#he is very content with his tall gf that could kill him with her thighs and lets him do his freaky experiments<3

[mid-nightowl]

…can i ask you to share more of your thoughts on fem!jaytim vibes

hi cory!!!! yes, yes i can :) <3

most of my thoughts come from this lil snippet and my tags.

my thoughts on fem!jaytim can be boiled down to this line: “Her successor fascinates her. She kind of wants to let him dissect her, little freak that he is.” 

like tim is a freak who would absolutely want to dissect and take jaye apart piece by piece just to get to the bottom of whatever the hell is wrong with her (obsessive) and jaye would let him bc she wants to know what the hell is wrong with him (affectionate). 

It’s almost a scientist and their never-ending experiment, but not quite?

like the dissection, its the act, the intimacy, the trust in being vulnerable and completely open on the table for them to see, a show and a sight but not a performance, it's the ‘i’m going to take you apart piece by piece, not to fix you or change you, but just to understand you’, and 'i’m going to get my hands dirty and dig into you, and it can be voluntarily or not, it can be with anesthesia or nothing but im going to know you whether you like it or not,' paired with 'you are going to have to cut me open to get to know me, it has to be cold and violent, it has to be artful and methodological.'

but jaye started off with ‘i want to destroy you, take you to the brink, the edge of despair and fury and hatred and let you go without any catharsis,’ kind of like capturing a wild animal, testing on it, and then releasing it back into the wild with a tag to see what it will do after being changed (will it return back to it’s normal routine or will it come back for more?)

and then tim kept coming back. and that's when jaye is like alright yeah, i'll let you rip me open and give me a name (or maybe give me back my name?) and tim does, and he does it carefully, adoringly, obsessively.

and i think tim’s obsessive focus, paired with the idea of the knife/scalpel = love, is what jaye would respond to best. she was raised in violence, and probably thinks that fighting and pain is caring and love, AND she’s never been a priority in anyone’s life. so for tim to obsess and know her in ways that no one else has before (or have even bothered) is captivating, exciting, and absolutely mind-boggling, and i think jaye would get possessive, like ‘this robin, this little freak is mine.'

i, hmmm. running out of coherent thoughts after this, so um i guess enjoy? <3

#asks #felinemotif #i don't write/talk about jaytim very much; ive always been a jaydick girlie #but this was a lot of fun to think about and like actually get down my thoughts in a somewhat coherent manner #i think there's another piece here about the dissection as an intimacy that only requires the subject and the surgeon/scientist #and the idea of labelling and taking photos of the parts something about learning and teaching but also remembering #another part: once the dissection is done once tim knows all of jaye does he stay? #which i think devolves into jaye going out of her way to prolong the dissection bc she thinks it may be temporary between her & tim #whereas tim is thinking okay i know all the pieces and parts which means im the perfect partner for jaye #no one knows her better than me AND no one will get to know her like i do #(the whole dissection thing too like tim is not afraid about hurting jaye whereas bruce is bc he knew her before) #(bruce thinks “dissection” would = change bad or good while tim knows it just means learning and knowing) #like it's going to be painful before it gets better and bruce doesn't want to go through the pain of knowing this version of jaye #bc it means acknowledging what he's done or not done #and tim's a fixer at heart but to fix things you gotta know what you're dealing with #problem is tim fell in love and realized fixing things would just make it worst so #he is very content with his tall gf that could kill him with her thighs and lets him do his freaky experiments<3 #okay wow i was not done with the thoughts ajfkagjbsg imma stop now #jaytim #fem!jaytim

[littlesniggy]

I wanna feel you

cuteykat: Hi I have a request. Do you think I can get either Zoro, Mihawk, crocodile or Sanji ( I can’t choose so I’ll let you choose) having sex with there gf who is a virgin?

The gf would be smart, tall, insecure about being chubby and her back due to mutiple battle wounds and almost dying so she has a rod replacing part of her spine. But is also very very sweet and caring, also seems very innocent but is very very submissive.

If you want to know any kinks I guess rough sex, degradation and praise

Please and thank you!! ❤️❤️💙💙❣️❣️💜💜

Hey! Thank you for your request and I hope I could do it justice since there were a lot of details to your reader. I tried to put everything in so I hope you like it. I chose Sir Crocodile btw. Please enjoy!

