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The Trespasser pt. 26

You were on top of the world with the new title of leader of your family’s clan. You were the strongest clan in all of the orient and you were proud. But your family feels that there are threats still lurking around making you a target. When they introduce you to a potential man for a business and marriage merger will it help your clan or make matters worse?

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

The next morning you woke up feeling groggy and tired. The entire night you kept thinking about Hoseok wondering, did he get home okay? He’s not hurt right? Why was he so drunk? Why did he have to come here of all places? Did he really mean what he said last night? And although your mind kept telling you that it was just a drunken mishap, your heart wanted to fully believe that he had come for you. It made your mind wonder if he was doing as horribly as you had been. If he was feeling like an emotional zombie, focusing only on work, and just getting through the next day like you had been doing. But once again your brain had reared its ugly head and told you that he hadn’t, that it was just a mistake and that he only said those things because he was so drunk.

You let out a loud yawn and stretched in bed feeling your sheets glide across your skin before you reached over to find your phone on your nightstand. You clicked the lock button once to see what time it was only to find that you had close to a dozen notifications from your mother alone. You quickly unlocked your phone and rummaged through the messages and missed calls.

4 New Messages, 6 Missed calls…

Mom: You had better give me a damn good explanation as to why I heard that you and Hoseok decided to end things

Mom: Your father is beyond pissed!!!

Mom: If you want to ever come over here again you better pick up the phone!

Mom: Fine!

You let out a loud sigh and pinched the bridge of your nose. In the mix of everything that had been going on you had tried so hard to maintain appearances so that you could explain to your parents what had happened on your own terms, and not when wounds were still so fresh.

You got up and immediately went to the bathroom to freshen up before you subjected yourself to the emotional warfare that was your mother on the phone. and while you sat on the toilet you stared down at the pad that remained completely clean after your night’s rest. You gently ripped the pad away and wadded it up in toilet tissue before you threw it away.

“it’s finally done” you whispered softly to yourself as you stared at it in the trash can. There was a particularly enslaving feeling that overwhelmed you as you looked down into the bin. Many people may not know that you were once pregnant, but you would always know and every time that you had a period you would feel a small tinge of guilt.

You finished things in the bathroom and then took a seat on the side of your bed and stared at your phone for a moment, before picking it up and calling the last person who you wanted to discuss your marriage with.

“You have some nerve calling me this late in the day missy!” Your mom almost immediately answered.

“Hello to you to mom, oh I’m fine by the way, thanks for asking!” you said back.

“What the hell happened to you? Did someone piss in your cheerios today?” she asked back, “Why the hell am I hearing that you and Hoseok decided to end things?” she paused for half a second before she continued, not allowing you to answer the question. “Get your ass over here! You have some explaining to do!” she barked out before she hung up the phone.

You sat there in complete silence like a statue for a few seconds before you unfroze. You heard the chime of a new text message alert, and you looked down at your phone to see what it was.

Mom: Don’t you dare think about disappearing! If you don’t come today, then there will be some restructuring of this family!

Your eyes widened for a moment as you processed what your mother had sent to. You knew that she was going to be disappointed that you had ended the contract with Hoseok, but you didn’t think that it was going to become so serious! You got up from your bed and quickly put on some clothes before you headed off to your parents’ home.

As you parked your car you looked up to your family home and let out a quick deep breath. Today was going to fucking suck! As you got out of your car and started your walk to the front door you looked up to see your mother standing in the doorway with her arms crossed over her chest and a look of disapproval on her face. As soon as she was sure that you had seen her, she walked away from the door into the house leaving you by yourself outside. You completed the few steps with a scoff and a final sigh before you shut and locked the door behind you.

When you entered the house, you followed the smell of cigars and coffee to the living room where your father was smoking and reading the news paper and your mother was sitting, sipping on her coffee like a prima donna. Sensing your presence, your father looked up from his paper and quickly took hold of his cigar.

“There’s my little puppy! What are you doing here darling!” he exclaimed, obviously unaware of what was going on.

You cut your glance over to your mother before you smiled softly at him and took a seat in a chair across from her. If things weren’t already terrible now you would have to cut the news to him too, which you’re assuming that your mother was going to allow you to do as a form of punishment. “Mom called me over!” you finally answered.

“Good! It’s been a while since I’d seen you last kiddo!” he said with a chuckle.

You stared at him for a moment, taking in his happy image. You knew that his mood was going to do a whole 180 after he was finally in the loop, and your ass was going to be on the line. You looked down at your feet for a second and took a deep breath before you aired it all out.

“Dad there’s something that i-“…. You started softly but before you had time to say anything else you were interrupted.

“Hey! I didn’t know you were here! Want any coffee?” Hoseok chimed out in a positive tone as he entered the room with a coffee pot to fill your father and mothers’ cups.

You looked up at him in complete confusion and immediately began to feel yourself tighten up and close off. You looked over to your mother who was looking over at him sweetly with her cup stretch outward for a refill, and you immediately were filled with a silent rage. You were already going through enough of a tough time as is and the last person who you expected to exploit your emotions right now was your mother. But if she was going to do this to you and play around with threats then you were going to go straight to the source and make sure that she couldn’t do it again.

“Dad, there’s something that I need to talk to you about and I would prefer it if we could do that in private.” You said to him with a serious tone hoping that he could feel your sense of urgency.

Your father pursed his eyebrows together but then as soon as he had, he released them and gave you a soft smile back in return with a slight nod. As soon as he began folding his paper you stood up from your chair, ready to follow him to his study. But just as quickly as you stood up your mother had already began making her move.

“Darling none of that right now, you just got here!” Your mother trying to complain.

“If she has something that she needs to discuss with me then let her do it. She’s a busy girl!” Your father chimed in, standing from his seat.

The two of you were about to turn to leave the room when you suddenly felt a hand grabbing your wrist, restricting any further movement forward. You looked down at the hand that held onto you and followed it back to Hoseok, who had a particular look of urgency in his eyes.

“Actually, if you don’t mind… can I have a word with you first?” he asked softly.

You gave him a blank stare for a moment before you nodded your head. You looked over to your father who had already sat back down in his chair and waved his hand at you to go on. You looked back at Hoseok and pulled your hand away from his grasp, and he let go reluctantly.

You guided Hoseok to your father’s office where you knew that your conversation would remain private from any lurking eyes and ears. You locked the door behind the two of you as he entered behind you, and you gestured to the chairs that your father had arranged for meetings. You took a seat and the two of you sat in silence for a while and stared at each other’s faces.

Hoseok looked as good as ever and possibly even better, which pissed you off. Some days you could just manage to get out of bed, and yet here he was looking handsome after a night binge drinking while you were sober and feeling like a freight train had hit you.

“Why didn’t you unblock me?” Hoseok asked first thing.

You looked up to him surprised that he had remembered that much of last night. “To be honest I didn’t think that you would even remember showing up last night.”

Hoseok gave you a soft smile, but you could tell that there was nothing but a slight sting of pain behind it. “That’s fair. But if you know me at all you know that I’m a man of my word.” He said with a cheesier grin, “And… I know that you’re a woman of your word, so unblock me” he challenged.

You gave him an emotionless stare for a second before you pulled out your phone and unblocked his contact in your settings. You locked your phone and sat it down in your lap and looked up at him with a look of tiredness. “Are we done now?” you asked.

“Well….” He started to say but before he could get anything else out, he cleared his throat and looked around the room for a moment. You watched him in anticipation, which only seemed to make him more nervous. “I wanted to tell you a few things. And I know that right here, right now, is probably not the place where you want to hear them, but it’s the only way that I could get to you.”

“Well now you’re unblocked, so can we please do this another time?!” you pleaded with him

“No!” he said quickly, causing you to look up at him in shock. “I need to get this off of my chest before you go out there and tell your father that we’re done!” he said without being able to look you in the eyes.

Hoseok stood up from his chair and walked over to your father’s desk, letting his back face you. “I don’t want you to think that I don’t trust you anymore.” He said just louder than a sigh, “and I don’t want you to think that I don’t like you because of the pregnancy.” Hoseok finally turned around to face you from the desk and you could see that there was a single tear ready to spill out of his eye. “And I understand why…” he said with a broken voice.

You clenched your teeth and your fist into a tight ball as you worried about spilling tears of your own. You could see how this had affected Hoseok and it hurt to know that what you had done had caused him pain, but there was also a sense of relief that he had felt that pain. That you weren’t alone in your own thoughts and feelings. You closed your eyes and a shudder racked through your chest as you tried your best to keep yourself together.

Hoseok quickly cleared the office with a few steps and sat down on his feet in front of you holding your fists to his face as he cried. Slowly, you relaxed your hands and held his face, wiping away his stray tears with your thumbs.

“what’s done is done” you said in a soft whisper.

Hoseok gathered his breath, and he looked up at you. “I know, and I’m sorry that I tried to make the decision about my own wants… I only though of my own happiness before I even considered that this was something that could hurt you.”

You ran a hand over his hair and placed it back to his cheek trying your best to comfort him. “I know, and I’m sorry that I hid it from you.” You admitted “I should have been honest with you, but I was scared and nervous.”

Hoseok tilted his head further into your palm and shut his eyes. “Please…. Please don’t let this ruin everything that we had.” He prayed silently in your hand as you looked down on him.

“Hoseok…” you started and let out a small sob of your own. “I don’t know that it can go back to how it was after this.” You admitted “what happened is still so raw for me.”

“I know, I know.” He repeated and nodded his head “I’m sorry!” he sat up on his knees and reached out for your face to place soft kisses on your cheeks, nose, chin, forehead and eventually your lips. “I just want to be there to help pick up the pieces.” He said looking into your eyes.

You considered it… all of it. The happy moments, the moments of concern, the nights spent together and apart. The tears and the anger. And how the two of you had left each other so easily.

“I want that too…” you admitted “but I’m scared that this will always be there to haunt us.”

Hoseok pulled you down from the chair into his lap and he held you close to his chest. “I will never ever use this to harm you, start arguments, or belittle your character.” He said strongly “y/n, what I want the most is to be able to call you a partner again. And I know that right now you just need some time and space to heal, but I want to continue the contract…with you.”

You pulled back from him after your breathing and tears had settled and you looked up at him, holding onto his broad shoulders. “Are you sure?” you asked him.

He scoffed and gently tucked loose strands of your hair away from your face. “I never wanted to end it in the first place.” He said with a sad chuckle, causing you to look at him confused. “You were the one who had said that we should end things.” He smiled.

You looked down at his chest while you recalled what you had said … “Since we have come to such an outstanding disagreement then I think it’s best that we end our contract here. There’s no point of continuing if we can’t agree on such important principles or trust each other from here on out.”

“You had immediately pulled out the contract and signed it as completed, so what could I do?!” he stated. “You had already made up your mind, before I could even try to work things out.”

You nodded your head, taking ownership of how rash you had come to the decision without letting him discuss his own feelings or pain and how the pregnancy would have altered the relationship between the two of you. You had been the sole provider of your pain instead of talking things out.

“I’m sorry.” you said clearing your throat and wiping away any tear stains on your face. “I don’t really want to end things either, and things have been though lately without you there.” You admitted to him. “But I think before we jump headfirst in again, we should maybe take things slow, while we get everything figured out.”

Hoseok smiled at you and pulled you in once again, embracing you in a full body hug. You were shocked for a single moment before you allowed yourself to find comfort in his embrace again. You smiled to yourself and let out a deep breath, letting the dust settle over the animosity between the two of you.

“I’m okay with slow” Hoseok whispered to you, as he held you close.

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bangchanshehe · 8 months

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Hi ,how are you, are you gonna add new chapters to bodyguard or is the story finished ?

Thanks for your hard work . I’ll start reading Andromeda :).

I am going to add more parts to the series eventually! I went on an unexpected hiatus while I moved out of state and had my life flipped upside down but I am officially back and ready to post more!! Thanks for checking out some of my other series!

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 25

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

It had been several days since Hoseok had packed up and left the house and there was a certain heaviness in the air that no one dared to address. Especially when you were around.

You could hear the boys whispering and talking amongst themselves whenever they thought that you weren’t around, but you didn’t do anything to confront or clarify the situation to the men. Instead you just walked around in silence like a zombie. You didn’t linger around and chit chat with the boys and you didn’t sit around in common areas. If you were needed the boys could either be found in your office, in your bedroom or in the gym. Because after you had taken all of the medicine and triggered your period you had decided that you would act like nothing had happened in the last few months. It was the only way that you could stop the pain, embarrassment and tears from resurfacing.

And yes you did feel pain after doing what you had done. And there is no easy way to describe the feeling that you have from aborting a baby that you could have given birth to. Because as much as you felt liberated by not having that burden you also feel ashamed, and incredibly heartbroken.

You felt sad and lost. Unable to communicate how you felt in a house full of men because none of them would ever know what it meant to even have life inside of themselves. So instead of moping about it you shoved everything inside and continued to do your work as if there was nothing wrong at all.

“hey boss” Minhyuk had said as he joined you in the gym where you were currently exercising and trying to get out your feelings and frustrations.

He had approached the treadmill where you were running and you removed your headphones to listen to what he had to say.

“I have a guy at the front gate who says that he’s here to change all of the locks and codes. Did you want to show him which doors to fix or do you just want me to tell him to do all of them?” he asked as if he was trying to tread lightly.

You contemplated for a second what he had asked. You had done everything in the last few days to make sure that everything was wiped clean and no trace of Hoseok was to be found. Changing these locks was the very last thing to do, and as dumb as it sounded you were holding off because it felt like the final step to take to be completely rid of him. Hoseok would never be able to step foot in this house again. He would never be able to go into his room or panic room. which also meant that you would no longer be able to wonder into his panic room using the code of your first day.

You let out a long sigh before you turned to face Minhyuk again. “just tell him to fix them all” you replied. You quickly placed your headphones back on and continued with your workout, blocking out the world around you.

The rest of the evening you couldn’t help but feel an awkward tug on your heart strings. It felt good to have things finalized and not have to worry about security anymore, but there was still a part of you that felt unhappy that he was now completely gone.

You had decided that for the rest of the evening you would allow yourself to relax and felt that a nice long soak in the shower was much needed. You were still experiencing some extreme cramps and discomfort from your period and the medicines. So letting yourself sit underneath the head of the shower while it beat down hot streams of water sounded exactly like what the doctor had ordered.

You were rinsing out the lathered shampoo in your hair when the intercom in your room had interrupted your spa like treatment that you were giving yourself. You let out a frustrated groan and shut off the water in a huff. It felt like you were constantly being punished. You stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around yourself before you approached the stupid intercom that you were seriously considering ripping out at this point and pressed the button to talk.

“what’s going on?” you asked sternly, letting it be known that you were unhappy with the interruption

“I think you should see what’s going on outside.” Minhyuk stated like a scared puppy “I would have delt with things myself, but uhm I didn’t know if you wanted to take care of things on your own or not…”

You let out a soft sigh and then walked over to your phone where you had access to view that cameras around the property. You flipped through each one before you saw the figure of a person slouched over and sitting on the front door.

Fuck. You growled out loud to yourself. You watched the slouched figure of Hoseok as you contemplated what you wanted to do. A part of you wanted to be completely removed from the situation and have the boys deal with the situation, but you knew that if you didn’t want Hoseok yapping to the members that you would have to deal with things yourself.

You walked back over to the intercom and stabbed the button with your fingers in a huff. “I’ll deal with it.” You said in a short tone

You quickly towel tried yourself off and then slipped on basic pajamas. With a quick glance around the room, you had spotted some easily accessible slippers and you immediately put them on. Slipping out of your bedroom your you made your way through the halls of the house and paid special attention to whether or not there was anyone around peeking outside or talking about Hoseok being here.

You let out a sigh of relief when you realized that you were the only person wondering around the house. Minhyuk must have been the only person who knew of what was going on. You silently thanked him and took a deep breath before you threw open the front door.

“what the hell are you doing here?” you barked out to Hoseok, but as soon as the words left your mouth you had stopped to take an actual good look at him.

He was smiling softly to himself as he sat there. His face looked warm and brilliant red, as if he had been drinking all night. And that’s exactly when you knew that he wasn’t coming over to start a fight or harass you about the decision that you had made. He had most likely drunkenly come here by mistake. You folded your arms across your chest and looked out into the night sky.

You had a few options. You could drop him off at his house yourself. Ask one of your men to drop him off. Call someone to pick him up or you could just leave him there. And as much as the last option seemed tempting to you, you knew that he would wake up in a lot of pain because of his position.

“hoseok!” you called out to him in a stern motherly voice.

