#gotta learn to just not give a shit

[twoelectrichearts]

Noah Schnapp is literally beyond evil. Like, spawn of satan level of evil. He only deserves to suffer for the rest of his existence. How dare he have empathy for innocent civilians in Israel and Palestine. First of all, there’s no such thing as innocent Israeli civilians. Second of all, you can't have empathy for both. Especially if he is a Zionist. All the Jewish people who identify as Zionists are evil. Israel has absolutely no right to exist and Jewish people have no right to exist in Israel. So many Jewish people who are Zionists claim that’s what Zionism means to them but they’re wrong. Zionism is pure evil. You can’t be Zionist and want peace and self determination for Palestinians. I’m not Jewish but I definitely know better than the Jewish Zionists who claim that. They’re all evil lying monsters. They want every Palestinian wiped off the face of the Earth. Hamas would never want such a thing. It’s not like they had a charter that said that about Jewish people. Even if they did, they supposedly recently changed it to Zionists instead so it’s all good now. Hamas is totally accepting of Jewish people now and would welcome them with open arms as long as they aren’t Zionist. Noah, if you’re a Zionist, don’t be anymore. You can change your evil ways. Hamas changed. Yeah, they may have killed civilians and taken hundreds hostage, they may have said October 7th was just the beginning and that it was going to happen over and over again, but they’re no longer antisemitic. They’re just anti Zionist so they’re good people now. You can change and be good too. You’re so young. There’s still hope for you. Stop lying and telling us how you want peace and self determination for Palestinians. We all know that’s not true. It can only be true if you aren’t Zionist.

You liking something like this makes absolutely no sense if you’re Zionist. I bet you don’t even agree with it and just liked it by accident or something. It’s crazy how I even managed to come across this months ago considering nobody talked about it or brought it to light. You liking that sketch of people in the LGBTQ+ community simping over Hamas got so much attention and caused so much outrage though. Funny how the internet works. Anyways, as a bisexual, I was so offended by that video. Hamas are well known LGBTQ+ allies. How could you like that video as someone who’s gay? It’s probably because you’re lying about being gay too. Shame on you.

Last thing I’m gonna say is fuck Israel and fuck Israelis. That country and all the people living there are evil. They’re all colonizers and occupiers. It needs to cease to exist and all the people currently living there need to go back to where they originally came from. All of them came from Europe, right? That’s what I’ve been hearing. They all need to return to Europe. Gosh, why’d they ever leave there in the first place? I know Jewish people say otherwise but they’re wrong. They’re either lying or in denial. They’re not indigenous to Israel. They’re indigenous to Europe. Us non Jewish people really need to educate them more about their own history, religion, ethnicity, etc. We need to teach them what antisemitism actually is. A lot of them don’t seem to understand what it is. We do that to every other minority group that we aren’t apart of, right?

#this post is sarcastic in case you can’t tell #bottled this up for so long and finally exploded lol #gotta learn to just not give a shit #noah schnapp #will byers #byler #I guess I’m also a terrible human being for having empathy for every innocent person affected #Netanyahu hamas and the idf suck #all terrorist groups and militaries suck #they shouldn’t even be a thing #one of the many reasons this world can’t be peaceful #I wish we all could live in peace but that’s never been reality and will never be reality because this world is terrible #if there actually was a god why would they allow all these horrible things to happen? #this is why I’m a former catholic turned atheist #stranger things #I can’t think of anyone more perfect to portray Will #actual gay actor playing gay character #love the representation #so many people who don’t personally know Will demonize him bully him and call him slurs #so many people who don’t personally know Noah demonize him bully him and call him slurs #thank goodness they both have family and friends who care about them and love them #antisemitism

[guardian-angle22]

911: Lone Star | S4E15 Donors

#911 lone star #911lsedit #grace ryder #judd ryder #detective something or other who cares #tw: flashing lights #i've been wanting to make this set since this damn episode aired and it just kept getting pushed back on my list #i just love how protective judd is #he knew immediately oh that's the FELLA. he's the rude ass one who said that shit to my wife #gotta give him a piece of my mind! #and grace coming through with kindness & giving the detective credit but also with a little kick of southern sass #like 'you learned your lesson right dumbass?'... but nicely lmao #but also the protective arm judd has around her 🥰 #my gifs #episode: s04e15 donors

[mokeonn]

Before I go to sleep I leave you all with this piece of advice: sometimes you don't actually have to answer big political questions, sometimes you can just say "I am not smart enough to know that, I just know the small things I do to help." Like you can often times completely avoid making a fool of yourself if you just say you don't know.

