#exo ot 12

[bangchanshehe]

The Orphanage pt.13 (M)

Growing up in an orphanage was hard, but when three men kidnap you as collateral, you find out that your life prior to being trapped in a house with twelve men was a piece of cake. Your loved ones were more corrupt than you thought and your enemies are closer than ever.

OT12 X OC (INCOMPLETE)

word count 2.k

That night you tossed around in chanyeol’s bed, unable to get comfortable in any position. The two men were broad and fit and the bed was truly not big enough for three people to comfortably sleep in. you would constantly wake up sweating from being wrapped around either suho’s or chanyeol’s body. And it wasn’t until you had woken up around 4 am that you let out a loud sigh and huff of exasperation. You laid there trying your best to cool off by raising your arms over the covers and distancing yourself as much as possible from the men, but nothing was working.

You looked back at Chanyeol and suho to find that both men looked like they were comfortably resting and you couldn’t help but let out another tired sigh.

“whats wrong?” suho whispered

You looked over to Suho once more to find him staring at you with concern. You frowned to him and wiped the beads of sweat that lined your forehead.

“its way too hot in here” you whispered back

Suho rolled onto his side and leaned against an arm so he could raise up to look at you comfortably. You only then noticed that he had also taken off his shirt. You looked at his chest and then back up to his face to see that he was smirking at you for staring.

“you like what you see?” he said playfully, wiggling his eyebrows

You smiled at him and smacked his chest lightly. “shut up”

Suho smiled back at you before he looked down at your sweat stained shirt. “why don’t you take off your shirt?” he asked

You looked up at him like he had lost his mind before you had actually considered it. But the longer that you thought about actually removing it the more it sounded like a decent idea. But you weren’t too sure that you be able to go back to sleep naked next to the two men…and then that would be the next reason why you couldn’t sleep.

“I cant do that” you say shyly under your breath

“why cant you?” he askes you back confused

You stare at him for a moment embarrassed to say that you’re too shy to take off your shirt in front of them despite having already having sex with both men. Even though you had already done something so intimate and personal you were still shy to show off your body.

“your shirt is already covered in sweat” he said explaining “its only going to make you more uncomfortable as it sticks to you”

You continued to stare at him with an awkward expression and suho looked back. He cocked his head to the side and then began to smile as he stared at you.

“don’t tell me you’re being shy?” he asked cockily

You groaned and threw the cover over your face trying to hide your blush and groan. You were embarrassed that he was able to see straight through you after you didn’t give into his reasoning. But just a moment after you had hidden yourself suho pulled the cover back down and gave you a small grin.

“don’t be shy.” He said calmly “are you scared to show yourself to me?” he asked

You blinked back to him and his smile began to fade away. You were starting to feel like a fool for not doing such an easy thing. After all it would solve all of your problems. And now suho was feeling like you didn’t want to open up to him.

“I’m not scared.” You said quietly “I know its stupid…. But I’m nervous”

“why are you nervous?” he asked

“I don’t know.” You answered honestly, just above a whisper

Suho reached out and stroked the side of your head in comfort, hoping to calm you down. You stared up at him and gave him a small smile in appreciation. There was no reason not to trust him, but for some reason you were still scared to show yourself to him.

Suho gently reached down for the hem of your shirt and paused to look you in your eyes. You could see the uncertainty in them and you looked down at his hand that held onto your shirt gently for a few moments. When you looked back up at him suho took it as the green light to continue and he began to slowly raise the hem of the shirt.

As it rose past your belly button he stopped pulling it up and ran his hand across your exposed flesh. You looked away and up at the celiling, unable to look him in the eyes. But suho took that as an opportunity to make you feel even more loved since you were so nervous.

He rolled over and lowered himself on the bed so he would be face to face with your stomach and placed loving kisses across your stomach. Only then were you able to look down at him and watch as he showed you love and appreciation.

He used both hands to glide the fabric up over your ribs and across the span of your chest until it was gathered around your throat. And suho slowly took his time to place soft and gentle kisses across your ribs and your breasts.

“don’t hide yourself from me.” He said softly “ you have nothing to be scared of”

Both of his hands cupped your breasts and he looked up at you through his thick lashes as he continued to ghost over your sensitive nipples with soft kisses. You raised your legs so your feet were resting against the mattress and you held suho in place on top of you.

You were shy to expose yourself to him, but the moment that he began to ghost kisses against your skin and simple touches of affection all of your reservations had fallen away to the back of your mind. Suho pushed up with his feet so he was face to face with you once more and you shivered as you felt his chest glide across your nipples.

“you are beautiful and I want to see every inch of your perfect body” he whispered to you as he placed kisses across your face.

As he kissed you he wrapped his arms around your shoulders and rolled back over to his side of the bed, making you follow along, now on top of him. When you had settled suho pulled away from you and pulled on your shirt to take it completely off of your frame, and you had raised your arms in compliance.

He tossed the shirt off the side of the bed and place his hands on your back where he messaged small circles into your soft skin. You had watched his face as he smiled at you lovingly, making you feel like you were cherished and appreciated.

“don’t be scared of me okay?” suho asked you softly and you nodded your head in response “lets go back to sleep okay?” he asked and once more you nodded your head

Suho kept your wrapped in his arms on top of his long frame but he pulled the comforter down so the cool breeze of the fan would sweep across your exposed back. You wrapped your arms around suho and relaxed against his chest, feeling comfortable and relaxed for the first time all night and soon sleep had taken over you completely.

The next morning when you had woken up you were surprised to find that Chanyeol was long gone but you were still sleeping on top of suho’s body.

You could feel the rise and fall of suho’s chest as he breathed deeply in his sleep. Likely from the amount of pressure that you were placing on top of his chest and stomach. Gently, you tried to raise your legs to straddle suho so you could roll away from him and leave for breakfast. But as your legs settled on either side of him and you planted your hands on the side of his body to support your weight suho looked up at you.

“good morning” he whispered reaching out to tuck your hair behind your ear.

“morning” you whispered back with a smile “did I wake you up?”

“no I was already awake. I just wanted you to rest a little longer” suho replied

Your smiled turned to a frown “sorry, I’m probably keeping you from work right now. let me get up”

You tried to roll away but quickly suho hand placed his hands on your hips, keeping you from being able to move away from him.

“no, don’t.” he said with a cocky smile “what’s the point of being the boss if I don’t play hooky every once in a while”

You gave him a playful glare with a smile and suho’s smile grew into a bright one. You looked over suho’s shoulder and around the room to find any sort of clock or phone to check the time, but you couldn’t find anything.

“do you know what time it is?” you asked suho hoping that he’d have an idea.

He slid his right hand down from your hip and dug into his sweats pocket and pulled out his cell phone. He unlocked his phone and checked the time before he slid it back into his pants. He took a moment to replace his hand back at your hip and he messaged small circles into your skin.

“it’s almost nine” he said softly as he glanced down at your exposed chest

You noticed his change of focus and smiled down at him. If he wanted to be sexy and cocky with you all day and night then you could play that game too. You slightly arched your back so your breasts were closer to his face and looked down at his seductively.

