#fuck what other names for them r there

[doofranch]

phannies give me culturally significant dan and phil moments it's for an artpiece

#phanart #dan and phil #dan and phil games #dnp #dip and pip #fuck what other names for them r there #phannie #phandom #phan

[xxlovelynovaxx]

Me, a physically disabled (high support needs) neurodivergent (mid to high support needs) person: Hey, my neurodivergence IS extremely disabling in a way that a lot of you say "isn't possible" and also my physical and neurological disabilities often combine in ways that can't be separated and produce symptoms that are new or of added severity for me.

Responses I've gotten from disabled exclusionists (some of whom are also both physically disabled and neurodivergent):

"What drugs are you on, you delusional freak?"

"I've never experienced this and therefore you're a dirty lying physically abled neurodivergent person who just wants to be more disabled and oppressed than you are. My experiences are universal and anyone who has different experiences is a lying liar. No one can ever prove otherwise because my axiom is that anyone who claims otherwise is lying."

"The ableds are at it again."

"Sit down and let the REAL disabled people talk."

"You're never allowed to find similarities between disabilities that are of different types, even ones you have, and if you do you're actually the reason why accessibility is such an issue because conflating them is why ableist doctors don't give us what we need and why society thinks medical gatekeeping is good, actually."

"If you're that suicidal do us all a favor and kill yourself."

This is without even getting into stuff about how disabled labels often apply differently to systems. The big discourse now is "nonverbal" labels for headmates who are permanently, always nonverbal, primarily by people and systems who refuse to view systems as anything but "parts" of a single person. Which is funny to me because ah yes, we have actual studies showing physical disabilities such as allergies can apply only to individual headmates, but gods forbid you apply a neurological label to someone whose brain activity is not only visibly different on scans from yours, but to the extent that it changes your entire shared physical body!

Like here's a novel idea: maybe we could just stop policing how other disabled people talk about their disabilities forever! Maybe we could blame any and all harm done even from the unicorn-rarity "actual fakers/liars" (also don't think I don't see you being ableist against people with actual diagnosed that cause compulsive lying) on the ableists DOING the harm because it's actually perfectly possible for them not to cherrypick our words and listen to the MAJORITY of us!

Maybe, just maybe, we could form a coalition, focus on the REAL enemy (ableist medical professionals and lawmakers) and push for actual change for ALL of us!

#also. I have been called ableist for reclaiming the r slur in a 'so what if I AM unintelligent or otherwise socially/emotionally incapable #specifically BECAUSE it was used against me for YEARS to the point of severe trauma #specifically FOR being a socially inept 'gifted kid' #and yet I've been told telling the truth about my own experiences is 'speaking over people with intellectualdisabilities' #and that I didn't actually experience that and they were actually not insulting me becaude they were only insulting intelligence #and it's like 'a bullet with your name on it aimed at me that hits me isn't making YOU bleed' #the target of a bigoted attack is the person that gets hit by it regardless of if the bigot is wrong about their identity #because get this bigots don't actually stop and apologize if they find out they're 'wrong' about you #because the reason they're attacking you is to enforce normalcy on you and they've sensed you are abnormal #it's like hey maybe actually slur reclamation discourse is bullshit and the basis for reclamation should be 'have you been called this' #and 'listen to people with different disabilities' should never mean 'other people know your own experiences better than you' #because that's precisely the problem causing so much ableism towards neurodivergent people from physically disabled people! #'I'm more disabled and oppressed than you on the disabled hierarchy' #'and therefore I get to define your own experiences and the meaning behind them' #No! That's a fucking problem! And super ableist no matter WHAT your disabilities #'listen to other disabled people' goes both ways #you might actually have to examine your own biases and readjust your viewpoint #because newsflash the ableism you think is unique to YOUR disability? ISN'T. #boo fucking hoo you have to acknowledge other people have been hurt by the same things you have #hyper individualism is a plague. you are not special. we're all fucked under abled hegemony #and yes abled people listen to some of us more - lower support needs and intellectually nondisabled people most #but you cannot just assume based on ONE label or lack of that someone is in the 'listened to' category #ableds don't listen to me regardless of eloquence or w/e because I'm massively crippled and mad and have cognitive disabilities #like if you think I have privilege over you bc I'm 'smart' or w/e. abled people take one look at me being a crippled schizo #and write me off as completely crazy! NO ONE listens to mad people. we are in THE SAME BOAT #anyway this rant is not even at anyone or any particular group because I've noticed it coming from EVERYWHERE in the community #these are just some examples #discourse #tw suibaiting mention #tw delusional as insult mention

