#i am back from lifes troubles

[anzukero]

You know We were always meant to be, destiny I hope you feel the same, with me

Love

#LETS GO IM BACK!!! #i am back from lifes troubles #here to bring some #drarry #drarry fanart #hpdm #harry potter fanart #harry potter #harry x draco #draco x harry #hp fanart #draco malfoy fanart #harco #digital art #illustration #my art

[gideonisms]

I want to write I want to make girls be weird about each other in MY word docs I want to have creative projects and goals againn :/

#but i am. so tired #i also don't want it to be something i'm forcing myself through because i feel like that always backfires #this year to me has really been about figuring out what is actually important to me and in what ways i can push myself to grow without #sending myself back to square one again #i can kind of feel myself gearing up to create things again and have wants and goals again but it is sooo slow #absolutely everything wipes me out mentally which i guess it always did but now i can like. comprehend it! #i know what is happening in there but i am so clumsy at working around it. i hadn't practiced that a lot before #it's taking like multiple years to recover from stuff that other people seem to recover from easily #it's sooo annoying and it's not really about feeling like i wasted my 20s anymore #i am where i am it was my life and i spent it the way i did so far. i just can't change that #it's more about like Wanting to do so many things and feeling like there is the potential for so much and feeling held back by my own self #there are so many things i want to try now that i'm doing more than bare minimum surviving and it's like i want them all at once #but i can't possibly do them all at least not yet there just is not time or energy or money to do them all right away #i have trouble prioritizing

[redrobin-detective]

Shout out to the fics you read years and years ago, fics you found on a whim late at night and read and moved on and yet their stories haunt. Pour one out for those fics you stand no chance in hell of finding again and yet even long after you read those words, you still find yourself affected by them. Here’s to the stories that exist without name, author or even words but just the gentle impression they left on you long ago.

#I read so much DP fic back in the day on FF that I'll never see again #I still remember one of the first I read where Danny had his accident became Phantom in front of sam and tuck #and then then fled hid from everyone for years and was in college when he hears of trouble in amity and returns #i read that like 18 years ago like just a random ass fic I read at 2am and yet #I think about it sometimes out of the blue how it made ME feel as a young 13 year old about the idea of abandoning everything to run #idk if the author cares about this story #if anyone else remembers it #it passed in and out of my life in less than a hour and yet a full childhood lifespan later I am making a tumblr post about it #there's something a little bit magical about that I think

[starculler]

strap in for this week's fic flavor: the failsafe episode of season one of the young justice cartoon except the simulation just won't. fuckin. end.

(fics that inspired this at the end)

If I ever did sit down to make my own fic, I'd split it in 3 parts:

The Simulation: bits and pieces of the 40 years Dick lives after most everyone he knows has died

The Return: the immediate aftermath and healing from the trauma of having not-quite-actually lived a whole life only to wake up and find out it was all fake. nothing traumatizing about that whatsoever.

The Unintended Consequence: aka the twist I'd love to add and would hint to in the second part - finding out the simulation, through martian mind fuckery, pulled from the real world (and in many cases, from real minds). Dick meets a bunch of people he didn't think were real outside the confines of his simulated life. A bunch of rowdy, heroism-inclined teens across the years get to meet the sibling/friend/mentor figure they all dreamed up one night.

(actual idea snippets under the cut)

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Dick Grayson is 14 and most of the world's heroes have died. He planned a suicide mission that left him the sole survivor of a doomed team he helped found. The invasion may have been stopped, but is this really the price he wanted to pay?

The first face he sees in the infirmary is Roy's, and he has to close his eyes and just breathe for a few minutes because for one painful moment he'd thought it was Wally. But this isn't the world where his best friend miraculously survived alongside him. This is the one where he got his best friend killed and didn't even give him the courtesy of following behind him. Behind them.

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Dick Grayson is 27 and has lived longer without Bruce than with him. The invasion's anniversary is always a tough day for him, but that morning seems especially harrowing. He'll get shit for it later, but can't resist stepping out onto the balcony of the manor's master bedroom (Bruce's old bedroom) for a smoke -- his first since he'd promised to quit if Jason, just 15 then, did too.

"Bad habits tend to pile up," he'd said, a rueful quirk to his tired grin. He'd tapped the cigarette twice on the railing and added, lower, "and this one's especially nasty, huh."

