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blkmxrvel · 5 years

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To Kree or Not To Kree

Pairing: Carol Danvers x Romanoff!Reader; Natasha Romanoff x LittleSister!Reader; Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff (brief but there!)

Words: 2222

Request: May I please request a Carol Danvers x fem!reader where the reader is really affectionate, but Carol isn’t really cuddly because she’s not used to physical contact? Like, the reader really always wants to kiss/hug Carol but doesn’t cuz she doesn’t want to make Carol uncomfortable? But when Carol initates small bits of affection, like hand holding, the reader gets really happy, and it kinda makes Carol guilty cuz C feels like she doesn’t give R enough love. Sorry if this is confusing I❤u!!!

Summary: You want touch, Carol doesn’t. Carol loves you, you love Carol more. Natasha stands up for her little sister.

Warnings: Carol is a bit of an asshole but means no harm, Natasha is a #mamabear. Angst-ish, but fluffy nonetheless.

A/N: what????? madi managed to post a request???? bitch ik! im sorry it’s taken me so long I was in a bit of a rut there! but iam back and I really like this one. I sorta kinda tried a new writing style? If yall like it lmk. Enjoy!

Everyone says opposites attract, and with you and Carol, it’s quite obvious.

You’re the kind of person who thrives off of human contact and affection. You love anything that involves contact, hugging, holding hands, high fives, cuddling, the whole 9 yards. It’s what gave you the euphoric feeling that everyone craves.

Carol is literally the exact opposite. She stays away from physical contact as much as possible

She doesnt understand the need for it, she wants her space. She doesnt need to….interlock fingers with yours to prove that she loves you. She may have been human, but technically, her wiring was still Kree.

And do you really think they allowed measly… mortal things like hugging and cuddling to slide?

…

That’s what I thought.

You never made a big deal out of it, though. You knew that was just Carol, and you didn’t wanna be the kind of girlfriend that always nags and is never satisfied.

Don’t get me wrong. You’ve tried. Like that once time at the pier.

It was date night, you and carol, and Natasha and Wanda. It was group date:movie on the beach followed by street food and a walk on the pier.

“Group photo!” Everyone huddled together as Natasha stretched her arms to hey everyone in the photo.

You stood by your girlfriend smiling wide, you took a regular photo and then a silly one. You saw Wanda stand on her tiptoes to kiss Natasha on her cheek, so you figured you would do the same to Carol.

I mean…Natasha sure as hell got a kick out of it. And you and Carol were just as much in love and they were.

So, standing on your toes when Natasha went to take another picture, you pressed your lips to Carol eyes.

Big mistake.

Carol froze up, you could’ve sworn she was about to have a seizure with how tense her body got.

“You alright?” Thinking that you crossed a boundary.

“Yeah, Babe. I’m fine.”

You brushed it off and told yourself you were overthinking.

But you weren’t.

For the rest of the night, Carol basically avoided any contact with you, she didnt hold your hand, kiss you on your forehead. None of it.

You chalked it up to her maybe not being comfortable with PDA. You could get with that, I mean…it makes sense. She grew up in a time where people weren’t so open about two women loving each other, and a lot of people today still aren’t it made sense.

But then….Carol not only didn’t show you affection outside, but inside as well.

Everytime you initiated a cuddle session, she would always make some lame excuse “oh, it’s too hot” or “you’re crushing my bladder baby” and she would always play it off.

That happened a lot, like a lot, a lot.

So eventually, you let it go. You didn’t try to hug her, or hold her when she had a bad day. You knew she wasn’t going to hold up or rub your back if you came back from a particularly bad mission that left you with a nightmare. You knew that you weren’t ever going to have that. But you loved Carol, so you were able to deal.

Not being able to be intimate (not sexually) with the one person you loved most took a toll on you, of course it did.

Everyone could see it, especially Natasha.

Nat was your big sister, she was always the one who noticed even the smallest bit of a change in you.

So you bet your bottom dollar that Natasha heard the sigh you let out when she hugged you longer than usual.

This past mission was….brutal, to say the least. You had made it out by the skin of your teeth, broken toe and bruises and scratches everywhere, but alive nonetheless.

Of course, Carol was relieved that you were alive…and she told you that. But sometimes actions speak louder than words. All she gave you was a little smile and peck on the lips. There was no bruising kiss, bone crushing hug. But, you were used to it.

Natasha though, quite the opposite.

As soon as she saw you, her little sister, walk through the compound doors, she gave you the biggest hug.

