#guess which of these are things ive actually done

[anxiously-sidequesting]

To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope

#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad #but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to #its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐 #HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j #like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal #but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip #(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA #ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances- #and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people #LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny #like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay” #and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood #without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now #for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why #like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ #you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially #whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not #ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing #but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u #i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts #malistaire drake

[lord-squiggletits]

I need to reread the comics again to have specific arguments/evidence for this, but like

I feel a bit like I could've been sympathetic to the way other Cybertronian colonies view Cybertron, if it weren't for the fact that at least several of them (as in, ones that get notable dialogue/screen time) are so low-key self-righteous?

Like, idk... there's a lot of criticism of Cybertronians because they're so "warlike" and how their obsession with violence and vengeance is just dragging the whole galaxy down with them, but uh. The Autobot-Decepticon war was basically a product of societal ills bubbling over for like 6 million years beforehand and then finally boiling over into a 4 million year war that lasted as long as it did because the people involved had immense social/psychological trauma from being "raised" in an oppressive society.

So when the colonists come in being all 'omg you people are so violent and uncivilized why don't you just like, stop fighting' it kind of pissed me off a little bit as a reader/person like. Idk the colonists really came into this society of people full of massive amounts of trauma where even before the war society was super oppressive and no one has any experience of living "normal" lives unaffected by violence and bigotry. And the colonists were like "ummm wow why don't you guys just??? stop fighting???." Like idk it wasn't EVERY SINGLE MOMENT, in fact I think that when it was played for laughs it's quite a funny "fridge horror" type element. It was just annoying because like.... IDK???? It's just really annoying to watch a bunch of people who lived relatively sheltered lives on their own planets come to a different planet full of traumatized people and be like "omg why are you people so fucked up" IDK BRO MAYBE BECAUSE THEIR SOCIETY WAS OPPRESSIVE AND THEY LIVED THROUGH A LIFELONG WAR???

It also doesn't help that the colonies were literally founded based on imperialism and conquest so like, it's fucking rich to hear colonists scolding Cybertronians for their violence ruining the whole galaxy while literally sitting on planets that their Primes colonized from others. The hypocrisy of this is briefly mentioned in Unicron (literally the FINAL STORY OF THE SERIES) but like, that's basically the only time Cybertronian characters are given a reprieve of sympathy from other characters in universe and it's so tiresome.

I've talked to other people who didn't like the colonists and thought they basically (narratively speaking) existed just to shit on the existing characters, and it's actually really easy for me to sympathize with/outright agree with that assessment of the story considering how much of exRID/OP seems to be preoccupied with "Cybertron/the Primes/Optimus sucks" with very few reprieves for anything positive happening and even fewer chances for characters to get to explain themselves and experience a little bit of justice? Like, as the audience, it's just very frustrating to see the characters you spent hundreds of issues keeping up with get shit on by a bunch of "literally-who"s and then not really get a chance to ever defend themselves, either by literally defending themselves in conversation or having some sort of narrative thing happening that vindicates them at least symbolically

