#i feel a little excluded

[eunchancorner]

“Ticklish and chubby girls are cute!”

“Ticklish and chubby boys are cute!”

Ok but hear me out here

Ticklish chubby enbies are cute.

#eun rants #tickle thoughts #namely every enby but myself #i am not cute #chubby? yes #ticklish? sorta #cute? no #this isn't sparked by anything #except the fact that I only ever see people talking about girls or boys on my dash #rarely ever any enby stuff #i feel a little excluded #so I'm just saying #nonbinary

[liquidstar]

this is not a comprehensive list

#in order from left to right (with explanations): #k on #(self explanatory. definition of moe.) #a place further than the universe #(theyre at least a little insane for going all the way to antarctica for funsies) #bocchi the rock #(good mix of insane and sweet. most of the insane parts come from bocchi herself) #nichijou #(literally so much happened all the time) #and asobi asobase #(they did do arson) #i haven't seen azumanga daioh or yuru camp and i never finished lucky star #but based on what i know abt the first two id put it... azumanga between bocchi and nichijou. and yuru camp with or after k on #and from what i remember abt lucky star its also just after k on #a bit quirkier but nothing ever really happens in it. as far as i watched. which is why i stopped watching LOL #but thats all assumptions and second hand knowledge so i figured i shouldnt actually include them unless i was SURE #i also thought abt putting asteroid in love in here too but that one is a bit more niche so i left it out #i also excluded any idol shows bc that feels like a different category. and would make this too long #sorry zombieland saga and love live.... #i also excluded straight up yuri. this is more abt Hanging Out than romance. but some is allowed as long as its not the focal point #like kita in btr. shes very yuri but the show isnt about that #you could probably also put is the order a rabbit on here but idr much from that. i think i watched like 3 episodes umm 100 years ago #i also thought abt putting the highschool girls segments from daily lives of highschool boys here. but they arent in most of the show #tho theyd probably go between nichijou and asobi asobase. or maybe on par w nichijou #that one girl did almost kill the other two with a rock as im sure youve all seen

[apotelesmaa]

I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.

#‘he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being #odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that #gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd. #project sekai #in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for #if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes. #consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense… #*nene* is socially anxious #rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years. #i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing #it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon. #2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu #and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment. #read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.

[buttertrait]

im just gonna say whats on my mind feel free to ignore this post its kinda petty but i just have to let it out

#i feel like simblr has become very picky and there's very obviously favourites #and while i do feel like this has always been the case ive noticed it a lot more recently #and i think like an example of this is the simblr question of the day and like while i know its just supposed to be a fun little thing #i do feel like its very picky #and i feel like it can make people feel excluded (myself included) #because ofc i understand its unrealistic to send it to everyone #however that still doesnt take away from the fact it excludes a lot of people #i feel like instead of just sending it to a select few people it could be more of an ask chain #like for instance “send this to 5 other simblrs” #because then it feels like more of a thing within the community #idk just #something thats been on my mind #anyway this is probably an unpopular opinion and im probably going to get a lot of people mad at me for this but #idk #butter's thoughts #delete later

[theflyingfeeling]

...😭

#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one #the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all #i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today #as i was absolutely useless today #and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭 #a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭 #and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional) #i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again #i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again #i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it #i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn #and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now #also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely #and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends #for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations #on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed #i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely #please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby

[wren-of-the-woods]

I was singing along to Fair today and I noticed something fascinating: it's possible that there are three characters in the song: "I," "he," and "she."

Most of the first-person material in the song is in the form of quotations (e.g. and he'll say "it's not fair how much I love you"). We certainly have two characters, "he" and "she", who speak to each other throughout the song.

At the beginning and the end, however, something different might be going on. The song opens with a few verses in first person with no reference to "he" or "she" (It's what my heart just yearns to say...the reason I was born). Because Joey Batey is singing, it's easy to assume that this is "he" narrating. That may be the intention. It's interesting, though, that directly after this it switches to third person: Cos outwardly he says I try so hard to make you laugh at me / And she, she does, she laughs...

A similar thing happens at the end, starting with "how unfair they'll sing." This verse is narrated by an outside perspective: something looking in on the couple from outside. Fascinatingly, the chorus that comes after this is the only one that does not begin with a dialogue tag, simply saying "it's not fair." It's almost like that first line is a moment of the narrator's perspective before it switches back to dialogue between the characters.

