#how to lose weight over time

[canisalbus]

cursed no tattoo machete (I'm sorry for doing this to him)

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#!!! #I mean one person's cursed is the other one's aesthetic I think this is actually a look in itself and you can fight me on that #see this is what I mean when I say the black lids are an important part of his design #they pull a lot of weight in terms of how his face works and how clearly you can see his eyes #without them his expressions are a lot harder to read especially from a distance #he loses a lot of his sharpness #the white eyelashes though the eyelashes have me weak #over the years I've thought numerous times to myself “why don't I give him cute little blonde lashes those are pretty” #only to realize 0.5 seconds later it doesn't really work in his case #you win some you lose some #thank you! I had a good chuckle when I first saw this it was such an unexpected sight #your style is so painterly and soft looking #answered #gift art #alwaysoutofpaper #own characters #Machete #barefaced early morning Machete before the daily goth eyeliner routine

[sunshineandlyrics]

Sharon Osbourne and Louis Walsh drag James Corden on Celebrity Big Brother UK (7 March 2024). Nothing we didn't already know though.

(Sorry about the source)

#sorry about the source #not that I am a fan of Sharon or Louis Walsh #but they are spilling tea we already knew #Sharon really over did the diabetes drug to lose weight #celebrity big brother #how many times has James names dropped harrys name #Louis Walsh #sharon osbourne #James corden #ellen degeneres #Anna wintour #daily mail #7 March 2024 #mine

[cinnamon-phrog]

I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :< #i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely- #-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things. #i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly' #i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child. #i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake. #i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life- #will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

[zoppzoop]

worked out today after quite a while!!! felt good to know that even after all the cracky bones and long days spent sitting at my desk, I haven't lost too much of my flexibility, although my stamina has dropped down WAY too much. hopefully I can wake up early and go for a run tomorrow and slowly build it up!!

#didnt work out too much today. just a little bit of warm ups for the whole session #got winded way too much #stretches were good #need to work my way up on the weights again :') #this time im gonna build up my back and shoulders hopefully #i saw a few fanarts of jay and got reminded of the episode where they were getting dresses for the grimm ball and how the lady there was #fawning over jay's goddess-like shoulders and yea #buff fictional women being my workout inspration never stops #last time it was shimura nana and miruko and i got my legs strong. couldnt lose the fat tho so I had to keep hearing mom say things but #oh well I like them this way ^^ #i hope im more consistent this time though

[bisexualgoth]

me when the eating disorder makes my eating disordered

#tw for venting lmao #final warning - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -> #i Know in my mind that this is the devil talking but like. how do i stop feeling like if i lost weight everything would be better #genuinely it might be bc most of my friends are gym rats and im a recovered anorexic but i don't want to fall into that fucking pit of #darkness and obsession over food again #which I know will happen 100% if i even. try to lose weight bc i already think about it all the fucking time #fuck this shit so bad man

[kirbyddd]

youth pastor

#jerma985 #tune in for the first time in over a year and greeted by this lad #how much weight did he lose??

[spoopy-sloth]

Dude, Tumblr just recommend me an insulin for me to lose weight.

I'm diabetic. What the actual fuck.

#that's actually pretty upsetting considering i had to stop using that same type of insulin since it may cause pancreatitis again #and the ad is like 'if your bmi is over 31 you may qualify for blah blah' while spinning said insulin with a large tag of “Lose up to 30% #body fat!' like are you for real???? that insulin is 1k! and my insurance has been an asshole with me at least 3x by refusing to pay for it #unless i had an authorization. i mean i tolerated the first time but the second and third time were insane because they /know/ I'm diabetic #and have been for 6 years now. and they still had the audacity to go 'mmmm idk. i dont think you need the dosage change' #this is long but im just annoyed that i got an ad that's suggesting me that i can lose weight if i take this insulin #when that same insulin had helped me with my real diabetes-related symptoms. like fuck off. how dare you use my medical information to #try and sell me bullshit #fuck people who use diabetic medicine to lose weight :V #thanks i hate it here #my text

[rahabs]

Seeing myself in photos truly makes me want to die.

