hit with the capvers feels in an airport rn so here goes
They should’ve shared a bed and held each other close and sleep in peace. No war, no violence, no nightmares, just peaceful quiet in each other’s arms.
They should’ve been able to kiss or be given the chance and freedom to kiss
I’m gonna c ry
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Been thinking about this for a while.
I’m never going to think about this episode the same…
Because now I know what else happened in that room!…
And, like, they got this…
But this was the closest he could get…
And that’s why he’s so bubblingly happy here…
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Imma need several minutes.
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Poor Havers.
Obviously poor Cap as well because he died
But fml poor Havers.
Being wounded after the war, having seen the horrors of the front line, then seeing Cap again realising that he isn't supposed to be there and that he smuggled himself in, Havers probably panicking because they are surrounded and every sign of affection is a high risk. And then someone confronts the man who is clearly trying to get to him and Cap collapses and basically tries to confess his love and Havers has to keep him from putting them both in danger but wants him to know that He reciprocates so he says he knows and stops him from touching his face but guides him to grab the swaggerstick so he can grab his hands. which is such a smart idea because of course a dying and scared man grabs at something and of course one has to provide comfort to loosen the grip. And then they say each others first named and the second Cap is dead he has to release his hand or else it would be suspicious. And he has to do this with a straight face.
I wonder when he finally was allowed to shed a tear, to mourn, to fall apart
I'm by now completely convinced that he went to the front to protect them both because Cap really wasn't that subtle
And Havers looked out for both of them even in Cap's final moments
It's just so tragic. Cap lost his life but Havers lost so so much as well
I really, really want to know what happened to him afterwards.
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I've decided to dub the year 2023 the Year of the Tragic Gays™ because we've been fed but at what cost???
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I finished this art only now ‘cause…Ergh…
University…
It’s my Magnum Opus.
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I might be in love with the dudes (I am)
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BBC Ghosts season 5 spoilers
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This is four and a half hours worth of doodling and writing
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If I had a nickel for every gay couple that had one person leave causing the other to be emotionally destroyed I would have- no, y’know what? I’m too fucking devastated over this why does it keep happening why can’t they just communicate???
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so anyway isn't it insane that havers was promoted to a major and had outranked cap and yet, when cap was in trouble and dying, havers still ran to him and called him 'sir' because his love and respect for the captain overruled ranks and military hierarchy, even in front of other officers who were already openly judging and ridiculing the captain's position
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pov: you are about to have a gay experience so intense that you literally die
(Lieutenant Anthony Havers from Ghosts. i love the framing of this shot so i decided to draw it lol)
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