#i either go all in on the towns people

[cuhreestina]

A happy holiday to Farmer Snard and the only heart event they’ve had 2 years in

#stardew valley #stardew shane #sdv shane #sdv farmer #stardew valley fanart #sdv oc #stardew valley farmer #i either go all in on the towns people #or have three heart with Shane and Willy for 3+ years #I’ve also never married despite 300+ hours logged on steam

[cerise-on-top]

Fasching with König

Because today is Faschingsdienstag, I just had to write something for him on that day! Today is the only day I can post this, afterwards I'll have to wait over a year again! Fasching is an Austrian holiday that is essentially the last day before fasting for 40 days, so people go all out with food and drinks and festivities, they even dress up in costumes! It's not nearly as fancy as what some other countries have, but it's tradition! Besides, who am I to say no to a Krapfen with König!

Mentions of alcohol, but König is Austrian, so what did you expect?

First off, he hates going to the city during that “holiday”, there are far too many people, the crowds are way too big and it’s too loud for his liking as well. The only reason he’s taking you to the city on that day is so you can experience more of Austria with him. At least that’s what he tells you, in reality he just really wants to go eat a Langos or two and drink a few beers. No one would judge him for that on Fasching, there are crazier bastards out there than him. He’s never been a fan of Fasching, not even when he was a kid. The only reason he looked forward to that day was because he could go home from school earlier than usual. But other than that Fasching had always irritated him. He was never one for playing dress up either.

He couldn’t say he was surprised when you came up to him, demanding for the two of you to dress up as something. The most König would do on his own would be to put on a pair of bee feelers on top of his head, but he would never consider putting on a full costume. Not only was there a chance people would stare at him, but he’d feel awkward as well. Besides, which place would actually sell a costume in his size? Not a common one. You’d need to be a bit annoying for him to put on more than just bee feelers. He’s more willing to play dress up with you as long as you put on something as well, though, even if it still wouldn’t be anything too fancy. If he can find one, he might put on a Winnie the Pooh onesie, but only because it’s somewhat comfortable, somewhat warm and because there are weirder people than him out there.

He’d hate seeing the Faschingsumzug, but he’d tolerate it just for you so you can see all the wagons together and comment on all the costumes. The music is far too loud, there are people surrounding him on every side and he still hasn’t had a single drink yet. Tragic. You might wanna hold onto his arm before you’re being swept away by the crowds. Although König usually isn't one for PDA, in this case he’d prefer to keep you close. It keeps him a bit calmer and you’re not getting lost in a city or town you barely know. You can drag him around all you want, though, he’ll comply, even if he might roll his eyes a bit whenever you wanna go take a closer look at some of the other costumes and wagons. However, get ready to be dragged to one of the nearest stands for a few Langos. They’re not amazing, nothing special in the slightest, but they’re not bad either. He’ll pay for them, naturally. You can choose between a regular Langos, a Toast Langos or even a Käsekrainer Langos. König will likely have eaten all three due to his massive appetite, but you’re more than welcome to take a bite out of them as well.

Once it’s finally getting a bit later and the masses are starting to disperse, that’s when König will be a bit less grumpy. He gets to finally go to a bar with you and drink to his heart's content, his highlight of the day. You can drink whatever you want, from soda to Pago, from Spritzer to Jägermeister, he’ll always go for a few beers. While he might seem a bit grumpy at first, once he’s had his first beer he’s a bit more cheerful, König just really hates big crowds. However, he got to spend another day with you, which is all he could ever want. While you’re sitting at the bar he might take out a few Krapfen for the both of you to enjoy as well. Might joke about getting some Heringsschmaus with you the next day, even if you don’t like fish. It’s tradition, it’s part of the Faschingszeit, but that doesn’t mean he’s a big fan of it either. No, he much prefers the Krapfen you can eat during Fasching. Not big on fasting, he loves beer and meat too much to give up either of those things and won’t even do so if you ask him to. He’s a simple man, he knows what he wants and he knows what he likes. You can pry his Schweinsbraten from his cold dead hands, and even then he’d put up a fight.

Although König loves spending time with you, he will be glad once Fasching is over and once you finally voice the thought of going home. He’s tired from all the people and the alcohol makes this situation only slightly better. Even so, despite all of that, he’s looking forward to the next holiday, proper or not, he can spend with you. Due to him having drunk some beers, he’ll likely stay in bed a bit longer the next day. A perfect opportunity to snuggle up to him for a bit. Afterwards you can discuss what you would like to eat together.

