#fixed me right up fr

[ech0light]

oh my fucking god i was having a bit of a moment because of. the passage of time. and overstimulation. and like i really wasnt feeling it but then my brain was like “hey at least theres that mcr concert next year” AND IT LITERALLY CALMED ME DOWN. LIKE I WAS OKAY AFTERWARDS. whatever mental illness i have it is kinda finny sometimes

#for context ive been in the same class with the same 20 or so people for 4 years straight #and next year we're all gonna be in different classes from one another #we still have some together but its a massive change regardless #ive known for years but it really only just hit today yknow #remembering the concert made me stop grieving the past and made me excited for the future. or smth like that #fixed me right up fr

[seeliragh-fr]

two normal-looking obelisks next to each other

#i havent been able to draw much recently but rest assured im still thinking about beasts #the fr art academy discord is like atlas holding up rhe earth for me right now for finding the will to draw despite all my classwork #this is just iraia from that one angle again but its okay #also someday ill fix my levels in post but whatever. darkmode iraia sorry #seeliragh art

[grahamcore]

if you’ve read a metric ton of fanfiction and had your memory of canon retroactively altered you may be entitled to financial compensation

#but fr this experience is so funny to me and it happens constantly #i once had a real convo with a friend about hannibal burning down will’s house and how i was shocked that it didn’t get brought up more #yeah that shit just straight up did not happen. i read it in a fic. #but i had been going on for i don’t know how long thinking that will’s house had burned down at some point?? i felt brainwashed #sometimes it’s helpful though. it’s nice to be able to read fix it fics and then intentionally live a lie #what do you mean hannibal and will aren’t miraculously living under the radar of the law in florence right now? yes they are. #i do this for daredevil too. season 3 ended so differently in my mind #and ESPECIALLY for the witcher because fuck that whole geralt never properly apologizing and treating jaskier like shit thing #hannibal #hannigram #daredevil #the witcher #dc

[thedickcavettshow]

it’s so crazy the way that my university has completely screwed me over so many times and there’s literally nothing I can do about it. I should be graduating this year but because of two specific people who made several mistakes that they did not bother to solve I have to do at least one more semester, possibly two.

#Fuck you Alessio and Noah the two biggest fucking idiots in the world who fucked up my schedule and did nothing to fix it #Alessio my shit advisor who stood me up for meetings and didn’t allow me to sign up for classes when I should’ve been able to #And Noah my replacement advisor after Alessio dipped who is the most incompetent person in the world #who consistently messes up my schedule making me drop classes I needed and that kind of shit and never takes responsibility for it #It’s crazy how I’ve done everything right but because of the complete incompetence of the staff I’m being punished #I fr want to kms lol. I’m so fucking tired of being in college

[millenniummmbop]

rivalshipping is about healing to me but like in a “well-meaning yet still ill-advised codependency” way

#*pulls down projection screen and extends my collapsible pointer stick thing* #Yugi was a lonely kid with unresolved anger issues who went too far w the whole revenge fantasy thing #until The Power Of Friendship TM mellowed him out and he finally landed in a more emotionally stable state #*clicks to next slide* #meanwhile kaiba over here is ALSO a lonely kid with unresolved anger issues who ALSO went too far w his own fucked up revenge fantasy #*quickly shuffles through slides of Death-T* #but two mind-shattering comas later and yugi at the very least was willing to bury the hatchet and try to start over again #the whole 'kaiba vs peg sus' fiasco was where everyone finds out kaiba's motives up to that point and where it all finally clicks for yugi #*clicks to next slide to reveal the 'he just like me fr' meme but it's yugi crying on the balcony inside peggy's castle* #it's after this that yugi starts thinking 'Well friendship fixed ME so maybe it can fix HIM too' #*clicks next slide and hits play on the embedded video* #Yugi: good morning kaiba-kun! nice weather we're having today huh? #Kaiba: I'm going to beat u in the face and in the ass #Yugi: haha alright bud I'll see u at regionals tomorrow #Yugi said so himself that he wanted 'friends he could count on and who could count on him' (paraphrasing) #i think he saw this mess of a human being recklessly barreling towards the edge at 100 miles an hour and said #'yeah this looks like something i can personally fix' #bc he's the type of person to just selflessly shoulder a mountain of burdens if it means helping someone he cares about #like his heart is definitely in the right place but i don't think he realizes that kaiba also needs like #therapy and mood stabilizers or some shit #*a voice rings out from the back of the class* #'op they had like 10 minutes of conversation MAX over the entirety of duelist kingdom this is literally all in ur head* #no no the groundwork is there for all of this i PROMISE #lion king rafiki voice: look harder #like yes i'm delusional but i'm also RIGHT #(⓿_⓿) #ignore me