#squiggposting #paused work to muse about this which i prolly shouldn't have lol #oh well i'll still get stuff done #like idk an example of this is how pyra criticized OP for using religion to manipulate people #(lets just ignore how she said she would teach OP but never actually did) #but in the story there's never any sort of confrontation where pyra learns about history or talks with OP #and OP gets to be like. yeah on my planet primes fucking sucked and i'm the only one trying to redeem their image #also ive been fighting an endless war that lasted 4 mil years in which me being a shining figurehead was basically #the sole motivating force keeping my army from just collectively succumbing to endless despair #and i also had to use this shining figurehead image i had to keep the opposing army from genociding a bunch of organics #like not once does OP get to express his side of things he's basically just shit upon endlessly by other characters as he keeps doing plot #i feel like i had another example but i can't recall who/what was involved lmao #like idk it's not just that barber's writing is depressing and dark and edgy. i LIKE stories that do that kind of thing #it's just that it feels a bit as if the story is ENDLESSLY depressing and dark and edgy with almost no reprieve #as if it's mostly presenting the flaws of the characters with no chance for them to justify or redeem themselves #idk i feel like there was another better point/example i was gonna make but i can't remember it #like idk i guess a dark depressing story would've been better if the characters at least got to defend themselves #bc as is it basically feels like they (esp OP) get shit on endlessly and never once get to express anything about it #so like. they get shit on in universe. but also as the reader since there's never a contradicting viewpoint or the character defending them #it's as if you're supposed to take this one-sided criticism of them at face value and it just doesn't seem fair AS THE READER #if i read about OP getting shit on by some people and defended by others and also him expressing his opinion on himself #then that just feels like a normal fair narrative where i get to take sides #but if it's just OP being shit on and he hardly expresses much about it #then it feels like i as the reader am expected to agree with the portrayal being shown? #but in reality the portrayal just feels negative and unfair and one sided to me #and why the fuck do i want to read a story that's just the characters i know and like on an endless shame parade #also shout out to 'literally who' aka slide calling OP 'literally fascist' lmao #one of the most cringe moments of the entire comic. wait no. i can think of a more cringe Slide Moment #when unicron is about to destroy the planet and trypticon is getting shot and dying(?) in the background #and the story decides to pause and focus on Slide so she can monologue about how evil and tyrannical OP is

[astros-arts-inthestars]

I've worked on this for literal hours instead of my graduation cards because I would do anything for Aubrey Omori. Anyways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUBREY OMORI!!!

I spent WAY too much time on this which. Ya know. Tracks when it comes to me because... well. Yeah.

Anyways I adore her so so much. She's amazing. She is literally amazing I would say so much more if I wasn't trying to be nORMAL

#omori #omori aubrey #aubrey omori #i really DO feel bad that i worked like. ....11 HOURS??????? NO WAY WHAT #IT WAS 11 HOURS??? WHAT???? I STAETED THE SKETCH AT 10 AM #well to be fair i stopped doodling when class ended at 12 and took a one hour nap where i woke up at 2 #....BUT STILL????? #like that . im so sorry to the other characters i've basically done nothing for this year?? IM SO SORRY??? #but like... . . . aube r y .. .. . #....one pro of making art that you put a ridiculous amount of effort into is- #when you look back at it it just.. LOOKS SO GOOD. like. my god the whole time i was stressing about posting this on time but #looking at it now im just GRINNING goddd.... im so proud because its AUBREY LOOK AT HER.... i adore her. #this goes for other shit ive done too OBVI i am like the king of overzealous art #which is a good thing i guess... #...........there's. another version of this art that. i'm gonna post. .. somewhere else. actually. #hold on. #star art #ren's blorbos

[nyxi-pixie]

'omg mikes character used to be so important and now hes barely relevant to the plot :('

i hate to tell you this but.. its a byler thing again

in s1 and 2, mike is one of the most important characters because his motivations rely entirely on his care for will. like s1, everything mike does is to help find will. the reason he meets el. the reason he keeps her around instead of sending her back to 'pennhurst or wherever shes from', the reason hes around for plot happenings. Literally everything is bc of will.

s2, again mike is a main character bc he flat out Refuses to be apart from will for more than like 2 seconds. this man is down bad. hes like 'oh nooo will hasnt been in school and i am for some inexplicable (gay) reason so much more worried than my other friends so im gonna show up to his house and refuse to leave.' and this means hes around for plot stuff (also earlier s2 mike relevant to plot stuff is bc him and will are just the bestiest of bropals so will tells him more stuff than he tells anyone else, Including His Own Mother)

the reason mike is a main character in early seasons. the reason hes relevant to plot. the reason he actively Does Shit is because his main motivator is will. his character motivations are literally 'will is in trouble i will immediately drop everything and put my whole wheelussy into helping this man'

then we see the drop off of relevance in s3 and 4. Why?? because will isnt the driving force of plot anymore. will is also now more of a side character. mike is less involved bc will is less involved u literally cant prove me wrong im so correct and right about everything all the time.

