#god i miss it

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i miss the rage (being hypersexual)

#probably tmi #but it’s true #does this count as nsfw? if so..oopsie? #i don’t mean it to come off that way #just reminiscing #of the old manic hypersexual me living the main character romance book fantasy #god i miss it #bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #i miss the rage

[mx-misty-eyed]

ok I loved sai and im sure the new era will be amazing too, but i feel like nothing will EVER beat trench era. Maybe its just the childhood nostalgia speaking, the fact that all those songs are tinged with good memories from middle school and going to my friends house to watch hours long lore videos idk. But trench means so much to me and its one of the best things they put out and i think the vibes of the era and the music will never be topped again

#crying over trench era rn #god i miss it #that was so fun #best time of my life tbh #twenty one pilots #twenty øne piløts #tøp #tyler joseph #josh dun #trench

[celestialulu]

Love when mashima draws nalu looking softly and fondly at each other 10/10 more of it please

#like the fond looks at each other I just wanna COLLAPSE #GOD I MISS IT #fairy tail #nalu

[taz19hagel38]

#jonathan toews #my captain #patrick kane #chicago blackhawks #stadium series 2014 #just finished watching this game #forgot just how good this team was #god i miss it #1988

[hedghost]

what do you think Less would be like with the first time spending the night with reader, like she’s all nervous asking if they’re okay and then when they cuddle all the nerves go away

this is VERY cute lemme think

okay so you and less have been friends for a while, maybe you started out as teammates but over time you’ve gotten closer. you made the move to ask her on a date after a few weeks of flirty back and forth between the two of you, and alessia was thrilled. since then you’ve been on a few (very successful) dates, shared a few kisses, and been practically attached at the hip.

it’s after your third date, when you’re both certain it’s going very well, when you ask her to come back to yours. you have no intentions, and you make it clear that you aren’t forcing her into anything, but neither do you want to leave the other just yet, and so you invite her to come back for a film and some drinks.

you’re still figuring each other out, in that beginning phase where everything is new, and everything is exciting. you let alessia into your flat, and beam a little at the nervous smile she gives you.

you head into the kitchen, and less doesn’t know if she should follow you, or sit, so just stands there. she takes the time to look at your home, to take in how very you it is. this is your little space, and you love how you’ve made it your own. you love even more how alessia marvels at it, taking in every little detail with a smile, running her hands over your furniture, gazing at each little item, soft fingers touching gently at each photo.

you sit on the sofa and pat it to signal less to join you, which she does in a heartbeat. you hope she’ll sit right up against you, but she perches a little awkwardly away from you.

you smile, because you can tell she’s nervous. you want to reach for her, but you don’t want to overwhelm her, so you pass her a glass of wine, put on a mindless film, and lean back.

the night continues much like that, lessi wanting desperately to make a move but suddenly feeling too awkward. she doesn’t know what’s gotten into her - she’s never ever felt awkward around you before.

the conversation flows easily, and slowly, very slowly, alessia migrates towards you on the sofa. you make the move to sling your arms around her shoulders, feeling the tension in them loosen a little as you do so. she not so surreptitiously shifts into you, little by little, until she’s lying against your side. with every little inch she moves closer, she looks up at you and asks if it’s okay. you nod each time, slowly gaining confidence to wrap your arm around her chest fully. she takes your hand, playing with each finger, and her eyes tell you that she’s still asking the same questions. you answer by playing with her hand in return, soft strokes against her palms, entangling and untangling your fingers with hers over and over.

it’s getting late, and you’ve had a bit to drink, so you suggest alessia stays over. she agrees readily once you make it clear you want her to stay, but as you get into bed she’s unsure if she should cuddle into you or not. you lie on the bed, still chatting animatedly, and in a burst of confidence she entangles her legs with yours. you swing her legs back and forth with your own with a smile, just enjoying the overly flirtatious nature of it all.

she itches to close the gap between your upper bodies, but there’s still some nerves about this sort of situationship. sensing her hesitations, you beckon her over, and she nestled into you, head in the crook of your shoulder, arm hanging around her waist. you trace patterns into her shoulder, scratch her back lightly, and she replaces fully, breathing you in and closing her eyes.

you’re talking about nothing and everything, still enjoying getting to know each other, still in those early stages where you just want to hear the other talk about anything, just for the sake of hearing their voice. alessia’s starting to drift off, but still chatting. she opens her eyes to watch you as you talk about something or other, gesturing with the hand that isn’t wrapped up in her hair as you talk. she leans up, cuts off your talking by pressing her mouth to yours. you both smile into the kiss, hearts fluttering as she does what you’ve both been eating to do all night, but both been unsure where the other stood. she pulls back with a lazy smile, and it’s the most relaxed you’ve seen her all evening.

‘enough now, i’m actually tired’ she grins, and you laugh and pull her back into you, as the two of you fall asleep in sync with one another, arms and legs not unraveling from each other.

