when people reblog donation posts and say "donate what you can", I really feel like people aren't actually internalising it. not all of us can afford to donate $50, $100, more than that. but i know for a fact that there are thousands of us that can spare $2 or $5, and that all adds up.
it hurts so much to sit here and feel the limits of our own ability. we're not millionaires. we can't instantly fund these escape attempts. but these are bids for life, by people who never asked for the hellfire being rained upon them by sadistic colonialists, greedy for oil and land. they committed no crime other than being born in palestine. and of course it's unfair, to have to shoulder the weight of people's lives when we're all struggling to get by as it is. but our governments relentlessly fail us, they fail to scrape at the bottom of their cold dead hearts for their last dregs of humanity. it is so, so unfair, but it is up to the common man to save each other.
please. look at this spreadsheet. find a fund that resonates with you. and DONATE WHAT YOU CAN.
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Healing is unfollowing a massive amount of artists who, at this moment in time, make you uncomfortable and you do not wish to see their content anymore due to personal hcs and views
Remember guys the unfollow and block buttons are there for a reason! Know it! Use it! Learn to love it!
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btw I don’t know if this is a thing anyone is thinking about but I’m not gonna stop drawing Jimmy as a canary. It’s a lovely bird. It’s still something that’s been really important to his series. There’s no reason to drop the canary headcanon just cuz Lizzie fell into the void.
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why'd my adderall xr kick in so late I fell asleep after an hour and woke up feeling it after a 2 hour nap 😑 jm wasting it by being asleep the first half.. I do love waking up feeling rested and not confused at least but come on
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Damn. I'm free
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ok hi haha lol I dont rly feel like going in circles in my head forever trying to figure out whether, among other "smaller" things, being left alone in a room w only media as a child and not feeling like I had even a semblance of a personality for most of my life counts as "trauma"
a lot of these parts of me are new, I'm just recently putting names to them and it feels as though I'm developing facets of personalities in my mid 20s after a lifetime of either feeling like I'm basically just ADHD in a person, an amalgamation of kins shoved into a body, or something made of guilt Also shoved into a body.
I don't like, claim to know what this means. but I don't think a lot of my current mutuals would feel comfortable interacting w me bc I don't necessarily believe in the black and white of what plurality is. I'm not able or planning on getting any formal diagnosis and while I'm discussing this w my therapist they're very much not one to pathologize
I definitely don't feel like one person but I dont think id count for most of you as a "system" as the different parts of me feel as though theyre still developing. take all of this as you will, I'm not going to stress my body out more by trying to figure out "what" I am as I've been doing that my whole life and I'm kinda tired of it.
I know that I'm not entirely one thing and feel Enough like multiple things for myself, but blurred in a lot of ways. like some sort of gem with many different facets.
not sure where to go w this tbh take this how you will. im not comfortable saying I'm leaning one way or the other regarding system discourse, (<- not a phrase i want to use but the best shorthand i have) as I genuinely don't believe the human brain is nearly that black and white.
I'm both "me" and very much not "me" at times. idk what this means but ik I'm not comfortable saying im just pandora and im not sure im "allowed" to say im a system and im not sure if it matters, or should matter, regarding friends. im going to be like this regardless, id unfollow me if this grey area im likely to stay in bothers you
if you don't want me refollowing I'd probably block, too, as my memory is bad
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『願いよ響け』 - Lyrics & Translation
『願いよ響け』 is the name of the song that Malleus, Idia, and Azul perform together at the end of the Glorious Masquerade event. (The song title can be translated as "Let my wish resound!", but I've seen people in the EN side of the fandom have also been calling it "Make a Wish", so call it what you may.)
Below is my take at translating the lyrics! And I've also put some notes in my tags.
夜明けに怯えて 幾度と願う
ひとりぼっちの空に別れと
愛の救いを
Fearing the dawn to come, I make my wish again and again
One wish to bid farewell to that lonely sky
And another for the salvation of love
祈りは遠く
紅蓮を照らして
My prayers, so far away
Shine down on that distant blaze of crimson
鐘よ響け 僕の願いを運んで
今日も温かな夢 高く手を伸ばして
Let the bells resound!