Warning: 18+, nsfw, slight degradation, name calling, virigin reader

Paring: Sir Crocodile x chubby female reader

Word count: 2.1k

You’ve never thought that those big, cruel hands could be this gentle. You’ve only seen them hurt or kill but with you they were different. They wandered down your back, feeling the scars on your skin, a small shiver ran down your spine. The cool metal of his hook caressed your cheek, his slightly chopped lips moved against yours.

You were nervous, to say the least. You knew he wouldn’t hurt you on purpose but you were talking about your first time. You’ve heard rumors that it would hurt – a lot and you were a little scared. But he was making sure you were feeling comfortable, being the gentleman he always claimed to be out in public.

His hand travelled over your side, feeling the soft tissue under his touch, kneading it in his big hand. You instinctively inched away from his touch, breaking the kiss and looking to the floor slightly blushed.

“Don’t.” he hummed, pulling you closer to him again, pressing your body against his. “I wanna feel you.”

His lips found your again after he lifted your chin with his hook, kissing you more passionately. You were slightly overwhelmed by his sudden change in pace and tried to keep up with him. You felt his clothed dick press against your lower stomach, blushing even more at the feeling.

Your hands shakily found their way to his chest, feeling his hard muscles under your touch. He purred into the kiss, you could feel his grin against your lips, obviously content that you showed some sort of initiative. You could feel him flex under his skin, slowly pushing you towards his big bed.

Meanwhile, his hand explored your body, appreciating your body with slight squeezes, massaging you while his hand slowly but surely found its way to your waistband, opening the button. You tensed again but didn’t inch away this time, letting him continue to open your pants and letting them fall down to the floor, leaving you in your panties.

He broke the kiss, taking a step back and eying your body. You tried to cover your body with your arms, feeling exposed and at his mercy like this. At the same time it had your cunt feel wet, creating a wet spot in your panties.

“I said don’t! Stop covering yourself in front of me!” his voice was harsh, leaving no room to argue. You yelped softly, lowering your arms to let him take a better look at your body. “If you cover yourself up again, I will get mad. I want you to listen to me.” Was his last warning and you knew you didn’t want him to be mad at you.

You nodded, biting your lip and not knowing what to do while he seemed to try and remember every inch of your curves, every part you yourself felt insecure about he seemed to admire. His eyes were glistering with each new part they explored. “Turn around.” He hummed, expecting you to follow his order.

“But-“ Crocodile’s expression hardened, making you flinch. “Do I really have to repeat myself, Y/n?” he asked. The wetness between your legs grew to his question, your body somewhat wanting to test his boundaries and see what he’d do if you disobeyed him. But for now you followed his demand, turning around and exposing your back to the man behind you.

You couldn’t see his face but you felt his pleased smirk. His hand came up again, feeling the soft and red tissues of your scars and following the outlines of your spin, part of it being replaced by a rod. His hand moved down to your ass, kneading the flesh in his hand. Meanwhile his hook pulled down your panties, leaving you now completely exposed.

He held the small piece of clothes in front of his face, inspecting the damp fabric. “And I haven’t even touched you down there, Y/n. Why is that?” he asked, his voice sounding more than amused. You were about to turn your head to look at him but you thought better than to act on your own.

“I…I don’t know.” You answered honestly. Crocodile hummed coming closer to you and letting your panties dangle in front of your face, making you blush at the sight. “See? Such a dirty girl. Already longing for my dick, aren’t you?” you whimpered at his words, rubbing your legs together.

“Get down on the bed and on your knees.” Again, he left no room to argue and so you followed his order. Your cunt was now exposed to his eyes, dripping with your juice and almost screaming for him to touch you. The warlord stepped closer, resting his hand on your big ass, following your curves but leaving your cunt out. The tip of his hook scratched slightly over your skin; your sides, your back, your boobs, your thighs – he didn’t leave anything out. Your whimpering got louder, your body pressing against his touch to feel him more.

“Crocodile….please…touch me….there.” you got quieter towards the end, feeling embarrassed at your words but your pussy wanted attention as well. “Huh? The little virgin is getting more demanding? You want me to put my finger inside of you?” he asked, his finger circling your inner thigh but not touching your cunt whatsoever. “P-Please.” You whispered. “What? I couldn’t quite hear you.” He let his hand slide between your thick thighs, stroking them up and down, kneading the soft flesh but still didn’t touch you where you really wanted, needed him to touch you.

