#first thing in my brain in the morning

[brionbroadway]

me explaining why murph is my favourite dm vs. people listening to naddpod on my recommendation

#naddpod #brian murphy #ba2mia #ba2umia #em's this is who he really is works two ways here #when i tell you this post was the first thing i thought of this morning #i could use my brain for other things but unfortunately i have a poster's heart

[blujayonthewing]

pitched battle inside my brain between the part of me that's desperately shaking myself by the shoulders going "YOU HAVE GOT TO ACTUALLY LIVE THE KIND OF LIFE YOU IMAGINE INSTEAD OF JUST SITTING AROUND IMAGINING IT UNTIL YOU DIE!!" and the part of me that's clutching my face going "is this allowed? is this allowed?? is this allowed???"

#trying to plan a solo cicada pilgrimage and getting brainworms about it yeehaw #'making a lot of plans and never actually doing things in real life' has been a problem for literally as long as I can remember #but I also feel like I've developed a learned helplessness over the last several years that's gotten worse as I've gotten older?? #me age twenty: I think I'm gonna take myself to chicago next week because I feel like going to the zoo #me age thirty: am I allowed to go camping alone. am I allowed to do a solo road trip. I need a grownup #to be extremely clear I am very much allowed and this is not justin's fault and I don't know where it comes from #like I'll run things by him lowkey seeking 'permission' that I don't even need and he'll be like 'yeah that sounds good to me' #and then I STILL won't do the thing because like. my brain keeps insisting there needs to be a grownup in charge?? HELLO I'M GROWNUP #anyway I'm doing cicada trip solo BECAUSE-- the drive is so long I want to do five days because two of them will just be driving #and he can't get that much time off work right now #AND because I literally only want to Be Camping and Looking At Bugs but he'd get bored of a week of that he likes Activities #me this morning getting insecure and weird: what are your thoughts... on cicada voyage.... #him after at first not even understanding the question: I'm SO excited for you?? you deserve to get to go absolutely feral??? #I do.... ;n; 💕 why am I so scared to be a person....... #about me #cicada quest

[hoofpeet]

Arceus sees people talking about the most fuckable guy on the mountain and goes "hm. The balance is off. There should be two" and drops reigen in there then goes "wait. Is that the right one?" snd emmet is sat at home like ;m;

images taken 3 seconds before Mob rips apart space time and un-isekais everyone

#mailbox #hoof draws #i fell asleep with the poll on my phone yesterday so the first thing i saw this morning (1pm) was reigen winning the sexyman poll #so i'm in some sort of brain mode today

[giftplane]

On conversations with The Universe

Or, receiving advice you'd rather not follow. Not if you don't have to.

[ A small thing, a conversation I envisioned this morning. Minor, minor spoilers, but nothing major. You know what Siffrin's getting up to. I don't know what I'm doing. ]

The Favor Tree.

Siffrin had been here a couple of times, since he’d gotten to Dormont. Not every time he looped, but whenever he needed to to back to the village, he would come over. It was, in part, because he had to - because they knew Isabeau was always there, and he had to find him to sent him off (and to wonder, why does he do that hand thing…) - but…

It was also a reprieve, to Siffrin.

Because here, things didn’t feel… Stagnant. Because there was at least one person who-

“Hello, Stardust~!” There was a call as he drew close enough to the tree to sit down. “Your Fighter, he went on his merry way, correct?”

“Mhm.” Siffrin nodded. “But you wouldn’t have called to me like that if you didn’t know. He would’ve heard you.”

Loop’s expression was unchanging as they seemed to pause. “...I suppose that’s true. Anyways, dear Stardust, how can I help you this loop~?”

Jumping into it, are they? Siffrin had to admit they were always a little unprepared, when the conversation began. Maybe, with time, he’d be used to it. He mulled over what to talk about, before he shifted on the root he’d taken a seat on. “...Let’s just talk about something, I guess.”

“Of course! Let me see, let me see…” Loop seemed to smile at this, pausing to think over what to discuss. In these pauses, Siffrin caught himself thinking about Loop. The inflection of their voice was familiar, but they couldn’t exactly place why… All they could grab at was that it was familiar to them.. Before they could try to figure out anything else, they were cut off.

“So! Stardust, let’s see…” Loop gave a hum. “So, I’ve noticed you’ve been asking your party for less and less help when you get into battles. Why is that?”

Oh great, it’s a conversation about you! Siffrin startled, just a little. “Y-You… You noticed?”

“Of course, Stardust!” Loop replied. “I like to keep my eye on you, you know. But you’ve been doing most of the heavy lifting in your battles.”

“Isn’t it obvious why, Loop?” Siffrin mumbled as he hid a bit of his face in his cloak. “You’ve probably noticed, haven’t you? I loop, but I remember everything, so all of the experience and battling I’ve done doesn’t disappear. But for everyone else…”

“So you feel like you’re overpowered, compared to the rest of your party?” Loop asked, and Siffrin nodded.

