#heavy blanket time it is

[someoneimsure]

Alfred is secretly a therapy cat. He cuddles, hugs, and snuggles with Jason all the frigging time to make him feel better.

#i am not okay right now #i need a therapy cuddle cat #now jason has a therapy cat #headcanons #heavy blanket time it is #Alfred the Cat #Jason Todd

[squirting-sub]

Testing new toys

CW: Piss Play

My dom and I have been wanting to take our water sports sessions further. We've both been fantasizing about her pissing inside me. To make that possible, my dom got this vagnial spreader (pictured below, ft. part of her hand). Of course, with spikes because she's a sadist. She wanted to try putting it on me before our big session, because she doesn't have the patience to figure it out during a session. Since I surprised her with my home made spreader bar, she had me lay on the bed and cuffed my hands and feet to it.

Pushing against the spreader bar, she goes "Oh, this is the perfect position to put the spreader on you.", which is exactly what I was thinking when I made the spreader bar. She takes the vaginal spreader and just lays it on my pussy, so I can feel the cold metal. "How does that feel?" "... very cold". "Hmm...", she feels between my lips. "You're wet again.". Then, she starts inspecting my pussy. She pulls on my lips and starts attaching the spreader on one side. I'm starting to feel shy and look to away from her. "What? Embarrassed?". I nod, "yes.. I've never had anyone look this closely who wasn't a doctor.". She chuckles and continues. "How does it feel now?". "Cold.. weird... I'm not that sensitive, so I don't really feel much." "Well, I haven't used the spikes yet.". And of course she starts screwing those in until I flinch and say ouch. She keeps experimenting with it until she finally decides to attach both sides without the spikes. She looks at her work, running her fingers along my hole. Again, she asks me how it feels. At this point I'm horny and it's new so I can't really find the words to describe the feeling. She licks one of my lips that's tightly secured in the spreader, making me shiver. She licks the other, then pushes her tongue inside me. I can't help but moan. She pushes against the spreader bar and at the same time thrusts inside me with two fingers. "Oh fuck... daddy", I moan, not able to do anything else.

Suddenly, she gets up and takes her pants off. She pulls on the spreader bar to lower my legs and then climbs on top of me, hovering over my face. Another moan escapes me at seeing how wet she is. It's already running down her thighs and when she sits on my face and I can taste her I moan again. She tastes so good and I love when she grinds on my face. She grabs my hair and does just that. Sometimes she would raise her hips and slap my face, knowing how it turns me on. She also reaches behind her to push her fingers inside me again as she rides my face. I look up at her and fucking wish we had water proofed the bed so she could pee on me. As if she read my mind, she raises her hips a bit and signals me to stop eating her and just keep my mouth open. A moment later with my mouth on her pussy, I can feel it gush inside me and taste her. "Swallow. Don't you dare make a mess on the bed!". I do and manage to not waste a drop. She gets up and slaps my face hard a few times before removing both the spreader bar and the vaginal spreader. She gets a towel and puts it under me, then gets between my legs and really fucks me with her hand. It doesn't take long before I'm moaning "Daddy" and squirting.

However, since we have plans and a big session later, she stops after one orgasm for me. This, of course, caused me to be wet the entire time while we were ice skating with her friends. When we have a moment alone, sitting on the benches, I tell her how wet I am. She smirks and goes, "That was the plan". In the car she tells me how my eyes just said "Piss on me!" when she was sitting on my face. And she was right of course. I was thinking just that. She also made me wear my collar to the outing with her friends but since it was cold my jacket covered it and they didn't see it.

We didn't end up using the vaginal spreader in our real session, because it just wasn't practical. Instead she had me spread my lips and hold my pussy open for her, while she hovered over it. Feeling her pee inside me and then having her fuck me so it squirts out again was heavenly. We both liked it so much, we ended up doing another impromptu session later that night. I love being used as her toilet and marked as her property with her piss inside me.

#thank God for the water proof blanket #didn't get any impact play tho #hoping she has time for a session next week and is up for doing some heavy impact play #sub original #lesbian nsft #dyke nsft #wlw bd/sm #sapphic nsft #lesbian bd/sm #lesbian d/s #wlw d/s #sapphic bd/sm #wlw nsft #sapphic d/s #water sports #piss kink #piss play #spreader bar #vaginal spreader

[journeyman-tier-fibercraft]

Was having some trouble with my newest doily, dropping stitches and just generally having a hard time knitting and couldn't figure out why. And then I realized I had nearly 250 stitches jammed onto a 8 inch cable (16 inches including needle tips).

