#i gotta perform today..

[emomomortal]

he can't read english

#transformers animated #tfa #tfa bumblebee #tfa sari sumdac #sari sumdac #tfa sari #what do you think she's trying to show him. #i think he'd like to read when he finds out he and sari can text each other #RAHHHH I HAVE MORE DOODLES BUT I'LL POST THEM LATERRRR #i gotta perform today.. #i love bee and sari so much could you tell what gave it away

[eternalergo]

called in sick today because had one hell of a night :) migraine and chronic stomach pain my beloved.

#rehab can suck my ass today #their shit makes me sick literally #and I HATE the therapist they assigned me to he's the worst but the other one isn't even any better...... I must endure but not today 😔 #they're all overworked so you can speak of luck if the staff is nice to you they dont care about your health #you have to follow their dull program and if you can't?? well you gotta or you'll experience hell lmao #they expect us to behave and perform even though we're all fucking ill there like wtf #I was actually THIS close to confront a bitch yesterday but eventually I let my inner gremlin rest for everyone's sake #sorry for negativity but I feel like shit and I'm at my limit already :( #diary entry

[aurosoulart]

it's Halloween in November because Akuji was a little late in setting up her candy shop in my house... but it was worth the wait! 🎃🍬🍭🍫

Akuji is my OC! her 3D model and the surrounding scene was created entirely with a virtual reality headset.

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#vr art #3d art #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #halloween #video #figmin xr #my ocs #HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN!! #i have such a backlog of things to post right now it's insane #no time to edit videos though because i have to create a cruise ship in vr today #for REALLY REALLY COOL REASONS....... LIKE I MIGHT BE PERFORMING ON SAID CRUISE SHIP #my brain goes to mush if i think about it too hard tho so i gotta just get to work!!!

[skitskatdacat63]

Oh boy I can't wait to get 5 hours of sleep before this gp 🌚

#fernando. im gonna need you to pull out a banger performance today #to make me waking up worth it #hes gonna win the race guys....... #forgot to draw him with a crown but tnats fine because hes gonna win #if not im gonna need to draw myself au comfort art 😭😭😭😭😭 #but god i really hope its noy a boring race(for me) cause ill just be morose and pass out for 4 hours #I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN 🥺 LIKE ZANDVOORT #hey guys remember that 15 years ago he won from starting 15 place- dont worry about the circumstances behind that #but ugh i guess i try to think about how good his starts are #like p5 wasnt that promising 2 race ago but hey look where we go #*got #sorry but i am kinda just manifesting a ferr//ari fuck-up and me//rc of course #nothing else matters as long as nandos on top 👏👏👏👏👏👏 #my mclaren boy isnt even up there either so :(((( #MANIFESTING PLEASE #sorry i am tiresd and delusional and am resigning myself to so little sleep 😭😭😭😭 #i gotta be positive in some form! #im tired enough that i really am considering praying to my fernando poster HAHAHAHAH 😭😭😭😭 #about to kneel down i swear to god #catie.rambling.txt

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: May 10

"The Ghosts of Beverly Drive” by Death Cab for Cutie

#song of the day #lovely rain today and exactly the right amount of cool and windy to get the smell of it in my room #spent my morning performing excel magic tricks for a /very/ appreciative audience I must say #one of my coworkers is very much in demand for help with identifying poorly-labeled fields in our oldest query structures #she's been around for a million billion years and can glance at a column and effortlessly expand its useless acronym title #I tapped her for a question and she was answering me on what I did not realize was an open zoom call in the conference room by her office #and then when she finished answering me she asked me for help with an excel formula in exchange #and I helped her (an easy fix. she is /not/ good at logic structures. always goes for OR when she needs AND and vice versa) #and then I was teasing her and said how she didn't have to hold onto her questions until she had something to barter with #that I like fixing things and I'll help for free #and then her laptop was physically wrenched around by another coworker farther down the table #(not as disorienting as actually being grabbed by the head and bodily turned but even over zoom it was still an Experience) #and the accosting coworker asked if that went for everybody. could anyone ask me for excel formula fixing help. please /please/ #and I was like yes? can't guarantee I can do anything but sure? how much help could you need? #y'all I gotta say. like battling an enthusiastic and especially unthreatening hydra. chibi excel hydra. #it was incredibly satisfying after so many days of intense frustration to have problems I could so easily solve and for such grateful folks #and some of their formulas were pretty fun to set up. always love the little glimpses of behind-the-scenes in special exceptions #any time you put in conditional formatting for if a single specific person's ID is in the 'comment entered by' cell #there's a story there #anyway I heard so many people say 'I don't know why' this morning and then it was such a perfect cool gray day #I've been humming Ghosts of Beverly Drive all evening #'I don't know why I don't know why / I return to the scenes of these crimes #where the hedgerows slowly wind / through the ghosts of Beverly Drive'

