#gonna be theodore decker!!!

[otrtbs]

Y'ALL Y'ALL Y'ALL Y'ALL I BOOKED TICKETS TO GO TO THE NETHERLANDS SO SO SOOoooOOO GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO SEE???

that's right,, THE goldfinch painting

THE ONE. THe OnE. from my favorite book of all time everrrr!!!!!

#GONNA SCREAM AND CRY AND SCREAM FOREVERRRR!! #also vermeer and also THE ANATOMY LESSON #also also if u heard me talking abt prague I LIED AND IM SORRY #the opportunity to see the goldfinch IN PERSON overtook my brain and now that's that on that #lots of bad things happened today not a SWAG day so a great time 2 just get out of here lmao #gonna be theodore decker!!! #gonna put this little thing in my backpack and run away 5ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #yes i do plan my trips around what art is where thank you very much. #gonna bawl like a little baby when i see it and everything too #sorry prague it's out w kafka and in w theodore decker! #nat rambles

[evans-art-madness]

"You crush my heart and say it's nothing, you broke me down, I kept on cutting"

art of Theo and Boris - The Goldfinch

the lighting in this scene was too pretty to not draw a couple of frames

#totally didnt rewatch the entire movie while attempting to get references #this is the beginning of my boreo renaissance era #its only gonna get more gay from here yall #boreo art #boreo fanart #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #theo decker #theodore decker #the goldfinch #tgf book #tgf #lyrics from spit in my face! by thxsomch

[sneakydraws]

an alternative to the velvet underground

eng below! though it's not really that important

Wszystko w porządku = Everything's alright

The song:

To little Wojtuś from the ashpan, a tiny spark is blinking

"Come, I'll tell you a story; the tale will be long

Once there was a Baba Yaga, she had a hut made of butter

And in this hut, all kinds of wonders-"

Pop! The spark has gone out.

#the goldfinch #theodore decker #boris pavlikovsky #boreo #yall... im just gonna say it. this is really cute #AM I RIGHT OR AM I WRONG #also thats my own voice haha never thought id be making a musical fucking debut on tumblr dot com!! but alas!!! #anyway welcome to the whichever instalment of my polish music boreo extravaganza. theres much more to come

[buck-yyyy]

WIP wednesday :)

#i don’t know what happened but i’m now completely unable to think about any WIPs other than the TGF ones #so that’s all we’re gonna get lmao #the goldfinch #boreo #theodore decker #boris pavlikovsky #my writing #wip wednesday

[cityfccl]

𝕭𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖘 𝕻𝖆𝖛𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖘𝖐𝖎 𝖘𝖒𝖚𝖙

Pairings - Boris Pavilikovsky/Reader, Reader & Theo Decker, Boris Pavilikovsky & Theo Decker, Reader & Boris Pavilikovsky

sorry if this is inaccurate. i haven’t seen the whole movie through, so if i’m missing anything, feel free to tell me! (in a nice way please!)

also, listen to Take Me to Church when i tell you to. it’s such an aesthetic 🤤

𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢: 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝙱𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚈/𝚗 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚌𝚊𝚒𝚗

(𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍)

theodore and y/n kicked stones as they walked to theo’s friend boris’s house. y/n just asked where she could get some good crack, but theo insisted that he take her to his house.

i guess you could call her a slut. not a bad slut, if that makes sense. it’s just that if she could get sex, she’d take it. she wasn’t roaming the streets screaming that she was horny and wanted some.

when she heard that the drug dealer was a “he,” she was immediately intrigued. that’s why she didn’t want theo to take her.she figured if he just gave her directions, she could get there, and if the topic came up, then things would happen. (hopefully)

once the siblings arrived to the house that looked almost abandoned, y/n get a sickly feeling in her stomach. she thought that this was gonna be some poor old guy who lived for selling drugs.

most people do live for selling drugs, but y/n was picky. she only liked to buy from teens who sold drugs a a side-job from working at a gas-station or something like that.

they stepped onto the porch and theo knocked. it took a little while for the guy to answer. after about two minutes they heard bottles smashing and someone crash into the door.

they took a step back, expecting the door to fall down, bu it didn’t. After hearing what they thought was one-hundred locks unlocking, the door finally opened to a tall, lanky figure with a ratty, curly, black mop on his head. y/n would’ve thought he was a vampire from how pale his skin was. 

he turned and picked up an umbrella out of an old urn he used as an umbrella holder beside his door. he opened it and stepped outside to meet them.

“what’s with the umbrella?” y/n had to ask. maybe he really was a vampire. if she hadn’t seen that he didn’t have any fangs when he started talking, and the fact that she didn’t believe in vampires, she would’ve believed that thought.

