#i hate this fucking class omg

[birdb1tch]

i hate cis straight white men holy fucking shit. 11 am and you decide that your thoughts on slavery must be heard, that EVERYONE must know that between slave labor and being a zoo exhibit, youd rather be in the zoo. MOTHER FUCKER YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN IN THAT SITUATION. why are you acting like its one or the other, NEITHER SHOULD HAVE EVER FUCKING HAPPENED WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM.

#vent #rant #i hate this fucking asshole so much omg #hes in all my fucking classes and every day he gives his unsolicited privileged ass takes and i cant fucking take it #WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING #and why is everyone else acting like IM crazy for pointing out that its a stupid fucking argument #i hate this fucking class omg #AND I HATE THIS FUCKING TEACHER

[7roaches]

not canon at all but i had a vision

#my art #art #adventure time #adventure time fionna and cake #simon petrikov #finn the human #marceline the vampire queen #trans #(all of them btw) #sorry minerva fans i got lazy and hate drawing chairs #entire c what the fuck #when i type entire it gives me the craziest headlines ever in suggested tags like watch this #fairlife confirms it has discontinued entire lineup of products – customers are saying ‘omg stop playin’ #anyways yeah this entire thing is kinda rushed cause i had to go to class #the etymology is off but shhhhh #do i have anything else to say? #i had a milkshake twice today so that was cool #im going fishing again next week so ill draw actual petrigrof fishing before then #should i tag this? #blood tw #yeah #thats all love you bye

[p4nishers]

can we actually take a moment and remember swan upon leda? can we actually shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down and think about our lord and savior swan upon leda because i'm tired of doing it alone every single day guys

#the title itself!!! THE FUCKING TITLE #swan UPON leda #god he's an actual genius THANK U HOZIER SO FUCKING MUCH #i hate how that myth is portrayed and received and objectified bc they make it out to be such a funny little chuckle story like 'hahaha led #is SO easy that she fell for a swan isn't that actually the funniest thing you've ever heard omg like women are literally so easy to please #whatever whatever blahblahblah yes that's fucking hilarious matthew thank u SO much for that absolutely fascinating commentary on a women #getting raped by a god really truly an amazing insight into ur pea fucking brain #like fuck sorry but i just absolutely despises how this myth is made out to be and i remember learning abt it in class and being literally #nauseated bc guess fucking what it's literally not hard to understand wtf is happening and while u r laughing away about i repeat a WOMEN #getting RAPED some fucking of us have brain enough to be mortified #jesus ANYWAY #hozier dropped that song after roe v wade was over turned and i just i love him so fucking much he cares SO MUCH and before anything else #he's an activist and he actually gives a shit about women's rights and he dropped this song as a comfort as something to hold onto but also #as a social commentary and he linked charities and resources to help women and keep them safe and this song just means everything to me #bc greek mythology often gets reduced to children stories bc most ppl know myths from children books and obviously a book for kids not gonn #outloud say the word rape or even imply that that's what's happening and that's fine ig but bc so many ppl know it from there it gets #reduces to a joke and a raped women gets ridiculed but hozier actually took one of the few poems about leda being raped and it being a rape #at all and made it into a song during a time that was so traumatizing for ever afab person in the world basically and it just says 'i see #you i see what you're going through and i'm listening and i actually care and i want to help you' and he's helping by writing a song yes bc #he's spreading the word that way bc that's how movements are spread and people listen to him when he's singing and that's how he helps and #i did i mention that i love him? bc i'd actually do anything for him and to meet him and tell him how much he fucking means to me #the line that always gets me is 'a crying CHILD pushes a CHILD into the night' bc yes she was a fucking child who had to deliver 4 KIDS BC #AN ASSHOLE DECIDED SHE WAS PRETTY ENOUGH TO FUCK and nobody ever cares that she was just a child and her child helen was just a child when #she was abducted and raped and impregnated (JUST LIKE HER MOTHER) by theseus a supposed great hero and im genuinely sick she was just a #child like so many women or girls in greek mythology and ik it was a different time back then or wtv but they were just GIRLS and nobody #cared about that or cares now. but this song does. #bc of course it does it's hozier. #hozier #swan upon leda

