#i cant tell anyone this but tumblr

[nightmarevore]

"How did you meet your girlfriend?"

"uh.... william aft,on vore?"

#i cant tell anyone this but tumblr #we die like men

[dvnieldraws]

daffodils

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #qsmp #qsmp art #qsmp tubbo #q!tubbo #qsmp fred #q!fred #frubbo #qsmp frubbo #penpalduo #q!penpals #tubbo fanart #qsmp tubbo fanart #going. INSANE abt q!quackity kidnapping fred n the subsequent angst!! im jsufjdhdjr GHEY WERE GONNA GO ON A REAL DATE #okay. im okay. thsy are jus lil chars lmao im not actually mad at anyone this js jus my telenovela 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 #anyways. daffodils can mean honesty and forgiveness n i kinda view this esp w what fred said (what i wrote here) like them askin for #forgivwness for when they tell the truth abt whatever theyve dons #*DONE sorry i cant type propsrlly #i also dont reallh think anyone is in ths wrong in tjis sitch idk q!quack has gone thru sm in ths hands of ths fed so it makes sense he woul #dnt trust any fed workers or anyons who wkrks w the fed which js also settjn up for when q!Q either remembers or fjnds out abt the other #islanders who are affliated w the fed like q!fit q!foolish q!jai even q!baghs #ALSO. #I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I LIKE THIS IT SUCKS IN MY EYES BJT I SHARED THE SKETCH SO I HAD TP FINISH IT. SO. YEAH. MAN STANDING EMOJI.

[anonymouscheeses]

She likes when her girlfriend turns into a furry a bit too much...

#hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin #hazbin charlie #hazbin art #hazbin angel dust #hazbin vaggie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #angel dust #hazbin hotel art #chaggie #rainbowmoth #varlie #charlie x vaggie #vaggie x charlie #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #IM NOT SKORRY I LOVE DEMON FROM CHARLKE 😭🙏🙏 THE SHOW ONE WAS SMEGGSSY ANDB THEN I MADE HER INTO HA FURERY 😍 #I WANT HER #charlie demon form #charlie would never bolunstarily kill anyone 😔😔 unelss she had yobofcc 👹👹👹 #angel fust redesign dropped 😍😍 too bad you cant see colors nor his full body lmao #how sad. anyway- #can you tell who my favorite is

[aziraphool]

#I HAVE POLLS #erin rambles <3 #!!!! #if anyone wants one and still cant make em i can sumbit one just tell me #polls #tumblr polls #cowboy #vampire #pirates

[sophiethewitch1]

writing my first reader with self confidence but they are also passively suicidal so you know you win some you lose some

#sophie speaks #i just dont like writing mentally capable readers #i cant imagine a world where i am fully sane honestly #because i was ~born wrong~ (its really just level 2 needs autism) #i mean ive been fucked up since at least 9 years old so #i love the DSM 5 its such a funny thing. what do you mean there are people in my head and have been there for most of my life #thats crazy dawg #again with the tmi #i just really enjoy oversharing on tumblr #its not like im gonna tell anyone irl about this stuff #i already look enough like a serial killer #which i am not btw

[appystruda]

i think i exist on twt in like 10 second batches bc i swear i hate that place. i just post something and skitter away instantly

#i deleted twt off my phone months ago i only really post there and occasionally hop on to check notifs #LMAO #dont tell anyone but its also bc i cant stand the fandom there either it just feels like theres always something going on #i live for tumblr's block and move on vibes #bapple rambles

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3' #laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad' #to Me. #in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically. #meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time' #'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.' #'....hey wally you can keep a secret right' #and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great! #howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart) #that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out. #everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭' #cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No. #so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms) #eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!! #can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am' #this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!! #i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;; #okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH): #this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved) #its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph? #but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010) #its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it) #not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) #i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

[pictureofdoriaaaaaangay]

sitting in the campus library trying to write and listening to Body by Mother Mother and realizing that yeah, maybe I am genderfluid. maybe I am. what the fuck

#personal #idk man #gender is complicated #couldnt the gender crisis at least have waited for winter break though #im busy enough as it is thanks #telling tumblr this because i cant tell anyone irl because that would be far too many cans of far too many worms #anyways #gender #genderfluid #genderqueer #is genderqueer actually a term or am i making shit up #idkkkk #send help

[spearxwind]

I need to find a way to scribble my bf in a way that doesnt make me explode (derogatory) so i can draw silly nonsense like i used to do with my irl friends in high school but its no longer acceptable to draw everyone looking like anime bc i can actually draw human features now jdjfjfjfdh

I also cant use any stand-ins because he obviously doesnt have a sona he's literally the kind of guy who uses his name for every media account and videogame character