“If we want to get through the House again, to try to kill the King again, shouldn’t--”

“Stardust, why don’t you tell your party?” Loop asked, almost puzzled. “Or at least, ask them for more help in your fights.”

“Loop, I don’t..” He seemed to find it a bit difficult to place his words. “They can’t find out, Loop. I was given this power for something, so wouldn’t it be best if they just didn’t know? They can’t know, especially not..”

Especially not Odile. She seems to know everything, so she could probably figure me out, and then..

He felt a twinge in his stomach as he thought it over, but he was startled back to the present by Loop seeming to clear their throat.

“And you think doing all of the work is ‘less obvious’ than just asking them for help?” Loop asked. “Stardust..”

Oh, Stars. He took a sharp breath. He supposed they were right, but he knew, he knew they needed to get through the House as fast as they could manage. He needed to convince them, at the same time, though; anything more obvious than being more skilled in the situation they were all in would get him found out, and that was the thing he wanted the least.

“I.. suppose, I could slow it down a bit.” He mumbled into the hem of his cloak. It was almost a surprise that Loop even heard him.

“Delightful, Stardust! After all, you wouldn’t want to overwork yourself, either.” They cupped their hands together. “You need to be the best you can be to fight the King!”

“Of course.” Siffrin replied. The best that they could be, huh..? Perhaps they could play the part, at least for now. They didn’t want to worry their friends by being more weird, than they already seemed to be.

Of course, that was if they decided they wanted to follow Loop’s advice at all; while they were a genuine help in finding out what to do, the matter of the House felt much, much more pressing than slowing himself down. He supposed he would make the decision on following it when he got to the House, tomorrow, to go through it again to try and get at the King. He’d just have to wait and see.

Oh, Stars. You know how this one goes. 

#tak writes things #in stars and time #isat #isat siffrin #isat loop #drabbles #i think that would be the proper term for it? it's not like a lot. it's a small thing. not very long. #but i woke up this morning and in the like. the just-woke-up-haze i saw a conversation between sif & loop in it. so here we are. #this is the first time i've like written for sif so apologies if its a little rough #anyways ill shut up in the tags now have fun reading my brain soup! i had fun writing it!

[ultrableating]

i stopped habitually opening twitter this week because i realized how bad it was for my mental health and focus and how useless touching the poison ingot was as opposed to doing literally anything else

i was expecting it to be the full trainspotting buckets-near-bed withdrawal experience but tbh shit was easy, especially once i realized being bored is sort of a push to either think thoughts (I KNOW), and confront them even if they are unpleasant, or go find something to do that isnt getting mad and exposing myself to bad takes to power elons chugging money printer

feels good

#inb4 good for you lenakun but i have adhd #me too but i want to use any kind of agency i have over my brain to push against something that turns me further into #someone who is too neurotic and distracted to do things i want to live my life doing #yes i dont even open it first thing in the morning anymore. men posting their W's!!! #pppepep

[thepiecesofcait]

@themiserablesmonth day 4: fabric

Gav Lives AU where Valjean carries him off to safety on his noodle-free shoulder, Marius finds Enjolras's discarded-in-the-heat-of-revolution coat, brings it home and gives it to Gav, who repairs a few rips and tears before taking up the mantle for the 1834 April revolt and/or the chaos of 1848.

#Gav's clothes are NiceTM because upon finding another hungry-hurt-and-lost child Valjean's Papa Instincts ramped up to 11 #Gav's a little too shaken from the 5th & 6th to be his stubbornly-independent sepf just yet #Shoutout to SPFTB (my beloved) for eir ready-knowledge of post-1832 uprisings #and subsequently making me cry first thing in the morning upon picturing a Gavroche that makes it to 28 years of age #All my brain gave me when i started this one was 'Gav sewing' and now i have too mamy feelings #The Miserable(s) Month #TMM 2022 #Gavroche #Les Miserables #France France Revolution #Digital Art #Procreate #Cait Makes

[meownotgood]

oh god I'm having thoughts

#aki brainrot is very strong first thing in the morning #world's prettiest hands...... #his hands are so.... big..... #slender strong fingers........ #lots of thoughts. soooooo many thoughts.... in my brain #why are his hands so sexy I don't understand #aki <3

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167

I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol) #the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help. #and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night #but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess) #(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope)) #but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning #man it was not fun #(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about #being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me #annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help #either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra #I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off #and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué #I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain #and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess #I might have to eventually but I don't wanna #anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!