#I hate it. I put so much work into losing weight and keeping healthy and then? #I reacted SO badly to the forced vaccines and gained 50 pounds in 2 months despite exercising daily and eating under 1600 cals/day #And no matter what I do I haven’t been able to like. Shed the weight again #Seeing myself in photos other people took truly just has me going ‘holy FUCK’ #And then I spiral. #I don’t know why but it messed up my hormones badly. I didn’t get a period for over six months #(INSANELY unusual for me as I have been regular like clockwork my entire life no matter my weight) #And then even once I started getting them again it took another two years for them to stabilise/get back to being like clockwork. #During that time no matter what or how much I exercise it’s just been a steady weight gain #Until I saw myself in a photo someone else took and yeah holy shit want to die I’m so fucking ugly it’s not even funny #text #chey.txt

[fragmentedblade]

Not to be a jingfu on main, but it's so cute that Jing Yuan thought of Fu Xuan with those jelly beans

#me: the Xianzhou characters are all just coworkers #also me whenever anyone is shown to be fond and have intimate knowledge of some other character: awwww #Like Fu Xuan and Jing Yuan playing starchess and teasing each other or making a reference to things they like #or Jing Yuan talking about young Yukong #Quingque apparently disliking Fu Xuan but obviously that not being the case‚ knowing what she likes and how she thinks #Fu Xuan hiding that she has a sweet tooth but Jing Yuan and Quingque knowing it and teasing her for it #I don't know. There are a lot of instances of these small intimate details in the middle of what looks like a coworker relationship #Good coworkers‚ but coworkers nonetheless #And ironically it moves me so much? Even more so than Belobog. I've been told several times that Belobog seemed more tight. And I agree #In Belobog people were friends or family or companions but linked by something closer than mere coworkers with Wildfire #Even Sampo in the Underworld was strangely 'theirs'. He had the magenta colour of Wildfire and he was trusted to some extent #The Luofu characters don't have that. And yet the fragments of intimacy scattered through their interactions move me a lot #These are people who have known each other for centuries. Jing Yuan knows of Yukong's youth‚ its joy and grief #He knows Fu Xuan has a sweet tooth and teases her about her height. Quingque does too #Fu Xuan chastises both of them for being lazy but she knows they're smart and good at their job. She plays starchess with Jing Yuan #Quingque mocks Fu Xuan for being a workaholic but is very aware of the weight she carries both in her position and ideas about destiny #I won't mention Yanqing and Bailu because there is obviously more than a coworker bound when it comes to them #But yes I love the moments of intimate knowledge scattered through the Xianzhou‚ so telling of the fact that these people have known #each other for longer than several human lifetimes‚ and that perhaps they don't necessarily regard each other as more than their coworker #But perhaps that's enough in order for them to care. Perhaps in a lifetime over one thousand years the intimacy gained with a coworker #through several centuries is something beyond what we could understand in our decades lifespan #But also‚ perhaps‚ I don't know. Also‚ perhaps‚ the do care beyond coworkers in that strange line between work and friendship #Perhaps it's strange for Xianzhou natives to tell apart that kind of relationship after so much intimacy and knowledge through the years #And perhaps‚ once again‚ as it often happens for them‚ they think they'll always have enough time to tell; until they run out of it #They play chess together. Quingque can lose time because Fu Xuan can't stay mad if she brings her sweets. Are they just coworkers? #We play chess. I know what tea and sweets you like best. I brought them today since you would indulge me and play starchess with me #Thanks for playing with me‚ I'm running out of book puzzles. You keep divining my moves but I'll invent a fake story to distract you #Are we coworkers or something more like friends? Where is the line after so many years? #I talk too much but I love this charged nothingness haha I find it ironically so true to how many relationships in real life develop #And I find it so moving‚ that representation of this endearing smallness of everyday life. Of these small things is life made

[no-one-hears-me]

"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that

#late night phonecall with my boy. gotta stop answering bc i say way too much #anyways. decided to tell him about how i would like. not eat on purpose and i was skinny #said that it was several years ago tho and didn't mention anything more recent #tbf it was most serious several years ago and hasn't gotten that bad since then #anyways. during the convo i said something about how i WAS skinny at this time then got fat over this time #bc he was asking for a bit of a timeline #and he was like. i don't think you got fat i think you got healthy #and said i look good and don't need to lose weight etc like awwww 🥰 #anyways. made a joke about looking like [redacted] and he was like no please don't do that #he wants me to be healthy and eat and not lose weight etc #and i was joking at the time but that convo inspired me to grind harder to really lose some weight 💪 #and i feel kinda bad bc i know he doesn't want me to and would be a lil upset if he found out #but it's my life not his #he doesn't have to find out. unless he notices that i look different. i HOPE #btw the [redacted] part isn't a rude joke or me being mean to anyone. it just could be some sort of thinspo/trigger so i don't wanna say it #i feel like it looks like it could have been someone's name. it's not a specific person or anything #ed tw #Sera

