#girl friends are god send

[dishonouronyourbroccoli]

It’s funny how Fabi and Leon both project their feelings for the other on Vanessa

#dwk #fabi x Leon #die wilden kerle #the wild soccer bunch #god I love my gay soccer guys #they both be like yea I’m gonna do everything I normally do with my best friend with this girl because that’s how love works #*with the girl that is not at all the same person as my best friend in my mind because I‘m projecting #I will never be able to fully pull myself out of my dwk phase send help #fabi dwk #Leon dwk

[e-6000]

alright lads (gender neutral) chaos posting time I need Sapphic song recs I'm making a playlist but I only have two songs bc apparently this is a particular niche that my standard music taste doesn't touch. so far I have Untitled God Song by Haley Hendrix and The Stranger At My Door by Brandi Carlile. also I'm thinking of changing my name actually and for real. that is irrelevant to the rest of the post I'm just kind of putting it into the universe to see how it feels. I've been considering the name Cedar. anyways. lesbian songs please and thank you bye

#littletalks.txt #sapphic #screaming really #idk man we're having a real one over here I spent all morning drafting a letter to my father that I'm never going to send and a letter to #the girl I like but also just want to be friends with that I might send if it ends up making enough sense god help me #I have work in a half an hour and idk if i can do this today boss im gonna be honest #YIPPEE!!!

[coccolithophore]

such a cursed and chaotic work memory just popped into my head lmaoooo ok so at my old job i had to take over as the graphic designer of my team with no raise because they laid of the main designer during a pandemic budget cut fiasco. im sure it's just a coincidence that she was the one who launched an hr investigation into my manager's sexism but anyway. i was put in charge of the highly important task of selecting and editing the banner image for a fuckin corporate new years email or something whatever doesn't matter anyway so my manager unprompted sends me this deranged email where he's downloaded a super generic watermarked stock photo of a grandpa and his granddaughter and it said something like:

[kiwi],

Not certain about your choice of image of fireworks for New Years.... Image should tell brand story (interconnectedness/mutuality).... Found image on iStock that would be more appropriate representing the past (Old White Man) guiding the future (little girl wearing green Dragonfly shirt) (breaking gender norms)...

Sent from my iPhone

#how do i even respond to that???? #answer; sending it to all my work friends like girl what the fuck #(i did not use his image) #(old white man) still kills me #god. don't work a corporate job #most useless job i've ever done and yet the highest paying 🙃 #oh yeah he got mad i didn't use it so he criticized my font choice and made me change it since i didn't take his advice #he was not a designer! #kiwi.txt

[allergic-to-some-stuff]

I wish I was born in another generation but not because I’m conservative, because I want to marry a wealthy man and have a torrid affair with a lesbian lover while writing poetry and essays

#god does not want me to have to work #send me to finishing school #I want to learn to faint properly #shitpost #textpost #secret lesbians #we would be REALLY close friends #roommates at catholic girls school too

[goldkirk]

Patreon question

I'm focusing hard on budgeting, and one of the things I want to do more of in the coming year is support independent creators/small groups on Patreon and Substack, even if I can only do a little bit at a time. I have a few creators I already support on Patreon, and two on Substack, but I'd love to support more.

I know you've got creators that you love to support on these platforms! Tell me who you support and why you started supporting them if you have creators that are especially unique or near and dear to you. Anything and everything, across the board, I love supporting small business and I love finding new people and niches I never heard about before. There're no wrong answers here!