#byler #mike wheeler i know what you are #literally his motivation is will #which is why he immediately becomes involved more in plot in s3 AFTER will tells him his spidertingle is back #s4 the guy is honestly mostly irrelevant throughout the entire thing bc the el plot she honestly could have done everything herself #caligang are literally just there to be her uber #anyway mike only cares abt plot when its about will and yk what ME TOO #hes so correct for that honestly #mike understands that stranger things is actually The Will Show so he takes a backseat whenever its not focused on will LMAOOOO #wait ive just realised mikes only moment of relevance of s4 which wasnt even that relevant but yk was his monlogue. and guess what #he only does it bc WILL tells him to #im going to kms hes so stupid he LITERALLY ONLY DOES ANYTHING EVER BC OF WILL ASHDJKLSHDJKA

[donaviolet]

Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals. 💌💜 >:>

ty!! :3

Mask of My Own Face - Lemon Demon

Telephone - Lady Gaga

People I Don't Like - Upsahl

Deceptacon - Le Tigre

Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time - Panic! At The Disco

#Ive done this kind of thing a few times but its very fun and I have a lot of playlists #this one is for one of my favorite places in my story #it's a space ship (like the boat kind of one) which has the most chaotic casino of all times inside #you can kinda guess the vibe from the songs lmao #so much happens there but I never have motivation to actually write the story down q-q #specially because it only shows up at like the middle #asks #playlist

[magnoliamyrrh]

its been insane witnessing the full force of propaganda and american imperialism with my own two eyes as an adult these past few years. obviously ive known abt it plenty and seen it before, but witnessing it at this age with this much force is... dystopian and crazy

#i rly think its accurate to say were living through a second post nine eleven #......... #whats been terrifying too is seeing how.... the things done have only done so much #protests All Over the world including the imperial core So Many cracked down on so hard or seemingly without doing fuck all at #a systemic level. like i couldn't tell u if me or anyone else spending hours calling representatives and writing emails did a single thint #if all the protests in america did anything systemically. the government is doing the same exact shit its been doing despite it #all the un resolutions and calls and anything seem to also have been useless. no matter how many countries voted for a ceasefire in #whichever meeting?? just bc america and israel voted against and bc the un is clearly the lapdog on a leash of the american empire #... i know bolivia and colombia (?) cut diplomatic ties with israel and yamen threathened to declare war and several countries have #threathened several things... and yet. #god sake america has send fucking navy and soldiers to help in the genocide its fucking vile 🤢 #and israel (+ us) have fucking bombed and killed civilians in other Fucking Countries Than Palestine and this shit is still going on #.... . i guess were seeing some of the effects of boycotting which is good for sure but that dont stop the actual thing #its just so fucked. our generation has caught a lot of wild shit but i dont know if ive ever seen such great international outcry globally #from populations as i have seen for palestine #AND YET. and yet it continues. and yet it goes on #its fucking horrifying #..... i was thinking too like. in a theoretical scenario lets say everyone in america could get on board with refusing to pay taxes. like #just fuck it. no more funding of this. #but the american government has so much money and power that it wouldnt rly stop them for at least a good while. also. i doubt they wouldn't #commit atrocities on a population that would refuse that hard. and what then? revolution in the streets? in the country made up of 51 #countries? where sure the civilians have guns but the government has shit we cant even dream of? #. #all of this is so deeply dystopian and pained #and im not saying this in some sort of nothing matters so dont do anything way dont speak abt it dont call dont protest dont boycott etc #even when there is 0 hope we have to try #............ but its deeply horrifying

[ghstmsk]

Seasons Greasons

Left to right from top to bottom: Cherry (he/she), Watermelon (she/her), Shroom (he/him), and Winter Blade (he/him)