[l-cereta]

Like… idk it’s going to my head a bit but like. Being desired—more than that, being cared for and wanted—is actually a kind of crazy feeling. I never really grasped that I don’t think… the way someone looks at you? And we don’t love each other, she’s graduating in a week & it’s fine but just the way she kissed me made me feel so much better about myself & my ability to be desired than any actual sex I’ve had

#the whole night was so unbelievably beautiful too idk … there was this rainstorm and even afterwards there were intermittent flashes #of lightning (but never any thunder—it was too far away)… we were underneath this like overhang looking out at a field… #and the lip of the overhang meant that in front of us was this solid wall of rain coming down the roof #a few hours beforehand she gave me a flower crown… we both performed at the drag show before that… #I feel so corny I feel like. is this ok?? that I’m this happy about it??? #& like!! i was a crush of theirs for a long time apparently! I’ve always thought I was kind of undesirable!!! #hello??? *i* was a crush of *theirs*????? #ok. okokok i gotta get to sleep #but . I’ve just been walking around today with like cartoon hearts swirling around my head :>

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

I got too excited and thought about stuff too much so I... never slept. Used the odd hours to make a big thing of tea to take to work with me but uh I forgot how tumblers work (keeps drink very hot very long) and so burned my tongue almost immediately. Oops. At least the tea's good? Or if it isn't I can't tell cause I scalded my taste buds.

#sairambles #general post #tea did betray me in the end #well not really it's my own fault for forgetting how temperature works #just gotta make it through today then I'm on vacation next week #maybe I'll use that time to grind up in Celestial #I have to say it's actually a little annoying that getting better just drives me to crave better and better performances #I know that's technically a good thing but geez talk about daunting #weird feeling #fighting games are interesting

[its-captain-sir]

💌 been a while! but hi hi <3 hope you've been doing well. hmu about your soils anytime x']

HIIIIIII TOBIAS!!! omg where do I even start, there are so many awesome things about you!!! Like literally just in this ask you show a level of caring and attentiveness that most people would be hard pressed to put into action so often but you do it literally all the time!!! Whenever we talk you always remember all these little details about my interests or things happening in my life that I mentioned in passing and I'm always in awe a little bit cause the fact that you remember all these things not just for me but for everyone you interact with is so incredible and you do it in a way that's so natural too! You're really able to make others feel special so effortlessly (or at least it seems effortlessly hakfhsldjsk) and I admire that about you so much!!!!!

#and speaking of soils!! i actually was doing some field work for that class today! #we were going around campus and testing different qualities of the soil in different areas #and i got really dirty testing for soil textures hakdhalkd you gotta like take a handful of dirt and wet it until it's like playdough #and then you can perform your tests on that #i was also part of the team testing hydraulic conductivity but i was really bad at that part HAKDHSKFJSK #ANYWAYS literally you can hit me up any time you want to know random things about soils and i will just ramble to you hakdhakdks #asks? #datastate

[mielgf]

guys… i had my first day of a big adult job today and i have a WORK LAPTOP… and a PHONE EXTENSION… this is so insane wdym

#the pressure is starting to hit a lil bit i am used to fun little (stressful) retail work!! #where like yes you gotta perform well but it’s not that deep at the end of the day is it?? #but THIS feels serious and everyone is great but i’m like… holy hell this is an ADULT adult job #i already have meetings with people like HUH?? #i also got zero info that i really truly needed today so i had to email a bunch of ppl being like… :) hello are you my supervisor #am i coming to meet you tomorrrow?? was this info mentioned completely in passing accurate?? #send me strength bc i already need it #talk time

[cetaceans-pls]

/╲/\╭( ͡°͡° ͜ʖ ͡°͡°)╮/\╱\

feeling insane in the ~membrane~ ( ~*-*)~ so i'm gonna be accepting prompts and what-have-yous for the next 24 hours!