[the-yearning-astronaut]

How do you go about picking a new name for yourself? I've never really felt one way or another about my given name.... I just don't feel connected to it much is all. I don't hate it though, either. Like the rest of me it's just kinda There.

I'm thinking short, still. And definitely more gender neutral? Just don't know what.

I don't plan on changing my name -- not officially. I'm just getting ready to apply for graduate school in Sept and was contemplating adding a 'preferred' name to my applications. All the schools are out of state so I'd be getting a completely fresh start. What better way to test out a new name?

#names #new name #preferred name #chosen name #gender #gender identity #realized ive been having a bit of a gender crisis for the last while #and idk how to fix it #so i wanna try a new name #and im chopping my hair off on Wednesday #i have a real hard time when it comes to picking what to wear each day #i realized i don't have any short sleeved button ups or whatever... may have to hit up ross or tj maxx next week after payday #ive been trying to identify a clothing style i like other than oversized sweater/sweatshirt and joggers/leggings #and i find it's all over the place #i don't think its my clothes themselves im struggling with its my body #i keep rapidly gaining and losing weight due to my changes in meds and its really messing with my perception of myself #because one minute my clothes fit & the next they really really dont & they're either too snug or sliding off & just. nothing fills right #my name my pronouns my clothes my SKIN #people joke about feeling misplaced and alien or whatever but gdi everything feels so wrong 😭 #fox thoughts

[ikkan]

when u lowkey have a health issue, but refuse to go to doctor because they’ll just dismiss u for being fat :/

#.txt #tw in the tags #hate hate hate the healthcare system #i have told many times to lose weight #and that dieting and exercise will fix everything #i’ve been trying to lose weight for over 10 years #since my childhood #nothing has worked #no matter how hard i try #on top of pcos #having an ed #and taking psychiatric meds #so weight loss is not easy

[newvegascowboy]

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#not fallout #kal talks #negative #tbd #but man. #whenever i hit an anxiety spiral it really fucks with my appetite to the point that ill go days without eating much #like i can manage 1200 calories over 3 days #its not anxiety /about/ eating its iust that im anxious so i have no appetite and eating is really difficult #ive lost another four pounds #i can see my hipbones and my ribs #ive already got a borderline ED and struggle with food avoidance and it really concerns me that this could trigger fullblown anorexia #i think the reason ive been struggling with art and lethargy the last few days is because i havent eaten much #and im fucking tired all the time #and it doesn't help that my mom keeps pointing out how skinny ive gotten #covid made me lose weight and then the thing in march happened snd i couldnt eat for like 2 weeks #October and November were high spikes in anxiety for me too and i could barely manage anything #but like. christ. i can feel my heart beating and how i keep getting lightheaded from standing up and that always happened #but i feel like its gotten worse #fuck man idk. im not underweight for my height but its just the fact that i have not managed to eat much in the last 3-4 days #long ass complicated rant over im gonna delete this later.

[cherrysnax]

I think i sound very uh flat n monotone normally, but a lot of ppl disagree.. my perception of my self is sooo skewed

#talked to cjs sister for the first time and she went on abt my voice and it’s weird because to me #I sound like a teenaged boh #*boy mixed with pinkie pie on a good day #either that or it’s giving like. weird seductress rouge the bat grown man #very gender if I say so myself #I’ve been drawing myself a lot more so the way I perceive my self is literally changing by the second #do people notice i deepen my voice the first time we talk #do they notice how I balance on one foot #do they notice the accidental like. ci #*vocal mimicry I do? ch was telling me abt the things they love abt my body because I was being silly and self hating #and it’s weird that the things we r both insecure abt are just things that like. make us us? idk #bad wording. cj could totally change everything new aesthetic new clothes new body type idk they would become my standard for beauty because #they already r. my type is her #I worry if I lose or gain weight if I change my hair again if I change aesthetics or go father into grad goth shit if they’ll find me ugly #but. I don’t think they will #I’ve gained lost changed done all the big changes looks perocnaliyy wise #and I consistinely feel loved and wanted #sorry rambling abt my gf over #ppl sometimes tell me I’m intimidating or rlly nice #strangers call me lovely #loved ones call me everything in between #I see myself as a wretched ugly creature that won’t chnage no matter how much I pull my body around #but maybe that’s not entirely true #but also I like pretending to be a nonhuman creature because it’s fun and dehumanization is okay when I do it