“you like what you see?” you asked using his favorite punch line on you

Suho chuckled deeply as he slid his hands up from your hips slowly and softy back up to your waist. You nearly shivered at the feel of his soft touches, but you held it in. you didn’t want him to see that he could affect so easily.

Inch by inch his hands began to rise up to your ribs, then your chest. He slowly continued this soft torture until his hands were wrapped around your neck and face.

“I love what I see.” he said with a whisper as he rolled his hips into your groin, allowing you to feel just how hard he was in his sweats.

The moment that you felt his erection you wasted no time in rolling your hips back against his own. You let your head roll back and you placed your weight on your knees as you allowed the feeling of lust to take complete control over your body.

“my sweet princess I’m curious about this pretty pussy of yours that never seems to have enough” he said with a chuckle in his deep voice

You didn’t say anything in response or acknowledge his remarks but instead moved so that you were sitting next to suho instead of straddling him and quickly tugged at the hem of his sweats, revealing his hard shaft.

You bent over and quickly held the base of his manhood with your hand and kitten licked the tip. Suho let out a content sigh and gathered your hair in his hands so it was out of your face and held it at the top of your head like a ponytail.

You took deep breaths through your nose as you continued to worship and suck on his shaft and nearly gagged when suho lifted his hips to fit more inside of your mouth. You pulled away from him and took a deep breath, desperate for air.

“I was gone for ONE day and you couldn’t keep it in your pants?” Minseok growled from the doorway as he watched the two of you with wicked glares.

#kpop #kpop series #kpop scenario #kpop smut #kpop imagine #kpop fanfic #exo #exo ot 12 #exo mafia au #kpop mafia au #mafia au #exo series #exo imagine #exo smut #exo poly #kpop fanfiction #exo fanfic #exo fanfiction

[leah-leu]

Lean on Me

This Krisho story was inspired by a two quotes:

One is mentioned in the story, but I feel like I need to mention the other one. Kris once said that if he was a king, he would order Suho to massage him, so I figured Suho most be really good as giving massages. Just a warning, when it comes to the massage, there is nothing going on, if you know what I mean. It is just a massage, although I can understand if it appears to be something else, its not. 

Also I see that there a few people who like my stories, and I will definitely continue to write. Although it takes me a few months, to post, I will try and write more often. Thank you and enjoy.  

D.O stretched his hand out to the side, swallowing what felt like sand. He heaved a cough as his hand wrapped around a cylinder class and placed it under his lips. The cool water trickled down his throat, but it wasn’t enough to calm the desert. He reached his hand further on the night stand to see if there was a bottle there. There wasn’t.   He leaned on his elbow contemplating if he should get out of bed. A small tickle at the back of his throat urged him to get up anyway.

Reluctantly he swung his feet over the bed and wobbled to the door. It was dark, his eyes still heavy with sleep, but  he manage to successfully reach the door.

He opened and closed the door silently, and walked the hall to get to his destination.

The Kitchen.

Up head he could see a light, which made it a little easier to see, his footsteps became sturdy as he continued on.

The closer he got to the light, his ears started to pick up rustling. He stopped and looked behind him, when he didn’t see or hear anything from behind him he shook his head and continued on.

The closer he got to the light he realized the sound was coming from there.

It must be the TV.

It wasn’t uncommon that one or two of the members would be staying up late watching a movie or TV show.  

As he was close to rounding the corner, he stopped, as the noises he heard did not sound like typical TV noise.

It sounded like someone was in pain.

He shook his head. Sleep was still clouding his mind.

He just wanted some water, but for some reason, he felt frozen in his spot.

D.O took a step toward the light when he heard a noise that jolted his whole body.

It was a moan. But not a moan that someone was in pain.

The person hummed, and moaned, and sighed.

D.O was frozen, he wanted to move, but all his brain could register was what was going on beyond the wall he was behind.

“Don’t stop,” the voice sighed.

The voice had a distinct low sound, it had to be Kris.

D.O just knew, his voice sounded different than all the members.

What was he doing here?

According to Suho, there other halves would be here in the morning or afternoon, but it was still night time.

D.Os head twitched as what sounded like fingers clawing at the couch, and another moan.

Then someone laughed, light and airy, it was also familiar.

“Were just getting started.” The second voice teased.

D.O felt his eyes widen, he clamped his hand over his mouth. Suho!

Kris and Suho? What were they doing? He screamed inside his head.

“I bought this. Its your favorite scent right?” Suho spoke.

D.O heard a bottle or a cap being open. There was a pause.

“Oh!” Kris exclaimed, “That smells so good.”

Suho laughed again. “I thought you would like it.”

There was a brief paused, and D.O wondered what was happening.

“Isnt that too much?” Kris asked.

The cap to whatever was opened clicked closed.

“No, you want to be comfortable right.” Suho stated.

“I don’t want it to run over, and get on the couch.  Its going to be a pain to clean up.”

“Don’t worry, just relax. Now close your eyes.”

Kris sighed, as if he was taking some risk.

D.O heard the circle motion of Suho’s hands, and then... Kris began to moan again, and again.

D.O’s face warm, but he still couldn’t move. What would they think if they heard him? Never mind his water, he didn’t want to go back to his room. with his jumbled mind. He could easily bump into something if he wasn’t paying attention.

“Right there” Kris hummed. “Harder”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, go ahead.” Kris assured Suho.

D.O bit the inside of his cheek. How long was he going to be standing here? His pulse beat wildly in his ears.

He could hear the couched being scratched over and over.

D.O wished he stayed in his bed. He should have just rolled over despite wanting water. Now there was no way for him to go.

D.O heard a cry.

It was Kris.

He turned his head back to the living room. His spine tingling. Legs begging to move.

“Don’t tense up” Suho’s calmly commanded. “Just relax” He crooned.

Kris groaned and sucked in his breath.

After a few tense moments of silence, D.O held in his breath. He heard a sigh from Kris.

“It happens every time,” Kris sighed, like he was tired.

Suho only hummed in response. Then he heard Kris yelp.

D.O jumped in his hidden spot, as Suho chided him.

“You rely too much on those chemically made pills”

What?Pills?

“Ow, hey stop.” Kris yelped again. D.O heard what sounded like a pillow bouncing off the couch

“Yeah, that makes sense coming from you, medicine man,” Kris shot back. “The vitamins I take are top quality.”

“Oh please, I only take vitamins when I need them. You however, use them to replace food entirely. ”

This is certainly not how D.O imagined their conversation going. He was terrified, but now he was confused and curious. Cautiously he pressed his back into the wall. He just wanted to see a glimpse. Turning his head to the side he quietly turned toward the light and moved over.

He could see that their backs was to him, but not by much.

They had clothes on, D.O noted relived.

Kris was leaning to the side. His upper body was facing Suho. Suho was turned just enough to face Kris, but was still comfortable with his  resting a little on the couch.

D.O face warmed. Of course they would have clothes on why wouldn’t they. He scolded his inner self. But he couldn’t forget the sounds. He mentally groaned, best not to think about it.

D.O saw Suho’s hand go up and fall and smack on Kris bare calf .

“You need to eat more fruits and vegetables. Your body needs the potassium or your just going to keep cramping up.”