Is this narrator a different person, perhaps a friend of the couple? Is it the world? Is it destiny? Is it the stars that hum and hear them? Regardless, they seem to be just as in love with the story and the people as the couple are with each other, and I think that's beautiful.

TLDR: The narrator in Fair may be a seperate entity from the characters within the song, but they are just as in love with the story as the characters are with each other.

#fair #the amazing devil #joey batey #madeleine hyland #wren talks #does this make sense? no idea but i'm having feelings!! #something something the narrative being in love with the characters something the story being wrapped into the love #aksjdfhjas #this occurred to me while i was making food and the urge to leave the stove alone to look at the bandcamp lyrics was Strong #fortunately i resisted #what with all the i/he/she meta surrounding her sweet kiss i'm surprised this never occurred to me! #something something one joey batey voice crack song has the narrator excluded from the love triangle #while the other is a part of the beauty #that meme of the guy with the pinboard and all the red lines? that's me #also i feel like there's something to be said about how little miss why so new york torch song and fair all have a he says/she says structu #but that's another post

[wis-art]

Jag vill att göra konst som gör amerikanska människor känner som invandrare, som jag kände när jag kom till Sverige i 2020, alla var ny och spännande och jag kände som någon andra från svenskar men, välkom här. Jag vill att göra amerikanska människor känner "foreign" men inte ovälkom i det (((jag är trött av Amerika som kulturs central))) också nie jestem Szwedką, jestem poprostu zmęczona brakiem mediów które pokazują kraje w których mieszkałam i mieszkam, lubię pisać moje postacie po angielsku ponieważ to jest lingua franca dużej części świata i poprostu mogę dotrzeć tak do większej publiki. Prawie każda postać którą zrobiłam jest bazowana na ludziach których znam.

#waleria is polish for example #and like her gf is Ethiopian #like my coworkers :) #hi if youre confused #pawesome #i made this post specifically talking about how i want to make you feel a little foreign in my art #i don't want you to be excluded just a little foreign in what i make #the same way i am just a little foreign in american movies and media

[paperlovesadness]

(and let's not forget:)

#it had to be done #I feel like its so obvious maybe its actually been done before #but even if so - it deserved to be done a second time #also #what if I make this a shirt and wear it to the gig I go to #okay no; too small. #what If I make a banner of this and hang it up on the barrier in the front if the gig I go to 😌 #that'd be fun #anyway #felt a little bitter thinking about all my faves being excluded for AM so I went ahead and poured that rage into a meme #that's how you live in the internet #kisses to you all #// #my posts #Arctic Monkeys #The Car tour #lil jokey jokes

[age-of-moonknight]

House of M: Avengers (Vol. 1/2007), #5.

Writer: Christos N. Gage; Penciler: Mike Perkins; Inker: Andrew Hennessy; Colorist: Raul Trevino; Letterer: Rus Wooton

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 58163 #House of M: Avengers #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Iron Fist #Danny Rand #I guess I wanted to give these panels their own post because there’s just….something about them I wanted to discuss more #this is diving dangerously close to «personal opinion» territory (so please feel free to ignore all that follows) #but I guess I just wish this point had been developed a bit more because for the past 5 issues Marc’s refused to change because the cowl’s #«spiritual significant» to him and I’m (again personally) of the idea that something that important to someone is not easily foregone #idk this is probably stemming more from the long conversations I’ve had about «when outward displays of faith become dangerous #when should you start changing what you do? Should you ever? Is it a greater show of faith to continue on despite the danger? #Do you only practice in secret? Or is doing whatever you must to survive a greater show of endurance #living and working to make the necessary changes within the system so that one day you might be able to practice openly in peace?» #sorry for getting philosophical and sorry for being perhaps unfair to a friggin comic book particularly for a minor character #but I’m feeling a little uncharitable because I was dodging violence against women/close up shots of women’s rears this entire series #(if this post looks a little weirdly cropped it’s because I chose to exclude the panel where unlike what Danny + Marc get here #there’s a very male-gaze look at Angela and Felicia undressing) #and again! (at least on that second point because that might have been entirely Perkins’ doing) I might be being a little unfair #but that sort of content doesn’t inspire me to believe that the creators were asking complex questions when they had Marc hang up his #spiritually significant hood but maybe were thinking things like «is spirituality really /that/ significant compared to tactical efficacy?» #something that…gets me when about a guy who has demonstrated that spirituality is uniquely/complexly important to him #anyway this is entirely my opinion on something that is very much up to reader interpretation so please ignore me rambling #(and quite possibly simply blowing things completely out of proportion) in the tags hahaha