#the absolute dilemma..... i cant just make him a sona either unfortunately even though i fucking would. i might? idk #brother what does the council recommend hes so normie coded fr #thunderclap #hes not into furries as a concept (lame) but he also can't tell the diff between having a fursona and having a sona. hmmmmmm #im so sorry king youre not only dating an artist youre dating a tumblr girlie you will eventually be exposed to Things #.... the second i get brave about it #does this post make sense does anyone have the same experience with their partner PLEASE RESPOND

[llumimoon]

literally still thinking abt the liveshow. like that will be burned into my memory but also im SO SAD bc i think bc of technical difficulties this show isn't actually being uploaded to the paetron BUT IT WAS GENUINELY SO FUCKING GOOD. Like the dads as teens interacting with the s2 teens ??????? the dads as babies ???????? GENUINELY? I WISH I COULD BEAM MY MEMORY OF THIS SHOW INTO ALL UR BRAINS i need more ppl to know of its existence so i can scream about it. Also never fucking recovering from emo teenager henry actually

#dndads #cal rambles #like there was genuinely so much #so much stuff that I KNOW the tumblr part of the fandom would absolutely lose their shit over #IM SO SAD THAT IM NOT GONNA SEE THAT HAPPEN #WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY BEINF SO ECTASTIC THAT I GOT TO WITNESS IT #normal stabbed tilt in the heart with an arrow btw she kept trying to call his bluff and he got increasingly more unhinged #I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE EVERYTING THAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY SORRY IM JUSY STILL REALING FROM NORM STILL BEING SO MISERABLE AND UNHINGED #DESPITE THIS BEING PRE-S2 CANON #anyways genuinely if anyone has ANY QUESTIONS AT ALL abt it I WILL ANSWER!!!!!!!!! #rolling on ghe fucking ground i cant cover everything #not over glenn telling taylor he's perfect just the way he is ans to never change #not over henry telling normal to be his best self and GIVING NORMAL THE PG FIRST DRAWING OF TEENIE THEREBY INSPIRING NORMAL TO BE TEENIE #not over Scary instantly having a crush on emo teen Henry #not over Link saying PEACE OUT FUCKERS and leaving them all behind in what is essentially dimensional prison #not over the teenage Henry writing poetry abt Daryl and wanting to ask him out #TBH I HAVENT TALKED MUCH ABT IT BUT THE FIRST HALF WHERE THEY WERE BABIES? THAT WAS FUCKING TOP NOTCH TOO #anyways. i need to calm down and go the fuck to sleep

[sneez]

various fairfaxes and a drawing from my english civil wars hiking au which i never posted :-) [id under cut]

[image description:

the first image is a digital drawing of a group of men on a light brown background. they are all wearing hiking-appropriate clothing. from left to right: a young man swinging from a tree; arrows pointing at him read ‘weirdly passionate about hiking’ and ‘like 15′. a man leaning against a tree; arrows read ‘grumpy’ and ‘only here for family bonding with father-in-law’. a man with a cane and one arm in a sling, leaning over to read a map; arrows read ‘has injured himself on every hike so far’ and ‘designated driver’. a man reading a map with a serious expression; arrows read ‘annoyed about everything except hiking and sometimes also hiking’ and ‘only one who can read a map’. a man with his hands on his hips looking at the viewer; arrows read ‘arranges hikes and then doesn’t go on them’ and ‘good at arguing’.

the second image is a collection of four digital drawings of thomas fairfax, a man with long dark hair, a moustache, and a beard. he is wearing seventeenth-century clothing. one is a full-body coloured drawing of him sitting in a chair facing away from the viewer with his legs folded and his hat on his knee. the other three are uncoloured: two are headshots of him as a young man and an older man, and the third shows him sitting at a table reading a piece of paper with an expression of concentration.

the third image is a coloured digital portrait of thomas fairfax as an older man. he is clean-shaven and has long dark hair and a scar across his cheek. he is wearing a dark doublet and a large white falling band, and is looking to the left of the image with a serious expression.

end image description.]

#artwork #fairfax #and others! theres a bunch of blokes in the hiking one #basically the concept is it's the english civil wars but instead of having a civil war they are rival hiking groups. and they compete with #each other over hiking trails and such. i never drew the royalist group but i was imagining them to be the Official hiking club and the #parliamentarian one started because there was drama in the royalist club so they started their own #and now theres drama between both of them. hiking drama. #ANYWAY thats from last year i cant remember why i never posted it but here it is now :-) #the other ones are much newer (for the most part) i did the coloured sitting fax yesterday #the last one is based on a portrait i came across recently which may or may not depict fairfax in 1664 (the identification is questionable) #and i still havent made my mind up whether or not i think it could be him or not but i was So excited about finding such a late portrait #i knew i had to draw at least something inspired by it. i cant even tell you how i excited i was i almost exploded #for context the latest portrait we have otherwise is from 1650 so if it is actually him it is a Very Big Deal #but i dont think we will ever know because the identification has been rejected by the metropolitan museum of art :-/ alas #of course it could be raised again in the future but i dont know if anyone would care enough to do that. i would obviously. but otherwise #oh for the first one from left to right it's lambert ireton fairfax cromwell pym #i dont know if the writing will be legible given how much tumblr crunches images but We Will See #i hope you are all doing well my dear friends :-) it has been so nice to get around to answering messages today i have missed you terribly #edited to add image descriptions! sorry i didnt do that earlier my apologies

