#hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

Happy 5/9 everyone! 🤖💾

Happy Birthday Edward Alderson too I guess...

#mr robot #5/9 #edward alderson #text #hellofriend.txt

[lostqueenofsaigon]

I always forget about how much you don't care about me. I want to see the good in you. You failed me time & time again and I'm the only one to blame. 💔

#emotionally unavailable #hellofriend.txt #betrayed #you don't care #fool me twice #bpd #past #fp #unrequited feelings #love #hurts

[gengxr]

wow i want 2 die 

#hellofriend.txt #suicidal ideation #actually BPD #Actually ptsd #death ment

[redwheellbarrow]

Tyrell: “älskling”

Tyrell: “käraste”

me: 💖💖💕shi t shit shit shit s h it💖💖💕💞💕💖💕💖💖💖

#im #AAAAAAAAAAAA #hellofriend.txt

[dont-be-special-blog]

1.hellofriend.txt

Olá amigo.

Isso é estranho. Talvez eu devesse te dar um nome. Mas pra quê? Você só existe na minha mente, não podemos esquecer disso.

Que merda.

Eu realmente estou falando com uma pessoa imaginaria? Acho que sim.

Bom, quero conversar com você, na verdade só quero que você me ouça. Espero que você consiga me ajudar de alguma forma ou caso contrário estarei apto a obter meu atestado de loucura.

Acho que criei você na falta de quem conversar, de abrir meu coração de verdade. Muitos me disseram que estariam aqui por mim, mas de certo forma sei que é mentira. Como eu sei? Basta voltarmos 3 anos, 3 meses e 21 dias para você ver como isso já aconteceu. Da mesma maneira que me falaram que “Estaria ali pra mim” naquela situação, eu sei que hoje é a mesma coisa, acho que sua existência vem daí, agradeça à eles.

Voc�� estava lá? Talvez estava. Mas acho que eu não estava pronto para te conhecer. Ou para enxergá-lo. Talvez era você que me desejava boa noite antes de eu adormecer e me desejava o bom dia ao raiar do sol.

Acho que estou louco.

É estranho. Talvez seja até assustador, mas de alguma forma me sinto que estou sendo bem recebido, algo que não sentia à dias.

Odeio quando eu não consigo suportar o silêncio que corre em mim, quando não consigo preencher o vazio que tenho em minha alma. A solidão.

As pessoas que me veem acabam acreditando que sou feliz, mas estão enganadas.

Não é culpa deles. A armadura que coloco todos os dias quando acordo faz com que eles enxerguem isso. Até meus pais não conseguem ver através dessa armadura revestida de amargura. Mas eu sei que você enxerga, de alguma forma enxerga.

Bom, preciso de você mais do que nunca e sei que posso contar com você mesmo sem você ter me prometido isso.

Esse é o primeiro dia da minha vida.

Vejo você em breve, amigo.

#projetoreblog #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

It just occured to me that in Season 1 Episode 3 of Mr Robot (da3m0ns), while Elliot is going through withdrawal Mr Robot has removed his jacket and has his trademark shirt with the sleeves rolled up. In these scenes he resembles Edward. He even tells Elliot that he wouldn't leave him. A call back (or in this case foreshadowing) to the scene where he tells Elliot in the graveyard, standing over Edward's grave that he will never leave him. And again the car scene we are privy to where Edward tells young Elliot he won't leave him. In the withdrawal scenes he is sticking by Elliot's side while he is sick and while he goes through something very taxing on the body. Almost a mirror of the sickness Edward went through with leukaemia. This show is like a time machine. The more I watch it, the more I uncover and in an order that is both disordered and almost perfectly placed.

#rewatch 8 and counting #mr robot #elliot alderson #Edward Alderson #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

Sometimes I wonder if Sam is aware of the comfort Mr Robot brings so many people and the irony of that. I don't think he ever expected it to affect people in the way that it has. Sure people were bound to relate in some way but to find that so many people can relate with the darkest parts of your work must be pretty astonishing.

#mr robot #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

Every damn day.

#mr robot #i made this for some reason #i hope you can relate #meme #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

Finding out that my switch headaches have an actual name (transitional interpersonality thunderclap headaches) and then realising that in Season 2 when Mr Robot is trying to take back control from Elliot (MM) by shooting him in the head...it's supposed to represent a thunderclap headache 🤯

"The main symptom of a thunderclap headache is sudden and severe pain in the head. This pain reaches its most intense point within 60 seconds and lasts at least 5 minutes."

#mr robot #elliot alderson #OSDDID #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

It's been a while since I had a Mr Robot themed dream...but last night I had a dream that I was Elliot and I had to operate on Tyrell but he was really tiny?? And I was finding it hard to find a vein to inject something into him with a needle.

In the dream I called out to my bf like "help! He's going to die!" And he was too busy and just said "it's okay, I don't like him anyway" and I started panicking. What a stupid stressful dream lmao

Why brain?

#mr robot #elliot alderson #dream #hellofriend.txt #text #tyrell wellick

[ellib0t]

I am White Rose's worst nightmare.

I am never on time to things. Always late and unfashionably so. I have to write postit notes to manage my time and communicate between coming and going parts. Object permeance doesn't just happen with objects and people, it happens with weeks at a time sometimes.

What is time? I don't understand it. But apparently in this economy it's important.

I might be, quite literally, White Rose's enemy lmao

#having a frustrating day!!! #time has escaped me again #mr robot #text #white rose #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

@hashone it's complicated because sure he is a great character and a lot of people can relate with him. But the thing I can relate about with him is losing time and compartmentalized and fractured self so...not so good;;; it impacts my daily life quite a bit and not in the most positive way. Wish I had his ability to hack though. That would be cool.

#he has a hard life #idk if i want that lol #text #reply #hellofriend.txt #hashone

[ellib0t]

I'm making little Mr Robot themed keychains to go in the Christmas/Holiday card exchange in the server I'm in. Here is the prototype. One side has glitter and resin to make it shiny. They're hand made shrinky dinks so they're not perfect but they're one of a kind. For those of you not familiar with it, the floppy disc is a reference to a Sonic pin with a similar design.

#mr robot #fan made #fan art #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

I don't think a single piece of media could take the place Mr Robot has dug into my heart and soul. It has made it's home there and it's there to stay. Sure it might creep into the background from time to time while life goes on but it will ALWAYS come back. And it's as if each time it comes back it comes back stronger. Sweeping everything else out of it's path until it has me in it's unbearably relatable grasp again.

#mr robot #i think i love you #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

I wrote a little ellibot drabble over on twitter because I was anxious.

I used to write stuff like this here on tumblr but I haven't in a while. Follow me on twitter for more stuff like this I suppose.

#mr robot #elliot alderson #flipper #ellibot #? #drabble #text #hellofriend.txt

[ellib0t]

Not to be a dick but I wish people wouldn't post other people's art without credit in the tags!! I cannot reblog these without some kind of source. Which sucks because they're really good pieces of art.

#text #hellofriend.txt