[nomaishuttle]

sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song

#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to #put devil went down to georgia in the queue #i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell #if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay. #i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏 #sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected #but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an #add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It #does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me #but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the #2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast #recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother #ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is #just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok.... #AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine. #if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my #blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is #out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so #me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]

[angeltism]

god i fucking hate spa.rkle sm . most shit i'm seeing says she's being racist against roman.ians , but . . . considering roman.ians are . white europeans ? and i haven't heard of much oppression towards roman.ians . I kinda doubt it ?? but you know what people whose oppression i've heard plenty of in roman.ia and who sound similar enough they constantly get confused with each other ? roma . who were enslaved for fucking centuries and to this day still face horrendous oppression in roman.ia . is she . is she fucking racist towards the h.sr version of part of my heritage . hoyo can i kick her can i please kick and punch her please please please pleaaaase pl

#➳ the fool speaks #i mean even if she just hates eastern europeans For Some Reason (roman.ians) that's still her being a racist bitch abt my heritage #<- roman.ian AND rom.ani #i deserve to kick her into the sun i think #also would this mean aven.turine is . rom.ani ? he's pale and blond . which wouldn't be toooo accurate i think ? #but ykw even if he is meant to be rom.ani n nawt roman.ian . and I'm right with all this . I don't expect hoyo to actually make someone fro #somewhere that is supposed to be based off of a culture and people that originates in northwestern india #have an ounce of color in their skin #he might also just be roman.ian but ?? then the slavery comments that I've seen around don't rlly make much sense . #but um !! idk this is going off of screenshots I've seen and what people r saying about aven.turine and her n all that so #n i haven't played in a while so idfk what's going on in the plot . this is just me being pissy about the possibility of a culture that's #still getting fucking oppressed horrendously and forgotten about and Not Even Having Their Oppression Taught To Others getting used . and #now a fucking . anime girl that I've already seen people saying they'll empty their wallets for n calling her their ''waifu 🥺'' #is being a racist piece of shit abt it . like . i find it a bit distasteful. no ? like racism can and should be shown in media #but . . . don't . don't try to sell the racist character ? don't make them look cool ? like ? am i overreacting idfk i just hate spa.rkle #SHE EVEN HAS A STUPID NAME #WTF ''ah yes this racist ableist piece of shit let's name her fucking SPARKLE'' ????????? fucking hell i dont like her i hate her #if she's playable or becomes playable I deserve to punch everyone who spends on whatever her banner is in the jaw . sorry #tw slavery ment #tw racism ment #ask to tag

[marcusagrippa]

becoming more invested in one random side character who is fucking dead by the time my main plot starts than the actual protagonist is just a rite of passage for my writing process at this point