#I support a few freelance artists and writers and a couple of content creators like Crash Course and Jo Beckwith #I want to hear anything and anyone you've cared enough about to donate to/support! #ALSO FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. IF WE ARE MUTUALS OR FRIENDS AND YOU HAVE A KO FI OR A PATREON LET ME KNOW #THAT IS NOT A REQUEST THAT IS AN ORDER (unless you really truly don't want to. but if you just feel like it's too prideful or not a #'big enough' thing/deal or you don't want to 'bother me'. DO IT. I WANT TO HAVE YOU ON MY LIST TO SUPPORT IF I CAN #I often rotate small amounts of money to different creators every few months in a cycle so I can spread it around still even though #I can't help much. it feels so good to do and makes me feel like I do when I shop a true small or local business. direct action babyyy etc #especially if the creator is going through a health crisis like Physics Girl #2024 #to do #reply here or send me a dm or drop an ask in my inbox or make a post and tag me #whatever #i want to hear why you love what you love #i want to hear what you care about so much you already do or want to in the future financially support it #the world is full of so much amazing work and inspiring creativity and massive efforts #i love learning about them so i get to acknowledge and witness and support them too #i love GitHub for the same reason lol

[crimeronan]

i seem to finally be coming off a flare that's lasted....... fuck knows how long. most of the month at least. i woke up today only wheezing a little and not having a headache even before taking my meds. took a heavy-duty anti-inflammatory just now to kill the remaining symptoms, i'm gonna do some dishes and then go pick up yet Another prescription for More heavy-duty anti-inflammatory drugs, bc that's my life now. send prayers or good vibes into the universe that i have more than a day or two of freedom from The Hellfires. i need this So Fucking Bad.

#i never realize how unbelievably sick i've felt until i stop feeling so sick #like wow. girl none of your organs work right. what gives #also send prayers and good vibes that the rheumatology office CALLS ME OR ONE OF MY PARTNERS SOON TO SCHEDULE #i have job work and chores and errands to do but if i manage to do all of that #i might even be able to hold a PEN right now. and COLOR in a COLORING BOOK #what sweet marvelous freedom. my hands have been too fucked up to do this for weeks. #autoimmune tag #i'm sick in a way that has partners/friends flying here impromptu to make sure i'm taken care of if there's a Bad bad emergency #and WHILE SICK i'm always like. hm idk if things are bad enough to warrant this #then upon feeling better i'm like. NEVER MIND THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE #god. bodies are stupid.

[astro-inthestars]

.....

Mm.

#rennikorambles #/neg ... sigh #no she didnt reject me #no i didnt mess up #no ididnt even CHICKEN OUT. #i had everything i had my courage i had my words i had my loose plan ready i was ready. #i wasnt gonna chicken out. and the worse that could happen i knew was that she wasnt ready. #i had high hopes. youve seen a glimpse of the hype havent you guys? #but of course. the one . ONE thing that could ruin everything. isnt me. isnt laurel. but the world it-fucking-self. #the auditions were canceled and we didnt know. our teacher told our class prez but he didnt tell us. or the very least laurel #didnt send it in any gcs and everything. and im not even upset about the auditions ofc im not. sure i care about it but #it could all move to a year later and i wouldn't care . or well i would of course but just.. #but the fact that i had all this hope for this one moment for this one CHANCE and it all goes down the fucking drain #her friend (and by extension mine) lets call her Brash Girl which you can expect how she is. was literally just caught up in the whole thing #and of course with her stuck with us i couldnt do anything. #dragged me to 7-11 to mope about our teacher who canceled the auditions and. #.... yeah. no shot. nothing. laurel asked her mom to pick her up. i watch her leave. i leave. the end. #after all that effort. all that dreaming. all that hoping nothing. #i know it's not the end of the world. i know i'll get another chance. but god does it fucking suck. #im exhausted and disappointed and tired and i. i dont know. #i need a breather.

[intertexts-moving]

my favorite variation of gay chicken is the one that goes "i'm sure as hell not straight and i'm pretty damn sure you're not straight either but we both went to catholic school so neither of us are saying shit about it" <3

#so funny. thinking of my friend last year where one of our common activities was him sending me male celebrities & going god #hes so hot & i would show him hot girls i liked & go she could step on me tbh & we both made fun of his gf for her het taste in men but n #neither of us talked about it ever <3333 #txt

[steelycunt]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRW8CHMh/

thought you would enjoy

fucking sensational

#literally love you lot who send me good tiktoks soooo much because it means i am never tempted to re-download the app #my little online friends will cover me <3 #there’s a girl on instagram who does reallyyyy good Derry girls impressions too. god I miss that show #telegram #anon #derry girls