All you could do was hug back, let out the biggest sigh, and with that came tears. It had been so long since you’d been hugged so passionately. Since someone’s love for you was shown through body movements and physical contact.

Natasha noticed how you were reluctant to pull away, and how when you did. You looked drained, albeit refreshed.

She knew the mission was tough but this was something else. She knew how you looked when it’d been awhile without physical reassurance.

“When was the last time Carol gave you a hug? Held you? Anything?”

And when you couldn’t give a solid answer let alone a recent one, Natasha was ready to rip off a head. You calmed her down of course, saying how it was okay, but She wasn’t having it.

“Why don’t you just tell her how much hugging and affection means to you? You don’t deserve this.” Natasha huffed and crossed her eyes, eyes sad eyes looking into yours.

“Because it’s who she is, Nat.” You tried to explain. “She doesn’t do hugs or late night cuddles. That’s just her.”

Natasha rolled her eyes. “Yeah? Well you do hugs, and kisses and holding hands and late night cuddles. That’s just who you are. Why are you the only sacrificing and making changes to who you are, when she’s living fine and dandy?” She threw her hands up, eyes wide and expectant with anger.

“Why is she perfectly sane and you’re losing your mind, hell yourself? And why the fuck didn’t you tell me about this earlier?”

Natasha was pissed yes, but it was coming from a place of love. And you knew you needed to hear it.

“I- I don’t know. I just love her and I didn’t wanna make her uncomfortable.”

She sighed. Placing her hands on your arms, rubbing up and down. You smiled. “That’s not love, Y/N/N. You can love Carol all you want, but you don’t love yourself if you’re willing to allow yourself to be hurt like this.”

Natasha was right, she knew that. And she also knew that you weren’t going to say anything to Carol directly. So she took upon herself, as she should.

You slept in between Natasha and Wanda that night. Sandwiched in between your two favorite people family members. Don't…. Don’t tell Tony that.

The next morning, Carol jumped up at the sound of banging against her door. It was still dark outside, she didn’t even hear birds chirping yet. Who in the world could that be?

“I don’t care if your decent or not Danvers, I’m coming in.”

The door opened and in walked Natasha romanoff, still in her pajamas, but a wicked look on her face. She sat in the chair facing Carol’s bed, faced hardened and eyes raging.

“Nat what the-”

“We need to talk about Y/N.”

Carol’s eyes widened, sitting up immediately. “I- Is she alright?”

“No, thanks to you.” Natasha raised her eyebrows, attitude spewing from her body language. Spicy.

“What are you talking about?” Carol rubbed her eyes, it was too early to be dealing with yelling and accusations.

“Why haven’t you hugged her? Or kissed her? Or held her after her worst missions? Or told her it was going to be alright when she wakes up screaming from nightmares? Because I’m sure she does. We all do. But unlike Y/N, we have someone to calm us down and make is feel safe? Do you even love her?”

Carol scrunched her eyebrows up at that. “Of course I love her why are you asking that?”

“Are you sure?” Natasha tilted her head. “Because if you did, you would see how tired and sad she looks. How all she wants is a hug and kiss everyone once and a while from her girlfriend! How she just wants to hold your hand when you pass through crowds because they make her nervous and she doesnt want to get lost!”

Carol stuttered. What was Natasha talking about?

“She wants to feel loved. Because actions speak damn louder than words. And you telling Y/N that you love her means nothing if she doesn’t feel it.”

Natasha is pacing around the room now, rage fueling her words. This was for her sister.

“God. She sacrificed the one thing that grounds her the most because you are ‘comfortable’ with physical contact.” Air quotes. “Well too damn bad, Danvers. Sometimes we gotta feel uncomfortable to make the one we love comfortable. And it isn’t even unreasonable, its human! And before you spew that Kree bullshit at me, you have your memories back, and all the feelings that come with it. You know what it’s like. Y/N hasn’t been hugged or held in weeks. She thrives on that. That’s why she probably almost died! Because she just couldn’t think, her body didn’t have enough energy, enough…love to get out of their sooner.” Natasha wiped her eyes, red and puffy eyes before looking at her sisters girlfriend. Her voice cracked all through her rampant speech.

“So before you say, you love her. Do you actions show it? She may be here now, might he huffing it and powering through. But a person can only handle so much before they break. And I’ll be damned if I let you break my sister. So shape up, or ship out, Danvers. My sister comes first.”

And with that…Natasha was gone.

Wow.

Carol just sat in her bed, hair still messy and eyes red and teary.

