#hm hm hmmm thoughts THOUGHTS

[harubirus]

feeling like i want to change my username back to @fvae

#hm hm hmmm thoughts THOUGHTS #fae talks

[cheatsylu]

Pony chain because why not!

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu wild #lu time #lu warriors #lu four #lu twilight #lu sky #lu hyrule #lu wind #lu legend #feat legend being a mini big mac #had the most trouble designing pony hyrule #i think four looks the best as a pony #wind's beach hair is my fav #sorry wild had to take a wing #happy with how sky looks more than i thought i'd be #time and twilight looking vaguely alike hm hmmm #love warriors colours #cheatsyy

[scintillyyy]

can you really talk about tim's tendency to idolize and place dick on a pedestal and his semi-entitlement to understanding dick without also talking about dick's tendency to project his own feelings and insecurities onto tim and also his semi-entitlement to his right to try and micromanage how tim should feel and react about things. i, personally, cannot.

#dick and tim #anyways trust me when i say that none of this is meant in a negative way because this is what i Like about them lmao #forever thinking of the M/F fight where dick expects that tim will go alone with his line of thinking just because he says so #and is shocked when tim doesn't and instead has his own thoughts and feelings abt the matter #and babs has to tell him that tim isn't him & had a fundamentally different experience to him #it's like hmmm very realistic to me #the way they do this to each other in a way that almost is depersonalizing but like isn't actually #it's more just that they understand each other so well most of the time that it's easy to forget that they're their own person #with their own thoughts and feelings #like hm. there is something very realistically siblings about it in that #older siblings do tend to try and dominate the relationship with their thoughts and feelings because #their first memories are of being expected to lead their sibling and the sibling usually comes at a time when the older sib is v possessive #so the older sibling conceives the younger sibling as belonging to them and being kind of a hm extension of them vs their own person #meanwhile the younger sibling has no knowledge of a life where the older sibling doesn't exist #and the younger sibling's experience is that of observation of the older sibling from basically the very first day of life #so the younger sibling will often see and perceive the older sibling in very interesting ways #they're always learning something with thay observation good or bad #and thus probably develop more instrinsic understanding than even the parents do #and conflict comes because each is their own person but it's hard to see them that way sometimes #anyways there's also another thread where for dick it's hard to conceptualize tim's family of origin as real compared to them #but that's like mainly headcanon just know i'm right and it's interesting

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

imagine Charlie getting over the initial Oooh Wings~ and Yay We're Okay Again! only to find out HOW Vaggie got her wings

out of her love for Charlie, yes sure, very sweet, Vaggie would probably say it with so much softness and pride, how her wings are physical declaration of what Charlie means to her and-

Vaggie got those wings while they were separated. it happened when Charlie wasn't there for her

like on that fucking rooftop

it's one sided AGAIN. it's Vaggie doing her emotional battles ALONE, or at least, facing them without Charlie physically there with her

three YEARS they've known each other. Dating for... long enough to be comfortable. presumably it's close to three years of Vaggie running to hold Charlie like we see her doing over and over- in the first ep after the extermination, during the reveal in heaven, before the battle when Charlie was scared-

three years. and Vaggie's wings only come back when they aren't together

add that to Charlie's habit of apologizing whenever Vaggie finds her being sad- imagine it's because, Vaggie never let's Charlie help her when she's sad.

Vaggie doesn't hide it. but she does that thing, like on the roof. Asking Charlie to leave her here. Sad and hurt and mentally not doing good. Asking for alone time (she's charlie's armor) (what's the point of her if she can't help-)

and Charlie backed off from that. respected it. was scared of what it meant? scared to find out?

she wasn't too worried though, like this whole thing was familiar. Vaggie needs alone time and Vaggie will come back. and she does

after the reveal though, part of Charlie's anger comes from fear- that if Vaggie was lying about the angel thing, what about everything else? what about her love and faith in Charlie? does Vaggie really love her? Charlie shared EVERYTHING with her but Vaggie had this secret only it's not just ONE secret is it- it's not just ONE thing Vaggie won't share- it's just a sign of how much Vaggie HASN'T been sharing- even when it's scary and sad and, she really needs a hug

what if Charlie really really REALLY wants to be THERE for Vaggie, but the wings are a reminder now of Charlie not being there when Vaggie got back this important part of herself