#whale writing #doesnt gotta be a prompt #if u have a real good recipe for spiced hot cocoa let me KNOW #bc on my own i'm up to about 5 different spices and i know i'm not yet at peak performance #i think it is in many ways a miracle that i've made it to december #it's gonna be another miracle if i make it to 2024 #what a lifetime this year has been #full disclosure in the absence of external suggestions i #likely will just write increasingly embarrassing brujay.... hell #might do that regardless..... at least brujay are having a good time!!! #call your reps and demand a ceasefire today!!

[tkbrokkoli]

just watched the de fanart montages to fire escape in the sea and cleaning out the rooms by sea power again. and. words can’t contain how it makes me feel. you guys 👌👌👌

#fandom related #disco elysium #music #sea power #de art #i've been having a shitty week so far. yesterday when i got to work one of my coworkers said i seem to be beaming w joy even tho it's monday #and i was like :) i just look like that on the outside. on the inside i was not feeling good at all #same thing today. seasonal depression or whatever. or it's just all the stress and pressure and expectations i'm not living up to #anyway watching these two videos made me feel better just now #i didn't manage to play de on the weekend. i was considering recording my gameplay and fiddled around w my microphone and obs #but eventually i decided it would be too stressful and i'd focus too much on performing instead of playing the game #i rly miss playing de and i wish i could mange throughout the week. perhaps next week when i have the week off. on the weekend i'm visiting #*manage #my family so i probably won't have time. i think abt the game every day. #it keeps me together rn. i can manage. i can manage. it'll be fine it'll be fine it'll be fine #gotta get ready for work now

[rosicheeks]

Please bless us with you singing a few bars of a song that you love. A happy or a sad one. Something that just gives you the feels.

🎶

#honestly I’m thinking about it 🥰🥰 #I’m in my car right now and since I’m out of weed I decided I’m going to listen to dad songs and cry #cause I’m an idiot #I’m such a dork guys it’s hilarious #but just gotta decide on the song #I have a buuuuunch of feels right now so I think it would be a good time to sing #but I’m also incredibly insecure about my voice and I try and perfect it #when in reality it doesn’t have to be perfect #it just has to have a lot of heart and soul and love #it’s probably gonna be a sad song cause lol you guys know me #I’m just full of emotions and sadness lately #but I’m going to go listen and watch a few performances first #maybe I’ll get inspired what song to do haha #stay tuned 🥰 #cause honestly I would love to do videos one day #maybe even like a patreon page or something #but idk if anyone would be interested in that sort of thing #hahah one day maybe #today gotta figure out a song #my last song I learned (years ago 😭) #was O Mio Babbino Caro (I think that’s the spelling) #but I don’t think you guys want to hear me sing classical 😂 #also idk if my phone would pick up the high notes very well #I also still remember a song I learned my senior year shit shit shit what’s the name apartment 14b??????? gonna go look it up hold on #lol I was close???? it’s called the girl in 14G and idk if it’s from a musical but I know it from Kristin Chenoweth and she KILLS THAT SHIT #but I think I still know that song practically word for word #man I wonder if I have that performance anywhere #I also was a HUGE phantom of the opera fan so I know Think Of Me and fuck that other song where she sings at her dads grave ya know #I’m getting distracted hopefully I’ll upload something soon 🥰 #ask

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

This morning when I got to work it was just me and my manager for the first two hours. He'd been alone since 6am, it was 7am when I got in, so he had prep to finish. The store wasn't ready to be opened, but we were open anyway. So I'm stocking the condiment bar, refilling sauces, portioning meat, dropping shit in the fryer, cleaning and restocking every damn thing in the restaurant. While also taking and making orders. I only asked my manager for help once. I'm flustered and exhausted and only halfway through my shift, but my brain has shorted out like it's five minutes before the end.

My manager said "I don't have favorites, but if I did, you'd definitely be the favorite."