You waited a second for him to move or respond or… do anything, but he sat there like a completely drunk fool. You bent over to look him in the eyes and see if he was hurt somehow, but he seemed completely fine.

“hoseok!” you called out to him again, but this time you decided to pat him on his shoulder.

Hoseok blinked a few times at the wall and then like a baby looked up at you and giggled to himself. You had almost cracked and laughed at his drunken state, but you were able to keep yourself calm with a clearing of your throat.

“what are you doing here?” you asked him now that he was somewhat responsive.

He put is arms behind him and he struggled up to his feet, but as soon as he was face to face with you he put his palms around your face.

“I wanted to come see what you were doing…” he was interrupted by a hiccup “without me”

You looked him up and down and notice the state of his clothes. This was an outfit that hugged Hoseok in all of the right ways and it looked fantastic on him, but it just wasn’t Hoseok’s style. What you imagined was a once properly pressed and wrinkle free button-down shirt was now wrinkled, and misbuttoned. There was a lipstick stain on his collar that you couldn’t help but notice and he had a distinctly sweet aroma to him as if his cologne had mixed with a woman’s perfume.

You squared your jaw for a moment as you could feel your anger begin to rise, but then managed to somehow calm yourself enough to respond to his dumbass question.

“Just fine Hoseok…so can you call someone to pick you up now?” you asked him and then turned to walk back into the house, but before you could get far Hoseok had trapped you in a back hug. “let go” you growled as you wiggled and struggled in his hold.

“You changed the entry code…” Hoseok stated, and you stopped fighting against his grip. Not that it would have mattered anyways, he was always stronger than you were. “and you smell so good” he took deep breaths with his face in your hair but all you could smell was the stench of alcohol and the mixture of perfume.

You used his position to quickly squat and wiggle out of his arms. And the moment that you were free you backed away from him with your back to the door.

“better than the girl you were with tonight?” you asked back bitterly and you had regret what you said the moment that it spilled out of your mouth.

It no longer mattered whether or not he was with someone else. The two of you were finished and he had as much right to move on and see other people as you did. It just hurt your feelings that he had already been with other women so shortly after you.

Hoseok staggered back for a moment and then he held his hand out to point at you. He giggled to himself and then dropped his hand back to his side. “work” he had admitted but you knew exactly what baiters had to do for work, and it didn’t suck any less.

“what are you doing here then?” you asked like a dumbass “shouldn’t you be sealing the deal so that another poor woman falls for you, only for you to leave her heartbroken?”

Hoseok had dropped his smile for a moment and then it was right back where it was. He held his hands up to his chest “you loved me?” he asked

You rolled your eyes and turned around to walk inside again and this time Hoseok was happy and drunk enough that he didn’t bother to chase you again. And as soon as the door was shut you locked it and stood there facing it while you waited for your heart to relax. You were to overwhelmed with emotions and you didn’t know whether to be angry, confused, sad, or slightly joyous that he had come to see you.

“I love you too!” you heard Hoseok yell back like a toddler and giggle to himself. “I said i love you!” he shouted again.

If he were to continue he would wake the whole house up, and if the boys had heard him shouting his confession of love then you knew that they would be even more confused and curious than they already where. You had no choice but to go back outside and try to face him.

you stepped out defiantly and put one hand on your hip and used the other to point to the road. “that’s great and all but you seriously have to go home now before I remove you myself”

hoseok turned to face you and his eyes opened wide. “but what if I don’t want to leave” he joked with a smile

“don’t test me hoseok” you growled back to him

He took a step forward so that he was maybe just a foot away from your face, but you weren’t going to fold and back away from him. “what are you going to do to me if I do?” he asked with a grin “you going to punish me?” he giggled

You looked down at his chest and lips for a split second and then looked away from him. Your anger and frustration with him was quickly turning into sexual frustration and you hated that your body still wanted him despite what you had been through.

“go home hoseok” you said softly, giving up on being angry

“give me what I want…” he said like a little mischievous kid

Your turned your head back to face him and lifted a single eyebrow “and what is that?” you asked

Hoseok paused to think about what he wanted for a second and you used that opportunity to scan his body once more. You bit your lip and let go of a small sigh before you faced him again but he had noticed that you were staring.

“agree to meet me for breakfast tomorrow?” he asked

“no” you quickly shut him down “it’s already 2am now. I’m not waking up early to meet you anywhere”

“oh…” he said sounding sad and defeated. “then unblock me”

"That's it? Just... unblock you?" you asked him back to confirm what he wanted.

Hoseok gave you a large gummy grin and nodded his head once dramatically. you looked at him for a second to gauge how serious he was and then held out your hand to him as a sign of promise.

"fine. you have a deal" you said sternly

He looked out at your hand in disbelief for a moment and then happily took it in both of his own. he staggered forward a few steps and then finally settled down.

"I promise... that I will never hurt you again." he said with his eyes half shut.

"I promised to unblock you. I didn't say we would honor the contract again." you said with a scowl to Hoseok. His drunkenness' was allowing for his heart to completely take over his brain.

"I'll talk to you tomorrow, my love" he said with a wave before he turned around and staggered off towards the front gate.

"You're getting ahead of yourself Hoseok we aren't together again!" you yelled out to him

you watched him as he opened the front gate and you stood close by as you watched him come to a stop, and plop down into a sitting squat position as he waited for a ride to get him. you let out a huff and small sigh of relief and then went back inside.

now where do we go from here? are we friends? acquaintances? or perhaps the two of you would just become companions... someone to share a space with when you felt lonely. you silently shook your head as you agreed with yourself that it might be the safest way to still have Hoseok but not get hurt.

you wondered back to your bedroom and you picked up your phone from your night stand, starting down at the lit up screen as if it was waiting for you to do what you had just promised. you unlocked it and went to your contacts silently and softly scrolling through the long list as you waited for his name to appear. and as soon as it had you felt like what you were doing was taboo. you hovered over his contact for a long while and debated with yourself if you should really unblock him or not.

He was pretty drunk so I'm pretty sure he wont remember anyways. you had told yourself to make you feel better before you clicked your phone shut and placed it down on its charger. Tomorrow you would have a good day and make sure that you put Hoseok behind you. for good.

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 24

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Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

You had managed to get Hoseok to follow you into your office but each time that you wanted to approach him and reason with him he would turn his face or step away from you. And you would be lying if you said that it didn’t hurt to be treated that way. It felt as if he was rejecting you and that was something that you had never really experienced before.

In a perfect world you would explain to him about everything and share your doubts and concerns and he would understand. He would comfort you and tell you that everything would be okay and allow you to cry on his shoulder if need be.

“Why?” he asked with a broken voice

You contemplated answering him for a moment but instead found yourself retreating to the comfort of your desk. The one place where you felt at charge. And the one place that you knew would help you turn your feelings off. Because behind this desk you are no longer just y/n… you are the head of your clan and there are no room for emotions when making decisions.

“Because it needs to be done” you answered him back shortly and coldly, retreating away from your emotions so you wouldn’t get hurt

Hoseok felt the change in your tone of voice and turned to you with a furious glare. He stepped towards your desk with quick, sharp steps and he leaned over the desk with his hands down supporting his weight.

“don’t you dare talk to me as if I’m on of your subordinates.” He growled out

You stared up at his face for a moment and then sunk back into your chair in a composed yet relaxed position. It was all you could do to comfort yourself in a situation like this.

“if I am pregnant then the only person who gets to decide what I do with my body is me!” you said calmly and clearly to him hoping that he’d get your point loud and clear.

“just you?!” Hoseok said dumbfounded… “i’m sorry. Did I just daydream the last few weeks that we had with each other? Or have I completely gone crazy by thinking that there was actually something between us?”

You wanted to answer him with your heart but you knew that responding emotionally was not something that you could do comfortably when he was speaking to you this way. So instead you remained silent and did what you did best… you slipped into boss mode.

“have you forgotten that we married for business needs and not for love? Have you forgotten that prior to a few months ago we were complete strangers? Have you forgotten that I am still my own person and not a submissive wife that you can boss around?” you asked back with a cold dead stare

Hoseok leaned back into a standing position and he looked down at you hurt. “oh I see… so you were treating me just like another one of your play things….” He said sarcastically and scoffed “you lost your favorite toy and you needed someone else to replace him huh?!” he asked in a menacing tone

You eyes shot up to Hoseok and your moth dropped open. You knew that he was upset by the fact that you were trying to abort your pregnancy, but this was crossing the line. He had no right to demean you like this or compare himself to a toy. What you had experienced with Hoseok was genuine and you were really starting to like him and enjoy his company, but if this was how he responded to things that don’t go his way then here is when you would have to draw the line.

“day one… what did I say?” you asked him “I said verbatim that we would be 50/50 partners while under the contract.” You spit out bitterly

“And there is a chance that the baby inside of you right now could possibly be mine. But instead of consulting me and the decision being 50/50 you are deciding on this completely by yourself!” he barked back at you.

“Absolutely.” You answered back right away “you know why? because there is also a chance that it isn’t your child. Because it’s my body that would have to carry this baby to term and deliver it and at the end of the year contract, I would be the one stuck raising the child.” You stood up from your seat and you glared at Hoseok “because I’m not ready for a child physically or emotionally. And most importantly because If I ever have children, it will be of my own will and not some fucked up accident like this”

“a fucked-up accident?” he asked back in a defeated tone, but you held your ground. He waited for a few moments for you to respond but when he realized that you had nothing to say or clarify he nodded his head and let out a few quiet chuckles to himself. “In that case I think its safe to say that I have nothing left to say or do for you… you want to do things on your own and I want a partner. This agreement has only been 50/50 when its convenient for you and never when things need to be discussed or dealt with.”

“So, what are you saying Hoseok? Are you saying that because I want control over my own body that I’m being unfair? That I’m doing a disservice to you by wanting to maintain some control over my future that is not promised?” you scoffed at him “you know if this was a genuine marriage then I would be jumping up and down in excitement over the idea of a baby. And yes, I was feeling amazing last week with you. You have shown me what a normal relationship looks like, and I have never felt more at ease or cared for…But this conversation that we are having right now is showing me that you don’t understand what this baby might mean to me or how it might affect my feelings…have you considered that this might be Shownu’s baby? That a year from now this contract could have ended and I could be alone with no help stuck raising the baby of a man who I killed? A man who come to find out didn’t like me and was sent to assassinate me but only let me live because he wanted to control my clan through me.”

you stared at Hoseok hoping that his mind would have been even slightly altered after all that you had said to him, but he stood there stoically as if he were a statue. He had completely shut down and you knew that the two of you would be at a crossroads from this point on. And if he was going to treat you as if you had no right to your own autonomy because he perhaps was the father of this unwanted fetus then you knew that long term the more comfortable, he became the more he would try to become superior to you. And perhaps this was starting to become exactly what happened with Shownu all over again. And you were sure to not make that mistake twice. You were no fool.

“Since we have come to such a outstanding disagreement then I think it’s best that we end our contract here. There’s no point of continuing on if we can’t agree on such important principles, or trust each other from here on out.” You stated plainly

You pulled out the contract from your desk that was kept in a locked drawer and signed and dated next to a section labeled end. You slid over the contract and the pen to Hoseok without even looking up at him or saying a word and waited quietly for him to oblige your wishes. It took him a few seconds to pick up the pin and sign the contract and as soon as you saw that it had been completed you tucked it back away into your locked drawer.

“I understand that since this is such short notice, you’ll need some time to get everything packed up. Ill give you a few days to get everything sorted out.” You said as if you had already categorized Hoseok as unimportant in your mind even though it was far from the truth.

Hoseok stood there and stared at you for a few moments, nostrils flaring and tears threatening to spill over. His cheeks were read and he looked like he had conflicting emotions trying to take over. He opened his mouth as if he had something to say to you but after taking a few deep breaths he turned aways and exited the office.

You waited for a few moments to allow him room to go wherever he needed to go and then without a second thought you picked yourself up and headed back into the kitchen to make yourself another glass of tea. You had carefully repeated all of the steps that you had completed earlier to make yourself your herbal concoction and then sipped on the drink. It was bitter and hard to swallow, but with your raging battle of emotions you easily downed the cup in just a few gulps.

“is everything okay?” Jooheon called out to you quietly

You turned your head towards him and the moment that you saw his concerned expression you completely broke down. The emotions that you fought so hard to hide away and rationalize earlier had come rushing back in and completely overwhelmed you. You squat down right where you were standing and you put your hands over your face as your tears poured down like a waterfall.

“come here” Jooheon said softly as he squat down next to you and pulled you In for a hug. “I don’t know what it is that’s got you so down but it must be really bad.” He gave you a gentle squeeze and rubbed your back “I understand if you want to be alone but if you ever want to talk just know that I’m right here and I will always take the time for you”

If you weren’t already feeling bad then you were after hearing what he had to say. Because all that you wanted was for Hoseok to listen to you and understand that it was more than the fact that it was possibly his baby but the effect that having this kid would have on you mentally if it wasn’t his. You wanted him to pull you in for a hug and care for how you felt and say what Jooheon had said to you. You wanted him to tell you that things could get worked out or comfort you when you felt scared and worried. But instead, his automatic response was to question you and make you feel like some cheap slut who only wanted to be with men for sex.

And if you were being honest about the situation you were incredibly upset that this was how things how unfolded. The first time that you had actually opened up to someone and allowed yourself to get comfortable with someone and it had ended in the worst way possible. you were pregnant and completely alone.

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 23

Word count: 2.7k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

As soon as you had left the hospital you had gone back to the rental house and packed your belongings to leave. Hoseok had suggested to leave earlier than planned and you were happy to agree. The quicker that you went home the quicker you could deal with your problem and get it off of your mind. All that you had to do now was mentally calm yourself down as you delt with a three-hour car ride back home. So instead of staying awake and fighting the urge to cry and or show your worry on your face you decided it would be best to pretend to be asleep.

And in truth it wasn’t such an awful plan. Hoseok was more than accommodating as he drove slower on the roads so he wouldn’t hit bumps and awake you. And as uncomfortable as the ride was, it allowed you to think about how you would handle things when you got home. You wouldn’t be able to continue to play sleep as you got there, and you would have to deal with covering up the nausea in front of him so he wouldn’t continue to question or suspect you.

But before you knew it you felt the car come to a slow stop and then felt the rumble of the engine come to a silent end. You were home and there was no more running away from this until you had dealt with the problem. And as much as you hated to admit it you had no clue what you were doing.

Before Hoseok would have to “wake you up”, you let out probably the most unconvincing yawn and stretch. You blinked your eyes a few times and then let out a sigh as you turned to face Hoseok in the driver’s seat.

“Hey sleepyhead” he said with a warm smile, reaching out to cup your face by the cheeks “we’re home now… are you okay?”

You nodded your head softly in his palm and gave him a soft smile back. In that moment you were envious of what you could have with Hoseok if you were just an average couple…. In a normal life you and Hoseok might have met somewhere sweet like in high school or college. You might have met each other and started off as friends and then slowly revealed to each other that you liked one another. You could have had a genuine romance which would have bloomed into a lifelong love, full of happiness, excitement and accomplishments. You could have sweetly prepared a nursery with one another and laughed as you daydreamed about your child and whether it would be a boy or a girl. You would have celebrated the fact that you were pregnant instead of--

“I think I’m going to run to the store for a few things…” Hoseok said snapping you out of your daydream “do you need help getting inside or are you okay on your own?” he asked

“I think I’m okay” you answered a little too optimistic and then quickly back tracked “will you grab me so antinausea medicines while you’re out?”

“of course!” he answered back with a wide smile, proud that he could be of help to you when you needed him “go on inside and take a warm shower and get comfortable. Ill be home in about an hour or so.”

You studied his face a few more seconds before you exited the car slowly enough for him to still think that you’re weak and then walked inside. You hovered by the front door and waited quietly for the sound of his car retreating onto the road before you sprung into action. And the moment that you heard movement from the car you practically sprinted to your office computer.

When you reached the office door you threw it open and quickly powered on your desktop. Oriental medicine near me you quickly typed into your computer and watched as results came up. There was one just 15 miles from here and you were for once in the last 5 hours excited. This was your window of opportunity, and you were going to take it by all means necessary. You quickly gathered up what things you would need and then ran off for the car garages.

“Hey! You’re back already?” you heard Jooheon call out to you in the garage

You let out a frustrated grunt and then slowly turned towards the general area where you heard his voice. You closed your eyes and let out a quiet sigh before you addressed him.

