#future me apologises for this

[gumdefense]

Every time I see phœnix be absolutely pathetic, just the most cringefail of men, I am consumed with lust and adoration. Truly miles edgeworth core

#spent the entire day travelling back home with things getting delayed for hours so my brain. is shit #future me apologises for this #ace attorney #phoenix wright #do I tag this #narumitsu #i guess ? #miles edgeworth

[somegrumpynerd]

Truce au part 7 - Laying out some ground rules

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#UTDR #UTMV #Truce au #My Art #Cross Sans #Dust Sans #Killer Sans #Nightmare Sans #Horror Sans #I'd like to apologise for the 50 small ways my art style will change over the course of this comic #Trust me it will annoy me the most #Anyway. The boys are not looking too hopeful about this future they're in for #Except Killer but nobody knows what's going on in that skull #Least of all him #Will they behave?? Place your bets now

[hypogryffin]

i cant believe i wasn't following u b4,,,,,ive just been silently scrolling through your blog for like a solid YEAR and just haven't even noticed????? n e ways what are tha thoughts on literally anyone in p4 being trans bc i live for that 🎤

the way my brain decided that this was asking for pronoun headcanons and did not reread to make sure that was what you were asking before drawing all of this…... well anyways

#asks & requests #p4 #trans naoto #<- trans everyone lmaooooo #sort of waffling on chie-- he could also be trans or enby easily #ive always thought he would be a 'my gender is lesbian' type person tho LMAO #if hes trans then she and yukiko are as close as they are because trans friends lmao if chie is afab then i think that would come up #accepting his shadow- part of him not feeling 'feminine' enough is that yukiko is more of a woman than her in societys eyes and well. #its not a violent outing bc no one who heard her shadow is like that but chie apologises to yukiko for that #yukiko transitioned pretty early so no one in town (school age at least) really knows #rise is afab its just that she Despises the idea of being a man #kanji is cis but hes cis+ after exploring; does do the occasional drag but is a gay man who happens to use she/her #yosukes whole vibe is 'probably nonbinary but i have a job so i cant worry about that rn'. also i think maybe bigenderism in his future #he/him only for the foreseeable future tho. baby steps #narukami is defo stealth mode for at least the beginning of the game but probably around teddie or naotos shadow she comes out #and i like kuma so ze is like me and uses it/its. :). #ok those are all my notes. sorry for not directly responding to what you asked but i do think what i said is a good answer to your wuestion. #for claritys sake i also live for it.

[p1nk-pallas]

Fuck you *redesigns Sydney for the 1000th time*

#camp here and there #sydney sargent #chnt fanart #sydney sargent fanart #HES SO ME GRHRHRHRHR #i apologise for this looking like bullshit its supposed to be a quick reference for incase i draw him in the future (which i WILL)

[misery-has-no-company-now]

I was watching the second video of the statehouse again yesterday, and the last part of it got me thinking :

DC helped Gov leave Pennsylvania...

Not only that but Gov apparently wouldn't have been able to get out in the first place without DC's help??

DC thinks PA's actions are an issue, Gov does not think he's "that bad" until DC has to point out something he did. It's kind of common for abuse victims to not realise how horrible their situation is/was until someone else points it out to them; then the reality hits them.

On that same thought, the shiver??? after Gov remembers what Pennsylvania did??? and that scared look??? I'm telling you it sent so many fic ideas in my brain. If I ever get around to writing one this thing is definitely coming there.

#I'll probably write a short one on this in the future #no idea when it will be #but it will come #also I know it says Philadelphia and not Pennsylvania in the video and that it's talking about Santa Claus not Gov #just let me have this though #if you plant roses in my garden I am free to take the thorns (: #also technically PA showed up at the end to clear his name #and he says he apologised so...yeah #additionally that thing about him having said sorry but the others refusing to let it go #that was also interesting #why am I using the word technically here it makes no sense #nor do I so it's fine #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse #wttt #wttsh #wttt gov #wttt dc #wttt pennsylvania #tw abuse #cw abuse #I guess I have to put these since I say it in the post but I'm new to this so let me know if there's one to add or remove

[rosalinesurvived]

Makoto, throughout the entirety of Danganronpa is constantly being used as a scapegoat, isn't he. From the first trial to the last he's in the spotlight: not only to solve the trials but as the immediate target to pin their blames on. And then, to add insult to injury he's turned into Hope Incarnate by the Foundation, he's used as a propaganda tool to the point where he himself seems to think he's worthless otherwise. And then the cherry on top: the second he's out of line by saving the Remnants he's turned against.

This is one of the things I love about Trigger Happy Havoc. The four students who survived hell with him, who even helped–if indirectly–to cause Makoto's feelings of only being useful as Hope Propaganda (even if he believes in hope) are the only people he can rely on. These strangers are his only friends.

