#i can show it if youd like actually

[arcanespillo]

Houses of the Holy directed by Kim Manners

A little life by Hanya Yanagihara

#2x13 #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #spn screencaps #jared padalecki #alf #a little life #jude st francis x sam winchester realness... #houses of the holy #angels #fragments #hanya yanagihara #kim manners #parallels #i based my entire exam on this book lmao #to get my diploma #art school diploma thingz #i can show it if youd like actually #at the end of the day its always about you and god #sammy

[whaliiwatching]

tfw ur spider boyfriend is actually a cat

also a fluffy version bc im incapable of drawing anything that doesn’t induce cavities

#spider man: across the spiderverse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #thanks to voidpants for the initial idea & the discord for building on it!!! #fluffy version under cut <3 #a good amt of spiders have this thing called a tapetum over some of their eyes #essentially its a layer of fibers or CRYSTALS over their eyes that doubles nighttime sensitivity #(many mammals like cats also have this. we don’t bc we’re god’s worsties) #so at night if noir has tapeta he can actually see twice as good #no glasses! just this once!!! #if ur bf looked at u at night and u saw full on nictitating membrane cat eyes youd be freaked too #for abt 0.1 seconds before the FUCK THATS COOL factor shows up #or is that just me #i firmly believe hobie is lazy and just uses silk/satin pillowcases instead of a bonnet #but then i liked it too much when i drew it waaaah #hm…… they’re in love

[ganondoodle]

anyone else a little weirded out by one of the first things sonia and rauru did was putting zelda in a little white maiden uwu dress even though the clothes she arrived in didnt seem damaged or dirty at all and fit her much better

(also that dress is way less practical for a battle against a super powered evil guy)

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #zelda? #more like sonia 2.0 #idk i dont like that they show her with her cool new haircut and practical clothes #only to throw them away for a seemingly less well made version of the previous pretty white uwu maiden dress from botw #even if she stayed there longer than it seemed can they not?? wash them?? #plus the extra makeup and earrings #seems so unecessary #maybe im reading too much into it but its kinda .. weird #and arguing that its a cool new outfit for her or sth doesnt work #bc both oufits she had were all over promotional material + its boringly similar to botw #youd think being put into a dress so similar to the maiden dress from botw would be soemthing zelda would never want #after being forced to do so much shit she didnt want to do wearing it and spedning a hUNDRED YEARS FIGHTING AN EVIL GOO MONSTER IN IT #give zelda a cool armor set #like actual armor

[max-iwtaco]

whats the thought process behind liking art but not reblogging it

#im not mad just disappointed (and confused) #im so confused like if you think a piece of art is cool youd reblog it #so you can show that you liked it to op/save it on your blog/show it to people who follow you #maybe press the like button too cuz why not its right there #if you dont like the art you dont interact #no problem there #the fuck does liking without reblogging mean #i liked the art but not enough to reblog it? #i liked the art but op can suck me off as i dont actually want to encourage their work? #i didnt like it but i like everything on my dash and dont even read the posts? #what whattt does it mean

[dreamgirledward]

hm butcher should fuck soldier boy not because it makes any sense but purely because it would be personally funny to ME. oh mr-i-hate-supes-more-than-anything-they-ruined-my-fucking-life-and-they-all-need-to-die who's actually friends with 2 supes on his super not so secret team of vigilantes (he'd kill himself before he'd ever admit that tho) and literally just had sex with another supe after shooting up temp v like what?? 4 times???? I need them to hook up because it would be insane and soldier boy IS awful and it would only be fitting for the determined, self-righteous anti-hero protag to be so Confused that he literally fucks the walking talking personification of everything he hates about supes and what he's dedicated his life to destroying. this doesn't make any sense and is mostly a joke but also it's not.

#arden this is mostly a post created for you bc i know youd appreciate it < 3 #yes i know the misogynistic-homophobic-bully-is-actually-closeted trope IS harmful and bad but this is the boys #and if there's any show that can properly make fun of and criticize said trope it's this one #anyway i feel insane i had too many espresso shots today im sorry #the boys #billy butcher #soldier boy #sammy.txt #what im saying is butcher needs to humble himself i feel like this season should be the season of Mistakes #monstermoviedean #tagging u here bc i need u to see it

[texanmarcusdavenport]

every time someone characterizes Oliver as an anxious weak nerd and Kaz as his dumb but strong protector, an aneurysm spontaneously forms in my brain