“Please, touch me!” you almost screamed when he let his finger brush against your wet core, rubbing it between your folds, feeling your slick juice on his skin. The excited feeling inside your stomach grew with every rub of his finger. Your soft pants had his dick twitch in his tight pants, demanding to finally be free. But he restrained himself, trying to concentrate on your quivering body in front of him.

You felt his finger poke at your entrance and slowly pushing past your wet lips, feeling how you tightened around his digit. “Relax. It’s just a finger.” He said, trying to sound reassuring. You mewled under him, eyes closed and trying to relax around his finger. It hurt but you knew he would stop if it got too painful for you.

He started moving his finger in and out slowly, watching your reaction of any sign of discomfort. “Good girl. Just relax….” His praise had you clench around his finger and he chuckled, about to add another finger. “You like being called a good girl, Y/n? Do you like to please me?” he added the second finger with his words, eliciting a moan from your body. It was a weird and foreign feeling but you couldn’t say that it was completely uncomfortable.

After adding another finger and stretching your core, preparing you for his dick, he removed his fingers and you heard a rustling behind you, imagining how Crocodile opened his pants and pulling his dick out. You heard a sigh coming from him and a quiet but slick sound. You had to turn your head and saw him stroking his dick, pre-cum coating his length.

The man smirked almost sadistically when he kneeled behind you on the mattress. He let go of his dick and suddenly grabbed your hair, pushing your head down onto the soft mattress and leaning over you until his mouth was right next to your ear. “Did I allow you to look at me, Y/n?” he growled, his dick pressing against your entrance.

“N-no.” you answered but you were more focused on your cunt being teased by his dick. You wanted to feel him already, any thought of doubt or fear long gone. “Don’t think just because it’s your first time I’ll let you get away with it. I need to punish you.” He whispered as he slowly pressed his dick against your cunt, needing a little bit of force to push past your entrance. A painful gasp escaped your lips and you tightened around his member. It felt more than uncomfortable and you pressed your eyes shut, inhaling deeply to try and relax around him.

Crocodile halted, giving you time to adjust around him before he pushed further. It took all his self-control not to just thrust into you. He wanted to punish you, not to hurt you and potentially ruin any further intimate intercourse with you. He started nibbing at your ear, his hand moving down from your head, over your back and to your front, fondling your breast. His hook stroked circles on your skin, slowly moving over your tummy and down to your sex.

You felt the tip of his hook press slightly against your clit, eliciting a jolt of pleasure through your body. You moaned softly, giving Crocodile the sign to continue pressing into you. His hook played surprisingly skillful with your clit, making you relax more and more around him until he was finally completely buried inside of you.

“You take me so well, Y/n. You’re so tight.” He praised, panting into your ear.

When he started moving, he let his hips snap back fast before pulling out slowly again. It was a big contrast, the slow motion of pulling out, letting you feel every inch of his dick before he pressed the air out of your lungs with a quick snap. You moaned at his doing, your clit still being played with.

The painful feeling that had taken in your mind in the beginning was now slowly replaced by pleasure. He increased his pace, his hot breath ghosting your ear, making you shiver.

His thrusts were now coming short but steady, his force increasing as well. He straightened back up again, letting his hand rest on your hip and thrusting his dick deep inside of you, your hips moving against his. He growled in pleasure while listening to your shameless moans. “You dirty little slut. Your virginity is taken and you already act like a needy whore who would do anything to feel a dick inside of her.” He smacked your ass, your tight walls clenching around him.

“Are you a need whore, Y/n?” he asked, smacking your ass again. You moaned, throwing your head back, your hips moving on their own against his. “Yes….!” You moaned to his question, a groan rumbling through his chest. “My little whore….do you like it when I take you hard? When I dominate you?” “Y-yes…!” another smack, another moan.

“Was this the reason you were already wet before I even touched you? Do you like it when I’m being rough with you?” just his deep voice alone would’ve had you moan out loud but when your brain comprehended what he just said you couldn’t help but almost scream his name while his dick was now mercilessly ramming into your hot core.

