#i am happy with this! what a time huh.

[noxious-fennec]

Watch it man you got a kid on board

#i decided that i really needed to draw them like immediately. it was a visceral thing #i woke up in a cold sweat today with the one thought: chommy in a crop top.. #and so here we are #tubbo got hit with the 70s beam also. oopsies #he's a great uncle but that doesn't mean he's not a danger. tie those shoelaces boy #this was super fun to work on i had a blast #i am happy with this! what a time huh. #anyway enough ranting hope yall enjoy alright bye-bye xoxo #my art #dsmp fanart #ctommy #ctubbo #michael beloved #fennec.art

[twisting-in-wonderland]

Bye bye Sebek, :]

(he didn’t stand a chance, poor guy :[  )

#twisted wonderland #twst #sebek zigvolt #ace trappola #deuce spade #jack howl #epel felmier #art #ram's art #i am fully aware i am late to actually . noticing the poll- #i wanted to finish this earlier but i was tired :[ #anyways i'm just glad i got this done whilst sebek's birthday is still being celebrated in the game - it's comedic timing #'happy birthday! bye! :]]]]] ' #oh yea i did vote ace btw - the second i made the poll i immediately smashed that button :] #i have a 'bully ace' instinct embedded in my soul what can i say- #also shout out to this being my first time drawing all these characters except for jack- ... which. #now that i think about it i dont think i posted that whole drawing thing.. huh- #welp too late now :']

[cobaltfluff]

a big baby

#heartsteel #sett #and also aphelios i guess but just his hand lol #art tag #HE'S A BEBY #A BIG SWEET BABEY #aphelios whistled and his big puppy came running #he comes over like huh what's up phel ???? #not pictured is everyone else just -_- #was going to be a quick doodle but i spent a liiiiittle bit more time on it huehue #also idk if it looks good with the colour or not buuuuut ehhhh #anyway i am happy for them #every time i draw sett he ends up looking so soft and baby #ksjkdjfksd i just cant lmao i always turn him into a big babey

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

"Do you not realize it? Do you... truly not see what this means?"

The next Destiny Bond update is in progress! ❄️✨ –> Check out the latest part here 🔷 –> New to the series? Follow from the start! 💜

#we back for the winter season bois :} ☃️ #got some Particularly Fun parts I wanna have done before the end of the year--that I'll hopefully have time to do over the term break !!! 💫 #it's actually so? insane? how we're nearing the end of the year already??????????????HUH #just a little over a week and some Ridiculous cramming I'll have to pull off (no thanks to past me sdskjfs) before I'm free for the holiday #I mean I'd--still have freelancing to do of course but without the looming dread of actively avoiding college responsibilities at least /lh #it's even more insane somehow looking back on when I actually started this whole comic that spiraled Wildly out of controlSKDJFNSDFS #to think that this all started from a prompt I had a few days after my birthday--into its own whole story I wanna see through is--- #honestly something I'm really proud of. something I'm really happy I got to do for myself since it's-above all a passion project if anythin #I'm a lot slower these days what with juggling my own mental crises here and there on top of work for sure #but I get to come back to working on this whenever I find myself feeling down or with some free time to unwind and it's--really nice 💖💕 #and we're still in the beginning I swear to god we're still so early I'm so sorry this is gonna take so longSDHFIUSHDNFKJSDHS #but it bears repeating how thankful I am to everyone who's joined along for this ride- who've been so wonderful and patient thus far #to know that even a handful of people out there tune in to this silly ol thing and are genuinely excited for its sporadic updates-- #--has been a definite highlight in what's been a- Ridiculously--almost comically cruel year (in ways I can't begin to express skjdfnsdfs) #and what with this holiday season being all about giving and gratitude---I want to emphasize on how thankful I am for all of y'all 💖💖💖 #I'll see what surprises I can sneak in to my schedule these coming weeks- the insanity of these following updates included hehee ✨ #Destiny Bond comicverse #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon #pokemon fancomic #pokemon gsc #pokemon hgss #comic wip

[the-crow-binary]

