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Imagine a feanorian or a nolofinwean etc traveling back in time to the years of the trees-
And finwe, of all elves, clocks onto something being wrong before anyone else, bc he grew up in a time where it was killed or be killed and he wants to know why his grandkid(s) went from an elf who has never seen a day of strife in their life, to a hardened warrior with ptsd seemingly overnight.
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Valinor Faeron
Since everyone seems to love this bby of mine and it came to my attention i think of *after the first kinslaying* Faeron i should make this.
Taglist sorta: @eunoiaastralwings tis the baby in Valinor cuz your fic reminded me to do this yes i may of took some insparation from that an added that to canon oc Faeron | @aetherofthepen you seem to like this bby as well so
Our Lovable baby was even more lovable before the Trauma dump known as the Silmaril's came along yes blame the silmarils for what happened to Faeron because that is the harbinger of every single bit of the mans truama including the Valar Truama he sustained in middle earth.
As an Anon said Faeron give Janeway energy he does but not Pre Kinslaying i mean he technically kinda had a janeway background- DID I JUST MAKE JANEWAY IN TOLKIEN no he has ✨Truama✨ and ✨all the homo✨
Faeron was definitely the silent type especially towards Celegorm and Curufin the man had a grudge and by Eru Faeron has worse grudges by that father of his but he never really acts on them just gives the silent treatment.
Faeron and Caranthir as taken from Tara are but like two bright northern stars on each side, shining as much as the other and they do have a very strong trustable strong silent bond.
Faeron was definitely the fairest (in judgement) out of everyone from that godforsaken bloodline and much more reasonable, maybe before Fingolfin took him in mistook him as a song of Fingolfin if they did not know him well
Faeron also was much more light hearted and cracked jokes unlike post kinslayings Faeron, while Faeron did silent treatment some elves and had an almost telepathic link with his twin he was very easy to get along with if you could pull him out of the library he was always in.
Faeron was also seen as the 'assistant' of Mandos that was how Irmo got to know him and then Irmo introduced him to Valkor and then the oh shit i am so very homo Faeron came from.
Celegorm always seemed pissed off by Faeron because he most likely was everything Faeron seemed to do or say pissed him off the hunter didn't like how 'fair, perfect and ethereal' as other elves called Faeron was and then called him an asshole when they to his eyes they don't even look close they just have sorta the same hair, but then again they complemented Faeron's personallity more.
As all the prince of Noldor Faeron definitely had admirers and elleth's and ellon's fawning over him he was that one guy who a man looked at and questioned his sexuality but he was straight Aka he had the Ryan Reynolds effect.
their were many roomers spread that the silmarils weren't the only thing Fëanor made with the light from the two trees when the Silmarils were first made maybe Faeron was the Aphrodite affect and the silmarils were trying to kill him for being to much of a pretty boy (ah yes the affair of Fëanor and the Silmarils)
Faeron is defo a mothers boy i mean thats obvious from him to swearing the oath.
Valkor has had plenty of times even before the kinslayings comforting Faeron even before the elf confessed to him calming his dreams and head, the man overthinks to the point you would think his brain might explode, he gives mega Lindir Anxiety feels in Valinor.
The amount of time the ambarussa's have been threatened by Caranthir when finding Faeron's head in his lap asleep is astronomical.
Spiraling Faeron Brain: Could Caranthir calm me - Yes | No Would I have to bother Valkor - Yes | No
The man has a flowchart in his brain when it comes to that you would think as an elf he wouldn't get panic attacks especially in elf 'heaven' you would be wrong always about Mandos needs this Mandos needs that, can I even do that for Mandos, is my dad mad at me, is that just another disownment joke, AGHHHH WHY SO MANY ELLETH WANT ME BEGON, AHHHHHH FUCK I HAVE A MASSIVE CRUSH ON IRMO'S MAIAR.
poor baby is so tense all the time about doing something wrong, maybe him putting a book on a shelf and swapping it for a sword and doing the dirty work was a good thing he swapped the Panic and Anxiety for Truama.
Elrond wonders if what the Kidnap dads told him with Valinor Faeron that Lindir was secretly the reembodiment of Valinor Faeron but with the looks of Maglor the elven lord will never know, but ofcourse Lindir was in the anxious mode all the time and Faeron only was like that or worse when he spiraled which was somewhat rare for him.
Crack Idea Elves had: LINDIR IS FAERON'S SON
Irmo to elves: Darlings that man is so very homo and so very bottom he would not have children well biological children but that is what you are suggesting.
But of course Irmo never says anything though he's just best supportive Valkor dad 👍👍(and eventually best Faeron father in law)
We stan Best dad Irmo here!
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