(of vaggie finding herself in the alone time, without charlie)

(worse- carmilla was there. someone else was there when charlie wasn't and that person was who vaggie needed-)

irony irony irony

every time Vaggie is alone trying to figure out herself and what to do and if she can do it- Charlie's the first and most important thing her mind holds onto. Charlie, and wanting to be WITH Charlie, is always what gets her to face her problem and keep pushing through

she just... doesn't do it while Charlie's actually there. and maybe she doesn't talk about it much with Charlie either, afterwards. and...

maybe Charlie doesn't know

#hazbin hotel #chaggie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #random thoughts #angst #it's all well and good to hear someone say you've saved them #but does it still count if you don't feel like you did? #if you can't point to a time when they let you hold them like how they've held onto you #are words enough to make up for it? #hmmm #hm #or maybe charlie gets it already and THAT'S why she backs off #hm.........

[snowangeldotmp3]

something abt the punch spill on nancy’s all white costume in s2 implying that she is guilty….she’s affected by this (the death of her best friend and the upside down etc) and she is not the same nancy wheeler that she was a year ago. this is a “tainted” nancy wheeler. a guilty one, too. in this essay i will—

#there’s also something to be said about like. this is the ‘death’ of her old self. because she says her and steve are bullshit #hmmm much thinking to do #stranger things #nancy wheeler #st details #technically? #hm. having many thoughts about this actually

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

the first day of the year I wrote myself a little letter from one of my f/os, and then wondered if I could keep it up during the year. hmm. does this count as a new year's resolution or

#listen- XDDDDDDDD #im doing a f/o letter one day and a letter from me to f/o the next and repeat the pattern #hm #hMMM #it's only been three days but i think that if i dont mind doing short stuff in my worst days it could work #also i kind of intended for it to be more aligned with my s/i's lore but it's getting a bit personal already lmao #it's gonna turn into an interesting mix ot irl stuff and thoughts and situations my s/i would actually go through XDDD hm #hmmmm #all i write is about you #f/o community #self ship community #self shipping #self ship #safeship #safeshipping

[mcybree]

did you know that scott hit jimmy more times in 3l than anybody else, including the person that literally killed him? scott hit jimmy 13 times (2 accidental), skizz killed jimmy with one shot. anyways i think i'm gonna bite drywall

REALLY FUNNY ASK.

#this is how I sound to people sometimes I think #I’ve never thought to count the exact number of times (I typically cite the instances instead eg. 4 purposeful times total) #and i guess you are right bc jimmy didn’t do a lot of direct fighting in 3l as much as he hung back and shot a few arrows #but insanity aside I do think it’s important to note that it’s not even like. the hitting him thing that’s weird moreso the context of it #As it’s the whole… hitting him to Make Him Do Something that’s like. Hmmm! Hm. (+ Jimmy’s reactions to it) #Otherwise punching other players in minecraft is relatively normal #But also 13 is still a lot even if you are just punching to play/high five/handshake whatever #This disclaimer isnt even towards you anon btw i’ve just been been self conscious about being perceived as— #guy who interprets things uncharitably to present Scott as evil and Bad as of late #asks #anyways. (2 accidental) is really funny to me for some reason. he apologized for one of the accidental hits too which is funny #me when i hit my partner on accident and apologize (but its fine when i do it on purpose) #deranged.fh.posting

[paperlovesadness]

TLSP meltdown of the day: just... These lyrics.

Hotel room Holy Bible Hotel room free love revival Baby it's a never ending spiral 'Looks a little bit like Paris

thank you for your attention.

#hm #hmm #hmmm #I'm thinking thoughts #not even completely formed thoughts really #just thoughts #france-themed. #love-related. #neverending spiral of hot and cold and together and apart. And one thing - then another thing #(I'm not saying anything in particular!) #(sidenote: I am also just obsessed with how they fucking flow and sound. their rhythm and melody. The poetry of them. UGH) #(SOMEONE PUT THESE TWO BOYS IN A ROOM AND MAKE THEM WRITE THIS POETRY TOGETHER AGAIN) #(and probably kiss a little) #(but that's besides the point) #(kind of)

[marigraphia]

I swear both Steve and Tasha were wearing their full uniforms in the first sketch. Anyways, Agent Hill absolutely does not get paid enough for this.

Commander and Director Stark-Rogers for the @cap-ironman Universe Medley!