Hi! In scenarios where Dracula gets together with Isaac and/or Hector, what would Death's reaction be? This is just my Deathula self wanting to see that (つω⊂* )

Oh Death <3 Dracula's first, eternal simp <3 His forever husband <3 I bet seeing him get with Lisa was already hard enough, but then with his general(s)?? When he's right here?? :< Rude. :< It's not Hector nor Isaac who betrayed their old Lord to give him his soul :< It's not them who've been by his side for 400 years and protected him and nourrished him and guided him and helped him become who he is today :< What the hell? :<

He wouldn't say anything, of course, but Dracula starts to know him after living together for 400 years. It's obvious he is unhappy, even though all he wants is his master's satisfaction and happiness... and mouth and body and soul and love and

But even though, and he's the first surprised by that, he'd be a bit jealous... he also knows that Isaac and Hector are humans, and so, momentary :) They'll never develop the bond he already shares with Dracula, one that only immortal beings can understand. Dracula can have all the affairs he wants with mortal people, in the end, it doesn't matter, because he's always going to be The One. His only companion in eternity. Dracula always comes back to him no matter what, and Death is patient... a few decades are nothing in the face of eternity. <3

#even while in another relationship Dracula loves Death in a way he could never love a mortal being and that alone makes Death very happy. <3 #i am not over how desperate for Dracula to come back Death is in GoS #how he is so happy to see him again #he literally said he waited for what felt like 'an eternity' :< #he loves his lord so much what used to be a short time for his immortal life turned into torture :< #it's even said that Death desires his master's resurrection more than HE does #I WANT TO HUG HIM SO BAD. DRACULA YOU NEED TO CHERISH HIM MORE #he wanted to fight for him but Dracula said 'no i wanna have fun' smhhhhh #he even offers his soul to him because Dracula was just resurrected and haven't recovered yet and he's so worriiiiiied aaaaaaaaaa #though Dracula too shows that he cares about Death <3 #'Death... All right then. Your loyalty won't be forgotten.' boys just kiss PLEASE #(ok this will happen only in the future but huh who cares it's still Deathula content <3) #(i don't see them having any other dynamic. <3) #vlad dracula tepes #death castlevania #akumajou dracula #isaac laforeze #cod hector #deathula

[zero-a]

people will go all "just be yourself and love yourself! :)" and then go "if you don't act the way i want, you gotta reprogram your entire way of thinking then reach into the very core of who you are and what makes you you, discard it, and replace it with this better, friendlier, more empathetic version that's coincidentally far more convenient for me to deal with than any other possible compromise we can make that you can do for me but doesn't stretch your mind to nothing but thin bands of what you'd consider 'You' :))))))"

#mine.txt #just thinking about all those 'think positively!' and 'romanticize your life!' posts #like on one hand i can see their merit cause self-hatred though instinctual is ultimately detrimental to your mental health #but on the other hand...some of them (a lot of them) are really just unashamedly asking other people to completely change themselves huh #all in the guise of ''positive thinking'' ''self-love'' and ''betterment'' no less #i suppose i shouldnt be surprised considering most people can barely grasp the concept of someone who Genuinely has muted emotions #as a natural state instead of a depressive symptom #not to mention the human quality of escalating things #so ofc tumblr which seems to currently be in its mental health recovery phase would naturally lean in so hard towards ''radical happiness'' #but man sometimes i really do just wanna shake the person from behind the screen and say #'no! dont you understand! this is just how i am! stop implying that everybody who doesnt feel joy at simply waking up is a miserable hag!' #sometimes they dont even imply it they just straight up say it 💀 #im honestly fine (as in idc) with seeing them but they remind me so much of those toxic positivity bitches that sell you random hoaxes #and tell you that youre ''ruining their vibes'' when youre not just beaming like the sun every waking second #well idc most of the time that is #sometimes they just trigger my szpd (and my dpd weirdly enough) #with the szpd obviously i dont like being told what to do and what to feel and having some rando assume things about me #but with the dpd its like #oh i must be doing something wrong ofc this stranger on the internet knows more about emotions and feelings than me #cause im a dumbass who doesnt Feel things therefore i must do what they say even to my own detriment #this mainly applies to those guilt-trippy ones so ive learned to steer clear of them #possibly even block the op

[miru-mu]

bouncing off the walls from our session today, we talked to people who're living inside a dead god which we found out THEY KILLED, had to make a hasty retreat as the dead god meat grew around our ship, and then landed on our witch's previous coven HQ expecting the worst but getting??? a very warm welcome????