He inhales, watches the sun creep across the horizon, and lets acrid smoke burn through his lungs for a long moment before blowing it out in a small cloud. His eyes water, but he doesn't cough. It tastes just as bad as it did the first time he smoked one, not even a year after the invasion and treading water as Robin proved insufficient.

There hadn't been enough heroes to go around then, and Dick had been trained by one of the best. It hadn't been fair, but it had been his plan that had ultimately stopped the invasion. His shoulders everyone's expectations fell on.

He takes another drag, then smudges the lit end against the rail he's leaned on when he hears a boot scuff purposefully against the roofing above him.

"Todd and Pennyworth will be upset with you."

He doesn't turn around. Damian doesn't jump down to join him.

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Dick Grayson is 54 and wakes up in a room full of ghosts. He hears his long-dead father-figure tell his long-dead team about a simulation they weren't meant to win. A training exercise gone wrong and only half a day spent under their mentors' careful, if slightly panicked, supervision.

He looks at his hands, watching the way his gloves crease when he flexes them in and out of tight fists. He looks at his team, their eyes a little haunted but shoulders slumped with relief even as they grumble. Batman's heavy, gloved hand settles on his shoulder and the weight of it is a nauseating mix of foreign-familiar.

He opens his mouth. Closes it.

Tears prick his eyes behind his domino mask, and he tells himself the suffocating, acidic void building in his chest is just some leftover side effect of the ordeal and not the grief-guilt of outliving yet another family (no matter that they hadn't been real in the end).

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Dick Grayson is 16-going-on-56 and well used to the coincidences piling up between his simulated life and the real thing. Some of it -- missions and villains he remembers cropping up -- he's marked for Bruce to review and sort as he pleases. Some -- security for the cave, team building anecdotes, and training regimens -- he's shared with the team. And some he keeps only for himself.

Tim is one of those. He knows it's not fair to the kid (so much smaller now than he ever was when Dick lived his simulated life), but he can't help being selfish just for this. Tim is the one kid he's sure he didn't make up, and if Dick's taken to babysitting the kid just to be near at least one member of the family he built for himself in the wake of the worst days of his life .... Well, anyone who says shit about it can happily stand in line to have their teeth kicked in.

Despite this, it still catches him off-guard when he sees a familiar face pop up in one of Bruce's reports.

Jason Todd, caught boosting tires off the batmobile, is nearly the same age now as he was when Dick met him. He stares at the words, but none of them really sink in beyond the kid's name and address. He's moving before he's even made the decision.

He's used to the world kicking him when he's down - lived it for 40 frustrating years. But he has Bruce again. And things with Tim have been so good. And he's always been selfish when it comes to family. If he could just see Jason. If he could just meet him. If he could talk to him.

If if if if if--

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Inspirations:

Circles in Shattered Mirrors by InfinityIllusion

Fine (But Not Okay) by CharlotteDaBookworm

Verisimilitude by mutemelody

#young justice #young justice cartoon #batfam #batman #dick grayson #thoughts and headcanons #the heart wrenching inability to cope with the fact that you've lived a fully realized life #you've loved and lost and loved again in the face of every unending tragedy #until you've forcefully carved out this one little safe haven for yourself #only to be thrust back to the beginning of one of your greatest traumas - esp one you're partly responsible for! #gotta love it #anyway i am and always have been obsessed with dick grayson and no one can stop me #the simulation was fake but some psychic bs means real world elements filtered in #cue several children with weird dream-memories of half-lived experiences and a massive sense of deja-vu #when they wade into the superhero world #all i can picture is the spiderman pointing meme but it's the batkids at dick lol #my favorite idea is that once Dick gets his grubby hands on Jason and Tim it's all over from there #he's pulling late nights and researching and scouring facial recognition databases until he finds his kids #(he blurs the lines a lot when it comes to considering them his siblings vs kids #on the one hand they're not super far apart in age bar Damian #on the other he hasn't been a kid in any meaningful way since he was 14 and he very nearly raised half of them in some way #(plus side to an au is that i can space the ages out more as needed compared to the show haha) #jason and cass are firmly siblings close as they are to his age #steph tim and duke fluctuate depending on how in trouble or injured they are #i will die by dick being damian's dad tho lmao #babs is more platonic life partner than sibling but very firmly family regardless #this is the dick grabs on to any shred of family he can with both hands and drags them in kicking and screaming if he has to au

[hearties-circus]

Guess who's finished:]c my funny little guy has finally been all assembled!! I think I did quite well !