“I don’t like vegetables, I’ll eat some fruit, but…”

“No Kris,” Suho voice became stern. “You need to take better care of yourself. ”

“I do, that’s why I have you, so you can massage my legs whenever I need it.” Kris patted Suho’s shoulder and laughed.

Suho pouted. D.O knew Suho was serious whenever he made that face. “I’m really worried about you,” he mumbled.

Something in the air changed. The smile that Kris had was wiped away. Suho looked at Kris, while Kris turned away and heaved a sigh. Something told D.O that this wasn’t the first time they had this conversation.  

D.O strained his ears as he heard Kris reply. “I know.”

They were silent, but the only sound in the room was the faint brush of hand on skin, as Suho gently rubbed Kris legs.

“I’m getting tired.” Kris, rubbed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose before putting his hand down.  “I thought trainee life was difficult, but I hoped it would be better when I debuted. But it’s worse. So much worse.” Kris laugh was humorless. He placed his hand on his heart and rubbed it, like he was giving it a hug. “I don’t know how long I can go on.”

D.O felt his own heart skip a beat.

“That’s exactly why I’m worried. You would tell me, if you…”

“Yeah, don’t worry. I can’t imagine leaving you guys. I started with EXO, and I want to end with EXO.” Kris’s words were meant to be light, but D.O could see that Suho was not convinced.

“I’m just missing my mom. It’s difficult to fly back and forth. I feel like my body isn’t able to catch up. Then I can’t slack off, because I’m the leader I feel like I can’t freely express myself, because somehow I’m the voice of the company?” Kris used air quotations for the last part.

Suho nodded, he understood.

“Sometimes I just want a break, well a longer break.”

“It’s difficult now, but it won’t be like this forever.” Suho sighed. “We’ve come a long way.”

“Yeah we have. It’s easier for you though, this is what you wanted.”

“This isn’t want you want?”

“I mean, it is, but I didn’t imagine it to be like this. I was expecting something different.”

“Like what?”

Kris shrugged, “Just different. “ Kris paused, “I don’t feel like myself anymore. Every day is challenging. I wake up to aches in pains, and my legs cramp up all the time. But I can’t do anything because I have to help with everyone’s injuries, or homesickness, cooking and picking up their medicine. I don’t have time for myself. Even if I do get a break, my mind is always working on the others, you know.

Suho nodded sympathetically. “Yeah, it is hard to get a break in now days.”

“I want to do my own thing eventually. I want to share my ideas with the company and produce my own songs.”

“You always say that you are going to do it, but you never do. Just go up there and ask them to listen.”

“But I feel like I’ll be turned down. I still need to work on them.”

“What you have is fine. I like your songs.”

“It’s one thing to share with you, sharing it with the company… It needs to be complete perfection. I don’t want them to change my song, I want them to listen and have it on an album because everything is that good. ”

“It sounds like you need your own label. Or a solo”

“I wish,”

“It can happen one day.”

Kris hummed.

Kris makes music?

Why hadn’t he learned about this? In all the years they’ve known each other, D.O didn’t know this about Kris. At least not on this level, they are all artist, but most of the time Kris never seemed to be engaged, but then again most of the time he is away in China.

“One day we will all have our solos,” Suho leaned his head against the couch and looked up sighing dreamily.

“We’ll be a real powerhouse then. We could have our own label. EXO label, EXO Co,” Kris listed a few names.

Suho head snapped up and looked at Kris, “Yes! Lets make it happen one day, bro.” Suho held his hand up, and Kris slapped his hand with his own. “Yeah, bro.”

They laughed a little before falling into a peaceful silence.

“Your going to do great things Kris, your extremely talented. Don’t be afraid to go after it.”

Silence passed between them again before Kris spoke, “Yeah, well same for you.”

They both shared a smile.

D.O smiled as well as he turned away, from their hushed voices.  There was something sweet and intimate about the two of them talking on the couch. He finally felt like he could quietly leave.

He went out to get water, but he doesn’t feel as thirsty now. Taking slow steps back to his room, he thought about something Suho had said once.

“Although we are very different in height, were close friends, and he often leans on me”

“Really” his past self  replied in disbelief.

“Yes, when you are not watching”

D.O remembers how bright his smile was when Suho mentioned Kris. He rarely sees them hang out or talk to each other. They must do it more often when the other members are not paying attention.

Indeed they do have a heavy burden to carry. It must be a blessing that they have each other to lean on.

#krisho #exo suho #exo kris #kris and suho #exo ot 12 #fanfiction

[notinuseanymore011-blog]

#exo #exok #exom #exo ot 12 #exo memes #memes

[starchild--27]

today i felt like listening to both versions of the "Miracles in December" album. i did it and i regret nothing.

1/1 would recommend. 👌🏻

#exo #exo l #miracles in december #exo ot 12 #winter album #christmas album

[5hinexo-blog]

Damaged (part 2)

genre: alternate universe

wordcount: 2.2k

warnings: none

my masterlist

1 year ago

'Y/N, are those papers ready already? We don't have all day, hurry up for fucks sake!' Your boss shouted from his office, and you tried your hardest to write faster.

'I'm coming, i'm coming!' you said, rushing into his office and carefully placing the papers on his desk.

'You can go now' he said, and you knew he wanted you to check on that patient he had downstairs.

'Should I go and see how your next patient is doing? Will you be able to see him now?'

'Yes and yes' he said as he started to check on the patients papers you just finished reviewing, obviously not paying any attention to you anymore.

You went downstairs, walking down the stairs right before you saw him. He was so beautiful you couldn't help yourself but stare. His posture meant dominance, his hands were over his chest and his legs were straight as he was up next to the window. He turned around as you went closer to him, but he had a frozen look on his face. He has been waiting for the psychiatrist for a while now. You tried to approach him by saying 'Hello! Doctor Yirume will see you now. How are you feeling today?'

His brown hair was covering his left eye as he spoke up to you. When he saw you his eyes started glowing and he smiled a little before he spoke up. 'How do you think I am? Haven't you read my application? Or don't you have any idea why I'm here? Could you give me my presprictions now? Ahhhhhh go away!' He said, hurrying to the window again, covering it with his jacked. There was nothing there.

You started to be a bit defensive. Who was this young man? 'Erm, I am not allowed to say this kind of information nor give you any kind of medication, I'm sorry. Come with me i will lead you to the doctor.' You turned to leave but he instantly came from the window and pulled you by your wrist. You were now trapped into his arms as his grip on your arms tighten.

'How can you not know who I am?' He whispered to you. He was now looking straight into your eyes, a sad shadow hovering over his face.

'Wha?! Let me go, please.' Damn, you had no idea how to approach this guy who was clearly having some sort of attack. Maybe schizophrenia? Paranoia?

The next thing you saw was him pulling a gun from his jacket and pointing it at your stomach, covering it with his body so it would remain hidden.

'Move and stay silent.' He said lowering the gun but still pointing it at your body and heading both of you upstairs. 'Don't say a word until i come out with the prescription, or i swear i will shot you.' He went into the office and looked at you again as he left the door opened.

What the fuck was happening? Who was this man?

Suho's POV

You held Y/N in your arms, not knowing exactly what to do next. Your hand was on her face, as silent tears came down on your own. She was your best friend and you had no idea how to help her anymore. She couldn't always keep it together in front of you and you couldn't stop thinking about the trauma she must have gone through 1 year ago.