#my art #cherry #watermelon #shroom #winter blade #shortest set ive done in a while #cherry was the one i was most excited to do #i will say she ended up looking thinner than he actually is cause her? cloak?wrap?jacket?idk what to call it covered up most of his body #watermelon actually had a different personality and slightly different design before i drew her #she was originally planned to be more i guess ditsy and cute and was wearing a bikini top with her large coat and wouldve had like a visor #but right before i drew her i realised how boring i found that concept #so i changed her to be more sharp antagonistic and a bully #and i like her more shes my favourite in this set i think shes funny #type to smugly in a bully way go “aww poor thing~” and shes taking a photo of an abandoned pack of cigarettes or something #shroom is a mushroom witch which is a concept thats probably been done to death but i dont care i wanted to do one :3 #i also wanted him to be tall and lanky and mostly wearing one color #his hair was quite difficult for me really not how i do hair usually but his hairs based on shaggy mane/inkcap mushroom so #winter blades design is inspired by what a middle schooler who got into anime and idolizes sasuke and shadow the hedgehog would think iscoo #as well as being inspired by santa and ded moroz and his mask is inspired by krampus #his real name in fact is sanya claus

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place. #could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

[caffeinatedopossum]

Events of last night:

Me: *crying*

My girlfriend: what's wrong?? :(

Me: *struggling to form words* intrusive thoughts are bad... I don't want to talk about them because then I'm scared that they're true and you might think I'm awful

My girlfriend: ah I actually get that. I have those a lot. It doesn't mean anything though, intrusive thoughts are just like dreams. Like the things you do in them aren't really things you want to do, it's just stuff your brain comes up with.

#we then very heavily related over having the same intrusive thoughts and now I'm suspicious #thinking about when i told her i might have ocd and she said i didnt #and starting to feel like thats because... what if we both have ocd #it seems like she was basing her entire knowledge of conditions on people shes known with those conditions. which makes sense #but the person/ people with ocd had severe cleaning compulsions and the like #where as me and her obsess much more over morality #like its very clear we think about it so much. and idk what to do with that information #we both feel like the intrusive thoughts and obsessive ruminating are the only things that keep is from being bad people #or that prevent us from being bad people i guess. idk why that wording is just slightly more accurate #like people who dont think about these things (apparently all 'normal' people since this could be *an actual disorder*) #they're not constantly analyzing. trying to be aware. asking themselves questions about their true nature. judging those answers #theyre not really doing that with other people either. of course i could be wrong since im very clearly not a normal person. #but this is what i mean! im speculating about other people and acknowledging the ways i could be wrong and just trying to figure it all out #but it seems like no one does that and it doesnt *make them* bad people. it just doesn't prevent them from that happening either #like theyre just as likely to hurt people as the 'bad' person thats thinking the same way they are #and i cant ever be comfortable with me living that reality even when *this reality* is a waking nightmare #sure im tearing my skin off (good ole skin picking disorder) when im thinking about these things. sure im crying. sure i can't sleep. #sure it makes me feel like im constantly a horrible person and need to attone for everything ive done and havent done #sure. but then i turn around and say its helping me. because why else would my brain torture me? isnt it always about protecting me? #i don't know. all i know is who i dont want to be and what i dont want. so that exactly what my brain convinces me is real #i guess what it kinda comes to do is #would you rather live a reality where everything around you is superficial. your thoughts behaviors and thoughts. your reactions #all of them are things youre never aware of. you could be hurting people or you could be helping themm #you could even be hurting yourself. but you would never know. its a comfortable reality that youre never really aware of #OR would you rather live a reality aware of all those things. seeking answers and sometimes finding them. #trying your hardest to help others and better yourself and fix the broken things in this world #your reality is one where you recognize every threat that no one else does and it kills you inside because they wont always listen #theyre comfortable and you're stuck in a reality where you try and try and try but even when you succeed #your brain forms its own reality. a metaphorical jail. where you never get to experience the reality you fought so hard for #instead you exist in this sort of purgatory where you live out your own worst fears and the worst ways you could have failed

[girl6000]

i just saved u guys from reading the most tmi post in the world u dont know how good uve got it with me