#i want to see makotos relationships with hajime and shuichi #the two people who would understand him truly #and the other students are complicit in this #did kirigiri ever apologise for throwing naegi under the bus? #makoto is forever my fave protag #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #the future foundation sucks but honestly in their scenario i kinda get it #makoto naegi #meta analysis #izuru kamakura #hajime hinata #kyoko kirigiri #byakuya togami #toko fukawa #yasuhiro hagakure #remnants of despair #ugh dont get me started on nagito

[crownedwille]

I have to say - Wilhelm going from disowning August, saying he will never forgive him or let him take over, to him actually being okay with that and basically giving it over to August was not the character growth and development I wanted to see

#yrtalk #if you like that part then please look away now and don't interact #i'm not even an august hater i can appreciate him as a complex complicated character that he is #but i still absolutely don't want him as k*ng and get away with releasing that video #he barely received a punishment for that and I want the public to know about it #being king is not the 'punishment' i want for him and someone who did what he did should never even get the chance to have that #the fact that they're presenting it that in the future august would be king who has violated the former crown prince's privacy and #is responsible for that 'scandal' destroying two people's lives #one of them being the fucking prince!! - it just irks me so much i hate it #and i can't be okay with wille being okay with it #i refuse #and i really don't need people trying to tell me why this was actually important and needed. idc i don't want it #i like where wille and august ended up in the end and that august actually apologised but i still don't think wille should forgive him #wilhelm #august #s3 #young royals

[heartpascal]

HELLO LOVELY IZZY!! you’re writing is forever in my brain, you write so amazingly it brings tears to my eyes (in such a good way) you can really portray emotions so so perfectly with your words.

i hope life treats you well coz you deserve so so much good ❤️❤️ i know for awhile life wasn’t at all very awesome but i am manifesting an amazing end to the year for you!!

i ADORE everything you write and will read it most likely no matter what it is let me tell you!!

<💙>

<💙> ANON!!!! HELLO MY LOVE!!!! <3

as always you are truly too kind to me :’) your compliments of my writing always keep me going fr!!! it is so so appreciated <3

but thank you :( ilysm <💙> anon. i would love a good end to the year!!! i hope you are doing okay, and i will be manifesting the best year for you!!! it has been a while fr so i hope everything is well <3

sending you all my love rn <💙> anon. you are so lovely. i will be sobbing in a corner now!!! <3333

#heartpascal says #heartpascal’s <💙> anon #my beloved anon how i have missed u <3 #you are always so lovely to me sobs #i apologise for any tears truly!!! but i am so glad you like my writing <33333 #i will be screeching about this ask for the foreseeable future #SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE #ILYSM <3

[calamitys-child]

*through gritted teeth, shaking* if you want the rewards of not ruining your life and alienating everyone in it you must submit to the mortifying ordeal of talking about it like a grown up

#walking off a half hour panic attack from learning i had inadvertently made a friend uncomfortable- apologised profusely - #- explained my thought processes which had led to this happening while maintaining the understanding that a reason does not excuse it - #- and made some basic agreements and simple clear boundaries on how to avoid this happening in future #which is good!! id always much rather we talked about things than i made someone feel bad! #interpersonal social dynamics are absolutely not my strength and i try to make it clear that sometimes i need to be told things #but once im told ill always try and stay conscious of it #and it is good then to have friends who do tell me #but also. lizard brain craves running far far away about it

[pandalandalopalis]

i have been referring to ewan mcgregor as “ee-wan mcgregor” for fucking my entire life until suddenly im seeing clips of people talking about ewan mitchell and i learn it’s pronounced “you-wan”

WHOOPS

#it doesn't help that i live in canada where that name is not common so NO one has ever corrected me before #because other people here ALSO dont know how it's pronounced properly lol #i apologise mr mcgregor and mr mitchell -- i will pronounce it properly in the future #ewan mcgregor #ewan mitchell #panda posts

[the-magpie-archives]

I'm curious, do you view the Joshus Gillespie story the way you wrote it out, or are you looking at it from Jon's perspective? Do you think his survival was unfair?

To answer your question and to respond to several others who were upset:

It was very much written from an imagined perspective about how Jon would feel about the situation and perhaps Joshua himself, I unwisely thought this would be clear from the highly emotional language of the piece but I think a few people read it as if from my point of view, and we're consequently offended.