“don’t want skin cancer…” the boris boy answered bluntly. the red tint of his bloodshot eyes gave y/n the impression that he was high. he sounded, russian? she couldn’t really decide between russian, ukrainian or polish. by that didn’t matter. as long as she got her crack, maybe a little more, she didn’t care. “what do you want?”

“cocain. if you have any.” she answered.

boris walked toward the back of his house. y/n looked to theo and he pushed her. “follow him!” 

she caught up to him and the turned the corner. he opened a lot to a plastic barrel. he dug his lanky-fingered hand in and lifted out a clear plastic bag with a yellow sticky note on it. the sticky note had a C on it. it looked about three-quarters full, which was a lot for y/n.

the crack was pre-smashed, which she didn’t ask for. she saw that in the top of the barrel were pills in a bag with the same C on it as the crushed crack had.

“i can crush it myself.” she said, pointing to the pills.

“don’t want a pretty woman to over work herself, do we?” boris responded, clicking his tongue.

y/n was flustered. she didn’t expect him to say that. although, if he didn’t say anything her whole visit, she would have. she could feel the heat rising to her cheeks in the form of a deep rise red blush. they made intense eye contact, making her deep red face redder, if that was even possible.

“let’s not get kinky while i’m here.” theo added.

“then leave.” boris said, not taking his eyes off y/n’s.

theo stuttered, then ran out the door.

“what do i have to pay you?” y/n asked, not daring to move an inch under boris’s daring gaze.

“the rest of today.” boris’s undecided accent made y:n tense up. yes, she really wanted this, but she didn’t expect him to immediately make her wet with four small words.

“done.” 

(play Take Me to Church)

boris rushed over to the girl and immediately kissed her lips, roughly. she kissed back, taking off her thin jacket to reveal the scars of where she had stabbed the needles full of the poisonous pleasures.

he threw the bag of powder aside and put all of his attention on her. how her lips moved on his, how his moved on hers. how he gently bit down on her lip, forcing her to open her mouth, giving him access to her mouth.

he slipped his tongue in her mouth. she moaned his name, making him harder by the moment. the vibration of his name being moaned by a beautiful girl made him ecstatic.

he had never felt this much pleasure this early into the deal. he had many customers, to all which he asked for sex, no matter the gender.

he began to take off his black t-shirt, revealing his skinny, pale torso.

y/n took off her shirt, with the help of boris, revealing her old, red bra. he reached behind her and unclipped her bra, making her gasp and the cold air that hit her breasts.

she took off her leggings, taking her lips off his, needing more. she took the off quickly, eager for their lips to meet again.

they kissed again, their tongues fighting  for dominance. boris won and stuck his tongue so far back into her throat she moaned again, almost gagging. 

boris got impatient. he grabbed her hips and tapped twice. she jumped and he walked to his bedroom.

he obviously didn’t have the nicest bed, but it was definitely broken in. they slammed down and 

y/n began to pull off his jeans, revealing his black boxers.

boris grabbed y/n’s throat, making her gasp and widen her eyes.

boris smashed his lips on hers again, making her put her focus into his lips.

she reached for the band of his boxers and stretched it. she let it go, making it slap against his skin.

boris moved his cold hand from beside her head to on her stomach, holding her down. she whimpered at how cold it was, but she loved it. she wanted more; she couldn’t wait anymore.

she grabbed his boxers again and slid them off, showing his huge erection. his member slapped his skin like his boxers did when she let go.

they stopped kissing and her gaze lowered to his member.

“lick it.” boris’s raspy voice demanded.

boris stood on his knees as y/n lowered her body so she was staring at his crotch.

“lick it, детка” 

she didn’t know what he said, but she obeyed. she grabbed it with her hand and lowered it so it was level with her mouth. she wrapped her lips around it.

he immediately let out a moan.

“fuck. more. more, детка.”

she allowed more to enter her mouth. her saliva coated it. boris threw his head back in pleasure.

he began rocking his hips back and forth, shoving his length into her mouth more. she gagged, but enjoyed it.

after many minutes of giving boris a blowjob, he finally came with a series in moans. she swallowed all of it, and he slid out.

“my turn.” y/n said, lowering her lace underwear, showing her heat.

his eyes went wide, like a kid looking at candy.

he scurried to his bedside table and pulled out a condom from the drawer. he ripped off the packaging and slid his cock in.

“you ready?” he asked.

y/n nodded. he aligned his dick up with her pussy and shoved it in, causing them both to moan and squeeze their eyes shut.

he began to rock in and out, with each one a moaning of each other’s names erupted from their mouths.