#capimuniversemedley #marvel #stevetony #steve rogers #natasha stark #tony stark #featpost #art #digital #fanart #comics #regular #final #colour #no but i can even walk you through my entire thought process #''hmmm how can i use this to spread my 3490 agenda... what does my lil universe have to offer that might entice other st shippers... #oh i know! an actual possibility of married director stark/commander rogers!'' -> ''oh but how can i show the wedding rings if both of their #uniforms have gloves... hm. maybe if they were making out and had taken off the gloves... and someone walked in...'' #and then at some point 'no gloves' turned into... this #i regret nothing #btw if tasha's underwear seems too basic it was on purpose lol #i didn't want it to seem like she/they went into work with the intention of getting frisky on top of a table #they just have no self-control

[imminent-danger-came]

i am so glad theres someone else who also thinks lmk executes its ideas and themes much better than toh. rip belos you will never be lady bone demon

TOH wasn't that strong in the themeing department in general (though I'm not well-versed in that show). I remember finishing the finale and being like....damn. What was the overall message of this show? ("Weirdos stick together" maybe?) Does toh have any consistent motifs or symbolism? If memory serves, not really?

Like, you rewatch episode 1x01 of LMK and MK goes "Well...I am invincible. *sigh* Anytime I try to do anything, I just gunk everything up!", and you're like. Woah. The Sun Wukong parallels are that strong from episode 1x01? Invincibility/Immortality and hurting the people you care about? No matter what you do, it leading to pain? Holy shit.

Contrast that with TOH where it's like, in episode 1x02 Luz learns she's not "the chosen one" and that the boiling isles are very different from the magical realms she imagined...which is kinda undone by the reveal that the Titan chose to show Luz the Glyphs. And while Titan Luz is very fun, it's not thematically sound—which is just kinda that whole show, you know? If you're not thinking about it that deep, then it's like "holy shit cool concept!" (which is totally valid of people), but if you do it's pretty empty. (Hi Hunter getting flapjack-based teleportation powers. What was the point of this.)

Which, I think this becomes super apparent with the Luz and Belos foil. Luz and Belos had a lot of interesting parallels (both of them being humans in the isles, each coming there wanting to fulfill a certain "role", for Luz being the "Great Witch Azura" and for Belos/Philip being a "Witch Hunter General", the whole "protecting the things you love" deal). And then, where does this all go?

It leads to Luz being told "no. You're the good guy and Belos is the bad guy! You could never be the same! Belos is motivated by his own 'need to be the hero'" (which was definitely what Luz was motivated by over the course of the show, even if it was more innocent, but whatever), and riding off of tdp s4's "In the name of love, you will do things so dangerous and vile—you will never be able to forgive yourself" and the lmk s3's "to pain" scene, it fell really flat for me—like it's not bad, it's just really mid.

(Post where I go on a rant about Luz's s3 arc being kinda lame)

And then, you have the LBD & MK foil. You have MK's s4 arc. The "to pain" scene is such a unique "you and I are not so different" moment—but it's also relevant to the whole show. And LBD is right, doing what you think is right does lead to pain. Like, even looking at MK's journey over the seasons, every action has had it's consequences.

Saving Pigsy and Tang in 1x04? Spider Queen snagged MK's hair and that let her dominate the city later. Stopping DBK in 1x10? That freed LBD. Stopping SQ in ROTSQ? That gave LBD access to the trigram furnace. MK trying to gain more power in s2? Well, "Now do you understand? From the start you never had what it took to defeat me. All your power could do was make me stronger." SWK leaving in s2? "You're the one always running off, trying to get more power or more sources of immortality." Trying to get the Samadhi fire in s3? Opps, now Mei has this uncontrollable flame within her. Monkey King running off to fight LBD alone so MK doesn't have to? He get's possessed. Freeing SWK from possession? Now LBD has the power to fulfill destiny. Attempting to free your friends from the scroll? Now Peng and Azure are also free. Trying to get SWK back? His scroll piece has been split in half. Stopping Azure from destroying all of reality? Now the Jade Emperor's power is without a host, flower fruit mountain is destroyed, and you can't help but feel they played into the puppet master's hands.

It's thematically consistent and banging. Like....anytime they try to do anything, they just gunk everything up. Like....sometimes you hurt the people who care about you the most. Like....whether you want to help people or not, everything you do can just make things worse.