#landfall!! #rambling miru #AAAAAAAAAAAA #i love these boys so much #and BELLA!!!! #I wanna know what's up with her I have mad respect for her leaving mid convo #and RAINE!! my BOY I'm so concerned #also a little bit expecting him to bring up the war crimes and what that might entail #AND ALUNNNNNN please please me and keith are praying and hoping you just have a nice time catching up and being deified but also #very concerned. very like ok this is very cool and I'm so happy for you!! I am still ready to kill at a moments notice!! #also you said there were attractive people where you're from and hot damn you weren't jokin' huh

[ralsriel]

The owl house really just went "hey, you see these traumatized kids? You see how two of them even show VERY clear signs of ptsd?" and then looked at them and went "anyway, here's even more trauma for them, good luck recovering from this lol"

#the owl house spoilers #the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #THIS IS NOT A NEGATIVE POST BTW #I don't want it to come across this way #but my god. I am. #I don't even know what to say except for holy shit please give these kids some happiness #Luz is literally on the edge and the whole 'this person who I project myself onto should actually never exist!' is really worrying #and Hunter #oh where do I start here. #this whole episode might've just been 'Hunter's deepest trauma and fears: extra deluxe edition' #and I am. so hoping that he gets a happy ending. might just be my own cptsd brain influencing my opinions here but my god #I'd be so upset if he actually dies or won't find any happiness anymore #I don't think they'll do that though. Especially because they already had the chance to do so but brought him back #anyway!!! what an episode huh #I am!! boy I sure do have feelings about this whole thing and I do not know how to articulate them in the slightest! #on one hand I love the fact that the toh crew actually took their time to portray actual trauma in realistic ways #it definitely hit close to home and you could see the amount of care put into it #there's lots of small details that some people might not notice which are really important to me personally #even just the whole 'I think I'm getting better and like who I am! my fears might just be.. all in my head.. surely.' #to 'my fears have actually been justified & it feels like my happiness wont last long without the most terrible thing imaginable happening' #there's more of course #that was a lot to take in which may or may not be because of personal experiences but hoo boy huh #oh yeah also the VA's did a great job at changing their tone for each character #on the other hand. I really miss hooty. and eda. and king. and the silliness. and everyone else ;-; #and I don't mean this in a way of 'No! No serious topics allowed!' because I do like the more serious tone & it's more than reasonable #with the current situation #but hhhhh I just want them to be happy #anyway haha. them using Duolingo was fun huh? sure am glad the episode was about that only and nothing bad ever happened :)

[hella1975]

my mum: you've been doing really good lately. every part of your life is really stable and you seem genuinely happy, it's great to see :)

me, who's felt like ive been going actually crazy bananas insane for months now: yeah haha

#sometimes i forget that 'being in total control of my emotions at all times' isn't just my cringe lore & is actually something im good at #like wdym my MUM said this. girl im experiencing horrors over here! #i got really offended by it? ilke i just smiled at her and agreed but inside i was like HELLOOOOO CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEEE #i just genuinely feel like i am so detached from myself and im entirely manipulative and i micromanage every facet of my personality #and change it day-to-day person-to-person and not in the Normal Human Way but in a crazy insane I Am Manipulating People Way #& it's a CONSCIOUS thing & like. idk who the real me is idk if there is a real me idk if id like her if i saw her idk if im a good person #but i look like im doing fine. i seem really stable and happy atm according to the person who knows me better than anyone #like that's the extent of my control on myself. even my mum cant tell. HUH #idk i feel like im being dramatic bc last week and this week ive definitely been feeling a lot better #and like maybe i was just having some sort of months-long episode but that doesnt negate the fact that while i was IN it no one could tell #not even the closest people to me that see me every day in the same house where im most vulnerable could tell #that's like. worrying surely. maybe. i think. whatever im just saying shit at this point #i always do this tho i go 'i fundamentally base my self-worth on how little i share vulnerability with people #and it's been a constant part of my personality since childhood that i dont talk about my feelings' and then i get SO pissed off #when people dont realise im going through shit. like girl what did you THINK was gonna happen. look inwards #hella goes home