[woahajimes]

i feel such an incredibly frustriating yearn

#when i went to ecuador everyone was so warm #like strangers to you probably not since its dangerous and crime rates and stuff but the general love and care dynamics are so different #like im super anxious and closed up and im not very touchy nor do i say a lot but it wasnt ALWAYS like this and i thought oh maybe i just #grew up but also maybe i just moved to canada #like yeah canadians are super nice but friendships are so strict and dynamics are so like. idk its different #I mean there's obviously the fact that i havent' met a lot of people and that i am closed off and stuff but at least in my old school in #Ecuador friendships are the same and theres boy/girl friendships and its not romantic and hugs are normal and #ive messed up so many guy friendships because of that like im “oh my god yes new guy friend unlocked” and sudenly ive been sending them #mixed signals all along even tho im like yeah we chillin and ahhhhh #like #if i got shit wasted drunk here id probably get filmed and posted on the gc #but in ecuador i did get terribly drunk and i was with a friend (guy) and it was a pool party #this party i did not KNOW it was a pool party so i got thrown in with jeans and all but i got super drunk and everyone was kinda drunk and #there was a point in which he like sat me down and kept giving me water and like its just that care that #ah in canada it could never #at least not at this age i dont think #not at my school at least lmao #like in everything theres no judgement and theres a general friendship thats really good #god i miss it #but i never really had it #yk #like im gonna talk a little more abt this party k #it was the whole graduating year bc we're seniors and they all knew each other #nobody knew we were getting in the pool but by the time i got there EVERYOEN was in #like in jeans and school uniform and all #and people were like DRAGGING YOU #like it was all laughs and skjfhjkdhjjhkdhjkdfsjkhdsjhkdsfkjdfjkhdfs #like physically throwing you in the pool #obv no harm bc it wasnt deep but like everyone was just #like bridal style and wrestling and there were drinks and music

[ten]

i need to stop falling for my friends it is a real serious problem 

#i dont mean the cute hehe i love my friends! thing bc yes for 99% of my friends i am (mutually) platonically in love with them but then #there's this one person... #there's always this ONE PERSON....... #literally send help it's getting insane #it was one girl for 4? years and now for 1.5 years it has been this other girl and IF I DONT STOP #LMAO #why does this keep HAPPENING TO MEEEE 😖😫😫😫😫😫 #my crush on girl 1 'ended' bc we used to be superrr close (like super close LMAO) but then we graduated high school and naturally drifted #ended is in quotes bc i know that if i ever see her again and hang out that crush will come back SO fast. like legit lightning speed #my crush on girl 2 is currently happening but i've been battling with it on and off... #how bad is it that i want to stop being friends with her so my heart and thoughts will finally be free #i wouldnt actually do it because i know thats mean and selfish 😔😔😔 but god i really want to #i tried just like slowwwly (super slowly) drifting so that it would happen naturally but this girl is not letting me go! i am dying

[officerdougeiffel]

pissed off at my friend again why do you gotta be such a bitch about what music I like

#when we first became friends she almost exclusively listened to english indie rock. which sure yeah ok #then she starts listening only to old latvian music and starts judging me for mostly listeninf to english music ? #acts like i have never heard a song in latvian in my life despite being a singer for 12 years. singing mostly in latvian #ok whatever. i like a lot of latvian music too but whatever say what you want #start listening to more latvian music find a bunch of artists i really like. tell her about them #she acts like all of those bands are shit and im still uncultured because i dont listen to. fucking choir and folk music #like yes its beautiful but it is not my cup of tea listen to what you want #today i send in the chat that theres a sale on sudden lights tickets because i know a different friends sister likes them a lot #of course she texts immediately 'i dont like them' girl i wrote 'those who need this' for a reason. i know u dont like them. i dont care #and then she has the audacity to call me stupid for not wantinf to watch a choir concert for 4 hours ? girl i do not like choir music #i didnt give you shit because you dont like sudden lights why do you shit on me for not liking choir music #its pretty but i am busy and also dont care that much ??? #stop being so pretentious oh my fucking god. i get it your choir girly but shut UP #rant #personal

