#hear me with an honest heart

[victorc7]

Missing your voice right now…

#sad thoughts #lostsoul #sadnees #love #sadlove #i love you #personal #your love #need love #hear me with an honest heart #heartbreak #my heart #your voice

[darth-does-stuff]

ok everybody saying dan fucks is conrad’s dad you do you but for ME personally the fix will always be conrad’s dad because dan gives cool uncle vibes 1000000% percent more than the fix ever will. but we will both live our truth and we will both be happy 🤝

#because let’s be honest the fix is NOT gonna let conrad live in an alley guys #in my heart the fix adopted conrad and conrad is one of those kids going ‘did you know’ because he learned it from the fix!!!!! #and once again dan fucks is conrad’s dad truthers good for you #but i really don’t think dan would make a great dad LMAO he berates conrad a little too much even if it’s affectionate #i simply cannot hear the fix going ‘i think it’s time to unlearn that lesson’ and saying he’s just conrad’s UNCLE #i do wish alex got to say what conrad got to do though :( #but yeah for me the fix adopted conrad and he went from being a tiny miserable kid living on the streets #to being in a loving family with siblings and a support system <3 #and justin of course!!!!!!!! #dimension 20 #mentopolis #mentopolis spoilers #conrad schintz #the fix #dan fucks #d20 mentopolis #man i love all of these characters #this season was PEAK

[tinfairies]

Me playing Old World Blues, Honest Hearts and Lonesome Road:

Me playing Dead Money:

#tin talks #It just makes me super emotional okay? Especially hearing Vera scream for Sinclair #Fallout #fallout new vegas #fnv #old world blues #dead money #honest hearts #lonesome road

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: flex x cop [07/16] ⟣

a full stomach and a happy heart

#flex x cop #korean drama #ahn bo hyun #park ji hyun #fxchoth #mmkfav #mygif #this scene made me tear up #becus the dinner scene itself was so funny and great #so to hear jys's honest thoughts and feelings about it all afterwards was meaningful and intimate #like yes the food may not have been the best but it was so much more than that for jys #it must have felt nice for him to be able to eat a homemade meal in a family setting #my heart was warm watching the dinner scene #and then this scene made me tear up and become emotional #it might honestly be one of my fav scenes so far in this drama

[findingcrow]

I really really hope the rangers apprentice movie/show is a show. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll take literally whatever I can get!!! But knowing the way the series is written, how the characters develop, just the kinda vibes, it would make more sense for it to be a series yk? Number one, more content, number two, more opportunities to become even MORE attached to the characters, and each book could be a season. If you think about book 1, it wouldn’t make much sense for it to be a movie on its own, at least in my opinion. Like I said, I’ll literally settle for anything, these are just my thoughts

#I need it to come out. like right now #I need to make EDITS do you HEAR ME #also if the cast doesn’t look exactly how I imagine them I’m going to break down /hj #I need Gilan to look exactly like lyn’s art #and halt . #and will #okay I’ll be honest I need them all to look like lyn’s versions please #ok I need to stop talking #rangers apprentice #john flanagan #will treaty #ranger's apprentice #halt o'carrick #books #maybe Flanagan can learn HOW TO ORDER SEASONS!!!!! #I DONT WANT ANY SEASON 5-6 BEING A TIMESKIP AND THEN SEASON 7 GOES BACK BULLSHIT ALRIGHT #I also want new fans to be scared after season 5 (book 7) and think that that’s it and then everything goes quiet for a while and then #suddenly Flanagan is saying season 6 (book 5) and the new fans have a heart attack

[dykedvonte]

The Khans - My Introspective

I don't like the Military and I don't support a lot of the actions the NCR does to the Mojave in New Vegas but in terms of the Khans I feel like the fandom infantilizes or diminishes the fact that they are or at least one of the most violent raider groups in the Mojave.

What happened at Bitter Springs was a tragedy, innocent lives were lost and the fact that the NCR swept it under the rug and continued to hunt down Khans that are truly trying to back down and resettle is horrendous, but there is a history to the NCR's aggression towards them.

