#and i was just saying shit for the sake of talking but anyway

[girl6000]

i just saved u guys from reading the most tmi post in the world u dont know how good uve got it with me

#p #and i was just saying shit for the sake of talking but anyway #and u know what as im typing this!! i will not be censored here goes #i was talking about how i realized im bi a few months ago when i went my entire teenage life thinking i was a lesbian #but now recently and by recently i mean since june/july #ive come to the conclusion that actually the reason i even believed to not be attracted to men was bc i went on birth control at 13 #and at 13 i was still kinda on the fence of if i would ever like men or not. but bc of hormonal developments that are influenced by bc #i feel like i never actually developed any sort of teenie desire to explore sexuality which would probably have been healthy #and so i decided that i probably liked girls only bc i never had a crush on anyone or liked anyone but i did know that i enjoyed spending #time with girl friends and i guess bc they were m #my friend group nd i felt safe with them i could then develop crushes on them #and i never had any guy friends to do that with and since any kind of hormonal teenie sexuality developments were stunted it never occured #to me that i could like guys too #and what im getting to is that since i got off birth control this year i started finding random people attractive #and feeling like i actually would like to have a relationship or whatever #but i could be overanalyzing and be completely wrong about this #anyway so i guess ur not being spared but at least its in the tags now #if ur still reading this i have feelings for you #and actually i do believe going off bc was the best thing i could have done my depression has halved and i have close to no migraine attacks #i feel better in every way and im so so glad i dont have to take it anymore #if u think about it its kinda fucked up that they put children on that shit for the crime of havin acne

[holyvirgilscriptures]

are y'all fr

#do you guys really think spotify released the wrapped to hide shit about palestine??? #shit guys a company released a new product! they're trying to cover up what's happening in the region!! #50k notes on that post 😭 the internet should get obliterated #there are legitimate cases of censorship but spotify releasing their wrapped is not one of them 💀 holy shit you all cannot be this stupid #honestly it says more about YOU that you believe anything else happening in the world is designed to take your attention away from palestin #like congrats! you just revealed you have the attention span of a child #and it makes you sound whiny as hell #the ceo is shit yeah we all knew this but they didn't release the wrapped because they want to make people stop talking about palestine 💀 #anyway stop whining about people doing their wrapped and start being a productive member of society 👍 #i know it's difficult esp. for the privileged losers who think an ai-generated music playlist is the pinnacle of bad deeds #but at least try to support a liberated palestine that goes beyond mouthing off on social media #and making dumbass conspiracy theories (that half of the time insinuate jews control the world) #donate! go to protests! for god's sake educate yourself beyond viral tweets!

[the-acid-pear]

I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.

#luly talks #i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad #rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck #gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night.......... #actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles #(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something #so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it? #not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still #i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭'' #first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was #OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy. #anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence #dsaf #roger jones #dsaf roger #btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment #probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc #jake is so confrontational though #hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude #except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon. #hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff #because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen #not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway #yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact #im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking

[alternia-confessions]

⇈-11 ((Goldblood-8.5-Ass11gned Male At Hatch11ng)) Do Not Know 11f 11 Am Really As C11sgender As 11 Thought ==> My Mo11ra11l ((8-Ol11ve)) 11s A Trans Male And 11 Don’t Know 11f 11 Should Ask Them For Gender Adv11ce Or Not ((He 11s St11ll A L11ttle Mad At Me For Tell11ng H11m He Was 11gnor11ng H11s Ol11ve H11story))-⇊

⇈-But 11 Am A Staunch Supporter Of The S11gnless And 11 Bel11eve That Focus11ng On Tr11v11al Gender Troubles Takes Away From When 11 Can Be Study11ng H11s Teach11ngs ==> So 11 W11ll 11gnore 11t For Now-⇊

⇈-𝓢11𝓰𝓷𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 11𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓻𝓭-⇊

⇈-𝓐𝓬𝓬𝓮𝓹𝓽 𝓗11𝓼 𝓣𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱11𝓷𝓰𝓼 11𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓟𝓾𝓶𝓹𝓫11𝓼𝓬𝓾11𝓽 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓦11𝓵𝓵 𝓑𝓮 𝓢𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭-⇊

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Question: I (Goldblood - 8.5 - Assigned male at hatchIng) do not know if I am really as cisgender as I thought. My moirail (8 - Olive) is a trans male and I don’t know if I should ask them for gender advice or not (he is still a little mad at me for telling him he was ignoring his olive history)

But I am a staunch supporter of the signless and I believe that focusing on trivial gender troubles takes away from when i can be studying his teachings. So I will ignore it for now.