[crvstybowlofcereal]

Tell me about your tattoos if you have them and or what tattoos you want

i have two tattoos, and i plan to get more!

i got the first one two days after my 18th birthday, i had been planning it forever. it's a memorial piece for my first dog Rocky. I got it on the outside of my thigh, very high up so most of it is covered when i wear shorts.

i covered up the bit with his face because i dont like to share it very much, im terrified of the idea of someone finding a picture of it and getting the exact same tattoo because that's my dog and he meant the world to me. i know its a bit of an irrational fear, and i dont worry about it with my other designs, but i try not to share it online fully, but heres a different picture of him!

the flowers underneath are red roses, lilies, and forget me nots, for their specific meanings

the next tattoo i got just a couple months ago for a 7 year friend-iversary

its based on several layers of inside jokes

my long-term tattoo goal is to fill out my leg like a sleeve made of individual tattoos. i also intend to design all of my own tattoos.

some other ones i have in mind for my next ones are - a ghost (i always draw sheet ghosts the same way) - the mystery machine from scooby doo - the irken invader symbol from invader zim - a swarm of bats (probably on my inner thigh) - moon phases - lavender (and amethyst?)

more context for things in the tags

#we had to put rocky down in 2019 because he had a heart condition and he had torn both his ACLs #and both of those things together meant neither could be surgically dealt with #(his heart was not stable enough for him to go under for surgery #and he would have to exercise and lose weight for his heart to even have a chance of being more stable) #(this was all after his battle with cancer) #the red roses on the skull side are for mourning #the lilies in the middle are for a strong calming energy #and the forget me nots are self explanatory #i met my best friend in middle school and we always ended up sitting next to the trash cans so that became and inside joke #plus her favorite animal is a racoon and mine is a opossum #the tea part is kind of an inside joke i dont even know how to begin explaining #but also he's just spilling the tea #and shes the only person i do that with #ghosts and bats because halloween is life #scooby doo and invader zim are both shows that have been a big part of my life since childhood #moon phases because first theyre witchy #second because i like to celebrate the phases of life and how things and people change over time #third its a reminder to live by the seasons #and lavender because it is my favorite flower and i feel like it represents me #and amethyst is my favorite crystal as well as being my birthstone so i feel like it also represents me #i would probably get lavender and amethyst to fill out space between tattoos #tattoos #this ended up longer than i thought it would #the first one is a mirror pic btw #it is backwards kdjbhsg #tattoo

[mrfoox]

Sometimes I see myself in the mirror and think 'it looks like I've lost weight!' but then in the same day I can see myself and think I've gained

#miranda talking shit #I cant rightfully judge myself like i cant tell unless i have numbers to go by #And i dont... I dont own an scale /: #I just know last time i did weight myself was about a year ago and then i was like 96kg which is as bif as ive been I believe #But after that i did continue to binge for a while so i may have gotten to 100 tbh #Now ive been monitoring my calories for about 7 months? Usually stay in 1700-1800 calories some days i go under #And once every other week or so i go over #If i have lost weight i cant say its been in the best or correct way but at least better than when i had my starvation year in 2015-2016 #Im kinda curious though if i have and how much or if I'm just imaging it #I cant tell bc of my messed of self image. When i was heavily undereating for a year i didnt realize #I had lost weight until my sister pointed out that I looked thinner/good and then i got weighted and i was like 70kg which is considered #Normap for people my height but i have never before then been in the normal weight range always been at least 10kg over the line #My weight and me will probably never be friends. Can say feom experience losing my extra weight and being 'thinner' didnt help #Me at all and i still hated to see myself/thought i was fat. Now i have an improved self-image but i also have my doubts #If I'd actually feel more confident losing weight. Bc i cant 'see it' i just feel big/huge #Idk where im going with this all as usual but yeah just ranting i guess