[aria0fgold]

I FOUND! THE ARTICLES! BOUT THE KING! YIPPEEEEEE

#ariaplays: isat #isat spoilers #i decided to take things slow in this loop and just sightseeing mostly. cuz i was more convinced that the articles were #on a higher floor inside one of the rooms that gets siffrin stuck in time if you use the crest on the tears blocking it #so i was like: well yaknow what. might as well take my time with the lower floor. #SO IT WAS IN HERE!!! i completely forgot bout it... i remember checking these things before the whole timeloop thing happened #phhheeewww well at least thats progress made! am so happy to have found it! guess i didnt need to get stuck in time huh

[rowenabean]

.

#oof #one of my practice owners asked me today if i want to buy shares in the practice #becoming a part business owner #it's been a thing that's like maybe far in the future in my head but apparently not in theirs? #i was like oh. the Super Secret Directors Meeting you had today after the normal meeting that was about me? #huh #nice to know they want me sticking around? #anyway i had been avoiding telling anyone who is Officially My Boss that i'm thinking about leaving town so i had to do that one #although what i SAID was 'i'm not sure i'm 100% settled here #i think i'll know this time next year so ask me then' #which i think is the right level of information for an Officially My Boss? #doesn't overcommit me in either direction #don't quite know what to do with this. when i signed up to the job they said maybe after 3 years i could buy shares if i want #which it has not been 3 years #i don't even know if i want to know the level of financial details etc? #maybe i just am happy being an employee? #ro rambles #on this one

[mieczyhale]

one of the guys that runs a reaction channel i've been watching for ages just announced that they're ending the channel next year bc he got a job offer and he's getting married and he's thinking about his family and his future and like...

my son in christ you are 21

i literally want to fucking die

#dont get me wrong! good for him! i'm happy for him #but he really said he started the channel when he was younger (turns out that was 18) and it felt like time to move on #i am 31 and only got the job i love a year and a half ago #i have been dating and living with the same person for... 10 years in 11 days and all i've ever wanted is to get married #(and be a mom but i dont think im ever getting that one but im gonna go ahead and focus on that one zero percent or i'll cry) #i say. like all of this doesnt make me want to cry lmao #i am so incredibly blessed to have what i have. like truly i ended up with the perfect sort of life for my awkward mentally ill ass #but i cannot NOT spiral just a little when people younger than me have the things i want so so bad and then also talk as if their young age #is older than it is. i know you feel mature and older but you are still so fucking young. and okay honestly - now that im rambling - thats #just part of it huh?? i mean a lot of the spiral is actually Wow. I really lost so much of my life (so much time. so many opportunities) to #mental illness and other shit i couldn't control and there are people who didn't fucking have that. there are people who didn't have to #deal with any of that!!! honestly!!! and you just.. dont do anything to prepare for the future when you do not expect there to be one for #so long and then you can't stop fucking everything up and then oh look! you're in your 30s and- #god i cannot fucking do this #it is 1:35 in the morning and im tired but now i feel really stubborn about going to bed. i should. i want to. but also i dont. #actually going to bed is where The Horrors are so #this really was the dumbest fucking shit i think im gonna go to bed & play p.m on my phone and try to be a little less pathetic #maison speaks