#alessia russo x reader #blurbs #okay this is definitely not based on an exact situationship i had last year #thought i was over it but oops maybe i am not #genuinely i did this exact thing #i spent the whole evening and then night at hers and we only kissed once when she cut me off mid sentence playing footsie in her bed #god i miss it #lessi blurbs

[dongyeonsimp]

Currently thinking about a fic I lost where Han Seo was in a time loop during the whole kidnapping scene with him and Cha Young and had to relive it repeatedly hundreds of times until he finally won and lived 😞

#god i miss it #ty to whoever wrote it tho #vincenzo #jang han seo #tvn vincenzo #jang hanseo #the jang bros #vincenzo cassano #jang han seok #jang hanseok #hong cha young

[marswasnothere]

I always save a fuck tonne of photos and videos when I join a new fandom and task myself to make folders organising them all, and I had that going to joker out but stopped near the end of July because I thought “oh I’ll just do it later”, and that later ended up coming in November.

So here’s the joker out compendium, containing any and all photos, videos, and edits containing joker out members.

#joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #honourary tag bc he’s in the photo #käärijä #got a blast to the past when going back to eurovision era #god I miss it #I’m praying esc24 will be like it #gonna go back and read the fics from May/June #OH MY GOD WHATS THAT ONE THAT GOT TO CHAPTER 9 OUT OF 10 AND NEVER FINISHED #THE FAKE DATING ONE IT GAVE ME SO MUCH EMOTIONAL TURMOIL

[one-winged-dreams]

I JUST talked shit about WoW only to go and reread some of my old WoW ship fics, what even is emotional consistency.

#god i miss it #i miss varian #i even miss nel #son of a biiiiitch i hate being slighted like this i feel a wife whose lover was lost at sea

[dokidokitsuna]

“My Pride and Joy”

This was my reward for animating last weekend~. For a while now I’ve been eager to revisit the Dream Alliance AU just to see if I’ve really improved that much at drawing mecha, and I HAVE. OAO Holy cow…the original design for the Lor Starcutter is here, if you want to compare. ^^

Usually, rewarding myself with extra drawings doesn’t work, but there’s something about DreamAll that makes it fun to illustrate…I think it’s just the complete stylization; there’s both wacky, cartoonish designs and bright, vibrant colors. With most of my artstyles I only get to do one or the other...I do appreciate the more grounded stuff, but it’s really nice to let loose occasionally. :9

#now that I think about it that’s probably why it’s the only AU I ever ‘finished’ #god I miss it #DreamAll truly had it all #war and devastation and trauma of every kind #but also everyone gets a giant cute robot and a neon outfit #not to mention a father-son dynamic so powerful it permanently altered the way I write older men #that was a great time~ #kirby #gijinka #au #dream alliance #magolor #marx #lor starcutter

[jasperscringepit]

Going to London tomorrow with my family for the museums, and I just remembered there's no more newsies :((

#I'd been doing reasonably ok #but now I'm sad again #no newsies in london any more :(( #i genuinely shed a tear #god i miss it #uksies #newsies uk

[beansnpeets]

I had a dream I went back to the west coast to visit and I was so haply to be back there that I cried. It felt like I'd gone home.

#personal #god i miss it

[stavrakas]

local café owner is putting up posters about offering guitar lessons should i throw myself into her arms now or wait a few days

#i can't be so dramatic as to say i've been miserable ever since i stopped my guitar lessons #but i know for a fact that starting again'll make me much less miserable than i already am (i'm not miserable. what is she talking about #.help) #also this café is 5mins away by bike while my old conservatoire was 30mins away by car #god i miss it #i'm not advanced enough to make progress playing on my own and i'm not enough of a beginner that i'd make no progress without feeling #like i'm getting my sternum ripped apart by wild animals #βιώνω ένα ντελίριο #νιώθω τους νευρώνες μου να αποδεκατίζονται #το ουρλιαχτό χιλίων μυρίων εγκεφαλικών κυττάρων αντηχεί στιγμιαία και έπειτα εξαφανίζεται στην άβυσσο του χρόνου #.💥 #vs

[l0ttsf0rl0tte]

i miss minecraft story mode

#minecraft story mode #god i miss it #lukas minecraft story mode #he was so cute #im just a teenage girl

[wilfcrd]

My stepdad was watching a movie and someone said “rage against the dying of the light” my immediate thought was unus annus

#God I miss it #oh and you guys I guess

[iamthemaestro]

concept: there should be halftime at marching band competitions where instead two football teams come out and play an entire game. then the second half of the competitions continues as normal

#home again this weekend which means I’m with the band again lol #god I miss it #marching band #music #mine

[someguyiguess]

What expensive recreational activity would you do if you could afford it?

skiing for sure, id be on the slopes hours every day if i could.

#its been a couple years now since i last went #god i miss it #the uncomfortable boots the cold the wind the sweat the snow the powder the views the boring lift rides the snowcats the freshly groomed #snow the inadvisable shortcuts through the trees