#cod #cod x reader #könig #konig #könig x reader #konig x reader #I was so unhappy when I had to go through town today and there was no way through so I had to go around town to get home #I was so incredibly pissed about that #but hey my father made Gulasch today! and he put a blueberry quark strudel in the oven! it was so creamy and good! #so food wise today was amazing for me! #I even wore some cat ears at wok. the other apprentice and me were the only ones who “dressed up” today which was a shame #even though he only wore devil horns and that's it so nothing big either #but there are people who dress up entirely! but you barely see couple's costumes here. I saw none today in all honesty #I saw a lot of ladybugs though! a few bees! piglets! sunflowers! #it's a colorful festival! but a lot of people drink on this day so not a lot of them will be at work tomorrow! good #the only reason König would love this holiday would be because of the beer #you guys don't understand just how much alcohol Austrians drink we're far far above the EU average #the state I live in is far above the Austrian average as well my father told me today #so yeah we drink lots and lots of alcohol. beer for the most part but Spritzer is also really popular. Spritzer is superior though #beer is just disgusting and gross. I've tried it once and it was so bitter. but this is coming from someone who likes Jägermeister haha #I didn't get a Krapfen today though which is so incredibly sad :( Maybe some other time but it won't be a Faschingskrapfen :(

[sketchyfandomgirl]

Ghost eats a lot. He has to if he wants to keep his huge physique and the demand of being able to carry almost a hundred pounds of gear at minimum and have the strength to fight his foes with the precise speed he canonically has in hand to hand as well as running as fast as fcking Captain America??

We have seen this man run through that forest in that one video??? Iykyk.

Yeah, I’m sorry to say but that man is PACKING away food like a damn horse. There’s no way that man starves himself. That’s a motherfucker who has the appetite to compete with a fucking Hobbit. He’s got a special diet of five meals per day💀

#this man eats the military out of house and home #I’m sorry but I do NOT believe for a second Simon starved himself for days like some people hc #especially if he’s on deployment #when he’s at home? I truly believe he’s binging food all day. #I mean he’s got food within five feet of his vicinity. It doesn’t matter if it’s cooked by him or shit he bought at a market #that’s also not to mention if he has a fast metabolism he’s going to be hungry within like an hour or two. he needs those calories #big beast of a man like him eats lke there’s no tomorrow #I’m sorry to rant(?) but this has been bothering me for a hot minute #the only reason *why* he might not eat is either rationing giving it to another who needs it more like an injured comrade or civilians #A hangry Simon Riley would level a town for some Cheetos #this man would be grateful if someone cooked him a big ass meal and it meets his huge appetite lbr #a way to a man’s heart? through the stomach #cod #cod mw2 #cod modern warfare #cod mwii #ghost cod #simon ghost riley #simon riley #simon riley call of duty #ghost call of duty #simon riley x reader

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

I LOVE going everywhere by bike. Don't need to wait for a bus. Don't need to cram myself into a bus with (urgh) people. Or even worse, what feels like every single student in town. I still get home in about the same amount of time. I'm so so flexible including with places. Like yeah sure, let's go there! I don't care if the next bus station is far away. Doesn't matter to me.

Stayed out late with friends recently. Two of em had to get their family to come pick them up because that's too far to walk and it was too late for buses. A different friend lives like 30 minutes away but always walks and their way goes through a small park where literally no one is at with few lanterns so it's pitch black and I could literally just walk them home and then take the bike which is faster and has its own light and feels and probably is safer than walking those dark ass streets at night alone.

Like. I can just do all that. And yeah, sometimes when I'm not doing too well I feel like collapsing afterwards and yeah, maybe my fingers feel like falling off a lot at this time of year but that's like. SO worth it. I have no idea how people can live and NOT go everywhere by bike. Like if it's more than 20-30 minutes maybe but even with hills.... I fucking love my bike.