[uldahstreetrat]

btw I know the point was that I couldnt reply or comment but thank you to everyone that sent in those anonymous opinions the last couple days, I really needed those kind words this week <33

#I broke one of my already bad teeth a few days ago and it had me a mess #i got it taken care of and all fixed up today and it really helped to have some kind words yesterday <3 #made it way less stressful to deal with to have a lil positivity fr #still sore right now but im much better!

[seventh-district]

it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨ #the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more- #-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :) #man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it! #if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out… #anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!! #after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go- #Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo! #i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!) #anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)

[the-acid-pear]

The grind just never ends OT2

#luly talks #wip #i love posting shit here bc it helps me see things i won't otherwise #like how the torso looks a little squished does it? it'd do w a little expanding #we'd go for a stronger hourglass shape w a little back reinforcement #on the right. the left is covered already #my new lineart looks Bad btw ik bc i forgot what i was doing for the first 😭 #i think i was doing the 1 pixel trick. maybe 2? #like there's always one of two i either go very small and build up or i go normal and shave off #i think i was going on the building up route #I'll revisit tomorrow #btw isn't the head good? <- what your mom hear yesterday #no but fr i worked hard and im pretty content ^_^ #i fucked the belly up a little btw i know ill fix that tomorrow too though idk how exactly #still struggling w the outfit btw. idk what I'll do 😭

[schmabbald]

i have literally never made a comic before so. if this is odd looking you know what happened. rip to the three JPGs of Obama i put in here originally

#i am TOO autistic about these guys like. ive never actually had consistent enough motivation to finish A Whole Comic for anything #if this were timelapsed youd be able to see me adding the jpgs of obama and removing them an hour later #they kept making me laugh and i couldnt focus properly #anyway theyve been slightly redesigned. johns collar has been fixed and they both have new crests on their uniforms #i struggled for like 20 minutes trying to give john the right amount of red. his face flushes when hes crying/trying not to. like me fr #i dont like this that much BUT the joke is pretty funny so. up it goes. also first comic so. up it goes again #rtgame miitopia #oh no ive left the sarky comments about the table on there. oh well theyre staying now

[boyfhee]

fans will use the lamest excuse to defend wonyoung

#not hating on her but like . yall need to stop and hold her accountablr for her actions #btw this is not ab her being cringe or pick me idk ab that y'all can decide #this is ab her not bowing to anyone not even seniors #she either ignores or turns her head down like by 10 degrees idk #which is disrespectful bc bowing is like . ur showing respect to seniors / elders / or whoever idk #i saw a vid saying she doesn't bow bc she has to learn her script like pls be fr #i believe they get scripts beforehand #and bowing isn't gna ruin her makeup / hair and even if it does it's not smn that takes too long to fix #and not just mubank. she doesn't even bow on award shows #also ive noticed how she speeds up to the centre postion during air port shoots #maybe that isnt so serious but idt the postions for shoot are specified #but she needs to let other members get the spotlight #idk if she's insecure or what but she's one of the most popular idols she's gna get attention even when she's not a centre #idc if y'all find this offensive tbh but it's stupid if u defend her on thus #this*** #you know she is wrong and u call ppl who point this out jealous yada yada #but my friend we're just right & and u dont wanna accept that ur fav is at fault #there's a diff btwn straight up hating and pointing out the mistakes #yall be acting like someone's putting u in jail of u don't defend with ur life :/ #constructive criticism doesn't make someone look bad !! let that sink in !! #u don't tell ur mom that she's jealous when she points out smn that you're doing wrong #it's literally the same logic #let alone mom u don't even tell this to anyone irl #which just means yall take too much advantage of being behind a screen and saying whatever the fuck u want to #yeah long story short: learn to hold your favs accountable #it won't make u look bad and certainly won't affect them either unless you're going off w death threats #which is sick btw if u condone sending death threats #ramyeon with spam !