“faster. faster, please!” y/n screamed.

he pushed in and out as quickly as he could, wanting the pleasure himself. if he teased her, he’d be teasing himself.

the moans only got louder, soon turning into screams, and back into moans. 

seeing boris on top of her, throwing his head back could make her cum. 

his thrusts became sloppier and sloppier until he couldn’t thrust anymore.

oh, how she wished he would cum inside her. instead he came in the condom. the knot in y/n’s stomach quickly snapped, and she came on him. her cum made his length even warmer than it was with his.

he fell to the side, still moaning. once he was done, he spoke in shaky, stuttering words, “will you buy more often?”

“definitely.” y/n said, huffing and puffing.

#boris pavilikovsky smut #boris pavlikovsky #finn wolfhard #the goldfinch #i actually thoroughly enjoyed writing this #take me to church #holy water pls

[usbotthrills]

I know this has been done a million times before but I’m gonna talk about how Theo is gay and DEEPLY repressing it.

His ‘love’ for Pippa is not truly love, in fact I’d that it’s far more likely infatuation stemming from the loss of his mother. I mean I think page 570 really shows this since it’s shows the irrationally of his feelings towards her, which to me feel like more of an obsession of her, rather than any actual love.

He admits that he speaks to her ‘maybe twice a year’ and I mean, speaking that little, he can’t truly know her really well. They know each other and talk, but I don’t think they really have had enough conversation for any genuine love to occur. When he first met her, she was confused and they didn’t speak for long like AT ALL, and then the second time he met her he clearly wasn’t in the mindset to know someone.

By attaching himself to her, he is feeling as though he has more control over the tragedy and by making himself feel/act like his 13 yr old self, he is trying to gain that security he had before he lost his mother. He even admits that what he feels for Pippa is muddled with memories of his mother and that the ‘hunger to be saved… had somehow attached itself ravenously to her.’

I think another reason he’s chosen her is that she’s unattainable. He admits the idea of them dating is ‘wholly unreal’ which fits very well if he is repressing the fact that he’s gay. It’s a common occurrence for those with compulsory heterosexuality to get crushes on celebrities and people they know they do not have a chance with, as the actual possibility of dating the is low.

And that’s not even it, this is what I’ve gotten off of one page. I have SO MUCH MORE proof from all over the book.

So yeah, Theodore Decker is gay and I will fight anyone who says otherwise

#the goldfinch #theodore decker #theo decker #pippa blackwell #boris pavlikovsky #donna tartt #kitsey barbour #the goldfinch book #not the film #that’s a whole other story #the goldfinch analysis

[joanjettenthusiast]

Theo Decker rlly be like "Boris and I are only friends, sure we kissed and had sex once, but did I enjoy it? Yes, I did."

#the goldfinch #donna tartt #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #theodore decker #theo decker #these bitches gay good for them good for them #*insert the wtf am i gonna go to a therapist for meme* #homies rlly going through it

[potter-pavlikovsky-popchyk]

#reposting this since I don’t think the first time I did with lyrics pic n I am not gonna try to find it with that day I spam posted a ton #theo decker #Spotify #theodore decker #theo i’m not gay decker #boris pavlikovsky #boreo #boreo feels #boreo music #boreo playlist #boreo songs

[06strawberrylemonade28]

guys i can’t stop listening to evermore and being sad about boris and theo

in-depth analysis coming soon

#evermore #taylor swift #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #the 800 page book of sadness #im not gonna stop until thats a tag #theodore decker #start theo decker shaming #the goldfinch #the moon #:( #i am SAD #boreo depression #the goldfinch 2019 #i swear #you were there #sad piano sad piano #i was catching my breath #floors of the cabin creaking under my step #i couldn't be sure #i had a feeling so peculiar #this pain wouldnt be forevermore

[sunflowerbarnard]

“youve so just stolen all my personal space”

#OKAY we’re gonna just do tumblr gifs because tumblr hates me #my post #aneurin barnard #the goldfinch #ansel elgort #boris pavlikovsky #theodore decker

[bwmp]

Boris really said: can’t believe someone would love anyone besides Theo. Rip to kitsey but I’m different.