“I don’t have time to talk right now… if Hoseok beats me home then tell him I had to run to my mom’s. If I don’t beat him home then you can never mention this.” you said in your stern boss voice, signaling that you were not willing to be questioned.

“Wait-… but are you okay?” he asked back, now concerned about you

You didn’t have time to hang around and talk with him so you decided to keep moving and disregard his inquiry. The only thing that you wanted to do right now was weighing on your mind and thoughts taking complete control over you. You needed to get to the herbalist and take care of things before any things went any farther or more people found you acting strange.

You opened the garage and peeled out onto the roads heading straight for the city but being careful to watch out for Hoseok’s car. You bobbed and weaved through the main roads as you passed car after car. And within ten short minutes you had arrived at the small but beautifully decorated store. You had walked inside and took a deep steadying breath. It felt like a sigh of relief just to be here without any additional fuss, and soon this entire predicament will be miles away from you.

A smaller middle-aged man walked behind the front counter and made short eye contact with you. You smiled politely at him and stepped forward towards him and the counter.

“Hello, my doctor has recently prescribed me these few things and I was hoping that I could get them here” you said sweetly to the man who you were hopeful was going to save you

The man took the small piece of paper from your hands that had your list of ingredients written down and then quietly turned away from you to look inside of a very large chest. He fumbled around through the cabinet looking through small drawers and containers, picking each one up one by one. And then as if he had a sudden epiphany, he walked to a back room that you couldn’t see into.

You had waited for what felt like 5 minutes of pure hell and silence as you waited for any sign of living life left in the store other than yourself. Had this man wondered out the store for a smoke break? Or fallen asleep? You were just about to give up and go to the back room yourself when the man had reemerged from the back room.

“Okay I have one of the ingredients in my store and a fellow friend of mine has the other ingredient in his store just about 15 more miles away from here.” He said and your hopefulness had immediately been cut in half. You had already spent about 20 minutes in this store and if you were going to travel 15 more minutes out then you would be cutting it close to time when Hoseok would be back home. But, regardless of the fact you had to do something sooner than later and it was a risk that you were going to have to take.

“that’s completely fine…. However, I am in a bit of a hurry do you think that he could have everything prepared for me so that I can check out as quickly as possible?” you asked the man, and he gave you a simple nod and smile.

He rung you up for the one item and then you were on your way, walking as fast as you could out of the store. When you got into your car you plugged in the address to the second shop into your gps and immediately sped off in the direction that you needed to go. When you arrived you haphazardly pulled into the nearest parking space not paying attention to any detail of the store like you had the last time, and instead stomped straight into the store.

You didn’t stop to look at any of the items that hung around the store or the jars that were scattered around that hade notes promising that the items were genuine and could cure whatever ailments the customers might come in for. Instead, you walked straight to the front counter and called out to a man who was standing by and watching the customers as they browsed the store.

“excuse me sir, I was just at another store and the owner called in some black cohosh for me to pick up.” You had quickly explained out loud.

“ah yes! Give me just one moment, it’s being wrapped up in the back” he said with a smile before he disappeared behind a silk curtain that separated the back room from the rest of the store sales floor.

You tapped your foot as you waited and turned your phone over to check the time. You had been gone for about 35 minutes and it would take about another 25 for you to get back home…

“here we go!” the man said cheerfully as he came out with a mesh bag with dried, muddy brown roots inside. He put the item down on the counter and you studied the contents inside. “okay, so the cohosh will be 46,000 won.” He said gleefully

You pulled your wallet out of your pocket and quickly pulled out several bills from your pockets not bothering to count how much it was. You handed him the bills and he accepted them with a polite bow.

“also ma’am, if I might add…” he spoke up, but this time in a quiet and hushed tone. You looked up to him and gauged the old mans face “do be careful with this particular root. It has many good benefits for the human body, but in certain doses it can be damaging. My friend from the other store told me that you had also purchased some other roots that are common for women to purchase when they are trying to get rid of something….” he said even softer forcing you to squint your eyes at the man. Whatever words he was going to say next he ought to consider them carefully before he say them out loud.

“often time women take too much at one time and it makes their experiences rather unpleasant. Take half a tablespoon of each item and brew it into tea three times a day. It will be much easier on you and your stomach.” He said in a knowing tone

Your gaze softened and you gave the man a single head nod in appreciation for sharing his knowledge with you. You let out a soft sigh and picked up the mesh bag, excited that you know had everything that you needed. You gently tucked the bag into your pocket and turned around to leave the store. You were walking with lighter steps and felt a much-needed sigh of relief.

During the ride back home, you had let out a soft chuckle to yourself. Had you gone crazy? It was as if you had just gotten a get out of jail free card, which made you feel confused.

You and Hoseok had just recently gotten forced into a marriage that was completely business motivated. The two of you didn’t love each other and you owed nothing of one another and yet you felt like this pregnancy would somehow make you undesirable to Hoseok. Like this would be a deal breaker and he would immediately annul the marriage. And just a month ago you would have proudly owed up to having the power to do what you wanted with your body and owing no man any explanation. But this felt entirely different. Because this time you were worried that for once you alone wouldn’t be enough to make him stay. And perhaps this is what you needed to wake up and realize that you did have feelings for Hoseok, as scary as the situation is.

You pulled up into the driveway and into the garage and noticed that Hoseok was still not home yet, and you felt a small victory in your heart. You quickly exited the car knowing that it could be just a matter of minutes before he arrived back home and ran straight for the kitchen.

You filled up your electric kettle with just enough water for a cup of tea and turned it on, then pulled a teacup from your cabinet and carefully pulled the bags from your pocket and dropped in half a tablespoon of each root into the cup. And as if right on time the kettle had turned itself off, signaling that the water was boiling, and you reached out for it impatiently and poured it over the ingredients in the cup.

You watched as the water turned darker and darker brown and wondered to yourself when would be the right time to drink it. And right as you were going to take a sip and test out the tea for yourself you had heard a door opening and footsteps getting closer to you in the kitchen. You gently placed the tea down and waited for whoever was approaching.

But your happiness and ease had quickly disappeared when you realized that it was Hoseok who was approaching so quickly. Looking at his face you could see his frown lines settling deep in his forehead and the permanent down turn of his smile as he approached you and quickly pushed your tea cup into the sink with a completed disregard of how fragile the cups were.

You looked up to him in shock and confused as to why he would do such a thing.

“what the hell is wrong with you?!” you yelled at him

“what’s wrong with me?!” he yelled back “whats wrong with me!!!”

You had taken a cautionary step back away from him and you heard the silent scuffling in the house as the rest of the house members approached the kitchen. You knew that after hearing the yelling and clashing of the cup that they were probably ready to come in at any moment if they felt like you were in danger.

“stop yelling and tell me what’ wrong….” You said in a softer voice to Hoseok hoping that it would cause him to lower his voice as well.

“don’t you fucking play dumb with me…..” Hoseok said and took a step back from you as well. He placed his hands on his hips and he faced the ceiling and shut his eyes. He stood there like that for a moment as if he was gathering his thoughts and emotions before he continued your conversation and you waited patiently with your arms crossed over your chest, holding yourself in a tight hug.

He let out a long sigh and a small sob and he faced you once again with a tears threatening to spill over his eyes. “I was there at the herbalists shop…..” he let out with a sigh and you heart sunk. “I was there buying you your fucking antinausea medication when you came running in.”

You stood there for a moment shocked and confused on what to do next.

“its okay boys… go back to what you were doing. This is a personal conversation that I need to have with Hoseok.” You had called out to the other members and within a few seconds you heard scuffling and light footsteps retreating back to wherever they came from.

“Let’s go to my office…” you said with a small voice “we obviously need to talk”

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 22

Word count: 2.2k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

“a pregnancy test?” she asked you back to confirm what you had said. “When was the last time that you had your period?”

You looked down at your feet and unknowingly a tear fell to the floor. “it’s been about 6 months since I had my period… I have an IUD as birth control, so I don’t experience periods regularly anymore. Unless… it’s been removed or if it’s knocked out of place.” You answered

“And do you have a history of your IUD getting knocked out of place or coming out on its own?” she asked back

“No… never before” you answered back honestly.

The doctor hummed and considered what she was going to do for a few moments. “Alright well, if you’d like I can send you to a OBGYN who can check on the placement of your IUD… but I think right now you need some answers to help clear your mind a bit. If you’d like we can get started on a pregnancy test and then work on a diagnosis from there…” she said as softly and understanding as possible “but what makes you think that you’re pregnant?”

“I don’t know how to describe it but…I just feel it. The moment that it dawned on me that it was a possibility I just knew that that’s what was wrong.” You answered

“Wrong?” the doctor asked back

You shook your head yes furiously. You needed answers more than anything and you knew that it wouldn’t do you any good to drag things out any further. The doctor quietly stood up and retrieved a few items from a cabinet across the room before taking her seat across from you again.

“we can do two types of tests… we can either do a urine test which will get us results immediately or we can do a-“

You had immediately cut her off to give her your answer “the urine test!”

The doctor froze for a moment before she finished her sentence that you had cut off so abruptly “we could also do a blood test, they are far more accurate and we can see exactly what we want without the affect of your medication on the results with a urine test.”

“but won’t I have to wait a lot longer to find out the results with a blood test?” you asked her confused

“well… yes you would have to wait a day or two to find out the results while it processes at the labs, but you are less likely to get a false positive or negative.” She explained further

“I understand that, but right now I need something to work with and I don’t have a day or two to worry about this… either you do a urine test for me or ill just go to the store and do one myself.” You replied back to her “and right now I could really use the privacy that I get from doing it in the office with you.” You elaborated.

The doctor nodded her head and looked at you sadly for a moment. She could read your body language and hear it in your voice that a baby was not what you wanted right now, and she knew that you needed to have peace of mind. She just wished that you had the time to wait for a proper test.

She handed a cup out to you, and you immediately took it. It hadn’t been your first time to ever need to give a urine sample to a doctor and you were anxious to get it out of the way. You walked out of the room and into the bathroom and locked the door behind you. It was the first time that you had truly been alone with your thoughts since talking about pregnancy out loud and it felt so real to you. Like even if it turned out that you weren’t pregnant that somehow there would be something that’s kept with you from this moment on. And then there was another thought that immediately crossed your mind…

Who’s baby was it?

Was it Hoseok’s… Jooheon’s… or even Shownu’s? there was a high chance that it could be anyone’s baby and there was a huge hole in your heart that ached at the thought of having Shownu’s baby. If times were like they were you knew that he would rejoice at the thought of having a child with you. He had always loved children and always admired his fellow comrades’ children whenever they came around. But then again it turns out that you didn’t really know a whole lot about Shownu to begin with.

Perhaps he would hate you even more for getting pregnant. He had made it clear that he had only wanted to rule by your side in the long run… perhaps that one connection would have been too much to handle. Maybe it would have set him off sooner, or perhaps he might have used it against you to take over the clan… or perhaps he is angry, rolling over in his grave at the thought of you possibly killing his baby like you had killed him.

Regardless having a baby is one hundred percent out of the question. You were just pushed into a marriage that if you were honest with yourself, you weren’t ready for in the beginning. But now that you and Hoseok were getting along with one another and enjoying each other’s company you wanted to take your time with settling down and accepting him into the family and clan. You wanted to enjoy being in this relationship longer before you talked about long-term agreements and commitments. A baby would ruin everything.

You quickly handled your business and tidied up in the bathroom before leaving and handing the doctor the sample. She took it with both hands and set it up on the counter, removing the top and then sticking multiple strips and tests into it. As soon as she had everything laid out to wait the appropriate time, she came back to her chair across from you.

“Assuming that it’s not a pregnancy I still think that you should go to an OBGYN to have your IUD looked at. It’s likely that it could have been dislodged or damaged when you were in your car accident. And I also think that you should go to a larger hospital for further testing. In our offices we can handle basic tests and x-rays, but nothing on the scale that a large hospital can, and with a head injury you can never be too safe.” She explained empathetically

“What are my options if I am?” you asked her with a deadpan voice

“If you, are I would suggest that you sleep on the information before you decide to do anything. There are many options that you can have that don’t lead to keeping the baby.” She explained “if you don’t mind me asking who did you come here with today?”

“I came with my husband” you responded and for the first time you weren’t able to look at the doctor

It felt ugly to come with your husband to a doctor and bitch and complain about possibly being pregnant when there were so many couples that were infertile. Granted, your doctor didn’t know about your history as a couple. But it didn’t make the situation feel any less wrong.

“and I’m going to go on a limb and assume that it’s either not his baby, or you don’t know who’s baby it is…..” she stated looking at you for any visual clues or a response. She watched you for a moment but when she realized that you weren’t going to respond or speak up she assumed that she was right.

She got up and slowly walked over to the countertop, but you refused to watch her as she walked away from you. You closed your eyes and took deep breaths as you waited for her final answer.

“Mrs. y/l/n, it seems as thought you are pregnant” she said calmly from across the room

Your heart rate immediately accelerated, and your eyes opened from the shock. You looked over to the doctor who was watching you from across the room and you let out a deep sigh.

“I don’t know what to do…” you said with slight laughter “I can’t have this baby!”

The doctor broke her eye contact and looked down to the floor before she spoke up “I know that it feels scary right now. having a baby is a huge step and its life changing. But this baby could also be an amazing gift for you and your husband.” She said quietly trying to get through to you and see the positive

“With all due respect doctor having a baby is not good new for me or my husband. Neither of us will be better for it.” You explained. “so what are my options?”

The doctor eyed you for a moment and bit down on her lip as if she wanted to say something, but couldn’t bring herself to. She eyed you up and down and watched you as your eyes changed from shocked, scared, angry to desperate.

She pulled out a notebook and a pen and quickly scribbled something down on the piece of paper as if her pen was on fire. She tore the note off and held it in her hand for a minute before she handed it out to you shakily.

“I studied a lot of traditional herbal medicine and I know for a fact that these ingredients will help you with your problem” she explained, and you looked down at the note before you took it and glanced over what was written. “But…. I will warn you that if you take these ingredients that you will experience a lot of stomach pains and a period cycle from hell if it works.”

“It doesn’t matter! Thank you!” you said letting out a sob

“Take that list to any herbalist and they can get you the items that you need. You will want to mix them together and make a nice hot tea with it. Drink a lot of it and drink it quickly. Its going to taste bad but the warmth from the tea will help soothe your stomach.” The doctor looked like she had broken a moral code of her own by giving you this information, but she still helped you regardless. “If by chance you experience extreme symptoms you will need to go to a large hospital and seek care.”

You clutched the piece of paper to your chest and squeezed your eyes shut, letting a waterfall of tears fall from your eyes. You wanted to stand up and hug the doctor for helping you but your knees wouldn’t have been able to withstand your body weight. You would have immediately crumbled into a pile of tears on the floor. So instead you sat there, knees shaking and gasping for fresh air as you held the key to your problems in your hands.

“I’ll leave you here for a moment while you gather yourself…” the doctor said as she handed you a few tissues from nearby. She stood up and walked towards the door but just when she was within arm’s reach of the knob, she turned back around to you “whatever you are going through right now, just know that it will get better. And please take care of yourself!” she said with a warm, understating smile before finally exiting the room.

You let out a small sad gasp and then wiped the tears away from your eyes. There were so many emotions running through you all at once that you didn’t even know how to feel… where you angry, sad, happy, nervous? You took deep breaths and tried to calm yourself down before you went back out into the lobby where a clueless Hoseok sat and waited. He still believed that you were sick from the concussion and you had to continue to play the role of innocence.

you wiped away at your tear stained face and took your time as you gathered your things before you were ready to go back to the receptionist to check-out. You swung the door open and the first thing that you saw was the worried and tired face of Hoseok who seemed anxious to hear about what had happened inside the room. he stood up quickly and approached you, but all you could do was freeze. There was no running away.

“how did everything go? Are you okay?” he asked as he looked you over

“she said it was probably just from overactivity and sun exposure. Nothing to be worried about really…” you had lied to him softly

Hoseok finally broke his anxious and stone cold expression and let out a sigh. He smiled up at you and pulled you in for a warm hug. “thank god” he mumbled and pulled away, just in time for you to walk away and hide the tears that were threatening to spill.

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The Trespasser pt. 21

Word count: 2k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

The next morning after the two of you had woken up you spent the remainder of the morning not bothering to get out of bed but opting to be lazy instead. Every single day that you had been there it had been nonstop moving around and you wanted to take the opportunity to be lazy while you were there. And sure, it felt wonderful to get out and do some exploring after being cooped up at home after the roll over, but you were less of a plan every moment of your vacation type of girl and more of a do what you want type planner.