The Khans first appear in Fallout 1, the main faction of raiders in the game besides the mentioned Vipers (who don't actually appear if I remember correctly). They came from Vault 15 along with the members that would form rival groups; The Vipers, The Jackals, and Shady Sands. They are a very large and foreboding raiding party, known for burning towns and encampments they attack and taking survivors as their slaves or slaves to sell. They are a big reason why the Jackals and Vipers are actually so small in New Vegas, they wiped them out.

Their main targets where Shady Sands and Junker town, the former of the two would be what became The New California Republic. This explains a big part of their animosity towards the Khans, only furthered by the fact the Khans kidnapped Tandi as a young girl, the girl that would go to offically found the NCR out of Shady Sands. When the dweller saved her and killed much of the Khans, this allowed the NCR to develop into what it currently is as they no longer needed to focus on fighting off constant raids.

When the Khans became the New Khans in Fallout 2, they barely resembled the Khans as they were led by Darion, Garl Death-Hand's son (former leader of the Khans). They were smaller and refortified vault 15, still planning to take down the NCR (at this time nowhere near as imperialist as they are in FNV) as mostly a revenge/power ploy. They manipulate The Squat, a group of y'know squatters, that lived in the upper levels, promising and lying about repairing the vault and offering them ransacked caravan resources if they kept the NCR away. Being their only life line The Squat had no choice. Still the chosen one got rid of them and they left New California for the untapped Mojave.

The Great Khans, the most current iteration, continued in the path as the original Khans, regrouping and gaining information from the Followers who hoped they'd use their new medical knowledge to heal themselves. They gained more members and a substantial part of Vegas territory before they were run out by the three families. They were pushed to Bitter Springs where they first and foremost continued to pick off and attack NCR settlements, most of which consisted of caravans, towns, and camps as they saw them as easy like in their old days. It was the killing of four influential Republic members (non-military) that brought on Bitter Springs.

Bitter Springs was the result of years of hatred and animosity and likely the goal to send a final message to the Khans. It does not excuse the fact that innocent men, women, and children were slaughtered with few survivors. It does not excuse the fact that the NCR has yet to make amends for this and continues to try and persecute the Khans even in moments of surrender.

This post is not to defend what happened but to give a quick rundown of the Khan's history and their history with the NCR. It's to remind people that the NCR is not just their military power but an actual group/settlement of people that were also attacked indiscriminately by the Khans. It's to point out that the Khans were not a band of indigenous people (no matter the comparisons) driven from their homes but raiders who fed into the brutal cultures of the west coast wasteland and were in turn treated to the same things.

My frustration comes from the fact that FNV has so many comparisons to indigenous struggles but the groups it chooses are not comparable at all. Their oppression hinges on not being familiar with their past, which explains why they have the reputation they do in canon. The "tribes" are often not even groups of minorities or have goals/desires out of acquisitions of power and I feel like it is important to both acknowledge that this is bad indigenous rep because it is not supposed to be. It is supposed to be a comparison of the in-game groups and how they all do the same things and justify it in their own fucked up ways, some better at it than others.

FNV of all the Fallout games (in light of it being heavily Western based) distastefully uses indigenous imagery and theming for groups that are sad mimicries of American indigenous cultures at best and outright offensive at worst.

#this is also to say the NCR is barely different but they imply New California is a city and safe and that once the NCR military leaves #they will properly try to settle and revitalize the area unlike the goals of almost every other group #the issues arise from the tensions of the hoover dam battles the legion and the corrupt leaders chosen in what is a terse time #but the khans are interesting to me and I like the named khans we have in FNV but they are treated to be almost innocent at points due to #all the Ls they keep taking despite admitting to their raider roots and being PROUD #they partnered with the Legion and before i hear they didnt know they were slavers at a point too and likely didnt care if they believed it #would not affec their own. the Mojave is an unforgivnig place and sometimes you make unforgivable alliances since they alienated all their #other options through their continued and consistent behaviors #like i could go on how bad the native rep is but I would not use any of the tribes cause they barely count the only difference from the NCR #is they organize themself differtently like id use the tribes in Honest Hearts cause holy shit is it bad and racist like at least the Mojav #tribes are just white dickheads brutalizing each other and not the characatures of native people the Sorrows Dead Horse and White legs are #like yikes I hated playing white savior the dlc #this is also semi personal because i dont see a lot of POC people in the fandom talking about the Khans and so I dont know if the proper #perspectives can be added because just because something can represent a culture or group doesn't mean it does or that it was the primary #thing they were trying to get across #like feel free to ask and talk to me more about it cause grrr #fallout #fallout new vegas #the great khans #the khans #new california republic #the ncr #fallout 1 #fallout 2 #papa khan