#p #and i was just saying shit for the sake of talking but anyway #and u know what as im typing this!! i will not be censored here goes #i was talking about how i realized im bi a few months ago when i went my entire teenage life thinking i was a lesbian #but now recently and by recently i mean since june/july #ive come to the conclusion that actually the reason i even believed to not be attracted to men was bc i went on birth control at 13 #and at 13 i was still kinda on the fence of if i would ever like men or not. but bc of hormonal developments that are influenced by bc #i feel like i never actually developed any sort of teenie desire to explore sexuality which would probably have been healthy #and so i decided that i probably liked girls only bc i never had a crush on anyone or liked anyone but i did know that i enjoyed spending #time with girl friends and i guess bc they were m #my friend group nd i felt safe with them i could then develop crushes on them #and i never had any guy friends to do that with and since any kind of hormonal teenie sexuality developments were stunted it never occured #to me that i could like guys too #and what im getting to is that since i got off birth control this year i started finding random people attractive #and feeling like i actually would like to have a relationship or whatever #but i could be overanalyzing and be completely wrong about this #anyway so i guess ur not being spared but at least its in the tags now #if ur still reading this i have feelings for you #and actually i do believe going off bc was the best thing i could have done my depression has halved and i have close to no migraine attacks #i feel better in every way and im so so glad i dont have to take it anymore #if u think about it its kinda fucked up that they put children on that shit for the crime of havin acne

[cerealmonster15]

sfjksklefkls on one hand comparatively it's a lot of progress bc i doubled one of the two docs ive been working in and it's the most ive done in a day onthem. on the other hand Do Not Look At The Tracker Line It's Scary LOL

#it's ok. 50k was never my goal. i just wanted some kind of progress #and more progress than last year #which ive done! bc last year i only wrote 2387 lol #i have 4330 on this dual project #not including the thing i published yesterday bc that wasnt part of this double feature adventure lol #but it's exciting i'm learning more about oc boy char as i go lol #rip to dañarte he will not show up for a while probably #or actually. idk i guess it depends on how many scenes i wanna have before First Big Event #and i mean i can just write out of order. i sorta kinda maybe already am lol #but also. im scared jskljkflseejl i dont know whats gonna happen when i reach the dañarte parts

[termagax]

i cant post the full of these until tommorow but bweeeeeee isnt he so cuteness

#did this comic relatively fast for me and i like about 50% of it #which. its getting posted tommorow morning so yknow itll have to do #experiencing one of those 'idk how to draw this without it looking bad' 'guess itll just have to look bad :sunglasses:' moments #BUT i think these expressions are cute and theyre more in line with what i want to be doing in general anyways? pushing it in a #direction i feel like ive struggled with before. i like cartoon overbites though i think theyre so adorable. maybe this is just what growin #up on the simpsons does to a motherfucker. anyways #my boyfie. baby style #trying to decide in my head how old i actually want him to be in some of theseeeee #because iirc. again im not going to check. the new official timeline puts him at being 20 #but the way I had the timeline before in my MIND. he wouldve been a little older. not so much but like. 26-28 yk. #and fish wouldve been closer to 20-22 #which idk i think its a little bit different of a dynamic to have 28-20 instead of two 20 year olds. so it would change things #but also i just idk i dont think him being that young works with how they talk about him pre-wasteland in. any of the official stuff #its just because he has terminal old man disease i think but like. idk i feel like even 28 is too young but thats like as far as i feel goo #squishing the junkertown timeline down to #and even then i think. that it breaks ? something else? #ive never done the maths but i think it breaks junkrat. because hes supposed to have been born in like. a more or less fully formed #junkertown? and with jq in charge for like. half of his life. #this part of the timeline doesnt work anyways #it barely works with the official read #theres not really a good way to have my cake (older boyfriend) and it eat too (everything else makes sense in my mind) #🐟

[kimmkitsuragi]

"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao

#will i still do it. yes. probably. #it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah #but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing #i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol #at last!!! #it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :') #i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd 😭😭 #if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol #but i guess at least im making progress #i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school #and 2+ months for others lol #there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk #but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc #of money) will happen again this year lol #so yeah just. not sure in general. #if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3 #i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write #but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so..... #(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn) #bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh #okay. my goal is to just do this thing today #then finish the whole project tomorrow #then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully #then go to school #yeah. doable. perfectly doable #i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah #🗒 #wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway

[soup-soup-soup-soup-soup]

would you share an excerpt from the soup symbolism novel? i'd really like to read it

not soup related per se but definitely my favorite line so far:

"He laughed, to his own disbelief. He was just a potato in a guillotine now, wasn't he?"