[bongjuiceconcentrate]

incredibly interesting how “leftists” on the internet decided that, now that autism is cool and trendy, making fuck of schizophrenic people is 100% completely fine and in fact, the new go to group of people to insult

#y’all fucking hate disabled people!!!! #if you have ever said ‘schizoposting’ i hate you!!!!!! #fr like please die!!! you have less worth to me than any schizophrenic person with any off the wall beliefs. i am so serious. yes including #schizophrenic people who have been exploited and lied to by the fascist alt right #we are forgetting that these people are victims who can’t easily distinguish fact from fiction and reality from delusion #we should be beheading those who make up these dumb ass conspiracies and helping the mentally i’ll but half of y’all don’t even actually #even actually care about any of ts and instead wish to beat on people the world has deemed deserving of it #like we could be doxxing billionaires and instead you are bullying the disabled on the internet #because those millionaires took advantage of the symptoms of said disability to make them complacent in their own and other oppression #how do you guys not see the issue here #excuse typos i am not fixing this lmao

[foxtsumus]

what if you banged out three pretty good arcs back to back, finally getting rid of that one character you don't like very much in the process, and then as soon as you were out of easy callback material to that first really good arc, you started writing a series of largely unrelated battles connected by rules that are both overcomplicated and flimsy, populated by characters that are irrelevant, underutilised, or both, in a setting that completely nukes a bunch of the ideas you were originally trying to explore. what then

#every day i think abt how much time was wasted on......... well we just don't know actually. turns out all that time we used trying to buy #rules for the overcomplicated system was just kind of silly. whoops! great job anyway tho guys we'll just have this brand-new character #fix our problems right here and now and then go away forever. did you know that the mangaka said he wanted to be done with this series #within the next year and a half because i sure remember! how about that random US/CN military plotline that got thrown in at the end? #anybody else remember that? how about the amount of time we had for that random french guy to get steamrolled by hakari? surely that #time wouldn't have been better spent letting tsukumo yuki DO ANYTHING right? #i am being so fr when i say that the culling games arc was a Bad Choice for some of the stuff gege made a big deal out of before #jujutsu society sucks ass and to expand upon this topic i am going to blow it up so there's nothing to talk about anymore. Cool #and then he just flubbed the interpersonal themes too by sidelining them for most of the arc in favour of Cool Fights With Strangers #it just bums me out man #vposting #jjk spoilers

[todayisafridaynight]

In my head *cough, fantasies* RGG isn't so centered on their need to 'one game only' their villains, and allow the characters they already have to expand and grow beyond those games. (Ryuji-though he came back in Dead Souls, Mine, Aizawa) they do a good job making really compelling, interesting characters and then have to speed run to their demise. It's unfortunate, but I do understand they were operating with 'there might not be another game after this so we don't want to get too far ahead of ourselves' much of the time. Hell I don't even need redemption arcs, just..not having death be the only answer, if that makes sense? Or I just get to attached to the well-done villains. Heh. (chaoszonenate)

noooo it makes me sooo pissed actually just because kiryu (and even ichiban !!) Every Time preaches about people's capabilities to start over and so long as you have a will to go on you can right your wrongs but !!!! these fucks aren't ever given that chance and i'm over it !!!!!!!!!

if no redemption arc for them then at the very least let them go to jail idk- just stop killing them because the game's over

#snap chats #spoilers #because im going to get into spoilers becaUSE EVERY TIME THIS TOPIC'S BROUGHT UP WE KNOW WHAT I GOTTA SAY #AOKI'S DEATH WAS STILL THE DUMBEST AND STUPIDEST SHIT EVER LIKE UGH #aoki's death is LITERALLY like. the primest example of what is wrong with this trope from RGG #like the ending of Y7 could have been so beautiful and good and meaningful had aoki survived #take him to prison and let him start to atone for what he did the RIGHT way #UGH I GET SO MAD CAUSE IT WAS LOOKING SO GOOD TOWARDS THE END AND THEN KUME FUCKIN #CHEKHOV'S FUCKIN KUME I GUESS i hate this game so much #i hate this game because i love it so much BUT the ending the ending is literally the only thing stopping me from adoring Y7 1000% #that and the mirror face moment but like. Fine Whatever i'll look over it if it means joon-gi cancels aoki live on twitter #back to mine tho. cause i mean. We Know Me. i really wish he lived just to see daigo's reaction #like i can't even begin to imagine how daigo would react to learning about everything mine did- what mine was GOING to do too #GOD i really dont know.... i REALLY dont know because daigo's a good man but that's SUCH a big betrayal #i feel like kiryu would've accidentally wing manned for mine though yk what i mean #listen if he's willing to tell daigo mine wouldn't betray him then im sure he'd help daigo understand that like #Ok Mine's Deranged But We Can Fix Him :) like father like son you know GOD theyre idiots but i love them like family #ok im prob gon run out of tags if i keep going i can save all that fr a fanfic idk BYYYYEE

[thormanick]

Reading The History of the Decline and Fall of Remuria be like: … is this Silmarillion?