You and Hoseok just remained in bed silently watching whatever was on the tv while the two of you relaxed. But interrupting your relaxing moment was the rumbling of your stomach following with sharp hunger pains. You had tried to put off getting up for a long as possible but now you were literally starting to feel sick to your stomach.

You had jumped out of bed and threw on a large, oversized t-shirt and a pair of underwear before trucking into the kitchen. But as soon as you stepped inside you came face to face with the mess that you left behind the night before. In the heat of the moment the two of you left everything behind and never even bothered to get food after the two of you were done. You let out a long sigh and approached the mess that lingered behind. None of the food was salvageable or edible after being left out overnight.

You dumped all the cutting boards, knives, pans and dishes into the sink and quickly ran the water from the tap in efforts to heat it up. If you were going to get all of the oil and butter off of the pans it was going to require some serious cleaning efforts and elbow grease.

As soon as the water had warmed up you began working away at the dishes using a scrub sponge to get rid of the grime and food. But the moment that you smelled the tomatoes and garlic as it ran through the water with soap and down the drain your stomach began tightening up and cramp. You held your breath for a moment willing the cramps to go away but they continued to linger despite how long you waited.

You dropped the saucepan, turned off the water and stepped away from the sink but the feeling of vomit rose up to the surface and threatened to spew out. You turned away from the sink and immediately approached the fridge to pull out a bottle of water. But as soon as the cold air had washed over you your body chilled and goose bumps rose all over your arms and legs, causing the feeling of sickness to progress.

Leaving the fridge wide open, you immediately took off for the bathroom and as soon as you had been within reach of the toilet you immediately opened your mouth and let out the most aggressive vomit that you had ever experienced. There was barely any time for you to catch your breath in between each round and it left your eyes a watery mess.

“y/n! are you okay?” Hoseok called out to you

You could hear him knocking on the door in nervousness, but when you hadn’t responded he let himself in. when he saw the state of your surroundings and realized what was going on he immediately crouched down next to you and pulled the hair away from your face

“what’s wrong?” he asked

Your throat felt so stripped raw that you considered not even answering him so you wouldn’t agitate your throat even further. but the longer that he sat with you, you knew that you would need to answer him.

“I don’t know… I was in the kitchen washing dishes and the smell just triggered me somehow.” You finally responded

Hoseok wiped your tears from your face, and he grabbed toilet tissue to wipe away the drool and vomit on your mouth and chin.

“Are you feeling better?” he asked hopeful

You shook your head no before you elaborated further “I don’t feel as bad as I did a minute ago, but I still don’t feel great” you answered honestly

Hoseok pondered your answer for a moment and he looked over your body. You really weren’t looking like you were okay as you sat down in front of the toilet, damn near clutching onto it for dear life and he knew that it wasn’t a good sign.

“come on let’s get you back to bed…” he said as he stood up and held a hand out to you.

You glanced over at his extended hand and then looked down at the floor. While taking deep breaths you tried your best to dry your wet eyes while you examined how you felt.

“I honestly feel like I need to stay here for a minute” you answered back quietly while clutching your stomach “I think I might get sick again”

Hoseok looked down at you in concern, glancing over the sheen of sweat on your skin and the flush in your cheeks from what he assumed was a low fever. “if you get any worse I think that we should go to see a doctor” he expressed his opinion only to be reciprocated with a sigh and a head shake from you. “do you remember what the doctor said about nausea, headaches and lots of movement after the accident?” he continued on with his explanation “what if we did a little too much too fast and triggered your symptoms again?”

You sat still on the floor for a moment trying to really think about what he said and how your body was feeling right now. and, it was true that you two did get warned about too much movement and excitement.

“will you grab my purse off of the counter in the kitchen? I think I might have some antinausea pills left to take” you asked Hoseok and he immediately took off

It was only a few seconds before he came sliding back into the bathroom with your bag in hand. He quickly handed it out to you and you wasted no time before you began digging around looking for the medication. But before you could find it you saw something else in your bag that sent you down an entirely different rabbit hole of worry.

“Hoseok…. I think we need to go see a doctor” you said softly not even bothering to look up at him

“okay… you get dressed and ill get everything else together” he said before disappearing but it was only a few seconds before he popped his head back into the door way to look down at you with concern “do you need help getting up and getting dressed?” he asked

“just go!” you had barked out to Hoseok a little too loud and firm

Hoseok stood shocked and still in the doorway for a second before he left. And the moment that he was gone you let out a loud sigh. You had no intentions of coming across so harshly but if your suspicions were correct then you had every reason to be emotionally charged right now.

You took a few deep breaths and got up slowly off of the ground so you could brush your teeth and get dressed, but the entire time you were mindlessly working away while your mind raced a mile a minute, doing math and calculating. By the time that you found yourself being escorted out of the front door and into the car you had no idea how much time had lapsed or what you had even looked like.

“Thankfully there is a doctor within just a few miles, so we won’t have to go very far” Hoseok said calmly trying to give you some peace of mind, unsure of what was going on internally in your mind right now.

You nodded your head and watched the road in silence as he peeled through the streets, making his way towards the destination as quickly as possible. And as soon as the car came to a stop you opened your door and buckled over to puke once more in the parking lot of the doctor’s office.

When you were sure that you were done you took a deep breath and wiped away at your mouth with the back of your hand. You unbuckled your seat belt and then stepped out of the car on wobbly legs, making your way inside of the building as quickly as you could. Hoseok tried to hover closely behind you to make sure that you were okay and catch you if you were to fall. As you approached the entrance, Hoseok opened the door for you, and you immediately stepped up to the receptionist.

“Hello, my name is y/f/n and I recently had a concussion. Today I’ve been very sick, and I need to see a doctor as soon as possible!” you quickly tried to explain

The woman looked up at you with wide eyes as she tried to process the information that you just spit out at her. “Have a seat and the doctor will be with you shortly” she explained with a soft smile and then began furiously typing away at her computer.

You stared at her blankly for a moment before you politely bowed your head and then moved to take a seat in the waiting room. You had wanted so desperately to tell her what you were so suspicious about, but you didn’t want to say it out loud yet. No…. if you had done that then it would become real. And you were the farthest thing from being ready for that right now.

Hoseok took a seat next to you and began rubbing circles in your back as the two of you waited. And as much as you didn’t want him to touch you, focusing on the circles was the only thing that helped take your mind off of things and kept you from going stir crazy.

“y/n?” you hear your name being called by an older female

You looked up at her and immediately stood up, signaling that it was you. You began to walk towards her, but stopped when you realized that Hoseok was following you. You turned to him quickly and held your hand up to him.

“wait here for me… I’m sure ill be out before you know it” you said to him softly with scared, wide eyes.

He had a soft pleading look for a moment and before you knew it, it was gone again. He had turned off his true feelings and was put into baiter mode. He nodded his head and sat back down again, this time keeping his gaze trained on the floor. And as soon as you were confident that he was going to stay you disappeared into a patient room with the doctor.

You had sat down on the patient bed and the doctor stood next to you with a chart, ready to take notes and diagnose what was bothering you. But, before she could even begin to ask questions you had jumped in and quickly explained your situation.

“I’ve just been diagnosed with a concussion due to a car accident about 3 weeks ago, and today I’ve began vomiting, have a low fever, little hunger, and am very lackluster. I was on antinausea medication, but I stopped taking it about 5 days ago when my symptoms stopped occurring. It’s very possible that what I’m experiencing today is because of the accident and rigorous movement as of lately… but I think it might be something else that’s causing this….” You died off

The doctor looked at you with confusion and questions in her gaze as looked over you swiftly. When she realized that you weren’t going to continue, she cocked her head to the side and stared at you with wonder.

“What are concerned about?” she asked you getting straight to the point.

You opened your mouth to speak but the words left your mouth. You let out a long shaky sigh and you cleared your throat before you gathered the courage to finally say what you held so taboo.

“I think I need to take a pregnancy test…”

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I do! However, I will warn you it's a few years old and I haven't updated it in a while. If you are looking for a specific post you can try using the search function on my page. It works both online and on the app.

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I need the Orphanage part 14! 😭😭

I am almost done with The Trespasser and then I will be continuing The Orphanage series.

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The Trespasser pt. 20 (M)

Word count: 3.2k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

fuck dinner you had thought to yourself. The only thing that you had wanted right now was Hoseok and now that there were no injuries or circumstances in the way you were going to have him.

You had pulled back from Hoseok’s hold and held onto his firm face that was so close to your own and gave him a long kiss. There was enough passion, liquor and need between the two of you that Hoseok quickly deepened the kiss into something much rawer and more primal than just need. He opened your mouth and let his tongue explore yours, teeth clashing and soft moans escaping from the two of you. He wrapped his hands around your back once more and pulled you flush to his chest crushing all of the air out of your body. Even though the two of you were as close as you could be to each other he still had to have you nearer, clawing at your back as he pulled you impossibly closer.

You were forced to pull away from the kiss and catch your breath and as you did so Hoseok quickly let go of you, spun around to the stove top, turned off the burner and then dragged you by the hand into your bedroom. It had all happened so fast that you could barely think ahead and before you knew it you were flat on your back on the bed, gasping for air and eyes wide in shock.

You weren’t expecting for him to be so rough with you, but you definitely weren’t disappointed with it. Quite the contrary, you like this side of Hoseok. If anything, rough was more of your sexual preference… and it was completely new with him making the entire experience more thrilling.

Without any moment’s hesitation Hoseok unbuttoned his shirt one by one not ever moving his eyes away from your own. And as you watched him with excitement you couldn’t help but lick your lips in anticipation. Hoseok smiled down at you as he reached his final button and as soon as it was unclasped, he let his shirt fall to the floor off of his arms naturally. He walked closer to you and stood in front of your legs that hung off the side of the bed limply. He grabbed the hem of your pants and he slowly unbuttoned and unzipped them and then slowly stood up and pulled them off of you from their ankles.

As soon as he had them off, he threw them away to the side and immediately stepped towards you again. His hands drifted up your legs from your ankles up to your thighs softly causing shivers to roll down your spine. As soon as his hands reached past the curve of your thighs your legs gently squeezed together with need. You had needed him to touch you and soothe the ache that was in your panties, and you could feel your juices lubing up in anticipation. But as soon as he had reached the hem of your panties, he had passed them reaching up towards your stomach.

You had let out a soft sigh in disappointment and Hoseok smiled down at you knowing full well that he was torturing you.

“Raise up a little baby” Hoseok softly whispered

And you had immediately complied, raising up and watching him as he raised your shirt over your chest, but instead of discarding it he had pulled your arms together and used the shirt to bind your hands together at your wrists. You looked up at him in shock and excitement and Hoseok gave you a lustful and deviant grin.

“Be a good girl and keep that on” he said to you softly

you were going to respond to Hoseok but he quickly sealed your mouth with a kiss. You had arched into his kiss pushing your chest up into his own but as soon as you had reciprocated the kiss he was gone. You let out a grunt of irritation. Every time that you got even a small touch or kiss Hoseok made sure that he gave you just enough before he took it away again. Constantly keeping you wanting for more, making you needier and needier for him by the second. Edging you closer and closer to completely losing control with maddening lust.

He slowly kissed his way down your neck and across your chest, making sure to adore and worship each curve and slope of your body. He pulled your bra down forcefully, exposing your breasts to him. Softly he took a nipple into his mouth, and he sucked on it allowing his tongue to lap at your areolas and nibble softly at your hardening nipples. You wanted nothing more than to run your fingers through his hair and pull on his gorgeous locks. But each time that you attempted to move your hands you were reminded of the soft restraints that bound you together. You lowered both of your arms so that they rested on his back and bent them at the elbow so you could touch and play with his silky hair.

You ran your fingers through his hair and lightly grazed his scalp with your nails and Hoseok let out a soft moan. It had radiated into your skin letting vibrations tingle its way across your stomach and chest and down to your aching pussy. You had tugged harder on his hair trying to initiate this response again, desperate for any sensation that you could get.

But before you could follow through with it Hoseok had released you from his mouth and began placing kitten licks and kisses down your stomach until he had come face to face with your still clothed womanhood. He bit his lip, and he softly traced the tips of his fingers across your clothed folds. He smiled like the devil when he felt your juices seep through the cotton fabric causing it to dampen and darken.

He consistently teased you and played with you through your underwear causing you to cry and whimper. You wanted nothing more than for him to rip your panties off and fill you up. You were tired of being teased and not getting anything other than constant desire for more.

“Hoseok please” you begged out quietly to him

“please what?” he asked back cocky as ever, knowing exactly what he was doing to you.

You stared up at him now with a mixture of need, desperation and frustration. You were needy enough that you would have given in and begged for him just to touch you, kiss you or do more of anything. But the inner brat in you wanted for him to do his worst to you. You wanted for him to feel just as desperate for you, that when he finally did touch you it drove the both of you crazy. You wanted him to fuck you hard and desperately like a mad man desperate for his release just like you were. So instead of telling him all of the nasty and degrading things that you wanted him to do to you, you simply whimpered out another “please…. Hoseok” willing for the torture to go on.

Hoseok made small chiding noises with his tongue and instead of pressing into you further he sat back onto his heels and stared down at you as if he had just been denied the world’s best desert. And technically he had. He let out a soft huff of air and then without missing a single beat he had you pinned down to the mattress with your legs bent to your chest and your arms trapped. He held your legs down with a single arm and the other hand had slipped around your panties and into your wet folds.

You were so wired up that when the friction of his fingers had grazed your insides you let out a pathetic cry of release. He wiggled the tips of his fingers stretching you out from the inside of your pussy as he stared down into your eyes. And as you tried your best to look back at him, you couldn’t help but squeeze them shut as you let out guttural groans.

“tell me…” he said as he slowly withdrew his fingers from inside of you forcing you to feel the absence inch by inch “tell me what you want”

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your mouth gasped wide open in a silent cry as he slowly slid his digits in and out of you. His long fingers grazed against your walls and hit your g-spot perfectly each time as he plunged them all the way inside of you. Your body froze up and you knew that if he were to play with you any more that you would cum.

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, and your mouth gasped wide open in a silent cry. Your body froze up, leaving you paralyzed in his hands as he continued to give you the slow torture. But he quickly caught on and as soon as you were at the peak of your high he removed his fingers slowly. When they were completely removed you found yourself grinding your hips, desperately needing for his fingers to be back inside of you. But as your emptiness continued to ease your orgasm you couldn’t hold it in any longer.

“please Hoseok, fuck me!” you shamelessly screamed at him, too desperate to wait any longer.

Hoseok smiled down at you and released your legs from their current position, allowing them to fall numbly to your sides again. You deeply inhaled and tried to calm yourself down as you watched him eying your body and the wet slick that pooled through your underwear and down to the sheets.

As soon as he was content with what he had done to you he grabbed you firmly by the hips and flipped you over onto your knees, belly down and ass up in the air. You had quickly gathered yourself and spread your legs for him wide enough for him to fit and sunk down as far as possible into the mattress with your tied hands in front of you and your chest firmly pressed into the mattress.

Hoseok sat back patiently as he unzipped his pants and pulled down his boxers, allowing for his cock to spring free. He hissed as he felt the blood circulate to his excruciatingly hard member, no longer restrained by his boxers and jeans. He pumped himself once, twice, three times slowly as he tried to release some of his own pent up sexual frustration before he came too quickly inside of you. He wanted to make this night one that you would always remember. He wanted for this night to be something that you touched yourself thinking of. One that you dreamt of and craved to have over and over again.

As soon as you were settled he reached out to you squeezing your ass roughly and then delivered a single rough slap that was just painful enough to feel good. He pulled your body closer to his and he found his spot behind you and quickly aligned his member up with your entrance. He held his breath and then released it quickly as he slammed his cock into you so rough that you let out a guttural groan by the sheer force.

Hoseok picked up his foot and placed it outside of your right leg resting his weight only on his left knee. He leaned forward to grab hold of your hair into a make shift pony tail and wrapped it once around his fist, locking your head firmly in place. You let out a soft whimper as soon as you had felt your additional restraint and Hoseok used that opportunity to whisper down into your ear.

“who’s pussy is this?” he asked

You had let out a grunt in absolute satisfaction. You smiled to yourself when you felt your walls clench around hoseok’s cock. But, unfortunately for hoseok your lack of an answer was not the appropriate response.

Hoseok quickly delivered another rough blow to your ass and you lurched forward in surprise.

“I said” Hoseok’s grip on your hair became firmer “…who’s pussy is this?” he asked with clenched teeth

“yours!” you bit out quickly “it’s yours!”