I moved it onto my 14 inch cable but realized immediately it could fit on my 22 inch cable (and did a bit of math, the final row of this doily is going to be 640 stitches and that'll need my 22 inch cable minimum). So after a bit of musical cables, he's finally laying mostly flat.

This guy is a square doily so he won't lay fully flat until I get him off the needles but he's already looking cute as hell. And bigger than I thought. The pattern says he'll be about 10 inches by 10 inches but I'm about halfway through his rows and he's already over 8 inches wide.

(Pattern, making version A)

#project: doily 12 #knitting #knitblr #lace rot #wip #i did end up frogging the bag i randomly started just to get my 22 inch cable back #but tbh i probably wasn't gonna work on it again anyway. having one less project much worth some wasted work. #i'm gonna focus on this doily and the socks i just started primarily i think #i have been working slowly on blanket 10 but it's so warm and heavy that it makes me sleepy every time i work on it lmaoo #i'm excited to use it but i gotta not nap while making it

[joyflameball]

Happy disability pride month to anyone with depression. You have a disability too- the constant fatigue, exhaustion, not being able to get out of bed, emptiness, all of that, it's all part of this disability. Just because it's not a physical disability doesn't mean it's not a disability. I know it's easy to feel like it's not, but it is, and you aren't stealing valor by saying that. People don't normally feel exhausted all the time. People don't normally feel unable to get out of bed, or do stuff they love doing.

You're disabled too, you deserve a seat at the table.

#cassie rambles #disability #depression #actually depressed #disability month #this post is mostly for me because. it's hard for me to say i'm disabled even though a) i have adhd b) i have depression #both of which are disabilities #i guess it's because depression is seen as the ''being sad'' disorder #which no the fuck it isn't and if you think that's all it is you don't know shit about it #the way i describe it is. feeling like a weighted blanket #not in a good way either. feeling heavy and tired and unable to move without a lot of effort #easier comparison is feeling like you're weighed down by a bunch of sandbags #and like your mind is slower #it's just. constantly feeling exhausted. all the time #it sucks #mental disability

[beeftendergroin]

The fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress, Until I wrap myself inside your arms, I cannot rest. Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers, Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters.

#...finally done #i started this drawing during the time I did the stewjoni biology week submissions #it was supposed to be esb vader being creepy to young obi but I really love to see vader as this dark thick mist #lacking form and just a constant heavy blanket covering obi #and the ewan pic of tighty whities..thank u #this is a sequel to my quiobi isaac-abraham draft but...i finished this first #obikin fanart #obikin #quiobi #quiobi fanart #quiobikin #quiobikin fanrt #obi wan kenobi #padawan obi wan #obi wan kenobi fanart #darth vader #darth vader fanart #vaderwan #vaderwan fanart #qui gon jinn #tw mutilation #tw internal organs #my art ig

[junotter]

sometimes researching for avatar redesigns has you 6 layers deep into the Japan's Meiji era allies wiki

