#everyone shut up I'm crying

[kedreeva]

Happy Ending? There are no happy endings. Endings are the saddest part. So just give me a happy middle, and a very happy start. -- Shel Silverstein | Stranger Things S4

#Eddie munson #Dustin Henderson #Stranger things #stranger things 4 #st4 #my gifs #shut up so what if i'm crying over them today #i'm here to take everyone down with me

[dixidin]

Jumping up and down in the air after I saw the new tommyinnit video I support this man's call out era

#WE ALL KNOW WHAT SKIT I'M TALKING ABOUT #AND PLS IT WAS SO FUNNY IM CRYING #shit the whole video was amazing #also dream is being such a man baby about this like💀 gtfo of here man #inniters after seeing the new video: AND THE CROWN GOES WILD‼️🗣💯🔛🔝💥💥💥💥 #everyone after seeing dream like a bunch of tweets criticizing tommy: AND THE CROWD BACKS UP🤨😶😒🧍‍♂️ #also skeppy don't think your bitch ass is doing anything good just shut up💀 #ALSO PHILZA FUCKING MINECRAFT 🔛🔝 MVP ISTG #this whole situation is so crazy but so hilarious. Ig tommy really does make stuff 100% funnier😁👍 #dream situation #tommyinnit #WE LOVE YOU TOMMY RAAAHHH

[svtskneecaps]

shut the front door the red wool meant seeker. in hide and seek. cellbit gave pac and mike the red wool.

"you're the seekers. come find me"

#qsmp #am i stupid. is this obvious to everyone around me. unclear. #i'm gonna cry tho lol what the fuck cellbit #block game brainrot #shut up vic

[voraxiia]

remember there was a time when i said i wouldn't know how to quit tumblr

( there's a small rant going on in the tags but the point is i miss it here ok and i hope everyone's having a splendid day / week / month and your favourite treat is on sale bc you deserve it )

#// i would like to thank my parents and teachers and everyone who convinced me to be a doctor #// i now have raging depriety and gastritis and there are firecrackers in my knees everytime i even slightly bend them #// i also cry when people are nice to me bc i'm used to being treated like i'm a dumbass b*tch #// and people refuse to teach you how to handle things so that when there are urgent situations they can take time to insult you #// instead of idk give instructions/orders what to do to be useful #// like if you really wanted to do everything yourself just shut up and do it it's quicker that way #// ' what are you doing ' idk waiting for you to send the link to access your brain and download the information we should magically know #// also bc i already have a diagnosis it's more tricky to ask for a leave for some reason #// bc apparently it'll easily become ' proof ' that i'm not fit for the job after all and 7 years of hard work and money will go to waste #// and i haven't even gotten my first paycheck #// so of course it would be better to wait my turn for 2.5 hours at the ED with a ' less severe ' diagnosis for the day #// like oh no my tummy hurts so much for some reason today but it's totally not bc of anxiety pfft what's an anxiety

[vse-kar-vem]

how to write vent post title that does not come off as self-pitying and or accusatory (because it's NOT !)

#sorry tumblr is like a diary to me idk what i'll do w this blog after i (sigh) inevitably move on #either way #im convinced everyone hates me again :3 but realistically no one cares about me even enough to hate me im just stupid and self centred 💔 #if anything me TYPING these posts is actuvely turning people against me #again with the assumptions that people care enough to read these 😭 fhskfbhsjfkg #i hate that i care so much what people online think of me cuz irl it's like. whatever #but here there are so many cool people who i admire and would love to be friends with im always hyperparanoid of everything i do #and still i manage to overstep and come off as annoying #like obvs you're allowed to hate me even if you're someone i look up to like that's your perogative #but i hate worrying about IF anyone hates me #oughgh this is easier irl because usually people send off pretty clear signals if they dont like you #but online (esp with how prickly this fandom is) i don't know whether im being insecure and reading into things or whether people just don't #like me (which again is fine i would just rather know if anyone gets it) #i figure art is the one way i can get people to like me 💔 which sounds kinda pathetic because irl i KNOW im liked and capable! #fandom has just become such a big part of my personality that i cant detach my self worth from it #and i do love art and drawing and such i hate that even if i know people my stuff EYE dont and it doesnt mean anything or act as a signifier #of my friendships #wow .... i really am my own therapist ..... i should shut up #the industrial revolution and its consequences (jofandom) #i think these posts are half self exploration half ... almost self harm? because sometimes im so derogatory about myself on purpose in a #'you're worthless' way. but at the same time it's cathartic and i always feel better having probed at my feelings and gotten them in order #not to do a complete 180 but it's MY post and JO LONDON IN *12* DAYS!!!!!!!! AHH i'm sooo excited if it doesnt live up to my expectations i #may cry a little. and there will be another vent post from me ! #sometimes i wonder if anyone actually reads these 😭 #vee rambles

[tricks-n-illusions]

It seems like theres a visitor lurking in the distance. Maybe your words have brought upon an audience?