#like fr I started reading about the perfect harmonious melody and Remus fixing it #and was like. this is very ‘There was Eru the One…’ #I think I can make so many jokes about this #just find this funny #reminded me that I indeed intend to finally read the work one day #playing Genshin NU-HUH MORE LIKE studying the ancient history of a completely made up world am I right or am I right- #and by saying that i refer to the remuria book but funnily enough i think it can also apply to Silmarillion- #genshin impact #afinna explores teyvat #genshin impact thoughts #genshin impact fontaine #Genshin impact remuria #on the same not losing it over how OLD Gurabad is #like the whole drama unfolded and yet ancient fontaine still struggled to get itself together #fontaine kinda missing out on all the fun. on the other hand #kinda absolutely horrified by how. how very classified and separated everything was orchestrated to be

[gayemoji]

tomorrow i am going to listen to my chemical romances entire discography and it is going to heal me so good . im am going to be so much better for it .

#🔔 REMINDER 🔔 #this week has been blurry as all hell #until today when i had to drive somewhere i i threw on boy divisions #and ccan i tell you it felt like waking up . it cleared the image. the zest of life . the saturation returned #for just a moment #so for now i have to sleep but tomorrow i have a gameplan and that means more to me right now than anything ever will again #im going to have such a cathartic mental health walk its going to be so incredibly motivating i cannot fucking wait #my chem #m #music recs #once again this band is going to fix me fr

[noxtivagus]

hflaksdjflsdkhf

#🌙.vents #okay i shld rlly be more mindful of like my warning signs bcs talking a bit w one of my irls rn with apollo in our gc n #TIME IS REALLY NOT ON MY SIDE RIGHT NOW BUT #tmrrw i rlly want to write smth more for them bcs i think she's not rlly doing well rn n we touched on that a bit earlier but #i want to say more. i really do #usually i still manage well on my own but i'm human too n i really realize how my mood gets. like. i feel sad n all when i #don't talk to ppl for a while. #NOT THAT IT'S ANYONE'S FAULT THOUGH OKAY 😭 #wait my mind is rlly a mess rn bcs i'm both distressed n at peace right now n it's confusing but i'm #genuinely fine n i genuinely don't have resentment towards anyone even though it may seem like it. #i hate idolizing others or being too idealistic though sometimes i get caught up in it but i'm aware when i do n try to fix it? #so. from my perspective #though i try to be objective n. separate n be aware of what is subject to me #i'm aware of my own self so. i think i'm decently aware of my own friends too #like their faults n strengths but i love them as a whole n want the best for them. if that makes sense #i really don't know how to describe it right now n that incapability to word it well enough distresses me in this particular yeah but #in my head i really do know n that gives me peace at least n #I'M SORRY I'M REALLY JUST RAMBLING A LOT RN I'M DUMPING N I'M NOT THINKING TOO MUCH OF IT I CRIED A BIT N THEN #it's so hot here i don't know why i'm not turning on the fan n then sorry to my friend ily /p but my energy is low rn n #yk what i'll just do more tmrrw. but my responsibilities w school r fucking me up i think weekends shld be 3 days fr so i can rest #rlly comforts me though when i think of. the complexity of life n. how humans are like. like. more like on how #yk normal stuff abt being human like we all have struggles n i rlly love thinking of how each of us loves differently w different ppl n #how we think i want to learn of all my friends' beliefs n philosophies n ideals n i want to just understand sm okay hdfaljsdkf #i find each of them so interesting but yk personally i have struggles w actually initiating that connection bcs of anxiety n then #it's rather comforting isn't it knowing how others have their own struggles too right? but we still connect. n. yeah #but i shld sleep soon so i'll shut my thoughts off now n priv these posts later bcs i am Genuinely just rambling i'm not thinking too much #GOOD NIGHT <3 ILL FIX MY TUMBLR TMRRW 😭