[boxwinebaddie]

the hills are alive with the sound of my bitch ass coworker coming back from his fancy, cushy, fucked up vacation from hell and having to take the biggest, most difficult class on the roster while i coast and vibe with like six kids max and then get to eat my lunch in peace in the center for testing accommodations that smells like lavender essential oil and not in the teachers lounge which is so loud and chaotic and awful…Yay <3 c’:

#nina speaks #and spring break is next week #wow #im so happy my hair is so shiny #im a hater im sorry #may that man’s week be as fucked up as mine was #like that was not cute at all #and i love the testing room #and the kids that need testing accommodations and quiet and fidget toys #they’re so sweet and nice and it’s so quiet down there #they fucked up my sched so bad last week #they had to have someone cover my shifts so i could take MORE CLASSES #and also didn’t give me his kinder recess #i was mad mad omg #but yay <3 #i also hate eating lunch in the teachers lounge #im antisocial and people talk too loud #very obnoxious #BUT YAY UNCLE NINA IS HAPPY AGAIN #BRIEFLY #OR A MANIC EPISODE IS ON THE RISE #WHICH MIGHT BE WHY IM SO FUNNY RN #FREE-NA

[hauntingblue]

Yabushige count your fucking days. I am so mad

#the fucking flash forward. insane #toranaga in the fucking forest... ALL YOU HAVE LEFT IS THAT FUCKING EAGLE!!!!! NO SON NO FRIENDS!!!! #ishido blaming toranaga...... you should seppuku yourself...... shameless.... #so all out war now??? no toranaga invasion???? mmm..... #yabushige has lost it.... all that for nothing... oof #oshiba and her kid finishing marikoa poem..... i think i huave covid #HIS SHIP?????? #toranaga did this to keep him here knowing he wont stay now that mariko is dead.... i know it #the christians???? mariko???? to keep him here too?? #omg fuji......... #toranagas baby is so big ajdhaksj 'i have more sons thanks to you' hello???? #OSHIBA TURNED!!! ISHIDO ITS SO OVER!!!! #NO!!! LEAVE FUJI ALONE LET HER BECOME A NUN!!! ANJIN YOU ARE ON THIN ICE #toranaga is sucha bad bitch #i feel like anjin really felt ashamed about his first intent to arrive to japan and that mixed with marikos death... he said fuck it #and then toranaga turns it around and says nah... I am using YOU!! get your pussy up!! get your ships up!!! #'que la muerte le sea leve' thats what me and my friends say when we say goodbye to go to class ajshajanaakak i love this guy #favourite secondary character #this shot is so pretty... with the tree and the sea... the framing.... #SEE how toranaga burned his ship!!!! bc he wants to keep him!!! thats his foreign pet!! #he makes him laugh and distracts his enemies ajdhajdjsj.... his jester... #beef squashed with my girlfriends husband 🤝🏻 now we hold respect for each other #that was so good #i said yabushige better count his days and here we are.... #i post about someone and they die. 3/3 sobfar #if i reach far enough shogun is about a daimyo and the psychosexual relationship between him and his foreign pet... #he makes me laugh... and the last scene is the anjin laughing while looking at him... okay..... #talking tag #watching shogun #also!!! toranaga wanting to be shogun!!! this man is so complex!!! i hate him!!!

[pekodayz]

and i lie mentally to make myself feel better but that just bites me in the ass oughhh

#i don’t wanna be a failure I’m petrified but i have been lazing around for 2 weeks like what the hell is wrong with me😭!!!!!! #graduated no. 4 out my class and I’m just sitting here on the toliet trying to cry one out for once omg #kinda anime🤓 nah. #i srsly need to fix myself. im being perceived by my own instructors prob. terrifying aughhh i rly hope they understand #im so sick eughhh and merch buying doesn’t even help I haven’t been able to enjoy it at all #this is so hard im scared but i need to do smth abt this now #i hate honors system. that can literally fuck so many students up im so serious #sorry i needed to vent somehow #hashtag embarrassing !