#gamer txt. #al art #ninjask #pokemon rse #crochet #sewing #besties yous dont know how happy i am to be finished that last wing was giving me hell #im just glad i have my own ninjask plushie^^ #i was honestly tempted to make it life sized like. could you imagine if i did that #its 2'7 how would i make that #thats like how big the wee man is #mine is probably just over a foot so about half of what it is #i just have a particularly mini ninjask #im in love with its stupid little face cause it just looks so silly from head on #oh and btw the back wings are both constructed entirely contructed differently which is why they gave me so much trouble #the first one was ambitious and convoluted and the 2nd was momotous and involved a stupid amount of embroidery

[elizabethrobertajones]

Good choice for an upstanding roegadyn husband for Frog to bring home to her parents to impress them: Rammbroes

Hilarious choice for bringing home an upstanding roegadyn husband to alarm and frighten her parents: Rasho the captain of the confederacy in the Ruby Sea.

#the trouble with having a WoL with a well adjusted home life and living parents #is sometimes you think 'hmm they would probably still have something to say about her marrying an elezen #even if he were the leader of Ishgard' #'I must now evaluate every roegadyn man of a certain standing for potential parent pleasing husband quality' #idk maybe this is just an elezen/hyur/roegadyn problem and the world building for other races feels less analagous #to recent historical societies where this would be important #although woe betide if you have a Sharlayan OC #they definitely have roegadyn culture first and foremost #in terms of like... day to day social structures #I'd say the hyur/elezen/roe non-specific 1800s to modern societal expectations #but roegadyn founded Sharlayan's society and you can see how it mirrors Limsa first especially with boats and arcanists #point is your sharlayan moon catgirl might still have to bring back a respectable husband to impress the parents #in which case you could do worse than Rammbroes :P #ffxiv #I am just rambling #I haven't not skipped the ruby sea cutscenes on alts literally ever so this is the first time watching them since Frog was first here #they're REALLY long and back to back in my defence #also Gosetsu would be perfect parent pleasing husband material but like however old Rammbroes is Gosetsu has at least 2 decades on him #going from 'hmm' to 'Frog MUST see her own grandpas in him and that's that'

[sealovinq]

i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

#xelle.txt #i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl #i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group #i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite #and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends #my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with- #-them either #i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too #that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because- #-of my inability to stay consistent #also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway #honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless #to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before #the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol #there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!! #and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader #which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present #anyway #hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working #lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out. #this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS #imma sleep now 😭 #idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do #goodnight everypony 🫶 #vent tw #rant tw

[http-numbah5]

Turkish Dizi girlies where do you watch your stuff for free without signing up?

#anyway #Watching reborn rich #Getting into SVT #spending waaaay too much time thinking of Wonwoo send help #Finished twenty five twenty one and God was so true for hinting I should stop at episode 12 #I didn't hate the show #I reeeeeeally appreciate it and Baek Yi-jin I will personally protect you from the harsh effects of life #Went through another ATEEZ phase (thanks Mingi :* ) #They have the most *about that life* energy ever😂 #Seeing that I even circled back to SVT (thanks Joshua) #I can certify that the diamond life to atiny (or vv) pipeline is real #However fans have a much bigger influence on how I enjoy an artist than one would think #Yes I am saying the less toxic a fanbase the more likely I am to stick around even if EYE am not interacting with the fanbase #But I want to get into Pentagon however I need a few months break from Kpop all together before I enter the rabbit hole again #Or maybe I won't #Maybe I should just enter my podcast era #TrIed getting into High Class but it annoyed me #Mine was too dramatic for me and that grandson of the household falls for the help trope upset me because SHE COULD LOSE HE JO #job do not be so wreckless young man #I hate the /he would risk it all including your safety just to be with you/ trope like she needed that job bruh don't get her into trouble? #High Class? I didn't want to see little children cry #JaeIn is a beautiful babygirl #I got so excited when I saw Turkey in reborn rich /.\ #Start Up is so difficult for me to get through bro the first episode is just—MUST THERE BE SO MUCH SADNESS #Sky Castle had too much academic trauma—I'm good #Gaus Electronics you are my happy watch my favourite background noise best comedy favourite everything the cast was great the jokes hit ju— #CORRECT