#big oc ramblingin the tags warning u h. #save me melisadd...... isa............ #a horrible ugly name for a horrible ugly guy #however. every lover is a soldier. etc etc. #yes he gets killed because of his own ambition but he also gets killed because of his devotion to his city. and by extension his paradoxica #devotion to rhys (who has become the city itself in a weird parasitic sort of way). he hates what rhys stands for and he hates his idealism #and his tyranny andsuch but they have such a fucked up (literally) cannibalistic relationship going back to faustus and the ivy war #that neither of them can function without the other. rhys' fate is sealed the moment he kills isa because theres no-one left to balance him #out and challenge his plans. and he spirals from this genius up-and-coming ruthless commander willing to do anything to keep his home safe #into a lazy power-hungry beast relying on the prestige of his ancestors and the fear of the people to keep him fed. and he misses isa #as much as he hates to admit it #and he misses argent and he misses what they all had and as he gets older he starts losing the ability to distinguish between the past and #the present. hence the public display of argent's innards and isa's rotting corpse being dug up and given a seat at the table at the feast. #but back to isa. isa doesn't want to fight rhys - he believes there's good in him up until the last second of his life. #his execution is the death of any hope of redemption rhys might have had. #noneof that makes sense but anyway you get what im trying to say right #<- what a late republic hyperfix does to a mf #they are based loosely on the first triumvirate and should all eat each other !! #i can make my own narrative ghosts god dammit #dyrposts #r. a. bicinius #m. f. voscium #i made these guys like. two days ago??? but i cant stop thinking about them #if anyone is interested. i will say more things about dr #writing #augh #rhys isnt technically a main character either feel like i should clarify that he. dies in the first chapter #story focuses on eos furi and gabier !!! yippee !!! #jase writes #FUTURE ME EDIT: THIS IS ALL WILDLY OUTDATED :DDDDD OH WELL

[jenny-dreadful]

yk when someone confidently slides on their socks into a complex ongoing discourse to be like “um actually. [term] means [thing] 💅” all smug, and expect to be taken seriously, not realizing they completely lack a concept of a specific and contextually-applicable usage which everybody else here already understands. <<<<<<<<<

#might as well suggest my asexual ass is claiming to reproduce via budding while you’re at it. you know #versions of this happen all the time #huge contextualizing tag ramble coming. sorry #rn i’m thinking of a post the other day where someone was like #‘actually all christians are evangelical. so………’ #and i mean. it wasn’t like #‘i think this emerged terminology is weird bc evangelising isn’t exclusive to those ones’ #it was like. you know. like they CLEARLY thought that quirk of terminology meant #that all prior discussion and criticism n what have u of Evangelical Christians™️ #should be equally and indiscriminately applied to the whole concept bc theoretically the *name* being used for that specific thing could be #and like. no bb i’m sorry you don’t have the perspective or context or whatever to appreciate this is discussion of #a particular subgroup with like. its own broadly-applicable tendencies n problems n attitudes n behaviors #imagine if you were discussing smth about Baptists [sect] n someone walked in like #‘uhhhh 🤨 other christians do baptism too…so you mean all of them actually…’ #you know. weird and reductive #if you’ve been unable to gather from context what people r talking about here #and you like google ‘what does evangelize mean’ #or whatever the fuck #maybe it’d be good to stop and wonder if ur the kind of expert that should be trynna correct people

[bibleofficial]

so ive accidentally stayed up WAY TOO FUCKIN LATE w my ethiopian KING - i went to take pics for this class & baked & we ran into each other on the stairwell & then we went to his place to drop his bags & for ciggys (where we grabbed LI & GOT HIM TO SMOKE TOO before he went upstairs again) & the 2 of us sent on a walk so i could take pics for this one clase & boy howdy did i learn SO much, also btw ethiopia is currently, still, in a civil war