That means a lot, but also, put your money where your mouth is and give me the raise I deserve.

#great Taylor thanks for the kind words #it really does mean a lot #and i know its not his fault that we're short staffed #but i cant do this #my body and soul cant take it #im exhausted #and today is one of the busiest days of the week #two more coworkers came in but theyre... not the most useful #the first four hours flew by because i never got the chance to stop and see the clock #my manager finished prep so hopefully he can cover line #when i first started here i hated doing line. hated it. i had trouble reading the boards #and i wasnt quick. at all. it was super frustrating and i avoided it whenever i could #but lately ive had no choice. ive been the only one available to do line for hours on end. its exhausting #but ive gotten a lot faster with the practice. thats something #im on break rn with only three minutes left. if i close my eyes im going to pass out and never wake up #someone here is watching tiktok with no headphones and i may commit murder #ive said it once and ill say it again #fast food workers should be able to do as many drugs as they want as long as it doesnt dangerously affect their performance #if you gotta do some coke to get you through the lunch rush. you gotta do what you gotta do

[peapod20001]

Ppl point out the clean lineart on my traditional drawings and I’m like “huh...yea you’re right..hm, uh. I didn’t really notice to be completely honest with ya”

#random post #like...I’ve been swept away by drawing oc and blasting sounds that I forgot I was performing the act of drawing #my brain is never really conscious while drawing really...I just get like. vague ideas about oc and a fuzzy image of what they look like #and what they’re doing/saying on repeat in my mind with no real voice #mmmmmmmmmmmmm uh. yea uhm uh. the only time I think about my drawing is when someone is watching me. or I’m drawing on my phone. cus drawing #lines on this bitch fucking sucks lowkey hshsgahdvhd. and the fucking COLORS I really just need someone to like. color things for me cus #I’m indecisive as hell and keep changing things. even when I have a color pallete for a character! I like! change it by the next drawing! 😭 #bro I #I’m incoherent a bit I apologize lol I was studying for test but turns out we don’t HAVE class today so no test.. but !! #uhnn gn mgmg hm I just wanted to get this one done with 😭 #is fine ig. I’ll just. do other class stuffs? I gotta write English final essay #make up the OTHER essays that are like. 3 weeks past due.. another assignment for English.. #fucking. MATH. and then studying for THAT final #AND WRITE MY FINAL FOR HISTORY #AND DO THE FINAL PROJECT FOR LEARNING FRAMEWORKS #BROO OH N O #I’m just rattling off nonsense here I apologize 😘 hdmsj

[thebeautifulfantastic]

today i realized that i actually really miss being in school. i miss having that sort of intellectual and creative stimulation. there’s so much that i still want to learn in the fields that i’m passionate about, and perhaps one of the reasons i’ve been so creatively dries out lately is because i’m essentially teaching myself a lot of things?

#i want to learn!!! i want to put my theoretical knowledge of the performing arts into PRACTICE #especially with writing tho. i want to get good at it and figure out my style and idk recover the confidence i used to have #and acting is just like… i gotta DO it. i have to just learn through practice #and i want to go to college and find a group of creative friend that i can feel at home with and we can help each other produce our ideas #i was doing application stuff today and i guess it just made me realize how bored i am #i’m made for more #ik that sounds pretentious but i am not ready to settle down. there so much left to DO #…and here i am stuck at home doing math (drudgery) and working in retail (which is okay but I’m not staying there forever) #also i think the real distiction here is i’m longing for ARTS school. i’m missing being able to immerse myself in subjects that I specifical #*specifically love #i DO NOT miss high school #belle speaks #stories of my life #yearning hours #poem idea

[bylroos]

if i had a nickel for every time i’ve calmed a teenager down in my ambulance by talking about hatsune miku i’d have two nickels. which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice.

#not how i thought being a paramedic was gonna go but hey. i love miku i’ll take it. #hope they’re both doing okay both times were ass clenchers for different reasons #anyways been trying to think about good calls i’ve had because i was. awful. on a call we had today #the call itself was bad (had to get the epi out during tx kinda bad) and my performance was suboptimal #but. i am not a complete failure. mostly. probably #at least that’s what i’ve gotta keep telling myself if i wanna keep throwing myself at this wall #personal #em hell