#i feel like i should trigger tag this

[transmasccofee]

the time loop chapter is so fucked up i think about it every day and reading the manga its worse because there’s certain dialogue that was cut out of the anime (presumably to make it acceptable for kids)

Like ok. im gonna give a play by play from Saiki’s POV. so you can For a second imagine how much stress Saiki had to be under.

Imagine walking home from school and out of nowhere you get trapped in a time loop, already bad, but you can get out of it easy- except uh oh! now you are in ANOTHER time loop. ok, fine, get out of that. It goes on so long that you eventually stop being able to process anything around you but whatever, its fine. EXCEPT UH OH! A THIRD TIME LOOP! This time you are trapped in a loop of watching your best friend run into traffic to protect a small child, and the only one able to save them from dying brutally is you. You save the day, great, Unfortunately this is a time loop and now you’re trapped in this hell, watching your best friend dive in front of a moving truck. You need to have an empty mind to leave this, but thats hard because you also have to keep them from getting flattened. You’re getting more and more exhausted, but thats fine. You watch them get brutally killed in various ways thousands of times, over and over and over and over again, but thats fine. it’s still looping. you keep failing to save them. it’s still looping.

Rather than emptying your mind, Eventually you just disassociate, its gone on so long that your body is moving on its own. You are so tired, and you’ve seen your best friends organs on the road now probably a couple hundred times at this point (seriously Wtf Asou) and so it’s all just blended into the background.

You disassociate so hard your mind is empty. Your body moves on its own to save them. The Time Loop is finally over. You went through this 16,785 times.

#the only thing keeping saiki k from being a full blown psychological horror is that its really funny #i feel like i should trigger tag this #uhh #tw character death #tw graphic imagery #tw car crash #tw death mention #tw child death #tw repetition #tw dissociation #ok i think thats enough lemme know if i missed any #not even community was this fucked up like WTFFF #literally theres not even any jokes this chapter if you changed the art to be more dramatic it would look like something out of fuckinf #like #Evangelion or something #sorry thats the most fucked up mainstream-ish anime i can think of rn

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[sprucewoodmpreg]

take me back

#the old mcytburner archive......... #i feel like i should trigger tag dsmp. out of respect #dsmp

[gayforthesun]

I feel like trigger REALLY fumbled the frame of Laios facing off with chimera Falin like,

These don't even vaguely have the same energy. Trigger where's the body under her claws. Where's the blood turning her feathers black. Where's the dark and foreboding atmosphere. Can anyone hear me

#I LIKED THE EPISODE OVERALL BUT HELLO #this feels like the cut marcille and her bloody hair frame to me like what is UP trigger #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi anime #i have no idea if i should tag spoilers or not. rip. but anyways agh #AGH

[factual-fantasy]

So spent the last couple of days working on my FNAF recap/repair comic. And I’ve made a BUNCH of progress. So I figured I’d take a short break and doodle some random stuff before getting back to work.

So this post is just a huge mish-mash of random things I drew on my break. Well, at least these are the more coherent ones- <XD

#Minecraft #minecraft ocs #my ocs #fnaf security breach #super mario bros #I don't feel like tagging every single character- #just the main stuff lol #tw gore #tw disturbing imagery #tw panic attacks #still not the best at tagging trigger warnings properly #if you know of any that I should add please lmk! ^ ^;

[chickenoptyrx]

*sittin up projecting onto the baby blorbo when I should be sleeping*

#just havin a super normal 1 #ok but i neddta tag rant #prepare for typos #but #like ok imagine you havin your first real melt down #you dont know whats happenin just that you feel like your goin insane #and instead of helpin ya #your dad- the only person ever been lookin out for ya #his solution is restrict your freedom/ cut off access to this part of you that he was praisin and encouraging before #cause yknow it scares him now #now bein strong and aggressive is bad and you needta be quiet and calm #but ay since you cant act up now problem solved right? #he can just ignore it all now #no way this sudden unexpected shift will trigger a downward spiral or anything #....anyway yes im sayin the big evil bad guy is just an uwu over stimulated smol bean #...but fr every time paragus says ' there was somethin far darker about him ' i get sad for the dumb man baby #cause man hes talkin about his kid #blah blah blah ok sleep. thats a thing i should do soon

[azuremist]

Credit to @SuperDaStar on Twitter for this discovery!