#stream #hes absolutely fascinating like girl we both chat SO much & hes also on topic bc i derail SO fucking much & then we’ll go on tangent then #subtangetn then he’ll get us back to what we were talking abt but i literally Cannot Do That im juts like oh um… what we were taling abt #anyway #yea its 3am & i need to be up at 10am #ALSO i had tea w the chinese flatmates bc i saw arthur & i got to learn so much & also yen je explained different parts of chinese grammar #etc & it turns out that he is INTERESTED IN LEARNIGN SPANISH SO WERK IM GOING TO HELP & ALSO I MET THE OTHER FLATMATE TODAY TOO #girl ive been playing the sims w myself i’ll be talking to someone then do the little like person+ (green bar) like frendshop increased #persuasion increase d #so albert(o) is from mexico city bc i also was like is ur name albert ? sick um yea is it like actually alberto just curious xx so hes #alberto now #& arthur told me his real mame but i forgot bc literally im still running on the 4hrs sleep i got last night like yall i was like wow i #pigged out last night haha - literally bc i ate an entire bag of baby carrots - so i thought im not hungry ? no girl ur colon just full so i #just havent eaten bc then i was going to after my irst class today but i saw the chinese & harassed them until it was like 15mins until i #had to haul ass to get to the japanese class & girl … i know i was such a bitch i was losing my mind it was 2hrs & she was like ‘we will #only use an hour !’ BUT NO WE USED THE WHOLE HOUR I NEED THESE WEEABOO AS MFS TO SLOW DOWN #i FULLY dont know what im doing & these bitches r soeaking sentences & also 1 guy was arguing w the professor like girl .. shes literally #japanese ur going to have to take this L like ur british thru & thru baby #so anyway #im going to go make french fries in the baking sheet that might give me cancer #ive also never used a baking sheet to make french fries im sry i just dont get to eat these in the states bc i love hating myself ? #ive been eating so much mayo i love peri peri omg … kewpie mayo …… im squatting

[shopcat]

one of my biggest pet peeves for something so inconsequential too is how the name stobin was literally created to BE just a friendship duo "brotp" name that is obviously entirely platonic because one of them is a lesbian... obviously... and then dumbasses on tiktok will be like "i saw the hashtag and got scared 😭" YOU IDIOT NO ONE ACTUALLY FUCKING SHIPS THEM USE YOUR GODDAMN HEAD you really think the video with 70k is 70k lesbophobes. really. Really. you're literally silly

#the way people on tt have to clarify like ''not a ship edit'' no fucking shit... WHY R PPLS MINDS EVEN GOING THERE #also like literally i know some weirdos do ship them but it is soooooooooooo microscopic they don't get to ruin what was already a platonic #name for them -_- also last time i saw that even happening they used a different name #brother you can just die #like i get saying Platonic Stobin bc ppl do it w others too but like obviously it's platonic 😭 u shouldn't have to clarify #sts #🐾

[crykea]

I'm homosexual

#a lot of the queer experience is not having words for things that you experience i find #and i notice it a lot w what abby and i have #like what we have is neither romantic or platonic we r each others ppl and we love eachother its both romantic and platonic and neither #and more! #anyways #i like being able to provide for them n take care of them n i sent them money for dinner tonight and said some sappy shit #and proceeded like #i was like 'i like being able to take care of you bc ur important to me <3 uh. man.... #and they were like and this is a direct text #no im not gonna direct quote them but they said 'you also bring me immense joy my sweet angel' basically thats Alnost a direct quote #and im fucking melting wtf #my!!!!!! #MY SWEET ANGEL #BITCH IM SO FUCKING FLUSTERED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!¡ #they know i like names and they use them as a weapon to make me fuckin like. mushy

[dhampir-dyke]

IVE FINALLY COME UP WITH NAMES FOR THE MAIN CHARACTERS IN MY STORY IM SO HAPPY

#their names are Tatzel and Rin!!!!!!!! theyre siblings and i wuv them like theyre my kids #Tatzel is a little girl* who was born with monster-ey features; specifically of the big cat variety #think less catgirl and more 'apex predator in the body of a small child' #Rin is a little boy* who was born with monstery bird-like features; not sure on a particular species yet #**Its Complicated(tm) #i also have ideas for adult/older characters who are also of the fucked up monster variety #particularly a little old moth-lady and a boar-person #theyre both adorable to me but i want very much for there to be an air of 'what the fuck is that thing' from others in the story #at least upon first meeting them #like okay imagine meeting a person with the most unsettling of animal features. eyes slightly too big with irises tht turn from wide saucers #to tiny slits #or someone that takes their hoody off and theyre a little /too/gangly and angular underneath. their bones r thin and hollow for flight #like have you ever seen a featherless owl?