[mielgf]

no social experience has felt quite like being a 20-something year old managing people significantly older than you

#had a 60+ year old volunteer mock me today rather than just say she didn’t hear/understand me #this job is gonna look so good on a resume but holy fuck is it draining me of every ounce of sanity #i don’t want a big girl job anymore i’m going back to my bookstore job #this past week has been so god damn exhausting #why am i as a summer student carrying some of the centre’s biggest burdens ??? #why did i have to singlehandedly meet a deadline that other ppl had MONTHS to work on but i made it happen in two days?? #literally drafted & designed their most important annual document ?? in two days ?? hello?? #i also just have so many fucking jobs like i’m always switching hats #went from doing all that this week to managing an event today #in the last 14 days i’ve worked 12 of them and i am just… so so beyond over it #i am physically and mentally exhausted pls send help #looking forward to a long weekend this coming weekend though :)) #life is kicking my ass friends!! it really is!! #talk time

[icewindandboringhorror]

one of the bad things about having such low social energy/social anhedonia/little interest in interacting with others in any capacity/ Hermit Disease™ is that like.. once every FIVE months here and there I’ll get fleeting bursts of social energy and will message one or two people to catch up with old friends or etc. and then it’s like... 

tfw you message someone and then wake up the next morning to see that they REPLIED to your message so now you’re actually supposed to message them back, which is an obligation you were somehow not expecting despite the fact that YOU sent them a message 

#I feel bad because it's like.. I know I WAS THE ONE who reached out to you but also I have depleted all of my energy stores and have like no #capacity to respond that this point.. Which usually I'll get to it in like 2-7 days and people who know me (people who I would actually #message) know this/are aware it doesn't mean anything/are okay with it so its not really a big deal but still lol #girls and squirrels i am so sorry i dont know what to tell you but I have Disorders gjhgbhj #oh same thing when someone messages me and then I respond and I'm like 'whew finally got that off the to do list! now I dont have to worry #about social interactions for the next few days' and they RESPOND to my RESPONSE within like 30 minutes of sending it #so now I'm back at the point where I owe them a response even though i JUST crossed that off my to do list ghbh #And there's some people out here who are like 'omg.. if people don't text me back in 30 minutes then they must hate me! i want to be texted #back immediately. true friends will drop everything theyre doing just to text you!! >:T' whereas I'm like #god if I reply to you and you reply back to me within less than 24 hours I'm going to scream... just give it a good 2 or 3 days.. let the #message sit PLEASE.. it's social buffer time.. let's recharge our energy... the the conov age like a fine wine #(unless it's urgent. obv if we're coordinating plans or scheduling something we both must reply promptly exactly) #AND ALS THIS IS just a caveat of text communication like I HATE text communication. another reason it's SO hard to find new friends is that #nobody wants to just talk on the phone/discord voice chat/Some Medium Of Real Time Audio Communication anymore #everyone is like.. 'oh just send short little messages through a stupid fucking chat client or text me or message me on a social media' and #it's like.................................... no........ i dont think I will #Real time communication is SO MUCH faster and more efficient like. It would take me 2 hours to type something that I could say in a 30 minut #e conversation. People who I have genuine conversations with (like 5 hour long talks) are the ones who are not afraid to just be like #'yeah i have somehting I want to talk to you about. can we schedule a phone call thursday at 10:30am?' #also like.. if you text me at 3pm I am not going to respond to the message (depending on the contents-obv will reply sooner if #urgent) probably until 3 or 4 days later. If you call me at 3pm then we're talking at 3pm for as long as you want (or as long as is practica #l - also assuming I'm not already in the middle of something etc. etc.) #Like phone calls/voice calls/whatever - are so good because it's immediate. no having to go through and spell check. I am also a rambling pe #rson with complicated thoughts and i AM INCAPABLE of having short conversations. no matter how hard I try #you send me a sentence of text and I will write back 3 paragraphs. this makes text-form communication THAT much more taxing and time consumi #ng - whereas I can explain even really complicated things in Real time in like 20 minutes MAX when it would take 1.5hr to type and proofrea #d and etc. in text. ALSO I love that it is a Structured ONE TIME interaction. I know eactly when a phone call will start and can plan for #when it will end. Text form communications are ongoing background interactions with no clear start or end. no structure. etc. #in person/phone/real time communication is just SO much easier for my brain to process and depletes my social energy slower #. it stinks that the entire earth is slowly moving away from the only form of social interaction that is convenient to me lol.. BUT ANYWAY