AND MAYBE. Just maybe, you can also leave the world a little better than you found it. The pain that's been caused doesn't undo the good that's been done. And I guess I think that's more interesting that just like..."no! you're intent was good and theirs was bad!", you know?

#anon you're so right belos *could* never! #I saw someone complain once that the MK & LBD foil didn't play out like the Luz & Belos foil and I was so shocked #Like no. Not my beautiful 'to pain' scene! Do not touch her! #Which it's funny because like. I've complained that the Luz & Belos foil didn't play out more like the MK & LBD foil lol #idk you can justify a villain's actions without victimizing them #hmmm this was a lot longer than I thought it was going to be #Me n you anon. Me n you #toh critical #asks #LMK has serious writing chops. Like I've been saying #Or maybe I'm biased. Could be a bit of both! #Me when I remember LBD tried to make the world better the ''correct way'' at first...trying to guide someone with 'real' power #and how that didn't work out...and then she decided the only way for the perfect world was to start with a ''clean slate'' #And then she failed both times #And it's like. Wait a minute. SWK is trying to guide someone with 'real power' right now! Hm! Surely this will be fine

[birdricks]

stooooooop ur bird facts are giving me crazy bo thoughts but specifically the dyeing feathers to be more gender affirming. immediately started thinking abt birddaughter already doing a form of this and that by extension birdperson's far duller plummage could even make him read as gnc among birdpeople....

UEAHHH DEFINITELY W BIRDDAUGHTER. also yessss i do think personallllyyyy theres a lot to b said abt how bp doesnt fit neatly into bird culture anyways like REGARDLESS of being trans … it depends on how you interpret the culture but tbh id definitely consider bp to be gnc in some form ….

#also much to be said abt his atypical family … hm #oohhhhh birdworld how i desire to know you more … #interesting also that technically all three times he parts ways w rick can be tied back to .. bird cultureee #first time pretty explicitly he misses home and specifically like. the music i think. i forget #second time. is moreso his own values clashing w ricks but like … where do those values come from. and thinkin abt his chat w morty #abt how abandoning his home (and rick) wld be a dick move #and then most recnetly he leaves to go after his family #hmmm. reaching but idgaf #i have aoooo many bird thoughts .. #TALKING ABT BIRDRICK A SEC this is why i go fucking crazyyyy over them like early on where they dont know the like gendered shit of each ot #others culture. like rick doesnt know that male birdppl r supposed to be like x and and bp doesnt know male humans r supposed to be liek y #and they dont gaf!!!!!!! #sigh …. wish i cld be in space free of human expectations ………. lol #ok idk if i sound stupid in the tags LOL i keep forgetting what ive written im. on mobile whatever #asks

[puppy-loverboy]

what are your feelings on lyle bolton lil bro??

HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE LYLE BOLTON SINCE THE MOMENT I BECAME ACQUAINTED WITH HIM. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION STRANDS OF FUR IN WAFER THIN FOLLICLES THAT STRETCH OVER MY BODY. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF STRANDS IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR THAT MAN AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT. HATE. HATE.

#ooc: hm. i dont think he likes him #HDBEHBR #would definitely remind him of the bad teachers he had when he was young #also just because he sucks. but that would also make it even worse #killer cupif bit of trauma dropped? hehe‚ maybe :3c #killer cupid #hmmm.. maybe i should also make it lore that he also got sent to a dang psych ward when he was young and that also. fucked him up #ohoho 🍽🍽🍽 #one ask sending me on a whole string of thoughts and contemplating killer cupuf lore #killer cupid typing

[moonpaw]

One of the elders being named saturn, and the fact that it's confirmed that one of the ancient weapons is a living person along with their planet names, I wonder if the ancient "weapons" were all living people/beings and if the three either defected or was a part of the same group as the elders way back?