You could feel your climax rush closer. You wanted to hold back, relishing the feeling of being filled completely and not wanting to let go of it just yet. But you were too inexperienced, a desperate moan indicating your limit to Crocodile. “Do you want me to make you cum, my little whore?” he asked, his voice strained and he knew he wouldn’t last much longer than you. He usually lasted longer than this but your submission and the fact that you were taking him so well for the first time had him more excited than usually.

“I…I’m gonna cum! Please, let me cum!” you pleaded, not daring to cum without his permission but also knowing you wouldn’t be able to hold it off much longer. “I said I would punish you but I guess this can wait for next time. Cum!” with a particularly hard thrust he had you screaming, a wave of emotions hit you like you’ve never been hit before and your walls tightened around his dick tightly.

You were panting heavily, your body being moved forth and back by his continued thrusts, only barely noticing him cumming soon after, his hot semen filling you up.

When he was completely spend he carefully pulled back, watching his cum drip out your core, a little bit of blood mixed in-between. But you didn’t seem to be in pain so he didn’t say anything. You collapsed on the bed, totally exhausted but happy. Crocodile carefully laid down on top of you, making sure not to put too much weight on your hurt back.

“Are you alright, dear?” he asked, kissing your neck before lying down next to you. You turned your head to him, smiling at him with the gently smile he adored so much. “I am.” You confirmed, inching closer into his embrace, resting your head against his chest. “Good. That means I can go all out next time.”

#one piece #op #one piece x reader #sir crocodile #crocodile x reader #op crocodile #ns.fw #op imagine #one piece imagine #scenario #op scenario #op x reader #op sir crocodile #female reader #chubby reader

[squishytenya]

𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐈𝐢𝐝𝐚 + 𝐎𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐨

‘Can I have a hq of a poly relationship with Iida and Ochaco with a plus-size reader? Can you also do sfw and nsfw, if you're comfortable with it please?’

Pairing: iida x gn!chubby!reader

Note: I am so soft for these two that the smut was hard to write lmao but i adore them and you for requesting them, thank you!

Warnings: pegging, body insecurity, mentions of crying, vv fluffy,

Sfw:

The two most positive supportive S/O’s you could ever ask for

Ochaco is very touchy in a relationship and i feel like she would love to hold your hand at all times 

Iida is more reserved with his affection but both you and Uraraka break him out of his shell a little bit

The cuddles are god tier, tall, muscled Tenya and soft sweet Uraraka mean you are so comfortable if not a little bit hot, your head is at all times on either ones chest or lap

Cuddles alternate depending on who’s in the middle, usually it’s you because Iida doesn’t want to hurt either of you two with his engines and Ochaco just prefers to lay next to the wall 

However if one of you are having a stressful day then they tend to be in the middle and get pampered by the other two

If you ever get insecure about your weight solidly these two are there instantly to make you feel better

Ochaco loves your thighs and is always laying her head on them and telling you they're the perfect size to lay on

Iida just likes giving you reassuring hugs and telling you you're perfect to them the exact way you are 

You and Tenya learn to carry around nausea medicine for Ochaco while you and her always have a stock full of orange juice for Iida, they carry around your comfort food or anything that may help with your quirk

Iida constantly buys things for the both of you even when you two say you can pay for it, it’s often him paying for date nights or buying random presents for you two

His love language is very much actions rather than words like him remembering your favourite drink, getting you comfort food when you’re sad and giving you (albeit rather awkward at first) comforting hugs when you’re upset

Ochaco on the other hand is very much verbal with her affections, constantly voicing her love for you and Iida via compliments and just little ‘i love yous’ here and there 

She grew up poor so it’s just her way of showing how much she loves you guys, she also makes a lot of handmade things for both of you

Every time you compliment Ochaco though she gets very bashful and shy as opposed to Iida who just goes bright red and waves his arms around this is true no matter how long this relationship has been

Meeting their family is something that is important to both of them, Iida is overjoyed when Tensei likes both you and Ochaco to the point he actually tears up 

Ochaco won’t stop bouncing around when her parents express their love for you and Iida

You get a few stares especially because Ochaco insists on holding hands with at least one of you at all times but nobody comments in fear of Iida lecturing them for an hour on respecting others

Plus you guys are all pro heroes at his point so they have enough respect to stay out of your way