Hoseok gave you a soft kiss on your shoulder, completely contradicting how rough he had been with you just a moment ago and it made you shiver.

“good girl.” He said with a chuckle “now…get yourself off on this cock you wanted so badly” he said leaning back

It only took a few seconds for the words that he had said to register in your brain and you quickly threw your hips back into his own. You bounced into him as smoothly and quickly as possible as you tried to get yourself off and achieve your orgasm again. You could practically feel yourself reeling and your pussy pulsing around him as you forced him to slide in and out of you repeatedly. You had slowed down your tempo in an effort to catch your breath for a moment, but Hoseok had quickly retaliated.

Hoseok delivered a harsh slap once more and you had began to furiously move your hips onto his own. Hoseok was making it abundantly clear that he was dominant in this scenario and that you had to please him for him to please you. you didn’t worry about the pain in your knees and arms as you tried your best to continue moving and keep yourself stable.

You closed your eyes and focused on the movements that you made, feeling that slapping of skin against skin and the way that his head and long shaft had stretched and pulled at your walls. The pressure that his cock put on your body as he bottomed out in you and the feeling of his control slowing starting to unravel as his hold on your hair began to weaken and weaken as your thrusts continued.

“fuck yeah baby… keep going” he grunted out with labored breaths

You continued to throw your hips back like a woman possessed, but quickly there after Hoseok had completely let go of your hair and held you down in place. With one hand on the small of your back and the other on your hip Hoseok began to pound into you roughly. you could feel all of your senses beginning to blur as an orgasm began to peak and your body completely went frozen as your pussy pulsed around Hoseok’s dick, trying desperately to get as much friction and depth from him. You began to feel yourself pushing back into his hips harder as you sought out your high and your shoulders and arms went completely limp underneath you.

You let out a long gasp as you felt the final push that sent you over the edge, stomach convulsing and legs shaking threatening to give out on you.

“oh shit” Hoseok said out loud in a cry as he slowed his movements down, trying to stop himself from cumming as well. There was no way that he was going to call it quits now.

As soon as he was sure that you were done with your orgasm he pushed you over to your side and then grabbed your legs, forcing you back into your knees to chest position. He held onto your legs with one hand and with the other he dipped his fingers deep into your pussy once more and then forced the digits into your mouth. You swallowed and lapped at his fingers without a second thought, relishing in how inebriated he made you feel.

“that’s right baby taste how delicious you are” he whisper growled down to you

You moaned around his fingers and he withdrew them as soon as he was satisfied with how clean they were. He pulled his hand back and to your complete shock he slapped your pussy before gathering each of your legs in a hand and bottoming out inside of you once more. you gasped and stared up at him with your eyes wide and eyebrows furrowed but your mouth was quickly shut as he continued his needy thrusts in and out of you.

The position that you were in caused for you to become tighter around Hoseok and it drove you completely insane. All of the sensation and feeling that you had felt twice as good. The places that Hoseok hit inside of you were magnified and deeper and you could feel every inch of him inside of you, causing you to quickly spiral into a slur of profanities.

“oh fuck Hoseok!” you let out breathlessly “shit”

“you like it when I fuck you like a little whore?” he asked as he continue his frantic pace

“fuck yes!” you immediately responded, biting your bottom lip as you struggled to hold on to your composure

“you’re mine!” Hoseok growled as he forced himself into you roughly with a slap of skin against skin “my personal little cum slut” he bottomed out in you again

You were beginning to shake and convulse around Hoseok as another orgasm was on the edge of completely consuming you, causing Hoseok to momentarily pause. He looked down at where the two of you were connected and then looked up at you with a pained expression.

“im gonna fill you up with all of my cum…” he pulled out slowly “and then fuck you again and again” he slid back in “until your just dripping with all of my seed” back out.

You couldn’t respond to him with anything other than whimpers and cries of pleasure. Your vision had gone completely white and your ears rang as your body shivered and contorted uncontrollably. you were exhausted and ready to pass out in pure bliss, but as Hoseok continued to pump in and out of you he only dragged your orgasm on even longer.

“shit…” Hoseok bit out in a grunt that was almost completely unintelligible as he came to a complete still on top of you

You could finally breathe now that he had stopped moving, but just as the overwhelming pleasure had seized you could feel the hot streams of his cum squirting and filling you up inside. You looked up at Hoseok with a cloudy gaze as realization hit you that he had finally came, and as soon as he made eye contact he leaned forward to give you a quick soft kiss.

“you are so fucking sexy” he whispered to you with a smile and you couldn’t help but smile back and giggle in response.

The two of you laid there in complete stillness for a few minutes as the two of you caught your breath. Neither of you had said a thing to one another or even dared to move from your last position, you were too sensitive. But within about fifteen minutes you could feel a pressure and tingling inside of you as Hoseok began to get hard again inside of you.

You looked up at Hoseok with a fascinated and shocked expression. You were entirely too exhausted to go another round, but Hoseok had no intentions of getting sleep any time soon.

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The Trespasser pt. 19

Word count: 2.4k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

A few days had passed, and you were enjoying the comfort of staying in and doing nothing for once. And to be quite honest your body really needed it. For years you had just gotten back up on the horse after something serious had happened and it felt right to let things process and deal with them instead of pushing them away. And of course, spending a lot of time with Hoseok while the two of you both got back on your feet made the whole situation better.

While the two of you relaxed at home you had managed to get to know him better than you had ever imagined. For instance… he likes cinnamon toothpaste over mint, he has an unhealthy obsession with ramen, his favorite color Is red, he loves playing video games and keeping up with the few friends that he has. And possibly the most shocking thing about him that you learned was that he was a terror when he didn’t get things that he wanted. Once you had told him that you didn’t want to shower with him because you wanted to just shower quickly and go to bed, and he had a full-blown temper tantrum that followed with a whole days’ worth of pouting. It had taken a lot of ramen, kisses and flirting to get him to come back around again. And now that he was starting to completely heal and not need medication and your migraines had decreased you had finally decided to go on a short trip before you would go back to work.

“Where are we going?” you asked him for the third time hoping that he would let the surprise slip

“you’ll see!” he said with a giant grin as he continued to fold his clothes and put them in his luggage

“Okay, but I need to know what I should be packing…” you tried to reason with him

“Casual and comfortable clothes” he answered finally looking up to you with a raised eyebrow “but if you want my opinion…” he said softly as he scanned your body “less clothes are better”

You dropped your jaw and playfully threw what you had in your hand at him, not realizing that it was a black lace thong. Hoseok caught it comfortably with one hand and as he opened his palm and saw what the item was, he looked back up to you and gave you an evil lopsided grin before stashing the panties in his front pocket.

“Give them back so I can pack them!” you playfully yelled at him

“Oh no… you threw them at me so they’re mine now” he responded

You let out a sigh and shook your head as you continued to pack, but truth be told you were feeling needy. In fact, the past few days you had wanted nothing more than to pin Hoseok down and have your way with him, but you knew that it wouldn’t be such a good idea to initiate sex while the two of you were still in bad shape. Plus, the soft sex that you had before wasn’t going to cut it this time. You needed raw, passionate and hot love making to satisfy your desires. And Hoseok wasn’t exactly initiating sex either so you took that as a sign to put sex on the backburner for now.

After a few minutes of packing and a noisy three-hour car ride to Andong you had arrived to a gorgeous traditional home nested in the woods. It was quiet, quaint and had a very calming and welcoming feel to it that made you feel at peace. You wandered around the house room by room and were amazed by the size of the home.

“Is all of this ours?” you asked him in disbelief

“of course!” he said back with a proud smile

You wandered outside of the home and sat down on the oversized square daybed, looking up at the sky and enjoying the feeling of the breeze and sunrays on your face. it had been a while since you had been on a trip and you were never really taken out a lot as a child for fear that you could be put in danger. But now that you were an adult you were able to make choices on your own. And while it did feel a tad bit strange to go somewhere without the boys following you, you needed the space for a while.

Hoseok came outside after he had placed your luggage in your room and he sat down next to you on the bench. He put his arms behind him to prop himself up as he leaned back and he closed his eyes as he basked in the sun. you watched him for a moment and admired his facial features and his figure.

His eyebrows were thick and shapely, his nose scrunched up cutely as his eyes shut tight, his full and beautiful lips were curled up at the sides as he smiled to himself. His chin was held up high exposing his sculpted and perfect cheek bones and jawline. His shoulders and neck looked strong and powerful and his arms looked tight as his large muscles were defined even through the sleeves of his shirt.

“it’s such a beautiful day, isn’t it?” Hoseok asked catching you completely off guard “perfect weather for a vacation”

You let out a cough as you tried to clear your thoughts and register what he was trying to say to you “yeah” you just said back hoping that it would be a decent answer

Hoseok dropped his head and looked over to you confused and concerned “are you okay?” he asked

You turned your head and looked at him for a second before you turned away from him again. Apparently, you had not given him what he wanted to hear. Whoops. “Everything is fine. Why?” you asked

“Nothing you just seem…. Distant?” he stated

You gave him a small smile and shook your head “I’m here I promise” you said confidently. You were definitely here, practically eye fucking him while he was trying to relax and enjoy the day. If only you could turn off the switch for that in your brain. “So, what made you choose Andong?” you asked

“Well, it’s historical and it’s modern. Plus, it’s a bit touristy so we can definitely enjoy being in our own world without worrying about running into anyone.” He answered simply “and… I used to come here with my parents in the summer when they would have festivals and I always told myself that if I ever was in a relationship, I would want to bring that person here. I would want them to see the countryside and history that I fell in love with as a boy.”

“So, what’s first on our itinerary?” you asked him sarcastically

And boy had you wished that you had never asked him that question. For the next day and a half Hoseok had dragged you from historical town to mountainside to suburban neighborhoods and shopping centers. And while you were never one to turn down the opportunity to do a little exploring and shopping you couldn’t help but feel like you were babysitting Hoseok. Everywhere that he went he always wanted food, always wanted to buy pointless things that he didn’t need and always wanted to stop and take photos with you in front of random objects and buildings. And after he tried to buy the same object at a different store for the 3rd time in a row you decided that it was time to have dinner and call it a night. Hoseok was vacation drunk and officially cut off.

You and Hoseok hauled all ten of his shopping bags into the house and sat them down into the bedroom where you stayed. But the longer that you stayed the more it seemed like the shopping bags were starting to outgrow the size of the room and soon you would need to choose another room to sleep in. You silently laughed to yourself as Hoseok washed up in the restroom and you laid down on the floor as you relaxed against the cool wood flooring.

“What should we eat for dinner?” he asked, and you raised your head up to look at him

“Anything but ramen!” you said with a laugh

Hoseok scoffed in fake offense, and he quickly joined you on the floor to sneakily attack you with tickles in all your sensitive areas. You wiggle around on the floor and begged for him to stop as the laughter began to suck all the air out of your lungs. But Hoseok wasn’t going to let go of you any time soon if he could help it.

“Please! Stop!” you asked him “we’ll eat whatever you want!” you finally said in submission

Hoseok let go of you with a devious smile and you wheezed as you sucked in giant breaths of air. He allowed for you to calm down for a minute and he cocked his head to the side as he watched you silently with a soft smile.

“What are you hungry for?” he asked

You. I want you. You silently thought to yourself but the two of you did need to eat something. you had been running around all day, enjoying the day drinking and shopping and unlike Hoseok you hadn’t eaten everything that you came across. You debated the items in the kitchen for a minute and let out a soft sigh. Everything that you had was noodle based.

“Why don’t we do pasta? It’s still noodles so you will be happy, and it’ll be something a little different for me.” You suggested

“We can do that…” Hoseok said nodding his head

You were about to sit up and head to the kitchen to start cooking, but Hoseok quickly wrapped his arms around you and pulled you down to the floor straight on your butt. You looked over to him confused on why he would do that. If he wanted to cuddle then he would have all the time to do that later, but now you were ready to cook.

But before you could even ask him what he was up to he stood up from his spot on the floor. He wiped his hands off and then he pointed at you on the floor.

“You stay there and rest… tonight I will cook dinner.” He said proudly with a giant smile as If he was some brave superhero

You stared up at him in bewilderment. You had no idea if it was really a good option to have him cook meals. You had never seen him doing anything other that heat up things in the microwave or heat things up in a skillet. So, you were a little unsure of whether or not he could actually make pasta.

“okay” you responded with a smile.

If he could cook you were about to find out… while he told you that he wanted to do the cooking, you were still curious to see what his skills were like. So, as he left the room you quickly picked yourself up and followed him. Hoseok stood in front of the refrigerator pulling out objects one by one and you took a seat at a bar stool just across from him at the kitchen island.

You watched him as he chopped up items and mixed seasonings together like a professional. It was quite relaxing and reassuring that Hoseok could cook. And now that you knew what he was capable of you were going to take advantage of that to the fullest. Because while you weren’t bad at cooking you didn’t like doing it. You weren’t fond of creating messes and prepping for hours only to finish off your meal in 20 minutes. The entire thing was just bothersome to you. But… alas you had to eat to survive, and you definitely weren’t going to let one of the other members in the house cook whatever the hell it was that they ate for you.

As he continued to stir in ingredients into a saucepan to make a sauce for the pasta the intoxicating smells began to make your mouth drool. You stood up from your seat to walk into the kitchen and pour yourself a glass of wine, but as you were uncorking the bottle you couldn’t help but be distracted by Hoseok’s muscular frame.

His body was like a machine. As he stirred you could see the veins and the muscles in his arms and back contracting and all that you wanted to do was touch them. Feel how they moved against the palm of your hand as you explored his body. And without even thinking about it you slowly walked up behind him and let your hands travel softly from the back of his neck to the small of his back, feeling how his muscles contorted and relaxed with his movements. And Hoseok didn’t mind, he didn’t stop once or flex in surprise as you felt his body. As your hands continued to explore every surface of his body you leaned into his lean frame and held him from behind, feeling his chest and stomach.

“Excuse me ma’am but if you want to eat, you’ll have to let me go so I can continue cooking” Hoseok said with laughter in his voice, and you could tell that he was smiling and loving every second of your show of affection.

“I can’t have both?” you asked with fake disappointment in your voice

Hoseok let out a chuckle and spun around in your arms, now forcing you to hold onto him from the front. He looked down at you with a soft gaze and he wrapped his arms around your back forcing you into a hug like you had done to him.

“My sweet girl. You can’t have both at the same time.” He said softly as he began to softly rub the plane of your back like you had done to him. He leaned into you and put his head in the crook of your neck placing soft kisses on the delicate skin there. And with his hunched over frame his hands had crept down to your ass, firmly grabbing it with both hands causing you to let out a soft moan in surprise.

“see…it’s pretty distracting huh?” he whispered to you in a soft and seductive breathy tone

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 18

Word count: 2.3k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

When you had finally come to your senses again you tried desperately to pry your eyes open but every time that you attempted to your ears would ring and tears would force their way out of your eyes. You did your best to blink them away, but your head was pulsing and pounding as if it was going to explode. Your body felt locked up and sore as if it had been beaten with a baseball bat and your neck felt like it had been twisted and yanked in all directions violently.

As your body began to relax against your will you tried your best to move around and force yourself to stay awake. you tried to put your hands out in front of you but you found that they were completely limp and out of your control.

You let out small whimpers in panic as you attempted to move but felt unable to. You tried to look around you to see what had happened and found nothing, but smashed car pieces and glass scattered across the floorboards and dashboard. There was almost no glass left of the windshield and the side windows had been completely blown out. as you looked around you noticed that there was no sign of Shownu and if he was still alive then you were absolutely a dead woman now. but with how much your body ached and hurt, being put out would be considered an act of mercy.

Suddenly cutting through the panic and desperate need for sleep you heard the sounds of a car approaching and screeching to a halt. Car doors slammed shut and footsteps rapidly approached you at the side of the vehicle.

“y/n!...y/n!” you could hear your name being yelled out desperately. You looked up to see the shocked and disparaged faces of the boys as they looked over your bloody and broken body. And as you realized that you were no longer stranded and in danger you felt your body completely give out, succumbing to the darkness that hung over you. Letting out ragged breaths and raspy whimpers you tried desperately to fight to stay awake, but as the pain soared through all of your limbs you found your eyes shutting against your will and all that was left was darkness.

It wasn’t until the next day that you had finally woken up again and when you had your eyes burned from the exposure to the light. Your throat was bone dry and you coughed as the dry air continued to scratch as your throat. Rushing to your side was a sleepy and disheveled Hoseok with an ice cube in his hand. He gently put it in your mouth, and you gladly took it, sucking on it and allowing for the water to melt and drip down your parched throat.