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

where im taking the doctor for a date tbh

#yea we're doing all three in a day no thats not insane thats being honest about the speed at which they live their life #you know that thing about how the speed of your heart determines how fast you experience time? #like mice experience time faster than us and also live shorter? #bc their hearts beat faster than ours? #dont know if thats true but i read it once i think #you know how the doctors hearts sound like. super hyper fast? #anyway i want to spend a day hearing the most bonkers corrections of museum cards and watching them get in fights with museum people #'listen ''mr expert'' i killed the last dodo (turns to me. 'accidentally!' turns back) i Think i'd know what they look like dont you' #'really wasnt my fault. was a little bit my fault. 53 birds one timey wimey detector sort of a situation. shouldnt have brought it honestly #'but you dont step out of your tardis going: #'hm maybe i shouldnt bring my machine that boils eggs at 30 paces in case i run into the last 53 dodos'' #'i mean the 17th century wasnt even on the agenda! i was in the 32nd century! two galaxies over! and then suddenly: mauritius' #'dont know what happened' #'well' #'53 exploded dodos. happened.' #'my sincerest apologies' #and i'll go 'lunch?' #or kissing with tongue behind a dinosaur skeleton whichever

[calamitydaze]

my vision

#dream + cleo: very sweet; the heart/mediator of the group; likes baths; shy but outspoken when you get to know them #george + emma: a little bitchy but deeply caring at their core; sports kids; value nice clothes; #+ considerate to others but needs their space organized and controlled #sapnap + rikki: well to be honest rikki (hardworking and self sufficient from a poor family) is not very similar to sapnap (sugar baby) #but: speak their minds; competitive; very defensive of their friends #[banging on the walls] CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #bella talks

[kindledrose]

(they didn't) (and they weren't)

#this is about #homestuck #but also #steven universe #andddd #dream smp #this is a joke ok i love the story behind each of those with all my heart. but man do you hear stories of people being Weird About Them #mainly homestuck. i'm gonna be honest it's mostly homestuck #but it's like to be fair i would lose my mind too if i was into it while it was coming out #anyways. ignore me

[bluewinnerangel]

top 9 albums you listened to this year? totally random question 🤪

Unlike last year I did listen to a lot of new music this year so 2022 albums this time weee it was even hard to pick a top 9 but in order of release (probably):

Nilüfer Yanya - PAINLESS

ROSALÍA - MOTOMAMI

Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & the Big Steppers

Harry Styles - Harry's House

Steve Lacy - Gemini Rights

Joost - Fryslân

The Snuts - Burn The Empire

Louis Tomlinson - Faith In The Future

Little Simz - NO THANK YOU

ramble in the tags

#yeah i totally did not basically beg to be asked this thank you for taking the bait askldlsakjskl #albums of 2022 #Nilüfer Yanya - PAINLESS only discovered recently and it sent me into a zone a Z O N E do get in there do it #ROSALÍA - MOTOMAMI when that one came out it was blasting in the house like this only for a good while #Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & the Big Steppers I feel like I'm listening to something not intended for me but i should be hearing ? #like it just wrecks me from a place that was never there just unknown and i cant begin to imagine what it can do for people where its known #Harry Styles - Harry's House I THINK IVE SAID QUITE A LOT ABOUT THIS ONE ON HERE #Steve Lacy - Gemini Rights what in the masterpiece is this ??? like????? seriously? SERIOUSLY WHAT IS PUT IN HERE #Joost - Fryslân THIS IS MY BABY he makes this variant of dutch white trash music that is horrid in the most delicious way #unserious but THEN he comes in hard with extremely painful honest lyrics in between utter crap LIKE #love it when music doesnt take itself seriously and still has a huge heart and soul and this is that #this dude is making me cry singing about the grief of losing both parents and minutes later interpolating crazy frog. #The Snuts - Burn The Empire obviously introduced by Louis. I didnt really take them in properly till we saw them at #Lokeren. I did listen to some songs here and there.. Glasgow was a fav. and that was kinda it. but then they came with this album #i always feel regret when i start listening to an artist bc they impressed me live like i should have known before.. which is weird. #that happens. but hearing burn the empire live i was like FUCK and then i was hooked #Louis Tomlinson - Faith In The Future I MEAN YOU KNOW WE KNOW I KNOW EVERYBODY KNOW WE ALL LIVE IN A FITF #Little Simz - NO THANK YOU this one was released this week! still taking it in but like? FUCK? HELLO? fav: No Merci #honorable mentions (sorry): #Björk - Fossora how the fuck you make an entire album sound like a heavily distressed mycelium network beats me but call me a shroom (idk) #Taylor Swift - Midnights had a bit of a meltdown over this (understatement) #IDLES - Five Years Of Brutalism okay okay it's a rerelease but THERE ARE LIVE VERSIONS