You and iida are fully prepared to kill for your soft gf but she is highkey the scariest out of all of you

You are all mutually very protective of each other and cuddle piles are almost an everyday occurrence once you manage to pull Iida away from his work

Iida has come home to see you and Uraraka slow dancing in your kitchen several times and he never gets tired of it

Ochaco makes sure you two eat enough and get enough sleep, Tenya helps with any work you might have an issue with (they’re so sweet and caring and wholesome omg anon ily)

There is no room for insecurity in this relationship, you make sure that all three of you are enough love and affection that you don’t even have time to worry about things like your weight

nsfw:

My peg all men agenda is gonna come out here sorry

Iida is just stunning and the amount Ochaco wants to peg you both is insane

She owns a rather impressive collection and will be overjoyed if you let her use them on you 

Ochaco and you so soft and pretty Tenya could watch you two just kiss and feel each other all day - but he’s too ashamed to say this

Ochaco is very rarely not in charge even if it’s just vanilla because she has a natural aura of command

Iida can be in charge but he's also rather awkward at first

Iida gives god tier oral just saying he will make you cryyyy

Wrap your thicc thighs around his head and he will absolutely die 

Both like to grab and touch you during these times commenting on how soft you are and how stunning they find you

Ochaco loves sitting on either one of your faces while the other goes to town on them

Tenya is more of a grunter but he can be very vocal about his praise if he’s being dominant 

Uraraka is more praising very loudly, telling you two how good she feels etc

They will spoil you cause they're naturally very giving in bed 

Together they will make you lose your mind just saying

Hope you enjoy! Remember that reblogs help content creators mwah

#ochaco uraraka x reader #uraraka x reader #uraraka headcanons #ochako uraraka x reader #iida headcanons #iida tenya x reader #tenya iida x reader #iichako #iichaco #iichako x reader #poly iichako #bnha x reader #bnha headcanons #bnha poly

[bsd-hq-writer]

Allen Walker Ghoul AU: When he tells his gf about being a ghoul. FLUFFY SCENARIO

Okay so the ask for this one was eaten so I had to make a new post for it :) But I love this AU and got a bit carried away with headcanons about it, but here’s some things I’ve thought of:

The main cast (Allen, Lavi, Lenalee and Kanda) reside in the 20th ward and are frequent customers at Anteiku. In fact, both Allen and Lenalee work there. Kanda does too but his job is more similar to Yomo. Lavi’s more free-lanced and just shows up out-of-the-blue.

Allen is a one-eyed ghoul, who was created using the kakuhou of two different ghouls. Thus Allen’s kagune are unique in that they are a hybrid-type. He has both an Ukaku and Kokaku-type kagune. The Ukaku spreads out from his upper spine like a cape (reminiscent of the Clown Crown’s), while his Kokaku comes from his shoulder blade and coats his left arm, forming long claws (again like Clown Crown’s). For the cherry on top, his mask is a clown.

Lavi has a Binkaku-type kagune. Hard-hitting and well-balanced. No one knows if he’s a natural born ghoul or a one-eyed since he always wears and eye patch. None of the others have ever seen him hunt nor does he get his meals from Anteiku, so no one has ever seen him eat. His mask is in a masquerade style and resembles a rabbit.

Lenalee is an Ukaku -type. Fast and maneuverable, though quick to tire. She works at Anteiku as a barista and part-times as an assistant to her brother Komui at the local university. Komui is also a ghoul but is trying to learn more about his species so that maybe ghouls and humans can find a means of coexistence. He’s trying to earn his doctorate in ghoul physiology and biological studies. Lenalee is very much a pacifist and prefers not to hunt humans, at least the good ones, but if she comes across a human trying to hurt someone or a mugger, she’ll pick them as her dinner. Her mask is simple and black like a cat-burglar’s and she wears tall thigh-high boots when hunting.

Kanda is a hybrid Rinkaku/Binkaku-type. Incredible regenerative skills and powerful strikes. Kanda is not so keen on gorging himself on weak human nor does he really see them as prey but he feels no remorse when choosing a unsuspecting soul for his supper. He’s just indifferent, as long as he eats, doesn’t get caught or have to deal with other ghouls and CCG, he’s content. If it turns out to be less of a hassle to just to go to Anteiku, he’ll do that though its annoying to hear Lenalee chide him for killing innocent humans when he can just as easily get a meal from the cafe. He wears a traditional noh mask.

