#for the rags i guess

[awetfrog]

replayed the disco game for self inflicted brain damage

#disco elysium spoilers #just in case #DE #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #uhhh #cw blood #for the rags i guess #my art tag? #huffing hurt/comfort of the post tribunal scene like its industrial glue in a paper bag

[linkedin-offficial]

random bullshit

#its atrd again! yippie!!!!!! #who wouldve fucking guessed #i like torturing myself apparently #sorry for nothing lately ive been very slow with art stuff #too busy stressing about life #oh well!!!! #ill live #the amazing digital circus #tadc ragatha #atrd #atrd ragatha #atrd ruby #the influencer #also some . shitposty aus where rags is sans? i guess #im not going into detail about those.sorry #undertale

[tj-crochets]

I felt like braiding something and had no projects currently on the docket that involve braiding, so I started making a braided rag rug! So far, it’s about a foot by about three inches

#I’ve never made a rag rug before #well. I kind of have one half finished? #made of jelly roll strips and batting and sewing #so I guess it’s more accurate to say I’ve never braided a rug before #I have no specific plans for this rug I just felt like making one #I mean. it’s probably going to end up rainbow because it’s me #but I’m really liking the blue and purple so far

[astronomodome]

Feeling conflicted about the cyberpunk thingy impulse is going for because like yeah it’s a great theme and I like the aesthetics a lot but what I really like most about cyberpunk is the themes of corporate alienation and/or transhumanism etc etc which I know will not be addressed at all and in fact it’s kind of stupid of me to expect that at all from a minecraft series. Does anyone else get that or just me

#this is an issue I’ve been having with mcyt content in general you know. not ragging on impulse specifically #it’s just… I find it difficult to reconcile the quality of narrative focused mcyt content with its complete lack of commentary #should it have commentary? I believe it could if it wanted to. I don’t think it has to #but then you see these genres being… skinned and worn as cloaks #taking the aesthetics and story without any of the meaning behind it #and when it was just Minecraft builds that was expected. I guess it is still expected and I’m being a huge snob #but like. mcyt narrative is so fucked from a quality standpoint. you can’t even have villains who are other mcyters because people #will get mad at them #is that an unrelated issue? maybe. but I don’t think so #idk. mcyters aren’t expected to be storytellers and they don’t need to be #but I see these things happen over and over again and it’s just uncanny to see something that walks like a story talks like a story #but at the same time has absolutely nothing of value to say #it’s very early on so maybe there will be something done with this concept but I doubbbt it. I would be very pleasantly surprised #astro speaks #hermitcraft #not putting this in the impulse tag cause he would be more likely to see it #and I don’t want him to feel like he has to address this at all #it’s more just me noticing a trend

[spread-the-influence]

Post-Influence Rags not only being afraid of touch cause she's paranoid and scared she's still infected, but also convinced that Pomni hates her.

// honestly ? she'll be convinced that Everyone hates her as much as they try to convince her otherwise . it would be easier for her to work through the guilt if she was Completely unaware of what she's doing - which isn't the case .

. i realized this is possibly her worst nightmare - just having hurt everyone she cares for , being a selfish bitch during it , and being completely vulnerable by the end of it . yeah . no . she's staying in her room for weeks thank you //

#[ ooc ] #me omw to make the most tormented ragatha ever #someone has to make rags whump i guess sorry dolly #i prommy post influence ragatha is gonna do miles better she just has the rockiest road of recovery #[ info ]

[sskk-manifesto]

Through all the first time watching the second season I thought the shadows were supposed to represent Lucy, and even now I have an hard time shrugging that impression off

#I suppose since the beginning I was REALLY desperate for more Lucy content #And it just makes sense for me to be her? Like I KNOW she's not but the shadow is so similar to her silhouette... #With the spikes next to the head being her hair and the ragged skirt. #Also y'know. The Abyssal Red™ #Even the string on the waist might have been there to represent the ribbod Atsushi wrapped around her #Then Lucy could represent a shadow of regret following Atsushi everywhere he goes... #I guess Atsushi has a type #I guess I was REALLY DESPERATE for more women screentime #lucy maud montgomery #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd s2 #bsdrewatch2023

[thisteaistoosweet]

Cahara but if he was a contestant of the termina festival.

(Made for an enlightened cahara au)

#my art #drawing #sketch #fanart #fear and hunger #cahara #cahara of the south #f&h #fah #should i tag the second game because it’s a design for it? #eh #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #nobody to stop me i guess #fear and hunger termina #f&h2 #f&ht #fah2 #faht #outfit design #character design #enlightened cahara au #s ending still kinda happens but Celeste was killed while he was in the dungeons #He’s just sad and rich. #makes friends with Rag and Moonless comes to visit often #Moonless hasn’t came to see him in a while and Rag has been very quiet which gets hims suspicious and has him taking a row boat over - #to prevail because the train hasn’t came back for some reason #manages to avoid all the ghosts and is like town is weird but okay i guess lmao #Perkele sees him and goes. you know what? I’m going to add this twink to the festival because nobody has killed anybody within this first d #and an extra day because this is bound to be intresting #I don’t think anyone is gonna read all my tags but have my abdriged rundown of the au lmao

[nerevar-quote-and-star]

Brynjolf: I dropped out in fourth grade to run scams to support my Nana.