[sol1loqu1st]

i'm going to be seeing a new therapist later this month & i want to bring up possibly/probably having osdd, but i know that since more people have been kinda learning about what DID and osdd actually *are* there's been an influx of ppl claiming to have it (ftr it is NOT my place to tell people they're faking lmao, i don't care if someone claims to have a disorder and then later it turns out they don't & i don't think most ppl are "faking." it's between them & their therapist if they have it or not and it harms no one to self dx, people taking it less seriously isn't the fault of self dxed people either)

but anyway i'm worried that if i go into a therapist's office and immediately tell them i think i have Today's Trendy Disorder i won't be taken seriously. but at the same time there is really obviously *something* going on with me that isn't just normal depression & anxiety and treatment methods for bpd (like dbt, mood stabilizers, etc) haven't helped even a little bit over the several years i've been seeking treatment for it so i'm starting to suspect there's something else going on i haven't been seeing & honestly after talking with my last therapist abt stuff (who i was seeing for bpd/trauma stuff but looking back they were pretty obviously trying to get me to figure out i had a dissociative disorder, whether or not i do they certainly thought so) i'm realizing that some of the things i experience are a lot less normal than i thought and may be consistent w/ an osdd diagnosis (probably not DID because i don't really experience significant memory stuff though lol. i do a little but it's less "can't remember at all" and a little more like waking up from a dream where i can recall the gist of stuff but it feels far away)

i don't even know what id do with a diagnosis though. honestly i just want answers and a place to start in regards to treatment more than anything else

(advice welcome but not expected)

#idk though maybe it is just anxiety #lot of folks im seeing have like. this detailed internal world and talk to their alters and #have like very distinct separate identities and act really different and all that #my stuff is just like..... idk man #i thought i had osdd when i was a teenager but i eventually decided it was bpd mood swings and identity issues #and any memory stuff i did deal with was adrenaline from anxiety #and i'm still not convinced it's like #NOT that? #but the way people talk to me about myself when they're upset w/ me #like there's always this implication that i should be able to control what i do and say even when my emotions are boiling over #but i... Can't #if it's a situation where i could seriously fuck my or someone elses life up i can wrench back control of myself enough #to not get in serious trouble but when i get like how i do there have been times i literally know i shouldnt be doing something and #i want to stop so fucking badly and i just am basically watching myself fuck me over and make awful choices and i can't. stop myself #& i just. i always thought i was just making excuses for myself and that i was just. one of those horrible assholes #who acts like they cant control themself when they hurt others #(& i do take responsibility for the times i've hurt other people or lashed out unfairly. regardless of if it was me or an alter #it's still my responsibility to make things right) #but. idk. maybe it's not just that i'm a bad person #maybe there really is something actually going on with me and i can learn to cope w/ it in healthier ways #also shut up yeah the mp100 finale got me thinking abt this again ok. seeing mob helplessly watching from inside himself #as a Different Him went on a horrible unstoppable rampage. & the solution was that he had to accept the other him as part of himself #was. very much an 'oh' moment for me. so uh #yeah

[sparklestheunicorn]

The cruellest thing erika johansen did to kelsea glynn was change her face.

#ME! #the tearling trilogy #i am thinking about this series again. with a bit of trouble considering i am in the middle of another book #but i remembered this i remembered how my mouth fell open in shock bc oh my god. #in queen she was blandly average looking. like. she was not pretty. she was not ugly. she just was. #i hated the focus on her looks but it became a plot point and i sort of forgive her #bc in invasion she starts having these visions of lily who lived a different life quite a while ago. and lily is pretty. #and kelsea does want to be pretty but she also doesnt want to become her mother and she feels that being pretty would help that #so shes content but she does wish a little that she was prettier. and then the jewels start showinf her visions of lily and lily is gorgeous #pretty even. the jewels give her lily's body lily's face. just in time for kelsea to bathe in her anger #and the fucked thing is that shes treated with more respect by everyone around her. (pen not included.) #(my boy pen was in love with her from the start and could never do any wrong) #but everyone else. no one in her guard said a goddamn word but they treated her differently #by the end of the old tearling she was yearning for her old face. she wanted her old face back so badly. she realised her mistake in wanting #to be pretty almost immediately and she wanted her old face back but the jewels never gave her that #all of this in turn made me hold my breath the first time she looked in the mirror in the new tearling. #she was begging for her face to be her face again and she almost cried (if im remembering correctly. or maybe that was me) when she saw her #own face staring back at her. out of the few good things the new world gave her. this was the best.