[allhappyandgay]

feels like shit when the person u always watch movies with starts watching movies (including ones u already watched together and the ones you had a list to watch together) with somebody new

#like fuck. every time I see him now he’s like omg I watched this movie with [insert new friends name] *goes on to talk abt the movie* #and I just have to listen and go mhm mhm as if we weren’t planning on watching I together #I feel 100% replaced. but also have this thing where I don’t wanna bring that up because I respect wanting to spend time with new ppl and #watch things with them instead and I also don’t want to force him to prioritize me more out of jealousy #I can’t stand the thought that ppl r wishing they were with somebody else while hanging out with me so I just let ppl do what they want and #try not to make a big deal out of it #but god I miss watching new movies with him and laughing and cringing and adding stuff to lists that we should never forget #and just having long discussions abt them after for like hours and then putting on the next #now it’s like that’s his new thing with this other guy and i never see him anymore. #THAT WAS OUR THING!!! OUR. THING. #grrrrrrr grrr #I keep going back and forth being mad and then sad abt it #don’t mind me

[stupiditysphere]

love how they just refuse to tell us anything about gman. “yeah that’s the guy who’s employed by some mysterious cosmic beings and constantly meddles with earth. he looks human but very much isn’t. he’s just kinda normal here yeah ignore him” WHATS HIS DEAL

#seriously I feel like every time he shows up we end up knowing less about him #he’s completely different from every other alien we’ve seen in hl #n as much as I love characters that r open to interpretation. not this open please valve I’m begging you #I’m an experienced soulsborne+ theorist n I can’t figure this guy out. what the fuck #no he’s not fucking gordon from the future I fucking swear dude #i mean. would that even make sense. if he’s gordon from the future warning gordon from the past #he wouldn’t be employed by anyone else #there is some sort of cosmic plan we just straight up don’t know about n it’s driving me insane #he could be the evolved form of one a them fuckin guys from breengrub for all we know man #edit: he is ABSOLUTELY a hatched breengrub guy. I have no idea how to spell their names #but I looked into the lore on them n yeah they can manifest into any form after hatching like.okay

[the-furies]

💰 (ur very cool btw)

HMMMMMMB.

When we're bored up front and Inland also happens to be up front we just throw things through its head. Tbis does not bother it whatsoever like it doesn't hurt or anything and Inland doesn't feel anything so we've kinda made it a game 2 see how much random shit we can throw through inland's head/face... thing. Tbe biggest object successfully tossed through it so far has been Myself 😃👍❗ -Half Light

In unrelated news Either our headspace is falling apart or the innerworld view has shifted to HARRY'S headspace of all things bc 90% of the time it's just a black void. I mean we'll take that over the Cold Cave Full Of Fog that we've been having for the past.., month almost??? But. Screams. Girl dot com. I miss hte small cabin thingy we had like 2 months agoNFJDDJCJXJXJC Trant can teleport us back there if he focuses Rlly hard on it but he's not always uP FRONT like bitch (!!!) @ our brain WORK WITH US PLEASE stop changing the headspace so often!!!!!!!!! JDJDJDFJDKDKDJD

LIKE IT'S NOT A SERIOUS ISSUE it's just Annoying. -Electrochem

#anon friend #THANK U UR ALSO COOL <3 #speaking of the cave (we still haven't named it proper) trant & jean discovered it one night while headspace exploring #it hink? #mgihtve been kim ?? #idk jean WAS involved though we remember that much but it doesn't Matter #it's full of Fog (at least. what we Hope is fog. ahem.) and it's all shrimp coloured and iridescent and glittery #We have not tried going further than the cave mouth because the brain WON'T LET US there's like an invisible wall #probably another Fog Domain tho and.... Nothing *else*. which tracks bc The Fog js known 4 being annoying #fuckin thing yoinked one of our sysmates literal days after he formed WE HAVEN'T SEEN HIM SINCE AND HIS ASS FORMED ON NEW YEAR'S *HELLO??!* #speaking of Harry's headspace we're trting ti build that too. not like he can actually access it but y'know it's for *us* #we don't have shit rn it's all black voids and a vague bird-eye view map showing where whoever else is closest 2 the main fronter is?? #other random objects we've found so far tho are: a bonfire‚ a pinball machine (!!!)‚ and sleeping bags. all in separate rooms #'rooms' there's no doors or walls. i mean ig there are but we cAN'T AEE THEM! #ok I'm done. sorryHFJFFJDKFKFK -Electrochem #wait have we explainwd what The Fog is here. it's a system specific Entity a la TMA i think it has one. maybe 2 avatars rn. #no info besides that sl far. th avatars r Trant & that one guy it fucking yoinked

[nomaishuttle]

literally consumed by thoughts abt my freaks .