Turns out Side Order’s rotating tower boss, Asychronous Rondo’s, vocal chops play the chorus of Ebb & Flow! You can even speed it up 2x to hear the original BPM. (Fair warning though — it’s really quite unnerving.)

#splatoon 3 #side order #side order spoilers #splatoon #i feel like i should trigger tag this but fuck if i know what as #azure does a thing

[combinecremator]

my friends are learning that if they have a stupid video idea around me it will fucking happen because i'm allowed to use video editors for some reason

#what the fuck do i even tag this. #don't starve #don't starve wilson #i feel like i should trigger tag this but there are no triggers-

[moonunwell]

Just realized I never posted this meme I made to help explain the plot of Battle for Azeroth/Shadowlands to my friends

#world of warcraft #sylvanas windrunner #plus everyone else i dont feel like tagging them #should i. trigger tag this????? #moonposting

[mychlapci]

Idk, but a vanilla soft gentle sex in SG Universe really got me nerved. Imagine Ratchet just modified Drift's whole array and tested it the most brutal way, then after all of that decided to do something gentle with it (he really intent to do it from the start already)

And Drift would be freaks out fr

Can "scaring the shit out of your frag-mate" be a kink? I have a feeling it does exist.

Yessss, fear play. Ratchet fucking Drift gently, lovingly, peppering kisses down his neck and chassis, being an overall affectionate lover, and Drift is convinced that Ratchet snapped and is going to kill him. This must be Ratchet’s last offer of mercy.

Drift is freaking out and shaking and clinging to Ratchet because being fucked gently actually feels so good but he's afraid and he's whispering a string of please, please, please, begging Ratchet to not kill him. He'll be good for him. He promises <3

#valveplug #dubcon #<- not really but. i feel like this should be trigger tagged #shattered glass

[dailydegurechaff]

intrusive thought

#bonus doodle #youjo senki #the saga of tanya the evil #tanya von degurechaff #ok so like. the thing is. in my head this has a certain story/implication to it #but i dont think/know if it's explicitly clear enough that i need to trigger tag it #i feel like i should do it anyway tho just in case #cw suicide #implied suicide

[paperbooart]

walk me home

#naegiri #kyoko kirigiri #makoto naegi #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #despair arc #i feel like i should have a tag for my stuff that’s set during despair arc but only involves class 78

[haveyouheardthisband]

#Experimental Rock #Avant-Prog #Avant-Garde Metal #Novelty #1990s #USA #poll #[i feel like i should trigger tag this cover but idk with what --r]

[tuffgho-st]

i’m genuinely so angry about the nexpo petscop video. i can’t believe he actually included the actual footage of that. like are you fucking kidding me. what the fuck was going through his mind to make him think it was ok to include that. it’s fucking disgusting and deplorable. the suffering of a real life child is not something you put in your stupid little youtube video just to make the content “more scary” or whatever. fuck off.

#txt #petscop #ask to tag #i genuinely don’t know how i should tag this for triggers. im being vague about it on purpose bc it feels disrespectful t i guess #i knew the video was going to be bad before watching it. but i just thought it would be from an analysis point of view #like it would all be summary and bring nothing of actual substance to the video. but then he had to go ahead and include that. what the fuck

[tiredguyswag]

you can never TRULY leave the carmen sandiego fandom in a meaningful way. for my succulent posts and I will always drag you back

#i feel like i should trigger tag this something but i dont know #ask to tag #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019 #carmen sandiego netflix #<3

[nintendont2502]

thanks reddit

#me.txt #reddit #ao3 #feel like i should tag this w something #god i don't know how to trigger tag uhh #tw genocide #?? #man idk help