#fucking HELL 🫠

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

okay so i finally finished it... allow me to present a comprehensive, chronological compilation of miles and alex singing *THAT* moment in standing next to me for the whole eycte tour 🌟

this video took me the better part of two months to make, and cost me a not insignificant part of my sanity (related: i may never want to hear this song again), so yeah... i hope you enjoy 😅

#also feel free to tell me which performance you think is the most insane #i mean #they're all pretty insane #but some of them??? #fucking HELL 🫠 #it's really quite an insight seeing the way it all unfolds chronologically too #in fact #it only makes it even more insane #btw there are almost certainly mistakes or typos in the video that i didn't catch #i apologise in advance #making videos for youtube is not something i have a lot of practice in 🙈 #(it was WAAAAAAY too long for tumblr which. idk. really says it all doesn't it 🤦‍♀️) #milex #the last shadow puppets #tlsp #miles kane #alex turner #arctic monkeys #milex vid #lulu posts #Youtube

[spineless-lobster]

I don’t know if I love or hate that I made this template. I feel like dr. Frankenstein after creating the monster. This is my child, but at what cost?

(Feel free to use this btw, or don’t I don’t care)

#btw trying not to think too hard about the finale 🫠🫠🫠 #bbc ghosts #the captain #lieutenant havers #capvers #destiel meme #I guess #(fucking hell)

[7finalgirl8]

бл больше ленцшира умоляю

🚬 🚬 🚬

"She's everything. He's just Brahms."

#HELL YEAH BARBIE LET'S GO KILL THOSE SORORITY GIRLS! #HAH MOM LOOK BRAHMS IS A TROPHY BOY #.... please someone stop me #my wife left me #I'm so fucking hate myself 🫠 #обратная связь ~ #my art #slashers #billy lenz #billy lenz 1974 #black christmas 1974 #black christmas #brahms heelshire #the boy #the boy 2016 #barbie #barbie movie #meme redraw #lenzshire

[venturelovebot]

IT'S TRUE 😭 Evil Venture is literally just working a regular job in the mirror universe....................................... that is so sad

#and it is also so so funny #someone actually drew a skin concept like this before this skin was shown #which was cool af #they are so cute tho omg the little bow tie!!!!!!!! the strawberry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but also not me spelling their fucking name wrong this entire time WHAT #like hell I'm gonna go back and fix all that now oh my god #🫠 #rambles

[throwdownyourheart]

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#there’s this handsome straight dad who comes into my work sometimes #the first day he ever came in he said “be good’’ when he left and that’s been living in my head rent-free ever since #he came in today when it was ten minutes to close and we chatted for a bit #when I left him to do his shopping he tapped his hand on the small of my back and said thanks for the help #I showed him this jock harness I’m working on that’s cowboy as hell #he laughed and said “you stay on that western stuff huh’’ #guilty as charged #he handed it back to me and said ‘‘I wish I knew how to quit you — that’s exactly what it made me think of! #I don’t know if it was a mistake but when he left he said ‘‘love you; be good” #I’d already locked the doors so I walked back to the break room away from the window view and just #like #😤🫠🥺 #anyway my heart’s a hoe and I’m so fucking gay #lubbock texas #personal as hell #we've always been around

[snowddeong]

Atp this is just a ryeji pics acc but like fffdgfffg LOOK AT HER

#snow is gay lmao #fucking hell.... #she looks so good 🫠🫠🫠🫠

[chaosinstigator]

yea no that hurt like a motherfucker

#dts #drive to survive #f1 #daniel ricciardo #anti mclaren #I was prepared for it to be worse but I still cried more than once so #the race they showed was physically painful to watch I’ll say that like I just- no #I get why Pierre is going to alpine but the way they ended the ep for Daniel was not it for me like fucking #y’all stab me and rip out the knife at least give me some type of compression to put on jfc 🫠 #all in all I wish mclaren and it’s entire team a very burn in hell I hope your car falls apart on track #joey rambles #I will say I went back twice to hear danny speak Italian that was a nice little break tbh #AND THEY COULDVE SHOWED MEXICO AT LEAST FFS LIKE #HE CAN STILL DRIVE JUST GET HIM AN ACTUAL CAR #anyways #zak was shown more than Daniel and for that I’ll never forgive them #🫠