[dummerjan]

reading psychiatric evaluations from when i was as young as 5 years old might not have been the best decision i could have made last night

#meins #(i haven't had therapy in several weeks and i won't for another month i need to get things out ignore me) #the one from when i was 5.5 says i am not autistic which is hilarious and my parents didn't really buy it either back then #i was a very very difficult child #from the moment i was born i wouldn't stop screaming #but it also makes me sad to see how troubled i was #i think my parents started taking me to doctors for my behaviour when i wasn't even 2 years old #i was in so much anguish from such an early age and it aches to think of little Paula #i know i was in a very bad place when i was 11 but to see in a psychiatrist's report that i said #i would rather die than have to go to school was still chilling #i shouldn't read those things #they put me in a very weird mental and emotional state and i feel like i failed myself from back then #in many ways it did get better but in others it hasn't and i remember always telling myself that #when i was that age or when i was in that phase of my life things would be better #i kept clinging to that hope that one day i wouldn't be as lonely but it never improved permantently #i gave up on telling myself that but the hope hasn't disappeared and i dread the disappointment once again

[scorchedhearth]

trying to find canon stories or fanwork that touches upon guy's TBI is like walking through a baren wasteland. most barely acknowledge it, and when they do it's just a one-liner or for a joke which. You Know.

#i'd rather they dont talk about it at all instead of mocking it #to the few writers who did put work into writing good fics about it: i am kissing you on the mouth and with tongue thank u for ur service #it's this balance between valid reactions of other characters (wow this guy is a huge jerk get him away from me/i used to know a different #guy and this is painful for me to see him changed and trying to accept this new personaltiy + disabilities) vs guy's own thoughts (i just s #suffered a big injury that took off years of life + hard work i put in bettering myself and set me back on many skills i used to know which #is deeply unfair and hard/i now have to learn how to live with a new personality + deal with the fact that i am now angry erratic and have #trouble with cognitive functions which is outside of my control/dealing with other's expectations and prejudices against me and my injury) #+ the way some storylines treat this as a joke. oh guy is so dumb he doesn't know big words when its just deeply sad and upsetting that som #someone with diplomas and education lost those abilities due to something entirely not his fault

[pepprs]

alt*rnative spr*ng br*ak day 1. i need to be on campus in 3.5 hours. i have packed nothing and have done no laundry. i have not prepared for any of the facilitation i need to do today. i am experiencing physical symptoms of anxiety and burnout ♥️

#this is my first time ever doing an in person asb and also my first time being part of the asb planning process and i am soooooo nervous and #unprepared and overwhelmed. and i volunteered myself as the staff member staying at the hotel making sure no one gets into trouble and #responding to crises / emergencies if they arise and i may be assigning more importance / weight to that role than there actually is given T #that they are all college students and i am less than a year removed from being a college student myself. but i am so nervous i want to #redacted. and i am not prepared for the situations that might arise. at all whatsoever. lollllll #purrs #btw unlike the retreat tag or the conferences im name dropping asb bc like every school has them and a lot of schools have spring break this #week. so i am not doxxing myself 😈 (and i didn’t need to tell u that but im doing it lol. aaaaand post) #delete later #also the amount of stress i have been under lately w work is like. actually insane and we are not getting a break (though i should take one #lol) but after this is over i will have my life back a little bit maybe and i hate to say im looking forward to it so much but i am. i just #want to rest and recover. it’s literaly been nonstop since we were abandoned in july (lol) and i feel so crushed by the weight of everything #we’ve been carrying and how much responsibility i have had to take on in my FIRST YEAR!!!!!!!!! and i would’ve gone crazy if i hadn’t takej #on big responsibilities ofc bc of my mental illness <3 but the impostor syndrome + the relentlessness intensifying every single day are just #so so so heavy to carry. and i can feel my mind and body and heart giving out but i have to keep pushing forward