Hoseok sat with you on the side of your bed, and he gently rubbed his thumb lovingly across your hand. You attempted to look down at the loving act, but you found yourself restrained by a neck brace.

“don’t try to move so much. You’re in pretty beat-up condition.” He said softly as he attempted to hold you down gently without hurting you

“What happened?” you asked as you relaxed in the bed, exhausted from your attempts to move with a ringing in your ears and a nauseating headache.

“what’s the last thing that you remember?” he asked you back with concern. His eyebrows were furrowed together, and his eyes looked down at you with worry.

You tried to scan your memories for what you had last remembered and all that you could think of was the car crash, nothing else that happened afterwards.

“The crash” you muttered out

Hoseok let out a long-held breath and he smiled up at you. “Thank god! I though you had lost your memory or something like out of a movie!” he gently ran his hand over your head, and he moved over closer to you so that he could whisper to you “you pulled the emergency brake which caused the car to roll over into a ditch. And when we found you, you had your legs pinned down by the front paneling of the car and your arms were dislocated. since your wrists were bound you hit your head pretty hard as the car rolled and you have a pretty serious concussion still. But other than that, you had just scratches and bruising.”

“What about Shownu?” you asked concerned that he might have gotten away or hurt others upon their arrival. Tears started to form in your eyes, and you worries began to send you into a panic

“He um…” he started, and he looked away from you for a moment as he tried to gather the best way to say what was to come next “he didn’t make it.”

You stared at him with a mixture of conflicting emotions. You were sad that he was gone, but you were happy that things were taken care of. You were disappointed that you weren’t able to get information out of him, but you were angry that things had to end this way. Everything could have been settled in a much different way, but Shownu had to be a fighter until the very bitter end. And as much as you wanted to hear Shownu out and figure out what all he had done and why you knew that he was at his own bitter end.

“How?” you asked prepared to hear the gruesome details of a fight between him and your men

“He wasn’t wearing his seatbelt…so when you pulled the emergency brake and the car spun out he was ejected from the car.” He said quietly

You closed your eyes and sat in silence as you processed what he had told you. Ultimately it was you who had killed him, even though it wasn’t what your intentions were. You let go of a long sigh and you looked around the room to finally take in your surroundings or at least that’s what you were pretending to do as you fought back your unpredictable emotions. You wanted to just cry out in frustration, but you knew that there was nothing that could allow you to have a do-over. Not when lives are taken.

“How are you feeling?” he asked you finally breaking the silence

You looked back up to him and gave him a small awkward smile “like I’ve been hit by a train” you answered honestly

“I meant emotionally…” he whispered, and you immediately dropped your smile

“Like everything is my fault…” you answered shakily “like this should have never happened.”

He nodded his head, and he gave you a small apologetic smile. “You did what you had to do to protect the members and take care of things without causing hysteria. Don’t feel bad for what happened. And don’t blame yourself for doing what had to be done.” He looked over your body before he stood up from the bed “I’m gonna go find a nurse a tell her that you’re awake and figure out what needs to be done to be discharged”

As he walked away from you and out of the room you watched his figure slowly disappear. And when he was completely gone you relaxed further into your bed. It felt like you had woken up form a bad nightmare and you felt as if everything was a distant memory. Foggy and skewed as opposed to clear and final. You tried to look around you to find where the ice that Hoseok brought you had come from, desperate for more water but you let out a frustrated sigh when you realized that there was no ice near you.

Quicker than you thought Hoseok and a nurse had come into the hospital room and she smiled down at you as if you were a friend who she hadn’t seen in a long time….god you hated hospitals…

“How are you feeling?” she asked you as she approached the bed and read off of the machinery around your bed.

“My body’s a little sore, but my head hurts pretty bad” you answered

“that’s pretty common for concussions.” She explained “since you were in a roll over accident, you probably whacked yourself around pretty good. So unfortunately, headaches are likely to be a regular occurrence for you until you are fully healed up.”

“Is she okay to be discharged?” Hoseok asked the nurse

“That I can’t say. I’ll have to check in with her doctor and only he would be at liberty to say when she can leave.” The nurse responded. she took a minute to wright some information down on a chart that she held and then left the room again

“water” you said quietly, begging for the sweet relief

Hoseok brought a drink over to you from a chair and side table where you had presumed that he had been resting and brought the straw up to your lips. You immediately drained the cup of its contents, not bothering to taste whatever it was that you were drinking. And as you released the straw and took deep breaths you could feel a new wave of chills rush down your body. It was as if the drink was spreading through you like a cool oasis.

“Thank you” you said out of breath and Hoseok pulled the cup away.

He sat the cup down at the side of the bed and he sat down next to you once again. He leaned forward and he gave you a soft kiss on your lips. You wanted to reach out and hug him close to you, but your arms were sore and hung limply at your sides.

“Thank you for making it out of there.” Hoseok whispered to you and placed a gentle kiss on your lips again “I thought that when I got the call from the boys that you were gone for good… I thought that I wasn’t going to see you again.” He confessed “but I should have known that my strong, smart, and brave girl could get herself through anything.” He said proudly

You looked him over now that he was closer to you, and you could see details about him that you couldn’t before. His shirt was completely wrinkled, his hair was disheveled and seemed greasy as if he hadn’t showered, and his usual masculine smell was covered up by the smell of the hospital. His eyes had deep circles under them from a lack of sleep and stress and you could feel how worried he was for you.

“When this is all over, I’m going to take you somewhere so that we can get away for a while and clear our minds.” He said with an endearing smile “does that sound good?” he asked softly

You gave him an appreciate smile back. It had been a long time since you had done anything for yourself or taken time to allow yourself to just relax. And had it been up to you, you knew that to get over everything you would have just buried yourself in work until you had problems that were larger than your own. And for once you had someone who wanted to take you away for a moment and allow for you to deal with things in a way that was healthy. You were truly thankful for this marriage in this moment and as much as you didn’t want to give your mom the credit that you knew she desperately wanted Hoseok was the perfect man.

“I would love to do that…” you replied

A knocking at the door to your room had caused for both you and Hoseok to turn your head in surprise. When you came to the realization that the doctor had arrived Hoseok immediately stood up and moved out of the way, standing at the foot of your bed.

“Hello y/n, I’m doctor Park. How are you feeling today?” he asked as he looked you up and down as if he was assessing your physical state

“Sore mostly, but I have a pretty bad headache.” You replied.

The doctor hummed and nodded his head. “a headache is to be expected. Any other affects such as nausea, ringing in your ears, memory loss, feeling foggy… anything like that?” he asked

“Yes, except for the memory loss” you answered honestly

“And how bad would you rate those on a scale of one to ten?” he asked

You took a moment to think about how you really felt before you answered him haphazardly “ringing a 3, nausea a 4, foggy a 2.”

The doctor let out a sigh and looked at you for a moment as he contemplated his response. “Typically, I would like to hold a patient with those symptoms of a concussion for a while longer, just to be sure that everything is okay. But given that you were out for only about a day I feel pretty good about your recovery process. So, I will grant your discharge whenever you are ready to leave, but if you have any more issues with being nauseous, have that ringing in your ears or if you lose your balance, I want you to come back!”

“Thank you” Hoseok said to the doctor and reached out to shake his hand

“If you don’t mind doctor I’d like to discharge as quickly as possible” you commented

“Alright. I’ll have all of you paperwork finalized and you can go” he said and gave you a knowing smile. As he was heading towards the door he stopped and turned around to say one more thing to you “oh and ms. y/n do take care of yourself! And remember to come back if anything happens!”

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt.17

Word count: 2.5k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

A few days later you had woken up with a headache because today was the day that all your hard work would either be fruitful or go to waste. You had Jooheon schedule a morning visit to the warehouse with Shownu to check up on the new recruits. But what he didn’t know was that it was a part of your plan to be able to confront Shownu quietly. You had agreed with Minhyuk and Hoseok that the best possible plan was to share what you had in mind with as few people as possible so you don’t possibly expose little details that will make a difference.

And after a few days of working around the clock and taking a deep dive into any and all members within your group you had come to the conclusion that everyone was an honest member to your clan. And with multiple check-ins and detailed notes of Shownu’s whereabouts he seemed as if he was attempting to stay as close to the clan as possible despite his knowledge of his exposure. And you were ready to take advantage of that.

You had slipped on your outfit for the day and you realized that for some reason you had put more effort into your look today, which was completely unusual. Why had you done that? You didn’t know why you had chosen something so business like. Perhaps it was because subconsciously you were aware that this was the last time that Shownu would see you before things turned really ugly. Or perhaps there was a small part of you that wanted him to see you as a beautiful, serious woman one last time.

You had taken a deep breath and dialed Hoseok’s number, waiting for his answer.

“Hey, I was just about to call you.” He answered “I had my men trail him this morning and it looks like he’s seriously trying to pull off an innocence act. However, if he has any idea that something might go down then things could turn pretty ugly. One of my guys said that he packed a backpack and if he feels threatened then he may try for a violent escape.”

You let out a sigh and nodded your head to yourself. What Hoseok was reporting was nothing that you hadn’t already expected or thought of. “Thank you. I’m just about to head to the warehouse and I’ll have Minhyuk and Hyungwon with me. I’ll call you when things are settled” you responded and hung up.

You gathered up your things and placed your handheld weapons in secret places where you could easily reach if necessary. Once you were completely dressed you walked through the house and met the boys in the foyer. Without a single word you had all piled into your car and drove off to the warehouse. The air was so thick as you rode away together that you could cut it with a knife. Hyungwon had been debriefed the night previous for what was going to happen today, and you could tell that he was not taking it well. Shownu was someone that he grew with in the clan. The same year that hyungwon started was the same that Shownu had, and they had achieved many recognitions and rewards together. And he sat silently as he was escorted to take care of someone who he once deemed a brother.

As all of you arrived you let out a single deep breath and scanned the parking lot. Everyone’s car was there including Shownu’s and you immediately gave orders to have his car searched.

“Hyungwon you’re on Shownu’s car.” You ordered

Hyungwon gave you a simple head nod in compliance and jumped out of the car. You and Minhyuk both sat in silence for a moment before giving each other a knowing look and then stepped out of the vehicle to make your way inside of the warehouse. The two of you walked towards your target with heavy footsteps, scared and nervous as to how everything would play out. Shownu was dangerous and someone who you knew had the strength to take out numerous men by himself. You knew because you had trained with him since the beginning. And you knew that he was likely not going to surrender so easily, which would make it very hard to get him out alive.

As you approached the front door it slid open and two men standing guard bowed to you two respectfully. The two of you slightly bowed your head back and then made your way into the main training room. You scanned the floor and looked for any signs of Jooheon or Shownu but came up short, they were nowhere to be found.

Your phone vibrated and you pulled it out to see who was messaging you.

Hyungwon: car all clear. Shownu and Jooheon are taking a smoke break on the rear end of the building

“Out back” you said for Minhyuk to hear and the two of you stomped off to the back.

As you drew nearer to the end of the building you secured a weapon behind your back, preparing for the worst. You could hear Minhyuk behind you take the safety off of his personal weapon and follow behind you closely. Before you opened the door to the rear exit you signaled with your fingers, 3…2…1…

You swung the door open wide and came out to face the boys but immediately raised your gun when you saw that Shownu had his gun aimed at hyungwon and a knife to Jooheon’s throat. And as much as you wanted Shownu locked away you weren’t going to risk the lives of your own members.

“Shownu put the weapons down we don’t want to hurt you!” you barked out to him

He scoffed at you and let out a soft chuckle “I’m not that naïve babe. I know that the minute I put these down there’s a bullet in my fucking skull.”

You glared at him for a moment before you decided to do something that you would normally never do. You put your hands in the air, letting the gun hang freely down in the palm of your hand and backed away a few feet from Shownu.

“You don’t have to do this!” you pleaded with him “no one wants you dead… we just want to know for who and why?”

“You really expect me to just give myself up?” he asked in amusement “that’s not going to happen princess. Because you see the people who I work for want me dead at this point as well… you know my main task was to eliminate you… kill you in your sleep, steal your weapons trade business, smother your clan once and for all.” He let out a demented laugh before he began again “but you see I had my eyes on a much bigger picture… I wanted you. I wanted to rule over this continent with you by your side. Because as much as I wanted to kill you, I couldn’t bring myself to actually do it. Because by your side I had a future instead of a life on the run, doing stupid and meaningless tasks, baiting whores and stupid women for the rest of my miserable life”

“show-“Jooheon attempted to speak up but the knife by his throat was pushed up deeper

“Shut the fuck up!” Shownu demanded never leaving eye contact with you

You looked up to Jooheon and gave him an apologetic look. You were trying to do everything in your power to keep calm and stay grounded but the more that Shownu spoke the more that you wanted to end this once and for all.

“If only you would have chosen ME!” he growled gaining your attention once again “we could have ruled the world together traveling around at our leisure, fucking like wild animals and smiling as we lived in luxury. But instead, you chose that pathetic crippled baiter…. Someone who can’t fuck you like I can or keep up with you.” He smiled at you as if he was in deep despair and was trying to conceal it “so the only one who gets to ask you why is me!” he raised his gun at you leaving hyungwon startled and panicked for a moment

Hyungwon internally struggled for a moment trying to figure out a plan of what to do and you could see how tormented he was in his face. he wanted to disable Shownu and take him down, but his probability of getting the task done without killing either you or Jooheon was slim.

“WHY?!” Shownu shouted again

“Shownu please… we don’t want to hurt you. You don’t have to do this.” You pleaded with him once more “you’re as good as dead if you leave here. Your clan will be on the hunt for you and so would mine. If you come with me now peacefully then no one will have to get hurt.”

“what for? So you can keep me down in your dungeon and watch as I wither away until I die? Yeah… no thanks.” He barked out sarcastically “you and I both know that the only way this ends is if someone dies. You or me.”

“no! no one is going to die!” you shouted

Shownu glared at you in silence for a long moment before a long demented lopsided smile crept onto his face. he looked you up and down and licked his lips before he looked you in your eyes once more. “okay. Then sacrifice yourself to me.”

“what?” you asked completely caught off guard with disbelief

“I can shoot and mangle every single one of you or you can give yourself up to me. Freely.” He spoke blatantly

“y/n don’t!” Minhyuk yelled

You looked over at him, watching as he clutched onto his gun even harder than before. His focus was laser sharp as he waited for the opportunity to shoot. You turned your attention back to Jooheon who was in despair. He furrowed his eyebrows and his nostrils flared in hatred as he looked up to shownu from the corner of his eyes, and you knew that he was willing to risk his life to put an end to this madness. But you weren’t going to let anyone die today if you could help it… death wasn’t something that you wanted for any of you.

You slowly bent over with your hands still raised above you to put your gun on the ground. As soon as you were standing up again you watched Shownu as you kicked the gun away from you and your stomach sank as Shownu gave you a wicked smile.

“y/n I said no!” Minhyuk yelled once again at your side in a much more desperate tone

“Put your gun down” you ordered him softly

“NO!” he yelled back

“DO IT NOW!” you yelled “I won’t have anyone hurt here today!”

Minhyuk stood firm for a moment, and he let out a loud groan in defeat. He dropped his gun and kicked it away from him in absolute disgust. You watched him as he ran his fingers through his hair violently and he visibly shrank as he unwillingly gave up.

You turned to face Shownu once more and you put up your hands in defeat. You took a few steps closer offering yourself to him willingly.

“don’t make me have to pat you down… get rid of your other weapons.” He threatened

You glared at him for a moment in hatred before you quickly discarded the rest of the weapons that you had hiding on your body. Once you were completely done you took one final step closer to him.

“Perfect. Now come to me…” he said

You walked to him until you were almost flush to his body, and he quickly circled around you, wrapping his arm around your neck and placing the knife that was once at jooheon’s throat at yours. He pointed his gun at the rest of the members defiantly and he began to slowly back away from the building with you in his possession.

“No sudden movements boys… or ill have to kill our sweet princess.” He threatened

All the boys backed away and watched in horror and disgust as you were taken away from them. As soon as Shownu was around the corner of the building he walked at a face pace to make a b-line straight to his car. As he approached it he threw the door open and watched out for anyone approaching as you sat down in the passenger seat and fastened your seatbelt. When you closed the door he quickly wrapped around the car and immediately started it upon entry.

He wasted no time in peeling out of the parking lot and out onto the streets and all you could do was hang onto the ceiling handle for dear life. You had no idea where he was taking you or what he had planned to do with you but you knew that it wouldn’t possibly be good.