#simon says #to explain here and not in a reblog: #sometimes when you try to explain big picture solutions you're gonna sound dumb #you might not have done enough research #you might not have a rebuttal to a counter argument #you might not be articulate enough to explain why you think this #sometimes you gotta take a step back and give the simple solution. the one man solution #you do what you can to fight against the problem #you talk to people to help spread awareness and how to fight the bad problem #and you vote and invite others to vote for bigger steps towards solving the problem #like you can talk about theory and how you believe we need to do a huge drastic thing to solve and issue #but people will disagree and argue til you're blue in the face #they'll poke and prod until you mess up or lose your temper and use it against you #and you'll feel dumb and they'll learn nothing #sometimes the best thing to do is step away from the big picture and just say 'idk what the solution is I just know the things I can do“ #sometimes you gotta admit you're not a scientist/expert and you can't answer that #i used this while talking with my Dad tonight #he brought up our climate crisis and space travel as a possible solution #and I said I think that's just addressing the symptom and not the cause and we need to care for our Earth now #and he asked me what solutions I think would fix it #and knowing my incredibly smart Dad who is articulate and ready to throw rebuttles at a moments notice to play devils advocate #and my past experience in struggling in this topic with him before #i just told him I didn't know. all i knew is the little things I can and do do to help #and that hopefully by spreading the word and habits and encouraging others to vote for those bigger solutions I could help make a change #but all I really could do is the little things I have control over #and the topic became much less stressful about the little things we have control over #like planting native plants and recycling and adopting habits that are healthier to our planet #which was 100% more preferable to if I tried to give a big solution. because I would reveal i didn't have all the knowledge needed to argue #and my articulation would make me sound like a stupid kid who only thinks they know what's best #so yeah I basically suggest that if you dont wanna feel like shit after debating someone just step away from the big picture for a moment

[the-deadlock-south]

good morning yeehan community

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #cole cassidy #yeehan #art tag #im lying it's like six o'clock it's well in the evening now #also i finally drew OW2 cass :) idk if ill ever get used to everyone getting thicker beards but ig i have four months until OW2's launch so #BUT ANYWAY i've been MIA from the internet and i'm only just now learning there are charms in OW2??? and cass gets hanzo's lil bottle??? #OW really gotta step it up after the #wait who were the gays that got confirmed recently #yeah them anyway OW really better step it up after THEM this aint enough but i guess its a start #this shit been going on for six years if yall dont just jump right into the bush and stop tiptoeing around it im losing my mind #i was gonna draw a mini comic of cass just being a dork and hanzo being Himself but i have a pounding headache #plus i really havent been in the drawing mood as of late however i felt a responsibility to at least doodle something with this #anyway hanzo thinks its stupid and says so In Hanzo Fashion but cass knows better #hanzo's always had a funny way of saying he loves something Is What Cass Is Telling Himself #there's a junkenstein joke here #idk theres a lot of potential with this dinky little charm but Again. Head Hurts #also hence the very sketchy and I Dont Give A Shit RN nature of this scribble #so forgive me everyone i can only give something subpar #i hope someone does better than me #but for now im gonna go lay down or something- maybe have dinner #my head's REALLY killing me

[hes-a-tough-kid]

When you’re 16 and emotionally dysregulated because you can’t seem to be a good enough person for someone to love you no matter how hard you try 🙃

Another Spider doodle from my fic

#spider socorro #avatar 2 #look his attachment style has gotta be like. fucked #like if you look at him from a development psychopathological POV and the way hes had barely any of his basic needs met like ever #of course he’s going to throw himself at any adult that gives him just an iota of attention #like NO SHIT he pulled quaritch out the water!!! quaritch is the only adult who looked at him for more than two seconds AND spoke to him!! #im rotating spider’s shitty childhood in my mind rn #guys hes fucked up FR fr #<3333 baby boy my son <33333 #i'm trying to learn to draw please be kind <3 #kid's post

[mishapen-dear]

gently, but. i don't think it's great when kind and gentle male parents are assigned as "mothers." characters, sure, but it's the same problem i've got with the "girldad" term, where fathers as a concept are denied that kindness and care that's associated with "girldads" or "mothers." dads can be kind too and they're not any less dads for it