In this AU, I haven’t decided if the Noah would be better suited as CCG or if they’d be a family of powerful kakuja Ghouls?? (I’m leaning towards the latter)

Okay now on to the scenario ^_^

Allen paced along the riverside, anxious worry twisting in his gut as he waited for you to arrive. He had cancelled your date at the coffee shop and insisted that you meet him here, where the two of you first met.

He looked out of the fiery-red sky as the sun had began to set, vivid strokes of violet and magenta clouds painted a beautiful scene. He chewed his lip in anticipation, this may be the last time he could enjoy such a wonderful sight. After all, if things went as terribly as what he feared, then he could very well be dead by the morning.

He had decided to tell you what he was, a monster, a ghoul. For so long, he had been meticulous about keeping his secret hidden, ordering small, simple meals on dates and coffee so it was easier to purge moments later, or making sure to visit Anteiku for meat before visiting with you. He worked so hard so that you would never suspect, so you would never see his human facade falter and see the truth. Yet here he was, preparing to uproot all his hard work by simply voicing it.  

But you had grown more serious as a couple, having dated nearly two years, you were talking about the possibility of moving in together after you graduated. Talk of the future and what your lives would be like years from now and Allen decided he had to be honest. He couldn’t keep it secret anymore, if you loved him as much as you said you did… then maybe… just maybe things would work out.

Though he couldn’t stifle the thought of what would happen if you rejected him, if you ran away screaming and worse of all, if you reported him to the CCG. His appearance stood out among the crowd with his stark white hair and grey eyes, if it were known that he was a ghoul the Doves would have no trouble tracking him down and ending him. Not to mention, Anteiku would come under suspicion and all the non-violent ghouls who benefited from its services would suffer.

The more he thought about the worst-case scenario, the more his resolve wavered, he shouldn’t endanger the others because he was too cowardly to leave you before now, when its becoming more and more difficult to hide his identity.

But before he can turn to leave, he heard you approach and he whirled around to see you smiling warmly at him. His chest ached at the sight, he was too weak, he couldn’t bare to leave you but his fear of your rejection was even more frightening. He was such an idiot.

“Allen! I’m sorry I’m late but it’s quite a walk from here from the station.” You smiled wider and tilted your head at his oddly solemn expression, “Was there something you wanted to tell me?”

Allen responded with a feigned smile, one that you knew well and could see through as if it were glass. He was hiding something and the worry laced on his features began to reflect in your own. Why had he asked you to come here, to the very place you both met? Anxiety raced in your chest as you tried to quell the negative thoughts, gritting your teeth as he spoke.

“Remember when we first meet, how you stumbled across me..,” his voice shook as he spoke and he looked back at the river, now a burning shade of crimson. “Haha of course Allen, how could I ever forget.. you were crying and muttering about how hungry you were!” You laugh but the humor doesn’t reach your eyes, “I thought you were homeless at first.” Why was he asking you this? What did he really want to say?

Allen looks away as his resolve falters.. this was such a bad idea. He should leave, end it before something terrible happens, but his mind is wiped blank when you step close and take his hand in yours, “Allen, please talk to me… whats wrong?”

He takes a deep breath and begins to speak, “You’ve heard the stories on the news…about man-eaters that look human… ghouls.” Your grip tightens as the conversation takes an unexpected turn, but you say nothing for a moment and then nod, “I have..”

Allen’s chin quivers, he never thought it would be this hard, what if you were terrified of him, what if you ran away screaming, cursing him. His chest felt like it was being crushed…the mere notion of seeing you frightened made him feel sick but he took a sharp breath and allowed his kakugan to reveal itself and he turned to face you, his expression tortured and expectant of your rejection.

“[Y/N], I am a ghoul. I’m one of the monsters they talk about. But…,” he looks away unable to hold your gaze in fear of what he’ll see. “I don’t hunt people like many of my kind… I’ve found less violent means of eating though I know that doesn’t change anything. For me to live, someone must die… I’m… I can’t keep this from you anymore. I… I’m so sorry [Y/N].”