#im trying to mess with some of the stuff that feels weird about the ways the fire nation is depicted idk #like i do not feel optically it is good for like them to be so heavily based on japan's imperialist actions #while dressed in clothes that come from places japan colonized #but i dont want it to just be solely japanese though i did draw zuko and azula in hakama but its largely cause i wanted to draw hakama #and like the only place with strong japanese influence being kiyoshi island and my own frustration with the modern day samurai depiction #i think fundamentally it isnt a choice that had as much thought as i am putting in put into it but it does raise an eyebrow for me #anyway i think keeping the thai influence is fine despite the brief invasion japan had into thailand due to thailand then allying with japa #and further allying with the axis due to allying with japan #ugh and ive been told not to think this much about it because its fiction but its also fiction so so so heavily based on real places #and when you base fiction on real cultures you fall into some unintentional pitfalls #i also fucking hate the royal fire nation robes they look so meh and the most costumey out of everything in the show #they look like heavy blankets despite being a supposedly hot nation #theres ways to have heavy robes (heian era japan) but they look like i make them out of fleece and velvet blankets #back to kiyoshi island i think the really only aesthetically japanese reference in the show being an island of noble warriors is lame #plus over done #it feels like nowadays theres a lot of people who get all whiney about people saying fire nation is based off japan #but like dude the creators in the comics and korra like go even more into the japanese influence and clearly it was the original intentions #also i do think you could do some pretty interesting world building by having say there be an older cultural influence on kiyoshi island #from the fire nation especially if the place is established as a central port area then you tie in some okinawan or even hawaiian reference #and gives an explanation that makes sense to why kiyoshi stands out from the rest of the earth kingdom you have long term cultural trading #and it establishes interesting relationships even pre kiyoshi time thereby drawing back onto some real historic references #cause for awhile ryukyu china and japan used to be this trading triangle which could explain some of these various influences going on #i think you can get a really interesting harmony when you create the fire nation out of a mix of japan and thailand #i mean both have these floating buildings due to living on some pretty wet lands and theres harmony in that mix #god i did see one person go like “fire nation is more based on china because theres a lot of red and red is important in china” #my brother in christ red is also important in japan #red is important in like many many asian cultures #i mean of course a lot of that importance stems from china and cultural exchange with china but idk kinda silly to say with your whole ches #like if you want to bring china in then the dragons are the biggest thing like sure some mythos has dragons in japan #but a lot of those comes from china in some way

[complete-clownery]

This is a memory

So the lyrics on it kinda just wanted to put something there-- I also posting this for myself mostly

#There is this moment that I thought about #and for some reason its one of my favorite moments that always makes me feel warm and nostalgic #It was this one time I was planing to stay over at one of my friends hous. #It was winter and we needed to leave the dorms early since kids were going to stay in our rooms and they needed to clean them up #It was an extremely cold morning and I had to walk to their house with my luggage that was pretty heavy- #it was really shit- counting in the fact that I was only able to get 2 hours of sleep in for some reason I dont remember- #and I remembered that I got to their house around 8 am and my friend let me in #but she's not really the morning person so they were also really out of it #and I was freezing and inside it was good yes but #then we went back into her room and she suggested we go back to sleep and we did that #and so this friend and I are cuddling a lot #whenever we are together we're really cuddly and affectionate in school too #even some of the people outside of our class thought we were dating- (which we never will) #and obviously this time too #and we actually have the same blanket that is grey and has white stars on it #which let through the outside lights unlike the grey fluffy fabric #And i'm a relatively small person with my 5'2 for height #and they hugged me so that I was snuggled up below their head above their chest and I pulled my legs up to my chest to be even smaller #and she draped the blanket on us in a way that my head was under the blanket #and I could see the white stars letting through the warm cozy sunlight that the shutters on her window above the bed barely let in #and everything smells so nice and warm and my still cold body was starting to feel #this comfortable nice bedsheet warmth along with the other person's body heat and god I fell asleep so quickly #Both of us did and so our other friend couldn't reach us #and had to walk around for (if I remember correctly) half an hour before we woke up and let him in #clowning ∆ #Spotify

[goddess--x]

Someone tell me how to not be so tired all the time 🥹

#i know im a sleepy girl but jfc #its so constant #like a huge heavy blanket over me all the time #i have chores to do today and i feel like id rather die but they need to get done

[sunlightera]

thinking tonight about how when i moved to florida. moving out for the first time to be semi on my own. i ended up losing my baby blanket that i had had for my entire life up to that point bc the abuser i was with forgot it in one of the many moves from place to place he put me through. i called it my heart blanket. there is a very heavy handed poem somewhere in this

#neon.txt #i miss my heart blanket all the time actually #it was my number one comfort thing and i still remember the texture and how it felt to hold #idk. this is a bummer for this blog i try to keep bummers off of it #but its weighing heavy on me tonight

[journeyman-tier-fibercraft]

Been busy enough to justify a full round up for this WIP Wednesday. The TL;DR being that I'm back to being fully lace brained.

Blanket 10 is NEARLY finished. I've started attaching the last row and just need to finish out this row and then do a border (and give him a good wash, I've owned some of this yarn for years and it smells a little dusty). The nights are starting to get really cold here so I'll be happy to have it done, I just gotta force myself to work on it.