[todayisafridaynight]

any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that

if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it

#snap chats #no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game #oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH. #id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k #OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think #my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious #rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final #HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE #i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that #i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki #someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it #like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but #i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital #the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe #cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion. #yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3 #its a real head scratcher ... #a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think #it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little #and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened' #im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways.... #sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly #idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me #THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED #i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell #is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form #i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments #BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow #im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE

[saintadeline]

Bloodborne is seriously the most beautiful game of all time i think about this every single time i replay it but genuinely. Just exploring yharnam and staring in awe at how gorgeous everything is, its never about graphics, bloodborne has a noticeable stylization i think in a way even stronger than other fromsoft games, and the use of lighting and color palettes is just so good it makes me want to Be there. The game is already so stunning as it is ingame but i think having access to the map viewer on my own to the side made me appreciate it even more i love seeing the way everything is constructed and put together with just the flat textures before applying any engines and even as flat surfaces you can just feel the cohesion in the backgrounds, even textureless stripped of everything that makes it "beautiful" it still feels so unique and already gets the vibe across and that explains how the game feels the way it does visually, which is something i think a lot of current gen "high fidelity" games struggle with. Hard to explain what I mean but I feel it. Also i love the slight like chromatic aberration effect bb has on the edges of the screen it adds such a nice touch to the atmosphere honestly. Sighs dreamily

#like every single location is so unique and has its own style separate from each other #but in a way thats really cohesive and still makes it feel like part of the same thing #and theyre all so beautiful in their own way #ppl dunk on the forbidden woods and nightmare frontier a lot for what i think are #just gameplay reasons but their blind hatred of those areas extends to the way theyre often excluded when #people talk about all the 'prettiest areas' and whatnot. but i think they deserve the love just as much as anywhere else #when youre not panic running through it the woods are really beautiful and well crafted #its all so skillfully put together to give exactly the atmosphere it needed #theres so many parts of it that feel iconic to me or at least could be #and the nightmare frontier i think genuinely has some of the most stunning environment designs #that were introduced by it later reused in the hunters nightmare. so it should #have its own little pedestal as The OG i think. like all the spirals and etchings that feel like #a naturally occurring phenomenon but also does not look like one. you know what im talking about? #and the strangely bright sky and fog in the distance... so so good #i have paragraphs upon paragraphs to say about each area obv but these two feel so underrated #do the fucked up graves in the woods mean nothig to you... does the little cave you spawn in in the frontier mean nothing to you...

[theinfinitedivides]

someone tell white people stop reviewing Bollywood by mediocre Western standards i'm f*cking crying rn

#film: pathaan #pathaan #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #this applies to pretty much everything but specifically at this moment this is for this film #just saw the Variety review of Pathaan and the first thing he does is compare it to RRR??? goes ahead and calls RRR Bollywood??? #chewing and biting RRR is not f*cking Bollywood #it is part of South Indian cinema. more specifically it is part of Tollywood #when the actors in RRR do media interviews and tell you it isn't a Bollywood film #you'd think you'd f*cking listen for once but apparently not #then continues the review by naming a bunch of Western action stars and saying that Bollywood used to feel more exotic #exotic is like a nails-on-chalkboard word for me and #'James Bond meets Jason Bourne meets Jason Statham meets Fabio' #i'm sorry but Don had a better f*cking soundtrack than James Bond's entire career so i think SRK gets to have a little fun #and be a mismatch of overplayed tropes and already seen actors if he wants to. while being hotter than them. just as a treat #(btw Daniel Craig as Bond gets excluded from the 'entire career' bc he's also hot and heavily bisexual. gays get rights in this household) #also how could i forget the sacrilege of 'Khan who suggests a sleeker more ripped Adam Driver in a man-bun' #pls. pls don't compare him to that man he doesn't deserve that kind of slander to his looks and reputation sksksksk #i need to cleanse my eyes from this they didn't deserve that kind of slander either

[sailoreuterpe]

I wish that I had the energy and time to do the BB questions. It's been a long week. I miss creating. I miss interacting with people.