Signless is lord

Accept his teachings into your pumpbiscuit and you will be saved

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#okAy wow.. lot to UnpAck #first of All the olive history comment is.. weird #Unless hes literAlly pretendin to be A different blood color he isnt ignorin shit.. hes jUst bein himself #i think yoU jUst hAve some internAlized shit thAt mAke yoU feel like yoU need to constAntly feel gUilty for bein An individUAl #And seein someone yoU cAre AboUt bein open And honest AboUt who they Are is threAtenin to thAt belief #yoU shoUld Apologize.. hopefUlly for yoUr sAke he Accepts yoUr Apology #Also i wont disclose my thoUghts on the signless or his followers here.. bUt i will sAy this: #for someone who preAched eqUAlity And self love for All.. do yoU reAlly think he woUld wAnt his followers to mAke themselves miserAble?? #Are yoU not A troll?? Are yoU not someone worthy of self love?? why Arent yoU Allowed to be who yoU were Always meAnt to be?? #is thAt not the greAtest Act of defiAnce?? to find hAppiness in A world As bleAk As oUrs?? #Um.. AnywAys i think yoU shoUld jUst tAlk to yoUR moirAil Anon. im sUre theyll sUpport yoU.. even if theyre mAd right now #unreality

[jiimwii]

cyberpsychosis could maybe be so cool if it was people being possessed by some sort of rouge ai,or as part of a corporate conspiracy. like as a planned obsolescence thing where certain parts during production are programmed to make people Do That after a certain point so you have to buy the next new 20,000eddies cannon arms to replace the nearly identical previous model or else you might kill everyone you love and die because your cyberwares "outdated". or untraceable viruses infecting competing corporations cyberware using their rival's customer's livelihoods to sabotage their profits. and maybe any one of those things works in such a way that its designed to detect atypical brain chemistry in a host,and thus triggers more frequently with them to tage advantage of and use those people as a scapegoat and a way to further fear monger against them,and you can uncover that this is the case. or something along those lines. and the more cyberware someone has the more likely it is that they could encounter any of these scenarios. but no it is just #crazy people being too #crazy.

#they kinda toyed w something like that in earlier drafts. with dollchips and the project ghost thing thats too much to explain in tumbletags #but yeah #honestly w how little its present in the final game beyond Go Herd Them Up And Beat The Shit Out Of Them So They Can Recover In Therapy #Offscreen In An Optional Sidequest With Literally No Conclusion they couldve easily just retconned its existence in the world entirely #especially since really the only reason why it exists in the lore in the first place is so the humanity system in the ttrpg keeps your #character from becoming too overpowered from too much cyberware. like thats it. #but for how much they dont wanna flesh out any other conspiratorial type stuff for the sake of ''It is a Mystery👻'' #and how much they went with ''idk where cyberpsychosis comes from we dont know if its even real'' ingame #edgerunners and mike pondsmith himself sure have a lot to say about it and exactly how it works #we cant even leave that up for interpretation for players to find some way into coping themselves into believing its not as weirdly ableist #as it is #and we cant do anything else with it that would actually be cool. or make sense. in universe and just logically. #however. im a dumbfuck and am not beyond thinking about how like. in a hypothetical scenario where melissa welles is still around #And jackies bled out corpse is still used for the arasaka supersoldier program and is going around killing people.i cant not think about ho #mama welles would have to handle both of her kids dying and also going on rampages out of (mostly) anyones control. like think about that. #heart wrenching and whatnot. could you fucking imagine with everything else shes been through. #anyway sorry for talking about things that very literally probably less than a dozen ppl know/care about its just. interesting. #i froth over the potential that it had #that im tricking myself into believing that it had

[tiredassmage]

So I’m on Tatooine, right? And I know Nine says there’s plenty of room in the containers, but personally it’s way more funny that there’s just barely enough room to conceal a 6′0 Cipher and his scrappy Rattataki companion and their rifles without shooting each other’s toes off.