[mourningcttlfsh]

i'm the only person with correct opinions about ships ever actually. people need to listen to me all the time because i'm always right. this is toootally not me coping because i just started liking a really rare ship

#i would be crucified if anyone knew what this post was talking about i think #DISCLAIMER ITS NOT PROSHIPPING. I FUCKING HATE PROSHIPPERS I WOULD LITERALLY NEVER BE ONE I PROMISE #the fucking media its from though is kind of funny. literally what am i doing rn #NO BECAUSE THIS IS SO GOOFY OMG. WHY AM I MAKING MY OWN VERSIONS OF THE CHARACTERS #WHAT AM I DOING RN. WHAT IS THHIS #this is what language arts class does to me

[alex-just-vibing]

grah my head feels like it might explode

#this essay prompt makes 0 fucking sense #love this teacher. fucking hate how she teaches tho #we're supposed to have a rough draft by the end of class tomorrow #okay not too horrible #IF MOT FOR THE FACT SHE KEEOS CHAINGING THE ALREADY FUCKIBG CONFUSING ASS PROMPT #i can write essays about whatever stupid fucking novel you need me to #but myself?? #a significant memory i have??? that i learned a stupid fucking lesson from????? #i have like 0 significant memories from before the age of like. 10. and still not all that many after thay <3 #should i talk ab how my dad fucking died? would you like that you asshole????????? #what fucking lesson would I have learned from that? dont become a fucjibg alvoholic? #shit i feel like im gonna fucking cry again i cant do this shit #i have the general vibe for each paragraph listed out ill work on it more in homeroom tomorrow #we wont even have the full fucking class for this tomorrow cuz she's a fucking asshole who gives us like five fucking seconds in class per #assignment #fucking hell dude #especially since half the class said they hadnt even started writing by like halfway through our (shortened!) class yesterday #im gonna fucking explode #my stuff #alex is not vibing. #also pjysicially too my dumbass forgot to eat dinner cuz hehe haha omg i can sing and suddenly uts 10 and i havent showered yet and my mom #will be getting home soon so i need to shower then rush my gay ass to bed #which i am in currently. #so im also feeling the forgor to eat feeling too <3

[whois-miki]

the chiefs won and i voted for the 49ers and now i have to run a timed mile in PE, i’m literally sobbing.

#49ers #Chiefs #football #I HATE EVERYTHING OMG #IM LITERALLY GONNA RAGE BC SOME CHIEFS FAN IS GONNA RUB IT IN MY FACE AT SCHOOL AND MY WHOLE CLASS IS GONNA GO OFF ISTG #booking a rage room for a class field trip bc ik we all gonna be so mad #ONE FUCKING KICK #I HATE LIFE #FUCK FOOTBALL #FUCK EVERYTHING #UGHHH

[tennessoui]

your professor aus are just *chef's kiss* and make me so hungry for a time when professor obi-wan has to teach a class remotely. Like Anakin understands that obi-wan has to give attention to people who are not him at work. Whatever. But if obi-wan is in the same house as him!!??! Talking to a group of people who are not Anakin!!?? Jail! Jail for professor Kenobi!!

I actually just think any work from home obikin would fall into disaster

Ooo I think the only time I’ve ever written a scene where they both are home during the workday was in KUWSK in the sick fic chapter, where obi-wan makes Anakin take the day off and he stays home to grade papers…….but then outsourced the medical care of his sick roommate to said roommate’s children so that he could work in peace so….