#discourse #there's an argument that could be made about fucking with gender and thus giving a man a 'mother' title isn't a problem at all #and if the guy himself does it then hell yeah!! #but for fandom spaces specifically if the only people it 'makes sense' or 'fits' to make a mother figure are gentle men #then ive gotta strongly suggest investigating yourself for misogynistic biases #does it feel uncomfortable to call that hypermasculine man a mother? #does it feel weird to call that gentle guy a dad? #why? #like youre not a bad person if you investigate and realize you've got some misogyny hidden in ya #don't crucify yourself #it just means youve learned something about yourself and you get to decide how you want to grow from it #ik some of yall are tw/itter burned please imagine my tone as kind as possible #this shit is INSIDIOUS that's why its such a problem

[raideo]

I often use the meme "unfollow me now cuz this is gonna be all I talk about for the next x weeks" jokingly but like LMAO this time it's fucking real and completely literal. My irls are fucking sick of hearing me talk about the Rohan movie every time I open my mouth. I'm sorry yall LFNJSHg it will pass eventually but for now I'm gonna be like this

#it does endless emotional damage to me that it wont be showing here and I just gotta wait until someone gets around to translating #i see people posting pics of like ads and shit on the subway in japan and im like GAWD #I wish I was more financially stable and I was further along learning japanese Id literally be going i dont even give a fuck #props to the promo team for whipping up the hype for this movie its made me fully insane ill tell you hwhat #rai rambles #rohan at the louvre #rohan au louvre #kishibe rohan

[little-shiny-sharpies]

*through gritted teeth* don’t trust how you feel about your life after 9 pm or during your monthly hell, don’t trust how you feel about your life after 9 pm or during your-

#//vent #I feel so alone #whenever I’m jittery and excited and I gotta talk to somebody there’s never anybody there #usually because of time zones #everybody posted about how quarantine affected them but that’s just literally how I’ve lived my entire life #I want to get a shit job at Joanne’s I’m not kidding deadass I want to experience the mundane life everyone else but me has lived #I only go to town once every 4 months or so and I RELISH it. There’s a whole world out there. Look at all these people with lives as rich #and complex as my own. What I wouldn’t give to small talk with every single person in Fred’s and learn their passions and how they live #all I do is wake up feed clean and water animals that’s all I’ve ever done #I remember being in HS and loving lunch bc I could watch everybody laugh and eat and live #I never got to stay after school for activities bc my mom hated picking me up #I never got to go to parties past 10 yrs old bc my family was more important and they fucking hated me orbiting them #my family is all I’ve ever known and they don’t even realize how starved I am for contact #ANYTHING #ANYTHING AT ALL #ILL TAKE SOME OLD WHITE MAN HURLING SLURS AT ME I NEED TO FEEL ALIVE #I need to feel the bitter sting of life and live #and I don’t even have online friends to play with like yeah I occasionally talk to my besties on here #but I can’t bring myself to ask for anything more

[rodrickheffley]

im such a judgmental cunt im trying to work on it though

#my mom is also like that and so is my sibling we are trying to work on it together <3 lmao #like i love people. in a general big picture sense. but individually i find it hard not to write ppl off immediately for small things #i think partially its my upbringing but also frm being socially isolated for a very long time #and also just general bad luck with ppl im forced to interact with a lot. i try to let them grow on me but it never gets better i only feel #like i have less and less in common with them #and then i get annoyed by certain traits or interests that arent morally bad at all but are things ive learned to associate with ppl i dont #like. so i give less ppl chances yknow. idk like i know im not perfect i say dumb things im into stupid shit. my politics arent 100% free of #hypocrisy. its hard to grow when ur one friend is also like that i love my sibling but we both gotta work on it. #also this obv isnt a woe is me post it is my responsibility to be better

[beardedhandstoadshark]

So AI art is trending on number 1 right now. They’re tagging their stuff as "artists on tumblr“ and "my artwork“. The very first tag that comes up when writing "ai art“ is "ai artist“. Actual artists are getting cyberbullied for asking not to have their real art stolen. Dead people are having their life’s‘ work stolen mere days after they’re gone. AI generatees (because you will never, never get to rightfully claim you’re an artist) are saying it’s okay because it was shared publicly so it’s free to take and intellectual properly doesn’t really exist anyways. A post is circulating about how the entire translation industry was destroyed by programs like google translate even though we all know they several suck at translating anything more than two words, let alone entire texts.