So I just imagine Tyr and Kaliyo cramming themselves in in an awkward game of Twister meets Tetris and they settle in glaring at each other because they get along just enough to cooperate but not enough to exactly appreciate that she’s essentially in his lap and Tyr just growls “Don’t you dare” and it’s one of the few times they just mutually agree to never talk about something again.

But this is also Kaliyo so she still ribs him about, “Hey, agent. Is that a vibroknife?” And yet both of them make the most offended scoff at the mere suggestion.

#idiots. they're idiots. and i love them #dot talk #ch: tyr #anyway agent tatooine my fucking beloved there's so much good shit here #i want to make at least three posts and it was like 40 mins worth of gameplay straight through fuck #kaliyo djannis #kaliyo's eyes kind of glowing in the dark tbh #tyr and her just staring in mildly irritated silence at each other for a minute before both of them are just like 'ugh' #the shit they do for this job #this is the real reason she says tyr owes her drinks later #having to put up with sitting against him like this for fuck's sake agent

[elvesofnoldor]

the vampire lestat in audiobook format is 24 hours long and i finished listening to it in a week, meanwhile merrick is only 8 hours long and it took me three weeks to chew through the whole fucking thing. it's not even very badly written, i just really hate it when anne rice turned the dial up to 11 on her Sympathy with the P*dophile bullshit

#idk how i kept misspelling merrick but anyways i finished it. i hate it. i have gotten it over with #p*dophile(s). there's two of them and i'd say they kept jerking each other off but really it's just david having a crush on louis #sometimes i think louis is just straight :\ and for lestat's sake i hope he isn't but :| #merrick forced louis to fall in love with her and he had zero problem with it #meanwhile lestat turned him a vampire when he briefly changed his mind and boom! 60 years of abuse from monsieur pointe du luc #the numbers just don't add up #mae overshares #the book is just so unsatisfying. i know this is the book where louis' superiority complex comes to die. except that...did it? #this dude would insist on looking weak and pathetic just to prove to whoever the fuck that he's superior than other vampires #he thinks he's exampt from the cycle of violation and death these motherfuckers are all trapped in but he isn't! #and when claudia's ghost showed up (plus her diary entry) reminded him of it. merrick just turned around and told him that the ghost lied #???? ik this woman has her own issues having a crush on her surrogate father 50 years senior than her but ???? #and then louis tried to use suicide bait to get lestat to get back together with him or whatever #and then it didn't work he got mad and wrote 'tell lestat i can't wait to leave him' in his pathetic little suicide note #this bitch made sure he wasn't gonna actually die. he acted shady and abusive yet again. and got. well. rewarded for it! #cause lestat showed up at last ANYWAYS and reluctantly gave 99% of his blood to this fucking guy #louis' so-called love for lestat is the most hurtful passive agressive fucked-up 'love' i've seen in fiction #do not enjoy that shit at all! maybe im just too vanilla but their relationship is literally torture #good to know they got married in the prince lestat trilogy. yeah that meant nothing. lestat would have been alone. as always #im done talking shit abt louis but god. need to blow off steam

[zanathan-aisling]

magical girl fans will point to the femmiest pants-wearing person on earth and claim its the butch rep people who complain about the lack of “literally just women fighting each other” media on earth so desire

#THIS ISN’T. AN INSULT. LIKE. SHOWS ARE GOOD. BASED ON MISOGYNIST IDEALS OF PRESENTATION SURE BUT GOOD #and even as i say that its like. generally the MAKEUP LEGS BIG DRESSES EXPENSIVE ACCESSORIES stuff is ‘in-costume’ which like #a) leaves the actual goddamn human versions of the characters to show a broader range of presentations and like #b) its. its fucking drag. like as a compliment. that shits drag jesus christ how did i only JUST think of that- #anyways someone in the replies of the post i’m vaguing was talking about how magical girl anime aren’t wholly feminine bc it has butches #(like. i can think of One who doesn’t get put in a skirt for the sake of her transformation costume) and #tomboys #which. #PAHAHAHAHAHAGAGAHAHA #***HOOHOHOAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*** #yeah sure tomboys peak gender nonconfirmity really queering those social roles eh…