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

adhd is switching health care plans when you have two months left of your birth control and knowing you need to find a new primary care doctor but putting it off because you still have one refill left but then you forget to pick up the refill from the pharmacy and they don't let you refill it again so now you've got two weeks to find a doctor and it's a saturday so they're not calling you back and it's going to be a three month wait before an appointment for sure so you call your sister bc she has a california medical license even after moving away but she can't prescribe stuff since a law changed so she recommends an online thing and it's surprisingly affordable so you pay $60 for a three month supply and the doctor gets back to you so you'll have an appointment in january thank god and the online pill ships in time so it's in your mailbox the day after you run out of pills so you just have to go get it but you don't. and now you've started your period.

#cool cool cool cool cool #it's in my fucking mailbox i am home all day why didn't I just go get it 🫠 #oh and also my adhd meds are in prior authorization hell so I'm rationing them again which is why this fucking happened!! #thank god my primary form of birth control is being very fucking gay #my nonsense

[moonlessbeast]

Considering starting a gofundme or something for top surgery bc I genuinely cannot keep living like this

#quacking #my fibromyalgia makes wearing any sort of binder or bra excruciating but my chest is too big to not wear one #and my degree is for an industry in a recession so the only work I can get is physically demanding #which makes my pain worse so it’s compounding to hell and at this point sleeping or just existing is hard #but how many hours I can work is super limited bc of my fibro and I’ve got a fuckton of loans so saving up isn’t possible #trans tape has been impossible to do alone with my size and I fucked up too much to have a usable amount left #and I can’t really afford more #I can’t keep going like this my quality of life is so bad #and my family doesn’t give a shit so I’m on my own and I just. don’t know what to do #a gofundme probably wouldn’t even work but I don’t know what other options I really have yknow #sorry for the vent I’m just 🫠

[byronicbi]

being in a server for latine authors is so funny because despite all our differences at the end of the day we all share the same hobby: bochinchando en el (metafórico) (cibernetico) balcón con un café en la mano.

#HOWEVER. how is everyone here fucking straight I'm losing my mind. #there's gotta be at least one other queer in here. pls i am begging. #everyone's married with 2.5 kids and I'm sitting in the corner like what's up. orz don't worry about it. #anyway this means we can keep track of [redacted] trends in the industry which hhhhhh #🫠<- his ass keeps losing the battle against all the romantasy books #me 🤝 that one sci-fi guy #It's fine It's fine I'm just impatient as all hell and having three fulls out isn't helping. #The industry has slowed to a crawl so it really just is a waiting game at this point. #texts.

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#fingers fucking crossed for one more dental appointment&then this years long hell battle will finally fucking be over #years&years&YEARS starting w cracking a goddamn tooth down to the root #&pulling the bitch out myself #to all the fucking damage from my stomach issues #i am so fucking ready for the shit to fucking be DONE #FUCK ME man. #the last one was supposed to be the last session so fingers crossed this time is for real lmao. #scheduled&waiting. just another month. bc. you know. medicine. 🫠

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

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#in truth ive already given up but im trying not to show it #there’s no way in hell i can save this academic year but I’ll keep trying #well erika you broke every fucking promise to yourself you made about this year you stupid bitch #fucking knew you couldnt do it🫠 #idk why im still trying bc im obviously not gonna be able to fix it #guess I’m just stubborn

[piplupod]

trying to decide if I can bring my crochet into the two hour DBT group ... two hours is a long time and I'm going to probably lose my mind a little bit but if I bring my crochet then maybe I'll survive it,,, but would it be rude to do that while sitting there? It's either that or doodling in my sketchbook, so I feel like at least the crochet looks stereotypically productive so maybe it'll be less rude?

(I'll just bring both sketchbook and crochet and probably end up doing neither bc I'll be too scared dbdjfkl)

#WHY IS IT TWO HOURS LONG. FUCKING HELL. #i am just now realizing that its 2 hours jesus christ what are they going to talk about for an entire TWO FUCKING HOURS #i hate dbt so much but i despise cbt even more. and i have to do this so that my mother and brother get off my ass abt things lmao #also its free so . yknow. take what i can get but i honestly doubt its going to do much for me #can't really dbt myself out of this trauma disorder while the trauma is still ongoing 🫠 but maybe it'll lessen things! idk ! #i just have had bad experience w cbt and dbt so im not hopeful fjfkfl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[widevibratobitch]

uni on monday. kicking myself into the sun.