Disaster is right

#asks #I can also only imagine them both working from home and anakin is the person that can’t stop walking behind obi-wan’s screen #getting in view of his camera #so much that one student is like “’professor who is that #and obi-wan is like (big sigh) my husband and love of my life etc etc #and another student is like omg I didn’t know you had a husband #and from off camera Anakin is like YOU DIDNT TELL THEM ABOUT ME??? #(this is in the processor can fuck me au) #(if only so obi-wan can sigh and turn off his camera to talk to Anakin) #(but forget to turn off his mic because he’s an old man) #(and all the students can hear the following conversation #where obi-wan is like ‘what? yes everyone here is my husband you may recognize him as having been in my class last semester???’ #and all the students in their group chat are just freaking the fuck out their day is made) #Cody goes ‘professor your mic is still in on’ #and becomes the class’s most hated TA

[valerieismss]

Guys why am I a bio minor like actually that’s fucking weird of me

#biology minor….what the F. #WHAT THE FUCK‼️ #WHY AM I MINORING IN BIO THATS THE STUPIDEST SHIT EVER #not the subject to be clear. #but the fact that I am minoring in it. #thays freakish of me. #what the f. #why am I literally doing that. that’s weird. #I hate microbiology tbh but I LOVEEE macrobio probably? I’ve never done it before. #do we see the pattern in my behavior #I’ve never done that shit ever #and yet. #I aced my bio class last semester with like a 98 or something and suddenly #omg I could totes minor in bio #lab experience this #grad school standout that #what the fuck!!! who majors in phirel only to minor in bio!!!! #weird!!!! #freakish!!!!!! #biology minor…what is wrong with me. like actually. #valerieisms

[elytrafemme]

everyone please manifest that i wake up a normal person tomorrow because i am treacherously close to going on a fucking warpath

#nightmare.personal #omg ha ha ha classes are starting soon orientation is over isn't this going to be so fun <- on the verge of killing someone #it's not even classes that's the issue it's the fact that college is like. oh time to reinvent yourself #but like that's so not working. people aren't LIKING me. #and it's not that people hate me like i've made good connections with a decent group of people #spent all day with these two guys basically. my roommates seem to appreciate me. have a few others in the bag. #but they're not liking me that much. like. okay. i'm just going to say this #because i have a girlfriend i don't WANT people to try shit with me #and because i have a girlfriend people DON'T want to try shit with me #and that is The Fucking Problem I Think #because i can't feel attractive if nobody is telling me i'm attractive #because it sounds so. fake. from my girlfriend. like she obviously doesn't see it. obviously. #but people finding me attractive is the basis of how i can function as a human being #it's so fucking frustrating. i'm doing EVERYTHING i can. i'm being adaptable and spontaneous and reliable #and i'm funny and honest and i'm validating. i'm hitting everything. #and it's not working well enough. and classes will start and nobody's going to give a shit anymore #and it's like if i killed myself or something literally nobody here would care. because we don't know each other yet #and nobody at home would know for a handful of days aside from my family like obviously they exist so that's an issue #also i like being alive so that's kind of the main barrier to this plan but the point stands that like #something could happen to me and nobody would care #also side note it's really cool that i've balanced online stuff and real life stuff so now #i barely talk to the people i know online who would actually support me and mostly talk to real life people who probably wouldn't #isn't that so cool. hashtag living. being on tumblr makes me actually want to kill myself i want to delete discord SO bad #because that actually wouldn't make a difference for more than like 3 people here. what's my argument actually i'm contradicting myself #the reason i'm not being liked is because i'm not a likable person and that is definitely the crux of this issue #but if people don't start wanting me right now it's actually going to be so bad for so many people #if i go into college with no friends i cannot express to you in words how much i will take down with me #i will library of alexandria myself i do not even care. someone call me attractive and mean it. give me a fucking chance #suicide tw

[theacewithmace]

fuck it im just gonna have to get a bad grade

#vent question mark but just in case #i hate school so much specifically this stupid fucking course omg #i hate the teacher so much like she’s so fucking annoying and *keyboard smash* this class fucking sucks #i literally don’t care anymore so long as i don’t completely bomb this and she makes me redo it or have to make up for it or some shit #just give me the bad grade oh my god i fucking hate this class and it ruined the subject for me so that’s fun #not gonna say what it is but i used to love it do fucking much #i still do but not as much and it’s kinda ruined for me and it’s gonna take a while for me to enjoy it again #cuz i really don’t wanna take anything else involving it after putting up with this course lol #i’ve literally had over 80+ tabs open on my pc for the past week just for this one assignment #and it’s not even supposed to be like a huge project like it’s super overdue rn but that’s because it’s fucking HUGE #jesus christ this class can suck it im never taking a similar course thru them again lmao #spin’s bitching

[fairywithgremlintendencies]

yk your school culture is at the point of no return when you're washing your hands in one of the school bathrooms and your classmate comes in and their immediate reaction to the bathroom being empty apart from getting ready to leave is "yessss no vapers!"