#a biscuit's rambles #also i just love going out with friends til late?? #with the lockdown and shit that is such an entirely new experience and its great #also i like feeling useful i think. i like walking a friend home knowing ill definitely get home safe #idk #i also like my bike. a lot #been taking it literally every single day for years now and i have no regrets #EXCEPT FOR THOSE FUCKING PEDESTRIANS THAT HEAR MY BELL AND DO NOT FUCKING MOVE #AND THE OTHER BIKES THAT JUST DONT RING THEIR BELLS OR NOT EVEN HAVE ANY #LIKE THEN YOU GOTTA AT LEAST YELL AT PEOPLE TO MOVE OVER YOU NUMBNUT #A BIKE IS QUIET THEY DO NOT HEAR YOU THEY WILL NOT MOVE OVER MAGICALLY #AND IM STUCK BEHIND YOU #ALSO ITS JUST ASSHOLE BEHAVIOUR LIKE SOMEITMES WARNING SOMEONE SO THEY KEEP TO THE BLOODY SIDE IS GOOD!!! #and dont even get me STARTED ON SOME OF THE CARS #MUCH LESS THE STUPID ASS FUCKING INFRASTRUCTURE OF MY TOWN #ITS LIKE THEY WANT BIKES TO BE RUN OVER #fun fact i have been run over before #just fuckin collided with a car #nobody would listen to me try to pick apart the details of how it felt #which was probably my way of trying to cope with that experience lol #though nothing serious happened. bUT STILL #also oh god that one stupid fucking street with those stupid ass cars NOBODY NEEDS A CAR THERE JUST BAND HTEM ALREADY #AND THE. THE FUCKIGN ROADWORKS #I CAN NOT REACH MY SCHOOL WITHOUT ALMOST BEING EITHER HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A HUGE SHOVEL OR RUN OVER BY A TRUCK #AND IF THATS NOT THE CASE THEN THERES SO MANY FCKING PEOPLE THAT EVEN IF I YELL AT THEM LIKE MAD I CANT GET PAST WITHOUT RUNNING SOMEONE #THROUGH MYSELF #im very passionate about all things bike. but thinking abt it is a huge part of my life so im allowed to be

[bubbieboy]

i don’t know if this is a hot take or not but the rr/b skew more neutral than evil to me

#at least when they’re just on their own and not actively following the orders of grown-ass lunatics #they could objectively be doing worse #but the way they’re written they’re just really obviously kids with no actual guidance trying to have fun #the most actively evil thing they’ve done is pay lip service to destroying the power/puff girls sometimes #and then just never really. attempt it? #and i’m comparing this to the ppnkg who actually Are evil #arguably Also because of the way they’re raised but still #their actions lean more actively dangerously malicious than an annoying child with powers spiting you because you happened to buy a soda #all of this to say i just don’t buy when people refer to them as irredeemable or naturally immoral or anything #i think they’re naturally *mischevious* but as far as them maturing/the possibility of being rehabilitated #realistically they could truly go either way #this isn’t really a response to any particular takes i’ve seen though i’m just rambling #bubble journal #i know a lot of people don’t like that about them and want them to be more threatening #i personally like it a lot though i mean it’s definitely how I would’ve written characters like them i think #and i think making them shittier would just turn them into full ppnkg clones #and it would also make less sense for the girls to even let them keep living if they were full-on horrible constantly #like . kill them!?!?!!?!?!? are you nuts!!!?!!!!!!?!? #that’s like an av3ngers level threat you’re letting run around town

[itstimeforstarwars]

I need everyone to start moving their shit by train for at least 90% of the journey again specifically because semi truck traffic is making it impossible for me to enjoy sitting outside on my front porch.

#chit chat #we do not need semis barreling through my small town at 70 mph when I know damn well that all four of the larger towns around me #are built around the railroad tracks #either cut down your deliveries to once a day or start sending a few short trains back and forth a few times a day #put some people in one car and cargo in the next idgaf #the semis going through my area are almost all transporting crops livestock or gravel #none of that's gonna hurt humans if there's an accident #train propaganda

[butchwink]

i got the best and worst booster box ever i pulled three blue eyes. but this was pokemon and it was the fucking duck. quaxlys evolution. i got a bunch of everything cause its a booster box but i pulled three quaquavals. i did it like an advent calendar with my friend. we opened maybe five packs the day we bought it and restrained ourselves for a month and had a pack a day it was so fun pulling these!

the third quaquaval was the rare one but not the gold one and i was so mad lmao it was the second last pack. forreal! and my pulls other than the full art wooper (lets fucking gooo) were shit i wanted a clodsire! i pulled one buying three packs a few days later no big deal lmao but i was so mad at this box.

the last pack had the rare tinkaton. i also got a full art boss's orders too im so happy it was such a funny fucking box in the end i pulled three fucking blue eyes i swear if i saw a fourth quaquaval too early i mightve actually ripped it in half. my problem is I LOST THEM ON THE FUCKING BUS AND LIKE MY WALLET ITS FATE IS WITH THE HUMANS OF OTTAWA AND THE FUCKERS AT OC TRANSPO THAT I TRUST SO MUCH FUCK MY LIFE