Let their echoes carry with them my heart's desires
Today, as well, I had that same warm dream
And now I lift up my hands, reaching out so high above
ああ もし許されるのなら
喜び 悲しみ 共に生きよう
Ahh, and if it's truly alright
Then let us go through life together, in joy and in sorrow
輝く人の声 満ちている笑顔
��うか僕に 光よ導け
The voices of the people shine, their faces brimming with smiles
I ask of you, O Light! Please, guide them to me!
焦がれてた素晴らしい朝へ
目覚めたら歩き出そう
僕の夢とともに
Once I awake, let us set forth together
Hand in hand with my dreams
Towards that glorious morning I’ve so longed for
鐘よ響け 僕の願いを運んで
今日も華やぐ街に 胸を踊らせてる
Let the bells resound!
Let their echoes carry with them my heart's desires
Today, as well, my heart leaps for joy
Here in this radiant city
ああ いま 美しく咲いた
喜び 悲しみ 皆で歌おう
Ah, and now it has bloomed so beautifully
In joy and in sorrow, let us all sing together
眩しく夢に見た 分かち合う愛を
どうか僕に 光よ導け
未来(あし��)へ
O Light! Please, bring my love to me!
Oh, how it shone in my dreams, the love that we shared
And now onwards, to tomorrow
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kaishin au where kaito unwillingly received immortality from pandora. kaito is torn and broken upon the burden of eternal life. shinichi promises to stay with him forever. to do so, he drinks aptx 4869 every 10 years.
years go by and soon everyone in their life passes. kaito and shinichi learned how to create the poison from haibara before she left the world as well. but though it works in consistently turning back time for shinichi, it is still a deadly poison. accumulated, it slowly weakens him.
as shinichi's body slowly deteriorates, the poison chipping away at his life, kaito spirals. once again, torn and broken, kaito is desperate. feeling this to be their last years together, he decides to find a way to stay with shinichi forever.
a way to reverse his immortality.
a way to die together.
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OUCH
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whenever i talk gender stuff it's always abt being transmasc n masc euphoria n binding or getting my hair cut again or whatever n like that's fine i do love all these things evidently but it is funny to me bc i feel more of a connection to being a woman than i do a "man" or whatever
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u guys ever think about killing urself for everyone elses sake.
just so people wont have to go thru the annoyance of talking to me or the disgust of seeing my face so they can be happier by talking to their other friends instead of me so they dont have to deal with my actual fucking stupidity
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Finally got the urge to write for the first time in a while, only to discover that my writing document
Almost 70 pages in Google docs of fanfiction and general drabbles from almost 3 years
Is gone. Poof. Kaput. Unable to be recovered. I'm reeling, in shock, livid and devastated.
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once in 3 months i make the mistake checking the like rb ratio and considering deleting my blog and just move to twt but this will pass right hahah just like my need to pull kirara hmmmmm
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honestly. I don't really have a lot of interest in jjk anymore, which is super frustrating as the story foundation is really interesting. I have my favorite characters, and I'm not really interested in reading beyond this point.
As a whole, I'm not a huge fan of dropping stories just because they don't go the way you want. In general I personally try not to do this, but stories where the author clearly hates the material or the audience so much they're willing to destroy the story to do so are not enjoyable. I really don't think gege even really likes writing jjk anymore.
There may be some change that I hear about months from now where something worked out one way or the other, but in general I feel like this story is not going to resolve in a way that feels like reading it was a worthwhile experience. And like, for good OR bad. Not every story has a happy ending, but this is really not particularly interesting and I don't feel the need to continue a story where the writer isn't even interested in what happens or how it advances anything outside of their personal pettiness. Feels very much like grr Martin. All the meaningless death and abuse without any real redeeming qualities.
I'm trying to remind myself that not every author wants to be a storyteller. Not every story is good. It's ok to read stories that aren't the best simply because you want to see where it goes, but gege isn't superior in some way, and i dont 'trust that he's cooking'. Even if the story turns around in an interesting or strategic way, I really am not particularly impressed. Ordinarily I would stay along for the ride, but I can't bring myself to care about something even the author doesn't care about. :/
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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