'Fucking Luhan and his fucked up mental state. We should've told you a long time ago about him.'

You couldn't hide this from Chanyeol anymore and you knew it. You had to call him and make him aware of the situation. Her panic attacks were the same, not to say worse. Whenever she heared a loud sound she would remember about the gunshots fired at herself and her mind would shut off. She thought she was careful, but daily her depression was still there and you knew the reason why.

You took her in your arms, and went into your room putting her on your bed lightly. You knew her room was a mess yet she never let you go inside, that's why you've been working in your own room lately. You searched for the phone, and started dialling Chanyeol's number.

'What do you want?' Chanyeol's voice was blunt, you two barely spoke ever since you left the group one year ago.

'She's not okay.'

'I fucking knew it. I'm coming over now, we have to talk.' He said, abruptly ending the call.

You looked at Y/N in the slim light. Little did she know you gave up your spot in EXO to keep her safe. Little did she know about the other almost-member, who who have been kept hidden from the public since he couldn't enter the group. What were you going to do now that she may live in the dorm with the other guys, unable to not hear all those stories that the members had. The secrets will come out. She will eventually learn the reason why they couldn't find a new leader. And she may never speak to you again.

You slowly went to the door, leaving her on your bed as Chanyeol was there already. You opened the door and he rushed past you straight into the living room. You let out a sigh as you closed the door, you two haven't spoken since you left. Or at least, just the two of you. He visited Y/N a couple of times but you weren't interested in conversations so you tried to stay out of it. He even spent the night over a few times but again, you tried your hardest to ignore him.

'I should say I'm not suprised. I knew she hid it from me but I thought she was on her way to fixing herself already. It's been an entire year.' Chanyeol looked so tired, he was back to his original self now and he looked drained.

'She is getting better, but loud sounds still affect her. Physically she's over it, but mentally the little things trigger her harder then she thinks.'

'Honestly I know the danger I put her in if she comes to the dorm to help us, and I want to ask for your advice. How is she? Do you think she can do it?' He looked at you with a worried expression, he did love her a lot you can't deny it. Even though he hid almost everything about EXO from her, it was for her own sanity and you approved it. You didn't share anything either.

'Well she already knows about Luhan, at least the informations she read on that damn file. She lost her job reading that damn report, I mean I don't see how it was worth it. I do understand why she did it though. If a stranger who came to your resident doctor for medication threatened and even shot you damn right I'd want to find out what his business was. But I do think she could help you. She's stronger now, she'll get over it eventually and it would be okay to keep her mind occupied. She really loves to help people, so I suppose helping you would mean a bigger part of her would be implicated. But let her decide, it has to be her decision.'

'I see. Thanks, man. I... I really appreciate how much you care for her. I-' he wanted to say something else but he stopped. He was definitely struggling. You frowned.

'No need to thank me, I consider her my sister as well. You know I'll always be here for her. You, you look really bad. Are you okay?' you started to get worried for Chanyeol, he suddenly became really pale.

'Yeah, I just need some sleep. Is she in her room?'

'No, I put her on mine.'

'I will get some sleep in her room then. We'll talk to her in the morning.' He shook his head and started heading towards her room.

'Fuck all of this, I need a drink.' Your mind was in 100 different directions, and you needed a good night's sleep to recover but you knew you could kiss you sleep away if you didn't write all of it down.

Y/N POV

You slowly opened your eyes. You were in Suho's room, he was sleeping next to you in his bed. He was all over you, his hand was on your waist and his head was on your shoulder. He was trying to protect you even when he was sleeping.

You had another attack and he saw it. It's been so long since you had one because you've been cautious but now he knew. You were truly making progress, not thinking about it. You were working on your paper now and it was more than you thought you would do. You slowly put his hand away and managed to get up without waking him up. You went into your room and fell on your bed in the darkness of the night.

'Auch! Wha the?' You hit a body and you saw his long figure as you pulled away from him. 'Chanyeol! What are you doing here?' you said, shaking his body to wake him up.

'Well good morning healthy human.' He.fucking.knew. 'As you're awake now, i have good news! You have two options. I move here or you move into the dorm.' He surely wasted no time.

'Not now Chan. Just go to sleep and we'll talk in the morning.' You sat next to him and you both fell asleep shortly after.

The next morning was silent, none of you spoke as you all sat at the dining table. After you all ate and had coffee, you got up to leave but Chanyeol suddenly spoke.

'What did you chose? Which option will it be?' Damn this boy was straight up to the point.

'I don't want to go there Chan and you know it! But maybe it would be a good idea to help you after all, since it would make me think of something else.' You looked down, ashamed of yourself and your own problems.

'Is it really what you want?' Suho asked you, looking over at you with a worried face.

You were so sick of everyone being worried for you. From now on, you're going to make more effort into getting better. Starting with helping the boys find a damn leader.

'Yes, i want to help you guys. If you'll excuse me, i'm going to my room to think about it and try to figure out a way to begin with.'

You left the room leaving the boys behind. You had to think how to help some boys you had no idea who they were. If only they thought you this in school. You've been procrastinated finishing your degree for 2 years now. Too much had happened and you couldn't find a way to finish your paper to finally and officially become a clinical psychologist. You've been working in this domain for 5 years now, ever since you started the studies but they did not fully prepare you for the real world, where bad things happened to good people and not all damages could be fixed.

You sat at your desk, prepared to make a change. Your mind was at it too, and that's when you decided you're going to fix whatever needed to be fixed in this EXO band and in yourself. You put your laptop in front of you, and started writing.

Suho POV

After Y/N left the kitchen, you started to feel a little bit dizzy. Her presence had this effect on you, like she magnetized you with her eyes. You've always felt like she was somehow your other half. Not in a romantic way, you've been thinking that she was your friendship soulmate or something. Your serious spirit always felt connected to her kind, happy spirit. Your bad puns contrasted to her good light jokes. It felt so good to have here with you, even in the house you felt like her other half. She was the one who cooked, you were the one who cleaned up. You both helped each other with everything. The two of you were one. Chanyeol was in his own little world, writing something on his phone.  You decided to get up, wanting to check on Y/N again to see if you could help her with something. You surely had some books she could use. Suddenly, he looked at you and said with a strong figure, 'Don't even think to make a move. I've seen the way you looked at her this morning. Last night you said she was like your sister. Well I didn't sign up for any type of incest so sit your ass down right now.'

Fuck this dude was direct. You smiled. Maybe you did miss him a little bit.

'Chill, I was just going to work on my presentation. I have a huge event coming up next week and I have to be prepared.' You looked at him amused, he was younger than you and he was so protective of Y/N you sometimes forgot that.

'I have to leave.' He said, all of a sudden shoving his phone into his pocket. 'Can you bring her to the dorm when she's ready?'

'Sure, but it might take a while.'

