#i hate how it all turned out actually

[strawbcrrycandy]

Fearbook Ghouls

#my art #monster high #mh g3 #mh #monster high g3 #draculaura #twyla boogieman #twyla #twyla boogeyman #i dont remember how its spelled 😭 #toralei stripe #the new dolls are sooo good i really hope they get here someday #this is a cry for help mattel #do you want my money #man i don't like how twyla turned out i may draw her again by herself #i hate how it all turned out actually #oh well

[ohello0]

SAG-AFTRA you dumb bitch

There was cross industry solidarity for actors for MONTHS only for gaming and voice acting to get thrown under the bus with ai shit. This is gonna fuck over so many people who will be underpaid to “touch up” something ai did or not paid or consulted at all

#fran drescher im on your mf head #so fucking frustrating #I’m hoping it’s the kind of ai that helped make across the spider verse #and not the kind that makes a thing that then has to be completely remade by an actual person reviewing it cause the ai is ass #I don’t have much faith it’s the former on account of how other things regarding ai have turned out #sag aftra #all my homies hate ai

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[justgleekout]

Your fave is judging you.

#my art #glee #kurt hummel #fanart #glee fanart #did not feel like colouring this :’) #tried for two seconds - hated it - gave up #he is judging me for it #but y’all should be happy I posted anything at all tbh lol #I’m KIDDING #I like that I can draw his specific features without reference and it actually looking like him? #I might be delulu #but I love how his eyes turned out

[betasuppe]

It didn't take much for me to be absolutely stupid in love with you♡~

#flint & rinn #giant scary bad guy?? falling in love with the silly tiny good guy? #def a fave of mine #ill TAKE IT #but rinn def needs to bend over a LOT to smooch flint #so he usually just picks flint up instead & saves them both the trouble lol #& i actually dont hate how this turned out #cutiepatootieeees #they have a whole battle to the death ahead with fighting against an all powerful magical evil emporer #well let them hav this dance uwu♡ #nok draws #nok digital #hopefully gonna feel a bit more like myself tomorrow #i hopeeeeee #but seriously #this evil guy saw the smallest & most innocent looking being onboard come up to HIM the scariest person in creation to ask on date??? #besutiful shit right there honestlyyyy #tall scary dude with lots of hair & issues #i live you so much sobsobsobbbb #twizzler & front♡

[dizzybizz]

redraw of a galo from last year!!! :3

side-by-side comparison :-)

#i thought this didnt take too long and apperantly it took like 7 hours. i thought it was like 3 or 4. #my sense of time is. a bit skewed n fucked up. #promare #galo thymos #my fav rooster ever #my art #i kinda rlly love how this one turned out :D i think ive improved a lot too DJAHGSHG i love doing redraws sm #like the pose is way closer to what i was imagining and mmm yeah its also just more dynamic n his body doesnt cut off awkwardly #i like the colors and face better #i do think the og has a lot of charm. i dont hate it or anything. i just like seeing how far ive come :) #this time around i also had a way easier time identifying what was bugging me while i was working on it and actually addressing those thing #like i resized his head a lot n tilted his whole upper body etc #idk ive just been getting more comfortable and confident with my art :))) #ok enough. ENOUGHHHHH. anyways i love galo so much ok thats all

[sysig]

For the last day of requestober, can you please draw something spooky/scary with Negative RGB? With all the cool lighting stuff you've been doing recently, I think it could be very dramatic, and I'd love to see him in your style!

Day 31 -Pl̷̼͙̯̼̟̈́͒̃̓͆e̵̢͔̞̤̯͗as̴̨͆̒̏e dö̸̧̢̝̳́͝ not̸̨̞͔̗͆̔͝ͅ ̶̦̋͒a̵̪͋̉̈́̒djus̶̪͔͎̘͈̍́̂̅̚t yö̶̙̺͎́͘u̷͚̙̿̓͆r sc̸̙͍͒rę̸̰̺̣̿̓͌̔̎en̴̏̈́͊ͅ