#listen these tags r gonna b sort-of angry so. b warned #that being said: did you. did you WATCH the show #pls pls PLS if ur only source is lref do not go around making statements abt the mm trio #kaz & oliver r literally perfect partners. they cover each others flaws and theyre DYNAMIC. they take turns w the brain cell #oliver could canonically beat kaz in a fight EASILY. he has super fast reflexes + he knows him so well. and he can actually fight. #like. he can put kaz in a headlock in under 30 seconds. i believe he's taken self-defense classes but thats another topic. #he has Feral Short Guy energy ok? in mm he's constantly punching people throwing bedpans smashing vases etc etc. #in conclusion: HE CAN FIGHT. better and more willingly than kaz. #kaz is laid-back. kinda lazy. BUT NOT STUPID. he's very #manipulative. for lack of a better word #in mm oliver is the idea guy most of the time but when theyre in a tight spot it's KAZ that gets them out of it w his quick thinking #YES at first glance youd think that oliver is the brains and kaz is the brawn BUT IT'S MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT OK?? #put some respect on my boys' names. jeez #kaz mm #oliver mm #mighty med #oliver lref #kaz lref #lref #lab rats elite force

[lion-buddy]

being the resident nezuko liker is such a challenge sometimes

#ooo these tags contain complaining if u dont like that then see ya around <3 #i would love to scroll through the tag without being bombarded by. awfulness. both bot and fandom posted #yknow. yknow. that is a 12 yr old #it has become!!! genuinely frustrating! it always has been #and i dont mean to complain but. man. im just disappointed #and.while kinda begin the kny mascot she is barley present in fan made content. with meaning. and its all mostly reposted art ugh. #and even official stuff has her only as little child nezuko and!! i get it its cute whatever but it feel so pandery and wrong all the time #i just poitn. that is not her that is a facet u r choosign to hyperfocus on show me the real her #and lets be honest the og stroyline isnt kind to her etiher she is nonexistent after swordsmith #i remember for a time when idid post abt her i was one of the inly consistent nezuko artists who wanted to like. put her in scenarios #and i want reiterate again that drawing cute art and gifs of her is fine it doesnt hurt anyone. i love to see it actually #but like. in a fandom as big as this youd think. youd think they like her more!!!! but no #and. the last thing i want to insinuate is “if u dont like my fav character then u suck” cus thats is not how fandom content works. at all #fandom is a experience for u to cultivate for yourself. and sometimes it just comes up short!!! i guess #it jsut felt weird being lonely in your liking of an aspect of the series where there are so many ppl. yet they all only like the hot men. #which again. u do u. nothign wrong with it. its anime afterall. it can just be frustrating sometimes. #idk! im also not very social so maybe its just my fault but. man. id love to find some other resident nezuko likers that. isnt just shippin #i feel interacting would be so much easier if my fav was like. one of the main boys like everyone else. or i made ship content or somethin #but like i said fandom is for u and u only if that makes sense. the point is to create things u want to see. which is what i do and enjoy #just with nezuko specifcally. i dotn want to put my stuff of her in the tags anymore cuz i just. dont trust the fandom with her. its weird #but also. appreciate those who did interact. i hope ur all doing alright <3 ty for talkign with me :] #i just needed to get this out cuz its. kinda why i dotn post abt kny anymore. especially the s3 fandom im sorry i just dont vibe with it </

[wabblebees]

thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy

#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT) #(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS) #but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!! #yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what?? #i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN #and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT #this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT #and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real #but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit. #maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre #im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work #this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP #((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.)) #its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao #which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO #but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other #hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS #which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening #and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh. #ive literally been their third. like. more than once. #ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE #ANYWAY #so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao #i hope it goes as well as it did last night #that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood #so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye #bee speaks

[atypi-cals]

you know we hear a lot from the "high school was the worst time of my life. Im so glad im free and never have to go there again" crowd but where's the "fucckkkkk I miss going to high-school" crowd

#or elementary #like i had a shitty fucking teenagehood #i did not enjoy high-school #but not for the reasons youd think #because my abusive parents put so so much pressure on me to achieve past my capabilities #but the actual act of going to high-school was fine. great. #i always got sad when my friends wouldnt show up at school because :( . why would you not want to be here. home is boring. #and this may be my chronically ill take (as in someone who missed over half of gr11 due to chronic illness) #but its BORING to miss school. all the fun stuff happens at school #theres no people at home #even if your aforementioned parents put undue amounts of pressure on you the work itself is relatively low pressure #not like a job wherw you can get fired if you fuck up #like a (public) hs cant go. oh sorry. you dont know what is 16x19-25(8). get out. #as a kid i fucking HATED summer break because i missed school so much