'No problem, whenever she's ready.' He got up and left so quick like he was up to something. He even forgot to say goodbye to Y/N.

next chapter ->

#exo #exo fanfiction #exo fanfic #exo fic #exo ot 12 #exo au #sehun #kai #suho #chanyeol #baekhyun #xiumin #chen #lay #kyungsoo #luhan

[acupoftaeandkookies]

No words😐✌✌✌

#exo #exo ot 12 #exo Kris #exo tao #exo suho #exo Chen #exo Chanyeol #exo baekhyun #exo luhan #exo sehun #exo Kai #exo d.o #exo lay #exo xiumin #exo meme #kpop #kpop meme #Chanyeol #baekhyun #Kris #luhan #sehun #Kai #d.o #suho #xiumin #Chen #lay #tao

[optimizche]

Papa was happy with his babies 😢

#exo #ot 12 #kris wu #wu yifan #oh sehun #sehun #park chanyeol #chanyeol

[tales-from-exo-planet]

Quest for Eudaimonia

An Interlude 

Enter Minor Goddesses Asteria-Amphitrite and Peitho-Nyx

In the beginning there was darkness.

Never could we reveal what came after that darkness.

Our Mother Goddess teachings are strict about that.

But from what we can tell you...there was darkness.

The darkness was all consuming, in sound, in taste, in scent, in texture.

But it wasn’t sinister as it is known to be by humans and other beings.

It was.

It was.

Balance was created with light.

But it wasn’t to blot out the darkness.

Nor to rid the ALL of evil.

That came much later.

…..we will continue without compromising ourselves further.

Clarity was needed from the beginning.

The trouble began because of love.

Love of power.

Love between beings.

And the beauty followed because of love.

Love of power created new dynamic energies.

The capacity for creation and life knew no limits.

We are known by many names at every level.

…..the dynamic energies of creation birthed matter that could be molded and poured into.

There was a sudden need for governance.

For organization.

Hierarchy.

With Creation brought intelligence, will.

Remember that love incited much of the trouble.

Love of power.

Desire.

Unwavering devotion.

Aimed at one’s own goals and also in pursuit of “peace” in the ALL.

Prime Beings….

They were the darkness and the light we spoke of.

From them were the descendants, created perhaps foolishly in hindsight, of love.

The hierarchy was respected in the beginning.

It was revered at first and emulated within every region and district of the galaxies of the ALL.

But as with any and all beings, love and desire can change perspectives.

There was rebellion against the Prime Beings, an insurrection inspired by the descendants of the Prime.

The descendants of the Prime were given worlds of their own as they chose.

Love begat more and more and more.

But even in the expanse of the Great ALL there wasn’t enough for them.

They became in secret and then on purpose.

To right this matter, and as a demonstration of love the Prime Beings decided to allow their descendants to voice their concerns.

So began the Counsel of Prime Beings present at every level of the ALL.

Counsels of the Universe and there were multiples of those…...let’s continue on.

Smaller infrequent meetings at the supercluster level of the ALL.

There is also a galactic counsel, and an interstellar counsel.

But all of the above counsels are at the Divine level. They are the Divine Counsel.

They govern all that is of the ALL.

It is not often that they convene for their purpose is clear and rarely do they experience miscommunication.

It is at the Regional level of the Solar System that issues have been seen within many galaxies.

Issues are even more severe at the district planetary level.

Love of power.

The descendants of the Prime Beings realized their inferiority all too quickly for their liking.

What was within their capacity for creation was unsettling for them.

They realized they were in service to the Divine Counsel because that was their station.

The more that Prime Beings created descendants, the less likely of a chance there was for any descendant to garner the power and authority required to rule.

Until there was a shift in consciousness.

Any time a descendant of a Prime Being was destroyed, their power was reabsorbed.

It was tried many a time, especially at the regional and district level.

Jealousy amongst descendants…

Jealousy spawned murder and thievery.

Descendants would strip one another of their lives, hoping that if they consumed their hearts they would retain their power.

But they were sorely mistaken.

Many a descendant of a true Prime Being died in this way.

And the remaining descendant was mortal, a destiny considered worse than death for they had no power over their situation.

They were at the most base level of existence.

The existence of mortals was unintentional on part of the descendants but it provided them an opportunity for the power they had been seeking, however feeble that was.

So began famine.

So began hurricanes.

So began tsunamis.

Twisters.

Bad luck.

Disease.

So became pain.

Suffering.

Here was spawned true evil.

Violence.

Corruption.

And their Prime ancestors saw this.

Naturally another level of the hierarchy was created.

For balance.

And to symbolize this balance, for a time it was allowed that a Prime descendant could have a child.

In the past, a Prime descendant could only create through murder of another descendant.

It was only humans who could have offspring of those at their station.

But a Prime descendant was unable to create life in the way their ancestors could.

Only a Prime Being could create life.

It was as it was meant to be.

To prove their loyalty and their love, a Prime descendant was allowed a child.

However not all were able to conceive.

This was again as it was meant to be.

It was a sorrowful time.

Warring between the Prime descendants was at an all time high even in the midst of such joy.

And so the Prime Beings changed their minds.

The children of the descendants would be made to do what their patriarchs and matriarchs could not do.

They would be wiped of their memories and given new names.

New identities.

They would not be reunited with their parents even in death.

Such was the anger of the Prime Beings.

So bore the Temples of Seraphim and other schools like it.

So began once again the mission of Prime descendants to destroy the Old World.

#EXO #EXO Fan Fiction #EXO OT 12 #Human Realm #Universe Alpha #Quest for Eudaimonia #Minor Goddess Asteria-Amphitrite #Minor Goddess Peitho-Nyx #A short history of Universe Alpha

[cloudycrystalkpop]

#21 with any exo member please

wanna play?

at this point, she was used to the stares. she could feel them, feel the eyes that always followed her. she used to wonder what they thought of her, what about her made them stare.

today however, it seemed she wasn’t the only one getting sideways looks from strangers. she’d seen him around before. he stood with a aura of confidence, holding his head high, unbothered by the stares. he was her opposite in a way, but that just made them stare more.

after all, it is a little bit more common to see a woman with a masculine style, as a posed to a man with a feminine style.

she quite liked the way he dressed, but she made a conscious effort not to look, not wanting to be another pair of eyes on his back. she had caught him a couple of times glancing at her as well. they’d made eye contact and he’s offered her a smile and a nod. they held an unspoken understanding.

it wasn’t until one day she had sat down to eat by herself as usual, that he came up to her.

“do you mind if i join you?” he asked, one hand holding his own lunch, the other on the back of the chair across from her.

“not at all.” she moved her belongings to make room for him. the pair ate in silence, both aware of the stares that watched them. after a moment, she spoke.

“it really is annoying living here, with so many close minded people.” she sighed. he chuckled softly.

“you do get used to the stares after a while.” he replied nodding. “but i’m sure they mean well. most of them at least.”

“does it still bother you?” she hadn’t realised what a personal question she’d asked until after it came out.

“i stopped caring a very long time ago.” he replied with a shrug. she nodded. “i get the feeling they still bother you though.” she shrugged.

“i’m just so tired of feeling all the eyes on me. there’s nothing wrong with me, i’m not hurting anyone, but… it makes me paranoid.” she admitted. he gave her and understanding smile.

“well, if you want, you are welcome to walk with me. then you know you’re not the only one they’re staring at.” he offered. she thought it over for a moment. he was still an unknown man she didn’t know, but she liked him. and she very muched liked the idea of confusing them all that much more by seeing the pair together.