“Put this on your wrists!” shownu demanded handing you a zip tie

You complied and put it on, using your teeth to tighten it until there was almost no blood flow circulating to your hands. And you sat back in your seat desperately searching your brain for any sort of plan that you could think of. But all hopes of escaping had become less likely as Shownu drove with one hand on the steering wheel and held the gun up to you on the center console with the other.

“where are you taking me?” you asked him

He let out a soft chuckle and he shook his head “you don’t get to ask questions anymore princess. I’m the one in charge now.”

You shut your eyes and took in a long shaky breath. You prayed to whatever god there was in the world to help keep you safe and help you find a way out, but when you opened your eyes you found that you were no longer driving in the warehouse and business district. Now you were headed down an old country road where there were no houses, businesses or cars around. You tried to place where you were in your mind but you quickly came up blank and your heart began to beat out of control. If you couldn’t find a way out now then the two of you would likely be unfound in such a secluded and desolate area. And Shownu would have free reign to do whatever he wanted to you.

You watched the speedometer as Shownu picked up his speed along the road. And subtly you began to wrap your hands around the emergency brake. You tried your best to not make any noises or bump into his hand as you did so, and the moment that he had hit the speed of 75 miles and hour you quickly pulled it back and braced yourself for impact as the car skid out of control and ultimately flipped over into a ditch along the road.

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt. 16

Word count: 2.2k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

You had dismissed Minhyuk from your office after the two of you had devised a plan on how to take care of Shownu quickly and quietly. But if you were being completely honest with yourself you wanted to rip his heart out in front of everyone to set an example of what happens to those that cross you. But Minhyuk assured you that doing things quietly would be better so that the rest of the clan doesn’t go on a massive witch hunt for anyone that they find remotely suspicious. and in retrospect now that you had come up with some sort of course of action you did think that making a big scene would be a lot worse. It would only call for other clans to get more of their baiters and spies in through your doors, and it was the last thing that you wanted.

You looked over Shownu’s file that you had pulled up on your monitor and you let out a long sigh. How in the hell did you fall for a spy baiter? Sure, you had never shared secret clan information, but Shownu already knew enough to cause a world of hurt for you if he really wanted to. And more than that Shownu was someone who you thought that you could rely on. When things got tough or when you needed a shoulder to cry on, he was always there, and he always helped you out in whatever way he could. He was a dear and intimate friend to you which only made this entire process more painful and unbelievable to you.

You sent out a quick message to Hyungwon, calling him into your office and as you waited you poured yourself a cup of coffee. You desperately wanted something stronger than coffee but until you had your problems squared away you couldn’t afford to drink or relax. You had a traitor right under your nose and now that he knew that you had him exposed anything could happen.

“You wanted to see me?” Hyungwon said through a yawn

“You might want to sit down. we have a lot to discuss” you warned him, and he immediately took a seat and sat back in his chair, forcing himself to pay attention through his sleepiness. Although, you did suspect that it would quickly go away once you relayed the information that you knew to him “We have a really big problem on our hands…”

“Okay… what’s wrong?” he asked confused “did I do something wrong?”

“No, of course not. But I and a few select privileged members have recently found that we have a baiter inside the clan.” You confessed and you treaded lightly as you continued to speak. If Shownu and other spies were able to sneak in, then you assumed that anyone could be a spy at this point in time. So, you wanted to give Hyungwon just enough information to get your feelers out there without actually exposing any sort of plan to him. “I want you to go to the warehouse for the next few days and really dig deep into existing and new members and see if you find anyone with tell-tell signs of possibly being disloyal. And I mean anyone. You’ll have to work side by side with Minhyuk to search through the databases to check backgrounds, but I also want you to interact with everyone. If someone you find suspicious steps out to take a phone call, I want you listening in… if someone seems to be snooping around where they don’t belong, I want you to follow them and report it back to me.”

“Woah woah woah… what is going on?” he asked confused

“As I’ve said I can’t really go into detail of who because we suspect that there might be multiple people. But as a strong baiter I have faith that you’ll be able to read peoples body language and facial expressions and help identify anyone that might be of interest.” You replied

“What even brought this concern on?” he asked, concern etched in his face. his eyes roamed your face as he looked for answers but you

And for half of a second you considered telling him everything, but you knew that if you had half of a brain that you should keep this as close as possible. The more people that knew that you were digging around the worse things could be in the long run. If you were going to successfully take care of Shownu then you needed to be smart and think before you did things irrationally with emotions in the way.

“Hyungwon… I need you to not ask any more questions. It’s not only for your safety but for mine as well.” You replied

Hyungwon nodded his head, and you could tell that he was a little hurt that you refused to confide more information in him. He stood up and was prepared to leave your office, but you had stopped him just before he left to say one more thing.

“Oh Hyungwon…” you called to him and he turned his attention back to you “our conversation is to never leave this room.” You added

He gave you one final look of understanding, and he exited your office, leaving you alone with your thoughts. And before you could move on to do other things you knew that there was one more person who you needed to talk with, but you weren’t sure how to even start the conversation.

You stood up from your desk and left your office, making sure to lock it on your way out. And with a short walk across the hall, you came face to face with Hoseok’s closed door. You knocked on it lightly before you opened the door and found no one inside. You let out a single sigh of regret and were about to leave his room when you found that his secret light pocket had been left ajar from the wall.

You knew that it would be a long shot that he would keep your fingerprint saved into the security data base, but you attempted to unlock his door and was pleasantly surprised to find it beep and unlock itself. You opened the door and found Hoseok taking a nap inside on his sofa. You lightly treaded over to his side and sat down on the floor, watching his calm face as he slept. You ran your fingers over his eyebrows softly and smiled down at him apologetically

“I’m sorry that I didn’t believe you” you whispered to him softly, trying your best not to wake him up during your confessions “I didn’t want to believe that someone who I considered to be my friend would actually be capable of betraying me like that…. But now that I know that it was all true I don’t know how to apologize to you. Because I really really fucked up this time and I don’t know how to make up for that.” You put your head down on the sofa and turned it away from him as tears began to threat to spill over. “I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t want a single thing to do with me or my family after this… after I completely betrayed what trust you had in me… after I stupidly sided with someone who hurt you instead of believing you the moment that you confided in me.”

You sniffled and wiped away the tears that escaped. You knew that Hoseok was locking himself up in this room because he felt unsafe in his room or with you. And you felt horribly for that. But not that he felt so threatened, but because it was your fault for not protecting him. You closed your eyes and wished that you could fall asleep here with him and take a nap, but you knew that there was too much on your plate.

You sat up from the sofa and scanned Hoseok’s body, surprised to see that when you looked at his face once more, he was watching you back. He didn’t move a muscle and his eyes were glaring at you as if he was truly disappointed to see you.

“I’m sorry…” you said wiping away at the tears that had spilt “I didn’t mean to wake you up”

“Did you mean what you said?” he asked, and you nodded your head slowly “do you really feel bad for not believing me?” he asked again

You threw your hands up in the air and then gestured to your face “I’m in here crying and talking to you in your sleep, aren’t I?”

Hoseok looked over your features for a moment and you could see his stone-cold expression start to break. His eyebrows tremored and his lips pouted as if he was going to say something but after a long pause, he put his focused expression back on.

“Good...” he said refusing to look at you

You let out a sniffle and decided that right now he probably needed time and space away from you. And you being in here crying in his face was probably not making the circumstances any better for you. You picked your pride up and stood up from where you were sitting, ready to make your shameful exit. This time you had crossed the line and you knew that Hoseok wasn’t going to forgive you so easily, but the irrational part of your brain tried to convince you otherwise. And now you had to pay the consequences.

“If you ever do that to me again…” Hoseok spoke up causing you to freeze in your place “I don’t know what I’ll do… so you have to promise me that you will never doubt me again.”

You turned to face him, and you could feel the tears come up to the surface again. You hated that you were acting like such a cry baby right now, but you needed someone who you could vent to, and you thought that you had lost that only person.

“I promise that I will never second guess you or treat the words you say as insignificant.” You said with a shaky voice

“Come here” Hoseok whispered

You waisted no time in going back to Hoseok’s side. Right now, all that you needed was for him to hold you and tell you that everything was going to be alright, even if you knew that they weren’t. Hoseok moved over so that he was as close to the cushions as possible, making room for you to sleep next to him and hold him. And as soon as the space was available you softly climbed down next to him and buried your face in his chest. You threw your arm around his torso and your leg around his own, clinging onto him.

“Do you want to take a nap with me?” he asked you softly as he left a kiss on top of your head

“I do… but I really don’t have the time to waste right now. I have to get back into my office so I can sort out this mess”

“What are you thinking of doing with him?” he asked hesitantly

“At first, I wanted to beat him to a pulp… but now I think the best thing would be to lock him up here and weed out any other members who might be disloyal. If I can get access to his phone and laptop, then I might be able to see who exactly he’s been speaking to and what they know. But since he knows that we know about him it’s going to be even harder to pin him down.”

Hoseok hummed out in response, and you relished in the feeling of his chest vibrate beneath you. You dug your face in further to his chest and Hoseok began to softly play with your hair with his good hand.

“do you need any help from my clan?” he asked you softly

You thought it over for a moment and at first you were reluctant to get his clan involved in your drama but the longer that you thought about it the more you thought that it wouldn’t be such a bad idea. It was likely that Shownu had no idea what his clan’s men looked like, and baiters were always on jobs like this, taking female partners out to follow someone around under the false pretense that the two were on a date. It made it easier for people to follow others around without being suspected, but you knew that if someone was going to follow Shownu that they couldn’t be just anyone and typical tactics weren’t going to work on him. Now that his identity was out he was going to be on high alert at all times.

“actually, I think that it might be useful to have some of your men collaborate with us on this.” You admitted “if we are going to try to go after a spy quietly then we are going to have to pull out the big guns.”

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt.15

Word count: 2.8k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

The next morning you had woken up long before Hoseok had and you took the opportunity to shower and make breakfast before he did. And as you completed your normal daily routine things felt different. Perhaps it was because you were happy again and chasing something that was what your heart wanted. Or perhaps it was because you felt like you had a new purpose. But regardless it felt like you were on cloud nine as you chopped up fruits and made eggs and toast for Hoseok and you to eat. And even though you didn’t particularly address any of the members who came into the kitchen you could feel their stares as they looked at you with amusement.

As soon as you were done preparing the meal you cleaned the kitchen and carried the pates away on a serving tray with coffee and orange juice. You looked down at the meal in slight wonder as you continued to walk ahead. You had no idea what Hoseok liked to eat for breakfast or what his diet was like in general. You had never seen him cook a meal and you had so much food around the house that it was hard to tell what belonged to who. But surely there had to be something that he liked that you made for the two of you. And if there wasn’t you could at least figure out what to make him next time.

You stopped and took a moment and reflect on yourself and you scoffed when you realized that you had never felt this way about someone. I mean even the way that you were excited to cook breakfast and figure out the things that Hoseok liked was completely different from how you typically were. When you found someone that piqued your interest you typically just flirted with them and hooked up, but that was the complete extent of it all. Sex. With Hoseok you were actually committed to taking care of him and pleasing him beyond the bedroom, and it felt incredible to know that he reciprocated that feeling back.

You walked back the rest of the way to the bedroom with a quicker pace hoping that the food would still be warm by the time that you were able to reach him. And as you opened the door to the bedroom you were surprised to see Hoseok up and moving around. You placed the food tray on the bed and then snuck up behind Hoseok and hugged him from behind around his waist.

“good morning baby” he said with a smile and he brushed his teeth

“morning.” You said back placing a kiss in the center of his back “I made breakfast for you so you could take your medicine”

“I’ll be done in a minute” he said with a foamy mouth

You kissed his spine one more time and then stepped away from him, giving him space to finish what he needed to do. You walked back into the bedroom and fished out the medicines that were prescribed for Hoseok out of your purse. You placed them over on hoseok’s dresser and looked over what the prescribed pills said on their labels. When you figured out which ones that he needed to take you took them out and laid them down on the food tray. As Hoseok stepped out of the bathroom you turned to face him and gave him a small smile

“how’s your arm doing?” you asked him as you looked at his bandages

“my arms pretty tight and it starting to hurt now that I’m up and moving around.” He confessed

“do you want me to put the arm sling on for you?” you asked him with concern etched all over your face

“yeah… I think that might be best, just so I don’t accidentally move it around” he replied

You walked back over to your bag, and you pulled it out and unpackaged it from its box. As you figured out how to put it on him you approached Hoseok again and gently wrapped it around his head and moved the arm sling closer to his arm.

“Here all you have to do is put your arm in.” you said as you pointed to the sling “you should put your arm in so that way I don’t hurt you trying.”

You watched as he slowly maneuvered his arm upwards and eased it into the wrap so that he could allow for it to hang naturally. And it looked fairly simple and painless for him, but you were still skeptical of if was truly that painless or if Hoseok was just putting on a brave face. you knew that he had been injured many times and was likely used to being in pain, but a gunshot wound to the chest was no simple matter.

As soon as he was done the two of you walked over to the bed and took a seat in front of the tray. You began to freely dig into your plate, and you secretively watched Hoseok as he ate your food. You wanted to see how he reacted to your cooking and see if he was enjoying it. You had never really cooked for anyone other than yourself and it seemed extra special to be able to feed the person that you liked and to have them like it as much as you did. But the longer that you watched the more concerned that you became. You couldn’t read any emotions on his face, and he seemed normal. Was it bad and he was just pretending like it was good?

“Is everything okay?” you asked him

He looked up at you with scrunched eyebrows and you waited patiently for him to respond, blinking your eyes and biting your lip in anticipation.

“Well… yeah, yeah everything’s fine I guess” he finally responded as he went back to picking at his food

“You guess?” you asked confused “what’s wrong?”

Hoseok put his fork down and looked at the food for a moment before he faced you one more time. He searched his head for the right words to say and you watched him as he attempted to speak but then shook his thoughts away.

“nothing’s wrong… I just thought that I saw something weird. But I guess I was wrong”

“What did you see?” you asked him more confused than ever

He stared at you for a moment as if he was weighing his thoughts before he spoke to you. And the entire process was making you even more unsettled. Clearly whatever Hoseok had seen was bad enough to truly spook him and possibly think about keeping it from you.

“let’s talk about it after breakfast. I don’t want to let the food go cold.” He said with a small smile that you could tell was a fake one.

“No Hoseok… you need to tell me what’s wrong.” You raised your voice “we aren’t somewhere public or at your house. We are at my home and if you’ve seen something then you need to speak up” you pleaded with him

He looked at you for a moment and you could feel that he was feeling really unwell about what he had seen. You didn’t know what the hell had made him retreat and cower in this way but you were over it already. There was little that he could say that would make you feel angry or upset with him, and if it came down to a matter of security then it was important that he told you everything.

“I got up this morning, I’m guessing sometime shortly after you had left the room and I went into my bedroom to look for something…” he started, and you nodded your head hoping to edge him on further. “When I came out of my room, I noticed that your office door was open and I went in expecting to see you inside. But when I arrived, I didn’t see anyone in the office, just the computer monitor was on. And I wasn’t snooping on any of your information I swear!... but when I looked at what was on your computer, I saw an email from Minhyuk that had files and cctv footage from the shooting, detailing that it was Shownu…” Hoseok’s sentences became quieter and quieter.

You listened to what Hoseok was telling you with a blank face. There was no way in hell that Shownu would have been angry enough to do something this stupid. I mean sure he was heartbroken but there was nothing that he could do about it. And certainly, shooting the person that you were married to wasn’t going to make you crawl back to him.

Plus, Shownu was such a skilled hitman that there would be no way that he would do something so haphazardly. If he wanted Hoseok dead then he was fully capable of making that happen. He never missed a shot and if he was angry enough to stalk Hoseok and shoot him then he wouldn’t have missed his target. You had seen him in action and trained with him for years. He wouldn’t drive his personal vehicle into the streets and shoot someone like that in front of cameras and eyewitnesses.

“Hoseok… I’m sorry but I can’t believe that. Shownu wouldn’t do something so dumb. And if he wanted you dead then you would be. He wouldn’t have to stalk you and shoot you on the streets to get the job done.” You replied

He sat up straight from his hunched position and put the piece of fruit that he was twirling nervously in his hands back down on his plate. He cleared his throat and looked at you defiantly in the eyes before he spoke up.

“Are you calling me a liar right now?” he asked with a hurt tone “are you saying that what I’ve seen with my own eyes is a lie?”