#theyre giving me sooo much inspo for the religious aspects of my world which. its kind of a feedback loop bc these ckncepts were already #vaguely there but i was iffy on them BUT my freaks r inspiring me 2 make them more concrete.. its all coming 2gether. #i think maybe there will be only 2 like Primary goddesses. names pending... but see. well teehee. ive got it all worked out ok in my head #basically one is life the other is death Easy we get it. so basically the gidt is when you die. sad. rip. first.of all. but anyways #rhen your soul is like there and then un reaper comes 2 get u so u go and then yr in the underworld OMG THE GUY FROM FNV IS FROM KY? #SHUT UP NVM THE GUY FROM KY IS FROM KY YESSS YESSSS Y3SSSSS YESSSSSSS #AWESOME. FUCK YEAH GO BIG BLUE GO BIG BLUE GO BIG BLUE YESSSSSSS #anyways. sorry #um. what was i on about KRBRJGBDKNF the wildcat coursed through my veins... #oh right..soooo in the underworld your soul sort of hangs around until its time 4 u to be reincarnated. n then indeed u do get reincarnated #immm debating. bc like. Obviously ... population grows #so im debating on if like. Can new souls be created. or should it hust be that the souls sort of... split in 2 on occasion. sighhh. i have #2 think abt it...but anyways yes. so you have reapers who take your soul when u die AND reapers who deliver souls to babies So that they r #people.. teeheed. but basically originally deathgoddess managed both bc shes the older sister and lifegoddess was just fucking about up top #having a greag time like. creating squirrels and trees and shit. but then people keep on dying and getting born and it gets too much #so dg basically tricks her sister into coming to the underworld. method pending... #but yeah.. eventually lg escapes But realizes that she can only stay up top for half of a day. and this is why day and night existtt we get #it... but yeah now she manages the delivery of souls and dg manages dead ones. #and im imagininggg another girl whos sortnof a scribe/chronicler for all the souls originally inspired by geshtinanna from sumerian myth. #bc originallyyy i was thinking abt having my guys be originally from sumer... but now that theyre in my fantasy world im judt gonna take #inspo. bc also it felt kind of weird to just be like. taking actual sumerian religion ykwim. but yeah #dg and lg are also inspired by ereshkigal and inanna. Obviously lmao. but im gonna tweak them quite a bit #oh anwhays. my 2 freaks i think ive mentioned them. Basicallyyt they were sooo in love abd then Aur naur they doid... sad..... so then they #get 2 the underworld they hang out theyre happy and then lg is like Ok time 4 u to get reincarnated and theyre like yeyyyyy and then theyre #supposed to be put on seperate sides of the world. and probably would never meet so theyre like Actually fuck this ! and bust out #and then theyre judt On the run from the death authorities for the next few millenia #and they can possess ppl btw. so yeah now rheyre judt running ariund #but also theyre so divorced bc being one of two immortal beings. and having one other person whos immortal. You get sick of them so fast #so theyre very divorced and have literally thousands of years worth of shit to bitch about but they also do have crazy sex all the time #anddd theres like one specific reaper assigned to their case and well theyve got a weird gay thing with him too... so yeah