Vekel the Man: That means you haven't known the triumphs and defeats, the epic highs and lows of high school football.

#rip him i guess #vekel i mean #good for bryn #brynjolf #vekel the man #the ragged flagon #thieves guild #riften #nerevar queue and star #incorrect quotes #incorrect elder scrolls #incorrect skyrim quotes #tes #the elder scrolls #skyrim #the elder scrolls v: skyrim #source: riverdale

[sea-jello]

Day 13/October 13: Clothes || New Beginnings || "This is your family."

ft morro in my clothes lmao i am never beating the assigned morro at aggie allegations

if we’re going for the more human approach

plus without the shirt pattern just for fun

and the shirt pattern that got cut off cause i cropped the canvas lol

#i just KNOW someone gotta do a banger thing with wu giving morro new clothes and ditching the rags after he takes him in #but that person is not gonna be me #simply because i don’t know what to do with the idea #this was supposed to be a doodle #but it evolved cause i was just trying out new things #that one’s my favorite jacket btw it’s so great #it’s a bomber jacket but with the hood attached to it #and that was my favorite shirt once upon a time but it’s sorta lost it’s specialty #just cause i’ve seen it so many times #and i do have black cargo pants but i guess everyone has them they’re just cargo pants #i didnt know what to do for the bg but just white looked so boring so i slapped down a rectangle and called it a day #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #jellos scribbles

[bmpmp3]

blockprint of the four armed miku from utsu-p's "an alien's i love you" printed on scraps from old broken pajamas~

#linocut #printmaking #fanart #? of a lyric video LOL #an alien's i love you #uchuujin no I love you #utsu-p #vocaloid #one of the most heartwrenching songs on earth <3 #also. pajama pattern reveal? i guess??? when my clothes break too much to fix i cut em up to use as fabric #its good for like rags for cleaning or painting but its also a good medium for stuff like this! #some of these i'll hem the edges and use em as like patches #the broken clothes lives on to be used to fix holes in my other clothes... the cycle begins anew #the top two and especially the top right one are kinda fun because like #the fabric was like. gathered? on a fabric level not a stitching level so there were wrinkles that couldnt be ironed out #but because of that when i printed with my schools printing press it kind of like #gave these interesting 'cuts' in the design from where the fabric had folds #neat!

[babyfairy]

very very hard and painful day. one of the hardest i’ve ever endured. i don’t know if/when things will get better but i shared with some of my loved ones how i’m feeling and i was honest about feeling like i’m at rock bottom. love is the only thing that can carry me through. i can’t do it on my own

#i hope i get to a point someday where life feels worth living and i don’t wake up every day wishing it was my last. genuinely #i want to see the beauty in life so badly. i want to know what anchors everyone here #because right now i just don’t know how anyone can handle it. or how it’s worth it for anyone #anyway. i’m fine just tired i cried a lot and my entire face is swollen and i still had to work (lol) so i’m just like. worn ragged i think #physically emotionally etc. just completely raw and wounded. and i have no energy left #but for now i’m safe. so i guess that’s all that matters because that’s all i can control

[cuubism]

Whenever you post another Hope/Morpheus fic snippet my brain does this:

that's kind of what they are doing to my brain right now too 😂 i need them to get out of my house

(it's based on this post i made ages ago btw, that's what this fic was birthed from. it wasn't supposed to get this long XD)

I'm so glad you're looking forward to it, that makes me happy :)