[belligerentbagel]

my chemical romance plays in twelve minutes 

adding my quiet contribution towards manifesting another Gender tonight 

#listen. liSTEN. they are less than five miles away from me and i am just deriving faint comfort from knowing we are in (almost) same zipcode #i could bike to the festival location right now 😶 #i've been lowkey in MCR SUBMERSION over the last .......month and a half? oh my god. #SO. i never got into them when they were first active! and i'm kind of. half-grateful for that? because WOW that might have been- #-an entirely different person; if my first DEEP musical obsession had 1) occurred in middle/high school instead of college; and #2) had not been david bowie (though in a satisfying roundabout; the glam rock elements of TBP that i REALLY enjoy are inspired by bowie) #draws #my chemical romance #mcr #the cheerleader outfit in tennessee was honestly what got mcr back into my consciousness as 'huh; isn't that the black parade band?' #and then the NURSE outfit gave me a solid two weeks of (・・；) #and then i listened to the entirety of TBP seVERal times and then foundations of decay (!!!!! it is SO GOOD w h a t) and then #spent another week thinking about aging and how your hopes and dreams change their form over the passage of years #thought about the endless cheerful vitality of the behind-the-scenes clips from the black parade music video #and all that potential; and all they DID accomplish (and have continued to accomplish) #and what it means to still be a rock star at this age #but beyond the memey ''tumblr (YOU INCLUDED) is having carnal thoughts about a 45-y.o. dad''; the part that has been striking s o hard is #the gender exultation every time #the way it lights up the stage; the way the fandom falls over itself and curls up and cries with joy #gerard way i hope you are so so happy

[bukuoshin]

God knows why I'm trying to learn another language when I barely even speak at all.

#rae rants #like. you know the saying 'if you dont use it. you lose it.' well whats my selectively mute ass supposed to do with that. huh? #... im trying to learn indonesian. cuz i heard its easy. and i wanna see if i can learn another language at all. #im only like 4 days in on fuckin duolingo but. im already realizing an issue im gonna have. #and thats that. i am getting it. kind of. but like... #i cant form sentences in my mother tongue half the time. how am i supposed to do it in another language right...? #... ill just be happy if i can understand whats being said fairly vaguely ya know? but still... #i mean you can probs see why the concept would be bothersome yk?

[ahalliance]

smth about 10 being 904 yrs old in day of the doctor then 906 in the end of time fucks me up

#s2-s4 were like. fours years to him :( maybe three #and he spends at least two years running about on his own slowly withering away #those two years which are most likely post waters of mars… what if i died #and him STILL feeling horrible about how he acted in the end of time to a point where he starts breaking down in front of wilf . wtf :(( #hes just. he’s my little sad guy :( #why’d he spend a third of his 6 yr existence alone huh 😭 #i am quite literally going to be an emotional mess when the 60th specials drop like 😭 #HIM AND DONNA . back together . besties again . lord #and theyre gonna no doubt address how fucking miserable 10 was at the end of his life . #and there’s no doubt going to be a message about self acceptance and moving on . #14 is a version of 10 who has endured what he once was terrified of and lived to tell the tale . he’s a 10 who knows it was all okay in the #end #and THAT is gonna fuck me up . meow meow finally has a high chance of getting his happy end… 13 years later gotdamn #literally whatever they do ill be happy to see DT and CT acting together again im so fucking pumped #and we’re immediately getting the already banger duo of 15 and ruby right afterwards…. we’re being fucking spoiled #im so so so excited i love doctor who!! i love celebrating the future while honouring the past!! #jay rambles

[dazais-guardian-angel]

feeling sick to my stomach after that finale, actually, wow

#i. think it may be time to drop off tumblr for a while again #lmao as if i'm that active anyway #ik this is quite reactionary but i can already tell that i'm in the minority opinion here since everyone else seems happy soooooo #i dont wanna rain on peoples' parade #anyway. most of the posts i made prior aged like milk huh :)))))))) #i'm just. kinda speechless. #i've been in a state of shock since this morning #there are no words #am i living in a fucking fever dream?? am i high??? is this an alternate reality??????? #who fucking knows #i'm just......... so numb i dont even know what to feel or say #wow. man. Man. #i'm just. going against everything i'd been assuming the last few weeks. #and praying to all that is holy that this doesn't end up being canon in the manga #i have to cling to that because that's the only hope i have rn #i just really want to fucking cry i'm so angry and hurt and upset at how horrible this was wow #bones has always sucked ass but for the first time ever i don't know whether this is all them or asagiri too. and that's. that. well!!!