I think it's neither fair nor unfair that Joshua survived, and that's the beauty of it! One aspect of TMA as a whole that I love is its in depth exploration of just how irrelevant what we deserve really is; we'll get what's coming to us either way. It's one of the reasons I really like the episode, it further emphasises just how much our perception of right and wrong, fair, and deserving don't mean much in the grand scheme of things; Carlos Vittery killed a spider as a child and eventually died for it, Joshua Gillespie took £10,000 from a stranger to do something he thought was illegal and escaped relatively unscathed. None of it matters, because its not about the individual, its about what those (people or fears) that are above us want.

What I was excited to dig into in the analysis of mag 2 is that Joshua didn't do anything in particular that made him deserve to survive, this does not necessarily mean that he deserved to die. I suppose this is a good lesson in how misunderstanding can entirely shape our opinion of a person. Plainly and honestly I don't think there's a quantifiable way to judge who does and doesn't deserve to live, and it's useless to try; but often heightened emotions give us the sense that we know, that we could be that judge.

And more important than any of this they're fictional characters! I would never impose this kind of speculation onto real living people but since neither of them are real I thought it'd be interesting to explore the nuances of the fascinating parallel in the writing, and compare information that we're given early on to plot points that happen later.

This wasn't an attempt to moralise or insult people or behaviors! Simply creating an interesting speculative piece of writing based upon my perceptions of how one character might view another.

#Hopefully this answers your question anon‚ thank you for asking so politely! #Contrary to what I've seen said I do not believe that drug users deserve to die‚ nor do I have anything against the safe use of drugs! #I apologise for the upset that the post caused and hope that this makes sense! #In future please be like anon and simply ask or send me a msg instead of assuming the worst! I'm more than happy to discuss these things #Magpies-analysis

[derpiedoxie]

So I recently reached 100+ followers, and I just wanted to say thank you all so much! I’m really happy so many of you like this blog, and I’ll be sure to keep being active on it!

And in honour of me hitting 100+ followers, (and since y’all seem to like him so much lol,) you all can now

Ask my Eclipse anything!!

Just send me an ask and I’ll try to respond as quickly as I can!

I thought it would be fun to try this out, and this way I can flesh him out more, and help plan out something I’m working on!

#hope you all like this! #first time doing anything like this let’s goooooo #I’m not sure how long Eclipse will stand there for #he does get a bit fidgety #hope he doesn’t go too soo- HEY HEY GET BACK HERE #fnaf #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf eclipse #fnaf sb eclipse #Also I apologise if it takes a while for me to answer I have no idea if I’ll be busy in the near future- #derpiedoxie

[how-the-feathers-have-fallen]

They should should invent an exam studies that don't make me bleed from the nose and arms like a stigmatic 🙂☺😇🤭👍

#icarus' random screaming #literally woke up with a thick crust of blood around my nostril #fuck my stupid baka life #<- so so tired of the horrors #like ive been scrolling through tumblr in a haze writing more about house md then shakespeare then panicking like an idiot #+ ive been accidentally stealing prev tags from a blog i really admire. they called me out and ive apologised but i still feel like shit :l #if my mother asks me about my future one more time i will simply turn into a swarm of bees. maybe wasps #of all the times to be sicl honestly #should probably go take my pills before i forget #tw rant

[hopeinthebox]

Honestly I adore that he chose Arson and More as title tracks because More is basically his first instance where he says he wants out of the box, to explore and go outside of the identity of Hope that was basically bestowed on him (‘zeus made me hope’ & bighit made him hope… he talked a lot about how it was chance that made him j-hope, which later became almost his entire identity musically), and Arson is a perfect continuation and adds to the concept. Arson is a very peculiar ending song because it feels like a teaser for things to come. It doesn’t have a sense of finality (=this is the end of the album) only promises more, what’s to come, it’s a declaration of who he is and how he wants to be. I joked a lot with friends that all the songs after the interlude are about being finally outside the box (with all the fears and thoughts that come with that) and the sentiment reminded me of the funny poem you see floating on tumblr The tiger / He destroyed the cage / Yes / YES / The tiger is out. Arson+MORE feels like Hobi making peace with his complexities while remaining j-hope. Idk I have MANY thoughts about this album and the way the songs are ordered —@hoseeok from the main :3

[re: this] lyde i'm OBSESSED with the theory of Music Box: Reflection being the signal for him exiting the box - we hear the winding at the start, the sound and the heavy breathing together feel so anticipatory. like, this is j-hope inside the box, waiting to burst out. it's imminent.

but where Arson feels like stepping out of the box, What If.../Safety Zone/Future almost feel like time freezing before the release - that reflection. he's so desperate to escape but so afraid of the unknown.

in What If... he talks about how the name j-hope has given him purpose, but like you mentioned, it was bestowed upon him. would he have been able to achieve everything without j-hope? as jung hoseok - is there some middle ground? and if j-hope is hope itself, where is hope for him? AGH "hold up/ can i do this?"

i could talk about Safety Zone ALL DAY (@cordiallyfuturedwight knows this) in that it feels like an extension of Blue Side. with blue side being that place of rest, comfort, nostalgia, safety.

he's asking where his safe zone can be found - is it "the blue that is far, far away?" - almost like he's lost that comfort of blue side, and is fighting between the safety of going back, and the fear and hope of what lies ahead. if he chooses to leave the box, is he also leaving blue side behind?