What kind of girlfriend was she? Natasha was 100% right. She didnt give you enough love, and she feels like a complete ass for not caring. She knew what she needed to do.

The rest of the day went as Normal. You had no idea about the whole Natasha/Carol debacle. And it stayed that way.

You woke up, in a….surprisingly not empty bed. Natasha and Wanda were at your sides, trying to hold in their giggles as they watched TV to not wake you.

Spoiler alert: didnt work.

Natasha asked how you’re feeling, to which you said “better than ever.” They both frowned at that answer. They didn’t even want to ask when was the last time you and Carol slept in the same bed.

You all went your separate ways. It was Sunday, you had training and a debriefing to prepare yourself for. But you needed to shower first. Mentally, you were refreshed, being squished because two bodies and snug like a bug in a rug really gave your mind a boost.

You were sad that it wasn’t Carol on either side of you, but you didn’t dwell too much on it. Not a good idea to think too much.

You walked towards your room, turning the knob to get your things to shower.

You nearly jumped when you saw a disheveled Carol on your bed. Red eyes and a look of pure guilt when she saw you.

“Carol, is everything alright?” She stood up and walked over to you. She played with her hands as she tried to find the right words.

“I just- I.” You reached out to place your hands onto Carol’s, immediately pulling your hands back when you registered just who was standing in front of you.

Carol broke at that. Tears now freely flowing from her eyes as she covered them with her hands.

“You’re scaring me, Car. What’s wrong?” She pulled her hands down and stared at you, the tears never stopping.

Suddenly, you felt yourself being pulled forward and warm, strong arms coming around your waist.

It was an odd feeling, a new one, and it took you a minute, but then you realized.

This is a hug, Carol is hugging you. Oh my god. This is the moment you’ve been waiting for.

You wrapped your arms around Carol’s middle, squeezing tightly as you laid your head on her chest. She squeezed harder, still crying, while words fell from her mouth.

“I’m so sorry, baby. I’ve been the worst girlfriend ever. I put myself before you and I let you not put yourself first. I should’ve hugged you everyday, and kissed you on your forehead when you were sleepy and- and held your hand when were in crowds and let you lay on me when you were scared. I’m so sorry. You’re only human and I denied you of the one thing you needed most. Please forgive me.”

You didn’t let go of Carol, or say anything else. You just squeezed harder, your arms coming to wrapped around her neck, as she pulled your body even closer.

Tears sprang to your eyes when you felt her lips press to your forehead.

Was this a dream?

“This was all you wanted and I never gave it to you. You never go without it again I promise, I love you. I love you and I’m gonna show you. No more Kree Carol, Human Carol from now on.”

You placed a kissed on Carol’s neck, smiling when she sighed in relief.

This was all you wanted, and you finally got it. You’re only human.

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happys-crazy-queen22 · 7 years

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Do I - Happy Lowman

Song Do I By Luke Bryan.

Happy Reading Dollies!!

Baby what are we becoming It feels just like we're always running Rolling through the motions everyday I could lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you Seems like you could care less either way What happened to that girl I used to know I just want us back to the way we were before

Stretching your arm to cuddle with your Old Man, his side of the bed was cold. Has been for a while. You huffed as you got up. You barely saw Happy. He was always with the club, you would plane a nice dinner or try to be sexy he would always say the club needs me. You were getting frustrated. Grabbing your phone you texted him. "Hey Babe, wish you were here right now". "Could go for some morning sex"😈😈. "I love you, have a great day, be safe". ❤❤😘😘😍 You went to the bathroom, brushing your teeth waiting for his response. Nothing. Getting dressed you were really feeling sad and angry. What was he up to, did you send it correctly. You looked at your phone. Everything was right,except your relationship. You sat on the bed, thinking back to when you first started dating Happy. He said he wasnt good with relationship but hes the one that made it official that your his and only his. He was a tough guy when with his brother but with you he was a big sweet heart, you could get enough of him. Sex was out of this world, mind blowing. You would have sex four to six times a day but now its maybe two times a month. You wiped away a tear. Something was different about him.