#either way people are finding cool shit no wonder they wont give me my shit back youre all thieves and im a dipshit i left my wallet behind #and my three fucking blue eyes #sorry new york joey wheeler wake the fuck up #dont come to my town with your red eyes black dragon early GRIMA. AMERICA. CALIFORNIA. IM TALKING TO NY HERE #mitski lady lamb st vincent anyone #torres is already too involved lmao go check out HUG FROM A DINOSAUR #sound of the summer of 2022 #go talk to torres shes almost done touring in texas i think #ramadan is almost over #i dont wanna check back in at the fucking psych ward to hang out with the actual king of canada lol #he keeps saluting everyone theyll never let him out and he wont drop the king shit for a whole year if he needs to #hes so doomed this king of afghanistan and canada. this afghan guy stuck in ottawa and he knew he was a prince for a while lmao #I DONT NEED TO GO FIST BUMP HIM MORE AT THE PSYCH WARD LMAO I KNOW I NEED TO SHOW HIM SUBTLETY WITH THE DRS BUT HOLY SHIT LMAO #montfort let my people goo. one day more?? les mis crowd??? someone give alison a fucking nightmare already #im friends with someone who played lead on american idiot for a uottawa production idk if you went to see that but that was buddy lol #hes in toronto now all the actors and serious people move to mtl and toronto whats our problem with the crown anyway?? mary simon?? #put a ring on it?? #im the exhalt and i have a nice big freckle where the ring goes i swear to god

[gothamitepride]

I'm not gonna lie, I'm very interested in Gotham history now. Maybe I should change my career path to historian

#gothamite #gotham #did you know that gotham was a coal town in the 1800s? #me to the hundreds of dead mayors who either died a mysterious death or stepped out of office immediately: So uh what's up with that? #Alan Wayne. Theodore Cobblepot. Edward Elliot #A.T.E #Half the time in Wayne History (tm) I go They Did What #And it WORKED?? #Thomas Wayne was a complete badass #Martha Wayne was a complete badass #I'm surprised that these are not tags already #Thomas Wayne treated literally anyone and everyone #When the public complained?? Ignored them #And Martha Wayne? Literally an icon #Pretty much pioneered all of culture #I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ALSO CALLED THEM UGLY AND WEIRD LIKE?? #Only at the start of their careers but STILL #like why are you lying to yourselves #history of Gotham #rant

[flufflecat]

Really not feelin it this week. Tag rant incoming

#it's just been a slew of horrible things this week and idk how to handle any of it #we had to take my childhood cat to the vet on Monday bc she's very sick and very skinny #and we thought we'd have to put her down #I'm so thankful bc she still has a bit of time and really all I want is for her to be comfortable again before she dies #but shes in such bad shape #and I hate seeing her like that. I found her when she was just a few weeks old #and now she's 15 and she just got old out of nowhere #and I'm not gonna be able to see her anymore soon #I'm going to a funeral Saturday for one of my aunts #I wasn't close to her since I was a kid but my family more or less abandoned her #and now she's dead and I never went to see her when she was alone #and today my other aunt died. and I was close to her. #I haven't seen her in years either though bc of more family drama. #and I never visited her either. idek if she was alone or if she had people. #I should have visited her when we found out she was sick but I just didn't #idk what to do. it's all just piling up #I feel worse rn than I have in years #and more bad things just keep happening #I was excited this week bc I got some work done on my college application #but now my motivation is just gone #I just wanna sleep and wake up and find out that my aunt is actually alive and someone just got it wrong somehow #but I can't fall asleep and that won't happen so waking up won't even be worth that #I would call off work tomorrow but I don't wanna be alone and my coworkers are the only people I know in town #at least they're all nice people #this all sucks so fucking bad #personal #negative

[sendmyresignation]

partially incoherent thoughts at the moment but it is very interesting that the kind of tumblr esque “punk is ___” (insert kindness, insert being against the counter culture insert taylor swift) is, to me, very much an outgrowth of the vagrant records emo boom tying punkandemo as a concept into something mainstream and fundamentally earnest and curated and about feeling alienated moreso than angry or political or even diy, however that makes you feel. like personally i vibe a lot more with the vagrant model than than the victory one and do agree about the band-first approach of egan. but i think we are forever dealing with the repercussions of his rhetoric, the way he found “a new definition of punk in the rejection of the rigid orthodoxies of self-proclaimed punk” (greenwald; nothing feels good) moreso than the bands he signed or even the music they made because it became a calling card of the third wave and warped tour bands

