#i cant even think about it

[mummer]

im literally so despondent with agonies about alicent and the maid. catatonic. the horror of looking your younger self in the eyes and knowing that you birthed something that visits the very violations that were done to you. lol. lmao.

#i mean i'll probably see it get compared to the shiv playground scene in succession a million times but. it felt Even more painful #i cant even. ugh #i cant even THINK about it #THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU............. #hotd spoilers #Well when you birth a dragon... [legally i cant speak here.] #hotd #alicent hightower

[levishotgf]

i just saw an edit of satosugu to born to die by lana del rey i’m not okay

#ARE YOU KIDDING #can i go just one day #it literally made my heart sink #that is so sad #i cant even think about it #satosugu #satoru gojo #suguru geto #jjk #jujutsu kaisen

[fifthnailinstevesbat]

if the duffers pull ANY bs like having mike or will die after a love confession, i PROMISE YOU you will NEVER hear from me again. i will NEVER be the same.

#listening to strange by celeste rn #if they do anything like this to us i genuinely can’t stress enough how much it will break me #i’ll be in bed for a month #i cant even think about it #so i need to speak into existence that it WONT HAPPEN #PLS #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #will and mike #mike x will #will x mike

[genderfreakxx]

oh god only one stream on and its so painfully choppy. Its gonna be a rough one lads

#imagine if they do prison. and its lagged out #I cant even think about it #mcr

[naes-dairy]

Life is up and down and sometimes I can't even post about it

#i cant even think about it #honestly #really draining #i guess this id why i spend most of my time drowning in games or playing online #even then what can i do

[yellowbentley]

if my cat dies im going to actually mcfucking lose it i swear to god

#tw #she just fell she cant walk all the time anymore she pissed on me earlier she falls off the couch #my parents started taking her outside and the last time they did that was for our other cat years ago in her last months of life #this isnt right shes supposed to have years left shes only 12 shes never been sick before #i dont know what i'll do if we have to put her down. shes all i have. shes my buddy my girl my best friend #i cant even think about it #adventures

[getshimback]

i think if gracie gets nominated for best new artist i might explode

#i just- #i cant even think about it

[clouvu]

Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine

#genshin impact #arlecchino #peruere #clervie #ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short #ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half #i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved #like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can #but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay #and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up #and maybe no one else ever will #DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak #but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB

[puppyeared]

these two are so interesting to me

characters belong to @canisalbus

#clenches fists. im so sosososo normal about them. i think about them a normal amount (lying) #actually the 2nd image is based on some sort of anime couple pose template(?????) that i saw a while back and wanted to draw them in it #but i swear to god i CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT. i was literally knee deep in yuri and yaoi fanart for hours trying to find that god damn photo #but i dont even know who the characters were and pinterest just shows me bakugou and deku making out sloppy style whenever i try #so i gave up an tried drawing it from memory and cried the whole time. i hate anatomy.. but they look so happy so its fine #god whenever i see Lore or sweet little tidbits for these two i want to tear into something with my teeth and throw something /pos #i genuinely want to study these gay little renaissance dogs under a microscope #what fucks me up is the fact that we all know it ends horribly but u cant help loving them anyway.. they are so. incoherent hand gestures #my art #myart #others ocs #vasco #machete #vaschete #furry art #fur #anthro

[mingyusbinch]

REST IN PEACE, DEAR MOONBIN (1998-2023)

#moonbin #astro #moon bin #i don't want to be here right now honestly i just wanted my last post about moonbin to be the ones where hes smiling as my last memory #it kills me to see my posts reblogged with sad messages now #and i still can't believe this news either #i've been mia anyway but now im even less inclined to go on tumblr rn #im so sorry for everyone including family/friends of bin #and himself but i cant think about that bc it will break me apart #rest in peace bin i'll miss you more than anything

[yi3248]

together

#call of duty #gary roach sanderson #cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #roach x ghost #my art #ough... cant help but think about these two #we were robbed of interactions btwn roach and this ghost #how did i even sit on this for a few days now? #time is a construct #dw guys theyre just chilling on the grass

[valeriannnn]

weakest link

#ffxiv #valerianart #alphinaud leveilleur #thancred waters #underexplored relationship imho #nobody talks about it anymore but i dont think you can go through something like that- #spending weeks or more believing youve destroyed your movement #your family #knowing the slaughter and ruin befalling them is due to your own inadequacy #- without it living in you for the rest of your life #you are forgiven #absolved even #but some things cant be washed away

[thatexygurl]

there's so many things in tsc that just come at you all at once, so it's hard to focus on just one thing to break down, but the most glaring thing that stood out to me is how hard it is to really put someone back together. especially someone so shattered that it's nigh impossible to glue them back and pray they don't crumble under your ministrations.

if jean is neil's foil, then jeremy is andrew's direct antithesis. whereas andrew is a steady bedrock because he's been broken too many times to know how to weather the storm, jeremy is too soft hands and an even softer soul. he cares and cares and cares. so empathetic and so gentle it almost breaks your heart. you pray for the impossibility that jeremy can survive knowing the truth because if he doesn't, then what hope does jean have? so you pray he can be steady too. that he can weather the storm as well. that he will not break when knowing that just under the surface lies shark-infested waters.

but then you remember the beginning. "even knowing everything could go completely sideways, you'd make that choice every time"

in every other universe, jean has not survived. but in every other universe, he did not have the trojans.

#aftg #all for the game #tsc #the sunshine court #im chewing through the wall in case anyone hasn't noticed #theres a...belief in me #that everything ive just read in the past few days wont sink in until it's too late to come back from #i cant even think about jean's abuse too clearly because literally what the fuck #a monstrous child cant even describe it #and oh my god jeremy jeremy + the trojans #the most normal people to ever normal #with normal lives #stresses #and normal problems #hate that for jean he's totally a fish in a sea of lambs #i cant believe this is still a sports drama #what the fuck. literally what the fuck. #tsc spoilers #jeremy knox #jean moreau

[sea-buns]

it wasn't that long ago that i was in a high school math class and yet my eyes have never glazed over faster. i was good at math. i enjoy math. you want the fucking train question? in two minutes? omg i didn't know you were so funny haha

#i dont think i EVER properly understood how to do the train problem #like i mightve done it for one lesson and then never saw it again and happily forgot #the fact that lou ally and murph even tried is astounding #and emily zac and siobhan immediately thinking about the pass stamp is so fair lmao #if i cant do it now i sure as hell cant imagine doing it over a decade out of hs #godspeed intrepid heroes #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy

[tubbytarchia]

I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional

#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans fanart #trafficblr #Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this #and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please #Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have #Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him) #But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but) #And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol #I love them so #oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying #but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy #Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea #tubby art

[fiendishartist2]

hold on i need to converse with my co counsel *turns to 15 yr old girl*

#ooouuuuggghhh i need to replay apollo justice #i miss them all so much #i know they're not coming back for aa7 and if they are they will continue to be husks of their former selves #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #ace attorney #apollo justice #trucy wright #i cant even think about what they did to trucy in aa5 and 6 it makes me literally sick #stay away from her!!!!!!!!! #they're besties i love them