You stared back at him in shock for a moment as what he said hit you. You felt like a child having to choose between two of her favorite things, and you had no idea how to handle the situation. You could believe Hoseok undoubtedly without any proof or you could wait to see things through but loose Hoseok’s trust.

“I’m – no!... no, I’m not saying that.” You pleaded with him to put his walls back down “but what you are saying is that a member of mine who I trust tried to kill you. And that’s something that I have to look into before I can do anything about it.”

“Even after I’ve just told you that Minhyuk’s said that it’s true?!” he yelled back at you

It was now your turn to sit up and put your defensive walls up. You had backed yourself into a corner and you had no idea what to say left. If it was true what he was saying then you had just royally fucked up by not taking hoseok’s word.

“You know what…” Hoseok said standing up from his spot on the bed and gathering his pain medication “I’m not going to sit around here and wait for you to tell me that I was right. Because by then Shownu might actually come back to try and finish off the job. And I’m promising you that if I see him near me then I will give him what he gave me tenfold.” He said in a menacing low whisper before he stormed out of your bedroom.

You sat on your bed in silence for a moment as you internalized all your emotions. This morning you were feeling like you were given a brand-new start, and now you feel like you had just completely self-sabotaged everything. But until you had more answers you couldn’t sit around a mope to yourself.

You quickly stood up from your seat and walked into your office to look around. If there was someone inside snooping, then surely, they did more than peek at a few emails. But as you looked inside of the room you didn’t see anything missing or moved around. It was all too odd. You approached your computer and wiggled the mouse to bring the monitor to life and as soon as it came on you saw the email that Minhyuk had sent you. And what it detailed you couldn’t muster up the courage to believe. You quickly dialed Minhyuk’s number and waited for him to answer. You had to hear this from Minhyuk himself to be able to believe that it was true.

“Hey man what’s up?!” Minhyuk answered in a tone that confused you

“Minhyuk, we need to talk.” You responded quietly

“Sure, I’m free this morning. We can meet somewhere for coffee if that works for you?”

“where?” you asked

“I’ll send you the address… meet me there in about 30 minutes?”

“see you then” you responded and hung up the phone

It was unusual for him to speak that way on the phone with you but you knew that he had to be speaking in code if he knew something was up and Shownu was around. You sat at your chair for a moment astonished by everything that had been going on, but quickly snapped out of it when you felt your phone vibrate. You picked it up to see a message.

Minhyuk: don’t go anywhere. I’ll meet you in your office

As you waited for him to arrive you bounced your leg and took one last look around your office. There was really nothing missing or moved but you couldn’t help but shake a certain feeling off. You got up one last time and looked under all of your furniture, looking for a bug or a camera for monitoring but let out a sigh of relief when you found nothing.

Minhyuk stepped into your office and held his finger up to his mouth, silencing you as he closed your office door. He took out a wand and scanned your whole office for any bugs that might be lying around in hard to see or reach places. And as soon as he had finished his scan he sat down across from your desk in a chair.

“I don’t think we have much time until shit hits the fan so we have to prepare ourselves for the worst.” He said quietly

Your eyebrows scrunched together, and you took your place across from him in your desk chair. “Minhyuk, you need to tell me exactly what’s going on…” you commanded

Minhyuk looked up to you and gave you an apologetic look before he leaned forward and rested his arms on your desk. “Who exactly did the background check and cleared Shownu to join the clan?” he asked you

You leaned forward and crossed your arms as you tried your best to recall who exactly it was… but it was so long ago that you couldn’t remember the name or the face of the person who had. “I don’t remember?” you admitted

“It was Choi Taehyun” Minhyuk spoke up as if he was trying to feed you an answer

“As in… the member of the Kim Clan?” you asked him astonished

“Yes! And If my suspicions are correct then I think Shownu might be a member as well” he confessed “look, on Shownu’s record he had no previous affiliation of any clan but he came in with perfect scores and an abundant knowledge from the get go. Other people had suspicions about him, but Taehyun quickly shut them down. And if it weren’t for Shownu personally taking care of him after his identity had been exposed, I’m sure that many people would still think that he’s suspicious.” He explained

Your jaw dropped as you heard of this information for the first time. No one had mentioned anything of Shownu being approved by someone who was exposed as being a spy. But as you tried to think of things from an underling’s point of view taking him out was definitely one way to show your loyalty if you were being watched.

“And after investigating the shooting… it definitely looks like Shownu is playing both sides.” Minhyuk commented

“So, you’re telling me that not only was he responsible for the shooting… but the rest of our lives are very much at danger as well?” you asked him softly

Minhyuk gave you one solemn nod, and you couldn’t help but let tears fall free from your face. everything that you had worked for and everything that you stood for was slowly starting to fall apart by the hands of the people who you thought that you could trust the most in the world.

And from this moment forward you weren’t going to let anyone get in the way of your clan anymore. Things had to be taken care of once and for all.

“So, what should we do now?” Minhyuk asked

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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I need Beautiful Nightmares part 4 🤧

After I finish the Trespasser series (which should be before the new year) I plan to complete the Beautiful Nightmare series. So.... you will have all of the updates that your heart desires soon.

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bangchanshehe · 2 years

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The Trespasser pt.14 (M)

Word count: 2.7k

Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader

In Honor of my birthday which was this past weekend I will post twice today!!! Happy birthday to me and happy holidays to you all!!

And shower you did… or at least you tried your best to. You had Hoseok sitting on a stool in your shower as you hand washed him with a warm towel and soapy water. And you were sure that it wasn’t ideal for Hoseok but it was the best that you could do for him without his injury getting wet.

“the water’s starting to get a little cold” Hoseok said shivering on the stool, semi-wet in his underwear.

“let me go warm up the water really fast” you said dumping out the water

“actually, it wouldn’t kill me to take a real shower you know” he said with a chuckle

And you turned around to face him with a defiant look. “you cant do that by yourself yet!” you scolded him

“I never said that I’d be showering alone…” he said back with a cocky grin

You looked back at him in shock contemplating if you even wanted to humor his idea but the longer that you thought about it the more that you realized that it wasn’t such a big deal. You had seen each other naked already and there was no point in being shy. Plus, what you were trying to do for Hoseok wasn’t about being a pervert, it was about trying to help him…. Or at least that’s what you were going to say to yourself.

“fine! But if I’m going to get wet then I might as well take a shower too.” You responded “and you have to put on a water resistant bandage so your wound doesn’t get wet…. They’re under the sink”

Hoseok waisted no time in standing up from his seat and making his way towards the cabinets. He opened them up one by one in search while you stripped out of your clothes and turned on the warm shower water. You quickly wanted to lather up and wash your hair before he came in because you knew that he would need help doing everything after his shower and you would have little time in between to take care of yourself.

Hoseok quickly patched his chest up and threw away the wrapper, unaware that you were naked less than ten feet away from him. But when he walked past the marble barrier wall and saw your body soaked and suds cascading down your body he had to stop in his tracks.

Secretly Hoseok had always liked you since he was a child and he had always kept up with what you were doing as a young adult. And although he had never met you in person he had seen you many times in photos that his mother would share with him, and he knew that you were someone who could break his heart. But you were always a pretty girl and you had grown up to be a much more beautiful woman. And in this moment he couldn’t help but think that he had done something spectacular in his past life to be able to witness you like this in this life.

He slowly managed to take off his soaked boxers, and then he quietly joined your side. He stood behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, leaning down so he could smell your shampoo and bodywash.

“you smell so good” he whispered to you as he caressed your stomach with the tips of his fingers

You arched back into him as his fingers caressed your skin causing you to laugh since you were so ticklish but as soon as you bumped into him you were acutely aware that you had bumped into his chest. You spun around quickly and looked up at hoseok’s face expecting to see it wrinkled up in pain, but instead he was looking down at you lovingly.

“and you have such a beautiful laugh…” he commented never breaking eye contact with you.

He took a step towards you and you quickly backed away, keeping distance between the two of you so you could have your eyes on him. But Hoseok wasn’t looking for space, he wanted the exact opposite. He took another step towards you and as you backed up once more you found yourself trapped up against the shower wall. Hoseok smiled mischievously at you as he put his good hand against the wall and bent down so that he could kiss you.

But unlike before this kiss was nothing but hot passion from Hoseok. His mouth quickly took possession of your own and he fought for dominance through the kiss with his tongue and teeth as he bit your lip and tickled the nerves on your tongue with his own. You let your hands roam down the curve of his muscular back and you could feel his breathing hitch as your chest made contact with his own, your nipples brushing across his hard chest.

You smiled into the kiss and pulled away from him so that you could take deep breaths, and Hoseok took it as an opportunity to kiss you down your jaw, neck and chest. He left love bites and seductive licks on every surface of your skin that he could reach and you let out soft moans.

Hoseok placed his hand around your hip and swiveled on his feet so the two of you would be back under the warm cascades of the shower water. It flowed down the two of you as you continued to explore each other’s skin and kiss feverishly. Hoseok’s good hand swept down your body as your hands lightly grazed scratches down his back and lightly teased your clit. You let out a loud shocked moan and quickly grabbed hoseok’s wrist. You pulled away from his kisses and looked into his eyes

“Hoseok, no. you’ll end up hurting yourself” you pleaded with him and he let out a deep sigh

You could tell that he was feeling frustrated after being all worked up, but you knew that if you didn’t stop here that he would end up seriously regretting it later. His wound was still much too fresh and you knew that the more he overexerted himself the more medicine he would need later.

“okay. You’re right we should wait” he said softly and calmly but you could tell that he was disappointed since he didn’t make any eye contact with you.

You gave him a few moments to pull himself together and then you finally started to do what you were supposed to be doing from the beginning. You lathered up soap on the rag once more and wiped hoseok’s body down, making sure to get his back and stomach well, but when you came across his firm and fully erect cock you couldn’t help but stare and swallow down the drool that was threatening to spill out of your mouth. You knew that it was impressive since you had slept with him before, but now that you were completely sober and were seeing it up close for the first time you were shocked… and excited.

You quickly swiped his cock and wiped his balls and gave Hoseok a devilish grin while you did it. Was it necessary for you to do… not exactly, but your excuse was cleanliness. Hoseok hissed at you and gave you a glare as he watched you continue to wipe down his body as if nothing had happened. When you were done you grabbed the shampoo and quickly rubbed it into his scalp, not completely oblivious to how your breasts rubbed against hoseok’s chest and swayed every time that you moved.

“you aren’t making things particularly easy for me right now y/n.” Hoseok remarked deadpan

You smiled back down at him and looked down at how your chest rested against hoseok’s own even on your tip-toes. “I know” you said back with a playful tone

And after that comment Hoseok was obedient through the rest of his shower and didn’t say another thing. He just watched you quietly as you continued to towel off, get dressed and then worked on him. You grabbed a clean pair of boxers from his dresser and then brought them back to him. You held them open at his feet and he stepped into them, allowing you to stand up and pull them up over his hips and still fully erect cock. You stared down at the tent in his pants for a moment and then turned away from him with a smile.

You softly padded out of the bathroom and into the bedroom to turn off the lights and crawl into bed. And as you settled into the sheets you could feel the weight of hoseok’s body resting in the mattress next to you.

“how’s the wound?” you asked him softly turning your head to look at him with the glow of the moon cascading over his face

“it’s alright for now, but I’m sure it’ll hurt like a bitch in the morning.” He replied turning his head to look back at you

You let out a loud yawn and stretched in your sheets. It felt really good to have everything settled in between the two of you and you were sure that tonight you would be able to sleep well. It was strange being on your own without Jooheon or Shownu in bed with you and it started taking a toll on how well you slept. And while you should have slept better since the two men practically smothered you in your sleep, you were lonely and cold without the skin-on-skin contact.

“Tomorrow morning I’ll make a nice breakfast for you so that you can take your medicine with it.” You said as you tried to nonchalantly slide in next to Hoseok, running your hand across his stomach until it found its home on his hip.

Hoseok let out a soft sigh and embraced your hand with his own, tracing patterns into your skin. The two of you were quiet for a while as you attempted to fall asleep naturally on your own, but you couldn’t help but feel poorly for Hoseok. He was still hard as a rock, but physically unable to take care of himself while you were a. on top of him and b. injured.

Hoseok let out a soft, muffled groan as he tried to adjust himself in his boxers for the dozenth time since you’d gotten into bed. And as you laid there and watched him grimace in discomfort the more your resolve to be on good behavior slowly faded away.

You slowly started to move your had away from Hoseok’s hip and drag it to the center of his stomach, causing him to lift his arm off of yours and look over to you. He searched your face in the dark and when he realized that you were awake he gave you a soft smile.

“sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up.” He softly whispered “go back to sleep”

But instead of responding to him you allowed your hands to slowly roam down his stomach until they had reached the elastic of his boxers. He silently gazed at you and as soon as he realized what you were doing he turned his head to watch as you touched him. You let your fingertips barely trace the inside of his boxers and draw little patterns into his skin. You could feel how soft and warm his skin was to the touch and you let your hand explore more and more of his skin until you had come into contact with Hoseok’s cock.

You grabbed hold of it firmly and began to slowly stroke him, to the point where he was hissing and lightly bucking his hips up into your hand for extra friction. You played with the vein on the underside of his dick and pressed your finger on the slit of his head as you stroked him lightly with your fingers, causing Hoseok to grunt.

“don’t play with me baby…do it right” Hoseok said in a seductive and menacing tone, causing you to get wet with want and need.

You sat up from your position and pulled hoseok’s boxers down, not even bothering to remove them all the way. And then slowly took of your t-shirt and underwear, making sure that he was getting a good look at you. And to hoseok’s surprise you threw your leg over his hips and slowly sunk yourself down onto his hard cock. The two of you grunted and moaned as you slowly seated yourself completely in his lap.

“fuck” Hoseok grunted through teeth.

You softly rose off of his hips and then lowered again, setting the pace as very slow as not to hurt Hoseok. What you were doing was already crossing the line, but you didn’t want to hurt him too badly in the process. So you continued that slow and steady pace, letting your juices soak over Hoseok as you milked him slowly. Hoseok’s hand took place on your ankle as he held you in place, and slowly his grip became stronger and stronger.

As his patients wore out with your pace, Hoseok attempted to sit up from his lying position, but with you on top of him you knew it would be too much strain on his chest. You quickly placed your hand on his good shoulder and held him down, giving him a warning glare.

“you get to rowdy and I’ll stop.” You threatened him

Hoseok smiled at you and shook his head in defeat. Once you were sure that he wasn’t going to move around or try anything stupid you adjusted your position. You leaned back with your hands holding you up between hoseok’s legs and you bounced down onto his shaft. In this position you were able to angle Hoseok to hit you in the places that made your toes curl up and your eyes close shut.

“oh fuck” Hoseok groaned out in a half yell as he threw his head back in ecstasy

And as soon as you had heard his desperate pants and labored breathing you picked up your pace. Your knees were beginning to burn and your body was covered in sweat but your orgasm was so near that you couldn’t stop now. you panted and moaned on top of Hoseok like a desperate woman in heat as you rolled your hips over his and with a few more strokes on his thick, warm cock you were spasming on top of him as your orgasm shook you. You locked your legs in as you twitched on top of him and you could feel your walls sucking his cock in deeper to you.

“shit…” Hoseok yelled “I’m gonna cum”

And like you were possessed and desperate for his release too you continued to roll your hips and bounce down on top of Hoseok. He let out guttural cries as his orgasm hit him and you could feel him trying to pull away from you as he pushed you away with his hand. But instead of jerking him off to finish you wanted for him to finish inside of you. You grabbed onto his wrist and held onto it as you continued using it as an anchor to help your weak knees.

“I’m gonna cum.” Hoseok said again in warning

“cum inside of me baby” you moaned out

And with that final green light Hoseok completely let go and emptied his load inside of you, head thrown back and eyes scrunched up.

“fuck” he growled as he took deep and harsh labored breaths

You leaned forwards and rolled over onto your side of the mattress and lied there as you attempted to catch your breath. You continued to spasm and twitch as your overstimulated clit pulsed. And for a single moment you thought that you would pass out from overexertion, but Hoseok spoke up keeping your eyes open.

“that was…. Amazing” Hoseok said between breaths “thank you… for helping me baby”

You rolled over into his side and held onto him tightly as you gave him a long soft kiss. There was no need for him to thank you because it was something that you wanted to do. It wasn’t a pity fuck.

Hoseok wrapped his arm around you and held onto you tightly as the two of you drifted off to sleep, completely spent, satisfied, and in desperate need of a change of sheets and another shower.

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