#no context for you #alphabet soup kiosk #soup #writeblr #??? i guess #i have like. 3 chapters done so theres not so much of excerpts?? and nothings gonna make sense without a shit ton of context #and also in editing it as i go which ik is a horrible writing ethic but also thats why ive got 6 different first drafts #not 6 drafts i mean 6 FIRST drafts #because i restart this novel every few months like sisyphus with a rock #am very surprised ive gotten so far this time around #i might actually....finish it???!!! *le gasp* #ok but in terms of sections there is a very nice little bit before the murdering thing goes on however im not gonna show it #because. murder

[todayisafridaynight]

Snap you are the king of sexy funny back when you did Yamtien just goes to show you have a talent for humor and cheesecake.

there's something about the title 'king of sexy funny' that's really tickling me thank you so much anon ill take that crown with honor

#snap chats #please 'king of sexy funny back' was my fathers name #the joke is that my dad would Nonstop play Sexy Back in the car every day he drove me to school. also hes funny. #which was every day while i was in elementary. and then he and my mom got into the Theyre Practically Divorced fight #and then Love The Way You Lie was added to the playlist theyre filipino they dont believe in divorce yk the works #not even a fight my dad just finally called her out.... anyways... #thats a dusty as hell crown i havent drawn yamtien in literal years #OH YEAH I DID DO SEXY HUMOR I GUESS I REMEMBER SOME OF MY COMICS BEING SUSPECT AS HELL #but of course... need the funny.... #im a different man now. i havent done humor like that In Literal Years 2x #like truly the last time i did that WAS those comics #what even was the last sexy or sexy/funny thing i drew...... its just been family sitcoms in my brain for months now.... #checking my folders hang on OH JO yeah. #ASIDE FROM THAT THO i really dont do anything. Saucy anymore #someone remind me to delete that actually ive been meaning to go on an art purge but i keep getting side tracked #not a MAJOR one just ones that keep bothering me #ik on the internet eveything is forever but id like to scroll through my own blog without getting flashbanged by stuff i dont like anymore #ive been meaning to delete some ao3 fics too but again... keep getting sidetracked... #THIS TAG RAMBLE IS SO DAMN LONG IM SO SORRY utterly off track.

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my roommate just told me that she will not be speaking to me about why she has given me the silent treatment since october because she is too busy, so if i want to discuss this with her i will have to make an appointment. which is hilarious but also like. surely you cannot think i want to talk to you that badly girl!

#reminder that this is all about a 5 person Halloween movie night that i canceled when she objected #or i mean. it has to be about something else right? but im objectively a great roommate. ive had 5 roommates never had any issue with me. #she has had conflicts with multiple roommates although i was told by her that they were all unreasonable and it was their fault #hindsight is 20/20 i guess lol #i think i know like two things that i do that would upset her #namely coming in after 9 or 10 pm on some Fridays or saturdays (i think I’ve done later than that like 3 times this semester #and all on weekend nights i don’t stay out on school nights #and raising the blinds in the living room because in the mornings she just opens them and doesn’t raise them #the first is objectively Not Bad Of Me and I’m also not willing to not do it because it’s literally either me watching a movie with my #former roommate at her apartment or sitting in my neighbor's car after church talking with him #the second is also objectively Not Bad Of Me and if that is what the conflict stems from she is a lunatic #so like. nothing to fix. anything else she has a problem with is like #untrue like how she accused me of lying about who was coming to the Halloween party #and i can’t do anything about her thinking I lied #Other than tell her I didn’t which I already did #and not having lied to her before which I did not so #🤷‍♀️ #i have wasted so much time with this that’s what actually annoying