#i didn't mean to haunt you

[jeffy-reblogz]

I've been color-picking pride flags from one of my favorite albums ever, I Didn't Mean To Haunt You by Quadeca, for the past half hour. It is so fun, the colours are so fucking good and shout-out to the original artist bc the cover is gas

#pride flags #color picked flags #color pick #gay #nonbinary #aromantic #asexual #lesbian #genderfluid #transgender #idmthy #i didn't mean to haunt you #quadeca #this album rocks btw #pansexual #bisexual

[fleouriarts]

quadeca fanart because i finally listened to "i didn't mean to haunt you"... hooooooly shit what an album. i kept putting it off since i knew it was a sad one but some bad shit has been happening to me recently and it ended up being just what i needed. thank you quad ❤️

(for anyone unfamiliar and interested in listening, tw for suicide, it's a concept album about a guy who kills himself and becomes a ghost instead of 'passing on'. could potentially be quite triggering)

🐉🌺🎨 summer commissions are open! come browse my site if you’re interested!

#quadeca #i didn't mean to haunt you #my art #fanart #2023 #finished #wish there were more quadeca (and hivemind) fans on here i keep dragging myself back to twitter to post my recent stuff #absolutely horrid website but i do like seeing number go up... #at least its not instagram tho LOL #also i have to say this somewhere but it doesnt really warrant its own post. quadeca has tboy swag. thank you

[leftoverlemonpeels]

I honestly think that people are holding quadeca to too high a standard and it's not fair on his most recent drops I have seen so much criticism that is saying that it is a downgrade from idmthy and it's unnecessary scrutiny that he doesn't deserve and that isnt really good to do as a fan considering if you expect everything someone makes to be perfect and constantly compare it to something else you'll only be disappointed

And I think it's not ok when hes trying to do something completely different from idmthy like scrapyard in my opinion is very good and nice too listen to (to say the least) even though it doesn't sound like idmthy and it is impossible to even compare the two when idmthy is like my favourite album and scrapyards hasn't even finished coming out yet

Just food for thought

#i need some of yous to calm down #quadeca #scrapyards #i didn't mean to haunt you #im not smart #so this might not make sense

[neondarklight]

I may lose followers over this but it needs to be said. I find it VERY disrespectful when people don’t stand for the national anthem. As soon as you hear "I wasn't born yesterday, I think you're g-ddamn lyin'," you need to be OUT of your fucking seat!!!

#neon darklight's radio night #copypasta #quadeca #i didn't mean to haunt you

[bear-t00th]

"How I describe you, when you're not around. You should see for yourself"

Guide Dog - Quadeca

My other work!

#quadeca #guide dog #scrapyard #mixtape #I didn't mean to haunt you #music #lyrics #lyric edit #fan art #mine #bear-t00th #hxc #digital art #poster design #poster #music poster #typography #graphic design #halftone #graphic art

[777durt777]

I'm an open book in a closed casket

#I Didn't Mean To Haunt You #Spotify

[urbangrounds]

#Quadeca #I Didn't Mean To Haunt You #Danny Brown #feature #house settling

[spectrumpulse]

#2022 #music #spectrum pulse #album review #on the pulse #backxwash #his happiness shall come first even though we are suffering #marlowe #marlowe 3 #l'orange #solemn brigham #r.a.p. ferreira #5 to the eye with stars #2nd in command #haven #quadeca #i didn't mean to haunt you #joji #smithereens #drake #21 savage #her loss #brockhampton #tm #the family #hip-hop #rap

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Bestie I am just trying to find album reviews

#quadeca #I didn't mean to haunt you #me #us if you will

[artrithum]

#Quadeca #I Didn't Mean to Haunt You #full album movie #Youtube

[somecunttookmyurl]

peace and love to anyone wanting to migrate away from tumblr but i will simply not be doing that. when the lights go off the only place i'm migrating is to my to-do list

#i didn't migrate here FROM anywhere you see i was not on livejournal or wattpad #i had an lj account made about 3 posts and decided it sucked ass with a terrible layout #i just had accounts on 63 forums like god intended #if my main social media dies i will simply not have social media #and when i say 'when the lights go off' i dont mean when it becomes a ghost town #i will be the ghost #i mean when it's just physically no longer here #i will haunt this building until they tear it down #and then you will think you see flickers of me in the 404

[leftoverlemonpeels]

Does any one know the og artist of the idmthy cover art I've been obsessing over the album forever now and I dont know who made the covers

It's just a super good and cool piece of art outside of the context of the album... so I'm curious

#quadeca #i didn't mean to haunt you #i could probably look it up myself but im a dummy

[aq2003]

does it ever haunt you that lee from silence in the library/forest of the dead was originally conceptualized as a 'girl' (and/or transmasc? and/or a butch lesbian?). because it sure haunts me. anyway

#tenth doctor #donna noble #doctor who #dr who #my art #doctordonna #when ten's shirt says 'i didn't' ig this could mean either rose or the master or martha if you want it to be #it's up to interpretation. <3 #this audio clip of rtd haunts me in my dreams just like the clip of david saying that the doctor is ace. btw. #10 era

[neondarklight]

Quadeca made album of the year. He did. He is a musical genius.