“thank you, that sounds lovely.” she smiled, accepting his offer. he returned her smile.

“great. i think you are i are gunna be fast friends.”

#think i just wrote a snapshot of my life #drabble game #exo #tao #ztao #huang zitao #exo drabble #ot 12 #tao drabble #ztao drabble #zitao drabble

[xiuxiuxiuminseok]

He is so cute... Miss him.

— Luhan;

♡ 120408; 

#exo #120408 exo #120408 luhan #120408 exo m #exom #exo m #luhan #lu han #exo luhan #exo edit #my edit #edit by xiu #edit by xiuxiuxiuminseok #luhan edit #exo icons #luhan icons #exo almost every day #ot12 #ot 12

[wolvesandleylines]

#exo #exo k #exo m #exo l #ot 12 #wolf era #sehun #luhan #beakhyun #chanyeol #chen #xiumin #d.o #kai #lay #suho #tao #kris #hunhan #baekyeol #xiuchen #kaisoo #sulay #taoris #kpop #exok #exom #exol #ot12 #exo wolf

[leah-leu]

The Jacket

Takes place not too long after EXO debuts. 

Suho’s POV

I blew air out of my mouth, as my body sagged on the couch. Practice was finally over. I brought a towel over my forehead and used my other hand to look at my phone. I scrolled through and saw several messages from Tao. I wonder what happened this time. I decided to give him a call.

“Hello,” the voice sniffed

“Tao, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” he whined.

Obviously it was something. I silently took a deep breath and tried again. “Tell me what happened.” I cradled the phone to ear so I could listen closely. 

“It doesn’t matter now,” he sniffed again. “It won’t change anything”

“Of course it matters, just tell me.” I gently urged.

“Well, there is this jacket I want, but Kris wont get it for me. He said he would buy it for me if it looked good on me. But when I tried it on, he didn’t want to get it. He always says that to me but he never buys it.”

Sounds like a very Kris thing to do. I thought to myself.

“Then they told me I was ugly…”

I straightened as soon as he spoke.

“Who told you that?” My voice was firm suddenly angry at whoever insulted him.

“It was Luhan and Lay. They said the jacket didn’t look good on me and only made me look uglier.”

I pinched the bridge of my nose, I’ll have to make sure Kris talks to them.

“You know its not true, you are incredibly handsome, and talented. They can’t do martial arts like you can, they can’t even rap like you. They’re just jealous.” I hope my words would boost his mood.

“I guess so. ” he mumbled.

“Tao go ahead and buy the jacket, I’ll send you some money.”

“Really?” hope seeped into his voice.

“Of course, as long as, you have outfits to wear it with—“

“It can go with everything,”

I smiled at his response, “Is this the jacket you will wear every day?” I tested.

“Yes, yes, don’t worry I’ll wear it every day, even when I am sleeping.”

“I want you to take care of it, remember to hang it up and get it cleaned properly. ”

“Yes, of course I promise” He spoke Hastily. “But…” Tao was silent for a few seconds before I spoke again.

“Yes,”

“Do you want me to send you a picture so you know what it looks like?”

I feel my lips curve in a soft smile. “I trust you Tao. This is something you want. I don’t mind buying it for you.”

“Thank you, thank you!” Tao cheered.

The Next morning…

“Hello?”

“Suho!” a sharp voice passed through my ear. I held my phone back. It was too early to be this loud.

“Oh Kris good morning,” I place the phone back to my ear and began to eat my breakfast.

“Did you buy Tao a jacket,” Kris exclaimed.

I chewed my food for a little bit and thought about his words. So much for a ‘good morning to you too’ Feeling like the conversation was going to take a while; I put the phone down, next to me and put it on speaker.

I swallowed my food, “Yes, I did.”

“Why?” he all but growled at me.

I rolled my eyes the bigger question was, why was it even an issue, its just a jacket.

“Because he wanted it, and I have no problem providing for my members when they need me.” I look around at high table I was sitting at. I did a double take to make sure the members are ready for our schedule. DO was standing and eating his food in front of me. Sehun silently sitting next to me eating, the rest I wasn’t sure where, but I knew they were getting ready.

I made a mental note in my head, and checked the clock, we still had some time.

“Suho” Kris voice sounded like he was pinching his nose.

“He doesn’t need a jacket, he has plenty of jackets.”

I shifted in my seat feeling a defensive. “Of course he needed the jacket. He called me and was crying, he said that he was called ugly.”

“Yeah, I know, and I dealt with that.”

“So why not buy him the jacket?”  I felt my frustration rise.  

“He has his own money, I’m not going to keep buying things for him when he doesn’t need it.”

“Kris you’re older, and the leader, he’s looking at you to support him.  It’s what we do. We have to provide for our members”

“Not for a jacket. I’m trying to teach him some responsibility.”  Kris stressed.  “Before we left Korea Tao, somehow convinced our manager to pack his bag for him.”

“Kris, he’s just a baby,” I said defending the manager’s actions. Sometimes Tao needs a little help.  

“Baby,” to my left Sehun spoke his words still slurred, from sleep.

My smile is instant, as I reach my hand and rubbed his cheek, and nod, before returning to my call.

“I can’t have you undermining my authority; we need to be on the same page.”

“Kris, I don’t think… I mean I know what you’re saying, but, I feel bad—”

“Don’t feel bad, never feel bad. He may not have his wants but he will always have his needs. Whenever we go out I pay for their food and snacks. Trust me he is well taken care of here. All of them are.” He quickly reassured me.

“I know, I trust you, I felt bad when he cried, I was just trying to help.” I replied feeling myself give in a little.

“I know, and thank you for being there for him, but I’m trying to show him he can do things on his own as well.”

A comfortable silence passed between us before I spoke again.

“So, he’s wearing the jacket? How does it look.”

“Honestly, it looks like all the jackets he packed with him.”

“Be honest, Kris” I could hear the annoyance but amusement in his voice.

“It looks good on him. I pulled the covers back this morning and he was wearing it with his pajamas. He says he will only wear this jacket while we are here. He can’t wait to show you when we get back.”

A smile instantly lit up my face, as I imagined what he look like

“He’s also taking all these pictures, its getting a little difficult for him to focus.”

I laugh, “I’m glad he’s likes it. I can’t wait to see it in person, but send me a picture in the meantime”

“Sure,” Kris mumbled. “Oh, its time for us to go.” Kris said suddenly on the other line.

“Ok, talk to you later. “Love you,” the blood in my veins ran cold, as I sat frozen. I could feel more than one pairs of eyes on me coming from different directions. Oh no what did I just say.

I waited with bated breath for Kris to replay. We’ve known each other for years, but this is the first time… It just slipped out. My heart began to beat loudly in my ears.

“Love you too,” I felt my face flush, but relief swept over me.

“Bye”

“Bye”

I hung up the phone and looked at DO who quickly looked down shoulders shaking uncontrollably.  To my left Sehun continued to eat his food, grinning while doing so.

“You guys really sounded like a married couple,” I swivel around in my chair, and find Baekhyun sitting not too far from us charging his phone. He’s never been this quiet.

“Yeah I guess so,” I nod, the idea did not feel weird to me at all.