#egan and vagrants motto of justifying their success in the mainstream by hitting on the ways in which it was trangressive. the like bucking #of punk's old convictions is textbook the way non-punk ppl try to justify how their interests are 'punk' bc it makes oldheads mad or whatevs #the difference is egan and his bands very clearly gave a shit about punk music- but the kids who took after him....well #but thats also why its funny to me to see mcr or fob band blogs reblog those trolly posts about punk or bringing back gatekeeping lmaooo #but on another level i see people talk about demographics and this idea that punk 'moved' to a more suburban well-to-do teen demographic #and thats just fundamentally untrue. there are working class ppl in punk itd be a lie to say their arent. #but with like hardcore esp. its college kids in college towns. well off. parents arent struggling. the dc scene its so noticeable #because of the capital all those kids had parents who were either professors or gov workers. #and thats very common across scenes. riot grrl. posthardcore. jersey rutgers house parties. etc etc #i dont really know where im going with this other than its interesting and not something i think ppl understand? #anyway finally reading nothing feels good thanks mr andy greenwald #my posts

[notfknapplicable]

You know what a petty bitch like me loves when I'm already having a great month? Walking past the person who fired me from my first job at this same university while I'm walking back from downtown with Florida water in my hand and a red keffiyah tied to my purse. I know why I was fired: I cursed at a staff meeting once, and also I refused to go to a group lunch that was happening at a country club. I am a Black woman and this is the south, so of course I'm not trying to eat at no motherfucking country club. This person happened to be head of HR and was present for my firing. I was asking questions about why I was losing my job even though I got along great with my students and worked hard at outreach and recruitment, and she literally interrupted me to say "[govt name], this isn't a conversation." She then offered me a box so I could clean out my desk.

At the time I'd never felt like less of a person than I did in that moment. She was obviously looking forward to firing me and made no attempt to make the process easier for me. Bitch was literally like "shut up, there's nothing to discuss, let me bring you a box."

And I walked past her today on my way back from the metaphysical shop with my rose lip balm and Florida water. She couldn't even look at me. She saw me and then she started gazing at whatever was in her hands. Not exactly sure why her discomfort delights me so much - actually, I am. It's because she shamelessly delighted in terminating my employment and went out of her way to make me feel "less than" during the process. Clearly I did not have a career in student services ahead of me and I am giddy as I try to choose which classes I'll be taking with my scholarship. All's well that ends well, I suppose.

#tales from scumbag city #I really needed to get this out #I didn't talk about my firing at all when it happened #for real I can't even find any posts about it in my archive #I was devastated and embarrassed #I'd chosen that job over one at the museum and I kicked myself for that #those were not my people at all #they were weirdo old south racists who still slept with their hair in curlers #and expected their POC coworkers to go out to eat with them at country clubs #I once invited them to go eat at an Indian restaurant and they suggested Chik-Fil-A instead #I knew those folks were not my people then #literally none of my coworkers actually lived in this town either #they were all white flighters living in nearby suburbs #libraries and archives are clearly where I belong

[ev-isms]

hmm. you

#thinking about. deltarune because of the stuff surrounding ralsei #cause like . somethingsomething ralsei can travel between all dark worlds and #I think that could be because he came from the ‘main fountain’ that has the town #also . since ralsei just appeared in the other dark world maybe he’s an outlier and doesnt really have an objectcounterpart like the others #Now i think its like . most people assume that ralsei would have an object because hes a darkner and i could be wrong on this part but #i do not remember it ever being directly stated or even implied that EVERY darkner has to have an object attached #yes you get things from the closet and you go into the computer lab and the darkness are themed around that but ralsei could be something #different #and #something something the unused text in the manual that says dedicated to the dark fountain that gives my body form and also #how he like disappears when he gets knocked down #you could say that the gives my body form would be like . about the object given the life and stuff by the fountain but #hm #no inventory item or extra sparkle like when rouxls goes off #however i also think the object theory ideas are very neat as well i think would be cool either way:)