#it's so childish #but I feel isolated #both from my friends online #and in person #it's bringing back memories #of everyone else playing together #and no one was excluding me #and no one was mean #but I still felt that invisible wall #like a glass #and I'm the bug #gently taken away #because I don't belong #I'm nearly forty fucking years old #when do I get to stop feeling like a shunned baby? #it's harsh #but when do I get to kill the lonely little girl inside? #trying to heal her isn't working #melodramatic much? #I don't want to spend another forty years #feeling so lonely

[someone-else-entirely]

If there's one thing I'm gonna come away from this Passover with it's a new and enduring love for the wicked son

#jumblr #by coincidence I ended up reading the paragraph for the wicked son for both Seders this year #and it just got me thinking. like #I know there's already been a lot of discussion and interpretation on this topic #but god the way the wicked son is treated is breaking my heart #first of all he's referred to as a ''rasha'' #that's a STRONG word in Jewish tradition - ''evildoer'' is a decent translation but it doesn't quite cut it #it's not something thrown around lightly #and he's a KID. even my brother admitted that a KID can't actually be a rasha #second of all he just asks a QUESTION. THAT'S ALL. #and yeah the language he uses excludes himself but?? the wise son uses the exact same language and is praised??? #why the distinction? why is the wise son assumed to be a Good Kid but the wicked son is assumed to be rebellious and dismissive #WHEN THEY USE THE SAME PHRASING #(''what is this to you'' not ''to me'' or ''to us'') #and also did anyone ask the wicked son why he excludes himself? #was he ever made to feel excluded? #why do you jump to ''well you wouldn't have been redeemed if it had been you in Egypt'' #(INSANE thing to say to a child btw what the HELL) #instead of trying to see where he's coming from? trying to get on his level? #anyhow yeah I think I'm projecting a little but. @wicked son I love you

[universalheart]

apocalypse

#i really missed drawing in mspaint! this is my first mspaint drawing in a long long time. its also of the most predictable characters ever #but my friend fizz recently asked me why i liked gallus so much in the first place (because i am the only gallus fan.) this made me rewatc #basically every episode he's in so that i could think about like...really why i DO like him. at the time i told avery that its because i #just tend to like grumpy characters (which they said like grumpy bear lol - i do love grumpy bear and am a huge care bears fan. another #good example is susie deltarune or karkat. i really like them both.) #but then why don't i have an obsession with like...short fuse? or gilda? or smolder? #(although i do actually adore gilda and smolder...) #but its probably because gallus gets the most emotional focus out of any young 6 member (excluding maybe yona?) especially in the episode #hearth's warming club. this episode (just his telling of his backstory really) is very heart-wrenching to me. more so now that i really #like him and have created a whole characterization for him outside of the show. #and there are other things...like the fact that he's a boy character in a show that doesn't have an apparent misogynistic culture #or the fact that he's from a different kingdom so he's experiencing equestria for the first time #or the fact that i sometimes...personally feel excluded not from wider society but also my family. so i relate to him. and i wrote these #feelings i have into summerfree! ive been doing it since i was 17! his original iteration was named LYRICAL PROSE...but he's always just #sort of been me trying to express how comforted i feel by my little pony. my old oc tickle (and my current oc daisy chain and my ponysona #milkweed) also do this for me. #its like free therapy :3 #gallus #summerfree apple #june 12th 2023 #june 13th 2023

[honorthysalad]

Hikaru’s mom compilation. 3 times she shows up. Outside of this- I think she’s mentioned three times: cut up some watermelon, one of the reasons Hikaru doesn’t want to die, and then to say she, along with the hikaru’s grandma, doesn’t know anything about Hichi-san.

#Don’t think I missed any but I didn’t check any of the extras #First ones from ch5 #Last two are both ch7 #Moku is doing another Q&A on twitter #I don’t have an account tho and I refuse to sign up soo #I’ll just whisper my wishes for her name to be revealed to the wind and hope it carries over #Somehow #I don’t think Hikaru’s grandma has appeared a single time #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #my hgsn shit #Only told to the men… I’ll fight #I’ll fight for her right to be in the story #I’d like for at some point for it to be answered why the women are excluded from this #Because the indoh family has a weird thing surrounding women #Kinda touch on it in my talk on the indoh family curse but it’s very telling that hikaru is told that if HE falls in love #To marry quick like. It doesn’t really matter what the person he falls in love with thinks #All wrapped up with a little bow saying it’s for their safety so that’s why he has to place his own feelings above theirs #And I very much doubt they’d be allowed to divorce. Marry young and quick and marry forever #Of course the answer to why the women are excluded is misogyny but like- an in universe discussion around it would be nice #Real post in the tags #per usual