“You sounded like the mother who spoils her children. And Kris is the dad trying to teach his children something” DO laughs. I feel my shoulders shake as well.  I guess this is our new normal.

#exo #exo ot 12 #kris and suho #krisho #tao exo #fanfiction #kpop

[kia-likethecar]

Yixing having a sheep in his I need you photoshoot emanates the same power as Luhan having a manly deer furry in his Lu MV

#yixing #luhan #lay #exo #i need u #i need you #lu #anyway what im really saying is that i hate exo and i hope that lay fucking drops their flaky useless asses and blows up sment HQ #hes too good for them and theyre fucking racist anyway #0/10 for korean members of exo #-10000/10 for sm entertainment #1000000000000/10 for zhang yixing #and luhan #and huang zitao #and wu yifan #fuck your ot8 and your ots 9 10 11 and 12 #im ot4

[potadokais-blog]

this fucked me up i'm crying 😭💔

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yKHHFSVhpk&feature=share

#exo #fetus exo #ot12 #ot fucking 12 yall #fuck my eyes #kaisoo #the kaisoo tho #first snow #throwback #throw me back #happy kiddos

[davidmathiraj]

"Corner" ... Which?... from the OT of The Holy Bible (KJV)

“Corner” … Which?… from the OT of The Holy Bible (KJV)

– . Read . . . …. . . . More from Archives–>>–>>–>> / also search by words , and phrase I am no preacher, but, am a prime sinner and living in this world in HIS mercy. For a sinner like me too, when I read “The Holy Bible” KJV, the following verses were given in the context of “Corner“ Exo 25:12 And thou shalt cast four rings of gold for it, and put them in the four corners thereof; and two…

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#Corner

[bbhl-incporated]

what happened in 2014? what was that post about?? (Btw I only now just noticed ur url is "goth"chanbaek not "got"chanbaek...)

L O L don’t worry about the url… I haven’t changed it since summer 2016 (when Monster came out and my mutuals made “goth” urls falsdk;jfaldsf)

So 2014 basically got hit by a huge shitstorm. The Sewol Ferry sinking of course was a national tragedy and left many idols devastated; some kids on the ship were very much fans of different idol groups and relatives / friends reached out to the idols to tell them so. I cried during the whole fiasco and I wasn’t even in the country …. the debacle just made my heart ache.

Related to the actual kpop industry itself, Kris did leave EXO in May of 2014 and opened the flood gates for the biggest SM scandal since the breakup of DB5K into 2VXQ and JYJ. (DBSK had the largest fandom to date, called Cassiopeia, and it had fans in China, Korea, Japan…. they were especially known for how big they were in Japan. Breakout and steady success in what was considered Asia’s largest music market, by foreign and non-American artists was absolutely amazing. For the record, it has names specific to each language: Tong Vfan Xien Qi = TVXQ, the Mandarin name; DBSK = Dong Bang Shing Ki, Korean name; and Tohoshinki is the Japanese name. They technically debuted as a Japanese act and not a Korean act releasing things in Japanese which adds some nuance important for considering record breaking and setting, money, etc which are not important for our purposes here.) Kris’s sudden departure opened wounds older kpop fans had considered closed since the breakup of Kpop’s largest act (BigBang wasn’t shit in comparison for quite some time and even LeeSooMan apparently considered SJ throwaways from DBSK) and cast yet another huge, negative, ugly spotlight on the abuses of SM Entertainment in the past. The sticky part is how people started to analyze why this departure was not so sudden, and I will return to that in a bit.

This departure itself was ugly because Kris left in the middle of Overdose promotions and a few weeks before EXO’s first tour would commence. For context, Overdose came as a follow up to EXO’s smashing 2013 success with Growl Repackage and Miracles in December. They became the first artists to become million-album sellers in years with Growl and they won Album of the Year at the Mnet Asian Music Awards, when G Dragon had won pretty much every thing else that night (lmao) and SHINee was also up for the award. So they, a rookie group less than 2 years old, managed to win that award despite the STIFF sunbae competition on top of becoming million sellers… All eyes were on them no doubt and the public and fans were looking forward to their next promotions and their first concert tour… … SO you can imagine the laser focus this drew to the group and to the company. I will tell you right now: Not. A. Pleasant. Experience. The fandom was l i t e r a l l y imploding and people were taking pro-Kris and anti-Kris stances everywhere and calling him a traitor and calling fans fake and — and there was the part where only Suho was on stage to receive EXO’s award right after the news came out and my soul broke in half and the days you could tell EXO had been crying before coming onstage and and and – THERE WAS JUST SO MUCH SAD AND ANGRY IN THE FANDOM I hated it.

There are many bloggers who were around, who I followed during that time who aren’t around anymore. T_T

If I tell and explain everything wrong that happened in 2014 I could be here quite a while, so I’ll keep it short and jump to Baek’s instagram post. He made that post (xx) and one or two others I think, in response to the vicious and heinous reactions he and Taeyeon received after Dispatch revealed they were dating. Yes, this happened even in the aftermath of Kris’ departure. Yes, this only made things worse. Why? Well to add fuel to the fire, Baek had made a sort of cheeky promise that he wouldn’t date until EXO had made it, weren’t rookies anymore… basically he “promised” not to date until around 5 years after EXO debuted. That would be this year… so you know …. those deluded fans who took him seriously flipped out. Add on to that the fact that Taeyeon is many years his sunbae in terms of activity in the industry and the leader of the Nation’s Girl Group ™ and both jealousy of her and resentment of the fact he was in a relationship caused fans to make vicious posts and comments on Instagram–BOTH of their Instagrams, though his was far worse–and many other social media sites and forums. (Twitter comes to mind too.) THEN to top it all off, Baek was an MC on a music show (Inkigayo maybe?) and YOU COULD SEE HE HAD BEEN STRESSED, SLEEP DEPRIVED AND CRYING on many days and so-called “””fans””” had the nerve to shout and call him a traitor–among other things–ON LIVE BROADCAST like h o l y  s h i t this was bad. Baek should not have had to ~apologize~ for dating Taeyeon, as he did in the post.

Okay now winding back to what I mentioned earlier: rumor theories. Theories about every damn thing started floating around. There was a big theory about how Kris had wanted out of EXO since before Wolf (Wolf preceded Growl, but both were in 2013) and that Kris fabricated his visa issue. I have that on my blog and can hunt it down for you if you want to read the full body of “Evidence ™” but it’s actually plausible. Another theory was that Taeyeon and Baek were not actually dating–and this has many strains. One strain indicates that the entire relationship was fabricated as a distraction from the Kris departure and lawsuit , while the other states that they did date at one time but broke up way before any of the drama started–SM just used them since they had been together before as an easy cover up. These kinds of theories did not help a damn thing and just seeded further distrust and resentment within fandoms. Like seriously you had SONEs and EXOL screeching at other over this relationship, and even though they were not majority or mainstream fandom members / opinions, they still became pretty vocal. Many bad egg EXOL attacked both Baek and Taeyeon, and fewer SONEs attacked one or both. The theories that surrounded their relationship, including that they gave “hints” with couple items and that Taeyeon gave Baek a fan gift just . It was so ugly. Kpop fans showed their ugliest side. There were venomous comments for weeks. Baek and Tae even left Instagram for a while and Baek stopped being energetic and talkative when with EXO. I hated it so. fucking . much.