Why even bother drawing at this point?

#ai art #vent #venting #cw vent #it’s always been obvious how little shits most people give towards *anything* creative #and it shows again #why bother learning for hundreds of hours if everyone‘s just gonna prefer the broken mess anyways #because it’s faster and looks shiny enough getting polished by all that stolen art #…really though someone warming a frozen pizza isn’t a cook. Stop calling anyone an ^ai artist^. #like that’s just wrong from a contextual standpoint #if ANYTHING the machine should be called that since that’s actually doing something #and we all know that’s just plain wrong #and the few people going #^becquse it’s FUN for you and who CARES if no one else looks at it you can just draw for yourself!!^ #yeah yeah I know. Usually that’s my line actually. #difference is it feels like the entire world‘s telling you right now the things you care about are worthless and a waste of time #like. why even bother at this point #anyways. might delete this later. #3am was not a good time to look into the trending tags #man I do NOT like venting on this blog but it’s gotta go somewhere rn #probably would’ve been thematically better to post it there too #but the ^random/general thoughts^ posts go here and not there #+ suddenly venting on a blog exclusively for drawings just feels weird #anyways I‘m. Not gonna delete it or anything #(even if I wanted too I‘d just not do it out of spite lmao) #…might focus less on fanart and more on creating characters and stuff though #after all ai generated‘s (still not real art) can NEVER create #they can only copy and shuffle #woooo feeling slightly better

[snobgoblin]

the problem with being a social butterfly on the internet when you never were irl is that your social skills are super underdeveloped and front and center so you're just saying all the wrong things to like 40 people

#ITS EXHAUSTING. idk how to do this shit #if i make u mad im sorry but holy shit give me some grace #im fighting for my life here man im doing my best #im not out here trying to speedrun hurting your feelings u gotta understand that #it destroys me when i make someone upset. just know that #i feel like a little kid i feel so stupid i cant do anything right #vent #its like u get to learn stuff the hard way you shouldve learned as a kid #but you didnt get the chance to #and now you dont get the patience of 'theyre just a kid theyre learning #you get 'you should know this shit' BUT I DONT do you know how much i was ignored growing up #and treated like an animal #holy shit man

[luvevee]

Idk maybe it's fine to accept Sada and Turo are just really shitty parents who neglected and abandoned Arven instead of pulling the shortest straws in an attempt to make them seem like they were just sad workaholics who got too caught up in their work like a bad hallmark movie

#like honestly seeing the straws pulled on my dashboard is like...really? #'oh they had two pictures of him!!' they had a picture of him as a toddler and the other was of his dog #by a cabinet full of their trophies and a messy eating area btw not by their bed #'oh well ai said-' ai literally felt so bad for that kid that they felt like they had to make him feel loved by them #and even arven knew it was bullshit and told them to stop #'oh well-' he's referred to as ''the boy'' in their PERSONAL journals that right there shows they don't love him #arven having basic necessities doesn't mean they loved him it's that they knew how to make sure he didn't starve to death #he literally learned how to cook BECAUSE they weren't there so they even failed on that part #you can't say you love your child just because you give them food and clothes and a place to sleep that's REQUIRED of a parent #like wow they have ONE WHOLE PICTURE of arven when he was like 6 they must love him so much /s #literally arven is so traumatized by how he was neglected and abandoned why are excuses being made for his adult parents #i think it really reflects how some people who turned to pokemon as an escape see their own relationship with their parents #because yeah i def know what that's like to be given basic care and not the emotional parts of parenting #and it means people have to confront some shit that's pretty heavy #listen you having basic things like a place to sleep clothes and food doesn't mean you were loved #if your parents were constantly absent/only saw you when they wanted something/always talked about work/were never there for you/etc- #then that's something you gotta talk to your therapist about #treating your kid like a pet store fish isn't love and arven was treated like a pet store fish #people gotta realize that if you feel the need to make excuses for his parents what excuses you're making for your own or other parents #because damn realizing that stuff hits like a brick #this is a rant because arven's issues hit really hard with me playing through the game #and it's big bruh moment seeing people trying to take copium for sada and turo #they're shitty parents end of story #like it's not rocket science tbh but damn therapy is a thing some people need for how far you're reaching for some love between them all #there wasn't and there's not. the two pictures aren't 'evidence' of love #just like damn #rosebud posting 💐 #pokemon #pokemon sv spoilers