Doily 14 (Yarn | Pattern) needs to go on a longer needle but other than that is very fun and cute. I've decided to put it down for a bit to work on the next two projects but I expect when they get boring I'll go back to this. This pattern is surprisingly simple for a Neibling as long as you're prepared for the long pattern rows. Absolutely going to have to break out the washi tape to mark off my rows for the second chart, but the first one has been very easy lace knitting.

Unnamed project aka me fucking around to see if I can freehand this sweater design. I had started with a two row lace ("Honeycomb lace" from A Second Treasury of Knitting Patterns by Barbara G Walker) but honestly didn't find it fun to knit. So I transitioned to a favourite of mine (ssk, k2tog, yo twice). It's going a lot faster now tho it looks a little weird. I'm going to knit to the underarm and if it fits, it stays. If it's too small I'll rip all the way back and redo the shaping in this lace pattern instead with longer shoulder saddles. It's unfortunate that I didn't like knitting the honeycomb lace, I really like how it looks, I'll have to try swatching it in different yarns to see if the problem is just that this yarn has zero stretch (100% cotton).

I have decided I will put short sleeves on this tho. I had planned to just add ribbing for the arms but I saw a drop shoulder vest in a similar style and did Not like it, so this just saves me from having to rip back. I also think I'm going to have to leave this cropped, I'm not a big crop top person but with this yarn being cotton, having a full length body along with the sleeves is going to have the neckline very stretched. There may be no helping it regardless but there's no harm in trying. I imagine if this is does become something I wear it'll either be in the dead of summer or layered over a button up/some sort of top anyway, so a crop wouldn't be too uncomfortable.

Last but certainly not least is Shawl 14 (Pattern | Yarn). My precious Evenstar is coming along very well, I'm actually on the second to last pattern row before the set up for the border. I know the border is going to be a slog but I'm excited for it regardless, he's huge even all compressed on the needles. My self imposed deadline for him is April, but the border is only 56 repeats. If I can do one every other day I should be right on time, which sounds do-able even tho I know I'll get bored by the halfway point.

I need to keep an eye out for patterns for this yarn, I have a whole second cone plus what'll be left after I finish this shawl. These cones staring at me will probably be the push I need to settle on an Orenburg shawl pattern. (Or possibly a large Neibling, or one of MMario's patterns.)

#knitting #knitblr #lace rot #wip #wip wednesday #project: blanket 10 #project: shawl 14 #project: doily 14 #i haven't really touched shawl 15 so i didn't feel it necessary to include him (also it took me an hour to write up this much anyway) #i'm procrastinating from working on blanket 10 lmao it just makes me so eepy. heavy and warm blanket = nap time. #I gotta find something interesting to listen to while crochet it. I watched Astroid City with my dad and tried to work on it #but got so distracted by the visuals I made like 1 dc every other minute. #also my new cellphone camera is fucking awesome in comparison to my old one holy shit #it's like i just put my glasses on except they're not scratched up for once

[a-concert-just-for-me]

Ahoy friend! How goes the night?

Well thefreewillagency, you have made a grave mistake asking me this. Behold. It’s 2:00 am. My diary screaming out loud. You know, like Anna Nalick style.

These edibles are, in fact, shit (positive)

I’m most def a little high

#tw drugs #it feels like a weighted blanket #squeezing and heavy and ahhhh #every once in a while it squeezes my chest and it’s hard to breathe #but in a good way. I feel like I’m in Temple Grandon’s cow squeezer #sorry Grandin #but it’s more than the fuzzy from earlier #this time it’s like wavey #I keep thinking of the ‘look at all those squiggles’ informercial gal #she’s orbiting me like a planet and painting squiggles on my atmosphere #‘painting on my atmosphere’ Jesus can you be any more pretentious #I am meta aware of the fact I’m just saying every goofy thought #but also I um. just forgot where I was going with that point #I feel silly in my brain but my body is slow and deadpan #and I keep forgetting what I was going to say #inch resting #this is fun I like studying myself like a cell in a Petri dish #I’m like a record my thoughts go a little bit then stop. rewind. play. stop. rewind #material girl is stuck in my head though so that record is obviously having no problem #okay bye #enjoy this before I delete it later. goodnight peace and love #I think it’s starting to go away though #////delete later//

[somedaytakethetime]

Everyone say thank you to this French barber for delivering content that our King could never 😌