Future feels like an acceptance. of his identity, of walking into the unknown, outside the box. the repetition of who i was vs. who i am!! "it now feels most proper and most me" and almost in a continuation of What If... talking about how for so long he's been this source of hope and courage and faith but had left none for himself, then at the end "with courage and faith, i bet hope on (future)"

i love your interpretation of Arson and i agree completely, it's a perfect continuation of MORE but it feels so much like a beginning.

Jack In The Box as a whole is j-hope coming to terms with his identity, accepting all aspects of himself both as jung hoseok and j-hope, as well as facing his fears and aspirations as an artist. his desire for more, escaping the box, and the worries associated with that. and he did it all in twenty minutes.

#filed under: #me and the girlies (gn) experiencing symptoms of literal psychosis #I'LL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THIS EVER #thanks so much for the ask my darling #i can only apologise for how long it took me to attempt to gather some thoughts #but i LOVED this and i LOVE hearing different interpretations of the songs and the album as a whole #it's just. so meticulously crafted from front to back #and it's so clearly just the beginning #forgive me. but i fear the best is yet to come #i have so many thoughts and so few coherent sentences left in me #many more on blue side x safety zone which i have to make a bloody playlist for #kayla mentioned distant blues referring to future safe zones too and i LOVED that #and ARSON!!!! yes YES the tiger is out INDEED #lyde is it too soon to say i love you #ask #hoseeok #MWAH #i'll shut up now before i delete this entire thing and start again (again) #jack in the box #💜💜💜 #all lyric translations are from doolsetbangtan <3 #and tumblr is being a bitch about me adding a read more so you're just going to have to struggle through it besties #does ANY OF THIS MAKE SENSE

[definitelyy-not-a-vampire]

In honour of our Lord and Saviour Dani’s (aka @safyresky’s) b-day, here be a lil Diteline! These guys have ruined my life for the better, and I couldn’t be happier about it! 🥰🥰

The CS fandom is truly a gift, for which we should all be Most Grateful! ☺️

I cannot. Get enough. Of these two.

(Edited bc, I am ...how you say? A dumbass. Formatting was wrong, top of Dite’s head got cut off! Not Gucci)

#there are lots not quite right things about this drawing 😂 for which I should apologise #the sleeve #for one #Dite’s sleeve that is #I used a sleeved stola as a ref #and then I realised too late that her stola doesn’t actually have a sleeve #but then the sleeve didn’t wanna go #the whole drawing just looked so off! #and I was like ugh fine #but the annoying thing is you can’t see just how BUFF Dite is #I will rectify!! this! in future drawings #Dite’s buff-ness is v important to me #Jacquie’s wizard sleeve wouldn’t behave so I had to remove it and this feels like a Sin #also her bodice #had to go with something a lot simpler #apparently I’m very rusty 😅 #but AH WELL #they’re here! there they be!! #and I’ll get better as time goes on #so’s I hope #diteline #Jacqueline frost #Dite #TSC #HAPPY B DAY DANI #🥰🥰 #ty for all you do!

[thecoolerliauditore]

screaming cus I love rendog i love rendog i love rendog i love rendog. ouppy. deserves all the love in the world.

#random thoughts #im about to be unhinged in these tags beware #i cant for the life of me remember where i heard it from or if i just came up with it on my own but #i remember some conversation about the healthiness of escapist media #and like how some ppl insist on escapism being inherently bad because its almost like a shield from reality that lets you not confront #your actual issues #but the important thing abt escapism to me at least is its ability to let you come out of the other side stronger irl #even if you don't realise in the moment that it's helping you #it's like when a kid watches like naruto or something and it inspires them to never give up but in a more sneaky adult way #and just being a young adult coming out of covid is so full of uncertainty about the future #and just like #even tho they're funny minecraft ppl who I 100% watch for the funnies #there's something abt seeing these 40 year olds living their best life and having fun despite having to deal with adult life #there's like a specific charm to these episodes where the hermits are just being human #AND REN STOP APOLOGISING FOR IT #and something about it is just like yeah #I think I'll be okay #ren is so so so so so. #i hope he doesn't feel the need to be strong for us all the time.. his advice is amazing #stupid friggin dog ears minecraft man made me cry I am an Adult #hermitblr