#My art #Requestober #The Property of Hate #TPoH #Negative #Flashing gif #I wanted to go out with a bang :) #I had a lot of fun with the textures on this one haha ♪ #I have actually drawn Negative before but I've only posted him once as a vent :0 #He didn't make it over to my taglist 'cause TPoH was the Thing while I was making that sideblog lol - a few things fell through the cracks #Plus I mean vent is just like that sometimes :P #But! He is not vent here! He is just funsies! :D #And those textures were definitely funsies >:3c It was very cool to chip away at them and let them interplay and overlay hehe #I did really want the lighting to be the highlight - no pun intended - since you mentioned it specifically lol #Backlighting again! >:3c I will continue to do it until it stops looking cool! Haha ♪ #The rest is just Negative being spooky all on his lonesome haha he's just like that! #Doing his screen glow was very rewarding ahhh ♥ I've always really loved that hard/soft glow look #I'm still figuring it out but I'm quite pleased with how this one turned out! :D #Also would you like a secret/hint on textures? Hehehe - those static frames? :3c #They're just zoomed-in carpet swatches on the Binary layer type - turn them up and down and rotate to make them unique! #Anyhow hehe ♪ Happy Halloween! :D Happy spooky season! Thank you all for a fun month!! <3 <3

[0509-brainrot]

shake up that brain

#milgram #milgram project #mikoto kayano #my art #ah.. i suppose it's fine if i just put my general milgram art here too right? #anyways guess who Actually remembered how to draw ..? #kinda? i don't really know how this drawing happened it all happened so fast #but i like how it turned out ! i've been hating how everything i draw turns out lately guhhh #started off as a bit of a vent doodle then i thought “wait this looks kinda good” and here we are #i really like drawing mikoto when i'm stressed they're fun to draw :)) #i haven't done a like. Full Actual drawing in so long aaaa (no i don't count the previous arts on this blog those were more like doodles..) #i apologize to all the 0509ers following me i have not been putting out my best work for them.. #i have ideas cooking *rubbing hands together* #but for now.... kotos !! I think they're neat

[lunarharp]

"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/" #i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do. #there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW. #i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends... #btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it? #they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone. #the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames? #something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

[waddles-ex-machina]

no but it really is so funny to me that the fandom went completely nuts over this character, made like it was going to be the most cursed thing in the entire show, only for us to find out that it’s just a widdle guy voiced by the show creator’s wife

#first tori and now this #good job guys hit the showers #(said completely positively I love how insane y’all are) #sorry guys but it was all over at the name reveal for me. he has the cutest name I can’t hate a guy with a cute name 🥺 #tho it would be so funny if the pooka turned out to actually be cursed after this lmao #oh #season 3 spoilers #maybe

[eggskie]

[Image ID in alt text]

this post by @chaoxfix makes me feel some sorta way. let the boy rest

#sonic frontiers #sonic frontiers spoilers #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #sonic the character #koco #hermit koco #art tag #I would love to actually redo this and put more effort into it but i need to keep playing kjdfkj #I did throw some colour on this but I hate how it turned out so generic yellow bg is all youre getting sorry #i didnt quite get the idea across properly ill try again next time sjdjd

[emerxshiu]

LETS FUCKING GO

I FINISHED PAGE 1 FINALLY

this was so fucking hard my god i kept not liking what i did, deleting, starting all over, but finally! i like this one enough to let it stay.

this is also why i didnt post these few days, i just kept drawing but not finishing stuff. ok so this is about the elfilin fanfic/comic i mentioned last post i think? or the one before last? in one of em i guess. i decided to fully make it a comic, because i like drawing, and because i think i can do a lot more stuff that way.

and because im not really the best at writing so even if it ends up being shit, at least there will (most likely) be pretty images to look at while witnessing the dumpster fire im cooking.

i was getting so desperate trying to make a page i liked i ended up accidentally activating the secret artstyle lol. ok actually when i decided to make the page like this, i thought using this style would fit more into the it, but the rest of it is probably going to be my normal artstyle so i dont go crazy. tho im considering doing some special pages like this.

im also thinking about making a custom font so i dont have to suffer writing everything letter by letter. (because i do not like the firealpaca ones)

im nowhere near done shit

i dont want to really spoil much so i think i should shush right about now

Jambuhbye!