[inmirova]

this is the most important thc for me <3

#literally i did just wake up in a new life by the seaside 2 months ago. the blissful distant wash of waves 😌💜 #and im spending today w my friend gathering the shit im not keeping from before to donate or throw away which is like #huge for me as someone who doesnt like to throw things away? #i have a baseball my dad gave me when i was 4 that i made him sign. i have every birthday card ive ever gotten #so like the fact that i am willingly throwing away postcards is a big thing yknow? it feels good though #& literally the only thing im keeping from them is a dinosaur-shaped planter and the plant it came with #keep almost none of it only the flowers on the windowsill etc etc #and then we're planning on breaking into a boardwalk by the beach thats closed til april later :^) #i made too many pastries for a shabbat thing i did last night so those will be coming. things are good 😊🥰 #had trouble sleeping for ages bc of flashbacks that started like late november and i slept over this friend's place for a couple wks #back home now but like. ugh i love people i love my friends!! i love to support them and be supported by them! fuck everything else yknow?

[disorentedfae]

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#vent #I miss my classmates #like A LOT #A LOT #wish I was with them again #I just want to see them #i don’t care if I think they’re annoying or they think I am #I don’t care if some of them don’t like me. I just want to be with them again #I was with them for the majority of my life that I can remember #and then. we all graduated from a school with no high school and now they’re all gone #I want to go back #getting in trouble. doing stupid things with them. cracking bad jokes. the bus rides. all of it pls #I don’t like them just being memories now

[vilecovet]

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑨𝑻𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑻𝑨𝑮.

michael.

prince of angels from the abrahamic pantheon. michael is a no-nonsense, duty-driven patron saint of soldiers, officers, judges, and more. he often partners with the global defense ministry's operatives and contractors to exchange knowledge on cosmological threats. e.g. eldritch abominations are often siblings of father yahweh, and while michael is personally responsible for destroying them, he believes in humanity's ability to defend themselves, lending his strength whenever possible. while his main nemesis will always be lucifer, vorren is his rival and they are constantly seeking to destroy one another.

samael.

the watcher. samael is the left hand of father, death embodiment, and destroyer angel. he is michael's counterpart, and serves as an observer of the known and unknown universes. as a good and evil entity, at times, he tests human hearts to see if they will cross over to the darkness, but he ultimately serves the kingdom. samael is one vorren can not touch.

alphard.

alphard (not their real name) is the sibling of yahweh, the anti-god of dark matter, corruption, madness, and once sought to destroy their brother's creations. presenting as a woman, they have actually grown incredibly attached to toshiro as their vessel, and now seek to protect humanity for their own self-interests. they lend their power to millions of operatives across the globe and will often push those deemed unworthy to madness, resulting in their deaths.

josef.

josef is what toshiro aspires to be. he is a full-fledged eldritch host who has retained his sanity after fusing with an abomination named khaos (not their real name). he is known as the keeper of eldritch knowledge and tends to test if seekers can handle the madness they seek. josef is a neutral party and only works with the global defense ministry, so they may leave him be.

#michael. ╱ in character ╱ pick up your sword and fight. #michael. ╱ answered ╱ you are bothersome with your questions. #michael. ╱ drabble ╱ a peek into the life of a troubled prince. #michael. ╱ aesthetic ╱ this is acceptable. #michael. ╱ lore ╱ absolutely not. avert your eyes. #samael. ╱ in character ╱ you know not of what i know. #samael. ╱ answered ╱ i am the watcher. you are the seeker. #samael. ╱ drabble ╱ you know more of me. good. #samael. ╱ aesthetic ╱ it is not all bad. #samael. ╱ lore ╱ i would rather you not peer so closely. #alphard. ╱ in character ╱ how could you comprehend the incomprehensible. #alphard. ╱ answered ╱ seek knowledge you insignificant thing. #alphard. ╱ drabble ╱ from the mind of the severed. #alphard. ╱ aesthetic ╱ it is amusing. #alphard. ╱ lore ╱ no. back away or i will break your mind. #josef. ╱ in character ╱ the keeper of forbidden knowledge. #josef. ╱ answered ╱ seek and you shall be found. #josef. ╱ drabble ╱ tales of an eldritch bookkeeper. #josef. ╱ aesthetic ╱ how alluring. #josef. ╱ lore ╱ that would not be wise.