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy Do I have your love, am I still enough Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby Give you everything that you ever wanted Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely Do I just need to give up and get on with my life Baby, do I

Driving to TM, you decided to talk to him about not being there for you. Pulling up you saw him talking to a crow eater. Angry came over you. Storming over to him, you grabbed the croweaters hair. Her hands went to yours, trying to get free. "OW OW bitch, your fucking hurting me". "Then you should stay away from whats mine". You threw her to the ground. "You ever look at him again, I will torch your ass". "He's the one that started talking to me". "Ask him". Happy groaned and rolled his eyes. "Leave her alone Y/N". Standing the dumbfounded. "Your really taking her side than mine". "Get out of here". Happy yelled to the croweater. "Happy what has gotten into you, or its more like who have you gotten into cause it aint me". Happy kept quite. "Your not going to talk to me fine". "I'll do it". "Happy you've changed since we got together, people do but your going over the line". "You're never home and when you are, you dont speak to me or even acknowledge that I'm there". "I'm lonely Happy, your here with your firends, I have no body".

Remember when we didn't have nothing But a perfect simple kind of loving Baby those sure were the days There was a time our love ran wild and free Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see

"I didnt ask you to just get up and move with me". Happy finally spoke. "The hell you didnt, your exact word were". "Please come with me, I love you and I dont want to lose you". Tears falling as you yelled at him. "That didnt mean you had to". "If I didnt I would have lost you but it seems that I already have". "I wasted three years of my life with you if you dont feel that same way as me". "I love you, I want this to work but.." You were at loose of words. "I loved you too Y/N". "I grew up, I got more involved in the club, you just took a back burner". "You mean you found free pussy that you didnt have to come home to and talk". "You could just bang and look the other way". "I'm sorry I have feelings for you". "I'm sorry too". "You want this white picket fence, with a nice house and kids". "I dont". "I want our old life back, when we could get on the bike and ride until we were happy where we were". "You loved riding, partying and having a good time with friends". "Lately you've been a stuck up little bitch". "Not wanting to come here and be around everyone, just having a good time". "You just sit at home, fucking whine about us, that we dont do anything, I dont take you out or you get mad at me for saying lets do something". "I'm sick of this shit". He yelled, taking a breathe to calm his anger. Biting your lip, closing your eyes trying not to sob in front of him. "I'm sorry your unhappy with me".

"I just want us to be carefree again". Happy couldnt think of anything else to say. "I'm my happiest when I'm with you'. "But it seems that your not with me". You started to walk off. "Y/N". Happy yelled running to you. Turning around you looked at him with red eyes and tear stained cheeks. "What"? "Do you love me"? "Thats a stupid question". "Just answer it Little Girl". "Yes Happy I'm in love with you". "That all I wanted to know". "So what are we". You asked. "We are still together, I want this to work, I love you and I cant see my self with anyone else". "Happy you just said that you didnt want this shit any more". "I had a change of heart, people do that". "I'm willing to change alittle". "I'll spend more time at home, in the bed room pleasing you even if it kills me". He laughed. You grinned. "Okay". "I'll change to, we can go out and come here to party". "Go see a movie or just a nice dinner at the house". "I promise not to be a stuck up bitch anymore". "See we are working together for us to be together". He said hugging you. "Hap theres one thing I wont change". "What is it"? He looked at you. "I want kids". "I dont have to have the picket fence or a nice house". "But I want kids with you". "Ever since I saw you at your mommas house I thought you would be a good father, the way you love her deeply and take care of her". "I want that, I want kids to run around, your mother would love that even more then I do and we would be pretty cool parents". Smiling up at him wait for his reaction. "We will see where the rode takes us okay". "If it happens then it happens". "We arent rushing things or trying to provent them from happening". He smiled while kissed you.

Still give you what you need Still take your breath away Light up the spark way down deep, baby do I

Happy kissed you deeply, your tongues danced together while standing standing in the middle of the drive way. "I see your back together". The croweater came over. "Yeah we are so dont try getting with him ever". "I wont, I'm not that type of girl". "You two should be together". "Take care Happy". "Miss". The croweater walked off. "Did you sleep with her or any other croweater, porn star etc"? "No, I just came here an drank or worked until we had something to do". "I never cheated on you, not once". "I know back there I didnt say anything cause I knew you wouldnr believe me". "I believe you Hap, just dont talk to another croweater Clear". "Crystal" "I love you". "I love you too". You grabbed the back of his head, pulled him in for a kiss.

Whoa, Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy Do I have your love, am I still enough Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby Give you everything that you ever wanted Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely Do I just need to give up and get on with my life

Its been four months since the decision to give it another try. Life couldnt be better. Happy has been spending more time with you. Sex was back to being mind blowing. You even changed. Going to TM's parties, not being a stuck up bitch and you even got your happy ending. Baby Finn Fearless Lowman was conceived at a TM party, so Happy and you got what you both wanted.

Tell me baby do I get one more try Do I, baby do I

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