#LOOK AT HIM!! OH MY GOD PLEASE LOOK AT THIS MAN!! #I KNOW I SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL CHRIST #LOOK AT THAT LITTLE SWOOPY SOFT HAIR!! LOOK AT HIS BEARD!! LOOK AT THE JAW!! #LOOK AT HIS NOSE LOOK AT HIS PROFILE LOOK AT EVERYTHING #[censored][beeping sounds]*heavy sigh* #Kasper Schmeichel #sweet prince #danish captain america #king thicccness #Big Daddy 🥺 #hubbie 🥰 #*seagull screaming*LOVEOFMYLIFE*incoherent screaming* #it's friday night and i'm sitting in bed in jammies covered by old lady blankets crying about how pretty this random man is #my little geriatric king i love you so much 🥺

[goldensunset]

my ideal state if it were possible would be to be constantly either showering or sleeping. or both at once. i want to live life snoozing in a warm bathtub but like also still function as a person

#i suffer from the horrible condition of turning the water temperature up all the way in the winter #and have literally been burning my skin lately and getting awful rashes #but warm water so cozy… #if i am not either being bombarded with lovely hot steam so that i can actually breathe warm and moist air for once #or being snuggled up under several heavy blankets that knock me out cold #i am miserable #but i can’t live life like that all the time obviously #peach rambles

[let-love-run-red]

Tinder boy: can you breathe?

Me, trapped under 250 pounds of ex quarterback muscle: no but it's what I want

Tinder boy: baby I can move

Me: don't you dare

#listen no weighted blankets are heavy enough for me but him? #he is 6' and 250 pounds and WARM ok every time i see him i just need him to crush me a little #its good for my mental health #off topic #personal #love chatters #love rambles #loves tinder boy

[silverselfshippingchaos]

good morning! i just put a.khos on the f/o list!

#had to happen eventually hehe! I've fallen head over heels for my biggest enemy and i love him sooooo much!! #ash rambles 💚 #i had a pretty eventful weekend #went out of town and on a shopping spree! twas very fun and i ate lots of yummy food and the such #i'm home now but so.. tired... cant bring myself to get out of bed just yet BAHAHAHA #i keep thinking about a.khos' arms around me keeping me close to him #i had a kinda creepy interaction with a man in public the other day and although i'm ok and safe #it was the first time that had happened to me and i'm still sorta shaken up #im ok!!! but i keep thinking about f/o comfort and the such just to help some more. i'm completely safe and doing so much better than I was #you see... theres this character... i don't love him. i think he's a horrible man. but he's so hot i start questioning things about myself #and my s/i for that source is a known flirt- so i wouldnt put it past them to have gotten it on a few times #but i've been thinking... what if theyre actually bitter exes? maybe that's why my d.mc s/i hates serious relationships so much.. #but that aside. this character wears this heavy coat and i keep thinking abt using it as a weighted blanket!! it looks really really cozy #sir you're an asshole but... give me your coat!!!!! (grabby hands) #oh also! me being home means i got to see a.qua plushie!!! i missed her! #but yeah. that's what's up. so much goddamn a.khos brainrot. #he's stolen my heart #and don't tell anyone i said this but... #i love it. i love it so much. no better feeling than me being his and he being mine #also i've been thinking about my xb1 fankid a lot as of late.. but if i start rambling about Nalia we'll be here all day LMAO #but yeah! hope everyone is doing well! i'm doing okay too #ALSO AJDHWJEHW SO MUCH S.KYRIM ROT!! I LOVE R.UNE BY THE WAY AJDJAJS I #I HAVE BEEN DOING SO SO MUCH S/I WRITING FOR THEM #ALL OF THE THIEVES GUILD ARE MY BEST FRIENDS BTW #also did i mention i got to visit one of the largest bookstores in the world? goodness i love books soooo much!!!!!!!! #but also... reading next to a.khos.. enjoying that comfortable silence.. #(swoons) what a man

[excaive]

trimmed my hair so it's short n fuzzy n my cap would cover the longer hair completely for the most immersive killjoye experience. extremely epic

only con is that it's cold these days so I'm immediately inflicted with COLD SHIVER if I don't have my hoodie up to protect the back of my head LOL

#cai.txt #KJ is lucky they live in a warm region and also moving all the time so this is not an issue for them #writing this from my bed covered in two duvets and a heavy big blanket. #cosy boy roger momence