[gaygayaurel]

i finally understand what got fans went hrough when i watched fiona and cake (spoilers in tags)

#.......... “maybe if we went with bettys idea i wouldnt have found the crown” and youd die in explosion. like #events of star would happen. like did we forget that #painting simon as evil and uncaring for not noticing a social cue and betty not communicating her wants................ like.......ok <3333 #she literally had to fucking kick him out of golb to make the wish too like what was he supposed to fucking do #as autistic person who doesnt catch exactly what person i know and even people i love want to do seeing simon be seen as selfish for that i #it was meant to follow from temple of mars but did it in shittiest way possible jnewjnjnejn #and its not even that tbh its the whole. ending. its so unsatisfying. #cake not wanting to stay a cat? unfulfilled #just magically solved #some guys showed up in the new world but most did nothing in fight like what #but cake will not be satisfied shes magic but she wont ever go ona dventures and do stuff. #SIMON DIDNT EVEN FUCKING TALK TO MARCY IN EPILOGUE)7 #the way it flipped from simons god i was soooo selfish to btw i dont want to kill myself anymore was so unnatural #i was so into 1-8 and then they just. forgot to write it. efjmj #the complete pivot from simon being like wow i need to destroy myself to save other people!!!!!! to btw you were selfish <3 #people will say i dont read if they see this i dont care <3 i can actually but to me this was so stupid and forced #happy for gumlee. i was so mad abt lack of mlm stuff recently so they were nice but like

[bemorekleinman]

ooooo stranger things fandom you guys wanna listen to dear evan hansen sooooo bad ooooooo do it for gaten matarazzo do it for dustin you know you want to ooooooooo 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#PLEASE DO #I’d like to be on the receiving end of a fandom conversion for once #too many theater kids taking the mcyt or anime pipeline these days we’re losing numbers 😭😭 /lh #but truly. you guys should. it’s a fun musical #and sad. but also fun #DONT WATCH THE MOVIE THOUGH DONT LET THAT BE YOUR INTRODUCTION #PLAY THE SOUNDTRACK AND READ THE WIKIPEDIA FOR THE PLOT OR SOMETHING #MESSAGE ME IF YOUD LIKE A BOOTLEGGED VERSION OF THE BROADWAY SHOW I’LL UPDATE YALL IF I GET ONE OF GATEN #then you can watch the movie #dear evan hansen #gaten matarazzo #jared kleinman #stranger things #dustin henderson #st4 #st4 volume 2 #I don’t even know what that means actually

[macyhaven]

Some autistic tiktoks say they forego functioning labels but then love to make a point about how they can hold down a job and have low support needs

#actually autistic #it feels like a roundabout way of saying you're high functioning #i say this as someone who technically have low support needs or whatever...except i need support! society just doesnt recognize i need it #im just seen as a NEET/swer who has depression and cant stay on task...when it's literally fucking autism #i cant get a job. yes it's because of my autism. cool flipping beans. #but youd consider me a regular adult because of my age and the way i act and the fact that i can make eye contact and act neurotypical. #tldr...im talking about tiktoks that mention how theyre autistic but have a job and pay taxes and are an adult... #...like bitch youre just saying youre high functioning?? #on one hand thanks for showing that autism looks like an adult with a mortgage and acts neurotypical but just QUIRKY #on the other like??? the fucking 30yr weeb in his mom's basement is likely to be autistic

[todayisafridaynight]

yakuza kiwami 3 when

#snap chats #twitter got me craving a kiwami version of 3 when i didnt think id ever need one #mostly cause they keep talkin about RGG somehow incorporatin the RGGO stories into the remake And #dude i dont think youd understand i would combust on the spot. froth at the mouth all the time #i would replay YK3 every single day #but i already have doubts about a YK3 anytime soon never mind them doing anything like THAT #still if there ever was a YK3 it would be nice if they could somehow explore mine and daigo's relationship more #ik people said they wish they saw them more since the game seemed to highlight how tight their bond was #but hardly demonstrated it- but then again with all of the events in Y3 where could you really put moments like that yk #esp when daigo's in a coma the whole time LMAO #i unno im kinda in the middle about showing more of their relationship #i think its just cause i think the 'twist' in mine saying he loves daigo tickles me more but idk def a thing i'ma sleep on #aside from all that it would be fun if Y3 was yk. actually playable without having to fight mfers blocking every single hit lmaoo #a mediocre plot i can deal with but if the gameplay makes me wanna eat rocks then ima suffer #now if y'all will excuse me i have memes to sketch out and Most Likely finish up in the morning