[thedreadvampy]

thought too hard about my adolescence made myself sad 🥲

#red said #the thing is that i was talking to mum about a time when i was 17 when i almost left my ex but didn't #partly bc i was too scared cause it was 3am and i was in another town and i was either going to have to wait 3 hours for the first bus #or call home and wake my dad up and i thought he'd be so mad at me and i wouldn't know how to explain #and like with the power of 30 year old hindsight. he would not have been angry. #like i know that NOW. NOW i know his whole family history involves a lot of domestic violence and he'd be there to protect me #but i didn't know that when i was 17 i didn't know that he'd understand i was Just Scared #so i stayed and i stayed in that relationship another year and it got a lot worse #but some of it's like. how much of nobody coming to get me was that? would people have come if I'd just asked??? #and some of it's like. even if I'd known i could trust him i still couldn't have called my dad. cause i didn't trust myself. #like if I'd called anyone or left in the night at some point i would have had to explain. and he Barely Hit Me At All at that point #and i didn't have the vocabulary to frame the main stuff he was doing as abuse cause it wasn't overtly violent #even though it was. definitely. rape and emotional abuse. #so like i never left bc i couldn't construct a good enough explanation to myself of why i needed to #and i just stayed and got sadder and more withdrawn and more tired #and that sucks. like it's not even just that i didn't reach out for help it's that i COULDN'T #it took me until i was like 25 to even figure out that i COULD #and that's sad cause it's not even that i was it there alone. people would have come for me if i knew how to get off the island

[girlitfeelsgood]

I really hate the world

#harder to get at us here so you kill us in belgium instead I guess #I have family in brussels... #can't go into town without worrying and can't let anyone know you're swedish if you leave the country without being scared either I guess #and all of it over such a small thing too. I just don't understand how people can justify this stuff to themselves and others #someone said they didn't like you or your religion so now you're gonna murder a bunch of other people? I just can't wrap my head around it #personal

[guideaus]

It needs to be harder for American apocalyptic or disaster movies to be made

#personal #but i learned the obamas apparently had smth to do w this movie. so #im aware its propaganda unfortunately:/ #but even w/o the literal mention of the gov its just so shitty to imply humans all go bloodthirsty and be bunker weirdos #and ppl do see it and either think its cool or take it seriously and think its deep #i remember in 2018 here when most of the town was destroyed I'd see 'you loot we shoot' grafitti up and its soo embarassing #this individualistic libertarian vibe of every man for himself by these white conservative people #and that vibe of men being scared of their neighbors and looking thru cameras to be paranoid #why are we encouraging this!! #we got sick of zombies but think the broader subject of society collapsing is still smth to write abt... ok

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #storytime sexcapades #sadness is canceled. met a really cute cool dude visiting town for work and stayed up all night talking and uhhh. other things. #I really am so ready to move. I wanna be in a college town with community music groups and a larger visible queer population ugh. #anyway. the more I experiment the more I realize I'm actually definitely trans and I would like certain bits lopped off 😕 #I will literally never shut up about the connection between sex and gender. I'm sure there's some shortsightedness to it #because I'm speaking largely from my own experience with it. so obviously there's an implicit perspective bias there #but like. turns out when you're dissociated from your body it can be hard to enjoy certain body activities. #I'm mostly over showers now. it's way easier to see myself the way I want to be. still things I want fixed. but things are livable. #but yeh. sex is difficult when you're at war with your skin. #also. why do people do poppers. your head spin for a minute and you smell organic solvent for a while. my head spins all the time #like. “it's just like sniffing glue” bro why do people sniff glue I don't get that either“. #“it's like being drunk for a short time” I don't get why people do that either. #throwback to that time someone said I needed to not become an alcoholic and I just pointed to my four month old vodka bottle in the fridge. #idk. there's a use for it. alcohol is a CNS depressant and I love it for that. but only sometimes is that necessary. #anyway. I'm curious to try other substances but I fully expect to walk away going “eh. I don't get what the deal is with that”. #but we keep doing new things. for science. to learn about the world. and to become a more understanding person. understanding is everything #anyway. cool people do exist. I literally said that thing about not meeting people I like and the universe decided to be a joker about it #did I already say that we stayed up all night? sitting on the trunk of you car watching the stars on a warm desert night is a good vibe. #I like getting out of the city and finding a patch of desert to park in and just bathe in the night air. and it's better with company #the end. bye. I have an age of empires game to finish cause I paused it to go meet up with him. and now I have to finish it #ALSO. yeah I know.. vodka in the fridge. I've started putting it in the freezer just cause there's not as much room in the fridge