[astrxealis]

actually i'll change them to look like this

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #okay just random rambles now :> #he goes by apollo !! unless i change it. bcs i have now associated myself w that name even more ORHEODHSK anyways they r uhm #okay so. he/she/they ?? he/they/he. i don't want to do they first bcs rhat's a bit too similar to me KDHSKDNS #i love that vieras can canonically be trans!! it is part of their lore!! i wna make this guy uhm. idk. ftm or mtf or nb masc or fem leaning #maybe i'll just make him like. bigender. OKAY THAT WORKS. idk what assigned at birth tho ... anyways i love them #he/she/they i think. prefers they as default from others but she defaults to he for himself <3 #his hair originally was like . really light. like the one for my actual wol rn uhh rlly light purple #i didn't mean for it to be purple but it fits perfectly and i dont want to change it >< i changed it for this guy just now tho bcs he wld #be too similar LFHSKDJS they have little white freckles!!! theyre like stars :] hehe #idk if name apollo still sobs. thats the name of my other vv important ffxiv oc and that is also my other name #polaris wld probably be nice !! oh shit wait hyacinth for his counterpart. perfect. oh god #and then to my wols yeah that is apollo HOLY FUCK IM SO BIG BRAINWD. okay but his name uhhhh polaris mayhaps #i'll check my pronouny for other names i like :O #anyways this is my male viera alt!! he is min height ofc :> but still sm taller than me SOBS #he's kind of mischievous but also quiet . he's uh. i'm in love with my oc yes T_T #tag later #his hair reminds me of milk chocolate ... mixed w vanilla!! thsw was the hair color i used for fun actually back on my wol b4 i canonically #changed her hair to the vv light white-purple it is now :> uh. i still need to work on lore LMAO #my goal is to properly work and write on lore of my ocs b4 7.0 !! a few years :] <3 #this also includes my fandomless ocs hehe ... maybe ill talk abt them more one day

[waitingforminjae]

Seeing ppl defend DeanPharm in the year 2022 rly is healing bc I felt like I (and the few others I found when UWMA was airing) was going insane because the majority I saw called them boring. It really was that "are we even watching the same show?" experience lmao

no literallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i was rewatching the v end of ep.13 just now and the top comment was like "WHEN THE SIDE STORY ATTRACTS YOU MORE THAN THE MAIN STORY😂" and like that could NOT be me!!!!!

like respectfully teamwin trying to sell me lays will never beat deanpharm's "reincarnated lovers who were reincarnated into each other's families and have to deal with the consequences of their suicides, specifically the pain and trauma intouch went thru that was so devastating it carried over into his next life, and healing from said pain and trauma in a soft, respectful college romance that's rlly just their own soft epilogue after the pain and struggle of their past lives"

i rlly cannot imagine calling such a healing and simply BEAUTIFUL story boring........like me and exo-s-victory-lap were just talking abt this but the way uwma took so many tropes and neutralized them into something that felt SO natural and normal instead of awkward/cringy tropes is unparalleled and they did so much to start pushing bls forward from a fetishistic fanservice thing to a medium for real, serious gay stories. plus, it's kinda the POINT that there's no drama w deanpharm!!!!! everything that went wrong in their last lives goes right this time, and they get to be happy!! characters and stories that are happy and good are not boring!!! in fact, i think it's boring to think otherwise. uwma is abt gay healing and that's so important and GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#and i say this w no hate bc i loved team and win!!! the scene at the end of ep.10 when team asks win to take him to see the christmas light #*lights #is one of my favs in the whole show! #and i'm v much looking forward to their show #but in uwma........well it's really not even a competition deanpharm had such a beautiful premise and a unique and refreshingly healing #execution of it!!!!!!!! #f: uwma #the asks and the answers #i will literally defend deanpharm w my LIFE #don't worry anon we have each other! #the fact that ppl only cared abt teamwin is genuinely insane to me bc in uwma they rlly........have nothing lmfao #like bounprem's chemsitry MADE that couple they rlly had no development it all happened off screen when u look at what they had ON screen #they're rlly kinda flat......and cute!!!!!!!!!!! they r so funny and cute in their own way #which is again the POINT of uwma!!!!!!!!1 #everything is cute and simple in the present day bc it CAN BE!!!!!!!! #wait fuck i forgot to censor the names it's gonna show up in the tag now rip #this rlly isn't hate i love them too!!!!!!