#art #fanart #kirby #kirby fanart #silly #digital art #firealpaca #fecto elfilis #elfilin #elfilin fanart #katfl spoilers #i promise i wont hurt elfilin in this guys #*turns around in evil manner and pets cat* #i dont actually have a cat btw #im so scared to suddenly start hating how this turned out and have to redo it all over #btw happy springfest to my splatoon fans #sorry for not posting that many sploon #im cooking i swear #but its mostly sploon ocs and fics #not much idol stuff #i will post it someday #why did i suddenly talk about sploon what

[amethiosspouse]

Uh oh.... :(

GUYS HELP

#mari shitposts #i have no words #genuinely #like a part of me is actually offended... #...BUT LIKE WHO IS OUT HERE PUTTING ALL THIS EFFORT INTO BEING SUCH A LITTLE HATER #turn off anon you little fucking pussy #say this shit to me straight up #i genuinely do not know how to handle this situation #like i wanna be so unserious about this #BUT WHO IS MAKING THIS MUCH EFFORT #TO JUST HATE ON SMEONE

[robintherobiner]

male character gets turned into a female and it shows him the experiences his female friends go through and it teaches him to be better? incredible fic, i'd so read it.

male character gets turned into a female and everyone around him starts treating him gentler and fussing over him and he suddenly becomes super emotional? ew. what are you doing. thats a de-aging fic. not a gender-swap. being a women doesn't make you weaker or more emotional or more in need of protecting.

#thats why i hate genderbend fics because why do you make a dude a girl and suddenly hes incapable of doing anything himself #“batmom would be a better parent” SHUT UP WHY DO YOU THINK THAT? WHY DOES A VAGINA MAKE BRUCE BETTER AT PARENTING WEIRDO #obviously not every fic does this i've actually read a few really good ones but jesus they're rare #i think the only exception to this is if its an all one gendered family? like a family of dudes and one gets turned into a girl #then it makes sense for them to freak out because they dont have any? #but in the batfamily that makes no sense because CASS STEPH BABS ARE RIGHT THERE. FEMALES ARE NOT A NEW PHENOMINOM TO THEM. #dc comics #dc universe #batman comics #batfamily #batfam #genderbend #genderswap #fanfiction #fanfiction icks #how is that not a tag #reading icks #ohhh there we go

[klonoadoortophantomile]

okay fuck it actually heres a drawing from the other day

#probably all ill post maybe idk im not sure tbh……. #scribbles #klonoa #popka #uhh nothing much to say abt this tbh thats why im posting it XD so uh heres some rambling ig #i feel like ive been drawing a lot more oc stuff lately which is cool ig cuz i barely ever draw original stuff #but at the same time it Sucks cuz like. idk theyre some newer ocs i kinda feel weird abt sharing for some reason #like idk i feel like theyre lame 😔 plus im still figuring out a lot of stuff for them so idk maybe thats part of it #uhhh also uh i feel like ive been getting like? actually really fucking good st art ? and like i feel like this every #few months (which is a good thing it means im improving / enjoying how my art looks) but like.. idk it judt feels more legit this time like #idk idk it doesnt really make sense but im having fun with art and thats good #i drew like. seven full drawings yeaterday for artfight im still like . stunned by how i managed to pull that off without having #drawings i ended up hating . like even with some that were an absolute pain in the ass to draw they turned out so cooollllll #okay ill stop rambling now idk what im trying to say

[bloodheartz]

Just gonna say that mocking people for voicing their disappointment over the stream (spongebobscreamingwithflyingicecreamtruck.png “IN A CIVIL AND POLITE MANNER”) just makes you like. An asshole lmao. People are gonna be disappointed when they’re told they’re getting one thing and getting another no matter what, even if what they get instead is really good/funny.

#seeing this from both a lot of friends and mutuals and like! hey #as someone who is disappointed it’s really bothering me seeing people who I like say rude shit that applies to me? #like yeah. hlvrai fandom is annoying we know this. yeah there’s a lot of people being dicks abt this and they suck but like #dude this was the one thing getting me through finals and failing a class im allowed to say ‘hey im disappointed the thing related to my #special interest turned out to be a trick.’ even though I still enjoyed what I watched #like yeah. I’m upset. I’m really upset actually #not over the stream being a bait in switch but from peoples reactions to it on both sides of the fence lmao #everyone is being a big fucking baby over it. the hlvrai fans yelling about how much they hate RTVS ANNNNNND the people being like #‘erm if you’re disappointed you’re a fake fan. grow up. stay mad.’ like WOW #harassing RTVS over this makes you a loser. making fun of people for being disappointed makes you a loser. congratulations youre all a bunch #of whiny ass babies screaming at eachother and at each others throats over fucking half life funny #each and everyone one of you