He waits for you to pull your hand away from his, to scream and push him away running. But you don’t… there’s only silence as your expression morphs into one of surprise and your gaze traces wildly over his change in features.

But then you did something Allen never expected, you squeezed his hand tightly and place your hand to his cheek forcing him to meet your eyes. “You’re not a monster Allen, you just…different, that’s all.” Your initial surprise melds into a heartwarming smile, “I don’t care what they say on television. I don’t care what other ghouls have done.. they’re are not you. I love you Allen, no matter what.”

He stared at you in utter shock as tears spilled down his face and a bright smile lit his features as he pulled you into a passionate kiss, his arms snaking around your waist to pull you flush with his chest. He couldn’t believe it and though there would be a lot the two of you would have to talk about,  in that moment he didn’t care. All he could think about was his mouth on yours and his arms around you. You loved him and he you and somehow together you would make this work.

–Admin Moon

#dgm #d. gray man #d. grayman #Allen Walker #Allen Walker Ghoul AU #allen walker x reader #allen x reader #x reader #fluff #fluffy scenario #admin moon

[skiasurveys]

Talk about...

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. - I cant remember that well since I was a little kid.. ( The lion king), um but I remember being so into it and I loved animals and it kind of started me wanting to draw. But i cant remember the first time i watched it. 

2: Talk about your first kiss.  We were really awkward, I liked him..but not enough, and so we went driving around, got starbucks, and then found this bench and we were talking/flirting, and then he just kissed me. But it was nasty asf, it was so gross. his spit was all over me, blehh. I hated it. I remember being like if this is kissing i do not want it. It wasnt tell i kissed another person that i was like Oh thats what its supposed to be like..

3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for. He is my current boyfriend. We met on Okcupid in 2015 right after i had finished high school. It was like September. its funny because i wasnt rly serious on that site but then I started to talk to him and we hit it off really well.. we dated for  a week then broke up LMAOOO. But then in April 2016 we started to talk again and in May we dated. so its been a year so far, and i am really in love with him. He and I click very well, he’s  7 years older than me. we play video games together but sometimes i watch him play by himself cus its fun that way too. He likes anime tho and i hate it lol. hes very funny and he can be super sweet and romantic and sometimes hes jusr a fkn nerd. idk what else to say before i start going on forever about it.

4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.  Meeting the dude who assaulted me. we were just friends and i had a bad feeling about him but i shoved it off. and then he attacked and assaulted me. I wish i went with that gut feeling. Thank god hes gone.

5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.  My best birthday was either my 18th or 19th. My 20th was boring. But my 18th I got a wii U and i got drunk too, and i had fun. but yeah, like idk the best prob was when i was a child and had lotsa friends and cake.

6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.  My 16th because my dad was dying.

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.  My biggest insecurity is my body shape.weight. I just hate it because I feel fucking ugly and fat and I really am not, but idk i just want to be skinny and tiny.

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of. I am proud that i graduated and got my license, since I was struggling to graduate which was like 2 years ago but i was going through a lot.

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. I like my eyes, and I do like that i have small hands and feet. ( its easy to find shoes). But I also like my legs and that I have a bigger butt. 

10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.  theres been a few. But i think with my ex friend who just said she hated me and it was random asf, but she ghosted on me after and so it wasnt really a fight. another one i had was when i started to date my current BF and he wasnt being the best and I was like maybe i should drop him so i tried too and then we fought and then we actually were adults and explained the situation and we sorted it all out. since then we have been so good. like we know how eachother works. Lol fuck.

11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had. I cant think of one.

12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had. i had a nightmare where this creepy ass creature was crawling up my walls and turned its head all around and had lifeless eyes and creepy sharp jagged teeth, and it was just terrifying. but then my mom killed it.. wtf

13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. The first time i had sex I was super nervous. ( It was with my current bf), and we tried and then i started to cry because I was nervous and also from my trauma, and then he was like okay thats fine. Then later that night he asked if we wanted to try again so I said sure. and so we started to make out and then before i knew it was actually inside me and I was like wtf that wasnt bad, and it felt really good. It wasnt overly romantic like they make in movies but it was super good and he was slow and good with me. ever since then i crave dick every minute LMAOOO.