Let me tell you. Within SM? It only gets worse. Outside of SM? It gets much worse.

Within SM… Luhan also leaves EXO in October of that year. That’s TWO members, both Chinese, leaving the SAME up-and-coming and ~spectacular~ group, in the SAME year. Boy did that get media attention. Oh, and SM’s stocks took a much bigger dip after Luhan left than when Kris left. Oh, and Luhan’s deteriorating condition was much more visible than Kris’s and just stoked the flames of hatred against SM all over again.  Oh, and Luhan was EXO’s biggest China connection and most popular member in China … hence the stock drop. A few months later, Luhan was making literally millions on his own, which reinforced the premise that the dude was worth wayyyy too valuable for SM to give up willingly. Which of course they didn’t , which is why the main lawsuit lasted for about 2 years. But yeah now the forever-12 group with 4 Chinese members was down to 10 and only 2 Chinese members (bad for connecting to the Chinese music market which is full of $$$$) and media was losing its mind ! So was the fandom! Now the definition of traitor had shifted and you were a traitor and YOU were a traitor and we’re all traitors !!!! 

And JESSICA LEFT SNSD TOO !!! The only way I can characterize everyone’s emotions at the time is: WHAT  T HE F UC K ??? Luhan and Jessica’s respective departures literally happened within two weeks of each other !!! What were we supposed to d o ??? Between all three departures, you felt like you were getting punched in the gut, then the face, then the genitalia, then kicked on the ground. SNSD was forever nine man, nation’s girl group, biggest Kpop girl group ever and suddenly a main vocalist is gone ??? B O Y !

Oh, I forgot to mention how Tao posted on his Instagram very …. resentful things when Kris left . Mmmmm yeah it was bad, not gonna elaborate too hard but … he took it back later in 2015. You probably know that he, too, is now a former EXO member by now.

2014 was good in that you had groups GOT7, Mamamoo, RedVelvet, WINNER, Akdong Musician, Lovelyz, JJCC, etc debut that year. But it was bad due to circumstances surrounding some of  those debuts. 

Notably, Red Velvet was accused of having their debut rushed because SM wanted to cover up the ongoing lawsuit news. Now I know this sounds ridiculous: a dating scandal AND debuting an entire group early just to cover up some bad publicity about an idol leaving your company? Well given how persistent the press was and how bad the lawsuit and allegations made SM look … it’s not that difficult to believe and it most definitely was not hard to gobble up as reliable gossip at the time. At the time, it was considered the norm that SM covers up bad news by Any Means Necessary, and to generate positive publicity. The BaekYeon thing backfired tremendously in that it gave hatred to artists instead of positivity but it sure as hell kept folks’ minds off the lawsuit for a bit. (Also there’s the whole strain of thinking corporations and business control and influence the media, which is something many of us can relate to and why this can appeal so strongly.)

I believe the fact that Yeri joined RV later and was going to be a permanent addition, and the only addition, only helped this theory. After all, apparently she was intended to be with the group from the start, but she was too young when RV debuted. This seems to imply that RV debuted sooner than they were supposed to. ~X files music plays in the background~

WINNER also got shafted pretty hard. They won the big reality idol-elimination show WIN: Who’s Next? hence the title WINNER (formerly Team A) and then YG highkey neglected them because  …well honestly YG wanted the Next Big Bang ™ and WINNER’s ballad style wasn’t going to do that–no matter how much Mino you throw in the song. Plus he demonstrated obvious favoritism to Mino, Bobby and B.I. in general and once WINNER highkey disappeared after they dropped their release (as rookies you are supposed to do follow up promotions the same year and within a decent time frame – EXO did not do this like they were supposed to, again because of Kris visa issue [hey that theory’s looking mighty Fresh again]) it became clear that YG wanted the next group out of the WIN cycle to get the spotlight–that group became iKon (formerly known as Team B). 

Lovelyz had an issue with one of their to-be-debuted members name Jisoo. Jisoo was accused of … well have you heard of the things the boy trainees under Produce 101 are being accused of ? If so, think along those lines. If not: suffice to say it involved manipulation, lesbianism and abuse within the relationship…. bad stuff to be accused of in South Korea lmao so the group was involved in scandal before even debuting! In the end, Jisoo did not debut on account that the allegations were being investigated and taken seriously–in addition to claims that she was ill due to the drama on the internet and within her live as a result of the accusations, and that she needed to recover.

I will end with those three examples of debut issues. Let’s go back to a group that debuted the same year as EXO: B.A.P. 2014 was the year B.A.P sued over “slave contracts” with TS Entertainment. According to the suit, since debuting in 2012, B.A.P had earned over 9 million dollars, yet the company had only given each member $16,000 on top of forcing members to perform to the point of hospitalization and fainting.

ZE:A, which debuted in 2010, also revealed issues with their company (shocking!!! at this point) and the group leader Junyoung (Lee Hoo) took to Twitter  to criticise his managing company’s, Star Empire’s CEO Shin Joo Hak for allegedly mistreating idol groups and their unfair contracts. He also alleged that CEO Shin Joo Hak both abused him and lost the company money. So there were accusations of financial and human capital abuses. He even posted income receipts on Twitter. You can read through (reliable!) translations of the events here: xx.

I want you to imagine hearing about all this shit throughout the year and thinking things are “over” and then just getting whacked whacked whacked whacked all about because you care about all these groups at the same time . J US T . :~)))))) I was fine : ^) everything : ^) was fine : ^) Nothing bad :~) was happening at all :~)

Oh and let’s add to this list, another thing that got negativity and didn’t deserve it: Super Junior’s Sungmin marrying Kim Sa-eun in 2014. ELF (SJ fandom name) were f u r i o u s at him for marrying so suddenly. ELF were trending #SungminOUT on Twitter because they wanted him kicked out of SJ for marrying. I was a pretty big SJ fan at the time so between everything !!! I WAS SCREAMING what the hell was wrong with people ???? Mad about a marriage ! They weren’t even mad at the lady (which doesn’t make it better), but purely the fact that he was getting married and didn’t give … idk some kind of prior notice? I knew he was enlisting soon after, but that wasn’t the source of the anger… anyway, other ELF counter-trended the #SungminOUT thing with a positive tag instead, and sent him lots of love, so it worked out…. but still many ELF were mad at him. If memory serves correctly, it was primarily K-ELF (korean SJ fans) who felt this sort of entitlement to him that led to the anger and it was …. yikes.

What else is there to say about that year? Of course people re-examined previous abuses by companies, including SM Entertainment’s maltreatment of DBSK, Hangeng of SJ (SJ’s former Chinese member who sued, won, and left the  group and the company due to mistreatment), disbandment of H.O.T., Shinhwa’s departure from SM, etc etc etc so you had layers of SM stan pain. SHINee and f(x) became known as SM’s only groups to not lose a member or disband … and then f(x) lost Sulli in 2015 … :| 

This is the most I remember or came to light when I looked up different issues I had thought of. If anyone wants to add to this list of catastrophe then please, go ahead. .-. I’m not even proofreading or else I’ll just get emotional for the umpteenth time. Hope this answers your (and 3 other folks’) question well! 

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