[casiavium]

I love the song O Children by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds and yes I know it from Deathly Hallows part one but outside of that it's such a good song. It's about bittersweet death and Orpheus and Eurydice and the song just. Songs so good

And I WILL fight any self righteous ex Harry Potter fan that tries to pull some SHIT that it's about the Holocaust (and therefore should not have been used in the movie which I don't care about the artisy agreed to it so. Whatever. He got paid) IT'S FUCKING NOT you DUMB PIECE OF SHIT WITH NO MEDIA LITERACY show me a source that says this that's not some Harry Potter fan's Tumblr post from 2011. Show me it. Show me an interview with the artist. Show me exactly why you think it's about the Holocaust. Oh, trains leading to death? Because Harry Potter is a thinly veiled and pathetic attempt at WWII parallels? (and if we're going by that do you have a deathly hallows tattoo because if you're so 1:1 about this. you do know the deathly hallows is her fucking. symbolic equivalent to you-know-what. Oh that's offensive? YOU DON'T THINK???)

Because HAVE YOU WVER HEARD OF POETIC IMAGERY IN YOUR DAMN LIFE how could you have ever called yourself a Harry Potter fan without the basic ability to understand sometimes things are not LITERAL. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

#tw harry potter #very upset about how harry potter fans treat this song #someone said it's weird people play it at their wedding (fair they only do it because harry and Hermione danced to it) but thwir reasoning #was that it's about the Holocaust. and when I asked can you cite a source for this other than a fan post from when the movie came out #because this article interview by the actual artist said it's semi-orphean in symbolism #and they went well it says the word gulag so you shouldn't anyway. like. bitch. What The Actual Fuck #do you get upset over the muppets sending kermit to the gulag. did you get your vengance on harry potter adults by saying this song is Bad #fuck you #anyway once again ex Harry Potter fan feelings have made me SCREAM and CRY about the damage this series has done #still upset about telling some hp fan friends about the way rowling wrote the deathly hallows to be the damn. n@zi symbol like literally #(normal symbol for peace-> co opted by supremacist. lovegood wears it because of the 'original meaning' and krum is ready to FIGHT him #because Grindelwald used it before killing a bunch of people including his family. you can't say the only jewish wizard joining him is #anti-Semitic because they paint him as wizard hi ler and then say but but but it's offensive to say the deathly hallows is that🥺 because #it's so popular I liked it 😭 #i lost my train of thought #anyway told my friends this and they were like. hm. no. it's offensive to say that. and I was like OH YOU'RE SO. CLOSE. SO SO CLOSE #YES it's offensive SHE'S THE ONE THAT DID IT GOD POINTING IT OUT ISN'T. ISN'T MY FAULT #they're so haha fuck jk! and then this bitch is almost in tears because a club member is uncomfortable about Hogwarts legacy and she's like #but 🥺 I play it 🥺 are you uncomfortable with me🥺 i have a friend you don't know him he said it's okay🥺🥺 #so glad I never have to deal with those people again. I thought I could help because we DID have the girl who was my friend who needed #someone to speak for her because she was busy and couldn't come to meetings all the time and I. ahhhhhh #fuck harry potter. fuck harry potter fuck Harry Potter FUCK HARRY POTTER #rant