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#hurtingcosofyou
mysmia06 · 11 months
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I regret telling you how much you mean to me,
I regret showing you the extent I can go for you,
I regret putting your needs before mine,
I regret letting you use me over time,
But I do not regret ever loving you.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 10 months
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Lesson learnt.
A persons real identity is revealed when you stop giving them everything they want. To judge your intentions, I stopped being there for you and you left me without hesitation. You moved on to find someone new.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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Its killing me that you left me feeling like...
My love wasn't good enough for you,
I wasn't enough for you.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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Your words comfort me,
But your actions breaks my heart.
How can you say that you love me,
Yet you are comfortable hurting me.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I still love you. I left you because I could feel myself slowly hating you for the way you treated me. I left because I was afraid that the love I have for you would slowly disappear. You made feel unloved but I couldn't do the same to you. I couldn't bare the thought of not loving you. I rather love you from a distance then to be in your arms and feel nothing.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I don't understand how can you just move on from someone, as if they meant nothing to you.
How do you let go of someone who you; imagined a life with, dreamt of walking down the aisle with and planned on having a child with.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I hate that you give me false hope,
I hate that you take advantage of kindness,
I hate that I need you despite of what you did,
I hate that you make me feel unlovable,
I hate that no matter what you do, I can't hate you.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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As I stare into the mirror,
Slowly everything starts to get clearer.
I wonder why you treated me the way you did,
Like I am some object you want to get rid.
You do things that made my heart burn,
I would never wish you the same pain in return.
You asked me why I look sad,
Because loving you is all I had.
- Your MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I can't fix what's broken,
And I don't have the strength to start fresh.
I alone in this dark space.
As I am questioning the purpose of my existence,
I feel tempted to give up on this life.
How easy it would be to leave this pain behind.
It's becoming difficult to hold back the tears every day,
How much more longer can I hide the suffering inside???
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I fake a smile everyday,
Hide my tears from my face,
I know my eyes gives it all away,
But I keep telling lies to keep them off my case.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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You make me feel like I am asking a lot from you, yet all I want is basic human decency;
I have earned your love yet you make me feel worthless.
I deserve to be appreciated yet you laugh at my efforts,
Your comments about my figure makes me feel insecure,
You disregard all that I have compromised and demand things to always be your way.
You say that you love me yet you do things that show me otherwise.
Tell me how can I trust you when I do not even believe in your love.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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How is it possible to lose myself so much in you,
One minute I'm high on love with you,
Next minute I'm drowning in tears because of you.
Loving you isn't easy for sure,
But my love for you is 100% pure,
I just wish our relationship was more secure.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 1 year
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I have a weakness for you,
Loving you was a risky move.
Our relationship has been a battle,
Because you weren't the type to settle.
Now that your love for me is real,
I am scared to tell you what I feel.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 2 years
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It's okay, I am okay and I am gonna be okay, are the lies I keep telling myself through the tears that burns down my face.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 2 years
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I find comfort in knowing that if I overcome this heart break, I will never have to feel pain like this again because I will never love like this again.
-MysMiA
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mysmia06 · 2 years
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I am breaking apart because I'm torn between what I want and what I need.
I want you but it isn't that easy.
I need to let you go but it isn't that easy.
-MysMiA
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