[thedevotionaltour]

thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

#static.soundz #crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad #bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons #when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words. #i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad #and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason. #it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college #bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection #bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular #but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad) #(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood #so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult. #they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time. #bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now? #why at this moment and no other time? #but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him. #more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.' #it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna #drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me. #i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds #that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year #when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music #i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm #im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.

[roselise]

You’re beautiful

♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ .

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And *you* are very kind!

:’)

Honestly, I think I’m pretty average myself in appearance, but this was still nice to hear, and gave me something to feel happy about tonight. ♡

So thank you!! :D

I’d give you the biggest hug if I could! You’re truly a gem. ♡ ♡

Have a beautiful day, and take care of yourself, my friend ~ ! XOXO

#<3 #ask #you’re very sweet <3 #i don’t know if i’m beautiful or not to be honest #i try not to think on it much #i try to think of who i am mostly — that is if i’m a decent human or not #it is in the eye of the beholder though i suppose #i’m happy to hear this <3 #it really made me smile <3 #so i hope something makes you smile today too ! :D #sending hugs hearts & much happiness! <3 #take care & all the best to you ! <3 #xo ! <3 #🌸 ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ . 🤍

[hoffmanstits-enjoyer]

I just want you to know that you are a valued member of the Gotham community and you never cease to make my day (as well as many others' I'm sure) a much brighter one. Never stop being awesome 🧡💚

yOU'RE TOO SWEET TO ME?!?!! i'm gonna motherfucking cry 🥺🥺🥺

i've seen incredible talent around the tags(i'm totally talking about margonika and grimmgromm though imma chicken out on tagging them jdbdjdbjd) and talking to others like you, @haliastone and @nicolovespancakes always makes things so much fun! it's my pleasure to offer my creativity and attempts at comedy back to my folks 💕✨

#thank u for this #u didn't have to and it caught me by surprise #i really struggle with interacting around here so 👉👈 #this is nice to hear #kdjjbdjd i'm sorry for being mushy i just wanted to be honest abt how the messages and chatting and art hit me straight in the heart

[salsflore]

it’s december 31st which means— happy birthday to my beloved fiancé ♡ he’s sooo silly but i just love this old man so much he’s super lame but he means everything to me!!!!

#mika ♡ zhongli #hello guys are you ready to hear about just howwwww muchhhhhhh i love him?!?! #he’s so awful but his voice is so dumb and his face is so dumb and his laugh is so dumb i do not like him at all actually #i’m super super excited for his birthday art hehehe if it’s something cute i’m never ever gonna shut up about it. the diluc childe art #we got this year was really good so i am just begging begging begging for his birthday art to be good too!!! #he’s a huge comfort to me and i just! wowowow i really just love him a lots. i am the no. 1 zhongli enjoyer real and true #he’s always floating in my mind and being silly. i’m :)) he’s just very dear to me guys #more than i could ever properly express #to be honest i get like‚ insanely insecure over this weirdo (that probably has arthritis) but even so! my ship with him brings me mostly– #–comfort and happiness. i’m just glad!!! glad that he exists!!! and that he came home!!! i still remember when i won the 50/50 ugh #his burst art is so pretty and he looks especially handsome in it hehehehe #mr. zhongli has totally captured my heart and i’m looking forward to seeing him in more stuff. more events more artwork more cameos i just- #-miss him so much seriously #i love him i love him i love him GOSH i just have so much love in my silly little heart for him!!!!