here's a snippet. 1789 meeting. tw violence

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Morpheus was hardly shocked when the goons stepped forward, though Hope looked between them in surprise, as if he had truly expected he might be able to negotiate his way out of this. And argument or not, Morpheus was not going to let these men step near him. He stood, which effectively drew both men’s gazes to him, discreetly picking up cutlery as he went. Morpheus had had plenty of occasions in life to need to know how to fight, and he was lightly built in comparison to lots of other men so he’d learnt to fight fast and dirty. He went for the man closer to Hope first, catching him about the wrist as he swung his blade, twisting so it dropped from his grasp and landing a hard jab of the heel of his hand into the man’s solar plexus. The man dropped to the floor, and Morpheus spun for the other, just missing the slash of a blade at his shoulder. He ducked under the blow and brought up the fork he’d grabbed from the table, spearing it right into the man’s eye, ignoring the spray of blood and the scream. He was calm, felt nothing about it other than the need to stay between Hope and these men who would do him harm, though perhaps he should have felt more, fear or regret for the violence. But he didn’t. Having downed both of the lady’s goons, Morpheus turned again—only to find the lady herself holding a knife to his throat. He expected to have to shove her off and possibly get his throat cut in the process—not that it would be permanent—when Hope stood and slipped between them, quiet as a flicker of light, and touched two fingers to the lady’s bare sternum. She gasped as if he’d plunged a blade into her chest instead, and stumbled back, eyes wide, dropping her knife with a clatter. She looked utterly dazed, far off, and as Morpheus watched, tears fell from her eyes, one after the other, and she clutched her chest. And then fled. Morpheus watched her leave with curiosity. Somehow, he hadn’t expected Hope to have any defensive abilities—he was always rather the type to negotiate with a burglar that they should be making better life choices—but in retrospect it was obvious that an Endless would be able to defend himself, even if he didn’t often use it. When Morpheus looked over at him—he was really standing quite close, which Morpheus tried not to think about—Hope was openly gaping at him. “You— you stabbed him in the eye.” Morpheus raised an eyebrow. “And?” “With a fork.” “Yes, I thought pulling a proper knife might be more conspicuous.” Morpheus couldn’t tell if the man was dead. He was certainly down. It didn’t really matter. “Vicious.” Hope looked at the fallen bodies. “Fates. What a turn for drinks to take.” “I suppose you hoped for better,” Morpheus said, and Hope grinned at him. “Always do.”

#hope/morpheus (HORPHEUS??) dynamic is insane it's just #morpheus: the world sucks i'm gonna kill myself (never gets around to it) #hope: the world is so beautiful i love everyone :) (currently having a panic attack) #(the 'endless also embody their opposite function' idea is alive and well in this and hope's opposite function according to me is Fear #so there's that.) does hope accept that about himself of course not. he's in total denial about having an anxiety disorder #also #morpheus: *moping wet rag of a creature* #hope: he is so beautiful he's like shadow personified :) #hope: *physical embodiment of toxic positivity* #morpheus: that's my personal Sun actually and if anyone hurts him i'll blow up the earth #hope au #my writing #fic doesn't currently have ALL of their meetings in it. currently has 1789. 1889. and 1989 after morpheus rescues him. & allusions to 1689 #i guess i could add all the others? might be interesting. but ugh it's so long already

[mashbrainrot]

I think if you are the sort of person with Big Feelings when it comes to a certain piece of media (or just in general) you may have a tendency to read every post someone makes - and even posts they simply reblog - and assume they also have Big Feelings about it. Assume they have some sort of... dark agenda, are attempting to stir up drama, however you wanna frame it. The truth is, a lot of the time, people post things with very little feeling, and sometimes without much thought.

#see: my post from earlier that seemed to make at least one person experience some Big Feelings #and also seemed to make at least one person jump to ALL SORTS of conclusions. all of which were pretty wild and off the mark. #like 1-6 people were really in my askbox talking about bj when he wasnt even the main thing i was talking about. red rag to a bull i guess #anyway once i post this I'll be back to the regularly programmed not having the time for this #also due to a fun new tumblr mobile glitch #where i cant seem to edit any og posts i make once i post em #i guess this will just be up and i wont be able to amend it. so i better stick with it huh. #basically just assume everything i post on here is posted with Little Feelings because this is a mash blog and i am 31 years of age. #ok now i need to tag this extensively so it shows up in every conceivable m/ash tag one sec... #(queuing this so I'll be asleep when it drops lmao)

[tipsycowplant]

Me: Oh good, the Welcome Wagon! My sim needs some friends. 

Welcome Wagon: just fucking dies

Me: 

#sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #i just wanted to play a casual rags to riches until the new pack comes out #but okay #i guess thats one way to keep property taxes low #like damn eric sorry your entire family died #you got that fruitcake tho

[lunarharp]

wip thing...

of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)

they mean the world to me

#bg3 spoilers #?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say..... #it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me. #i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee #i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable. #bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen #makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there. #dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it #augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH???? #my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way. #Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3 #I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE #AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY #grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear #truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol #if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life #being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer. #Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this? #For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online #someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this. #why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness? #What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...? #hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!! #i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful. #but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting. #I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself #I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing. #I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come. #Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......

[captaincleverusernamehere]

Just totally bombed the dance audition for City on Fire. As in Got Two Moves In And Then Froze Completely, Mind Blank, People Running Into Me, Giving Up. Twice.

#I’m okay with it tho I guess. it’s the hardest dance in the show and the only one we audition for. and it’s barefoot + in rags bc asylum #it’s SO MUCH FUN THO but like I don’t wanna change that fully #I’m sad about it but maybe it was fate bc I have to learn understudy stuff and I would like to be less busy so it’s okay :[ #sweeney todd #school