[the-kipsabian]

im finally becoming fond of this gear. youre never gonna guess why :)

#glad to know my brain is already here first thing in the morning ough #just. pants #anyways im just thinking about him his so stupidly special to me enjoy #box thoughts #(also to be serious the fact that he added the details to the kneepads and boots helps this design choice a lot #i still wish it was flashier. but its not as bad as i originally thought #..and yes also the tightness makes up for a lot LMAO)

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

*uncontrollable guttural screaming intensifies*

#need to write a story or perhaps an academic work. to cleanse my brain #I'm sure part of this is just that I have less than a week before I leave and so even though cosnciously #I don't feel very stressed about it... it's still a subconscious stressor yknow??? #I've been trying to do matcha in the mornings instead of coffee first thing and I do feel a bit better doing that #the only effect caffeine has ever had in me is The Anxieties TM so like. I still drink lots of coffee #but opening the day with Gentler caffeine is nice. also apparently green tea is good for ye Olde brain so yeah #anyway :')

[handsmotif]

ok listen to me for a second ok?

tome: LOVES homestuck. cosplays terezi. roleplays on trollmegle. writes fanfic and everything.

mob: doesn’t know anything about homestuck

ritsu: knows about it in passing but hasn’t read it. content to keep it that way

teru: has read it. vriska apologist. gets into arguments with tome over this

shou: read at least some of it. got a little distracted by his dad being cringe to keep up with it and now he’s really behind

serizawa: of course he’s read it. he really likes the flash games that are scattered throughout the comic. has very thoughtful analysis on classpects and things

reigen: if mp100 takes place in 2012 he doesn’t know anything about it. if it takes place in modern day he absolutely would’ve read it when it was coming out and his favorite characters were the striders. he probably would’ve been too old at that point to kin but if he did he would kin one of them. i want to say dave but dirk is also a possibility. tries to suppress screaming whenever tome or serizawa talk abt it bc he’d rather forget that time in his life

#mp100 #homestuck #sorry btw i just woke up and this was what my brain wanted to supply me with first thing in the morning i guess.

[postalninja]

Y'ALL

I don't know which one of you went and wrote me some H'aanberic smut for Wanksgiving, but I have never felt so seen and appreciated Thank you

#nice people being nice #i was so surprised and confused when the ao3 email came through #it was the first thing i saw this morning after my alarm woke me up and my brain could not compute what was happening #h'aanberic #wanksgiving #a surprise gift for meeeeeeee!

[powerup-the-revolution]

green day's new album is full of bangers moodboard

#bisexual album of all time #2011 me is having the time of their life right now #i adore a solid 10/15 songs #green day #running to the store tomorrow first thing in the morning so i can get the CD for my car #it's how they'd want me to listen to it #LOOK MA I GOT NO BRAINS!!!! #COMA CITY!!!!!!! (epic guitar solo) #OH AND the calmer songs. they're so GOOD #suzie chapstick has me crying legit

[strayklds]

I think it's quite rude of Mr Han Jisung to wear something like that while I was at uni unable to check tumblr, because what the hell is happening? Sorry king but how dare you be wearing that?? Do you want me to go into a cardiac arrest???

LMAOOO hdfjksfh im sure that was a fun surprise to return to

#it was the first thing i saw this morning so my half asleep brain could Not process that #replies #anonymous

[hound-of-heaven]

laios touden would be the happiest, most fulfilled, and simultaneously unhinged pokemon trainer on the planet send tweet

#discovered my subconscious has Opinions on pokemon physiology when I remembered my first action on waking this morning was to shitpost #about pokemon physiology in the groupchat #and bc I am currently in dungeon meshi brain rot I was like. #this seems like a Laios thing to have done

[skylar-jay]

You have Cat Quest aus?

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I do! Well, just one lol

I call it the Second Chance AU It's specifically for Cat Quest 2

Basically the two protagonists are sent back home, but instead of losing all their memories they keep them, and are forced to figure out how to fix things before both fall into all out chaos.

#It's mainly about them making connections with the people in the kingdoms #because one of Lioner and Wolfen's biggest flaws was not paying attention to the needs of the subjects #for the sake of separation I call the main protagonists Felis and Canis respectively #that way I don't have to always specify which version of them I'm taking about #this is just a basic summary of it (I just woke up and my brain is still trying to start up lol) and there's a couple more details that #are in the story. like O had this whole idea for a cult that followed Aelius that would act as the main antagonist (inspired by an anime #I really like) and with the AU came a lot of filling in little world building details not touched on by the game #like how magic works and the differences in culture between the two kingdoms (I've been meaning to do some research for that) #I also have an idea for a sub-plot touching on what could have happened to Felinguard and why he mysteriously disappeared #there's also a handful of ocs. some of which I have yet to draw. that will be included due to the nature of the story being about connection #anyway #it's still technically in developmental phase partly because I'm afraid of it not coming across right when I write it down #so yea #Skylar answers stuff #thank you btw :) seeing this first thing in the morning made my day