[fairybumpkin]

ooo grindr is scary but i'm proud of myself for trying

#figured maybe i was ready to give dating/hookup apps a shot since im mostly recovered from top surgery! #but turns out it really just scares the shit out of me to go for hookups - and really just to get to know a stranger really fast online #at least in that sort of context #so had wee little panic attack - it had been months since the last one actually which is fantastic! #but i am very very proud of myself for going and giving it a try even when it scares me #i feel a little bad for just ghosting the one guy i was talking to but i really just... wasn't into him #sure i wanted to hear more about his physics research but everything else felt a little red flag-y and he just wasn't my type #and i gotta remind myself that I really don't HAVE to talk with anyone on something like that and ghosting is okay #i did totally delete the app though #which does make me feel better #and thus ive learned that its not my sorta thing! think i like starting as in-person friends with people; stuff kinda takes me time

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Gonna bake bread and THEN make mac n cheese. Might go crazy and do some laundry. Will definitely go crazy and do some dishes. Fuck yeah.

#i have a friend. and i love this friend. and this friend lives homemade bread #i was talking to them once and they said (in general) 'if you bake me bread ill love you forever' #and im pretty sure this friend's love language is gifts BECAUSE #the only times theyve said i love you to me are when ive given them thigs #that sounds bad. but like. i say i love you like its my last day on earth. ill say it to cashiers. baristas. strangers on the street. idc #theyre more reserved with their declarations of love. the two times theyve said it to me are: #i brought them a heater when they were cold #i gave them earrings shaped like butterflies (they love butterflies) #so you see why i assume their love language may be gifts #im hoping to gain another i love you (and just to make them happy) by baking them some brioche (their fav bread) #idk ive been meaning to learn to bake bread and i love sharing the things that i make so it makes sense. and im making myself a loaf too #you see i show love by giving gifts too #im also going to make mac n cheese with a recipe my mom gave me #and i have to do doshes because im a disaster that only washes dishes when im completely out #i dont have a doshwasher so its difficult! i must be the dishwasher! #so. gonna bake bread. gonna make mac n cheese. gonna do dishes. gonna try to do laundry #okay wish me luck. i already bought the ingredients i just gotta dive right in #its so fucking hot why am i baking shit in this weather... #whatever

[litt1e-prince]

living in my own home away from my dad but he still waits up for me to get home

#i was panicking cause 'whos up at 2am. who can i call at 2am- no one will pick up the pho-- my dad. his phone is ALWAYS on loud.' #it rings twice and im like 'shit dad im so sorry to call you and wake you' and hes just there like 'oh dont worry. i was waiting for you.' #turns out: my mum was suppose to message me to tell me to call my dad when i got off the coach to walk home! she must've forgot tho #cause i was initially just gonna walk home ez - it wasnt until the guy cat called me and started following me again that i thought #nOPE NOT THE NIGHT NOT THE VICTIM I GOTTA CALL SOMEONE OR SMTH #so i thought i might have woken him but nope he was already waiting on me - kinda had a moment of !!!!!! #my dad miiight have grown to become my hero or smth pfshhh anyway #ALSO U KNOW I DID THAT THING AGAIN. random stranger starts talking loudly and i looked at him - u give them a glance and they take it ALL. #gotta learn to stop doing that for my own fuckin safety jfc. BUT I MADE IT HOME SAFE ANYWAY SO #me and my dad just talked about our days and mid way he was like 'are you okay? you sound like youre shivering? is it cold or-' #'OH YEA im just cold. its freezing.' 'Ha! trust me there is nothing better than being in the freezing cold and then getting into bed. #best feeling... i know you have your own life now but its good to make sure you get home safe.' #ITS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LIKE. ARHGHGH my dad loves me fuck the rest of yall- #this is for all those people who say i have daddy issues cause i make a father figure out of every character i like- #ur correct but- #ANYWAY SOmetimes forget my dad has unmedicated anxiety. my mans out here fighting for him life on a random saturday cause his kid #didnt get home until 2am. then he wakes up at 6am to help my brother - My guy doing It All. #my art #ted talk