[netscapenavigaytor]

if i had a nickel for every time while headcanoning character dynamics that don't exist much in canon, i ended up making the fan-favorite yaoi pairing instead a worryingly toxic friendship that's only hanging on by a thread, i would have two nickels but it's weird that it happened twice

#error 0 #i have a migraine right now. i am not sure why having migraines makes me more likely to muse on tumblr abt random shit #anyway for the curious this post is about magolor x marx kirby #but also abt beat x yoyo jet set radio #and while i say ''its weird that it happened twice'' its. probably happened more tjan that and i just forget lmao #i imagine to some extent its just me being petty and contrarian cuz im not particularly shippy #and also tend to be a Hater at certain ships for very particular and nonsensical reasons #but... this specific result of that feels. very Bizarre and i dont know why its happened twice #in this similar a form (even if uhh one of these friendships is SIGNIFICANTLY more toxic than the other) #(finiteverse marx and magolor should stop interacting. for everyone's sake but esp their own.) #i dont have a conclusion here though. #maybe this is just because im obsessed with making emotionally inept deranged weirdguys #and so like 70% of character dynamics that creates are at least a little bit unhealthy JDJAKDJSJDJ #(maybe it is for the better that i don't care much for shipping.) #(alternate timeline ----- shipfic author: only writes fics that make you think ''oh god please break up IMMEDIATELY'') #HELP ACTUALLY WHILE TYPING THIS I JUST REMEMBERED #THE ONR TIME I CAN THINK OF THAT I WROTE A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP (WAS A CHARACTER STUDY NOT SHIPPING) #WAS LIKE HYPER TOXIC AND AWFUL AND WAS EXPLICITLY THE CAUSE OF EVERY BAD THING IN THE STORYLINE #(this isnt counting stuff thats like ''there was a relationship in the past but its over now'' or ''there COULD have been one but wasnt'') #(i am only talking specifically me writing the point in time that the relationship was HAPPENING) #welcome to netscapenavigaytor where love loses forever #i shpuld stop rambling in these tags. this is silly #can you tell im bored and suffering from brain pain soup. #and also perpetually want to talk about characters SO badly but never know how to start a convo or who to start it with #oh well

[m1d-45]

hello again my far love/p

there's something I feel like I need to explain?? I have a Tumblr account but I prefer to be anonymous for asks and such, I just prefer it bc I get shy(and a little paranoid that people can see me yk, I like to be a fly on the wall) I've also just began using 🍄 to ask in blogs and I've gotten attached

I've been following and liking your content before I asked yk and I'm sure if I gave you the name I go by online you'd know what my account is lmao, tbh at this rate I don't think I mind, you and teddy are cool people and I do want to talk more/play genshin with u all

I just felt like I needed to clear that up and when I said that I should create a blog I mean like, a writing blog where I post about things and such, ofc If I end up doing this I would let you know. my only issue with that is motivation and inspiration

speaking about that tho, your 1k special

- how 'insert character' felt when they became your vessels

- letters (I've seen this one before)

- windtrace/events with the creator

I think that's all the ideas I got rn, you could always do a prompt based one where it's like "can I have a latte with strawberry and chocolate with diluc" and latte = fluff, strawberry = SAGAU and chocolate = date hcs

- 🍄 (never take precalc if you're bad at math, it's sucks and I hate it. I have a test on Thursday 😭) (I feel like playing genshin with y'all would be so fun tho)

[i was gonna make a joke here about dramatically receiving a letter, then realized that you know what, rp is not something i want on my genshin impact fanfiction blog]

i 100% get the like fear of being Perceived but like…. in the gentlest way possible, i feel like a character in a shakespeare play, talking about intense worldbuilding with my vaguely queercoded best friend as we profess to be knights by each other’s side until the very end, no matter how bitter, for the audience to hear (it’s foreshadowing for how we die together on the battlefield)