[karomiiz]

first crying session before finals~

#i didn't even cry bc im still wearing my mascara/makeup even tho it's almost 11 pm #RANT INCOMDING #there is no feeling more frustrating than being on a path by yourself #like quite literally no one in my cohort can relate to me or neither can my friends #im graduating a year early im the only hardcore stem major #out of my friends bc probs gonna offend some people but if you're a business major at my school its a joke #tis literally me myself and i having a breakdown bc no one else can relllllaaattteee #bc im the only one doing grad apps and finals #the only one doing a internship and working another job as well #hot damn if misery loves company why do i gotta suffer and go through everything alone that's what i wanna know #monet if u had a year or semester off youd be bored #no mom and dad i would not i would actually be able to experience boredom which is not the worst thing instead of being #in year round schooling since i was 16 #but it's fine nobody listenssssss #i put the stress on myself people say as they load on more things onto me #if one more person needs me for something i will lose it #this is for irl people not tumblr mutuals #literally if i showed someone my texts it's just people asking me for things #unloading their bullshit onto me #the list goes on and onnnnnn #and then people have the audacity to come at me for being busy all the time #this applies to past mutuals and irls #like wow. u think i want to spend like my day in and day out running around doing shit #like did that thought ever cross somebodys brain #that if you're saying i never have time for u etc etc you're always busy #that maybe im fucking exhausted from always doing shit but apologies i guess #even my own mother unloads shit like damn didn't realize i became jesus of nazareth #anyway goodnight i will probs delette this tomorrow morning or something #negativity tw

[ophelia-bloodletting]

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#it is very hard to love you #it really is #with any other partner I had I could be a perv and throw sex jokes around #but these dont work with you #with many others I can offer sweet words that meana nothing but show my affection #but you only like things that can actually help #i cant even ask how your days been #because you dont talk about your issues and just say 'fine' or 'tired' #you built up many many walls around #and after all these years I thought youd let me on some of those #but no you built them up again #and you push me away #loving you is very hard when I dont feel like you want me close #but still I love you #and I wont stop loving you #with all my heart #bloodletting

[fortunately-bi]

Do the followers know I'm a metal head? Do they know that I want to be covered in tattoos with an alternative look who listens to obscure metal bands and stuff? Or do I still come off as like, the nerd in the basement lmao

#i feel like such a nerd on tumblr tbh #if im being honest none of my social medias show me anything i care about anymore #i hate to say it but tiktok is the only thing ive been able to trick the algorithm into showing me things i actually want to see #youd think tumblr would be the place because i can just follow people but like #theres not a metal scene or a tattoo scene or anything i really want to see anymore #i rarely see art i actually enjoy its just text posts and memes and its just...... boring #i joke that im falling back into my emo self from highschool but literally i feel so comfortable in the alt scene #like some people are absolute assholes and thats just par for the course in a scene like that #but like literally went to my first metal festival and was like ok i finally feel like myself #idk i always wanted to be alternative and i denied myself really going over and into it and like #even just little things like getting my first tattoo wearing edgy earrings dying my hair again #shaving my head to the scalp for some reason???? #i paint my nails black i wear rings and bracelets and necklaces i started getting more shirts from hot topic lol #i was never allowed to buy shirts from hot topic!!!!!! #but now im like oh shit i can do these things!!!! and its making it easier to look in the mirror!!!!!!!! #im finding music im falling in love with that i feel in my chest!!! i want to learn how to design tattoos!!!!! #im loving myself its great #if i didn't work with kids not gonna lie id even try to get my hands on some matte acrylic stilleto nails #not super long ones but thats like my one feminine thing ive admitted to myself that i love having my nails painted and i want to try nails #just nothing crazy #anyway #my wardrobe isnt really caught up to my style but i also need to replace like all of my wardrobe nothing fits anymore #one day i want to be a scruffy tatted alt guy idk what i will be doing in life at that point #I don't know if i will be in the same career field so i will have to adjust my looks around it or if i will be somewhere else #i spent a long time especially as a transmasc person trying to fit like what i thought being transmasc looked like i guess? #and i didn't care about my appearance at all i just wore plain t shirts hoodies and sometimes a flannel #not that i don't still love these things but im going back towards graphic ts and trying to be stylish with my flannels #i try not to wear hoodies too often and actually wear my jackets tho i dont have a reason to often lmao #and tiktok has opened me up to sooooo many new metal bands god its been so refreshing #anyways i hit the tag limit sorry for going off lol om just weird and happy to be embracing who i want to be