[eldritchplutoartedition]

Here's a huge post of all of my art fights!! (At least the ones i can tag people on tumblr with). But this competition was so ridiculously motivating for me, and if I drew one of your OCs, know that I love them with all of my heart and had an amazing time drawing them <3 (Also, please go check out all of the people I drew for! They're all amazing people who deserve SO much love and support for their work :DDD)

@i-maybe-exist

@rjsketchboook

@cryptidmelody

@sleepyeule

@notwerewolf

@deadfish2906

@elliebeee

@naochow

@spiders-around

@a-long-furby-art

@widdendream5

@mersei47

@fishlung8877

@fishymom-art

@f13nd15h

@theoneandonlyyeti

tw body horror for this last one!

@maryhollow

#art fight #GO CHECK THESE PEOPLE OUT <333 #theyre so cool and they have the BEST characters #and i have other art fights completed if you want to visit my page! they're just for people who didn't have a tumblr to link #and if for whatever reason people dont want me to post these lmk! i can easily edit the post if need be #OH and big thank you to anyone who drew for me!! i cant even tell you how much i appreciate those <3 #my art

[trimmedarmor]

doing the equivalent of gripping something intensely hard then forcing myself to let it go every time i see something about the stupid fandom drama i got pulled into earlier this year

#nothing bad ppl just... bringing up its existence...AGAIN...... #every time i see it i wanna go on a rant for a billion years but the worst place to do that would be on tumblr #I rly don't wanna see anyone talking abt it unless it's to criticize the ppl who started the false accusations or to apologize to us #for the harassment #Buster: You Really Think Someone Would Do That? Just Go On the Internet and Tell Lies? #anyway I cant believe ive had the misfortune of interacting w some1 who has to b vindictive toward others to quell their own insecurity #to accuse us of racism because he wasn't allowed to be in a personal friends discord group... #and then saying that we didn't wanna let him in bc he wasn't a 'popular' account? 1. he has way more followers than some ppl in the server #hence why he was able to get so many ppl to attack us #2. he can't keep his own story straight. First we're racist then we're ableist then we gatekeep popularity? #Dude... we don't like you because you're vindictive and take minor slights way too personally...hence...everything that fucking happened #anyway idk who reported him but i thank them for it and i hope that was worth their account getting suspended for getting paid to harass us #to anyone outside of all this reading this mess... please question the validity of ppls accounts if they don't offer concrete proof #and the only proof is based on assuming that certain actions COULD POSSIBLY line up to the accusations #this includes if multiple people have the same accusation without proof because that's EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED #except it was dumber because several of their accusations literally contradicted themselves #wowww people apologized and informed their audience about possible microagressions once they were informed. they MUST be racist! #and if you don't want to dig into it that deep..then by all means mind your own damn business before you join in on someone else's witchhun

[coridallasmultipass]

Just wanna remind everyone that it's NEVER okay to tell someone to die.

You don't know how hard they're fighting to stay alive every day. Or if they don't even want to fight for that any more.

#i hate that i let that get to me lmao just ruined my fucking day ive been sitting here sobbing for like an hour #i cant tell anyone just how much i dont even want to try any more bc i dont see the point #medical issues and mental issues dont pair well and i dunno if im even gonna be able to survive the next flare up #i dont need fandom spaces telling me to die when im already telling myself that every fucking day #also why does my age always get brought up lmao i didnt choose to be born 30 years ago stop telling me im old #my body has been telling me im old since age 11 you dont know what ive fucking been thru #30 was just a formality and serves as another reminder of how ill never meet societys expectations for a 30yo lmao #my point is. you should try showing a little more kindness if telling someone to die comes so easily #ive literally never once told anyone to die in my life. you just dont fucking go there. what if they kill themself right after that? #can you live knowing they did so on your command? #i couldnt #thats just like beyond fucked up #anyway im gonna go try and stop crying #ill prob stay off tumblr today idk i feel real sick lol #delete later / / #i hate that i cant exist as myself either in person (too queer and closeted in a rural area) or online (too queer and weird ships) #anyway

[sillyfairygarden]

a horror story in four parts

#if anyone knows the truth behind the bigbst4tz2 tumblr account allegations please tell me i. had a brain explosion over this /silly #i cant tell if its a gimmick account or if its real </3 and at this point maybe its better if i dont know. #the thrilling saga of the bigb tumblrina saga #thello babbles