(hello to everybody that isn’t 🍄 anon or teddy anon, how are y’all tonight)

uhh re: creating a writing blog, insert link to that post i made abt my tips for blog things, referencing point numbers one and seven.

also i like the letter one. that’s a good idea. i will consider it. should probably sort this out prior to 1k but ehhhhh

(i would love to play genshin with you i am both ar 58 and so bored-)

#m1d : [chats] #🍄 anon #< i’ll say it again: lovely choice of emoji dear #i’ve been considering putting my uid in bio/nav bc i’ve seen a few other genshin blogs have theirs there but at the same time like. then i’d #have to deal with people seeing how shit my builds are. like… i’m a kazuha main with a ratio of like 45/100— #ok nvm!! it’s 62/122!!!!! that’s actually way better than i expected!! #my heizou is a 55/140 though- it’s either that or 80/80 because of the catalysts i have #and i don’t even wanna TALK about like. anybody else. #for fucks sake- my kazuha is on two noblesse!!! for no reason!!! what the fuck!!! #the only good build is kuki w/ four maiden but that’s just because she’s my healer #my team is dps sub-dps sub-dps healer in that order #i complain about not wanting you to see my shit builds and then expose myself in the tags lmao #anyway. #oh a bit of lore: the plans i was in Waiting Mode for a few posts ago were plans to play genshin with a really good friend of mine #so i am very much in a Play Genshin With Friends mindset- have been for a week ish bc she kept delaying it- #and then she. never texted me. :/ #it’s ok though i have diluc to help me cope :) **drags him through emotional hell** #< touch of an exaggeration #man i need to stop talking in the tags. midas shut up challenge!!

[jellicle-chants]

don't mind me, i'm just grumbling some more about how disappointing the international tour makeup designs are

#cats makeup talk #rant post #i just -- *screams* #i don't even do makeup in my day-to-day life and i can tell it won't show up #people cannot see the slight ombré shading from 50 feet away if you don't add lines! john!! #for the love of god the old designs were fine. why do we have to keep making things worse for the sake of ~updating~ them #it's the same shit as rap tugger and i'll bet they'll walk this back the same way they did him #half of the time they're lit in red or blue or yellow anyway. so why do the soft color changes even matter #this whole production is really allergic to yellow and orange paint huh #like SKIMBLE isn't even orange. that's the point where you have to stop yourself and say 'what the fuck are we doing here' #(hint: it's not making the designs better) #and don't even get me started on the wigs or i could go on forever

[badolmen]

I’m tired yall.

#ra speaks #personal #…and upset. and annoyed. and frustrated. and disappointed. and angry #idk man I go to this club see. and I don’t talk about my activism in that club. #(neither does the other guy who shows up to events. we got a silent I see you thing goin on.) #anyways I was at an event today and happened to see a different guy from the club who came over and asked questions and talked for a bit #and it was like cool yes please we’re the [redacted] club for gods sake this is like pretty integral to our entire existence #anyways something Happened Inside unaffiliated with us which lol kudos to the perp but now we have to deal w the fallout #bc we’re suspect numero uno even though we legit have no clue who did it #but some of the other Guys (read: right wing military types) were talking abt what Happened and the guy I talked to said ‘x was there’ and #it was just like oh. oh they are not gonna like that. #anyways they named their fucking team for the silly game the club plays before every meeting #they named it fucking libayan arab airlines 114 (a civi plane israel wrongly shot down) #and it’s like. jfc. how petty and immature and passive aggressive and disrespectful do you have to be to do that? #honestly I’m disappointed that the guy who I talked to who clearly was amenable to my activism outside of the club #didn’t say shit/let it slide even if it made him uncomfortable #idk it’s just like. you’re supposed to be better than this. you can be better than this. but you’re assholes anyway. #anyways I’m upset abt that and bc the Happening today means that our thing tomorrow might be cancelled bc we’re worried abt agitators which #is annoying bc we’ve had it planned for like two weeks