There's also the whole thing with the sun too, as well

#one piece #one piece spoilers #egghead spoilers #one piece 1073 #one piece unreleased #5 elders + 3 weapons gives us the original 8 planets #(not counting earth) #imu's theme could be connected to like... hm #either the missing earth element here or something vaster like the solar system-beyond? #assuming it keeps up with that kind of theme #we dont know the other elders titles but HMMM #giving the weapons planet names and an elder a planet name is just... its all coming together lol #ohhhhh i wanna know more about imu so so bad #is his motif the moon instead? #giving us a sun vs moon kinda deal that i thought would be saved for blackbeard? #which im still leaning on but hm #it's also fitting i think #like with the moon and the world government seeming straight forward at first #but then you look closer and see the dark side of it and the secrets [imu not being known to the public or anyone else besides #the higher uppers] #WAIT THE CELESTIAL DRAGONS ARE SPACE THEMED TOO #they literally wear space suits #ough

[roobylavender]

comes down to jason. he's never going to be a sibling to any of these people and i honestly think it's fine like he doesn't have to be

You’re are so right! It’s interesting to see the relationship between all these characters in relation to Bruce and who sees Bruce as a father figure but that doesn’t mean any of these characters have to be siblings. There are very few people I see Jason even wanting some kind of connection with within Gotham. Like if these characters were so set on being made into this found family then most characterizations wouldn’t have to do the the meat grinder to make it happen. It’s great that you talked about Gotham and suffocating when it comes to Dick because that’s something I would have liked to see more especially when it came to his connection to Barbara because a lot felt waves away to show how great they were for each other but honestly I feel like if they had stayed true to things that he would had felt suffocation there too.

realistically i think two barriers to any kind of relationship forming between dick and barbara should have been the age gap (obv) had barbara's pre-crisis age been maintained and then the contrast in their attachment to bruce at the time. dick and bruce had a very awkward relationship by the time dick first came back to gotham and in the time that he was gone not only did barbara and bruce grow comparatively closer as friends because they were still working together; she was also a firsthand witness to everything that happened with jason whereas dick was not. that camaraderie she developed with bruce in such a short time period due to traumatic events should have almost felt like an assault on everything dick had grown up to know. because in only a few years' time he already felt worlds apart from bruce where they'd spent years at each other's side whereas barbara was now akin to being bruce's closest friend despite operating at a distance for a large part of her initial stint. and when you factor in the kind of exposure and power she was privy to by way of being oracle, versus the secrecy and (well intended) oversight he was subject to for nearly half of his life, it should have stung! i really think he should have perceived her as a threat (to his psyche) and that any interaction between them should have made him feel powerless and embittered and angry, because regardless of however much he wanted to go out and make a name for himself, in his mind, in his heart, it should have been him where she was standing

#outbox #ngl these are very new thoughts to me like as i was typing this i was thinking to myself hm. hmmm. so idk maybe i sound delusional

[cienie-isengardu]

#mortal kombat #mortal kombat spoilers #bi han #sub zero #scorpion #@erenaeoth i don't know how i did it i didn't see the additional info #either it wasn't there yesterday and added or i'm dumb lol #but look finally some stuff for Scorpion #BUT I SWEAR I'M GONNA BE SO MAD IF THE GAME WILL BE AGAIN PITTING SUB ZERO BROS AGAINST EACH OTHER #you said it is new take on characters you bastard not the same conflict just with better graphs #SPOILER but in one lines in-between fights Sub Zero said he killed his father #i need to find that one as i don't have it at hand but c'mon CAN'T WE HAVE AT LEAST ONE GAME WITH BI HAN AND HIS BRO BEING A GOOD FAMILY? #I'M NOT ASKING FOR BI HAN BEING GOOD MAN JUST A GOOD BRO IS THAT MUCH TO ASK?! #on another hand Bi Han & Shang Tsung working again hm hmm hmmm #mk rant sorry not sorry #also one more thought but Bi Han casting tradition? heh

[mortellanarts]

One layer challenge except it wasn't a challenge I was just losing it

#oc tag #which I now have #the last one is Pure Nonsense I had no thoughts only vibes from the song I was hearing #blood cw #okay so the first two are connected I was listening to That's all and imagining them fighting #the third one's unrelated #my art #more loose sketches #I think I'll only sketch this way from here on though this was weirdly productive and cathartic #also weirdly aesthetically pleasing #It did in fact help me out with a full piece too I want to finish that one so so so bad but hmmm other assignments #sketch dump #oh! I didn't really talk about the ocs hm well I want to make something w the first two but the blue haired girl is like #the idea I had was of a timid little ghost getting haunted by an annoying immortal person somehow lol #but honestly she's just one of those ocs that are just..... there and then u use as a squeaky toy! ^^ #one layer #original character