#iconic of him #he be like: omw to crash potters engagement party!! gonna wisk him away to a foreign country #thats love baby #the goldfinch #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #theodore decker

[mikeywheeler-kincare]

my theo said:: You already know who it is!! ✨✨ Could I get a Theo Stimboard with some gold paint? You can leave the rest a surprise! Thanks Richie!! ❤️

GHGDHG THEOOOO,,,I WUV YOUUU AND I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS,,

credits::

x x x | x o x | x x x

- mod richie (boris shift)

#stimboard #kin stimboard #theodore decker kin #theo decker kin #theo decker aesthetic #theodore decker aesthetic #ask to tag #bc again i'm not sure if anyone is gonna get upset at any of the stims i picked? #and again agian #wuv u theo!!!

[sneakydraws]

Part 2! I really need a break now from multipanel comics. Eng + notes below

OK SO this is my foray into the time-honoured tradition of modifying nursery rhyme lyrics to make them EDGY (a craft I remember well from my elementary school days and which I think Boris would be a fan of). Polish friends reading this, I officially forbid you from messaging me about how cringe it is. I KNOW.

To little Wojtuś from the ashpan, a tiny spark is blinking "Come, I'll tell you a story; the tale will be long Once, a wounded prince came to love a bandit When he awoke in the morning, he saw the palace all plundered"

And just for the hell of it, the actual real verse Boris is referencing at the end! Like all good lies, it's grounded in truth.

To little Wojtuś from the ashpan, a tiny spark is blinking "Come, I'll tell you a story; the tale will be long Once, there was a princess, she came to love a musician The king had them wedded - that is the whole story"

#the goldfinch #boreo #theodore decker #boris pavlikovsky #i know its bad form to badmouth your own art but i need to express how DIFFICULT this one was!!!!!! I AM NOT A LYRICIST!!!!!!!!!!! #not to mention my morbid proclivity for self cringe. Fellas it took some serious balls to post this #anyway. #enjoy this new portion of dudes lying in a bed from 30 different angles. with many an intimate up the nostril view. im gonna go shower #tgf spoilers

[buck-yyyy]

something interesting i noticed while reading the goldfinch, that im sure many people have pointed out but is new to me, is his idolization of pippa.

also, quick note, i have NOT finished the book yet, so if i’ve missed anything or gotten something wrong, that would be why.

like it’s not news that he idolizes her, obviously, but just like. a really strong,,, theme, i suppose, in the goldfinch is that in one way or another, all of them are somewhat bad or unlikable people. his dad is exploitive, an angry drunk, and at some points, abusive. kitsey is a cheater and spoiled. xandra is cheap, trashy, and irresponsible.

the only exceptions to this theme are pippa and his mother (one could argue hobie as well, but in my opinion, hobie is still written with flaws, and theo doesn’t view him as perfect, he simply admires him).

i think that having pippa and his mother be the only two “morally pure” characters was a very intentional choice, and in my eyes, is further evidence towards theo being gay with a truckload of repression, internalized homophobia, and comphet.

sure, what he feels for pippa is painted to be love, but think about one of most common experiences in compulsory heterosexuality- your so called ‘crushes’ on the opposite sex are a combination of that mentioned idolization as well as only “falling” for unattainable people because you subconsciously know that it’s safe, that you’d never have a chance with them so you don’t have to worry about questioning your sexuality.

this is also not to mention that he is likely VERY trauma bonded to pippa because of the horrific trauma and loss they both experienced at the museum bombing. i mean, theo is a very unreliable narrator, because we’re seeing everything through the lens of severe unprocessed trauma and drug addiction. it wouldn’t be unthinkable to say that he’s interpreting this trauma bond and compulsive heterosexuality as love or romantic affection- it’s incredibly common.

i believe that this connection between pippa and his mother is a VERY intentional choice made to tell the reader that there’s more to it than it seems.

#sigh #this is messy but shh #i feel like i shouldn’t be writing analysis on this book because it’s way above me i’m not even gonna lie- #the goldfinch #theodore decker

[4wuv-moved]

Kotku: That's the bee's knees!

Boris: The cat's pyjamas!

Theo: ... The chicken's trousers?

Boris: What the fuck was that Potter

Theo: You guys took mine!

#shskshkssk i love josh ovalle and im gonna make so many posts abt him.... #sorry #boris pavlikovsky #theodore decker #the goldfinch #boreo #kotku

[fullmetalfisting]

Theodore Decker out here with his only friend being an elderly woman, living in the Village, working as an antique dealer, having a gay little dog, making references to Turner Classic Movies, reacting to his fiancé cheating on him by being mad about WHO she’s cheating on him WITH (Tom Cable!!!!) and not the cheating itself, as if ANY of this is normal behavior for a straight 26-year-old man. Like sir you are a homosexual, and I’m not even gonna touch on the fact that you’ve had gay sex in canon

#tgf #the goldfinch #theo decker