#quadeca #i didn't mean to haunt you #neon darklight's radio night

[thelittlespanielthatcould]

found a very cool park with a very cool dog

#i cannot begin to express how grateful i am to no longer be in florida #or how much it means to me have brought the most important pieces of home along with me #my boys #its grounding me watching goldfish find his favorite sun spots #and seeing kovu learn his new routines #i didn't expect the size of this park. you can't see one end from the other. there were TRAILS #Its 15 mins from my house #finding our haunts #finding our rhythm #it's been grounding #moving isnt easy for me #for any of us really #but nobody can bounce back like kovu #little by little I am seeing his love magnify my resilience. my optimism. my love for the world around me. #he's changed me in all the best ways #he is so much a part of me #I love him so much #kovu #never could've moved cross the country by myself without him #my heart and soul #my boy #kovus face #joy is stored in the spaniel #trails #parks #15 MINUTE WALK BY THE WAY. NOT DRIVE. I CAN WALK PLACES NOW

[facetsofthecloset]

i'm sure it's been said but i feel like both Raxtus and Ronodin can be argued as "the only gay kid in the family and consequently shunned/rejected" and it's like. so weird bc Mull is so Mormon he'd probably rather eat his shorts than even acknowledge the possible existence of gays but

i mean. Raxtus literally has a fairy form. he's a fairy dragon.

Ronodin was just emo lol

and they both get so thoroughly rejected and sidelined by their families their whole lives and it turns Raxtus into an awkward but basically decent guy who runs back to the approval of his family once he's performed masculinity/violence enough to be accepted, only to then realize that he's basically just being used and still not fully trusted/accepted and having to betray them to save his real friends

(who sadly are probably actually homophobic but that's ok bc they're not dragon-phobic so that works out for him)

while Ronodin's like "fuck it. chaos and murder then!" and can you really blame him? he spent his entire life trying to conform to the "right" (in this case, Light) way of life, started spending time with the outgroup and learned to question things, then was told he was "too corrupt" to remain in his home

like. the symbolism is right there.

it's so funny, because sure Raxtus isn't a bad guy, but Ronodin definitely is and he pretty much gets sent to a type of hell at the end of Dragonwatch

and while Raxtus gets kind of a happy ending, like, him becoming an effective killer in a war and being accepted by his dad for being Good At Murder in the first Fablehaven series is presented as a happy ending. if Celebrant didn't wind up being the main villain for Dragonwatch, that probably would've been the end of it! gay kid learns how to soldier and is finally accepted by his homophobic family bc he's finally aggressive enough for them to love him

(i mean i have MANY issues with Celebrant being the main villain later and the reasons he's framed as bad but like. that's a separate rant lol)

the queer reading is right there. but also it's very bad and you can tell completely unintentional. or at the very least highly repressed. idk man i don't look into Mull as a personal individual bc i doubt i'll like what i see and i don't care that much but Dragonwatch was SO MUCH MORE MORMON than Fablehaven already was and it's so weird, seeing the fingerprints of it all over.

i feel like he either has a new editor or he's been doing this for long enough and sold enough books that he has the clout to veto changes made by editors or SOMETHING, bc i feel like? he's gotten worse?? and more unfiltered?? that or something happened and he's like. even more religious than before or something idk

like fablehaven was just kinda generic/bland fantasy with some fun ideas for magic items/powers/one sentence character premises, with just a hint of sus Mormon ideology, and then Dragonwatch just went. Full Mormon.

but then there's somehow even more weirdly queer shit. like. he's repressing so hard he's approaching queer from the other side??

idk man i wish this deeply mediocre man's writing wasn't a formative piece of middle school reading, leading to me still giving more of a shit than i really should over questionable children's literature now

#i mean it seems like his wife may or may not have divorced him between the series's so maybe that had something to do with it #i didn't look too deeply into it i just kinda guessed from his about the author blurbs wording changes #also wtf was up with the weird borderline piss/humiliation kink thing in the latest candy shop war book? #like. that was. that was not funny at all if it was meant to be comedic. like the execution was SO BOTCHED if so #and if it wasn't??? it was just????? UNCOMFY??? #sorry i'm tired and kind of delirious and for whatever reason this man's writing's squandered potential still haunts me #like genuinely if i ever publish original fiction there's a good chance it'll be fanfic of this with the serial numbers filed off #like 'MINE I'LL DO IT /RIGHT/ OK GIMME' #fablehaven #dragonwatch #i know ronodin is overrated and like. yeah he's not really a sexyman to me but he IS still compelling as a character #i think he's funny i wanna be his therapist #like stereotypical him lying down on a chaise longue thing #but also i reserve the right to make fun of him so like. not a very ethical therapist lol #get it all out queer boy let's get you to a gay club and find some fairies who WILL accept you #just cool it with the murder and the manipulation a bit y'know