briefly smiling nervously, kissing your wrist and telling you to be a good girl and wait until you each return home.

but one day, he kind of just snaps…

he takes you home from shopping nearly all day with you, and you were enthusiastically ecstatic. you wondered what he’d do this time, but your thoughts were no match for what he had initially planned. to put it brief, choso had you laid on the bed on all fours. he’s drilling ruthlessly into your pussy and you’re just…speechless. choso’s so handsy, every few seconds he’d spank your ass to hear you whine out his name—in such two slutty syllables.

“c-choso..” you’d moan, the left side of your cheek attached practically to the silk bed sheets as if it was velcro.

“shh, no talkin, princess,” he grunts, and you could hear the slight whine picking up his voice before he stops himself. “i-i have to be more stern with you it seems. can’t always be so nice, gotta humble you just a little bit, fuck.”

if it was a word to perfectly describe you right now, at this particular moment…it would for sure be…dumbfounded.

you couldn’t see yourself but you’d bet money you looked stupid.

choso’s dick was so lengthy, appetizing and hitting every spot with just the tiniest amount of pressures his thrusts had you gnawing on the inside of your cheek with your toes curling tightly.

“what’s the matter? no more attitude?” he huffs, tilting his head to move some remaining strands that were starting to occlude his vision.

“i-if you’re gonna be rough, at least go h—”

“…oh, baby, you’re jus’ asking for it by this point.” he murmurs, wiping his forehead with the back of his palm.

your eyes rolls at feeling the very tips the curve of choso’s cock kiss against your folds. so deep, his thrusts were sloppy. purely responsible for the squelched that continuously sang throughout the room.

choso grabs onto both of your waist, and you moan once he’s just dragging your hips back and forth against him, making sure you feel every thick inch of his.

“do me a favor ‘n arch your back more,” immensely, you do—your body responds to choso with such a quickness it was simply humiliating. “good girl….now,” and you barely recognize choso’s voice. usually it’s so sweet and tender, now it was rough and a bit husky, a rasp hidden underneath each sentence he spoke.

needless to say, you found this version of choso to be quite hot.

“wait,” he pauses, pausing the mood with his own cute stammer in his voice, back to normal. “not goin' to rough, am i? i want you to be comfortable and-”

“baby, ‘m fine. keep fucking me please.” you pleaded, feeling his hips stutter as he was in the middle of talking. even trying to keep up a act, he still wanted to make sure you were okay—choso simpers to himself, caressing your ass before spanking it yet another time.

“okay okay,” he hums. his hips pick up again and you’re basically being pounded into the bed. the grip he had on your hips wasn’t too rough but just the perfect amount.

choso’s breathing starts to pick up, and he enjoys the view of you more than he thought he would. his head goes back, along with his let down hair before he pivots his hips a certain way. your pussy clamped down against him and you hear his jaw clench in pleasure. “…shit.”

your legs quavered beneath him, and he then used a hand to bring both of your wrists behind your back. “j-just like that choso, please, please.”

“baby, you’re not supposed to be praising me,” he pouts, and you giggle before moaning again — a sudden moment occurs where you thickly swallow, only to continue your sweet whimpers. “this was s-supposed to be a punishment.”

“so punish me then.” you mewled, your cunt easily hugs him like a vice, the noise it makes, a wet pop and you’re just soaked. choso’s ears grows hot from the feeling and he knows you can feel it too.

he sighs, shoving you further into the bed. “you’re something else.” and his voice grows low and pitched again—yet choso does the unexpected. he leans right into you, and you instantaneously feel the heel of his foot press against the very back of your head.

he wore socks, the soft padded wool brushes against your neck, and he’s roughly driving into your pussy now to where you can’t even saying anything.

all that came out of your dumb mouth was a squeal, this angle…

“let me have you,” he grunts, balls deep, his base was thick and repeatedly thwacked against your entrance. you were dizzy…drunk, but not that kind of drunk. the good kind where all you could think about was how good you were getting stuffed by your boyfriend’s hefty cock. “yeah, just lie down and let me—fuck.”

you’re panting, and it felt so good.

choso was always used to being gentle and tender with you, although if you wanted him to be a little rougher, he was more than happy to oblige.

“i-i’m gonna cum, choso… gonna make me cum.”

“don’t think you deserve it, he utters, and your lips part, jaw dropping, plethora of sweetened moans only escaping as a subtle response. “you’ve been teasing me all day. even started to stroke me in the dressing room.”

“s-sorry.” you moaned.

choso remains with his foot near the back of your head before pursing his eyebrows together. “you’re not sorry are you, baby? be honest.”

“n—no,” you whined, the thickness of his shaft twitching inside of you felt so heavenly. you could have sworn you felt a vein that ran down his length pulse inside of your tight cunt. “you’re right, you’re right, ‘m not s-sorry.”

he chuckles. “you could have just lied, you know?”

choso’s angle and thrusts against you were so pivotal inside you, so astonishingly deep that not even moments later you end up cumming hard. leaving a ring around his base. your breathing was irregular and heavy, eyes half-lidded and just convulsing underneath him.

“messy girl,” he whispers, pulling out, not even caring that he didn’t finish, all that matters was that you did. choso turns you over before planting a kiss on your lips—you pull him in for another, and another, before you make him trample onto you. “did you learn your lesson?”

“no,” you moaned, sitting up before lightly shoving him down on his back, straddling his lap now. “i want more.”

choso smirks, sliding a hand down your waist, fully disregarding his flustered face at seeing you attempt to take control. “of course you do, brat.”

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[rowanhoney]

well. good news is if I ever feel under appreciated by my bosses people are frequently trying to poach me so I’ve got options

#but like as much as small things have bugged me lately #i do like my bosses i do like the company vision and I could do very well within it #and I’ve had actually in the dozens of customers telling my bosses what an asset I am to the company #and that this particular store shines cos of me #etc etc #like it’s mad that I’m UNDERplaying it #people have been saying a lot of big things about me #to my bosses then telling me they told them #they’ve been saying I need an official managerial promotion and I agree #cos the problems are mostly down to the boss overworking herself and trying to manage too much #I need to write up a plan for localising responsibilities into the store #thing is I COULD manage and delegate and have stern words abt things not being done right #but I am not in a position to have that authority without a promotion #i just become bossy coworker #like tiny things of asking things to be done a certain way. #because it actively makes things worse in the store when not done properly #and people r like yeh sure and then continue to do the thing I’m asking them not to do. in front of me #lack of responsibility makes me apathetic #like everyone knows my store runs slightly different to the flagship #different locations are different it’s normal #we have different things that do well different things that are unpopular and different competition near by #and I KNOW what to do but I don’t have the power to take the store in any direction #I need the boss to trust me #but she’s rly protective of her brand. and I get that! makes sense #but she also neglects our store whereas I love it. I love the village I love the locals I love what I’m doing #i just wanna do it better