// I get scared / of the things you could do to my heart / I don't care / I'll look into your eyes as you tear me apart //
FINISHED !!! 19 hours of playing around with this piece cleaning lines and colors, weighing lines, finding out that every drawing of Tarn's gun is different than all the others every time, shading on one layer without masks and a lot of selection tool use, and on and on!!!
uh I think this years gunna have a big emphasis on drawing for myself cause m feel guilty a lot of the time making pretty things that r indulgent so like... here's something incredibly indulgent that I originally started sketching on last year LOL . trying to draw for myself more but it's hard to draw in general cause i stress myself out abt it...
UH the link is a sparkbreaker playlist that's specific to this version of him. it's all playing off an idea i played around with in like?? late 2020 ?? when I first made him,,, of him ending up with the DJD and I would scribble that for fun cause I liked to draw Tarn, his design rules. then over the years me and Juice have running little bits of story about Sparks and Starstruck so I hadn't thought too hard abt my original lil scribbles much till I started spinning it together in the back of my mind more cohesively like over the last while? my favourite thing in making fanworks is piecing things together to work in the canon I'm basing things from. So I realized I could use the second lost lights existence and the stress from Slaughterhouse to have a secondary 'bad end' Sparks that gets killed sometime before lost light 👍
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I feel bonkers whenever I see people want Soma, lizzy, and ciel act all nice to each other and apologize when they first meet up. what the heck. what are they supposed to do. oh hey thanks for all the nice things you did for me, I could tell you really valued our friendship by endangering my life! by lying to me for over 3 years! by abandoning me! by using me!
no! they should bite each others dicks off!
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| A N G E L I N A |
[ Category: Zareans ]
| When am I ever gonna re-design her fucking husband- Anyways another fish person, who is of government authority because she married the president of course... Who is a total sweetheart and she notices that so she can take control of laws and regulations into her own hands and restrict loads of bullshit for some reason..
Oh and she clearly takes pride with anything to do with military, war and their bloody history with a neighbouring country (and species. Ofc it's complicated and I need to get into detail about some other time, but have snippets of lore from the OC bios instead for now lol)..
She isn't a family person- And both her and her husband had indeed adopted four children in their early days of marriage, while her husband treated them all as his own, she mostly intended to treat them strict and more like "servants".. However only one of said children growing up to appreciating her status and almost being her male counterpart; So you can tell they get along rather well compared to the others!
... Anyways.
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Name: Angelina
Species: Zarean
General Personality: Strict, serious, cold-hearted, bitter, independent, fierce, definitely a fighter
Height: 13ft
Relationship Status: Married
Extra Info:
As mentioned, she married the president of the country so she could have some form of power in a governed status; She never actually loved the man she married but knew he was very easy to walk all over
The Zareans have three different sub categories or "ethnicities" I guess you could say, however all from the same "race", they do have different living and working habits. Despite being mixed, she always refers to herself as a "pureblood", a very old term used for Overworld Zareans when they were in fact very discriminative towards the others; But believe it or not she's actually 'Overworld' and 'Night-Lurker' mixed
She does have a love interest, and it's with another woman who has more of a criminal record to her name while also being on the "BDSM" side. Angelina and this woman do in fact have a history despite almost killing each other on two different occasions; One time during one of the many wars against a neighbouring country, and another time during a heated "professional argument". But the feelings for one another is still there despite it
She's very privileged, she will shut down most charities and make the excuse that they are "scams", however conveniently "overlooks" those sort of scummy charities that cater to the rich man's pocket; Her husband tends to be sick and unable to thoroughly focus on a lot of matters so she speaks or signs for him. Of course him not realizing she's being a selfish jerk most of the time
Enjoys fencing; Since she's an expert with her blades, specifically a type of rapier that was passed down from her family merely as a decoration, she decided to have it "thoroughly worked on" so she could use it in battle. It's a lot stronger than you think, despite Angelina really enjoying sniping; Whether as sport, hunting or overall when she was in the military in her youth
She's very neglectful to her husband, even to her children when they were young, sometimes even now; Close connections are definitely not her thing
Despite being scummy and doing some very shady activities in her position of power, she definitely has committed rights to some wrongs, whether hers or a flaw in the system they run somewhere; Definitely as in enforcing laws with affordable health care, free check ups and whatnot, but definitely correcting or sorting laws and rules that cater to the safety and protection of children.