Silas showed no surprise when the tiny lurker replied to him, if anything he looked annoyed at someone bringing attention to it.

He instantly broke into a fit of laughter at the tiny spirit's words whatever she said must have been pretty ridiculous to warrant that reaction from the Zoroark. Hilarious even.

Silas's impression of the plush Zorua was horrible and monotone, even his questions sounded like mere statements. But, It seemed like something he'd heard hundreds of times and had grown acquainted with. In other words, it was accurate. "Look. Lune's voice may be flat and emotionless, but I can tell under that stupid fuckin' plush face he was looking at me like I was insane. Which, I'M NOT BY THE WAY." Silas huffed in annoyance, shooing the tiny spirit away. "I'm perfectly mentally well as you can obviously see." He grandly gestured to himself before giving a grin and waving her off. "You're not real, I don't know why I'm even talking to you again." He seemed quite offended at the implication of her existence. "And. Even if, let's say, you were. Purely hypothetical here. I know what the fuck you actually are and you are NOT her. So stop following me, I told you this the day you showed up. I don't want anything to do with you, and I will never want anything to do with you. So, fuck off." [ . . . ] The tiny spirit looked very unamused, she gave him an irritated look before angrily swatting her tail at him. It did absolutely nothing but pass through Silas. She was more than used to his stupidity at this point, she gave a small statement before she turned to you.

She was aware you had no idea what she was saying and even seemed understanding of this. But for some reason, her point was made clear in your mind.

#tni: chrono #tni: silas rune #tni: calamity #“Perfectly mentally well” Silas shut the hell up look at you you are riddled with depression and anxiety #arnt you the same man who literally lost his shit and had a panic attack (plus was crying) *checks* 3-4 story posts ago?? Or did you forget #also so sorry for barfing out content here like crazy 🥹💖 yall got me motivated I'm glad everyone's enjoying my silly blog #many apologies if not knowing what she says is a bit frustrating this is temporary and for story reasons #shes like polaris and is speaking in a “god and familiar exclusive language” but is giving you a chance to fix that #Chapter 1: The Introduction

[da-proti-toku-grem]

feeling like a total asshole today 👍

#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night #i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know #so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD #but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying #and i felt absolutely nothing #idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel #like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just????? #that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car) #and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow #and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago #i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back #not right now #not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week #but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go #and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now #and all i can think about is that i'm anxious #i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know #i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it #bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has #but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality #why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain #like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings #i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it #i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it #i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly #so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language) #is easier than talking in spanish #and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind #but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/ #i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit

[musical-chick-13]

I LOVE!! OPERA!!!!!!!

#UGH crying over well-done register shifts and keeping a note of all the cool Sound Things™ in the orchestra & what the characters represent #thematically!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! #EVERYONE WAS SO /GOOD/ MODERN OPERA IS THE ONLY MEDIUM EVER ACTUALLY #this leading man........he did all of that SITTING OR LYING DOWN LIKE. WTF??!?!?!?!?? #the leading lady's talent.........does she even HAVE a break??? like obviously she must because she put these notes in different registers #but fuck if it was noticeable!!!!!!!! #'I'm going to do an unbroken vocal run from my head voice to my chest voice below the staff with no cracks or signs I've even shifted #registers' SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UUUUPPPPP (<-meant as a compliment) #unhinged lady screams about music

[andromeda3116]

boy i love getting tipsy and then drunk and gushing about my special interest to people who cannot possibly care about this even half as much as i do and being deeply annoying and embarrassing myself and wanting to crawl into a hole once the harsh light of sobriety hits

#like i cannot stress enough that i want to die right now #it's not a physical hangover it's a mental hangover. a ''why am i incapable of shutting the fuck up'' hangover. #i become so deeply annoying when drunk that i should not be allowed to use my phone #i turn into the goddamned boom de yada commercial and inflict it on everyone in range #like i go off about the discworld series a LOT #one time at a party i cornered two guys who had no science background and tried to explain how avogadro's number was found #i gush about fullmetal alchemist or the story structure of everything everywhere all at once #i cry over interstellar or the cosmos series #my friends and family back home all already know this and give me their ''sure thing sarah now let's get you to bed'' looks #too few people here have been exposed to this to yet know how to stop it #eta: i should also stress that when i discovered that said guys did not know what vsepr theory was my reaction was not to stop #it was to get a piece of paper and start explaining lewis dot structures #eta again: you know after considering this long-standing history of doing this i feel paradoxically less embarrassed #like it will be very funny to explain the avogadro's number story and all the things i have done this about #like look i'm sorry i hit you with my special interest gushing but i have done this many times before to many people #the ''drunk!sarah highbeams of random essays and lectures'' is well-established and tbh kind of a rite of passage at this point

[elitehoe]

ARE MAXWELL AND REGAL ABOUT TO PROMO BATTLE EACH OTHER

#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up #everyone be quiet I'm about to cry #maxwell jacob friedman #mjf #william regal #aew #aew lb