14: Talk about a vacation.  I went to disneyland with my mom the year i was graduating high school. It was so much fun, I felt so safe and happy . I cant really explain what i felt just felt like everything was gonna be OK and the rides were just so awesome and the food was great lol

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.  It was when I was starting to date Connor again and we were hanging out and I was like wow, my life is going perfect right now and I felt so happy.

16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to. I never go to parties but the one i went to was at my boyfriends friends house and I just started to drink rum n coke and it was really good and made lots of friends but there wasnt that many people there but i felt really happy.

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.  I cant think of anyone lol

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.   i got bullied alot for stupid shit.

19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.  I was in foods class and I was with my friend Jenna, Brittney, Shae and Julia. There was orientation for the kids from elementary that night, and so we asked if we could stay extra and make the cookies and so we were allowed. Then Julia and Shae left to use the washroom. Jenna and I had finished up and were heading to our other class, and as we walked in there was a alarm for a lock down and we were like holy shit. There was somekid with a knife walking around. they calmed him down, but it was really creepy. But our friend brittney was by herself in the foods room and she was crying and i felt so bad omg rip brittney

20: Talk about something that happened in high school.  I had math class one afternoon and the class before me apparently this girl had a seizure. But i didnt know, so when we walked in the classroom I was like wtf why are the desks all pushed around and so i thought they did some activity, but it turns out this girl had a seizure, and my friend told me about it and how it was super traumatizing our teacher even got bit. it was really weird..

21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.  He is my friend still but he really liked me and he asked me out and I had to tell him No and i said that i wasnt looking for a relationship but it was super awkward but hes cool.

22: Talk about your worst fear.  choking.

23: Talk about a time someone turned you down. I really liked this one guy and we went on a first date and then he asked if  i wanted to chill the next week and so i said sure. But then that day he had texted me and said he was busy and that i couldnt come over and so I was like Oh ok, cool. and then he told me to make sure i wasnt looking for anything serious, and then so i never saw him again after the first date. But he was really boring so thank god i didn’t. and its funny cus a few months after he had some gf and i think he is still with her cus i would see them at the mall all the time. but yeah im glad it didnt work out!

24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot. One night ( this is cheesy ) It was like 4 am and Connor was watching TV and I was scrolling through tumblr lookin at funny memes/posts and he just turned and looked at me and said “Jen, youre my best friend” and it just made my night. It was super sweet and i felt great. 

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.  ho ho ho okay, so we were friends since grade 9 summer/beg of grade 10. we were close asf, we liked the same shit, we thought the same. she was great. she was the first best friend i ever had rly. so a couple times through out our friendship she would kind of vanisha nd not talk but it was her depression and it was annoying asf. anyways.. after grade 12 grad  (this is like oct 2015), i tried to message her but it wouldnt let me! so i soon realized she blocked me on everything. i texted her thanks for that and then feb 2016 we became friends again, then may 2016 she ghosted on me but she finally sent message saying how she hated me etc and really too this day it hurts but i still dont know what actually fucking happened.

26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.  if im really sick  i just sleep and watch youtube videos. or ill have a bath.

27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.  i really love my boyfriends arms. theyre so big and strong. mmmm.

28: Talk about your fetishes.  i dont rly have a fetish tbh.

29: Talk about what turns you on.  i like when my bf dominates me, but not too hardcore. I like neck kissing, facial hair, deep voices, motivation. I like being tackled like play fighting and i like when he touches my thighs etc. mm

30: Talk about what turns you off.  being an asshole, racist/sexiest, if youre super smelly. if youre really tall and skinny.

31: Talk about what you think death is like.  i dont know. its probably weird asf.

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.  i remember this place called Moonwalkers and it was this crazyass jungle gym we had and it was the best shit ever.

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.  i draw, listen to music, have a bath..etc

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured. getting hit by a car.

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.  i wish i would stop comparing myself to every fucking person i see.

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.  some anime. 

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. i thought i loved wade, but i really was just liking the idea of someone. this was in high school. lol it was really weird and i didnt like it.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. it depeds on the song and the person. pink floyd reminds me ofmy ex friend. Anime/kpop songs remind me of Kyra and super lovely songs and omam remind me of connor

39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.  not everyone you lose is a loss.

40: Talk about the end of something in your life. the end of high school and teenage years was really weird. i remember feeling so out of place and not sure what t do with myself.

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