Claims she hates kids but has without fail "accidentally" put a smile on some random kids face. Her behaviour sometimes insinuates she wants children of her own; Especially seeing as she can do both what a male and female do during reproducing offspring. Hermaphroditism in the Zareans, although not entirely common, is also not all that rare either in this race either
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.... Words aren't wording, but what else is new.. Haven't really been drawing all that much since I've been mostly playing No Man's Sky, or even if I am drawing I haven't either finished yet or decided taking my time working on a few.. To which I am just about getting to but really it's been playing No Man's Sky..
To which I finished Expedition Omega but am stuck cuz the last Milestone reward softlocks the game, it's happening world wide so it's not just me thankfully- Though playing on the Switch, I've reported the bug myself in case nobody else has..
To which when I post this one anyways, would have been at LEAST a month or two since then and the issue would have been resolved by then! ..... Hopefully!!
Anyways... Another one of these guys, got loads more to do, am very much taking my time with these- Struggling with entirely re-purposing my former Yiga OCs and some reason finding it hard giving them an purpose into their own thing despite REEEEALLLY wanting to since I scrapped said AoC AU and DON'T plan on bringing it back- So I really don't have all that much else to really "finish off" yet... But as stated again and again, it would've been at least a month or two since finishing this post so time will probably have changed by then... Anyways! Who bloody cares!! Nobody reads these so don't mind me!
. Angelina, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .
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I wanna know more about ur oc Pumpkin 🎃!!
Okay! I don't know where to start but THANKS FOR THE ASK ♡♡♡ I understand this is very rambly and I do not expect anyone to read this shit‼️
Um okay this is nothing information but im noting it anyway thats shes number 4 out of 5 children (3 older brothers and a younger sister) and was born in Texas. She moved away from home in her mid 20s. She always lived in a trailer park so she continued to just moving about every year or so, mostly less than that tho.
This is how she meets dude! They just happen to be in the same trailer park at the same time and, as an animal lover, Pumpkin pets Champ when she walks passed him. She strikes up a conversation with dude....so kn and so forth ig :)
Now I do wanna note that I put her with P1 and P3 and, like i do with alot of my OCs, have slightly different versions of her for each sinareo. For P1, she's more manipulative and co-dependent because if im doing OC X cannon I'm going all out. Part of dude doing what he did was encourage by a shared delusion between the two of them. Pumpkin would also be controlling and angry if dude tried to leave, she's a bad person to him.
When with P3, she's more mellow and independent, she still likes the Dude (loves him really) but she knows they both like to wander and wouldn't be as upset with a separation. This doesn't its all ouppie and kitties, because she will just shy of torture this man in the bed room. I'd say he's into it, but she wouldn't care if he wasn't. There's still a controlling part of her that wants to own her partner.
Small note also, I get P3s whole cannon is complicated, but as far as he states, he had a wife and the events of P2 happened to him. All this to say I think him and Pumpkin had an affair, Dude didn't think she knew about his wife but of course she did. They're always yelling at each other and she would have found out anyway lol.
Anyway, she's encouraged to move out of town before you know. The nuclear bomb. But she loses her trailer. They go to Catharsis. Then another town and another. They just travel for a few years. She's a cleaner, she picks up odd jobs and Dude does what Dude does. Very boring and nothing story lol.
With the interpersonal, Dude does love her and has a loyalty to Pumpkin like he had to his wife. (And also part of that is because Pumpkin treats him kinda bad in some areas, not TERRIBLE! but she's a little mean) that's love to him. He really hates it tho, it sits funny with him and he's kinda awkward around her at times but slowly, slowly he submits and he's all hers >:)
And I said this b4 but her name is not Pumpkin! Ifs a nickname from the Dude, like a pet name. I do have "real" names in him for both of them, but that's for me >:) lolol
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