[welcometogrouchland]

Finished rewatching spiderverse

[ID: the Jonathan Van Ness "okay, it's totally fine. Why am I crying?" Meme. End ID]

#ramblings of a lunatic #EVERYONE SHUT UP I'M THINKING ABOUT MILES MORALES #specifically thinking abt how his inclusion in spiderman stories changed the comic landscape forever #AND THEN HIS MOVIE DID IT IN FUCKING ANIMATION TOO #DO YOU UNDERSTAND. THE POWER. THE INFLUENCE #HE IS THE MOMENT AND HE HAS BEEN SINCE THE 2010S #but for real i always forget how emotional the storyline of into the spiderverse makes me #it's like. i see this spark in you! it's a leap of faith! how do i know i wont mess up again! you don't! IT'S A LEAP OF FAITH #IT'S THE ENTIRE FUCKING FINAL CONFRONTATION. HOW IT'S EVERYTHING FOR MILES' CHARACTER #HE IS SO FUCKING SPECIAL TO ME #i never delved far into his comic runs bc I've never liked bendis as a writer and by the time his first non bedis run was coming out #i lost the hyperfixation on comics (tho never the special interest) #whenever it's next activated tho (bc I'm a fucking sleeper agent ig) i think I'll have to check it out. especially post spiderverse #it's too good for there not to be bleed back #anyway. my only gripe with the entirety of spiderverse is that while peni parker is funny they should've gone with her og character- #-as a fuckin. i believe it's an evangelion homage? bc it'd be funny if the cutesy anime girl was actually the most fucked up spiderperson #and they didn't go with that for the sake of cheaper more generic anime jokes. boo #still the best movie ever tho idk what to tell you #I'm crying!!!

[texas-bbq-pringles]

it's not even been 48 hours

#not showing my face #i know like 3 people that follow me on there listen to gvf if that #i'm so sorry to everyone that has to put up with this shit from me it's a full-time job at this point #“not to be annoying” said right before i was annoying about the band i can't shut up about #also i can't listen to them w/o crying now :) #jake kiszka #danny wagner #josh kiszka #sam kiszka #gvf #greta van fleet #i just really miss them okay?

[enavant]

once again, once again softly asking where tf my polyships at where are my polycules where

#[ begging pleading crying ] #[ i can be reminded one ( 1 ) time n i will not shut up about it okay my fave ] #[ hand em OVER ] #[ remember like...multiple people threads too :thonk: ] #[ anyway i'm sleepy i'm here to make it everyones problem ] #━━ ❥ wishlist »

[scorching-sun-shelters-snake]

Deep down we all have that one song that breaks us, and with "breaks us" I mean "we physically can't finish singing because we start crying before the end of it". For me it's "For the Dancing and the Dreaming". I literally burst into tears when I arrive at the last strophe, if I don't when I'm at the penultimate one.

#I'm sure everyone's surprised #try not to cry while singing this song challenge: impossible #for the dancing and the dreaming #how to train your dragon #httyd #no I will never shut up about this song

[chanselysees]

CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER SAID WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER WAS MY FAVORITE CRINGE 5SOS SONG NOTHING ABOUT TJAT SONG IS CRINGE IT'S LITETALLY THE BEST THING THEY EVER MADE EVER WROTE EVER COMPOSEF EVER RECORDED EVER PRODUCDED EVER ID ONT FUCKING KNOW HOW ANYTHIKG WORKS IT'S 3 AM AND I'M BITING MY MATTRESS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#EVERYONE SHUT UP I'M 14 AND CRYING OVER A BOYBAND AGAIN ALL OF A SUDDEN #clara tais toi #5sos

[deafeningwizardsquare]

Mmmmmmmmh, is that "Good TLSQ" that I smell?

Now give me back Angelica and her platonic feelings for Jacob and I'll bury the hatchet, Jam City. Possibly bring me back also MC doing Fleix's cosplayer with the polyjuice potion.

Even in a post about Penny's bestie, I still ask justice for 2018 lore and most importantly for the prefects. #justicefortheprefects

Jacob and his running away form responsibilities can go to hell, more things Scarlett-like, please!!

#my dear folks #THAT'S MY JAM CITY! #I liked this quest a lot? #not gonna lie I expected worst and oh man I love Scarlett #Unfortunately she'll probably end up begin Aurélie 2.0 and never seen her again #also #For the firstly time I actually liked Penny? #her behaviour wasn't thath much predictable #when she started crying I see some 2018's lore back🤧🤧🤧 #they are doing a good job recently #also Pennt shut up? #running away like Elsa wannabe in disbelief because your bestie didn't say a word about her transformation? #Please #in this game everyone feels the right to do everything that they want so why so upset about it? 😶 #hogwarts mystery #hphm #penny haywood #scarlett #I'm satisfied with how they handled the whole situation #Scarlett is alive? #good for her