#like cmon #i literally went to the bathroom earlier this week and these younger kids were like omg go get thet person from their class and i was like #hmm anyway and went into the bathroom #and then they come back. WITH THE KID THEY FUCKING GRABBED FROM A CLASS and just start gossiping. is this a meeting room now ?????? #i went into one today and immediately heard ppl rushing to get out of sight and was like well. here we go again. guess i have to leave #i hate it here #ITS A BATHROOM NOT A COMMUNAL VAPING LOUNGE #caps #tw vaping #vaping #leaf says things

[tardis--dreams]

To summarize today's day in university:

- got diagnosed with social phobia by a class mate (bitch?!)

- heard a Very cool lecture/presentation by a guest lecturer

- our lecturer said she kinda liked our idea for our presentation

- had lunch with friends in the uni canteen which was nice but evoked some existential despair

#about that social phobia thing: first she showed me the term on her phone during a seminar (when she couldn't talk loudly) #asking if i had that to which i said no i do not?! #then after class she again said 'i think you have social phobia. because you don't like talking to people or in class' *nodding knowingly* #to which i again said i did Not have it but ok whatever #because hello?! the only person allowed to say i have social anxiety is Me. fuck you?! #like I DO say i have social anxiety because i do i guess. but a) not talking in class is not an indicator for this #b) i Do talk in class lmao. and I've never actually had any problems around her regarding anxiety #like i have no problem talking to classmates or saying something in the classes we have together so Fuck Off?! #(i mean it is a giant problem sometimes in some contexts but STILL. YOU DON'T GET TO 'DIAGNOSE' ME. #i hereby officially undiagnose myself from that thank you very much) #ANYWAY do you know the feeling of meeting someone you really look up to like maybe an author or a musician or whatever in REAL LIFE #AND YOU GET TO TALK TO THEM? that excitement where you're like 'omg i can't believe that's happening i can't believe you're here in a room #with me TALKING TO ME? and I get to hear about something unpublished you're working on rn?? like exclusive insight into current research??? #that was me today during that presentation by that guest lecturer! I've read most of her articles and at some point idk i guess you find #researchers in your field whose work you just find Very interesting and then when you get to meet them it feels a little unreal #(not to fangirl over a linguist or anything. i rarely do that (don't speak to me about my favorite lecturer who i also totally don't see as #a huge inspiration or anything)) #but yeah also i was so worried about the presentation next week but now our lecturer said she didn't hate the topic I'm more chill about it #AND yeah sorry folks‚ healthcare doesn't exist here :( no i can't help you find a doctor there's no hope just accept it #I LOVE the fact that international students keep bringing up this topic! the sheer despair and Anxiety you get to hear about! fantastic! #like I'm sorry about this obviously but that's just how we live here? What do you MEAN in your country you just can go to a doctor FOR FREE #and they'll help you? what yeah man I'll come to Russia with you! (seriously. this is one of the main things preventing people from staying #here. the absolute Lack of healthcare. people who are like 'yeah i love it here but honestly? I'm too scared something might happen #and then no one will help me.. yep. understandable. i have just accepted that i will die due to this #but if you have the option to go (back) to a country where things are different I'd do that tbh. #(sorry just normal lunch conversation topics we have here #i still feel very nice and fuzzy because i was invited ahahaha (i have a sad life lmao)) #shut up amy #university ramblings

[pubwegf]

literally kmsing today is going horrible and i literally woke up 30 minutes ago 😍😍😍

#ignore my rant but #my leg is fucking killingme omg and the one day i actually need my earphones i cant find em i literally just used them but theyve #disappeared and ONLine classes are going to be the fucking end of me omg i forgot how much i literally hated it #anyway i just wanna go back to sleep for teh love of god #dee rambles