#the uni groupchat is waking up again and when i saw the notifications on my phone i threw up in my mouth a little #i hate wrocław. i hate that uni. and i have such an insanely toxic relationship with the girl who's my uni-friend? ig? #the thought of seeing her again makes me go insane with this ridiculous fucking anxiety which is stupid af cause i really do like her #its just that arghhhhhhhhhh #anyway. the closer i am to monday the more i think about dropping out #also ive been doing so well with my ed. but going back means Going Back. so all that progress will probably go to shit all over again lmao #my internet is kinda working rn (not really it took like 10 hours for tumblr to load) so im using it to vent about uni hell yeah #sorry if you texted me and im not responding - the dms wont load 🫠

[i-legitimately-dont-know]

current mood :/

#just feel like being dramatic pay no mind #i truly just need to go to sleep and i’ll be fine for at least a little while #i’m just frustrated with myself i feel so fucking stupid all the time and then keep putting myself in the same situation over and over again #insane shit #also just like motherfucker how are you so unaware of the shit you do and say like fucking hell #and like do you even give a fuck about me in any meaningful way or am i just an npc you can summon when you’re bored or need something #but at the same time i feel like i’m always bothering you god everything is so fucked #BUT YOU’RE LITERALLY SO CONTENT AND THAT’S WHATS REALLY FUCKED #quite literally how the fuck am i not over this i’m so tired and maybe i should’ve taken some space in december #but if i had i feel like we would’ve lost touch #and now we’re way closer than before but i can’t stop wanting shit that i can’t have and it’s pathetic #so i guess im just doomed like holy shit i want to be dating someone to move tf on but i truly don’t give a fuck about these tinder people #and like i said friends is fine and i meant it but i didn’t think it’d be so fucking hard #and with all the time we spend together like why tf don’t we just give it a shot just to see like fuck you’re not even a little curious #like am i that awful #i just wish i could care exactly the same amount as you do #i don’t wanna not be friends i’m just sick of feeling guilty cause my brain keeps saying like oh you’re a terrible friend #cause you only do xyz cause you think it’ll make them want you #and that’s not true #for the most part 🫠 #but also fuck maybe i just should not be around as much and like quietly get a little bit of distance #but i don’t want that shit lmao #wtf do i even do god i hate thisss #also fuck you cause you really have me going sometimes like things are different #but in your head you’re literally just saying things #FUCK UGH #anyway this should’ve been typed in my notes app lmao #but it’s already here and it’s almost 5am so presumably no one will see it

[wolvisms]

ok across the spiderverse thoughts in the tags

#hobie deserved more screen time!! what the hell!!!! #as someone from london. he was the most accurate representation of a guy from london #no super posh accent! no gentleman-ness! no tea and crumpets! #americans always get it wrong BUT THEY GOT HOBIE RIGHT #the ldn slang was !!!!! it’s so funny to hear when it’s not in an actual british show or movie but IT WAS COOL LOL #also! i love gwen so much :(((( she deserves so much better #miguel… listen. he’s pretty. but he pissed me off. homie needs to loosen up a bit #but something about big broody men…🫣 #JESS WAS SO HOT BYE #miles!!!! i love mike’s <3 my favourite spiderman ever i think #miles* oops #the cliffhanger lowkey had me like. ?????? I NEED PART 2 RN #ngl. ok i’ll admit i didn’t expect most of the twists. but the one at the end? where miles was the prowler in another dimension? i called it #also a little side note. i went into the cinema literally 15 mins late and missed the beginning. and the cinema was SO FUCKING FULL and— #—some mf decided to finesse my seat😀😀😀😀😀 the only row that had seats was the front row😀 #the entire front was EMPTY. not a single person sitting there. AND I HAD TO WALK INTO THE ROOM LATE AND SIT THERE #my neck was killing me. and the screen was too big pls. I COULDNT SEE SHIT #there was so much going on in the movie… every time i’d look to the left of the screen i’d miss what happened on the right. LMFAO #i wish i got in time for my usual back seats so i could fucking see properly 🫠 i hate being so close #ANYWAYS YEAH ok i’m done #ani rambles #that was longer than i expected